No Leaping and Doves Descend
King James Bible
And lo a voice from heaven, saying, This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased.
The Baptism of Jesus
13Then cometh Jesus from Galilee to Jordan unto John, to be baptized of him. 14But John forbad him, saying, I have need to be baptized of thee, and comest thou to me? 15And Jesus answering said unto him, Suffer it to be so now: for thus it becometh us to fulfil all righteousness. Then he suffered him. 16And Jesus, when he was baptized, went up straightway out of the water: and, lo, the heavens were opened unto him, and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove, and lighting upon him: 17And lo a voice from heaven, saying,
This is my beloved Son,
whom I am well pleased.
John the Baptist had been baptizing around the river Jordan and while
John the Baptist is baptizing Jesus comes to be baptized and basically is introduced to John the Baptist
and John the Baptist is introduced to Jesus
as if they didn’t know each other.
NO LEAPING, but there was a sign and he heard a voice from heaven1
They were not at Thanksgiving day celebrations or at a family member’s home having a reunion such as a birthday celebration, family barbecue for Memorial day or Labor day or because it was a free meal by a rich cousin or sister to bring your own meat/beer, etc.
While in the wilderness John the Baptist was prepared by God for his purpose: to prepare some people to follow Jesus and to be the sign of introduction. I think he was teaching some people about the truth that’s why some of his disciples left John the Baptist to follow Jesus. John the Baptist didn’t even think he had the right to tie Jesus’s laces of his sandals before he met Jesus so it’s not like they were familiar, as in cousins. And he said that his work was culminating when Jesus came to be baptized of him to fulfill all righteousness. So Jesus had not been baptized as a baby (Catholicism) i’m assuming or Jesus wouldn’t come again to be baptized and more than likely would have said I fulfilled Catholicism’s idea of righteousness when I was a baby and now I want to fulfill baptism again. I doubt he went to every religion in the world to fulfill their ideas of righteousness such as getting ashes on his forehead or the Hindu mark on the forehead (same thing, eh?). I don’t think it is mentioned at all in the bible that Jesus was baptized as a baby so you have to wonder why Roman Catholics think it is appropriate to baptize a baby (sprinkle babies with holy water they holy-ize, ever hear of water babies?) except as some kind of ownership rights, etc. I don’t think the River Jordan was holy water and doubtful any priests were transubstantiating the river Jordan.
Baptism is supposed to be voluntary and not forced upon a baby who cannot defend itself.
Obviously it is also a testing ground once a person is baptized.
Suffer it to be so
“France will no longer suffer the existing government”
Maybe that is why they sprinkle babies? So they won’t suffer as much?There is a true story about a baby that Walter Veith had to cope with. His own baby that was having big troubles and at the time he was Catholic and that was the beginning of his search for truth because of his baby:His site will help you to see the relationship of Islam and Roman Catholicism as sort of a tug of war with humanity in the middle. They work off each other and tend to help each other though they would never admit it because that is their tactic.Anyway that is what made him question Roman Catholicism and the way he was treated by the nuns after his mother was sick and died. Anyway you can listen to his testimony and witness and learn a great deal about Roman Catholicism and Islam and other things such as history. Very enjoyable and insightful.And as far as history goes concerning Roman Catholicism and their desire to Catholicize the world you can read Ian Paisley’s input and studies which are also helpful if you prefer the historical witness against Roman Catholicism and their crimes against humanity.Which might help you understand their tactics and their desires.
Obviously, Jesus was in Israel near the River Jordan and He was Jewish.
I think the baptism of Jesus was the beginning of the three year teaching by Jesus about God the Father,
NOT THE POPE!
It was also a test of his character from that point on till he was crucified.
No one knew who Jesus was till then or they would have tested him before that point in time and we would have testimony of it in one of the gospels, but we don’t so obviously he was not tested before then.
They have their stories about leaping and gratuitous greetings of John the Baptist and Jesus in the tummies of two women but it’s only hearsay of two women who felt flutters which most people feel at a certain point in pregnancy and sometimes because of blood pressure, gas, excitement, etc:
Jesus allowed it to be so because he was prepared by God to handle everything that was thrown at him.
Most of us are not that good, talented, or prepared but that doesn’t matter to ROME or ISLAM because they are pricks.
Look what happened to John the Baptist. He was beheaded because some young woman danced before King Herod and he liked her dancing and he asked her what she would like and she wanted John the Baptist’s head for some reason. I think it had to do with her mother who was screwed up and John the Baptist affected their area of rulership in a way that caused some problems for them or possibly because John the Baptist didn’t want to have sex with her mom (story of Joseph) who knows but it is a weird thing to desire the decapitated head of a person on a tray who was baptizing people. I imagine she was offended somehow by John the Baptist….possibly having to do with divorce and remarriage or something and back then people were not forgiving of others and especially of women (They blamed everything on the woman). More than likely King Herod wanted his head anyway and used a woman and her daughter as the blame. It seems more likely. Anyway King Herod probably suffered from Syphillis/Gonnoreah/DRUNKENENSS or similar kind of problem and it affected his mind so that he imagined something or other about John the Baptist and was crazy enough to have him beheaded.
Pope Francis still won’t allow women to be priests or bishops etc because he and the laity have something to hide from women such as how they betroth people and how they entrap people, etc. that aren’t yet catholic and
Launder DIRTY BLOOD money, make sex slaves, sell drugs, and all the other shit they do. Women tend to be more sensitive about those things as a rule and more protective of others because they are blessed in that way INTUITION though some males also have that in them but tend to be ensconced by how they are raised in a
GOOD OLE BOY FASHION……..
and those nuns don’t have anyone to clean for so they end up cleaning for those who don’t have anyone to love because they are afraid to live like a man without a fraternity of men, marry, and have children and the nuns are like Father Jonathan. Usually illiterate, don’t have any understanding of life, and mangy other reasons that are probably caused by bad dads and so forth.
They are so full of crap they come up with the idea of HOSPICING to spread their misery on those that are infirmed, unable to talk, or aged,
thinking they do God a service.
Death Queen of Hospice
Why do Pope’s squeak?
they seem to sound the same from Pope Benedict XVl to Pope Francis at least they talk like they barely have a voice and yet people flock to witness the Pope I think mostly to say they saw the Pope and to see the entourage of mafia boys next to the pope protecting him.
Everyone loves a parade and a circus so they flock to see the Pope and it’s menagerie but it doesn’t mean they give a crap as much as a clown making balloon animals.
Ever hear of emoting?
TO BE OR NOT TO BE
That is the question.
I know that Pope Benedict XVl spoke a few languages but it sounds an awful lot like Pope Benedict XVl talking in spanish, doesn’t it? Could it be? And if they believed what they said they would be more passionate and speak louder:
EMOTE AS IF THEY BELIEVE WHAT THEY ESPOUSE.
What does a dragon speak like? a mouse?
I have never heard one speak and I know they have to deal with their tongue slithering in and out though we can’t see it because it’s a spiritual slithering so maybe that is why they squeak like a mouse.
I watched Pope Benedict talk to a crowd in Italy I think and telling them not to join the mafia, It was rather weak and that is what Pope Francis talks like, very similar, as if someone else is speaking, mocking.
