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Bible Prophecy (Truth & Deception)

Fetality and the Elderly

Using Fetal Heads for Products

For what?

What are fetal heads used for as products? I would love to know how one can use a fetal head or their brain! I want to understand how one can possibly believe a bunch of nuts because they act like nuts that are on those videos talking about the prodecures involved which I have never seen those procedures . I don’t think they have seen it in reality. I think it’s their imagination.

This is the show of The Five who are defending Ben Carson’s stand on life and his believe that it starts at conception which is the French View and many others. Course a lot money riding on his viewpoint which could be the resin for his viewpoint.

“Only Eric Bolling of the Five has had the courage to watch the videos all the way through,” said Dan Perrina and she admires him for that courage (BIG FUCKING DEAL. HE’s  A LIAR) and doesn’t have the courage. I don’t have the time nor the desire to sit through a bunch of hired nuns/guns and listen to their fantasies about something that is not occurring at least not in the way they say it is occurring or for the reasons they say it is occurring and is

used as an excuse to kill the elderly

 without even a mention.

What does that say about The FIVE?


The reason it was done that is, in reality, was as a procedure was for the spinal cord fluid and brain stem research I think to help those that had some disabilities caused by falling off a horse. For Superman. Christopher Reeve who we witnessed in Congress on TV pleading for the privilege because he fell off a horse and broke his neck but lived but was paralyzed from the neck down.

I have no idea what Congress did in that regard. I only saw snippet of it on TV and I was young at the time. I thought they nixed the idea. But it is not a new idea it started around 1963 with the assassination of JFK in Dallas.  This was around the time skin serums were being sold via TV and claiming it was the fountain of youth from a European Company that had some form of baby by-product in them using the embryonic sac that a baby is born in and that comes out before a baby is born when water flows out and I didn’t use it once I realized. First of all it was confusing what they said in the pamphlet so I didn’t quite get the gist of their claim.

I don’ t have a problem with someone who thinks life begins at conception. It’s called germination.

A seed is watered and germinates above ground because the soil is so shallow. It develops roots as it grows and develops upwards also.

We are not plants. And humans develop differently than a plant. Plants can’t walk and talk so it is hard to compare the two but the plant world is life. Are we plants? I think the nuns and the guns planted in Planned Parent hood are plants.

In the bible of the Old Testament there is a plant that is very very hard to pull. By pull i mean out of hiding and pull up. I think they are called mangroves I mean mandrakes but they are probably harvested in mangroves that were farmed and Rachel of the bible employed them. Like I’m saying in essence making girls and women get pregnant using devices: alcohol and other things to have a harvest and then blaming the women of course other women, but not herself. GET MY DRIP, DRIP, DRIP, DRIP. They have long roots but they don’t grow downward, but sideways around people and their possessions. They spread out over a wide area to cling to the dirt. There is a special way to uproot them that has to be employed in order to not have them grow again from their roots that is lets say if they are cut. You have to get the whole thing or you are wasting your time.

It’s magical. Mangroves were used by Rachel as a way to get people to fall in love as in witchcraft and other things They scream when you pull them out like you would a dragon or an evil spirit inside a human being. It is thought to be a fable, but I don’t think so. They can look like people and act like people but they aren’t people. They stand in the place of people and do a lot of dirty, nasty work inside people to mess with people including who they impersonate or possess.

Hence what I saw in a photo may very well likely be that kind of work. Michelle Obama with arms that Obama himself mentioned at a press dinner is a good example and she looked like she didn’t understand what he meant. I saw her expression as like, “What?” and she was laughing, embarrassed a little to be highlighted by his comment, unless it was an act. She was not wearing sleeves in her magenta pink dress I think and has pretty muscular arms but in the picture at Benghazi it was those same arms and shoulders her neck and same face though swollen from surgery 46 days ahead of the next election. She was not wearing a wig so had her natural hair what accommodates wigs easily. The Election day is a big day for the first lady to look her best and many people do have surgery so it’s not a sin to have plastic surgery and she did look great after that. She didn’t look that bad before it but had aged and weathered as we all do. Everyone can look real bad and I have seen some other pictures of her at her worst I think her worst. I have seen pics of Goldi Hawn at her worst and other actresses. Photographers love to show them at their worst. They get paid lots of money for those photos like my sister probably got paid for her shots. Like Princess Fergie and some actress with cellulite on and off season of her career or life. It’s degrading because they usually go after women to degrade them expecially famous ones but sometimes men as well. It’s really bad though to go in their living room or on their porch sunbathing or as in Fergie’s example in her yard behind a fence. It helps for the regular people to see once in a while some of those pictures that aren’t posed to not feel quite as gross for not having those attributes or traits because of lack of money or time or their injustices to their figures and face like when they are on the street wearing sunglasses. I don’t want to see them at their worst if i don’t have to I like to see them look normal if I can but I don’t often buy magazines about stars (I don’t know if I ever have bought one) but they are on the aisles at the grocery store for our edification and i do every once in a while flip through one while waiting in line if I have the privilege of buying groceries and those magazines make a lot of money degrading stars in many ways and propping them up because they end up being products instead of people which is done in various ways besides photos. And of course they touch it up if they like you and they touch it down if they don’t like you.

Most people do not travel during or after surgery especially via airplane because of possibility of blood clots and other problems they might have after surgery, so if she was there at BENGHAZI after surgery she took a big chance but in her other hand was a syringe. OF course depends where she had surgery and what kind of transportation she used.  You can tell it is a syringe  because of how her fingers grasped it unless she was squeezing a resin bottle, but they have tried to make the picture less clear since I wrote about it quite a while ago soon after Benghazi occurred.

There are better ways to travel these days. It’s not for everyone just for thrones that get to use it.

Hence Queen Elizabeth not dolled up.

“Mary, Mary, quite contrary”


Mary, Mary, quite contrary
How does your garden grow?
With silver bells and cockleshells
And pretty maids all in a row.

We all have doubles and maybe triplets and quads etc. There are people that look similar because I think there are just so many variables in traits of people but they can be combined in may different ways and then make up and so forth.

They use old shows to make us think they are young and shows that didn’t make it early on and store them for later use to fool the public and to make money. All the while we thought they made their money in one great movie and they or others were working like slaves to produce a bunch of stuff that one person could not possibly produce in a life time and the same with authors unless they did it in a vacuum or somewhere else.

During the JFK assassination investigation that I pursued I found out about some places that seem to be a types of temples where I think there were passages inside them. Ley lines? Travel spots. LBJ was a builder of dams early in his career and unearthed these places or so it was written about. I can’t say for sure. I wasn’t there. It seems there are at least four places that were rebuilt in other places to use. One in Spain, one in Manhattan, one in the Netherlands, and one in another place and probably others. One in one place was rebuilt the wrong way and so had a different result of that blunder all having to do with the number 153, 135, 531 etc. anyway Jackie Kennedy received some things from these places as gifts from Egypt for their help unearthing some places and her help somehow or another. She was the one that shot JFK or her double.

Which also has to do with Josephuses footsteps I wrote about a few years back that others have tried to write about as well or have written about and problem solving type the riddle of those writings about the footsteps having to do with poisoning and suicides especially of the jews and enemies of Rachel using tunnels and other things.

“Another shall gird thee and take you where you would not go, follow me.” is what Jesus said to Peter who denied him three times when the cock crowed three times during that night of the arrest when he followed Jesus to see the end which was not the end because other people witnessed the crucifixion and when he said follow me was after the crucifixion a few days later at the Sea of Galilee. Meaning he went to see the point the stuff that happens in-between we don’t see behind the scenes such as the inquisition Jesus went through and maybe some other things we don’t know about not written about in the bible because we are not privileged enough to know about it or trusted enough, etc.

Then after the Gospel of John is the Book of Acts which goes into what happens either before or after the Gospel of John. Some of it is after but seems like it is before so it’s kind of confucious. It’s kind of gross some of the things that did occur and extremely cruel for money, power, and control.

During the trial and after Nicodemus or Arimathea begs for the body of Jesus. That can be construed differently then what is normally relied upon for the masses. The body could mean the people of Jesus. The body could mean the DNA of Jesus. The body could mean his body in actuality to bury and probably other meanings as well. (Could be talking about Necrophiliasm. Making love to the dead or having sex with the dead.)

Hence the Synoptic gospels.

Jesus of the Gospel of John is the only one that props truth.

Remember it was Pontius Pilate very piously said, “What is truth?”

But back then people did not punctuate sentences so it could mean something else.

Could mean he said “What is truth!” and then after the decision to kill Jesus washed his hands.

as in


 which we heard a bunch about from evangelicals recently (avenging angels used to confuse the masses, the fallen angels or those that are deceived by them which of course don’t know any better than to deceive because it is what they are taught to have faith in and it’s not their fault it’s the deceivers fault and GOD knows it)

obviously opposite in a sideways kind of way to


WHICH IS A NAME of GOD possibly the only name of God and he is the one saying what it is (his name) in Exodus but there are other names of Gods that are written about in the OLD Testament and the NEW Testament. Some having to do with his traits or just from the times when people worshipped devils, demons, plants, animals, and things.

When doing the JFK assassination the woman with Jackie in the limo (John Connelly’s wife Nellie) when he was shot in the head by Jackie Kennedy or her double with big calves was dichotic speaking. When he was turning that fateful corner she said as he neared the time of his death she said. “You can’t say that Dallas doesn’t love you” because of the crowds that greeted him however they changed the course the route of the drive at the last minute. I don’t know if he was aware of that change but it is written about in the transcripts I transcribed as best I could and at that moment a shot was fired or that may have been when he grabbed his throat. Now if you change the punctuation it could mean something else. Not saying she did it on purpose but from within she chose those words. IF you put a comma or a period after the word “that” then you have a whole different meaning.

“You can’t say that,. Dallas does’t love you.” There may have been the word anymore after it but I don ‘t want to check because it is not important to this reasoning.

He was about to give a speech at a luncheon at the Trade Center in Dallas and it was gonna be a good one. I think he was thinking about what he was gonna say and how he was gonna say it and she probably overheard him

“Thinking in a Lincoln.”

Course he might have fooled her with his thoughts knowing what was gonna happen because he made a taped version later to be released just in cases he didn’t get to say it in Dallas when they made a switch hand off at the airport and it was handed over to some people in Dallas but that could have been a trick as well. THE WOMAN ON THE RIGHT TRIES TO GET THE EXCHANGE GIFT THAT HE IS HOLDING BUT HE HOLDS ON TO IT AND GIVES IT TO THE GUY IN THE LEFT PICTURE.

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Think about this we hear in our mind not just in our ears and sometimes those thoughts aren’t ours. One of the Pauls said we would be judged by our thoughts and that is not true. I don’t believe that. How could we think if that were the case. When we think we think thoughts that aren’t always what we would have thought if we could. So in a way JFK was having a conversation not just with himself and the same for the people involved and they testified to it. I documented the handover and so that the average viewer would notice using snap shots of a video to demonstrate because if you don’t look real close you miss it. Course he could have been handing over a button as in nukes but one lady tries to get what he hands over and he makes sure he hands it to someone else and he walks off with it. I imagine he might have been involved in a switch of some kind having to do with the people he loved. It is done now in IRAN with hostages so could be he was dealing with a hostage situation then or a kidnapping. He did a gesture of his lower button on his jacket during that time as well, twisting it.

My mom when she was a young girl with her brothers and playing around because she was a tom boy and very silly which is some of what I loved about her because she was a stinker and very funny (with a great imagination) was playing in their automobile with her youngest brother Ted. He was a tot or a little older said to him “Don”t you do that” when he had his hand on the part of the car that would unlock it to roll either the clutch or the gear shift and changed her tone and inflection to make it mean Don’t you. Do that.  I think she said it in a few different ways and he did that and the car rolled. I’m sure her eyes were big and she had big ones to begin with but she was prankster in way in her personality. It was a lesson. My brother and I did the same kind of stuff with the words: “Fuck you”, saying it to each other in many ways being silly one night and not meaning it but being funny. And it was.

My brother and I had a lot of fun together growing up. He told me in my mind/heart somehow “to never stop exploring.” He does’t talk to me anymore since quite a while ago after the last trip I saw him and we didn’t really get along at all partically because of my beliefs and his and my sisters faith but we got along after we smoked a nub of marijuana and got a tiny bit altered. He was very into what he was reading a book called The God Particle so it is a start and the last time I saw him after we drove down Purgatory Road. The last thing he wrote was “Delusion much.” it had a question mark but that could have been added on the way to my e-mail box.

We explored together a bunch as kids and as adults in a different way.

When at an army base known for educating about war that we were stationed (a war college) we made some friends. I had a boy friend named mike and he had some siblings one named Dallas. My sister rolled in a Volkswagon with Dallas on the way to date a boy at West Point because of strong winds. Later we visited them in Hawaii when on R&R the second time. The mom was a senator and I went out with the middle boy who took me to a movie to see while I was there. I think it was an irish type movie about woman who was in love with a ghost and how she was treated like a whore by the townspeople, I can’t remember why, probably because she was different. The townspeople were kind of like the people that met the travelers on a river raft in the mountains who were not made well as in inbreds and that movie was called: Deliverance. However they weren’t quite as bad as the ones in Deliverance they were mentally as bad or worse because the young man in Deliverance could play the banjo quite well so he was different than the other inbreds in and around the area but he was still dangerous because he wasn’t right in the head.

It was a long movie and lots of interesting characters to say the least in that depiction, I’ll add the name later of the movie I saw when I recall it. I found it: Ryan’s Daughter.

He later died in a car wreck hitchhiking in the states soon after. I don’t know the details just that he had island fever and wanted to do some traveling. I saw his older brother on a bridge walking and bouncing a ball recently. We didn’t talk I just recognized him and he did not recognize me.

It wasn’t our Volkswagon it was their Volkswagon although we used to have two Volkswagons. It totaled the Volkswagon and they were lucky to live with out too much of a problem physically. I don’t recall any physical damage to my sister but I think Dallas was injured. Her leg. I could be wrong about whose Volkswagon it was because I was only a kid. We did get another car and it was olive colored in another state later on and one of the Volkswagons had had an attempt upon it’s ownership when a guy went AWOL. I love Volkswagons the ones in the past because of their output in mileage and they were so easy to fix. I don’t think they are as good anymore, but cute.

Anyway these portals or what ever they are (temples) are in different order in one place and affects their names and their language and their meanings as does punctuation.

I am terrible at punctuation as far as the rules go but I think I do a good job as far as the meaning goes and tend to do less punctuating as a rule which is convenient.

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SOMETHING WEIRD ABOUT THIS. Looks like something in her throat like a straw and she has arm around something .

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ROY KELLERMAN THE SS AGENT THAT JFK TRUSTED AND HE IS LOOKING AT A CAMERA THAT HE KNOWS IS THERE. THE REST DON’T SEE IT. HAS A LOOK LIKE MY DAD. Kind of like he is saying: watch this or watch carefully and I noticed Jackie behind him and some other faces and started to examine. I’m probably not right about everything b/c nobody is correct about everything. But lots of stuff going on in matter of seconds or less and in those frames.

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Woman in front looks as if she is trying to get what is in JFK’s hand and then he hands it to another person. A relay. Spy stuff.

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look way deep inside

The first shot or second was not a shot but something thin sharp and long went through his tie and the tie stopped the object which is impossible. The wound came from the car and entered from the back like an automatic type contraption built into the car that went back out the same way it went in to the tie because of the wound it made which did the same and if he were shot in the neck his neck wouldn’t be there anymore and a massive amount of blood would have bled at that time and it didn’t. The car and the jab in the back was designed to hold him in place so that Jackie could finish him off with a shot to the side of his head with the gun she was handed in her roses at the airport with he noise make the puppet Lamb chops to shock and awe the spectators and a device to injure and drug JFKs secret service agent and friend (which I document from the films with snapshots to illustrate what happens to him afterwards) just to be sure so all the crap you read about the assassination is cover up and like the many things written about the bible – a flood to divert and very much like Benghazi and the books written about it and shown on Fox for the most part and a lucrative way to make money for those that are leeches of life and leeches of the living: The mob and they run the show in the Vatican and elsewhere. They think they do anyway. I think it’s changing.

And I don’t want to get stuck on the that and the this or the me’s, the i’s, and the you’s etc right now to express myself but there is difference for other reasons.

Funny ad about it in the Geico ad with the me and the you and the you and the me.

When I was a tot i followed my brother to school one day. The school called and told my mom because I was sitting in the classroom. They sent me back through the field and she said she could see my head bobbing up and down through the tall grass. I don’t remember it except by what she told me about it. The house we lived in had a pole in the middle of the room. My dad at that time had a broken back or sprained his back and was in a bed but I was only a tot and remember the film of him on a stretcher much like the stretcher that JFK was on when his back was broken somehow with Jackie. Same timing, I think. Some similarities that are kind of eerie.

We went overseas by ship. Took about 8 days. It was impressive when I first saw the ocean and the ship and it even had a theater. Watched Bambi. I was about 7 years old. Weird out in the middle of the ocean. The skies and the water. The reason we went by ship was because I had hearing problems so it was the safe way to go.

When living overseas my mom had a date with the Queen of England. We also saw her at a parade in her carriage and all the stuff about it I think it was her birthday and it was filmed by my family while we sat on the bleachers. They are really into hats and parades over there. Went to a private boys school for a while and then to a public school. That experience was quite an experience and kind of magical. we toured and camped it and other countries while there and sometimes inns. I didn’t know that was why we went overseas but that is all it could have been. We had a twisting party and JFK was assassinated during our party. We could barely see it on TV because the reception was so bad and no telling if we were getting it in REAL TIME but however long it took to get to us.

 Now when one says











which is why were WERE DEFEATED


and as I said i got some messages from them that they were aware.

We can change our future but GOD can change our past present and future depending on our awareness and if GOD feels like it.

What will this man do asked Peter to Jesus and he said What is that to thee, follow me. (If I wilt that he tarry) he said that too in there somewhere.


My mom used to like to scare me for fun. LOL. She would take out her teeth after a party and liked to see me freak out because I was a scaredy cat. She was acting like a warlock and fearing me which is what you do when you are a warlock in a game of WOW and it is defeating when you get feared. It wasn’t cruelty it was entertainment. I don’t recall her ever hitting me. She pinched me a few times but not very hard.  She cussed once that I know when she said shit. I forget why but it was a first and the last time that I ever heard her cuss. She put me on restriction a few times. but that was pretty much it. On the other hand the siblings did kind of get physical sometimes. I saw my older ones acting like they had some turf fights and my youngest and I had some turf issues like when I drew a line in the bed so my sister wouldn’t cross over but she did because she was kind of cuddly and I would kick her. I hope I wasn’t too hard on her. For the most part we got along and i think my dad and my brother had one physical antagonistic confrontation and neither won because both were pretty equal forces but it hurt their relationship for a while but they healed and learned to respect each other. My brother liked to get behind me and hold my shoulders and stick a knee in my back to make me submit with my knees on the ground which he never outgrew pumped my stomach a few times till I couldn’t breathe for fun and once smeared some snow in my face but nothing harmful it was how we played. When we were young dad had a paddle he never used  twice as big as a ping-pong paddle and twice as thick. I don’t think he ever used it he just showed it once in a while. Only once could he catch me to spank me because I was very good at dodging and that was when I told some girl she going to hell or something like that for something she was doing, said, or did on the playground where we played tether ball (and i felt like the whole neighborhood watched it was embarrassing) which was one of my favorite sports besides horseback riding and dodgeball which I usually won. The boys hated me at school because they couldn’t get me out of the game and I like tennis too as long as I don’t have to run too far. I used to like to play it in a cage with a wall for practice.