Anyway I noticed the Pope was having a hard time balancing and walking and I imagine when under the control of someone or something that might happen. There ought to be a law if they can’t balance they shouldn’t talk (in regards to Popes)
You would think a much as the Pope reads the bible or pretends to read the bible the Pope might not need a bible handler at their podium. It’s not like he reads more than a paragraph: ever hear of memorization by rote? That way it sticks in the mind and actually has an effect on the mind and affects behavior.
Oh well, he’s a spartan and wants everyone else to be a spartan with him. NO THANKS.
I can’t help but remember how MR SPARTAN Pope Francis stole a necklace off a dead martyr so that he might gain the martyrs’ courage and was proud of that act so much so he recounted it. Thought it was cute close to Benghazi time. Could have been after Benghazi. That was when the Jesuit side kick of the Jesuit Pope Francis gave the excuse for Benghazi which was the video tape. Anyway Pope Francis confessed his sin of thievery to the world as a tribute to himself but Roman Catholics like to keep corpses around a while just to be sure they are dead and then to steal their bones so they can display them under glass, even fingernails have been under display claiming to be someone or other. Anyway that is the character of Pope Francis stealing a necklace from a dead martyr to gain courage and it doesn’t seem to have coalesced. Oh yea he rides around in a pope mobile with 50 mafiosa’s running by his side with out a bullet proof top. BIG DEAL. We now have cameras watching everyone so it’s not like whoever would not get caught the moment someone attempted anything. So it’s a pretty safe bet. Why kill the pope when they will just put in another. Replace him on a moments notice with a big todo using smoke signals like the indians in the old west. And then send Father Jonathan of Fox News (Watter’s world’s alter ego) the worlds most stupidest human on earth to laud everything the current pope says, eats, drinks, drives, walks, carries, swallows, etc. It’s gross. It really is gross.
Why bother to kill the pope when he is killing his own followers. They just don’t know it yet.
My ex is in the sound effects business:() LOL So the extreme applause and vocalization is a bit over the top. Like the pressure cooker bombs that went off at the Boston Marathon seemed to get louder as time progressed in the films shown on Fox and other stations and as backpacks changed colors and set behind and in front of the fence line of the audience where the Sandy Hook Elementary survivors sat and prosthetics falling off and reattached to victims who supposedly were injured.
DID YOU KNOW THAT POPE BENEDICT XVl
DID NOT WANT TO DONATE ANY OF HIS ORGANS?
I WONDER WHY!
Roman Catholic LONG TERM PLANS to rule the world?
DID Pope Benedict KNOW SOMETHING WE DIDN’T KNOW? PERHAPS ROMAN CATHOLICISM
WAS HOSED BY THEIR OWN PETARD
AHEAD OF TODAY’s NEWS ON FOX NEWS AND THEIR FRIENDS!
HIs way of warning when he couldn’t say it out loud or would have been martyred and replaced
or is that what actually happened?
HE WAS SPIRITED AWAY IN A WHITE HELICOPTER
so maybe he actually rose to the occasion unbeknownst to the public at the time.
HE WAS TESTED, I THINK.
Maybe it wasn’t the Jews fault that Jesus was crucified, he said.
CHARITY IN TRUTH.
One World Government & Religion
>>Catholicize the world>>Neocatechumenal Way>>
Tsunami in Japan/nuclear accident/poison water>>Obama Care>>
Hospice using Medicaid>>
Coverup using Planned Parenthood HOAX
to look like they care about babies
(check out pictures of Pope blessing woman who is involved in the Planned Parenthood hoax below)
when they are responsible for the HOAX
THE CATHOLIC WAY
People like Ted Cruz know it too and know they are being used as a distraction
and their 2 year run for the White House is the same.
He’s a scam artist!
It’s a monumental coverup, Catholic Style!
I WOULDN”T EVEN SAY “DON’T RESUSCITATE” ANYMORE
on any documents
BECAUSE THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE EVEN FAMILY THAT WILL USE THAT AS AN EXCUSE TO NOT TRY TO HEAL A FAMILY MEMBER FOR INHERITANCE AND TO RETALIATE AGAINST THEM FOR THE PAST SUCH AS WHAT HAPPENED TO MY PARENTS, IN MY OPINION, EVEN THOUGH IT WASN”T THEIR FAULT IN ANY DEGREE AND BECAUSE OF MY BELIEFS.
BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE
THEY AND MYSELF WERE CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF A FINANCIAL DEBACLE CAUSED BY THE PERSON DIDDLING ON THE JOB THAT CAUSED ME A GREAT DEAL OF TROUBLE IN MY LIFE AND BECAUSE OF THEIR STATION IN LIFE THOUGHT THEY HAD THE RIGHT TO PROTECT THEIR REPUTATIONS EVEN THOUGH THEY HAD CAUSED THE MISCHIEF AND USED MY ABORTION AS THEIR EXUSE EVEN THOUGH THEY HAD THEIR OWN ABORTION ILLEGALLY. SHHHHHHH. IT’S A SECRET! At least that is what I was told by the person I’m referring to and that she met a priest on the plane before my abortion. Does that smell?
AND I’M NO LONGER DISCREET NOT BY CHOICE. SOMETIMES PEOPLE CAN GO TOO FAR AND THEY DID GO TOO FAR AND SO WHAT DID THEY EXPECT OF ME? SILENCE?
WE TRIED TO DO WHAT WAS RIGHT AND MAKE AMENDS IN THE FAMILY FOR THE FAMILY AND IT WAS A GREAT FAMILY WITH A FEW PROBLEMS AND THAT GOODWILL WAS USED AGAINSt US AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE THAT TRIED AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE THAT DIDN’T TRY.
GOD KNOWS TOO!
AND GOD KNOWS WHY!
If this helps those who want to know I never felt fluttering or a leaping feeling the first time I was pregnant when I aborted. I don’t remember the second time or the third but I do remember the feeling very well. I wasn’t the type to keep track at that time about those kind of things. Forgot birthdays etc. Course I have changed since then having to defend the truth against a barrage of lies.Time isn’t always what it seems;) It can go forward and backward, etc. I did not enjoy pregnancy even when I kept the ones I kept. I didn’t advertise it or walk around with some kind of attitude. In fact I continued on with getting on a ladder and painting a house while early in pregnancy until I knew for sure I was pregnant and that it was a keeper in the sense that my body had kept it on it’s own. The feeling was not fun for me to be pregnant I hated how it felt on my bladder most of all. I know some women go around like they were the Madonna but I didn’t. I see women over doing it on line as far as their pregnancy goes or their breast-feeding goes. You can do it in public in any place because you have to but it would be nice to be a bit less proud. You are only one of millions. It’s pretentious and a bit over the top.
Pride goeth before a fall.
I loved breastfeeding for a lot of reasons. For one thing it was relief because it is painful not to breastfeed when it is needed and you make a mess as you are standing at the counter in some store and look down and your shirt has a big wet mark. LOL I however enjoyed watching the women in the army breastfeeding because it was cool this I find offensive, but that’s me. IT’s a necessity and it is beautiful when you do it but not for others. Does she love her kids or her boobs? I think she likes her boobs more than her kids. I’ll guarantee a rapist would too.
Those boobs will shrink someday after they suck em dry especially when you have twins. And you can have breast implantation but they aren’t the same as real ones. I have never had it never needed it, but for those that do please don’t be offended. I have a deep 14 inch scar on my belly which was my best asset physically (my waist) and caused by a lot of bad input some self inflicted because of sexual abuse, emotional, psychological abuse by my enemies. And I lost some other important things as well via this suffering. I didn’t flaunt it for a long time but worked through it and found some truth along the way which I am sharing for free. I didn’t ask for donations for my blogs and accept a million dollars in the first week as did Ted Cruz for his contribution to mankind (knowledge of the US Constitution which has been for the most part useless in his hands. Remember Obamacare and those promises and he still attempts to make promises he won’t keep for if he would he would have already with a majority in Congress unless he isn’t smart enough) nor did I consider that an endorsement or a disapproval from God. Don’t get me wrong I would love to be rich. Doesn’t everyone wish for that? No that’s right Pope Francis doesn’t wish for that because he is the Pope of the largest undiscerning congregation in the world.
Thanks for sharing though because it fit this post If that was the reason? Only God knows.
Let’s hope no one gets raped over it.
That’s cute. LOL
I think God knew ahead of time what I was in for and what I would do and supported my decision and the help of my parents because it matters how I conceived in HIS JUDGEMENT or I doubt I would have been so fortunate to have the children I have now. I can’t say that for some Catholics I know who annulled their first marriage and had a late term miscarriage which is a nice way of having an aborted fetus and can be caused in a myriad of ways with or without their knowledge. Course you can’t say you didn’t know you got married. It wasn’t a good marriage or mutually satisfying but it’s not like it didn’t happen. I think it is a judgement of some kind in regards to Catholicism and their penchant for indulging their own though she was an Orthodox CAThOLIC WHATEVER THAT MEANS, I DON’T KNOW. I don’t think it was necessarily a judgement against her personally but for her faith in a notorious false religion that has caused so much needless turmoil, grief and sadness in this marvelous world.
Amazing watching the Pope who has never been married or had children of his own giving advice about families and raising them and about taking care of the elderly when it was their own follower the famous Mother Teresa who made famous the hospice death with intent to kill the elderly so in my estimation the pope was mocking when talking about the elderly especially recently what has occurred to them. The reason he does it so well without much notice is because he is evil and so is his religion.
Anyway Mark Wahlberg the actor is on the TV introducing someone having to do with the pope’s visit in Philadelphia and it really irks me especially since he was on Fox acting as the weatherman a while back in one of those time loops in his ruse about the man imprisoned in Mexico a few different times same person different body.
This is Roman Catholicism at the height of it’s power at different times and what they did and they seem to be pretty proud of their heritage and I think they should not be so proud. They aren’t the navy, army, marines, or the air force or the military they are a religious STATE camping out in almost every country in the world to do their evil shit and I guess Mark Wahlberg is one of them:
You ought to read some of the things done in the name of Christ by the Vatican, mind you, but most Catholics ignore it. It couldn’t happen to them. It can. It can turn and rear it’s ugly head and rend you.
In 1940, French statesman Baron DePonnat stated “Roman Catholicism was born in blood, has wallowed in blood, and has quenched its thirst in blood, and it is in letters of blood that its true history is written.” Indeed, the history of papal Rome has been one of brutal torture, slaughter, and mass murder. The below list provides a sampling of papal Rome’s bloody history.
1096 Roman Catholic crusaders slaughter half the Jews in Worms, Germany.
1098 Roman Catholic crusaders slaughter almost all of the inhabitants of the city of Antioch.
1099 Roman Catholic crusaders massacre 70,000 Muslims and Jews when they capture Jerusalem.
1208 – 1226 The Albigensian Crusades in southern France. Roman Catholic crusaders slaughter approximately 20,000 citizens of Beziers, France on July 22, 1209. Both Albigensian Christians and Catholics were slain. By the time the Roman Catholic armies finished their “crusade,” almost the entire population of southern France (mostly Albigensian Christians) has been exterminated. During the six centuries of papal Inquisition that began in the 13th century, up to 50 million people were killed.
1236 Roman Catholic crusaders slaughter Jews in the Anjou and Poitou regions of western France. The Catholic crusaders trample to death under their horses 3000 Jews who refuse baptism.
1243 Roman Catholic mobs burn alive all the Jews in Berlitz, Germany (near Berlin).
1298 Roman Catholic mobs burn alive all Jews in Rottingen, Germany.
April 26, 1349 Roman Catholic mobs burn to death all Jews in Germersheim, Germany.
1348 – 1349 The Jews are blamed for the bubonic plague. Author Dave Hunt tells us, “Accused of causing the ‘Black Death’ Jews were rounded up [by Roman Catholic mobs] and hanged, burned, and drowned by the thousands in revenge.”
1389 Roman Catholic mobs murder 3000 Jews in Prague when they refuse to be baptized.
1481 – 1483 At the direction of the Roman Catholic inquisitors, authorities burn at the stake at least 2000 people during the first two years of the Spanish Inquisition.
1540 – 1570 Roman Catholic armies butcher at least 900,000 Waldensian Christians of all ages during this 30-year period.
1550 – 1560 Roman Catholic troops slaughter at least 250,000 Dutch Protestants via torture, hanging, and burning during this ten-year period.
1553 – 1558 Roman Catholic Queen Mary I of England (aka “bloody Mary”) attempts to bring England back under the yoke of papal tyranny. During her reign, approximately 200 men and woman are burned to death at the stake. Her victims include bishops, scholars, and other Protestant leaders.
1572 St. Bartholomew’s Day Massacre. French Roman Catholic soldiers begin killing Protestants in Paris on the night of August 24, 1572. The soldiers kill at least 10,000 Protestants during the first three days. At least 8000 more Protestants are killed as the slaughter spreads to the countryside.
1618 – 1648 The Thirty Years’ War. This bloody, religious war is planned, instigated, and orchestrated by the Roman Catholic Jesuit order and its agents in an attempt to exterminate all the Protestants in Europe. Many countries in central Europe lose up to half their population.
1641 – 1649 Eight years of Jesuit-instigated Roman Catholic butchery of Irish Protestants claims the lives of at least 100,000 Protestants.
1685 French Roman Catholic soldiers slaughter approximately 500,000 French Protestant Huguenots on the orders of Roman Catholic King Louis 14 of France.
Circa 1938 – 1945 Catholic dictators such as Adolf Hitler and Monsignor Tiso slaughter approximately six million Jews in Europe prior to and during World War 2.
1941 – 1945 The Roman Catholic Ustashi in the fascist state of Croatia butcher up to one million Serbian Orthodox Christians. Roman Catholic killer squads are often led by Franciscan priests, monks, and friars. This genocide is choreographed by two Jesuit prelates: Aloysius Stepinac and Ivan Saric.
Compiled by Darryl Eberhart.
I do hope and would love to see the Vatican, Mecca and Medina, and the White House crumble to pieces and all the businesses that support them go broke and from what I gather that I have read they do and they will.