My mom had a lot to get over in her life being an abandoned poor black child by her dad who left his wife of seven kids for a rich woman without kids but in actuality she was white. My grandmother when she was left by her husband had her teeth removed to avoid costs since she still had kids and had teeth problems and didn’t want to have to worry about it and she was a bit freaked out having to cope. Like i said in another post the kids sent her money when they worked a little here and a little there. My grandmother was kind of a pioneer and a member of the Daughters of the Revolution. DAR She was a bible believer though I don’t know what she knew or didn’t know because we never talked about it which is too bad. She had great sense of humor and suffered quite bit losing one daughter who was said to have committed suicide off a roof of a building a two story or one story building hanging her laundry and found to have bleach in her body when they did an autopsy. I found out from my mom that she had been driven down a dirt road by her husband/future husband in order to abort her pregnancy but I didn’t know when that happened after her two kids or before. He got custody of the kids which my mom also was hurt by because she didn’t just lose her sister she lost touch for the most part of those kids. She did reach out and write and visited them but he moved far away and made it difficult. I think what happened was it was a cover up. She probably was poisoned with bleach. You don’t jump off a building from one story or two if you want to commit suicide you pick a high building to make sure it works. She did break her neck from the fall, I think, so this haunted my mom plus witnessing the Pearl Harbor from the roof top of some homes in the area or near the area when they saw the planes come in.

Kind of eerily like what happened to my niece who witnessed 9-11 from a rooftop in Brooklyn.

And Paul McCartney witnessed from an airplane on the tarmac. Not that he had anything to do with our family but I was thinking at the time of adding a song of his because I do that sometimes in my writings where it fits, but I forgot which song. Maybe later I’ll figure it out.

My little sister had a friend whose son did the same thing (jumping off a building) with one shoe and one sock on. An unusual way to dress because usually you put two socks on and then the shoes. He was an engineer or going to be one like my dad was interested in as young man so he wasn’t stupid and he lived in Chicago. His parents were holy rollers. They prayed over him (laid hands on him I think they call it) the day he did what he did so it had no good effect or affect. He had complained or reached out to others about his paranoia of being stalked spiritually and physically and they thought he was out of his mind, I think, delusional which many are these days and not by accident. He had I think touched my sister’s boob one night just to see what it was like. She had had implants so it is kind of natural to be curious. I think he is the one. I did the same thing as a girl to a girl named Penny. Everyone laughed about it and didn’t let me live it down as families do. It was there and I wanted to know what it was like. I don’t think it was anything to die for, I’ll tell you that much. Even Penny laughed embarrassed and blushed big time but she was a young teenager and she laughed about it. I doubt my sister would think her boobs were to die for. She had kind of an open heart in some ways. They did not have an affair because i think she would have told me since she told me lots of things that were not good about herself or from guilt and she felt a little guilt perhaps because of the divorce. She didn’t tell me everything but she was for the most part an open book which I appreciated though I have mocked her since I was handled the way I was by her and others. Like shit. I was trying to also wake her up during my travails ant hers.  It was probably used against her somehow but it wasn’t anything to cause a death over. It is a natural thing that isn’t that bad. So anyway he felt he was being hunted and he was ignored till that day. She went to his funeral and gave her prayers and good wishes to the parents during the divorce so it seemed to be a way to see her family that she desired still because she loved them which is very natural for her. We all think things out of order. So it wasn’t her that caused his death it was something else. I think I know what it is it is who she was indoctrinated by and the kind of system it is. An occult. Jealousy. The Journeyman. He was only a young man and had a beer or two, I wasn’t there but I imagine that was the case with this thing that happened. I would imagine my sister would have blushed unless she was drunk or high on booze and she was indoctrinated by the antics of some friends and family not to give a hoot. When she was young she was maybe too sensitive but still had sensitivity when she grew but alcohol kind of blurs things and feelings. It was an unfair and tragic occultic crap. Like the dust of the temple I wrote about in regards to jealousy that is written about in the bible and like what Gary did to his daughter at a young age whether anything happened out of order (which it probably did some guys don’t like brunettes especially when the wife they hate is a brunette. It has to be something like that and that is a type of psychopath that does that because she is overbearing and she is very very overbearing and probably black mailed the family possibly with innuendo or something? or it is because of me and my ideas threaten them? or just a plain ole collision ) outside in the jacuzzi or not he did it to me and my mom and his wife and thereby our family because it spread like a wildfire the effects and the bad feelings. It was gross and needless. The baby hadn’t even been born so how could she have been jealous. Sure she had jealousy in her towards her older sister as everyone has jealousy at one time or another with siblings, friends, marriages etc. it’s a part of life and is something that has to be reined in by the person who is jealous and it takes practice. So when you hear O’reilly snort know that usually is what he is snorting about. I have heard it in the ex. What a night. Whew.

The occult has to do with this person who talked about girlie magazines in regards to pornography and can’t seem to get with the times. Franklin Graham, a sex pervert full of false guilt. He used that expression to sound like a little boy or those pictures you see of Jesus on many catholic walls with his eyes looking up as if “who, me?” There are pictures of Billy Graham and Franklin Graham praying or thoughtfully looking up and it’s propaganda BS. They knew they were being taken of him being holy which he isn’t. He has a lot of holes.

I don’t know if you have been in a church to see people when they have to sit through a bad sermon but they fidget and fuss etc. They are forced to sit and watch some idiot lighting candles and walking down the aisle with whatever it is that they carry in robes and lace and chant the same thing over and over again. It’s sickening and I doubt GOD is honored. Like sticking little flags on my dad’s grave. Meaningless BULLSHIT and then to take a picture which is why I’m trying to get through to my sister and I compared her to a woman that was alleged to have murdered her two kids in their sleep and on their birthday sprayed silly string on their graves with her family watching her which is even worse. obviously the woman had problems and they did what many do with alcoholics go along laughing about it as if it is normal and like with politicians holding them unaccountable to their duties thereby propping up shit.

I heard a story that GRETA told about how a POW that was kept from death at a camp in Japan or some island involved and was taken out of the camp because he had some kind of talent and i think it was hitler who did it for this POW. Anyway it was some kind of perverted indoctrination of some kind. That’s how low these assholes are and to think she thought it was a good story. It wasn’t a good story because HITLER killed 6 million jews and then and I don’t know how many Russians and Americans and English and French and Italians and Germans  and so forth. She is kind of macabre and likes to tell stories about weird crimes that are unsolved. She travels with Franklin Graham on trips where kids get shoe boxes full of shit after calamities that Christian donate and feel good about themselves which is cool except that one is feeding the others appetite and many of those christians are the ones profiting because that shit is bought from somewhere and I don’t think you get a choice where and who it is bought from.

 God says I AM A JEALOUS GOD in some of the commandments i have seen and not some I have seen. I think it was added. I don’t believe GOD is a jealous god. Why would GOD be jealous of a false god. It’s ridiculous,.And why would he tell us he had a bad trait. Only a god would be jealous of GOD because he hasn’t the power of GOD or the creativity of GOD. It doesn’t make sense and in my opinion a bunch of rubbish. The reason GOD doesn’t want us to have other gods before us is because of the confusion which I have encountered and because it is dangerous. Not because he wants our love more than this other god or needs it. He can just go out in the universe and create another universe which is why god is jealous of GOD. The reason that was added was because one of the commandments says Thou shalt have no other gods before me. So some asshole added the addition to it out of jealousy. So often times there will be two sentences or three of four and you have to kind of separate or part what you read. Like an egg: the white from the yolk. One makes a heavy cake when not separated and the other an angel food cake which is not bad for health unless you add too much sugar and stuff and each person does it from their perspective but it changes when you read, learn, and experience more as you go along. Building blocks. But there are those that don’t want you to do that and refuse to grow up and do a lot of things to undermine you growing up.

My mom did not breast feed us. I didn’t notice the difference. We were raised on bottles and canned food often which was the style/fad at the time. The first time I saw her bosoms was on a camping trip up north in a shower we shared at Yellowstone National Park. I was amazed by them and could not take my eyes off them and I bet I embarrassed her. One of the times I saw her last she said I love them and we asked what she was talking about looking down at herself under her gown. She was talking about her bosoms. And my sister and I told her we loved them too. That was when she was in one of her weird zones but it was cute as can be. Someone somehow may have made her feel funny about them because they were doing some mental stuff to her at The Arc to prove her lack of mental skills like Dementia to prove COPD which encompasses just about every disease known to man kind of like GLobal Warming encompasses everything to do with Climate Change which is like saying we have seasons which we already knew (COMMON CORE CRAP) and perhaps it was spiritual as if they did not suffice anymore but that wasn’t what we loved about her only it was her everything even with the bad. She had a drinking problem that lasted many years but it was not a daily thing or even weekly. It came in like storms on a GRETA lake up north. We could see them coming. LOL and learned to recognize what was ahead.

But they were bad storms when they came sometimes. Letting off steam and probably hormonal as well and those demons we all have for a number of reasons.

Women have it worse in some ways because of their treatment but some don’t seem affected by their demons and some do because some are attacked harder than others. Catholics tend not to be too affected by their demons usually because they are catholic. They forget and are indulged. Some of us don’t forget so easily and aren’t indulged. Some of us are less a threat to the status quo than others. Some put on their blinders and while it helps a horse to cross a bridge it doesn’t help when a snake is nearby.

Instinct and experience helps etc. and so does GOD when you learn about Him.

I never saw my dad hit my mom. I was told about it and she a few times languished in her bruises though I didn’t bite. I kind of ignored the languish so that may have made her less trusting but I knew her pretty well pretty deeply and understood her I think the older I got. She had fair skin, very fair and delicate. I saw him drag her down a hallway by her arm once when she was really bad. Just happened to be the person who caused trouble for me was there that night. He was also there the day that my dad had a TIA. All the bad things that happened Gary was there. (even visited me at my abortion, which was weird.) When I showed him some stuff about Sandy Hook Elementary Hoax he seemed amused and like he knew what it was. Though my sister his wife didn’t buy that it was a hoax but she only watched the man who went up to the podium and was laughing and then started crying about his dead daughter and was the one that was holding a woman at the scene of the hoax who was slanting her eyes with her finger like she could not see very well and acting as his wife and my little sister used to do that as a child to see better and looked chinese when she did and we used to called our Lotus Blossom for other reasons but that was one and then we realized that she needed glasses but since has had laser surgery for her eyes and sees way too much. WOW. They also vacationed at Augusta yearly and took my dad once for some reason.  near the end of a healthy life. “While membership is strictly by invitation only and limited to around 300 high-paying members per year, Augusta is still a must-see for any golf fan.”  They went by invitation. And he would have reason to be attacking me now. But i did get my hope chest and a few portraits one my mom did and one small one portrait that I did but forget to put masterpiece the 8′ by 10″ portrait that is hanging on her wall that I gave my mom. My best portrait and I had already given one that was pretty good to my older sister but I think its a claiming kind thing because the picture of my little sister in the same pose behind my mom’s head when I got some strange notes and pictures of my mom from my sister which alarmed me. They also hung out with the Bushes up north. I find that interesting.  OIL BUSINESS. Conoco OIL. Mr. John Kircher was the President of Conoco Oil his wife was named Dorothy as well. They called her Dottie. and they lived in Greenwich, Connecticut in a mansion and Texas in Houston for a while. They went to SMU. The Kirchers. Gary Kircher. They had a 2nd/3rd wedding in Durango, Colorado. Had a potato farm up north. The night when we were together in San Antonio for birthday celebration for my mom when I was watching their grandkids on the walkway as we all walked and Diane said “Don’t watch their kids. Let Tootie do it.” right by the river at night and she had three then running wild and has since added more. Diane was drinking and wanted me not to care and because Lori/Tootie didn’t really care. They let everyone else do it which was typical so Diane was right but you can’t do that with kids. Gary was thinking about my butt because he had to mention it when I was adjusting my clothes getting up from the table and made a special point of talking in my ear about it and they sent underwear in the hope chest inside a bag . THEY ARE SO FUCKED UP! I have to send the ex to ask for the portrait that I painted that took months again because she doesn’t want to give it back. He didn’t ask even though he was there. DUH. She also worked for the Republican party in Dallas and a very successful real estate agent. But didn’t remember when Diane’s first husband saved their son from drowning that’s how much she cares about her own kids. Billy Graham was the Bushes mentor and many of the Presidents except Truman because he knew he was a crook. He had common sense. Anyway my little sister does not look like that woman except what she did with fingers to her eyes to unblur her vision it looked more like Greta as a witch. They have similarities especially because of the eyes and in between and facial surgery and like my older sister in ways that I don’t like. She’s not a pretty thing to begin with but she certainly looked better than she does now. IMO.  And when my sister was drunk when I kicked her out she had been over at their house and when I had my first COPD attack eating those walnuts with listeria and the sour grape. I think I was set up. LOL So this is cooked up by the Bushes and Billy/Franklin Graham. It was a weird night and I said as I was about to leave, “Enough of this bullshit!” I was right. Remember what George Bush said about wanting him back. What a choice. Stinks.

Baha Men, “Who Let the Dogs Out” 

Anyway John Boehner Left the House recently and Paul Ryan Took Over

Rep. John Boehner ends tumultuous speakership with budget fireworks

WASHINGTON — John Boehner’s speakership will … and a short-term spending deal about to expire, Boehner said he was simply making good on his promise to “clean out the barn” before he leaves the House and …

I guess he was pooped but I think he was right about those false prophets in the House making promises they know they can’t keep.

It’s because of Billy Graham and Franklin Graham and the BGEA and GRETA VAN SUSTERNE. Gary was the one that gave me a website about a conspiralist which I’ll have to find it. I included it in another post what he was suggesting was going on. He liked to collect Roman things and Nazi stuff. Not only that he for a long time slept with a gun under his pillow because of his courage and then eventually under his bed which is kind of dumb. Real nice people. I bet he did rape those women with a ski mask in Dallas. The Kirchers treated them each year to a ski trip (probably in Colorado and trips to ride horses possibly on their potato farm but I think they did it on a ranch as well.) When he took his young daughter about 2 years of age before their John was born (my sister was very pregnant and he was still in her naval) for the Jealousy lesson to the Jacuzzi at night in the back yard he carried her there in his arms. It may have something to do with when I wouldn’t let him carry me to the car for my cigarettes or matches. It was ridiculous. I think he resented my mom being there because she was a good mom and he was drinking beer sitting in his chair. They live on Glen Aire if anyone is interested. I think he resented my dad because he was good dad who was not there (not sure why) but I think it may have been a Grandmother’s Day at Hockaday Private School for Girls in Dallas.) Now I know why my sister did the CAN_CAN crap with the 500-CLub. Because my mom did it as young woman but much better. MOCKING MY MOM but probably was something that influenced her and them inside her. Tootie wasn’t much of a dancer or anything else. a cold fish. She couldn’t do the hula worth a shit either and my mom did:  I guess you have to have grace. They don’t dance much but my mom and dad did. They loved to dance together and he knew how to hold a dance partner. You didn’t mess up even if you didn’t know the dance.

I think Gary was the demon. His own little sister changed her name which may have something to do with the stupid movie I had to watch about the couple whose little sister said she was raped and ruined their life. I have no idea why she changed her name, but I ain’t stupid. She went to college in Ft. Worth and got involved with a criminal type and had to leave and had to be guarded etc. Then married a real jerk who wan insane and married her for money and had two kids, two boys and got a divorce ……..Her name was Elizabeth.

Gary enjoyed throwing his first daughter into the air very high especially near ceiling fans and enjoyed the reaction of others getting scared and she loved it because she was a tot and didn’t know better. Proving he was in control even in a tight spot.

When Gary would put things together that had to be built he never did it all the way like swing sets there were always screws loose, or electoral things there would be wires exposed and things that might hurt if an accident occurred.

And if you followed Gary in another car like on a trip he loved to make it hard and dangerous switching lanes at the last minute in heavy traffic especially in SA, TX. I have no idea what that disease is that caused him to do these things. Like tickle his first daughter from a far reach to touch her in the wrong place and I saw her ration she jumped up and was not enjoying it.

I think it is the difference between a sociopath and psychopath and think he went to the right in regards to those two terms but he was able to hide it around others for the most part but I don’t see how they could not have known that there was something not right he left clues but because his dad was MR. KIRCHER who drank a lot who put on airs because he was the

PRESIDENT OF CONOCO OIL he got a way with a lot.

Obviously he was showing us what was wrong with him:

he had a screw loose and wasn’t wired the right way.

It was a sick way of showing it and it took a lot of time to put it all together because things happened in fragments and over a long time. I think alcohol made him worse and he probably should have been on some kind of medicine but it went unnoticed. As far as jealousy he was jealous of his brother the doctor and Mr. Kircher I think enjoyed making him jealous treating his first son like a king and he was not that smart as you think and mistook how to deal with his second son. So the jealousy thing in the jacuzzi with his daughter was a lot of things all rolled up in one and he wanted us to see for some reason. I guess we were supposed to figure it out for MR. JOHN KIRCHER and for his mom MRS. DOTTIE KIRCHER. They raised him, didn’t they know? They knew something but didn’t warn us.

His dad did said he was caught by company he worked for at something he did that was illegal or wrong and it changed his life somehow and that is what my sister told me. Entrapped? I don’t know cause I don’t know what it is but I they used it against him.

I was gonna change my name after my operation. I was pretty messed up. I did divorce eventually but kept the name for the kid’s sake, but I plan to change it when I think the time is right. I like my last name that I grew up with it has a nice RING besides the fact that I love my family (It was a wonderful time) and it’s easy to remember because our last name was ROOT.

The woman that fell off the roof who had bleach in her system she was my mom’s big sis

 her name was Lorene the same as my big sis.


but that’s what happened!

My sis didn’t even have a middle name, isn’t that kind of weird, but we called her TOOTIE

Little Richard, Tutti Frutti

I think she earned her nickname as Tootie when she was a kid via her best friends “the Rattans”,

the one that called me and gave me the GRETA advice:)

i guess I could have said when Nancy called me that day

why don’t you ask Gary

but I’m sure he would have said

I have no idea what she’s talking about

So i did what I did

and let it play itself out

Know what I’m talkin’ about?

Frank Sinatra I Did It My Way


‘My mom met John Glen a long time ago. (the astronaut). I think it was him one of them that were famous. He had some strange stuff happen to him out in space I think. Which might interest some people. I have seen strange stuff as well like quiet flight at very fast speeds one second it’s there and one second it’s gone kind of stuff. Had light light up my room and soon got pregnant 14 years after I was married, but it was weird and no sound but it was like a helicopter without sound between the houses or something. I wasn’t the only one to witness it. Shits happening. I guess my family are in the number 14 or something. Perhaps it’s genetics.

 I don’t remember mom bruising that night or the day later but I could be wrong. The few times that happened when she languished in her bruises I didn’t see what he did. I’m not saying he did or didn’t but I used to get scared when she was drunk. It upset the whole family and usually it was around Christmas time or special celebrations. I remember once when she had a bottle in her hand and I was walking ahead of her down the hall and i got the chills running down my spine because she could have killed me with that bottle but she didn’t. She never hit me or pushed me or anything just said some shit. LOL. She accused my brother of stealing her diamond wristwatch which was no big deal and he hadn’t taken it because she found it later and he wouldn’t have stolen it anyway.  Sometimes we as a family huddled in one room when she got drunk in order to sleep. It may have been only once but I remember Gary was there huddled between us. So she had her demons. She had thrown up a few times though I didn’t see it. I heard about it from my little sister. She sang Felice Navidad at about 5 in the morning to me and my husband on the other side of the door when we were first married. LOL. It was weird but she was kind communicating something IMO and didn’t know how or what she was trying to say and I didn’t ask later but it sometimes was her way and I have often thought about it retrospect. What she meant. I loved her. I sure remembered those things so it must have mattered I’m not sure I would have remembered otherwise and maybe that is what it takes.

Sometimes I think maybe something came from within and caused those bruises and blamed my dad and she may have hallucinated it being drunk. I don’t know. It could have been she was possessed sometimes because that is how drunks act. But let me make it clear it wasn’t everyday, or every week it was once in a while that she did that so it made it more confusing because it was so rare so it took us a while to learn how to deal with it. If she did it everyday we would have been able to determine the problem quickly that’s what made it kind of weird. But the bad times that she did over do it kind of got bigger over time in our minds. You tend to remember weird things more than things that are normal. I guess you call it negativity when most of the time it was pretty cool.