But war is hell and we are in hell and in a war that has not been introduced. The enemy uses all kinds of ways to implement their suffering and one is the Pope visiting the East coast mocking America and americans who don’t know any better and the Press cramming it into our consciousness with their courageous stupidity adoring the pope adoring Mary. LOL
When they get you into their fold by compromising this and compromising that in regards to their blessed doctrines because of the world and it’s demands and needs that they caused indirectly and directly then they will they will turn their canon laws on you and renege on their progressiveness and their temporary liberty. They place their canon laws above truth and above God. They don’t fight wars because they lack courage they undermine humanity by causing wars, austerity, starvation, immigration, joblessness, plagues, and every vile thing know to mankind and look holy while they do it although I don’t see holiness I just hear about it from the press who are obviously conjoined in their stupidity. The Pope is no more holy than Matt Drudge and both have extremely long chins.
THEY ARE INSANE AND JEALOUS OF GOD.
Actually it looks like the woman in the Planned Parenthood videos recently released
Why her in particular? Why is Pope Francis touching her forehead? Because more than likely she is the one in the Planned Parenthood video?
Doesn’t it? THOUGH SHE SEEMS TO HAVE AGED QUITE A BIT IN THE PICTURE WITH THE POPE.
I WONDER WHY THEY ARE HIDING THE WOMAN’S FACE IN THE BEGINNING OF THIS VIDEO?
THEY CALL HER DR. KATHERINE SHEEHAN.
THEY HAVE FILMED HER INTERVIEW FROM THE NECK DOWN. IT’S A VIDEO WITH THE WOMAN ABOVE IN IT.
THEY DIDN’T HIDE THE OTHER FACES? I’M SURE THERE’S A GOOD REASON USING THE FOX NEWS TACTICS TO BE UNFOLDED LATER WHEN IT IS CONDUCIVE SINCE THEY LOVE TO SEDUCE THEIR VICTIMS.
THERE IS A WAY THAT SEEMETH RIGHT UNTO MEN, BUT LEADS TO DEATH.
“Oh what a wicked web we weave when first we practice to deceive”
Listen to this video and the sound effects of the crowds as his car is driving up and the volume is the same and no variation in the sounds as is the case in real life. It’s ridiculous. He isn’t the Beatles. The people he is chatting with at the stairs hear him and they aren’t yelling. No one cupping their ears to hear because of the loud noises around them etc. Probably a host of nuns helping to make noise in those sound effects. The pope while reading the sentiments of the pope about the church sounds like Inspector Clouseau from The Pink Panther and can barely stand at the alter with his alter guys and steadies himself (probably a bit drunk) Good thing it wasn’t the Ark of the Covenant he would be dead at that moment. Does it again. It’s not an alter but a communion table but isn’t that what communion is: altering the truth in order to commune.
WHO MADE THE ORGAN? IT”S LIKE THE WORST INSTRUMENT IN THE WORLD!
NO ONE IS SCREAMING IN THE CHURCH.
This video is like in the Book of Acts speaking in tongues everyone talking at the same time in different languages and no one can tell what the hell they are saying except perhaps the japanese because of the loudness of the japanese woman (chinese perhaps? (They all sound the same to me. LOW CHOW PAN….No offense, LOL.) Ted Cruz is singing in a soprano voice. Do you really think people sang their prayers in the olden days? This is about the time I would be wanting to go home feeling faint and vomity when they are sitting across from each other and the organ is playing. Talk about a turn off. These are grown men acting like numb nuts. A bunch of pumpkins are sitting in the pews together.
Then singing “his mercy is on those who fear him from generation to generation” with a trill in the
of the word generation in a soprano voice (Ted Cruz). This is not a musical though they think it is. I would not have mercy on this crowd. IT’S GROSS as they take communion.
This whole scene is not a demonstration of fear but punishment for those who succumb to their antics. If I’m not impressed
I doubt God is impressed. Not that I think myself is God but I know that having witnessed this display in this you tube that I would not attend this church ever again.
I want to write though in all honesty and because it is important in my estimation but when my dad had a TIA and was speaking funny, backwards it was a very hard time for me to watch, I felt some strange feelings as it occurred echoes and I heard some strange effects as well and one was like the way this amphitheater-cathedral’s ambiance sounds in the room when he suffered his exhaustion at the hospital where we met and where he had his TIA having driven in from San ANtonio to Dallas to the hospital without a nap to please my sister’s whims. Not that having a grandchild is a whim but it could have waited a few hours. He was old and deserved to be respected. ANYWAY he loved kids but I think he would have been honored if my sister had honored his wife in return in his absence.
He went to grandparents days and so did my mom for their family and every Hockaday event you can imagine and yearly ballets at McFarland Auditiorium, babysat even the grandkids kids which is WAY beyond the call of duty IMO and put her in charge of my mom’s welfare and estate and in my opinion she turned her ugly heads and rended him, my mom, and me and maybe a few others though they fear her instead of God.
I didn’t even get invited to the funeral of my mom. Though I would not have attended because of the rank defilement by my sisters. Didn’t even know she was hospiced two weeks before she died. They would not communicate with me out of vengeance. THAT”S LOW, AS LOW AS YOU CAN GO. THen lied on the brochure about my mom as if they didn’t know any better.
By the way that heroin addict I wrote about in my last post on the blog Eye of the Needle his name was Botello a very good singer and songwriter and guitarist.
I don’t believe their abortion/appenDIX story one iota about the opera singer. I don’t believe Catholics.
He sings well and so what. The ex and his catholic friends at his gig last night were saying in regards to the coverage about the POPE
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
and mimicked him kissing a kid in a wheel chair with palsy and the reaction of the family about the pope kissing the kid. Was the kid healed? Can Bocelli see?
SORT OF A HALF-BAKED MIRACLE, ain’t it?
I believe the doctor probably botched the birth and was protected by insurance. IN any case it is being used politically for reasons our Congress is trying to defund Planned Parent hood because a bunch of nuns infiltrated the institution to have their way.
THEY HAVE A PENCHANT FOR LYING OUT THE KAZOO. WHY? FEAR OF MARY.
I don’t pray to HELL MARY. THEY DO.
MARY MUST BE ONE BIG HELLUVA BITCH.
snark snark snort snort
And what does that have to do with his blindness, anyway? DId the appenDIX strike him blind? LOL
It’s hearsay and nothing more. Unproven and not provable.
Proof is in the pudding.
“Most people are unlikely to detect the larger size of the supermoon. It may appear 14 percent larger and 30 percent brighter, but the difference is subtle to the plain eye. But the reddish tint from the lunar eclipse is likely to be visible throughout much of North America, especially on the East Coast.”
In coordination with the visit of Pope Francis to the East Coast. Notice he didn’t go to the West Coast or even the Bread Basket of the United States and remained on the East Coast Boston, Philadelphia, and Washington DC. Noticed the cathedral of Matthew in Washington had a depiction in stained glass of THOR, It looked the way to me anyway.
I hope the places that accommodated the Pope and his entourage will crumble to pieces by an act of God. 🙂
Is that wrong?
Hurricane Joaquin with 85 mph winds and building strength heading to the east Coast and what do you want to bet it hits Washington DC, Philadelphia, and Boston hard and if it does I hope it hits St. Matthews Cathedral with a vengeance. I thought he went to Boston but the ex says he went to New York. Vaguely remember that but we were barraged with his presence in the most disgusting fashion on our TV’s and I hope it never happens again.