Catholics sometimes bleed out of their palms and suffer that kind of thing which is spiritual and demonic. They also are proud of bleeding eucharists as if it is a good sign from God. I had my hives, my nervousness, my panic attacks, and my anger. He probably lost his temper though because he couldn’t stand it when she was that way. Nobody could stand it. She was not herself which was really sweet, loving, intelligent, funny and graceful and many other great things that I could not fill the world with how great she was/is and the same with my dad for me. I would go through it again and again to be with them.

He took us finally to a place for families of alcoholics to learn how best to manage when it cropped up. And we learned not to cross her and to vacate the premises or whatever was convenient but we didn’t hold her accountable. It wasn’t like she didn’t know. She knew but over a period of time every one would cool down and get back to normal. That’s why they say its a disease because it is partially a disease. So he would leave the house sometimes overnight but usually for about 4 to 6 hours or more to avoid trouble and to avoid being implicated or losing it and causing more havoc. She made some bad phone calls in the middle of the night but I think she may have had her reasons but it made her look bad. Some people know how to get under one’s skin. She got better and for the most part rarely drank after a while but it took some time. I think she was frustrated with the world and from what I can tell she had reasons to be upset.

Her art helped her quite a bit and she communicated through it and the movie theater helped my dad quite a bit and golf.

I guess in regards to my dad aspirating on a pill they gave him at a hospital they could have done the straw in the throat to let him breath. It was hospital after all. I guess they don’t do that at hospitals, just in restaurants and in movies? Where they cut the throat a little and stick a straw in there. They call that a tracheostomy:The terms tracheostomy and tracheotomy are often used the same way. Tracheotomy is the name for the operation, but tracheostomy refers to the actual opening in the neck. But I remember it was called a tracheotomy. They did it in Mash. Jackie in the picture has a straw in her throat and a tray with something on it that she is hugging. I think it was a Methodist hospital in SA where he aspirated and the Methodists in Dallas played a big role in the assassination of JFK. At the time it was the largest Methodist congregation in the world and they weren’t alright in the head. You can find out about that as well in the JFK stuff I wrote about which is quite extensive. Too bad about medicine field now and what did the Republicans do about it when they had the chance? Ted Cruz what about those promises you made and others. Are you holding it hostage? I think that is what Planned Parenthood Debacle is about partially holding hostage health care and using Hospicing of the elderly as a threat. Some really bad politics going on. All of these issues should be separated and not one looming on the other such as the bills in Congress adding shit in which messes up our country.

Massive ‘crack in the Earth’ opens up suddenly in Wyoming’s Bighorn Mountains

One night when they got older living in SA their front door blew off the hinges and there was no storm, I don’t think. Anyway I think it has to do with faith and chapter 4 or 5 in the Gospel of John and the secret admirer which isn’t a secret so why does it say it was a secret?: It talked about the weather, but it wasn’t the weather. I think he was besieged by something bad that had hunted him down (my family). They lived through it but it was if they had been stalked by something invisible. Their door front was fixed. Dad wrote a synopsis of  his and my moms life an accounting stapled it and gave it to the kids put into folders.

NIcodemus. Old Saint Nick. As in Santa Claus ie SATAN.

and shoe boxes of shit

“Simon, Simon Satan hath desired to have you the he may sift you as wheat.” is what Jesus warned in one of the Gospels.

in place of who or what? Not sure.

You want a talk about courage. My mom was a LEO and it was a good fit.

She had courage the kind that old Mr. Eric Bolling and Miss Dana Perino wouldn’t dare dream about.

Change isn’t easy and it isn’t always clean.

Anyway I know she’s still there somewhere cause I felt her I get communications in weird ways but I have learned to listen and to separate the white from the yolk for the most part. I have learned how they communicate when you can’t see them. I can differentiate if it’s evil or good as far as I can tell depending on the context of what I’m experiencing and common sense,

When my niece was going through her stuff after New York she moved south because it wasn’t a good experience for her.

During a family reunion my eldest sister te insisted  that we get my mom a little white poodle mix of some kind from Mexico or near there and got her daughter a Cocker Spaniel to keep with her in her apartment they rented for her and we all moved her in to that apartment having her tuff from up north and in her families home moved in so it was not just a vacation it had a purpose. She didn’t like to work so she got everyone else to do it for her. LOL That is how my sister worked it. Kind of piled it on a reunion/vacation. It wasn’t like she was effortless, she wasn’t’ into sweat type work/physical labor. You could spend a day with her doing errands and she loved the company and details were her thing. She would drive you nuts with details. So we moved her daughter into an apartment with a spaniel and found a white mix toy poodle because my mom had everything she needed. It was a brainstorm that she poked up. That was the year we went over the border to Mexico in the middle of the night and had dinner with my tot in a stroller and at the time I thought she was nuts. I had never been there and they wanted to go and assured me it was okay to go and so we went to Mexico.  we lived through the night and a had  good meal and a few drinks. Although I don’t remember the meal that much it was more of an experience.

Anyway my niece met her future husband and had a bunch of kids. I don’t know what happened to the cocker spaniel because I never asked but I never saw it again.

I don’t remember much about the vacation because that was the highlight of it but it could have been the same time my sister and i had heard that olive oil was good to put on the hair when out in the sun so one of those days we put it in our hair and sunbathed on the beach. We looked ridiculous and laughed about it later. It didn’t really help though it is good for the hair it was how much we used and not what you should do on public beach,

I don’t really know what happened to the lithe white dog but I heard my dad entrapped on it or it was underfoot and may have crushed his head on mistake. I do remember my dad sitting on the back porch with the dog on his knee and seemed very serious with his hand on the dog in deep thought. I think I was sitting with him or he was next to me. Surreal.

I don’t think it’s wise to give old people something they can trip on. DO YOU?

 These BOOBs are made for walkin’

and that’s just what they’ll do

One of these days these BOOBS

 are gonna walk all over you.


Republican Debate

3rd Debate I saw the look in Gov. Christies eyes when he was asked a question he already knew. And i noticed they didn’t ask Ben about the debt and what he would do. He isn’t running for Physiciadent.

Raising the retirement age is good and makes sense keeps people active and it’s better for their health (to pay for entitlements and if you raise minimum wage use the difference to do the same until entitlements runs out.).  Rand Paul

Dying Cancer Patient Sees His Beloved Horse One Last Time

“The emotion was overwhelming and there wasn’t a dry eye in the ward.”

Finding cures is another good idea. Huckabee. Get rid of health insurance and they will have a reason to.

Get out of our bedrooms and who we marry or divorce.

Starting at zero and knowing where it’s going is very macro and very smart. Carly Fiorina

I think Trump could definitely change the finances of government and is very practical which is very good and would make good trade deals.

Kasich proven himself imo in his own state and is a fighter and I think very honest but still too involved in social issues and he probably should continue doing what he has been doing in his state since he is so successful. Why switch horses. bigger is not better. Maybe your state will get bigger. 

Im’ sorry to say the others are not thinking out of the box even though I think all of them really care about this country.

Screw the unions and let the market and the talent rise to the top and is good for competition and the ones that aren’t talented can find something else to do which is obvious. Sometimes that’s GOD’s will to get them to the talent he endowed them with or can foresee them do and for a number of reasons besides economics and if you aren’t into GOD you can figure it out. Use temporary workers to fill in the gaps and to find other good talent training a work force giving them opportunity for non temporary jobs. It’s a great way to find talent for companies and for a worker to figure what he or she is good at. And some will start companies once they figure out what they are good at creating opportunities for others even the elderly.

It will create a more fluid kind of an economy and more fair.

That’s my opinion.

Medicare and Medicaid are fine as long as it’s not used to fund ObamaCare because it’s a tax. Scrap it.

Go to Consumption tax it will eventually even the debt out naturally using Fiorinas ideas about smaller government and starting at zero.

Get rid of the IRS and forget about the debt until it is viable. Get rid of the signs about it and quit telling us because it is debatable whether it really exists.

Forgive our debts as we forgive our debtors from the Lord’s Prayer

without the amen

Everyone will be more likely to make better decisions spending wise based on what they have instead of the waste in spending we are guilty of in the US and the House of Representatives will have something to do. They should be able to handle what the IRS does because they are the purse so they should be held accountable and in control of the consumption taxes they collect.

We don’t vote for the IRS.

Ruth Bader Ginsburg’s Favorite Ruling Of Her Career

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I think the bible put it backwards in the Synoptic Gospels.

Mankind was betrayed by the sons of men as in amen.

I also agree with what was said by Kelly of the Kelly File (I don’t know if it is her real name) at the end of her show. The very last things she said after the discussions about the debate seemed very true.

It isn’t easy doing what they do but how about what they are eating at school!

Fourteen generations is somehow involved.

The Odd Parallels Between Kennedy and Lincoln 

and it may have to do with the false covenant.

Before Abraham was IAM.

stirred up the people at that time when it was said by Jesus in the temple i think and written about in the Gospel of John.

You knew Abraham….you are not yet 50 years old? They asked. If he had been 100 years old would it have been possible? and everyone thinks Jesus died at the age of 33-36 years of age or something like that.

All of the religions/faiths say that Abraham was the Father of the religions/faiths and we are not supposed to call any man father in the bible it is written as no man instead of any man….because of the priests called fathers which they aren’t supposed to be fathering kids especially if they are celibate.

So we have two famous Abrahams and there was also a covenant made having to do with penis doodles.

A Covenant was made with some PRIESTS? at the Last Supper in the Synoptic Gospels which had to do with blood before Jesus was crucified.

I have no idea about Abraham Lincoln but maybe we were not told of a covenant.

And then Kennedy there might have been a covenant that we were not told about as well. I do know that the Vatican propped him up in chair up high as they do kings in the past with priests holding him up at the Vatican and then he was assassinated.

It could all be related in a pattern kind of way.

Kind of like Jacobs ladder children’s game,  criss crossing each other using DNA string.

The Lost Tribe of Dan who may not be lost it may be everyone else.

DNA: Say D is 1 N is 3 A is 5 which if you use Jesus in the Gospel of John is 153.

N is also used in math to denote power isn’t it? or unknown power or something like that at least in equations.

Something to think about.

I don’t know how many generations between the two but there is a pattern. Maybe 14?

Then the generations are written about in the Gospel of Matthew possible 14 again and there is a catch -22 which I wrote about having to do with the abomination of desolation and few other writings in the bible Zechariah and some other places which you can find these posts and perhaps study yourself to further knowledge about it since it might be one day when we don’t get to further knowledge because we didn’t even try even though we knew something is very wrong because everyone seems like they are suffering from PTSD since Obama became President.

Merangue’s Blog

isn’t it funny the word abomination very similar to OBAMA in sound and austerity is used in the Gospel of Luke and Obama also used that term to control the people and put them down.

Politico on Drudge

Bush Campaign manager confronts CNBC PRODUCER comments:

Do you like puppies? do you still hit your wife?

Ed Taylor

The questions seem quite different than the Dem debate.

Dem question: Do you like puppies?
GOP question: Do you still hit your wife?

9-11 was in 2001 about 14 years ago?
Hmmm I wonder what that means?
Might be a count down of some kind.
Not sure DNA is gonna work this time. We shall see.
My dad was a libra.
When my dad spoke about my mom he put her first.
Dorothy and I is how he referred to their relationship.
When he named his business it was Dorwalt and he did most of the work, but she helped him and he helped her raise the kids.
He didn’t call her the wife, my old lady, etc.
He didn’t say you ain’t pretty but you are good for having kids.
Course she was pretty in her time depending on how you judge that kind of thing.
When women have kids they kind of give some of their beauty away which helps to multiply otherwise no one would.
The more you have the more you lose. LOL Not sure that’s true, some people age well.
She had a miscarriage or two and no one seemed to care. We didn’t talk about it except I knew about it. It was between kids. I guess GOD aborted them for no reason or her body wasn’t ready and I guess that soul just disappeared. sorry charlie fetus. What happens to miscarried fetuses souls?
OR did they not get one yet until they were born.
Why would we need to replenish it? Restore it, etc.
The great deluge?
The Greta Delusion?
I recall when she said Game Over and a tree was split by the wind in my yard pretty soon after. I remember when Billy Graham had an interview with her and sort of fit inside her. I wrote about it and it is in one of my posts. I saw him adjusting.
Joseph of Arimathea was a just in the Gospel of John and they omitted the word man for some reason
(it could have been in the Gospel of Luke but it’s in the bible)
 Billy Graham authored a book called
Just As I Am
standing where he should not? (I think he does it a lot) His own wife said he slept with his eyes wide open
 He said he never got on an elevator with a woman which is weird! why? maybe because he might blossom. (He must have changed his mind.)
(Let the reader understand) which was in the Book of Daniel and moved to the Gospel of Matthew recently.
We filled the earth and now we have to subdue

To hospice i.e. to watch death is not the way.

In the bible and in Genesis times they lived about 900 or more years. So obviously hospicing is not the way. My mom wanted to live to 105 to outlive her grandmother my great grandmother. Instead she was hospiced by my sister 2 weeks before she died and whoever else was involved for some reasonings she had. She did not have COPD. She was missing a part of an artery in her chest that the doctors early on in the middle of her life found out as I recall.

[200 years from now are people only gonna live to approximately 50 years of age?]
So let’s not be stoically stupid.

Who should control our own bodies?

Chancellor Merkel, President Obama, Pope Francis?

Ourselfs, perhaps?

Me, myself, and I

not it.
Abortion is a glorified miscarriage unless we enjoy it.
Miscarriage is a glorified abortion unless we don’t enjoy it.
It was not fun, except for the men (and women) who exploited it for numerous reasons mostly to self grandizement of their careers and those that love to chastise females and their families and other occult reasons. They had fun. Did they do the same to the women and their families that had miscarriages resulting in the same thing? No usually they gave them treats and indulged them and many of those miscarriages were purposeful.
Here honey, I’m so sorry you slipped on the ice getting the groceries out of the car when I was at home. Here sweetie pie, I’m so sorry you fell off the swing when I pushed you too hard. Here my dove, I’m so sorry you were poisoned with the food that I brought you after you threw up that morning, I wonder if it’s related. Here dear slut, I’m so sorry you were in the woods when I shot that gun or on a bike and fell off the cliff when my leg for no reason kicked your wheel. Here my dear love, I thought you could swim.
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My brother’s favorite actress, Natalie Wood

Let’s get real.

I gave Rand Paul credit and I shouldn’t have because now he is saying to raise the age for medicare hence a hospice admirer. Is he stupid?
We should lower the age of eligibility for Medicare and Medicaid
and raise the age of retirement. It will work itself out.
God never said for people to retire, did he?
Did God say:
And when thou is 60 you may retire and get a watch.
Men as a whole just won’t give it up.
 Jesus didn’t commit to man because he knew what was in man.


Maybe we should have a retirement age for Congress, the House, The Senate, the Press, and the Presidency and raise the age of eligibility. Would that do the trick?

I bet it would. I bet it would end the cronyism in government and naturally it would make it smaller.

This is a prick.
The chain came off the gear of our garage a few minutes ago which might be some sort of a set up or a sign, don’t know, but the timing is weird.
But there is a thing about a chain in the book about
The AntiChrist and a Cup of Tea
I guess the chain holds back the unicorn in the crest of someone in the Royals,
a mythical creature.
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And there is a unicorn or a one horned creature in the Book of Daniel.
In the bible it talks about something that is held back
On Fox they just said
“out of the track” in reference to something and she laughed.
Geez I wonder what the ex was doing a few minutes ago before the chain came off.
He is catholic and he probably does’t remember.
Donald Trump said that he negotiated the debates from three hours to two hours and they said it was always two and he said you know that’s not right basically in a nice ways saying you are lying after they basically said he was lying.
I have no idea if he’s telling the truth but it was a short exchange of ideas. He didn’t exactly elaborate a bunch which I appreciated. It was sickening to watch Ted Cruz and his act especially his pronunciation of the word  question and that’s what he did. Basically impressing for donations. He knows he’s not gonna win.
Why does he persist? MONEY
During the  assassination of JFK at the airport there was a guy there and he looked like he was muslim but VERY different than the ones you see in Iraq, Saudi Arabia, Syria, Libya, etc and to the places we have witnessed via TV and the news. And it was like he was in control of the whole thing at that airport. Pleasant look on his face as if knew what was gonna happen as if it was his delusion. There was something in the sky that wasn’t normal when JFK was at the airport that I noticed. It wasn’t a plane or a helicopter it was something else.
This person reminded me of the guy you see in weird movies about space and a race of people that are not human who think they are gods type of people and Obama acts like he thinks he is a god but he is actually possessed so he isn’t, know what I mean?
Madness isn’t superior. It’s Possession and very Excessive as in Excession which is what occurred in Dallas with JFK in 1963
I see Obama when he talks if you watch him and stop the film a bunch some weird shit going on with his eyes and eye lids. Like someone else’s eyes using Obama eyes and eyelids. Sort of like a blind sheik who can see. And I think Obama is possessed BIG TIME.
You have to stop it a lot to see what I see.
In the JFK assassination stuff I transcribed to see some things that might help you see things going on these days because it is similar and related and check it out on Merangue’s Blog and then he has a huge diatribe about some jacket in this film. Definitely madness in his eyes so he is in there somewhere and being used.
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This is a really weird picture of his mindset and his hand is kind of weird too .sort of a salute


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Anyway he seems to have the heart and ego and madness of: Isaiah 14:12-14

Check out what he does in this video at o:40/2:08 and 0:41/2:08 and he mocks the bible. I wonder if he had anything to do with it.
There is another video I have no idea at the same site and I have no idea what he sees in it.


And he brings up in the sides of the north in Isaiah which could have something to do with the sermon mount sermon.

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Morphing is easy to do in the film industry and using computer technology. But this is what they present.

It has a song in there I’m assuming is called “Somethings Wrong With the World” which is kind of a cool song but the hand could be poser shit on top of film but this eyelid thing is significant. I think he possessed by many, not just one. I see a bunch of people in him and I think they want to be seen warning ya. His mannerisms are really weird like he is the Prince of the world and he is just a slave too.

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He is trying to read his own mind and looks cross eyed.

IT’s the BLIND SHEIK that’s what is wrong with the world. Looks like he is having some conversations in there but ones that have kind of morphed too much.

He looks possessed and acts it too.

I think he needs to be exorcised and it might help to get rid of that blind sheik in him for starters.

He looks as high as someone on heroin and as if he is listening to Jimi Hendrix trying to multitask between it and the music of ISLAM thinking about his loved ones, and trying to take a cat nap. He needs some analyzing.




examine methodically and in detail the constitution or structure of (something, especially information), typically for purposes of explanation and interpretation:

“we need to analyze our results more clearly”

He also visited Billy Graham. It’s something these guys do for some reason and he is not good for our country.

I saw Denzel Washington as well but I think he may be holding him back and making a difference. Keeping him more sane and also showing us. Keeping him saner.

We all take in the people we see, our peers and theirs, the things that impress us and they affect us and we use those things and it is hard when there is so much and so many and we have to feed the good dog in us and starve the bad in us for control of ourselves. Listen to the good voice and ignore the bad as much as possible though it helps to weigh our thoughts but we have to be smart about it. Sometimes those good things in us sleep and sometimes they are aware same with the bad. Sometimes the bad have information that we would not have seen otherwise. Working it out inside us. Evil is dumb because it’s easy. even our enemies have something to say because they are dealing with the same things and other things and you have to listen if you want to learn things. Awareness.