What does he have in that brown bag? Buttons?
Honestly, I really feel that way about the visit of Pope Francis to America. I think he’s a pretentious little prick and a self described thief and proud of it. He should not be allowed to come to American and spread his voodoo and we should not have to see his ugly face in the news and hear about what a great guy he is because he is not.
I hope the Obamas have to move to Mt. Vernon and the Senate and the Congress can’t convene caused by the hurricane winds and the damage because they don’t do anything anyway,
Then I would love to watch Chris Christie’s support and mob bravado dwindle to a drop of water and see him and his sleazy friends slink back into the woodwork and like a cockroach lose that color and never want to peek his little turd out in public again. He is a pope ass kisser and so are his financial backing and they deserve to lose their social standing and their assets and Chris Christie deserves to lose his position for kissing ass. He did it before with Obama and now the Pope. It’s sickening to see a presidential candidate kiss so much ass. That is not what America needs in office or in any office. I’m sure that will not sit well with Eric Bolling but he’s similar in character and he should follow Chris Chrisite.
When my sister was a tot she came home
with a bunch of Roly-Polys
in her purse
and I hope the same goes
for Chris Christie and his newt RICH buddies.
I hope everywhere the Pope goes the places that harbor him and entertain him
get screwed up financially, physically, mentally,
so that no one will ever invite him to their country or their state or their city ever again.
He will be isolated.
I hope this hurricane will be some kind of lesson, but I ain’t God.
Found this on a site:
Where in the gospels does it say you have to confess. That’s like the inquisition. Jesus in the Gospel of John said to some people that asked “what may we do to do the works of God?” and he said to them: “BELIEVE.” Believe in whom?
God the Father. The one he teaches about.
I Am The Lord Thy God.
You don’t have to tell one soul what you believe and/or why, how, when, where, what for, who, etc..
The above 4 Romans verses are Roman Catholic Dogma as in the picture below:
for the purpose so that they can trap you, or entrap you, or make you suffer, or pressure you, manipulate you, manage you, squeeze you for $$$$ (charge you), occult you, tease you, belittle you, use you, torture you, guilt you, organize you into their perception of where you should be and how you should appear, how you should act, how you should vote, etc, intimidate you, violate you, rape you, cheat you, undermine you, molest you, try to make you go crazy, isolate you and eventually destroy you if they can,
hence HO-SPICE the invention of Muther Teresa and Roman Catholicism:The largest CULT in the world.
ROCK PAPER SCIZZORS
(ROE SHAM BO)
WHY WOULD JESUS OF THE SYNOPTIC GOSPELS SAY TO HIS FUTURE APOSTLES
I WILL MAKE YOU FISHERS OF MEN.
AS IF WE DON’T HAVE ENOUGH OF THEM. EXAGGERATORS, ETC.
WHY WOULD THEY FOLLOW HIM? THEY LEFT THEIR NETS AND FOLLOWED JESUS
The Fog of War
Hey if it works for the Palestinians on the West Bank it ought to work for the Turks.
Also reminds me when Hillary Clinton defended the use of empty UN buildings that were harboring/storing weapons used to cause problems in Israel by Palestinians/Hezbollah/whoever else (the RC) was involved and Roman Catholic priests complained when Israel warned some people to leave buildings because they were gonna bomb them in response to some activity from the buildings and the RC priests mocked Israel and those that were being warned and said: “Where do you suggest that they should go?” I would have suggested: Go to the Vatican, they have plenty of rooms at their Inns. It’s hard to deal with that kind of an enemy and I don’t think they deserve warnings anymore because they are impossible to deal with.
Illogical and unrepentant
in other words
they are assholes and should not be allowed to do business as usual in the USA.
Noticed what Benjamin Netanyahu said on Great’s show on Fox in regards to his speech at the UN where he demonstrated silence for she said 45 seconds, he said 44 seconds, and I wonder what’s the difference?It seemed to make much of an impression at the UN and seemed that it fell on deaf ears and they were silent.
Are we talking about parallels like the 49th Parallel, etc?
I wonder what difference does a second make?
In my opinion, Netanyahu ought to disregard the UN as being a TOTAL waste of time. Don’t bother. They are worthless and might as well sell girl scout cookies. No offense to the Girl Scouts. I love their thin mint cookies.
The biggest thing that happened in Israel besides becoming a state was the 6 day war (WIkipedia says it was in 1967 (June 5th – June 10th) i thought it was in 1968) so are we talking about
By we, I mean, Benjamn Netanyahu.
I think he meant something, but I don’t read minds. LOL
“Local pastor Randy Scroggins has said his 18-year-old daughter, who survived the shooting, told him the gunman gave an envelope to another student and instructed him to give it to police. The envelope contained a flash drive, Scroggins said.”
“Also Monday, some faculty, staff and students returned to the campus for the first time since the shooting, while President Barack Obama announced he will travel to Oregon this week to visit privately with victims’ families.”
Dr. Ben Carson is right about what one should do unless you want to be a martyr for a nutcase
which I believe are driven nuts by a bunch of nuts.
This shit didn’t happen until Obama graced our White House at least not to the extent it is occurring these days and especially ever since Benghazi!
South Carolina got hit kind of hard storm wise by Hurrican Joaquin. I wonder if that has anything to do with the the investigation of Benghazi and who is in charge of the investigation in our government. Trey Goudy.
It’s understandable when one doesn’t try to ask the right questions because of political pressure and one’s religion so that no information can be gained that is important and everyone goes off on little witch hunts that have nothing to do with what occurred but a HUGE SIGN that affects everyone, obviously.
In any case it is a conspiracy to prove that truth isn’t the right way or the life as stated by Jesus in the Gospel of John and it is illogical and a ridiculous way to demonstrate some moot point. It’s like what happened in WWll when some people only fed the prisoners bread to prove that one can’t live on bread alone written about in Elie Weisel’s book though I forget the title. I don’t think Elie Weisel even understood the point of that experiment: Misinterpreting scripture in a Catholic kind of way: Cleanliness is next to Godliness (my ex starts cleaning house when he has done something that is bad and forgets: A day is as a thousand years as a thousand years is a day and relying on that verse to keep them afloat and sinking as we write or this shit would not be occurring as frequent as it is occurring like a toilet flushing though now we have to flush it twice to be successful thanks to Al Gore. LOL.
Fox news in the morning interviewed Ben Carson about the Oregon event and talked about giving up one’s life for their faith as the highest calling and that is insane. One has nothing to do with the other. Jesus wasn’t saying we don’t have a right to lie if our lives are in danger because of some assholes on a revenge trip about the demotion of the Gospel of Matthew by it’s own petard. Some can’t handle that the mustard seed is not the smallest of seeds and have been freaking out about it for quite a while. I guess many feel betrayed by the truth. Anyway you can read about it on some posts linked on that Merangue’s Blog.