There is time and time has seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks , months, years, decades, centuries and all those others in-between. In those seconds are other times that are even smaller. We see things sometimes that we don’t recognize or catch but they are still there in our psyche. When you go into shock like when in a car accident time slows down our perception. That is why shock and awe is used on the population to slow down our perception to control us such as the JFK assassination, 9-11, attacks upon us in order to control us and to have power over us. That is why war is hard on people and those that HAVE TO fight. War is hell but necessary sometimes yet we have been mislead by certain people that used war for their personal gain and not for the people. Doesn’t mean the military is evil but the politics often is. (War is usually cut and dry as far as the physical but there is so much more going on. Sometimes to divert and fool the opposition. Not like they are gonna tell everything because they can’t tell us everything.) And then the insiders write a ton of propaganda based on their misconceptions, interpretations, perceptions to make a bunch of money on these shock and awe situations and to affect us. I didn’t buy those books much. But I did read the CBS transcripts of the assassination and I did learn but it took a few times. Watched films and stopped them to discern often over and over again to gain information from the different characters involved. I got a ton of information that way. I didn’t play them backwards but I bet there is information that way as well. We are not all on the same plane, and then think about other worlds, underworlds, over worlds, inside worlds, and how they perceive and communicate, they do. Even the smoke and the air when the Challenger went down had information: (A wrench and a Y as in WI as in ISLAM and possibly the Chinese as in the game system and The Game/Game over/Greta and who she travels with and computers the cause for the glitch a wrench. Like sometimes doctors leave a tool inside their patient;)), I read what I thought was important in other events. Gleaned. Their are double and triple meanings because sometimes other people talk through the people involved or witnesses etc. Such as in the assassination:the Lamb Chops puppet and some thought it was little white dog and it was a noisemaker but it had meaning to some people.  Some are helpful and some are not. Even the colors have meaning of what they wear and why. JFK was said to have picked out Jackie’s dress and he might have had his own reason but something inside him may have influenced that decision if she was telling the truth. Psychological warfare and sending messages to things often we are not aware of to others who are aware. Spiritual warfare as well. We are also dealing with the occults and many faiths which often are wrong. I saw the ex president of IRAN (who was a believer of some things-prophecy) and I can’t remember how he spelled his name

Mahmoud Ahmadinejad

but i thought he ran real quick from Obama once spiritually, I thought anyway when Eric Holden (Dep. of Justice) bowed-wowed to Obama. Could have been propaganda and manipulating scenes and photos but that is what I saw.

Think of film: lights, action, and speed and other things same with our vision and our perception.

I did not see Senn Lindsay Grahams debate but watched him a bit on TV and I think he is pretty smart in some things because of experience in different ways. I think he needs work on the Russian aspect of his vision. I think Putin needs to do the same thing. I don’t know what I think about him. It’s hard to say.  I know I hate McCain. He’s a chump.

We need some vision in the office of President and so far I haven’t seen it except in a few,

but only in part.

Trump, Graham, Kasich, and Hillary seem to possess it to some degree and while Ben may act thoughtful so did Obama in New Jersey, Billy Graham in his photo ops as well as his son Franklin Graham but they were posing. Thoughfulness is important but you need other things. My dad had other things beside thoughtfulness. He wasn’t a wimp. I saw him going through things because he was being attacked inside especially when he was weak which is the opportune time for some to attack a man like my dad when you can drug him, and when they are old and young and when everyone around you is going nuts. Some people say what you want to hear which is not believable if you aren’t fair and by fair I mean fairness with reason.

The USA needs someone with a vision, common sense, and belief. Someone who can part intelligence from different sources and be a good judge of character and someone’s intent with fairness. I remember this when I first started my stuff and everyone has motives and you should always question them in others and in yourself or you will never see. It’s human nature.

I used to be totally against Hillary Clinton but I think something happened to her and made a big difference and I think it is what she went through in regards to Benghazi. Things and experience change people. I still think she knows things but may not realize it nevertheless it was not a small change. We will see.

White House says will not release emails between Obama, Clinton

in any case I don’t think our idea of control is in our control and it will come out eventually but probably not via e-mails. I don’t think she knew what she saw or understood it even if she might be somewhat involved but I bet she was used,


I don’t think people like Mr. Schooze funny man sidekick for O’reilly (though I enjoy his humor) in our government realize what is going on behind the scenes in government and in the press and what we are up against as a people besides our own demons we are up against theirs and their major and minor personality disorders and flaws which are many and some stupidity. It’s daunting, but not impossible.

The most exciting candidate is Trump. No nonsense kind of candidate.

Maybe he is in the bible.

Tarantino is doing good. Calling murder what it is. Calling the murderers the murderers and the murderers the murderers. Not exactly sure what he meant and I’m not sure he even does. I doubt it had to do with one specific murder or a specific cop. There is problem in the police union and they have to get rid of the shit in their own eyes. They’re task is daunting because they have to deal with criminals on a daily basis and nuts and the lower human element in all of us but they still have to clean it up in themselves. As far as his timing goes for his outrage if you read Ezekiel it makes sense. A wheel within a wheel. Notice the reaction of the unions?

The reason I don’t think he knows what he means is because he says names don’t mean shit….. well……..his first name is Quentin as in San Quentin so I think they mean something, don’t you? But I read that on line and then saw it again another way the first name is what i’m talking about. Nevertheless obviously there is a lot of misinformation, propaganda, etc going on and there are reasons for that good and/or bad. What is good for the goose is good for the gander and i guess until changes are made it’s gonna continue………what do you expect it to do? 

I have heard O’reilly talk about black on black crimes so the problem must be the blacks but recently heard a person argue that most white murders are white on white crimes which is true and I guarantee that most cops that are killed are killed by other cops. Like those two in a car and some at Ferguson etc but it’s easier for cops to pin murders on a civilians because they are cops and can work deals for pleas, barterism, and for things and probably use the money they get to help them cover a lot.  I think Chris Dorner was one that was set up by other cops for some reason and then they didn’t really try to arrest him they just burned him up because they didn’t want him to survive because of what he knew and probably would have implicated the ones that burned him out. Probably has to do with drug cartels in our country the mob which obviously infiltrate the police so they can move about. The unions are not helping the situation and protecting themselves because they like the power they wield and other cops are afraid to speak out that is why unions need to go. The sheriff that gets a lot of air time on Fox is who I’m talking about as an example. He is afraid so they use him to substantiate their views. “Who ya gonna call,” asked Judge Jeanine. I don’t want to call him that’s for sure.

When I went to make a complaint about a police officer I talked to one “he gave me the wrong papers” said the next one I had to talk to who said he would get back with me and he never did. They skirt about and they wear you out. This is how they work which is very corrupt. The one that I was complaining about did me a favor later but he owes me some after all that. I don’t consider us even though I’m sure he thinks he does but since it was a set up we still aren’t even even.

You think I’m stupid, Stupid? You better think twice.

Watched Tarantino again who did not apologize but he did explain himself and it was a good explanation and he should not have to do more than he did because it is true what he said. He doesn’t have to get specific we have all seen what is going on with the police and the people. Each case is different but there seems to be a theme, we aren’t stupid. Problem with the system is, it is unfair. Not all crooks have a history of being crooks as O’reilly says, my cousin went to prison at Huntsville for a few years for marijuana possession and he was a good kid and remained a good person through it all. Everyone knows not all cops are bad but it is bad when they as a whole won’t stand up for the truth which will destroy their institution allowing the bad to takeover. Basically feeding the bad and not the good.

Blame it on the unions because they are to blame and certainly are propping the bad.

Viggo Mortensen: Police Unions Condone Brutality By Attacking Quentin Tarantino

“As disturbing as the police brutality that we’re talking about — these instances of abuse of power that have unfortunately caused the death of people, unarmed citizens — as disturbing as that, if not more so in the long run, are the people who are condoning it, these heads of police unions, by going after Tarantino instead of sitting back and going, ‘Yeah, we know there are some issues.’ It has become endemic because these people are condoning it. That’s what they’re doing when they go after the messenger like that.”

Seismic Station in Alaska Records a Disturbance That Wasn’t an Earthquake: ‘Something Big Moving Out There’

I liked the questions at the debate because they were kind of unusual. Certainly two hours can’t give us what we need to make a decision. You can learn a lot from questions as much as from the responses. (not answers because many weren’t but had some good information)

Jeb Bush should have attacked Chris Christi but he got mixed up and attacked Rubio who said somebody made you think:

why do you persecute me (in essence)

it isn’t gonna help you.

wrench ranch wrenxh ranch wrench ranch wrenxh ranch

Manson stuff.

I WILL TRY TO LOCATE THE PICTURE OF THE BLIND SHEIK WHO SORT OF SEES though his lids but he was weird looking and acting at the airport BUT I HAVE TO SEARCH IN MY FILES AND LOTS OF ENGLISH ROYALS HANGING AROUND THAT AREA before they leave the airport after they meet the crowds.

Rev. David Wilkerson and Evangelicalism

As far as the new starfish eating themselves. I think it might be impossible for a starfish to eat itself (not like they have knees) but they are turning to jelly as they were a while ago. Japan has to leak out radiation and the cleanup from Fukushima in stages a little bit at a time. That was a decision that was made because they have nowhere to put it. The oceans are pretty hardy.  I would stay away from tuna which collect mercury in their systems and sushi for awhile, probably crab meat and things because as recall bunch of crablike things hitting the beach in Mexico and moved up the coast or something to do with BAHA because they weren’t getting the plankton they need which produces oxygen. As I recall the plankton provide a third of the world’s oxygen but that could be a myth. So you can see why it has to be done in stages. It was a bad man made accident having to do with the Neocatechumenal Way.

Millions of starfish along Pacific coast are dying due to a mysterious disease that causes the sea stars to devour themselves

What if a day is seven years then what is an hour? I came up with that poser because of the ” a day is a thousand years as a thousand years is a day” (that peter says in the bible) and how it was determined that an hour was ten years which is 100th of a thousand years and so from there the term 24/7 b/c of the convenience store 7-Eleven.

I thought it might be interesting. If only I were a mathematician. I will think about it when I’m in my right mind, maybe.

How do 7,000 people just disappear in the EU camps?

Physical Evidence Scant, Focus Is on Statements in Kayak Case

Some form of communication I think is what this story is about

  1. As far a the Kayak story on Judge Jeanine my little sister was gonna buy some kayaks for the little lake her house oversees in Texas that she was able to get with the money from her ex by their divorce decree. Her present husband by the same first name didn’t put in a dime he has already been married two times before she was on his mind and he was at the hospital at the time when my mom died being hospiced and they couldn’t make up their mind between the ARC the hospital or the hospice is what I was told  that my little sister was beside herself while this occurred. But it was for that $35,000 that her present husband wanted to hurry along. o I think the plug has to do with that decision that she kept of my mom’s money in her savings account until my mom died and wanted to hospice earlier on we nixed that idea and then my other sister thought it was a good idea for her COPD that she did not have. But they use that term to cover a whole bunch of things that are caused purposefully because of their incompetence in the medical industry since Obama took office.

    It’s called a coup in AMERICA DUH

    Hospices is just one of their tools to Roman Catholicize and eventually push Israel into the SEE.

    Not guilty plea in Hudson River kayak killing case

    If we don’t get our shit together we are all gonna die:

    Course Country Joe McDonald didn’t have any brains and didn’t know why we were there, but he should have asked. Instead everyone got high or drunk and blamed the military it was their parents.

    It’s called World War Three they just forgot to tell us for some reason I guess they didn’t want us to know. But then why was Hitler the third reich in WWll? So possibly this is WW 4 or perhaps between the two.

    But I think we missed something in the beginning and history rewrote itself but possibly the first world war started in

    A MANGER or a stable.



    and not only that but

    Pope Benedict XVl was born at Markti am Inn in Bavaria.

    But lately it started again in Japan with the Neocatechumenal Way with Pope BENEDICT XVl and the tsunami in JAPAN when the JAPANESE RC refused the Neocats Way and asked for a 5 year delay because a rise in suicides when they experimented on them which caused a nuclear accident using HAARP technology called microwaves and blamed Global Warming and now it’s called Climate Change.

    War profiteering

    That was Gore’s idea.

    Actually it was borne at the Vatican

    as was the Benghazi video tape excuse, as was Hospicing by Muther Teresa who then was made a saint for her GRETA IDEA for a good coverup, etc

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    Notice the woman in blue/green? Pope Benedict with the wives at the 35th G8 meeting in July 2009 Everyone else had to wear black. I have no idea if she is Hindu but nevertheless what is the deal plus why is she wearing a green quilt?








    Talk about radical!

    Do you see a pattern here?

    (It was the sarin gas, no it was the rice that was shipped. It’s about the Golan Heights. REMEMBER?)

    First they came………


    because he was jealous that we won the war and now we have to do it again

    because we let our guard down and trusted his BULLSHIT.

    I DIDN’T but many did still most of us got sucked into the shit by those that did.  LBJ awarded him the big brother award even still and NIXON caught him on tape

    and that’s why he was booted from the hill in reality and I guess the VIET NAM WAR was a mistake and it had to do with the FRENCH who have this very bad habit at NOTRE DAME. HEROINE. THEY ARE USERS OF MEN and they work in conjunction with the VATICAN so people like Christina Lagarde can keep tanning on her yacht using our tax dollars and heading the International Monetary to fund it based on a false premise that we owe a huge national debt and we don’t and that would be a good place to start and forgive them for their pleasures and forget about the inane debt because we don’t o it they owe us because of our parents.

    Our generations owes a debt to our parents and to our kids to do the right thing. Let’s proceed and progress:

    I think it might be a good idea to admit the truth that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seeds and may be it will help to get us on the right track because I think that is where this started a very long time ago.

    And not allow our government to fund hospicing our parents using medicare and medicaid because it is twisting the truth about their purpose being Free (without a doctors care which is ridiculous) and because they were born it’s retribution with malicious intent and they fought for our freedom and because we are supposed to honor our parents. It’s a commandment. Death watch/hospice does not honor our parents! so many are using abortion to hold us hostage to kill our parents and accept the hospice crisis even though abortion was legalized because they don’t want our parents to live long lives and want to rule our personal lives tempting us with their lies: inheritance/retirement savings/(they sold their house to get in on the deal at the ARC in SA Texas and I think was a mistake) using free insurance type incentives. Basically punishing our parents. Those that are for hospiciing don’t want us to have possession of our own bodies. they want to make those decisions because they think they have the moral authority to decide who and when one should get pregnant to twist up our lives and they make those things happen in various ways mostly using booze and other agents. We have to stand up for our freedom to plan our own lives without their interference.

    Jesus doesn’t say anything about conception in any of the gospels but he talks about being born if that makes a difference to all you moral laurels.

    I don’t respect those that say life begins at conception because they don’t respect me!

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  2. The strangest thing my elder sister did was make a big deal with my Aunt Patsy who was my God mother and my Aunt Mary Helen.

    My sister made them give me her Vintage Rosenthal China made in Hand Malerei, Germany  6831 that was my grandmother Gams that my Aunt Patsy I guess took when my grandmother died.

    They were in the Title Company Business which was in front of the parking lot when I almost lost my legs while leaning into her car to get her samples out for decorating her house and another van backed up ran into her car door and the car that I was leaning into and squished my legs in between them the car door and the car, and boy did I get sick. Luckily it didn’t break my bones. I turned kind of green, I think, because I guess I was in shock and I wanted to throw up but I couldn’t.

    And Tootie demanded they give me the green elephant that my Aunt Mary Helen had that my dad brought back from Viet Nam.

    And made me go along. She acted like it was really really important.

    I wasn’t really into china porcelain that much except when I painted it with my mom and learned how to do portraits. I wasn’t really sure of what was going on but I think they were at war with each other Aunt Patsy and my sister Tootie.

    It was a strange thing to do but she seemed adamant.

    I added this because I thought it mighty be important. We don’t always understand what and why people do the things they do and I still don’t get the meaning of it but I think there is something to it.

    Anyway some very big birds in the very big tree a ways off just went nuts as if they were laughing really loud for about 5 minutes. I wish I knew what they were laughing about because it was obviously what they were doing in a bird way.

    The Ten Commandments

    Mustard is leaven and makes bread rise and Leavenworth was a Federal Bureau of Prisons so I think it is a BIG SIGN.

    8. Mustard & Leaven

    but it was also a poison ingredient used in mustard gas and other things like Agent Orange which caused a great deal of sickness in Viet nam and sarin gas and other bad things and seems to have affected a lot of people making them drunk on parables that had some value but were not true because it isn’t the smallest of seeds but grew fast maybe too fast like the RCC.

    Former U.S. senator, actor Fred Thompson dies

    I told the ex when he had a chance to call my sister about that portrait that hangs in her entry way that I painted and gave to my mom which she took of my mom’s possessions because I don’t think she should have it after all that has happened but he didn’t say that but this is basically what she said in return

    She said that she loved me and that the portrait she considers it to be the most valuable art (or valuable thing?) that she has in her home and that it would be fine to return it if I give her something of mine in my house to replace it which is insane.

    And I said “that’s not right!”

    And my ex understood and saw her point. Brown nosing my sister which is one of the problems we have.

    She’s a toughie but this is the chick who used to schtick peas in her nose so she wouldn’t have to eat them.

    How do you deal with people like that?

    Peace, peace and there was no peace.

    Because, even because they have seduced my people, saying, Peaceand there was no peaceand one built up a wall, and, lo, others daubed it with untempered morter:
    And in those times there was no peace to him that went out, nor to him that came in, but great vexations were upon all the inhabitants of the countries.
    I think the house that the wind blew out the front door was a sign but I didn’t recognize it at the time.
    It was like Pearl Harbor or Fukushima, a surprise attack. I think the dream Joseph had about the wheat bowing down it actually was grass. When the Pharaoh hired Joseph he fed the people the wheat he stored because it was meet. (14 year period 7 he stored and 7 they ate.) The wind made the wheat/grass lay down in the dream didn’t mean they were bowing 


    to him.

    There was a wall built around the Vatican about 20 feet high. The fact is they want to control everything.

    The people, the grass (marijuana), and the wheat (the food for the brain, the body, and the soul).

    That is the problem we have. CONTROL FREAKS! That is where much of their money is made and laundered and how they are able to entice the young to pow-wow and get screwed in various ways.

    It is the line that we have to take from them. A front line. By legalizing marijuana it definitely will help to keep the mob at bay and keep the mob away from the young.

    OHIO voted against it which made O’reilly snort because I suppose he and his friends think booze is better and it isn’t. It’s poison for the most part and what it does to the mind.



    I believe in moderation and that’s what we should try to enforce and there are various ways to do that once you legalize it. (strength, the amount, the location, the price, the tax, improve it making it better for who buys it so it’s not laced with a bunch of crap,  push out those who buy and sell it illegally vs legally so they will want it buy it legally, making the rules in regards to it, etc) and so far the tools at our disposal on controlling alcohol intake have not been utilized either which would definitely help like limiting the amount they’re able to consume at a restaurant or bar and do the same at the alcohol stores that sell it to help limit it’s use. A yearly allowance of alcohol and make it more precious, and when you go over the line you pay twice as much and then three times and then get the feds because the person needs meds. Utilize a sin card when purchasing alcohol and weed with limitations. As far as eugenics the problem is not necessarily the DNA but what we consume.

    “The American eugenics movement was rooted in the biological determinist ideas of Sir Francis Galton, which originated in the 1880s. Galton studied the upper classes of Britain, and arrived at the conclusion that their social positions were due to a superior genetic makeup.[8]

    Now come on which do you think is superior:

    This?                                                                                                             or                                                                                          That?

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    Diana was what helped their impishness for their next generation.


    I don’t think it’s always up to us to raise the standards I think it comes with some help from God but even so only an idiot can’t see the difference.

    The problem is that when you marry generation upon generations within the same sphere it deteriorates their makeup, I think. And because of their position they think they have achieved something but was passed along and if they were so great why all the troubles in Great Britain and the world.

    Prince Charles had to dip down beneath him to find something better to lift up his genetics and then he wouldn’t share it with those he pretends to apotheosize. That’s what partially brought down the Pharaohs and their kingdom.

    I know he is into veggies but there is more to consumption than just food. Common Core probably was born somewhere besides by the Bushes and intentionally sent to dumb down our nation which O’reilly and Watter’s World (with his collar up) love to share. I bet if you went overseas and did the same thing it wouldn’t be any better. I know that the school I was sent to after a boy’s private school in England was RAF Greenum Common and the only thing I remember about it was a big cement playground and swings that swung very high and an hour long ride on a bus and watching a kid on the side of the road that was run over. I don’t think I learned anything except that some of the English were jealous and didn’t like our presence for some reason. My brother had ink smeared in his face at a private school by his teacher because he made an ink blot with the ink pen on his paper by mistake. When I went to the privates boy’s school I ran races and won and received a motorcycle as my reward. I didn’t really like it. I still won the race. There was definitely competition between the english and americans even though we helped them but I don’t think the Royals were too happy with the results I think they were on the wrong side of their nation undermining it.


    Why let the mob have control of marijuana and the kids? They call it the gateway drug then control the gates and the gateway and so far the tactics that have been used have failed and out of control so I think to do that you have to legalize it and which will help to cut off the mob when you circumcise it. It will definitely help.  It’s a popular drug because it is fun and for the most part harmless compared to alcohol. Marijuana makes men and boys less potent and less driven by sex, less belligerent, and less likely to brawl and rape, makes doing menial tasks more pleasant, and girls like it for various reasons, it helps when in their periods with their angsts and helps those that are upset with each other to agree to disagree, etc. And I watched a panel with Bret Baier and the same old ideas about the drug war were discussed as if they haven’t learned much course they are on the payroll of Fox.

    To win the war on terrorism and drugs you have to have control of the gates.

    When we gave up control of the Panama Canal we opened the gates. My mom was born in Panama so I think it’s important. She was at Pearl Harbor too and I think there is a connection. I think the reason for all these family connections is partially because we were attacked without notice and because we were a good family once and because of the truth which I think I found because of the crap going on around us but it’s not like the enemy is gonna show their cards and so we got trumped. (THE BRIDGE) I only learned to play bridge for short while so I wasn’t that good but my parents played quite a bit. And not only my family but our country was trumped as well but it isn’t over yet. I don’t mean to disparage Trump but I think it’s a sign of some kind and not to be taken lightly. I think the world has also been trumped because of the Tower of Babel.

    I think Carter gave away the Panama Canal and did that while dealing with the Iran hostages crisis (a diversion) and it was a nutty thing to do but probably was a coup that he may have been a part of.

    Either do that or blow up the gates so no one can use them.

    Anything O’reilly thinks you better understand is the opposite of what we should think!

    Has he ever said anything about the hospice crisis? His kind made Muther Teresa a saint that’s how much he cares for the elders. But he sells those wheel chairs. He should give them away for all that he and his have done. He is a War Profiteer and touts the sale of his book he advertises each night as if that’s a big deal. Now Judge Jeanine is selling her book “He Killed All of Them” without even interviewing the killer because she didn’t really want to know why. And she will succeed to profit off death instead of trying to circumcise it. What is wrong with learning why to figure out what and who and the reason behind it i.e. THE WHY! It’s intentionally being deaf, dumb, and blind as if not asking why makes you a saint. It’s doesn’t. It makes you part of the problem. It will open our horizons if we take back control of those sidelines.


    QUELLE to kill or put down


    The Synoptic “Q Source”

    (a post I wrote a long while back and I’m positive it could be improved but will give you some clues.)

    That is what the marijuana issue is about circumcising the mob so we can get a handle on it

    and until we do we are fucked.


    Noticed O’reilly change his tune about why all of a sudden now he’s attacking George Will and vehemently and snorting real loud.

    In any case another thing my sister did: she threw her sandwiches out on the roof (but I don’t remember what kind (probably pimento cheese kind and maybe spam sandwiches) from a window on the second floor. I’m sure it means something besides that she didn’t like them I just haven’t figured it out yet but wanted to add it in my memoirs. She was older then I think and it might have been after she rolled in the Volkswagon with Dallas on the way to West Point, not sure but we didn’t live in many 2 story homes and it was the same year I think the cat got lost in the vents and in the walls of the house and we had to get the firefighters to save the cat once it found its way to a place we could see her. Strange because throwing sandwiches on the roof is something a tot would do but she was not a tot.

    Probably the Neo Cats of the Neocatechumenal Way (They started in 1963 so probably installed stuff during the JFK times) are listening in between the walls of the house using the NSA (anyway the cat was part persian what ever that means.)

    Today on Fox they compared the Russian airliner that went down in the Sinai desert that killed a bunch of people and 25 children to the explosion in the air of the Challenger because of the sign of the smoke in the air that was made a “Y” compared to the debris that was collected to make the same sign on the ground a “Y”. I guess a piece of French cheese called Brie caused the debris to magnetize into a “Y” to respond to the sign of the smoke in the air of the Challenger that the currents of air formed caused by the explosion was French Camembert and what was already there in midair and was not caused by man collecting the smoke in midair. There is a deference.

    deary me it’s not the same thing in response to this and my last post which is really weird.

    They prefer Camembert to Brie which are pretty much the same damn thing repackaged differently as was

    Napoleon when he ousted the Pope that caused the deadly wound that was healed with a new deal

    or why ERECT the Court of the Gentiles at Notre Dame in France, for no reason? Just in case you didn’t know that is prophecy about judgement and killing people that don’t go along with the Roman Cafroglicking of the people. I think it has to do with the Jesuits since they seem to be involved in all sorts of places that have been news which usually isn’t good and the Pope is also a Jesuit. (And so is O’reilly a supporter of the Jesuits because he likes their tactics.)

    I DON’t. I think they stink to high heaven.

    Lateran Concordat of 1929 – Papal Wound Healed!

    Lateral is sideways!


    I wonder did the French cause the downing of the Russian air liner leaving Egypt? I suspect they did being the Queen of Clubs, their working the other strait for access to oil and Iran on the other strait of Hormooz.

    That’s why they introduced french underwear to split the farts in too. (upharsin in the Book of Daniel haarp)

    “And Egypt shall not escape” They have to control Egypt to have control of that strait. Right? Miss Isis. Jaqueline

    CAN-CAN here  and a  CAN-CAN there ……….  everywhere a CAN-CAN

    We ate a lot of canned food because my parents were not rich and had 4 kids and it probably wasn’t good for the health high in salt so my dad had high blood pressure but then it was the way it was back then. People didn’t know back then what we know now.

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    That’s why they introduced french underwear to split the farts in too. (upharsin in the Book of Daniel)

    Funny because when I visited a family farm as a child I somehow entered a cow pasture and was in the middle of a bunch of cows and they started to moo a bunch and started to get closer and closer to me. Someone saved me. It was scary. I didn’t understand what they were saying but they were communicating and surrounding me meandering closer and closer. Same place I had my first peaches and cream/milk for breakfast.

    Jackie Kennedy clubbed her sister over the head as a young woman at least that’s what her sister said.

    I noticed lately on Fox a news story about some guy hitting someone over the head from the back of the car and it was not like that in my case. Twisting things, the kayak story on Fox, lots of other things they do on Fox. I don’t know exactly what they are doing but it isn’t right. Trying to scare people and play with their minds and partially why we are having problems in this country. Exaggerating and lying to everyone and on the internet. Not sure of the mental state of those that are involved. Trying to influence and put thoughts in our head. I have accounted some things that are unpleasant about my family as an example to demonstrate some things and because it is important for understanding what is going on and the attempt to silence the people and I have counted on God to protect them in order to do it because He can can.

    How hard can it be to admit that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed? Only a bunch of mentally deranged nuts can’t do it!

    Pretty bad when people write false information about your own mother in her funeral brochure. RIDICULOUS!

    Not only that I have a bone to chew such as the story of moses and the burning bush. I think that is fabrication of the story of Moses. Lots of insertions and/or assertions. I’m sure it has to do with the mustard seed and the BUSHES. George Bush saw God in Pope Benedict’s eyes: He saw himself. George Bush the dad who lost his daughter in his biography :  blah blah blah I saw the possessed look on his face. BULLSHIT!

    Perhaps she was the Bush that didn’t burn.

    They take after Hitler’s friends. Rudolph Hess or someone like that. One of his men that I think the Vatican hid and then our government got involved with the Vatican snuff. I think it has to do with the occult. IT’s NASTY!

    Do you want to evolve?


    Battered by scandals, Rome set for mega mafia trial

    I think in regards to my sister I’ll let her keep the portrait and make me another even better, I think, like I did when my other sister scrunched my pastel painting of lady in the The Kingdom of God

    in her RV

    when she unexpanded her space and I did it two times later and I definitely improved it with the practice that I needed. One of the last things my mom said was to “keep painting” and I think it is good advice because they taught me the ropes of the art and they knew how to love.

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    One other thing she said when I visited my mom with my younger sister at a different time we sang You Got To Have a Dream and my mom said “A voice in my head said I think you should leave.”

    It was pretty cute and I think she was talking to both of us since we both sang the song.

    It ain’t that easy being cheesy but I see it down the road and I will take a big leap after I work on myself.

    2 Protesters Rappel From Balcony at Colts-Panthers Game

    I rappelled  with the Rangers and I met the person who sabotaged me. So I don’t think I’m gonna leap because I’m not a frog!

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    Taxing the rich and raising the minimum wage ain’t gonna help. It’s like the difference between camembert and brie. It’s a trick that’s why they call it a leap of faith, you see, to get more of your taxes and it solves nothing at all except that the federal government and their employees get a pay raise and the federal government grows and prices go up so that the extra you make equals nothing at all. Kills small business that’s why Walmart and Target are all over the place and then they raise their prices when their competition go bankrupt.


    Consumption tax

    is the answer to raise incrementally as we keep our promises to those we still need such as the elders,

    because the Nouveau Rich will pay more of the taxes that way as they consume more than they need!

    Walmart Raising Wage to at Least $9

    It’s really F…ed UP!

    We have to try to learn from our mistakes

    if we want to be free.

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    Listened to Rubio on Greta’s show and Rubio said that if someone misspends while they are overseeing such as the Department of Defense spending 43 millions of dollars on a gas station in Afghanistan worth $500,000 or something like that they should be removed from their post BUT NOT ONLY THAT they should also have to pay back what they allowed to go on along with those that they entrusted with that kind of money that are responsible for the waste and mismanagement of the funds they received. Obviously it is more than those two excuses such as: fraud, deceipt, and money laundering and stuffing their own pockets somewhere down the line. That is the only way to stop it. Removing from their post isn’t enough they should have to pay it back with their assets and possibly jail time, because someone worse will step in just like what happens when you remove a world leader and end up with something worse. If they are gonna take such an important post they ought to be accountable and clean up the institution they are heading and take it seriously or they don’t have a right to those taxes at all that support them.

    And not only that possibly those things they invested in ought to be burned down legally if is proven they stole from those funds that were earmarked and wasted to make a point but that could be a bit overboard nevertheless it needs to be more than a mere changing of the guard.

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    Merangue’s Blog

    Trump and Carson are getting Secret Service help which means they can’t make a difference. The NSA is offering it for their protection and I think it’s the opposite intention to control them instead. They ought to turn it down they would be better protected if they believed God instead. And whoever wins the office of President should get the Secret Service out of the White House and have it vacuumed of all the hearing devices that are there and plug up the tunnels and have it wiped clean or live somewhere else which is probably the easiest thing to do and then don’t ride in the limos and use your own car or you will be mincemeat and under their control.

    Ben Carson, Donald Trump Receive Secret Service Protection

    Isn’t it funny the establishment that are against borders built a 20 foot wall. Get the Vatican to tear down it’s walls.

    I’m not gonna give up. So it’s a stalemate and I guess we’ll have to wait to see who wins. I think I’m on the right side because I’m not out there doing stupid stuff anymore and I haven’t forgotten which seems to be a big problem for the rest.

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    If illegal immigration is a problem there ought to be an adjustment made in the borders. For every illegal immigrant you should take so many feet from the border to expand to make up for the increase. If 20,000 cross over multiply that amount by how many feet to house them with a yard say 2000 square feet of land into Mexico and make it America per illegal immigrant. Just keep moving the border each time a group comes in. I imagine that would help. It’s a decent option since we have had so much illegal immigration because of their failures in their own countries. I think you have to count the breeding one person can do especially if they are Catholic. Figure most families are abut 3 generations at a time. If they aren’t Catholic you would count it to about a multiple of 12 and if they are catholic figure it to be about 144 and multiply them by the 2000 squares feet for each person that comes in illegally. So if they aren’t a Catholic it would probably be about 24 thousand square feet of land and for Catholics 288 thousand square feet of land which is a pretty good deal. But again you would have to adjust those numbers because usually there are 4 generations but for Catholics you have to add one more for stealing one generation from the other. And that is what is happening because they don’t like to control themselves using birth control or abortion and laud themselves for their big families and their ignorance, so then you would have to make another adjustment and add one more for Catholics for that inconvenience. 4 generations and for Catholics 6 generations. And then you would have to consider what they might do to a country such as killing their opposition and replacement theology and they take it literally so you might have to add about 10 more for that. Anyway the Pope tripped on the steps and had 5 mob guys to prop him back up. SNL (who the ex said wasn’t any good anymore which I haven’t watched in a long while) decided to cave I guess in regards to Trump for the unions I suspect and because some latinos kids in a video saying some very bad stuff and even had a grandmother and I didn’t watch what they said or did except in a glance but that’s so typical of Rome and the unions to use kids and grandmothers because they are insane. Losing their moral authority isn’t gonna fly very soon.

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    Like a big mushroom cloud.

    You better watch OUT! It’s happened before!

    I think you crossed the line.

    Shall you not know it?

    IF we have 12,000,000 illegal immigrants (*now Kasich says it’s 11 million* Did he send some back?) we already own Mexico (758,249 sq mi) and we already own Central America (524,000 square miles ) =1,282,249 square miles Cuba square miles is 42, 803 add that to the total and you get 1,325,052 so we should cuba as well. The square miles of Columbia is 52,491 sq miles and Venezuela is 352,144 sq miles so you add that to the total and you get 1,729,687  

    SeaWorld Employees Place Orcas In Plastic Bags Of Water While Cleaning Tanks

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    If you total the square miles of South America all together it is 6.89 million sq miles we own all of them. We own Cuba, we own South America and we own Central America

    So Trump is right about illegal immigrants to be sent back in droves by the millions

    or we take over those countries and/or

    they pay America what they owe America yearly in taxes.

    I think it would be a good idea to reclaim those countries as part of the United States.

    I guess that is why the South America is America we just forgot that it was also America,


    Possibly while we trying to free the europeans they undermined us and colonized the southern part of America.

    They called us the Sleeping Giant!

    I can’t believe that was just the USA.

    I think the reason is that ROME did something to make us forget

    and we need to oust that church.

    (Probably because of Dragon’s Breath.)

    What’s in a name? AMERICA and America is US.

     The way to re-own them it is to take over

    the Panama Canal

    and clean out the mob from those countries and send them back to the Vatican

    or they will reclaim the United States of America.

    That is why illegal immigration occurred was to take over the USA for the Vatican

    and we can’t let them.

    What’s wrong with Ted Cruz’s tie: It’s way too long when he sat down with Neil Cavuto, that’s whats wrong with his tie.

    It was profane.

    I’m sure it was purposeful folly! Vetting. vetting with the same design of material a Saudi wears on his head. The new style of ties. VETTING IS THE NEW BUZZ WORD OF THE PRESS. HAVE YOU NOTICED? A FAD! I GUESS TED CRUZ KNOWS NOT WHAT HE DOES OR WHY, MORE THAN LIKELY.Screen Shot 2015-11-14 at 8.15.50 AM





    Trump’s ‘Saturday Night Live’ gig draws ire of Latino activists


    IT should never have been shown on any media and is a disgrace.


    But they showed the show an hour later so I guess it was a bunch of fluff. Some funny stuff so I guess the ex was wrong about SNL.

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    It was quite funny in parts I watched about half of it and then left. I couldn’t stop thinking about what has come down the pike and kind of get where I feel like suicide but what keeps me afloat is I want to witness the end of the RCC. I think it’s soon, I hope. Then I will be satisfied.

    Land for people.

    God established the earth forever so it would be a good deal for America but maybe not for you.

    Bada Bing Bada Boo

    (instead of Land for Peace)


    When Pope Benedict XVl retired or left the popeship it was quite dramatic and left in a white helicopter. I was very hard on his popeship at the time but I felt  like my dad had something to do with it. It was very emotional experience for me and I think he helped to give him courage to say some things and to be a bit different and maybe vice-versa, probably. The last house my dad built and designed with my mom’s help was on Sawgrass and an english tutor style home and I think it was a sign whether at they time he knew it. My dad flew in helicopters when he was in Viet Nam and jumped out of them as well. He also signed up for the jet pack design when they asked him what he would like to do. A survey type thing but they gave some options and he really liked that kind of thing. He had imagination. 101st airborne. They loved England and so did there kids. It was very magical in some ways!

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    Report: Ben Carson lied about West Point acceptance

    As far as Ben Carson and his West Point Scholarship debacle about his Scholarship offer from Gen. Westmoreland it seems to be hinged on a few words or a misunderstanding however my dad worked as Secretary for Gen. Westmoreland (during or around that time) and thought he was a bit tall and a little bit stupid (an air head) his head in the clouds so it’s not necessarily that great of an offer because of who was behind it. People are impressed by men that are tall didn’t mean he had much more to offer but he wasn’t black so he couldn’t play basketball. Just kidding! Anyway there seems to be some distance in time between what Ben Carson thought occurred between him and Gen. Westmoreland as opposed to what occurred on the records which seems to indicate something strange going on. In regards to the Pentagon and the military things got super strange for my family and our friends in the military especially near the Pentagon because of political shit. Like hearing Geraldo who recently said 5 % unemployment when 90 million are out of work. Politics, politicians and the press do a disservice to our people and need to get their heads out of the clouds and come down to earth. That’s where it started to go whacky was when we were near the Pentagram.

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    Lots of very bad stuff which I have inserted in other posts and I think it’s emblematic of what it represents. I don’t mean war because sometimes it’s unavoidable I mean spiritual deception, disintegration, and confusion like the book of Acts in the bible and the Tower of Babel.

    A guy from the mob has appeared on Fox News and says the root of the problem is the deteriorating family and of course not the mob which is an O’reilly angle.

    Blame the victim.

    An an interesting thought just came to me in my misery that the ex’s mom’s nickname was Nubby, when her real name was Violet, in real time I think.. Not sure why so I plan to ask him, I assumed it was because of her club thumb which the ex inherited. Luckily the kids didn’t.

    As in NUBIAN, maybe. The kind from the SUDAN.

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    The other day we ran out of coffee and had some bags of coffee beans on the counter. Then I looked up and there was some ground coffee high up in the cabinet so I used it for a few days. While in work space/room/garage the ex started to walk out with some coffee beans in his arm tucked under his arm pit to grind the coffee and I said we had some in the cabinet. And he was surprised. It was like he was a robot or something the way he did it. Then I saw a COSTCO ad with a purple tiger and I thought about does a tiger change it’s stripes? Like the leopard that changes his spots? Anyway we ran out of coffee very fast like in a couple of days. It sounds petty but he has tried to kill me a few times so it’s not that paranoid to be paranoid. He said he wanted to bury me and me to bury him a few years back when I was divorcing him but he meant it romantically or something which wasn’t very attractive. And recently told me “mind over matter” as my blood pressure went sky high and my pulse in the 140’s and went to bed and could have cared less and various other things that have occurred. I wondered out loud why we were out of coffee so fast because it was at least 2/3 full or 3/4 full a few days ago and he got very defensive. Told me I was accusing him. Overly defensive but I was in my mind accusing him but I didn’t say it. Got very upset with me about it like he had been caught and he said I go through coffee because I drink it all day. Not necessarily and drink it pretty weak when I make it so I decided to buy individual bags of coffee instead on the side. NO JOKE! It was weird. So far about 2 individual bags a day. But what got me was the way he walked out with the bag under his arm tucked in the arm pit as if trying to get one by me and look innocent and he is snot. OH I forgot to add because of the psychology I think is important he started to vacuum which he does house work when he gets caught. Cleanliness is next to Godliness catholic stuff. There ain’t any way to keep the house clean with 6 cats and 4 dogs. Only one I am responsible for. The other pets my kids brought home for various reasons and we can’t seem to get rid of Zeus the black labrador who is evil in my opinion. Funny he rarely makes coffee and made some today. So I drank it. It’s some sort of strange macabre game. I will never forget how he reacted way overjoyed almost to the point of leaping about his moms good health right after my mom had died as if he won something, and he didn’t. I think he may be in for a big surprise.