The ex (the insignificant other) just advised me which is kind of infrequent but means something by his actions that the Golan Heights has struck Black Gold. He doesn’t do it often and there are reasons for the treasons. I have prayed begged and scolded God with vigor to release me from his madness and help me out of this mess of a situation. I will never forget his excitement about his mom’s health soon after my mom’s death. It was revealing as in Revelation and like I said he proved that the Gospel of Matthew is a farce in regards to the attitudes when one one mourns for someone they love. It was as if he had proved something by my mom’s death and his mom’s health improvement. I won’t forget EVER. There is no comparison between the two. NONE!
I don’t think he appreciated me reproving him in a gentle way to not sleep with his teenage daughter for whatever reason.
He will have to answer to God for those reasons, pretty soon, I hope and for the other things he forgets. Things do seem to be winding up and down.
I have read and heard that rape isn’t about sex, it’s about control. Though I think sometimes it is about sex but why force it when you can buy it or jack off (and not go to jail even if it used to be considered a sin by Roman Catholics.)
As far as oil goes in the Golan Heights i believe oil is like blood in the human body. It’s everywhere. The earth is a living body and oil is its lubricant like blood is in the human body. The earth shifts probably because of the oil consumption but luckily the earth produces more however it does that like we produce more blood when we lose blood via blood drives or accidents. My cousin’s husband (a geologist) found oil with some kind of technique in Texas and when I told him I felt a small earthquake years back he told me it was impossible. He was wrong. We have had small ones since then that were recorded so either he lied or he was overconfident in false information. Anyway the news reports that oil is super plentiful in the Golan Heights and guess what that’s not the only place. Pretty soon we won’t need it so it’s kind of silly and the hoopla about it except for what is occurring in Syria these days and another excuse for some kind of deployment.
I am including this post from Rush Limbaugh not for it’s content but I liked the picture. LOL. But I agree with Rush Limbaugh about the funny timing.
Anyway Jesus in the Gospel of John didn’t say or suggest to martyr oneself for some crazy nut. The Synoptic Gospels (Matthew, Mark & Luke) however did suggest it and seemed to promote it. So I would surmise those that are supportive of the Synoptic Gospels are responsible for the craziness of these events such as in Oregon and Sandy Hook Elementary to prove absolute madness, etc. Illogical.
In my opinion, the Oregon school shooting was a set up and in one of the pictures I saw of three girls one crying it seemed that two of them looked ashamed looking at her as she cried, as if they were in on the event. I can’t find the picture anymore but one girl was crying her eyes out (it looked like) and a girl was on either side of the girl that was crying and they didn’t act right or look right and reminded me of the kids that were being interviewed in regards to the Sandy Hook Elementary hoax. An interviewer (psychological type interview) at Sandy Hook looked just like the woman that got in the car with a judge before she swore in LBJ as the new President on a plane soon after JFK was assassinated. IMO. (You can read about it in the JFK series linked on Merangue’s Blog.) Though her skin color changed. (The Judge was the one that was involved in Roe v. Wade.) The kids that were interviewed were the siblings of a female teacher that was killed in the Sandy Hook hoax. LOL The two girls were excited about their interview and the part they played even though their sister had supposedly been killed (exuberant acting) and the boy didn’t look like he was proud of himself and very quiet. These events are politically motivated using religions and if they can’t get our guns they gonna try to get us using the mental illness (a very fuzzy line) to put away those that are against their One World Government with Teeth and it’s political and religious agenda which fluctuates depending on public opinion and however the wind changes like currents in water change depending upon the tides, the moon, storms, El Nina and El Nino, solar flares, etc. So whose nuts?
I’ll tell you who is nuts: Bill O’reilly. LOL
talking about traditional values and comparing the dems to the republicans and as far as I’m concerned traditional values are not exclusive to the Republicans. Ridiculous to suggest that it is. Ben Carson isn’t right about traditional values having more successful families: BULLSHIT. (Depends on what you mean by successful.) I wish it were so but it isn’t. The Occult is not traditional though they have their traditions and Bill O’reilly is an OCCULTIST AND THAT IS WHY HE SUPPORTS AND PROPS UP THE VALUES AND THE TACTICS OF THE JESUITS. HE IS TRYING TO ACT AS IF HE HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE WAY DR. BEN CARSON TURNED OUT AND HE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE CHARACTER OF BEN CARSON.
He developed his character hisself.
Hey, I enjoyed Sanford and Sons. LOL Just Kidding. I hear Dr. Ben Carson is being attacked racially which is silly but some attacks aren’t attacks but in fun kind of stuff. My problem with him is I feel he may be Obama’s “chosen one” because of the breakfast that both attended which made Dr. Ben Carson famous. I had never heard of him before that even though he was a renown in his field of medicine, I guess. Nevertheless it could be boondoggle and he might be a great president. However tithing and taxation are two different concepts based on two different type situations.He suggested that taxation was tithing and it is not comparable. The White House is not the temple. LOL Nor is the Senate or the House of Representatives or the Supreme Court the temple and the practitioners of all these houses are not the Levites, etc. Though it is interesting that he said that since some of our tax dollars are being funneled to the Vatican and it is not the Temple either. The Vatican is an Abomination but I did notice a great interest in him after he stated what he stated about tithing to the government and ears perked and he got ver popular and I’m pretty positive that Laura InGraham and others in the press probably became intensely interested in Mr. Carson hoping for some Christmas bonuses.
BEN CARSON WASN’T THAT HONEST WHEN IT CAME TO THE ORGAN HE RECEIVED knowing it was human. DUH.
In any case it has to do with the choices but it doesn’t help to be entrapped or tempted by those that like to corrupt or adulate for political and religious advantage
I wonder how his twenty something siblings are doing! Never get to hear or see them.
It’s time to exert our attention to the
hospice situation in old folks homes and retirement centers.
It’s a cover for offing a generation of people that contributed to making America great, using Medicade/Medicare and using inheritance which are tempting good people for nefarious reasons and offing those that are not desirable to the advancement of the NEW WORLD ORDER – A World Government with Teeth, AN ABERRATION,
(and to punish their children.)
and it’s agenda which needs to be destroyed. The New World Order does not appreciate America and those great Americans (many in the military and their spouses) and wants to diminish it’s power and character and is going unnoticed by many. It needs to be noticed by Congress and there needs to be some action devoted towards that protection and stop the forced suicides and stop the mental tampering of the public for nefarious reasons by false news stories to promote gun control. Everyone knows that is the tipping point towards FASCIST type governance and we do not want to oblige and only the crime bosses and nazis will be able to use guns against the population with those false news stories.
They were born and created by God and deserve respect and protection
and quit using Planned Parenthood and the hoaxes involved as a decoy for advancing that agenda, (which is evil.)
Might promote the alternative to the hospice death trap by providing doctors care and take advantage of the new traveling doctor business that is a direct response to Obama Care. Give it the good ole American boost and while we are at it provide access to certain treatments without consent from our doctors every 6 months or a year requiring a visit to see a doctor which is pandering doctors on medications that are not likely to be abused or to get high or to make a profit such as asthma treatments etc. (That is my personal request.) That is abusive to the public and it is blackmail and should be punishable with fines to the doctors that use that excuse to get business in their doors. Most people are mentally responsible and aware enough to know if something changes to see their doctor but those changes don’t usually come bi-yearly or yearly and the citizens should not be treated as infants. You can always put a surcharge on the drug prescribed in the first place to go to the doctor that prescribed it but otherwise it is forcing oneself on their patrons and that is abusive and controlling and needs to be
Also sometimes the past has some better medicines than the present.