    Turns out her nickname was Nubbins and eventually morphed into Nubby and her son/my ex thought it had something to do with her fingers. Anyway when I went to a certain hospital and ended up in mental ward for a few hours just for admitting I ha thought about suicide in a certain period of time being honest about it and the woman that was  guarding me in the hallway and looked an awful lot like her but she was much darker and talking about divorce to some nurse and it was obvious because of the number of years she included about it was near the same as mine. It was a strange experience but I didn’t check out her fingers. I should have but like many things that occur I wish I had said of done this or that but I tend to weigh things later, etc.

    “Scientists have successfully genetically altered a goats embryo with the DNA of a spider.”

    Speaking of spiders do you remember this video and I think there is another one as well:

    Raw Video: Spider Bugs Pope

    Pope Benedict XVI Greets Shuttle, Station Crew

    May 21, 2011

    This is not the video but

    as I recall in the other video he was not in Prague but seemed to be at a place like NASA and he was outside because the wind was blowing and also the spider was on the camera lens and not on him but it could have been another place that launches rockets/space vehicles but was earlier than 2011.


    They have a space observatory type place either at the Vatican or at the castle that he resides in or did reside in at Castel Gondolfo! He was pretty interested in space signs and wonders and astronomy.

    And Obama did talk about something in space and to let it out of the box and let it stretch it’s legs to teach a lesson that will not be forgotten for a long time. That was around the same time as the Safeway shooting in Arizona of Gabriel Giffords whose husband or his twin  is in space and a district attorney was also killed who was involved in Fast and Furious and other people.

    Not everyone thinks Starbucks’ new holiday cups are so great

    Screen Shot 2015-11-08 at 8.54.46 AMπretty wild abut the news story on Media Buzz on Fox about the Untold Story of John Lennon and you have to wonder why people embellish/lie sometimes. Why would they make Yoko look kind of crazy. She kind of didn’t mind being herself an artist I don’t think she needed help in that regard. I do I know often people I have known get mixed up as to who did what in regards to some past memories in families. I do know that Billy Graham said somethings about John Lennon but I can’t remember what it was but I think it was after John Lennon said that the Beatles were more popular than Jesus or something like that and made some people mad but I don’t think he meant any harm by what he said and I doubt Jesus would have retaliated unless he were a false Jesus. I do know it was the religious nuts that got mad about what he said and seemed to be incensed. Most people knew what John Lennon meant but I think that was why he was killed in reality. Retribution and used a mentally unstable person to do the deed. Real men don’t have a vendetta because of something so small. Kind of like what Tarantino said and it was way overblown and the unions and some of the press got mad as fire ants. Totally unreasonable reaction. Pandering to the mob (and possibly the Grahams have some control of those unions) and maybe from fear. I have a reference by Billy Graham somewhere in my posts about JFK because it was relevant and also his accent etc.: Does a leopard change his spots?) I think he may have something to do with it in a spiritual sense somehow affecting events in a very bad way. But because four people say one thing and one says another doesn’t mean they are right. However, I would think that Yoko Ono remembers pretty clearly what she did since it was her husband and backtracking is kind of schmaltzy by Dr. Lynn.

    Did he get paid to lie?

    Funny though: the one that took credit for a lot in regards to the Emergency Room experience of the death of John Lennon Dr. Stephan Lynn has the least memory of the events. Perhaps he put himself in their place but the sheepish reply was a bit weird (meaning he knew he lied if it’s true) to his doctor friend blaming it on the press. Reminds me of those heroes in France that received the highest medals of honor The Legion of Honor medal from the President of France Bertrand  I mean Hollande and they the heroes mentioned having black outs during the event which is convenient and they don’t even know what Bertrand, I mean Hollande said during the ceremony because they didn’t understand French which is ridiculous. I’m sure they had an interpreter.

    I wonder why Roosevelt Hospital didn’t respond to

    The untold John Lennon story

    And why Yoko Ono is speaking out

    Conclusion of this Post

    The Untempored Mortar is INDIA and/or Pakistan

    *(and may involve other places that are mixed up)

    The ink smeared in my brothers face when he was a kid because he made an ink blot on the page.

    The elephant my sister insisted we retrieve from my aunt was green that my dad got from Hong Kong when he was in Viet Nam and had an R&R.

    The elephant that Jackie rode in India and received something that JFK couldn’t because I think he was already dead.

    The Taj Mahal is in India.

    She changed her appearance after her visit to the Taj Mahal and everything was opposite after that because of the reflection pool in front of the Taj Mahal. It was a sign of some kind. She suddenly had big calves and her purse was in the other hand in front of the the Taj Mahal. Then the man at the airport I think was the blind sheik.

    India has nukes and so does Pakistan.

    Pope Benedict allowed one woman to wear green and all the others had to wear black at the G-8 meeting which coincided with

    the accident my ex had before that infamous trip up north when the Indian Ocean had a tsunami which tilted the Earth’s axis was with a man who ran into him in the fog and totaled our car which ran amok at a gas station and the man was from India. The man from India was very erratic and lied his ass off. Barely missed the gas tank at the gas station.

    Perhaps Benghazi is about the fog. I mean frog. LOL

    The woman who almost poisoned me with a bad prescription that would have given me seizures because it was an overdose and would have killed me (but I caught the mistake because they had to overnight it which didn’t make sense because it was always readily available medicine) when I went to the hospital that JFK died in was from India.

    The very latest doctor I saw just a few days ago was from India a woman from India or Pakistan because it hard to tell the difference and she lied to me about the prescriptions I would receive and didn’t give me the right medicine for my prescription even though she said she would because the another nurse told me she didn’t know how to use the computers, I guess. Maybe she lied as well.

    She knew i had something in my finger that hurt and wouldn’t pull it out. Told me I might have to have it lanced eventually. She refused to fix it. She’s a doctor.

    Seems to me a conspiracy of some kind with doctors from India trying to kill me or make me sick or not heal me etc for no reason just because they are considered to be smart and aren’t necessarily all there. immigrants that have been given a green card because they were educated but by whom?

    The woman that allowed the baby to fall out of the shopping cart on cement floor at the grocery store because it wasn’t her child. She was just a nanny and didn’t care at all. I witnessed it. Not sure why she didn’t care but they have so many kids they can’t keep up with them and to her it was just a job not a child. They get married when they are 12 years old because of their religion and have some problems as a result. It affects women and girls like others I have known. IT’s abusive and abuse breeds abuse and negligence.

    The poisonous rice that was sent to Syria came via China through India and it was not Sarin gas that killed those people in Syria. It was a farce. It was the poisoned rice.

    I think that is the untempored mortar of the wall of the Vatican , I think that is Isis (Jackie Kennedy),  overpopulated country because of their beliefs, the green elephant is the big clue.

    So the jealous god is from India and the religion is Hinduism and has something to do with the Taj Mahal and nuclear weapons.

    That is my guess with all of the clues I have been given.

    The green elephant in the room and the snot in the wall probably has to do with India and Pakistan and the Taj Mahal!

    And the Gospel of Matthew and the mustard seed?.

    I think there is gonna be some trouble there soon and that is where there is a great amount of population which could add up to about one third of the worlds population which may be prophetic because 1/3 of the population dies eventually because of war and famine and may had something to do with Iran.

    Makes sense in a weird way. All these people and their signs. They probably are Indian Persians and not to mention but I will the cat (she was part persian) that got lost in between the walls in the house at Carlisle Barracks (which is a war college), but we did find her and got her out with the help of the firemen who saved her when she could be seen in-between the vent slats on top of the house. Then Greenum Common  in England. The RAF? Cement. Lately noticing Hillary and the Fiorina wearing green. Birth control and abortion are also involved because of their idiotic notions about life beginning at conception and not when born which is not true. Life begins when you are born otherwise if you aren’t born you aren’t born. Know what I mean?

    I know it sounds weird but these are the signs I have accumulated over MANY years.

    May have something to do with the Neocatechumenal way may be causing trouble over there, that’s my guess. Some strange stuff going on there. Definitely has something to do with Catholicism birth control or lack of because of Catholic beliefs and a plane went down with a christian man in India early on when the Pope Benedict was the pope and this guy was very popular. It adds up to something going on doesn’t it? Black ops. etc.  Peas in the nose. The green giant. And I think it has to do with Obama who probably is part persian or something. Maybe from Iran. Makes sense doesn’t it. Maybe Bobby Jindal may be involved somehow happens to be governor of Louisiana which is very Catholic because of the parishes Perish the thought France and England which colonized India didn’t they or England did. It’s all kind of mixed up like mixed veggies.

    John 3:16

    The carrots that were given to Pope Francis by Obama. Don’t know what he was talking about but it happened. There are wild carrots that actually poison people that grow in the wild. I heard about some kids that died that way a while back eating them. Could be how they clone themselves, those kind of carrots so they can continue to populate the world with their poison. Rape young girls and get to a hospital  etc.


    Bethlehem, Elizabeth and the leaping in her belly leaping frogs, etc

    Those cows, they also worship cows in India.

    Refusing to believe that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seeds because of faith FAYET a new concept to enlarge the mass which is silly since it isn’t the smallest of seeds but very parabolic. DUH

    Not understanding truth or caring about truth which is poisonous because TRUTH MATTERS and has to do with Jealousy and way too much pride.

    Probably because I figured it out 

    and you didn’t.

    Of course I had a lot of hep getting there because of the flies, I mean lies and the coverups etc.

    I investigated those things and learned a lot and i didn’t sell out.

    The last visit to the hospital one woman told me that her husband didn’t retrieve stuff from their home to bring to the hospital when she had her babies and I guess she was trying to compare to what my ex did for me while I was there . We live a block away so it isn’t that big of a deal. LOL. I am getting a lot of crap for my divorce from the Catholic Church and from my ex.

    Now I am supposed to take some steroids a bunch the first day so I hope it’s not poisonous. You can imagine how suspicious I have become because of the events lately.  And the ex came in concerned that I take them which is unusual in a way. Being concerned. LOL Plus the doctor wouldn’t give me the stuff for my nebulizer machine even though she said she would so she lied. OR someone lied about the prescriptions. This happened similarly at the last hospital I went to before this one. IT’s ridiculous. The doctor the Pulmonologist was an ass and didn’t listen to what I had to say and could have cared less. The nurses basically run the place. The doctors check in for a second or two just to make an appearance. Things have got to change the medical field is Pucked up,

    Anyway I’m supposed to take 40 milligram pills of steroids 8 today (5 mg each) and for two more days, then 4 for three days (20mg), then take 2 tablets for three days (10mg), then one tablet (5mg) for 3 days and they are all in the same bottle so I think I will space them out just in case. It’s really getting hard to trust them. The ex brought in the phone which is unusual and said for me to make sure to take my pills.

    Anyway you can imagine why old people get mixed up with their medications because it is convoluted in some ways.

    The doctor who prescribed them is Dr. Sylaza Kantamneni!

    The pharmacy is Walmart on Rusk Road in Rockwall County. .

    Just in case something happens.

    The ex is the one that went to the pharmacy. We went through this before and had a big mixup with the drugs that I would have died if I had taken for the nebulizer because it was doubt the strength and the pharmacist had to have it overnighted and I got suspicious and had the ex check it out and he called the doctor who said “absolutely not” even though she prescribed it and the pharmacist told the ex I would have had a seizure and died if I had taken it now a whole new situation which could be kind of scary.

    You can see why I am a bit paranoid, can’t you?

    While I was at the hospital on the last day there the sky marks in the sky made a big Y right out my window.

    Anyway I called the pharmacy and talked to Karen Green the pharmacist and she said that that medication is cool that I just got but I warned her about my ex and the last experience between the doctor and the pharmacy and him. Now she is gonna call the hospital and talk to the doctor to find out if I am supposed to receive the nebulizer medication (NUbe) for my Nebulizer machine that I was promised and the ex said that the doctor made a mistake to see if he is lying or they are lying. So I am supposed to call her back to see what is going on. Crazy shit.

    You would think I would be receiving the nebulizer medication but for some reason I didn’t  receive it even though she promised and I thought the nurse went back to check it and acted as if I got it on the new prescription and she checked because the doctor left the hospital so I had to stay an extra few hours waiting for the prescription I never got or so the ex said. That’s insane and the nurse said it was because of computers was why the doctor didn’t prescribe it in the first place because she didn’t know how to use it and she straightened it out yet I don’t have the prescription still. So I called the pharmacy to have them call the doctor to check it out and am supposed to call her back because the ex just changed our phone number because he changed the way we get internet in the last day or two so I don’t know our home phone number at the moment. Doesn’t it seem like some kind of trick going on? Sure does to me especially after what I went through before this time.

    Called her back and still no answer from the doctor to her.

    Then called the next day and turns out she was a fill-in Pharmacist and the Pharmacist on duty today said that they did not receive a phone call from the doctor from India or wherever and they usually don’t. I said I wish she had told me that in the first place. I get more information from a pharmacist than you do a doctor which is ridiculous. Not the fill in though who was less than helpful. Anyway I think I’m gonna  hire the Black Panthers and pull a Patty Hearst and get a machine gun and demand all their nebulizer medicine. LOL That is how bad our medical field has gotten that you almost have to take such measures for something so easily produced and needed, I paid my taxes the years I smoked. Hell I could have sued the doctor for malpractice for prescribing me overdose if I wanted to but I didn’t so I think they deserve a Patty Hearst/Black Panther run on their Nebulizer medicine for not cooperating and prescribing what she said she would prescribe and in the first place it should be over the counter and not have to be prescribed. It’s ridiculous. I will hope and pray that those in charge of stupidity in regards to those kind of medications get pleurisy and call it COPD and don’t get disability or relief or my pity and we can watch their death. Oh well another Fukushima release might do the trick. Give Pelosi what she deserves. Have you noticed ink pens are shit these days and I found out it is because they are made in China. We need to start producing good pens in America that last more than 2 days. That would be a great place to start manufacturing something simple, stupid. Make them last at least 6 months. Then we don’t have to buy them by the 100’s and can be a space saver type pen and time saver not having to try to write and not be able to write until you find the 30th out of a hundred.

    We have to change the way the medical field is being run because it is not right anymore and probably why my dad died and my mom. Purposeful fuck ups to kill off the elders our parents who protected this country for years. We need to fix it. I’m pissed off to say the least because they were my parents and I loved them. And because India and Pakistan and the catholic way overpopulating the world because of old notions about birth control and abortion etc. Finally the ex a catholic though not active but already poisoned by it being raised that way that the countries that immigration has occurred in Europe and America are from Catholic countries. And trying to Catholicize the USA and it is ruining our country but he doesn’t notice the prejudice of Catholics because it hasn’t affected him but I have noticed because it has affected me in many evil ways.

    They do not have the moral ground and should not have authority.

    How many catholics does it take to read a bible. THREE.

    One to hold the book, one to turn the page, and the pope to read a verse and ponder.


    Must have attended Texas A&M

       Aggie Jokes

    My eldest sister told me that three was the nuber of perfection when we got off the elevator at the hospital my mom stayed at the second to the last time she was in a hospital when they said my mom was naked all day long and we had been with her for 5 hours that same day and she was dressed but when we came back from lunch she was naked. Three or four men walked in the hallway to the elevator when I told my sister that three was not the number of perfection and that I don’t believe in perfection and they laughed as they got on the elevator as we got off the elevator and Monty the nurse is the one that said that my mom had been naked all day long which was very stupid so I complained and in those five hours Monte wasn’t in my mother’s room. She never showed up but supposedly was my mom’s nurse. Then we got some other nurses to help my mom get redressed because she was too weak to dress or undress herself and Monte overlooked the other nurses and didn’t help. That’s plain old dumb about the number three being the number of perfection but my sister was educated by the BGEA and the english woman across the street and the women’s retreats in North Carolina that she attended and her husband Gary’s ideology . I hope she wakes up! The woman that was an angel that heaped her during her surgery when the German doctor screwed up and cut her ureter and almost killed her till they figured it out and she had to deal with a bag for a while. The woman that acted as an angel at the hospital resembled this woman and obviously assimilated her appearance sort of like the women did that followed Jacky Kennedy chicness wearing her style of hat etc at their last breakfast, I think :

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    Anne Graham Lotz

    after the apostles lost Judas Ishcariot because he was hung and his bowels came out as told by Peter to a bunch of people (and I guess everyone knew it or Peter witnessed it) who had little fires over their heads (I think that was when he explained what happened) they cast/drew lots to replace him as an apostle because I guess they had to have 12 at a time. DOZEN that sound like a dumb reason, but that is what is written about in the Book of Acts.

    “A baker’s dozen, also known as a big or long dozen, is 13.”

    Sort of a business decision of some kind.

    Anyway the woman that assimilated Anne Graham Lotz look suggested that people shouldn’t get operations on a Friday because often doctors are overworked because of their strange schedules and 12 hour days, etc.,

    and I suggest they usually are dying to go on vacation.

    Anyway they took her under their winkles and screwed her up even more than she already was and more than likely why she didn’t remember on her own accord that one brother in law of the same name as the next one my little sister married saved her son from drowning and had to be reminded by me because she was too busy trying to take shitty pictures of him hugging me as if that’s a sin and probably why she did many bad things later like not inviting me to my mother’s funeral that she arranged and probably why many facts in the brochure of my mom that I received by my daughter were incorrect about her own mother, facts she should have known and probably why on one visit we shopped for two hours or so for her to find a pair of flip flops because she had a blister while visiting to see my mom yet “money was no object” she said. Probably why she wanted to see the movie called Atonement again with the family as if that was entertaining. Sorry it wasn’t, and we didn’t watch it to soothe her soul about her and her Hubbard.

    My little sister was indoctrinated by the BGEA as well and saved $35,000 of my mom and dads money in her savings account till my mom died using medicaid/medicare and the hospice situation she and her husband desired. It wasn’t hers it was my mom’s money. 35 more days till the next Republican debate and Fox news calls it the “death watch” by the man I saw as a boy giggling on stage because my sweater unbuttoned and my breasts popped out though they were contained in a french bra and I think it was his mom who turned around and scowled at me but didn’t tell me why I had to figure it out and he looks older than me and I was at least three times his age then if not more. I think I was four times his age at least.

    Dallas was where the supposed 2nd Vatican occurred changing things in the bible and the non-denominationals were involved. Bible believers changing the word. Appeasing.

    paul simon song I know what I know

    So we have a problem and it ain’t gonna fly.

    A house exploded in New Jersey due to gas explosion and I heard on Fox about a day or so ago someone on that network said “turn up the gas.” or something like that.  (Nov-12th) There can’t be very many reasons a person would say that on the news, can there, unless directing some kind of directive. It was a woman that said it and she was part of a panel discussing stuff with kind of long hair if that helps and also they were not talking about cars, that’s for sure. Could be wired or something. They say some pretty suggestive stuff sometimes like “I was waiting for you to say that” like they did to me when I said “she has such pretty eyes” about the cat lady (the one on outnumbered) and she turned to the camera just to say it right after I said what I said because they are in touch with people in their living rooms and they are seeing you and listening in on some people.