When I was younger my mom very rarely but when I was uncontrollable, visibly upset, losing my cool she would give me a quarter of a tranquilizer to settle me down and it worked and there were no after effects. It softened my edge. I was given recently from a hospital that prescribed a drug to help me sleep and for my nerves and I took one yesterday and a day later I still feel sluggish and heavy from that drug. Too bad doctors don’t prescribe tranquilizers instead of these psychological drugs that I think are less effective and damaging to the psyche than tranquilizers. I’ll tell you the name of the drug: HydrOXYzine HCI 25MG NOR which is the substitution for the same thing without the NOR. It would have felt much better having a portion of a tranquilizer. Prescribed by a different doctor from the same hospital and same visit that prescribed a albuterol in the strength that would have caused my death with a seizure that I investigated because I was curious why it had to be overnighted by the pharmacist because albuterol is usually in stock at a pharmacy who then got curious about the strength and alerted the ex that it would have killed me and called the doctor that prescribed it to me and she changed the strength to the normal dose. Her name was Raashee Kedia and was working part-time at the hospital but normally worked at another hospital so wondering if it was a trick or a mistake intentional or not. Could be spiritual like when I received an overabundance of Cat scans without the proper preparation even after notifying the nurse of the lack of preparation I had to partake of radiation that was needless and indulge her schedule because I was too weak and drugged to thwart the abuse. I think that was deliberate negligence on another occasion when I nearly died. Don’t know if I can ever find that out about Raashee Kedia but luckily I was suspicious. Lucky for her, too! Have to get a refill from her and hopefully she will represcribe the inhalants so I don’t have to make a trip to the hospital that I don’t need and shouldn’t have to make to receive medicine that is important for my well being. I would think she would be agreeable since I did not sue her for malpractice. There is always a reasonable doubt as to her intent on the physical plane but on the spiritual plain I think it was intentional without her knowledge which is a conundrum for humanity. Anyway, doctors are not perfect human beings and they make mistakes and older people are more susceptible and much more vulnerable than the average person having to rely on their practitioners that aren’t nearly watched as they should be and can do great harm to the elderly on their whims without much intervention, however in my case I think it has to do with my beliefs.
Like the laws in Texas about restraint which are abused by retirement centers which allow patients to have falls that affect their longevity, their bones, their organs, overall health which need to be reviewed. I think they allow the falls intentionally because they don’t like the laws and would rather duct tape their patients and drug them up to keep them asleep as schools would rather put kids on Ritalin to control kids that are overactive.
There are some bad apples in the business of the elderly as there are in the business of childcare. They are attracted like moths to a flame. Take for instance Planned Parenthood.
You know what else is weird this morning I found a quarter on the floor which is not that unusual except where I found it was unusual so much so I wondered who was on that quarter because my eyesight sucks and I was sluggish and still fighting the sluggishness I feel. It’s George Washington. My mom reminds me of George Washington and kind of took after Barbara Bush in her later years. She had teeth problems as I do and so did George. My dad reminds me of Benjamin Franklin in a way. Something about the nose and mouth of George Washington and the gaze and the mouth of Benjamin Franklin. That sounds weird but I needed a sign for my beliefs, my hopes, and my desires. I lost my way a bit because I have been so upset because of the things that have happened to my parents and to me obviously being deeply affected and I got one, the quarter, which also says In God We Trust.
My mom said when I visited her before she died that she had read my stuff (knew about it) and so had others even though she does not have access to a computer and was in a wheel chair in a retirement center and it was on a tape that my sister recorded but won’t send because she considered me to be Satan and the Devil rolled up in one because of my angsts that I revealed in some letters that were sent to family members that were true and concise to settle the matter and because of their actions and their deliberate ignorants. And because I think that her faith seems to be competing with my beliefs for some reason. She exiled me from her home which was near my mom and they didn’t invite me to the funeral but they were not mad that I didn’t come to the funeral. LOL. Talk about insanity. Maybe it’s jealousy.
By the way I still think that Rand Paul is a good contender for the Presidency! I like what he wrote to Hillary Clinton about Benghazi in response to her prank.
Back to Bill O’reilly and Dr. Ben Carson:
Bill O’reilly and FOX USING PLANNED PARENTHOOD VIDEO OF A WOMAN GIVING AN INNOCUOUS STATEMENT ABOUT PLANNED PARENTHOOD’S CHARACTER to CONGRESS AND THEIR BOTTOM LINE DOES NOT PROVE ANYTHING EXCEPT THAT THE BOTTOM LINE SEEMS TO BE OF THE UTMOST IMPORTANCE TO WHOEVER RECEIVES FUNDS FROM CONGRESS AND THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT AREN’T CONCERNED ABOUT THE BOTTOM LINE IS CONGRESS.
PLANNED PARENTHOOD IS A BUSINESS BUT IT IS ALSO A SERVICE AND THEY NEED TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT THE WOMEN, GIRLS, AND THE FAMILIES THAT COME TO PLANNED PARENTHOOD AND THEIR BOTTOM LINE.
I KEEP HEARING ON FOX WHY THE GOVERNOR OF WISCONSIN DIDN’T SUCCEED IN HIS CAMPAIGN : IT IS BECAUSE BOTH MALE AND FEMALE DIDN’T LIKE WHAT HE SAID ABOUT A PREGNANT WOMAN’S RIGHTS Vs HER FETUS. BUT THEY WILL BLAME IT ON EVERYTHING ELSE BUT THE BOTTOM LINE IS FINANCES UPENDED HIS FUTURE AS PRESIDENT BECAUSE WHAT HE SAID WAS O’REILLY STUPID.
Fox is suggesting Newt Gingrich as the new Speaker of the House to replace John Boehner which makes snarlingly good sense to me that they would since he is Catholic.
Not sure this verse applies but it might especially if John Boehner is replaced by another catholic as if that is a requirement for that seat. Talk about complicit.
Bill O’reilly has a lot of work to do within himself on his own character;
“Hey, that’s not fair!”
I could go on and on, but it would be redundant.
As my dad said “he’s a blow hard.”
Bill O’reilly thinks Paul Ryan would be a good candidate and I don’t think so because he is unrealistic, lacks character in that he thinks he owns it, lacks imagination, doesn’t give a crap about independence or freedom, uses people in a John Kerry kind of way, capiche?, etc., Not saying he isn’t good for sump tin but I’m sure it will catch up with him someday or another.
The Ugly American and Sons of Trump and the Ugly American
I didn’t know that Mexicans had a sense of humor or rather I didn’t know Mexicans had a good sense of humor.
Even got Saddam Hussein to comment acting as if he’s a Mexican.
A few seconds of fun.
“CALLER: I called in 6-1/2 years ago and got to speak with you, and you let me have it. And it didn’t take me long to realize after you let me have it, how right you were and how wrong I was. I worked on Obama’s first campaign as a volunteer in Lorain, Ohio, and, you know, I was a staunch supporter. And I believed the — I guess — nonsense that he was spewing. And since then, it didn’t take me long to realize what a mistake that I made and what a mistake that this country’s made in keeping him president for two terms.”