    Might be mob related and possibly REVING it up.

    New Jersey home explosion kills one, injures 15

    1 Dead, 15 Hurt After Explosion Levels New Jersey Home: Officials

    The Latest: Person unaccounted for after New Jersey house explodes is found; 1 dead, 14 hurt

    Home explosion caught on police camera injures 15 in New …

    Fox News better watch out what they say, I think.


    “This is for Syria” said a witness of a masked man attacking Paris said Shephard Smith.

    Does Mrs. Heinz live there?

    Honestly, if it were of Assad’s regime or his people that they would want to attract more interference in their country. Do you think he wants more trouble? Oh but Obama does. He is dying to go there. He has been wanting to do it since he got in the White House.  RIDICULOUS. Obama certainly was prepared. Sends 50 special ops to Syria. ISIS threatens Russia and then France gets attacked. It obviously was kids that were killed because of the bands name ( I have no idea) I can imagine it’s very difficult situation. I doubt it was ISIS I think it would be someone who wants us to to to Syria to get involved in a morass of a situation that we should stay away from and let Russia handle it. Probably some Saudis organized this because they started it in Syria and commissioned it in the first place like they did in the USA when we were attacked on 9-11 and we reared up and attacked Afghanistan and then Iraq as if that makes any sense WHATSOEVER. Should have held the Saudis accountable and it might have not turned into this INSANITY and we should have held Florida pilots responsible for teaching them to fly airplanes. Whose idea was that? So now Bertrand, I mean, Hollande says they are gonna conduct a war without pity against who but they need our support. Did they ever help AMERICA? EVER? I don’t hate the French ……I hate their lies. They aren’t too friendly and love to mock as in MOSQUE….. MOQUES and aren’t past anything in the past to get people to war.  REMEMBER VIET NAM? It’s their way and they want the USA involved. And OBAMA is more than happy to give his hand (TIME) which isn’t gonna be very long in fact it’s getting shorter day by day. WHY WOULD ISIS advertise themselves to get the USA to fight them for France? That is what you have to ask. To elongate the Vatican’s life to draw it out because of it’s death knell is tolling and they know it. They want the USA to save it from what: themselves killing Christians in Syria. They want to get that little important spot and have been of a long time The Golan Heights. Replacement Theology. They are the Eternal City they think. yet the Gospel of John doesn’t agree.  They would sacrifice their own people to do it because they don’t give a shit. It’s politics.



    Paris is also known as the City of Light where Notre Dame is located

    and where the Court of the Gentiles is located

    and Jesus in the Gospel of John said his burden is light.

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    It’s possible even perfumes, makeup, toothpaste, coffee, tea, sugar ………all sorts of ways to control people.

    I think Rome is involved……I don’t know but it sure seems like they have their hand in doing all sorts of bad things. The Courtyard of Notre Dame is prophetic self fulfilling prophecy and if I were Paris I’d get rid of it.

    Rome introduced The Court of the Gentiles through Pope Benedict XVl and it was to court people (gentiles) about an unknown god using music and other amenities but in the bible it is a place of judgement. (HEBDO) Also Raqqa is a place of judgement which used to be part of Turkey (Paul of Tarsus) now part of Syria and Obama is going to Turkey tomorrow. Coincidence? 

    Why would the French get in bed with Obama after what he said at the UN about ISLAMS prophet/profit and after HEBDO? So who was killed in France? Americans? Jews? Who designs those awful Vatican guard uniforms? It’s gotta be the French. Who is in charge of the International Monetary Fund? Is that the profit Obama is  talking about? Christine LaGarde who is from France.

    Thank god it wasn’t Geraldo’s daughter who got killed. So who is in bed with the French? Who is in bed with Obama?

    She called on air and he and her had some emotional words and it was…….. well, it’s hard to explain. “Do you want to come home?”

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    And to top it all off Greta Van Susterne is looking more and more like Billy Graham and the guy on the right looks like the guy that was in a cage in Syria with the weird music that was burned up alive. REMEMBER? The JORDANIAN Pilate? The one that Isis drug around for show and then we got to watch some really gory videos of Obama’s favorite music. Talk about deception. So who is in the past and who has a future? I guess we will find out pretty soon.

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    Uncut: Medal of Honor recipient Florent Groberg

    Islamist militants kill 19 in attack on hotel in Mali’s capital
    Did it happen to be shopping center as well? Now Fox News is saying that what happened in Mali is because the US is not helping France enough. It was suggested in a round about way. What in the world do they want? MONEY? Was Mali a French colony? I have no idea but it makes sense that it might be.

    Obviously Libya was: Give me Liberty or give me death.




    If only the King of Jordan ABDULLAH SCHMOOLLAH had parachuted with his men! HE JUST PUSHED THEM OUT!



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    Well the Paris attacks happened just in time for the Democratic Debates so they can concentrate on terrorism instead of the economy , stupid. What a life saver!

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    One of the Jesuses in the Synoptic gospels (Matthew, Mark and Luke) one of them talks about being in danger of hellfire and damnation if they say the word Raka or some variation of spelling in regards to it and I say it and I don’t fear it. It is on the border area of Syria and Turkey but it was a part of Turkey in bible times. Paul of Tarsus/Turkey also said that men would be judged by their thoughts which is ridiculous especially in this day and age because of subliminal information and subliminal type tactics that are easily achieved by cell phones, internet, computers, tv’s, radio, anything that can influence the thoughts of mankind. Everyone especially in this day and age has to sort through thoughts to arrange them in their own mind and to make choices and try to use good and sound judgements. It’s a part of living life. Problem is alcohol and drugs and especially drugs people don’t realize are affecting them especially if they have been compromised with a substance they don’t know they are partaking of such as Dragon’s breath (seasickness ingredient grown in Columbia where diamond mines are located and other places, the Hanging gardens of Babylon) and the perfect place to include it would be in the Eucharist (or any other food used in religious rites and who knows what else) and so devilish too since Jesus of the Gospel of John said he was the Bread of life and that substance (Devil’s Breath) makes slaves of people for about 4-5 days who are not in charge of their own thoughts and actions. It may sound outlandish, but it isn’t. It’s documented what it does and you can look it up on the internet. “Nothing propinks like propinquity” Diplomat George Ball saying to control leaders and famous people etc whoever they want to control to do what ever they want to do. I have no idea of the memory affects of that drug but it’s just one of many tools that are used and spiritually things people say and do that are on the wrong side of things are apt to do them without a drug and may not remember doing it or understand that they were and are used by evil. I see it all the time. Catholics forget a lot. It’s in their DNA. Bred into them. The foxes have holes (in their memory like sieves). That is why you have to denounce Catholicism and then you will start to notice a bunch more. It might save your life because you are nothing in comparison because there are many involved: “Love is a dunghill, Bette, and I am but a cock who climbs upon it to crow.”

    One of the terrorists of the Paris attack that so far has an estimated death count of 158 said, “I am from ISIS.”

    Too bad he didn’t give his full name, his DOB, his address, his social security number, his dog tags, his license, his phone number as well and sell his biography while he was at it!

    You betcha!


    By the way just watched one scene of the attack in Paris on Fox news and it’s the same place that was attacked during the HEBDO attacks a place that was very well lit inside and was a glass store front. So I think what is going on is they are reliving it with different results different people different date. Sort of a cyclical repeat of what happened before or one was warning about this one.

    Anyway on Chris Wallace Fox News Sunday Miss Perfection was in her apartment near by the attack and narrowly escaped and it was very surreal for her. And then a can of carrots fell out of the refrigerator. Incentive. Must be a male shortage in France. Didn’t Obama give some “carrots” to Pope Francis recently?

    Finding a Syrian passport on one of the attackers was too too too much!

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    I suppose her flat roomies weren’t good enough specimens to showcase. She means serious business. Anyway if you’re interested in getting involved in WWlll and possibly a nuclear showdown come to Paris the City of Light and you might have a good time or you could end up in a cage in Raqqa.

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    The way I look at it if you aren’t gonna fix it permanently, then don’t bother you will only make it worse.

    By that I mean get rid of the ideological inspirations (Mecca & Medina) that drive muslims wild and affects their minds  like the Taliban did to the Buddhist monuments in Afghanistan by blowing them up. I guess they wanted to send a message and it worked. Made big news. And we are still there dealing with them and it should have been handled along time ago by blowing up their monuments in Saudi Arabia.


    ……..Continuation of the WHAT THE FRENCH ARE GONNA DO

     I got kind of sidetracked.



    The sooner they do it though the sooner I will gain what I want. Go ahead and we will be able to watch as a certain group of people have to bury their weapons for months (6 months which might be talking about bible times which are much different than regular times so could be longer) of the dead that occur because of some kind of gas or nuke or whatever it is that immediately melts the tongues out of their mouths. Read about it in the Bible and get prepared. I don’t think gas melts the tongues out of mouths immediately but I think that usually means some kind of nuclear designed weapon and then contamination. And when that wind blows you better hope you are in the right spot.

    North? West? East? South?

    Not to mention those crops. Food and cattle.

    You better hope God is on your side. Doesn’t seem like God is on France’s side as of tonight.


    who am i to go against the wind Paul Simon

    I thought France was for open borders?

    140+ DEAD


    That’s why we let them get away with sending Saudis to New York to collide with a few buildings because Obama said at the UN

    “The future must not belong to those who slander the profit/prophet of Islam.”


    Can you imagine what would happen if those Abominations of bullshit MECCA AND MEDINA were destroyed?

    Might make a big difference and turn some red and white heads around. I think those places are driving Muslims insane. Might save a lot of lives!

    Like the honey bees that get infected with killer bee sense. Attacking everything that even makes a tiny noise or like a fire ant if a person

    stands where he should not!

    Remember Paul of the New Testament? Remember the story about when he landed on Malta a place in the Mediterranean Sea (a very strategic spot at least at that time) that looks like a bee or an ant depends on your perception of the shape of the island/s. He did something that made the people think that he was God and he was with Luke the doctor. Paul moved about because he had backers and financial support like a pope would travel about.

    Anyway it was when his ship wrecked on the island. And I have a feeling he’s in Virginia because of something in my past that I remember that may have been provided to me for some reason. Don’t know of course. Lucius, the doctor of the church, I mean. I don’t know about Paul but there were times Lucius wasn’t with him and sometimes he was with him but gave him courage when he was with him. It may have to do with Microwaves because of that sign, tip, clue, from the past. 


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    Anyway we will be hearing Fox News, the politicians, the diplomats, and their clergy say a bunch of times, “Our hearts and our prayers are with you.” as if they memorized it and which they say about everything they report that’s bad which is a lot and I doubt that they have hearts and actually pray much. Like saying, “Bless your heart.” and has become an overused and an empty cliche. If they really meant it they would tell the truth and they would admit that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seeds for starters.


    Maybe it is time to test FAYET.

    Anyway as I understand the bible ISRAEL GROWS TREMENDOUSLY FOR SOME REASON.

    Ever hear the expression BEYOND JORDAN?

    One thing for sure ISIS has a problem with direction. ISIS Jihadi John threatened Rome from Cuba and and ISIS threatened Russia and attacked Paris. Does that make sense? Maybe this will actually have something to do with that sign about 1600 furlongs as in possibly referring to The White House (1600 Pennsylvania) and the Vatican and the blood rising up to their horses bridles.

    By the way saw a great Seinfeld show about a woman walking around in a bra and everyone was freaking out while I was at the hospital. Very funny show sometimes.

    Anyway just had dream about trying to find lipstick in my purse. A real long drama about it. Before that in the dream a lot of people hiding.

    While I was at the hospital this last time I woke myself up from a very bad dream it was starting and I wish I could remember it but it was about the world. A secret I figured out or the secret came to me and then it disappeared from my memory. I’m sure it will come back to me soon maybe in another dream that occurs. It didn’t look good for the world!

    We found that part persian cat in the woods in Virginia when she was a kitten. we assumed see was persian she could have been parisian we don’t know because she didn’t have papers.

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    Victoria’s Secret 2015.

    VETTING Ben Carson

    As far as vetting goes Ben Carson is obviously lying if he says he was offered a scholarship by Gen. Westmoreland unless it wasn’t Gen. Westmoreland that offered it to him. As far as vetting goes he admitted to getting an organ after he was caught having used one didn’t he? and not before and admitted that he could tell it was human after much ado about abortions.

    That’s a lie Ben just in case you didn’t know it.

    Then he said we should tithe 10% to the White House as if it was the temple,

    did he not? Obviously much of it being laundered to Rome or we would be see in an improvement in  our economy.

    Whether you were at Kennedy Center or where ever it was someone was up there that looked like they were up to no good a mechanic and the Challenger blew up in the air.

    I wasn’t invited to be a speaker at a prayer breakfast for the President, but you were which made you enormously famous. How did that happen? Was it a mistake or good fortune? Did Gen. Westmoreland offer you a scholarship if you attended?

    What is the smallest of seeds?

    Notice Christians never answer that question? Wonder why? How about Islamic faithers?

    If you really were TRULY a neuro surgeon you should know the answer to that question and you wouldn’t be afraid! BRRRRRRRRR

    You say you come from an outrageous family of 28 or so and only one turned out good which is not a good sign obviously bad DNA distribution and so we are so supposed to be impressed that it took that many kids to come up with Ben Carson and not one sibling will corroborate your legend not one neighbor will attest to your stories which proves that more is not better. Do they pay a 10 percent tithe to Washington DC?

    Ben Carson West Point controversy divides Republicans
    I’m not running for the office of President Ben Carson,

    but you are!


    He is an imposter, that’s all there is to it.

    I heard a little bell ring in my right ear. DING.

    What proof do you have that the Chinese are involved in Syria?

    asked Chris Wallace of Fox News Sunday/

    However, I think Ben Carson is right about the Chinese being involved in Syria not necessarily on the ground or providing arms but they sent the rice that was poisoned or somehow tainted either in China or in India or on it’s way to Syria and a bunch of people died because they didn’t have their HASMAT gear/suits like the people in Africa when Ebola struck because only the doctors were protected until it was noticed. MR. HEINZ i.e. JOHN KERRY after having dinner with President Bashar Assad and his wife Asthma and with his well-connected wife MRS. HEINz; what’s in a name? (the same guy who met the many witnesses of Benghazi in Germany after it occurred and we never saw them again) and who readily blamed Sarin gas for the poisoning of the Syrian people because of a taped conversation of someone in the Syrian military who was stupid enough to be taped by the Germans and happened to be in the right spot to be overheard by the Germans in order to blame Bashar Assad’s regime.  That’s why people were not wearing real masks at the Sarin gas contaminated areas because it wasn’t gas it was poisoned rice. So that is involved, isn’t it?


    So it appears it wasn’t a very congenial dinner?

    In the bible it states clearly that Damascus would be a burdensome stone to the world and I think that includes China.

    Bashar al-Assad Blames Paris Attacks on France’s Foreign Policy

    Anyway after all that and the Paris attacks being blamed indirectly at Syria because of ISIS or so some suicidal maniacs said via Fox News Bashar Assad has the gaul to say that France and ipso facto the USA and the EU have some foreign policy problems.

    Maybe it’s NATO?

    The europeans often accused the West of being wild, Geez Louis.

    Kerry Vows ‘Despicable’ Daesh Will Be Defeated

    John Kerry’s explanation today was bullshit. What’s going on is way more than he would like the people to think but for him it’s about the survival of the Vatican/and their baby and it’s control. It’s his bed and he is married to it.

    His Kush.




    Oh, What A Tangled Web He Weaves

    “In the last few weeks we have seen Republican Presidential candidate Dr. Ben Carson defend himself against the press for allegations of lying about his past. This got me thinking, is he telling the truth about anything? I have to admit that I’m anxiously waiting to hear him say the words, “I’m not a doctor, but I play one on T.V.”……….

    Now Fox is saying that Ben Carson is so kind because he won’t reveal the name of the person he stabbed unless the press is kind and won’t harass tons of people he wrote about etc.

    The guy is nuts and what’s worse is the press. Just because someone talks softly does not make them good. I know some people who know how to seethe their anger in various ways that no one would suspect their evil intent for instance Popes in the past and present and President Obama. It’s called being of the devil. If you believe there is evil going on in this world than you have to assume there is someone behind it. It just doesn’t happen out of pure dumb unluck. Immigration is part of it and it was intentional not by those that immigrate but by those that made it impossible for those immigrants not to immigrate causing havoc and they came from Roman Catholic countries. Is that a surprise? Hey if they lose their rule they want everyone to be destroyed. You have to overcome the Roman Catholic way that is why they didn’t allow catholics to read their bibles for eons.  A WORLD WITHOUT BORDERS. GLOBAL WARMING. CLIMATE CHANGE. NEOCATECHUMENAL WAY. OPUS DEI. UNIONS, BAD UNIONS, BAD COPS, BAD CLERGY, DON’T TALK BAD ABOUT SOMEONE IN YOUR FIELD EVEN IF THEY HAVE COMMITTED CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY IN ORDER TO PROTECT EACH OTHER IN THE RELIGIOUS FIELD AND BECOME A ONE WORLD REUNION, DON’T FIRE  BAD DOCTORS AND NURSES IN ORDER TO KEEP THE INSURANCE BUSINESS IN BUSINESS, DON’T FIRE FEDERAL EMPLOYEES AND BAD TEACHERS, LIFT UP THE BAD NOT THE GOOD, DON’T LEARN FROM MISTAKES, DON’T TURN IN CHILD MOLESTER PRIESTS JUST MOVE THEM TO ANOTHER PLACE, APPLAUD THE POLICE EVEN WHEN THEY MURDER THEN PANDER THEM AND THEIR UNIONS BECAUSE WHO YOU GONNA CALL TO GET SPECIAL TREATMENT:

    To ex·ac·er·bate

     To make (a problem, bad situation, or negative feeling) worse:

    Create AUSTERITY


    All of this kind of activity is EVIL!

    You can read about it in the Gospel of Luke

    which illustrates the Abomination of Desolation!

    Fascism grows this way and so does Roman Catholicism to Catholicize the world.

    You scratch my back I scratch yours (BGEA).

    Call evil good and call good evil.

    Don’t reveal the hospice situation of the elderly and vets and use abortion as an excuse even though it is legal, make people get insurance even though it does not prevent death, sickness, or the ills in society, don’t find cures just insure to create a very sick population which is a scam because once there was no insurance and we had to find cures and people did, use Obama Care to hide purposeful man made catastrophes and for the purposes of fascism and ruin a country from within. Tax the shit out of everyone except those in Congress. Don’t hire certain people but make excuses for their unemployment (deception), create a national debt that doesn’t exist, it’s all about making people submit to Roman Catholicism. Divert. Political correctness so you can’t describe a person so crime can run rampant so good cops can’t work in a safer environment and people can’t live in a safer environment.  There is so much more to it but it would fill the world if books were truthful. It’s the flood in order to keep you blind and many people died and are doing it again. History repeating’ itself. Lots of books out there, aren’t there?

    Pontius Pilate: what is truth!



    Hey, if you can’t even admit that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of the seeds

    you got a problem and deserve a:

    Mad World-Gary Jules

    and it will destroy you.

    If you read Revelation Roman Cathlocism doesn’t survive in the end so it would be wise to get on the right train if you want to be a part of


    He didn’t need a seed not even one that isn’t the smallest of seeds.

    He didn’t even need a woman or a man.


    Who is the Greater? The one that needs a man or a woman, a little seed or one that doesn’t need either. Who do you think will win?

    Before Abraham was I AM




    The Great State of Mexico votes …..

    The Great State of Brazil votes…..

    The Great State of Central America Votes……

    Consumption tax and lots of business

    for everyone.

    I bet the Bushes would feel threatened but they might get over it.

    The only thing is it would not work unless you give up and denounce Catholicism & organized religions

    since basically they are the same but with different formats and instead

    Believe in I Am That I Am and grow up and not grow out.

    I think it would be worth it.

    Independent thought and a personal relationship with God instead of en-masse and getting lost in the translation.