He says GIVE IT TO HER DOUBLE and HE means it.
CONSIDER THE SOURCE!
It helps sometimes.
Sometimes it’s a cop out. LOL Depends upon the situation.
There were times she would say that the person acting bad towards us was jealous and sometimes that wasn’t true and sometimes it was but she couldn’t be with us all of the time to know. It was a way to cope.
Although my little sister didn’t understand that concept and believed her every time she said: “Oh, they’re just jealous.” and it had a great impact how my sister regarded herself, way to highly. For years she had lousy sight but had her eyes fixed with laser surgery later in life and she wouldn’t let anyone go without squeezing a black head or two. She went after my dad’s back quite often (He sweat profusely when he worked) and a few places I tend to get them. I wish she had never gotten so microscopic. She isn’t even an artist. It got to the point near the end of our relationship that when I visited her at family gatherings I would pray casually, “Please let them see me as they want to see me.” And she did and some of them did, too.
Almonds or walnuts? (a personal inside jab which I wrote about in another post but don’t want to again,)
I still love her just hard to forgive and I can’t forget because more than likely I wouldn’t live to see the next day.
Good thing I don’t have a $35,000 inheritance. Eh? Black hearts, etc. Kiss kiss.
Probably has something to do with who she married!
My mom used to say to me: “You would give the shirt off your back.”
And I would say, “Oh, Mom.”
When my sister and I were still friends (although I may not have been aware of the motives of my sister then as I have become aware since) while visiting my mom in her room at her retirement center, we sang a song that we used to sing as kids from South Pacific of the two little girls who sang: Happy Talk – You Got To Have a Dream (though this video shows the elderly version) and animated it like the kids in the show and my mom said annoyed I think because we belabored the song:
“A voice inside my head said I think you need to leave.”
Anyway the next day after the day before when I had washed some laundry and was warned by my daughter that she wanted to wear my shirt that is green and black and I said no I just washed it (it was hanging to dry) and I want to wear it. Anyway she comes in the next day wearing it so I made her take it off. She had worn it without permission overnight against my wishes just so she could (IMO) vie against me and what I had written which is typical of my life these days with my Ex and her dad. It’s a Catholic phenomenon. My daughter is not Catholic but her dad is and that is his influence and his friends (really messed up spirits) upon her somehow. First of all that they would waste their time on such a stupid antic.
I saw his mom at the hospital recently the hospital where the doctor was working part time that mis-prescribed me drugs to overdose and to kill me but she was darker (I mean she was african american and I don’t know why she appeared that way) and younger and acting weird (like an ape the way she sat and scratched her head in the back like you would imagine an ape to do) but brought up stuff about marriage and a certain amount of years that coincided with my marriage to a nurse by me, etc. Her sons were never wrong when they were divorced it was always the fault of the women they married even though both men were alcoholics and were married a few times. It was her spirit even though she is alive up north. She was guarding me in the hallway of the hospital because I had admitted to the staff that I had thought about suicide within a certain time period. Suicide because of her son for one thing and all the other crap going on. It isn’t easy for me. Everyday is a struggle to want to get up and cope with the mess in this country and world and in my life. It was a strange episode in my life that particular visit and what I had to deal with. I saw some recognizable people having trouble coping (some famous ones in their natural state that married a catholic that were going through a divorce. She was on a gurney in the hallway fidgeting with her phone every 10 seconds or so and I wanted to tell her get off the phone it might help but didn’t have the nerve to interfere with her nervous breakdown.) His mom once told me about her mom when she died who she did not like and that her mom said, “No, I will not go with him!” and was very upset by who she would have to be escorted by during her death knell and his mom thought that possibly it was her husband because her mom wasn’t very nice to him. I doubt it. It was probably the devil. LOL Just kidding. It was only a story and her imagination about her mom’s death and it made her happy. It gave her satisfaction that her mom was unhappy in death having to deal with her husband who she didn’t like. I think her mom mistreated her as a child but so did her husband when he said “you aren’t pretty but good for having babies” kind of shit. I think Catholics don’t care for people divorcing them and will harass them if they can to death or back to the RCC which is the same thing, if you ask me. IT’S AN OCCULT and IT’S MEAN AND INSANE, IMO.
Sometimes it feels like this to have gotten a divorce from a Catholic but I am determined to survive it and outlive it’s demons and go my way soon.
HIs mom was the one that kept a huge bible in her house but would not allow her five sons to read it or touch it and had a picture of Jesus in her bedroom and she was raised Catholic. She had her good qualities I must say ( she could cook) but she had her bad ones not caused by her as much as by her religion and what it does to people. When I got home which was tough because I spent a day in a psych ward for having admitted what I admitted even though I am very strong in my spirit but honest which is a problem for the world they called me to make sure I made it home on the drug that they gave me that day. The drug was potent and it was hard to drive, but I managed. It lasts for days. Very heavy sluggish kind of drug. They weren’t too concerned when they allowed me to drive on it. When I had to reveal some stuff about my angsts they brought in 4 or 5 people to listen as if they couldn’t access it with one person. They said the reason was so I would not have to repeat what I said which was cool however one person should have been able to handle it. But then when you see Pope Francis give a sermon he has to have someone hold the bible and turn the page for him for one paragraph he might read of the bible so they need 5 people to do one task.One to hold his train and one to adjust his braid in the back, etc. If they didn’t wear that shit they could manage their clothing themselves but for appearance sake they wear a fish hat and long robes with sashes, etc. The nurses, men and women, stood around in the hallways most of the day trying to work on their machines, reading them, being directed by them instead of dealing with their patients. The machines are running them. Devry machines no less. I don’t know if they are Devry machines but that is where many get trained, I think. I saw a doctor in the hallway for five minutes at most for at least a 7 hour day and she was the one that prescribed me deadly medicine either on purpose or by accident, either way it is disconcerting. It was a public county hospital that used to be a great hospital as far as training excellent doctors goes and is a mess now. It’s like going to Disney Land but less clean. The people were nice for the most part but it was RIDICULOUS. Mismanaged to the nth degree and even though going through construction it was crazy and the staff seemed nutty. You didn’t have to wait as long as I did in the past but you weren’t treated as well. The ratio of doctors to patients was very low but nurses to patients was I think there were many more nurses than patients but they were a confusing bunch and most of the time doing nothing, Nurses are so important to a well run hospital. They do most of the work normally. I wonder if they have UTI’s going on in their bodies affecting their minds. In any case it was like I was drugged somehow even though I didn’t drug myself before going to the hospital having to deal with that woman that looked like my Ex’s mom. Honestly I have no idea why she was african? LOL I didn’t make her that way. What was the point? Why would she appear that way? I have nothing against her being an african american however in real life she isn’t so I have a problem with her being portrayed that way. I think she represented a slave to the RCC. It must have something to do with Obama, honestly. Before he came to America this kind of shit didn’t happen. I read that the horse that Mohammad rode in on was called Baruk that my ex told me about on the third comments page of an article about Jihadi John which I have not read and don’t feel like reading it now. I’ll read it later, maybe, but it made me think of the four horsemen of the bible.
Here is a pretty extensive post on another blog that I wrote. I hope you read it:
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