    I heard that Hillary Clinton said at her debate that we are not at war with radical islam. No, but they are with us. Bernie Sanders said that the most pressing problem of the world is Climate Change because climate changes. I heard that Assisi of Egypt had some strong things to say about the religion of Islam to his Muslim neighbors portraying itself very anti peace because he thinks it is the religion of peace which it obviously is not a religion of peace.  I agree with Newt Gingrich that the problem is psychological at least to some degree but the truth is spiritually the world and it’s religions are at war with God because of deep seated deception and that is why the world has the problems the world has including climate change and I don’t think that will be rectified until the world isn’t at war with God. I think the world can be cured but it takes a while. Obviously since the GREAT DISCOVERY that the MUSTARD SEED isn’t the SMALLEST OF SEEDS and no one wants to admit that it isn’t the smallest of seeds then there has to be something up with that kind of adversity which isn’t diversity because it seems to be a world wide calamity

    which is RIDICULOUS. Anyway there is a story at the bottom of the page about my sister and my cousin which I didn’t witness but heard about and I think that is what is kind of occurring world wide.

    Screen Shot 2015-11-12 at 4.56.43 AMI thought this: Alter of Pacis (ARA PACIS) might be what was transported to Israel in a big mac truck when Pope Benedict XVl visited the Dome of the Rock, the very first pope to actually do that or so it was rumored and it would take a BIG MAC TRUCK to do that but it could have been something else really big but the entourage blocked off the roads so none could see what was in the truck. When they did their sermon in Israel televised that was when I felt I heard “On the Precipice.” Then soon after all that fluff their were many tunnels from Egypt to Israel (within a few years) so it could have been more than one thing or tunnel digger equipment. But a Palestinians did say they were blindfolded to the tunnels and ordered to dig. Not sure what it was that they brought or why Pope Benedict felt a need to visit the Dome of the Rock. Never did say what they transported and I’m positive they wouldn’t tell us if it was something to undermine the Israelis. Could be they took whatever it was to Notre Dame in Jerusalem or other numerous places that are Catholic leased or owned in that city. But those tunnels were elaborate and wired that Sean Hannity showed us a while back.

    The Mayor of Rome Alemanno (the one with the cain) did some weird things around that time as well having to do with the “wound that was healed.” involving the Vatican Secretary of State Tarcisio Bertone of the Catholic Church and some taxi drivers unions and talked about conjuring up something invoking. He’s a Celtic Catholic I think. Cleaned Rome of gypsies after one young gypsy girl was murdered, I guess he had to clean it up. (Might incriminate him or his son, you know what I mean? wipe clean) Anyway he set up some strange signals and he also visited Jerusalem. Didn’t hear much about his visit. I’m sure it was important whatever it was or he wouldn’t have bothered. I have been watching for quite a while and for good reason. He has a son who is also in politics and looks just like him in another country in Europe.

    1. make (something) appear unexpectedly or seemingly from nowhere as if by magic:
      to invoke:to call forth by incantation: conjure
      It could have been who I saw in that face in the restaurant with my daughter who looked possessed and freaked her out when she saw him as well. For no reason he would direct his attention at me from across the room and eventually I told her to check it out this guy is acting weird and she turned and flipped back real fast because it scared her. He was with some country folk but what we saw was in his eyes. A maniac.
       Mayor Allemanno loves the Catholic Church and the unions. Gee I wonder why! He’s a Nazi that’s why.
      Screen Shot 2015-11-12 at 5.57.46 AMThe vent fell in the garage on an old air conditioner all by itself.
      Fox morning news has a guest on saying “Lighten up, don’t blame, don’t whine, drink it up. This is so-so Catholic.” Forget what we do and let us (them) keep doing it.
      F… THEM!
       What about 6 million jews and all those new intended victims?
      They have no conscience because they indulge themselves on a regular basis. The Roman Catholic Church needs to be trained to have one. Maybe they should be wearing training pants.
      My aunt and my mom left the room where their tots/babies were in their cribs (a boy and a  girl) and came back to find both kids eating their poop. I guess they hadn’t changed their diapers soon enough. I THINK RICHARD DID IT FIRST.
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      I hear that Paris tourism will be for the most part closed . The eiffel tower and other places that are public sites. Sounds like the government shut down in Washington D.C. a few years ago and the closing of our monuments which are suppose to be free just out of spite for not being beholden to Obama and his federal workers who Billy Graham is counting on.
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      This is why the massacre occurred in Paris that’s how small some people acts who think they are god.

      Low and Behold

      Notre Dame is gonna hold some events honoring those that died.
      It’s syphillis of the mind of the BGEA and who it shills for all for a rally in support of Notre Dame.
      Why can’t we take these bastards out? asked the reporter who sounds exactly like Carlos Sheen (Martin/Charlie or a Sheen) in regards to ISIS because of our military might to Obama at G20. First of all it would help if you would remember who you are. You are an actor, not a reporter and you are Roman Catholic and I think pentacostal. That’s why.
      It depends on what is is!
      There are more than one group called ISIS and I imagine some aren’t on the same side.
      Just like those in the Vatican itself are having internal problems because one faction wants to control the others as they have for years and years. Some of those that are creating anarchy in their countries or other countries may be brutal but have been reacting to the fascism/unfair practices/insane control in their countries and ours. So some may be very confused but that is what happens when you lie to the people and all the tactics used to keep them profoundly deceived and call it civilized.

      Paul McCartney – Too Many People

      Ordering Austerity was a big mistake and extremely stupid and kind of a clue especially if you have read the Gospel of Luke.
      I think Syria would have been better to have been left along and there wouldn’t be Syrian refugees. They lived there for many years and while Pres. Assad was there as well so whoever invaded Syria in the first place which I think was Saudi Arabia is involved. They were funding it somehow. Why?
      That is the zillion dollar question.
      “The future must not belong to those that slander the profit/prophet of ISLAM.”
      We decided to be a little different since things are so different and instead of Turkey we are gonna have roast beef brisket.
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      As stated a few times by me my mom told me she wanted to live to 105 years of age to outlive her grandmother and one sister kept $35,000. in a Savings Account UNTIL my mom died of my mom’s money and they hospiced her instead FOR 2 WEEKS AND SHE DIED! And there are two other siblings besides me and if you add up $35, 000. times three you get $105,000.
      Is that perfection?
      The last conversation with my oldest sites she said mom ha died and that she knew she would not have wanted to live that was: with COPD a wide variety of things that might cause breathing problems real and manufactured and so she got mom a hospice cair-giver which means she was planning for my mom to die and which means that is the purpose of the hospice cair-giver to allow death at any opportune moment instead of trying to save her life hence the argument between the staff/doctor at the hospital, the hospice cair-giver and the retirement center on what was prudent to do for my mom and she died during that time hence it was purposeful fair given to my mom to make it happen and money was no object as my older sister said when she bought those flip flops.

      Whoever took on the name of the cair of Ho-spice and promotes that kind of treatment is the




      who is being awarded sainthood by the Pope Francis.

      They tend to do that in the Catholic Church such as fulfilling the prophecy of

      the Court of the Gentiles at Notre Dame.

      The reason told to me by my mother-in-law for her love of the Roman Catholic Church was the latin used which made the church mysterious because they didn’t understand the language of pig latin or latin which is a dumb reason to love a church which was the

       Mystery of Babylon!

      Anyway those that influenced them, the policies that influenced that kind of action, the religions and government institutions involved may have made a very bad turn for themselves that will bite them back so hard and it will hurt. My parents were good people and deserved much better. Anyway I think about that story in the bible about Lazarus and it helps because I think that is what will happen to those powers that deceived my family and many others. Shouldn’t have done that to my mom and dad.

      Terrorist Alert: U.S. State Dept Warns Americans Abroad to Steer Clear of Vatican

      Their Jubilee is approaching soon. I think that means a 50 year celebration. When was the last one, 1963?

      Probably be wise to allow the Syrian refugees into the USA! It’s why we are here and are supposed to do since we are America and might actually be good VETTING for America!

      By the way have you noticed that Fox News (Vatican) has kind of stopped harassing Planned Parenthood and those that had abortions lately since the crises of ISIS. I guess their self  preservation has taken hold of them and it just isn’t as important to them as their surviving terrorism.

      Abortion has taken a backseat so to speak.

      Funny how that is.

      Screw other people’s babies, eh?

      Republicans to Obama: Keep Syrian refugees out

      August 2013 was the Queens Jubilee Celebration. And this year is the Vatican Jubilee Celebration/ Jubilee Celebrations occur every 50 years or so. Sure it wasn’t the 12th?

      “The jubilee year will begin on December 8 and run until November 20, 2016. December 8 is one of the holiest dates in the Catholic calender as the Feast of the Immaculate Conception and is also the date on which the Vatican II council closed in 1965.”

      ” The council, through the Holy See, formally opened under the pontificate of Pope John XXIII on 11 October 1962 and closed under Pope Paul VI on the Feast of the Immaculate Conception in 1965.”

      But they didn’t mint any coins on the date of the Immacualte Conceptions but minted coins on the 1963:

      1963 John XXIII Second Vatican Council

      So in actuality the Jubilee should have been two years ago since the 2nd Vatican Council was in 1963.


      yet the Queen’s Jubilee was in 2013.


      I think I saw a putty cat!

      Pope declares jubilee in powerful reform signal

      It’s the Immaculate Jubilee he is trying to thrust upon the world but they are body searching people that come to visit the Vatican. DID MARY SHIT IN THE WOODS?





      They call them ananus!

      When traveling in Europe on our family camping trip the first time I saw a hole in the cement posing as a toilet was either in Spain or France. It was disgusting. Luckily there was an ocean near by called the Mediterranean Sea.


      Massacre of the Innocents

      “The Massacre of the Innocents is the biblical narrative of infanticide by Herod the Great, the Roman-appointed King of the Jews…..”


      “……….In Matthew‘s account, magi from the east go to Judea in search of the newborn king of the Jews, having “seen his star in the east”. The King, Herod the Great, directs them to Bethlehem, and asks them to let him know who this king is when they find him. They find Jesus and honor him, but an angel tells them not to alert Herod, and they return home by another way………”

      Kind of weird and kind of twisted!

      I guarantee infantice occurs mostly in Muslim and Roman Catholic run countries of the world and that is no accident.

      I have been trying to figure out the part of the verse that says the birds of the air have their nests and I think that has to do with Look-Out perches which on a ship are called Crow’s nests.

      In hunting, a crow’s nest is a blind-like structure where a hunter or a pair of hunters commit themselves to stalking game.

      On Fox news Bill O’reilly says nightly, “We are looking out of you.” or “we are watching out for you.” When Jesus says the verse about the foxes and the birds and calls Herod an old fox he is talking in reference to the temple since it was called King Herod’s temple run by the ROMANS (NOTRE DAME in Paris and it’s Court of the Gentiles) and Herod wanted to kill Jesus at that time. O’reilly wrote a book called “Killing Jesus.” Kind of wild, huh? And it was Herod that had some baby boys killed up to the age of three years old.

      So there may be more to what is going on at Fox News than meets the eye.

      note: Jacqueline Bouvier Kennedy Onassis said she was a hunter.


      Job 41 [Full Chapter]

      Canst thou draw out leviathan with an hook? or his tongue with a cord which thou lettest down? Canst thou put an hook into his nose? or bore his jaw through with a thorn? Will he make many supplications unto thee? will he speak soft words unto thee?
      I’m praying for Rome’s destruction
      (It is very deceptive and evil, insidious, controlled by the mob and has created havoc by it’s deceptions all over the world and they can’t see the forest for the tree but Kerry thinks it is “civilized” controlling others in every aspect of their lives. )
      and all of the other ones in the world and the destruction of some sites mentioned already and every business they are involved in. I prayed about it a minute ago and I will keep doing it when I remember to do it.
      Those places and those people that are a part of this junk knowingly deserve their own destruction ASAP.


      I hope it’s really soon.

      In the bible it says that God puts it into the heart of a certain unknown army to destroy the Vatican. It will happen.

      We just have to teach them geography!

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      Watched Watter’s World with Jesse Watters and his panel laughing about how if the Dems thought that terrorism was caused climate change they would actually fight terrorism

      How about this comparison:

      If Catholics knew that Catholics caused Islam and ISLAMIC terrorism they might actually fight them.

      Radical Islam is Radical Catholicism.


      Islam was created with the help of a nun and it is not a mere coincidence.

      It may be too late by the time they figure it out. If it can happen in nature it can happen to ROME.

      Ain’t That A Kick In The Head – Dean Martin


      Maureen Dowd Slams Hollywood Sexism: ‘It’s a Sick Society – Like the Catholic Church and Saudi Arabia’

      Watched the movie directed by Angelina Jolie and it was fantastic. Made the Italien olympic athlete into Jesus with PTSD of WWll and she did get to see the Queen of England afterwards or during (propaganda) but in order for her to be a director I guess this is what it took. I wish they had beaten up a great white shark to eat but maybe next time. Not sure the queen can help it either. She did a good job in any case. Anyway I guess Fukushima was called for, huh? Surprised that this story wasn’t made into a movie when all those WWll movies were made. Guess it wasn’t believable at the time or didn’t pass the smell test while those that were involved were still alive. In the past the Protestant Queen Elizabeth has been portrayed as a queen that liked knowledge and pursued it whereas the queen of england in our times is more of a figure head like a barbie doll as is her family.

      Recently my ex said that he loved the film by Angelina Jolie and I agreed it was good but totally unbelievable and he said, “What’s not to believe?” He’s was raised Catholic.

      Huckabee on Fox said that the Syrian refugees should stay in Syria and let the BGEA (with donations from Americans handle them.) I know that Angelina Jolie was a spokesperson for Syrian women for quite a long while.

      Maureen Dowd Slams Hollywood Sexism: ‘It’s a Sick Society – Like the Catholic Church and Saudi Arabia’ –

      I think Maureen Down is right at least this time It’s a sick world where men aren’t men anymore. We didn’t have computers way back when to search for information *knowledge shall increase* and had less chance of comparing things of the bible and now we do and we don’t exercise it to get it right which takes a lot of gaul to ignore it like ignoring the vetting of our vets and their wives using stories without evidence about Planned Parenthood. By now you would have thought there would had been a real investigation by Congress of the makers and actors of the you tubes about the malpractice occurring that has been revealed by a bunch of vatican nuts.


      This is why.

      When good is evil and evil is good.

      I had a dream about the pope and actually had a conversation with him and there were these things that came from the sky that were quite scary ORKISH and were in the clouds attacking and hunting people on the ground and the trojan horse was a huge black dog. Anyway I told him he had to change, or else.

      I said, “Do it for family, do it for friends (DIFF-DIFF) or the cult of the RCC and it’s  people which are many will get left behind.

      Buck had a big neck: the lady that had to be bucked was Notre Dame and the lady had to lay down.

      The rest of the dream I was running around with Rand Paul trying to find my car and a certain neighborhood in Alexandria, Virginia while this big black dog was looking for something or someone. It was night time so the dog didn’t see us between houses and none else was around. By big I mean it was the size of the radiated giant in that movie about a person who grows into a giant because of radiation that gets caught up in telephone wires. Very scary dream I guess you would call it a nightmare but I too suffer PTSD and had to take a pill last night to sleep  prescribed for stress and anxiety.  At one point I was climbing cobblestones which was quite inconvenient because they had already been paved.

      “If you’re going to tell the truth, you better have one foot in the stirrup.”

      Pretty weird dream.

      Then while looking for my black rimmed glasses that I lost somehow in the house I uncovered some change on the table and hoping the ex wouldn’t notice but he did and scarfed it up. It wasn’t that much change,

      maybe a dollar or so. He was raised Roman Catholic.

      Kind of funny.

      The Smell Test

      Listened to Hal Lindsay for about a minute the other night. I thought “I wonder what he has to say.” and he was reading something Paul said in the bible about being killed all day long and other things that is part of being a Christian and it fit with the sickness that has been taught in the name of Jesus. Basically promoting martyrdom and masochism. I think he was a sick man. I think Hal Lindsay sitting on his little perch is sick as well because he is teaching what Paul taught and this kind of teaching fits the picture above of Obama with his eyes crossed. Teaching pacifism.

      Female genital mutilation

      For reasons  behind female mutilation alone the Islamic sites (MECCA AND MEDINA) need to be obliterated along with the Vatican because it is partially their fault for not allowing birth control for years and their stance on abortion, aids prevention devices, etc because of their insanity. Obviously the Vatican influences Islam and vice-versa.

      One of the reasons is because Saudis and other muslims think women smell. Geez they are smelling themselves. Men’s ejaculation stink. That is why God made it (sperm ejaculation) to go inside of a woman instead of on the outside on their belly or thigh to avoid pregnancy but we have evolved and have birth control devices and drugs. I love the way I smell when I have sex with myself but I hate the smell of sperm. Honestly. Real men like it too. I have a good sense of smell and believe me their is a difference between men and women. Only a sadistic psycho would think a woman stinks. The only time women smell bad is when they are menstruating and that is why God via Moses had them separate from the rest of the people because it is foul and considered unclean but a necessity for life or if they are working out in a field in the sun which they are not meant to do. I know when I started to get going in real estate my nemesis was afraid I would show him up because he wasn’t that good at certain aspects of it and wanted to keep me down. It’s an insecure man that is this way but there are plenty of them *(mary types).

      “Sperm or Semen is created in the Vas Differens by mixing Water, Sugar and other things from the male body.The Sperm is then transferred up into the Semenal Vessel where over 100,000,000 Sperm cells are held until Ejaculation.”

      Without menstruation there would not be life eventually even with modern day technology. Sperm smell is equivalent to the smell of menstruation. It is because it comes from inside your body and is stored in there for a while. Where as the lubrication that is involved in sex that women excrete is meant to smell good to a man in order that men would be attracted sensually and actually be able to perform and the nose is one of the senses God gives humans to attract them and it is an attractive smell. The reason the clitoris smells good is like the difference between an oxygen tank that can explode and an oxygen generator. The clitoris excretes as it is generated whereas sperm is stored inside a worm sometimes for months or more and when it is lucky enough to find a willing partner it is like an oxygen tank and it stinks like a gas and that is why there is a thing called a rubber. Not just because of disease, or prevention of pregnancy, but because sperm stinks. I certainly would rather have it in a rubber bag than on me and I’m sure most women agree if they were truthful. I guarantee Robert DeNiro of Taxi Driver and others who do that kind of business would rather not smell it or clean it up because it stinks.

      The reason Jesus said to Mary not to touch him after he had risen and before he went to the Father was because she wasn’t clean because more than likely she was menstruating at the time and back then they didn’t have Tampax, Kotex, etc. And another reason because the worship of Mary has caused so much woe to females and it is obvious a particular Mary was not admired by a particular Jesus. One of them (Mary, the Catholic one) was a woman hater. Back in the old times women used cloth as a kotex and had to rinse them etc like parents recently in the past had to rinse kids diapers in the toilet to get the poop off and then put into a washing machine once we (THE USA) invented those great devices. Probably if women were equipped with inventions like washing machines it might help the sexuality and sensuality between muslim men and women that are full grown and educated. If you don’t educate the females she won’t know what she should do and will listen to some stupid women’s wives tales who weren’t taught either or some insane Islamic (Vaticanized muslim) who enjoys a woman’s misery. They are a sick society and they need a revolution.

      Obviously their religion is a problem and misinterpreting the bible is another problem and why we can’t seem to know who the REAL enemy is.

      Women’s natural lubrication device the clitoris does smell good but the problem is when a female is young or too young it doesn’t smell so good because they are kids and aren’t into their femininity yet. They run around like boys and their bodies aren’t developed and that is why they might smell worse because it was meant to deter real men. The problem is the age of the female that muslims like to assault. Saudis like to screw little girls and they are more likely not to smell good because they don’t have things working correctly in a sexual way until they are of age in their bodies and minds because God made them that way and then girls have to learn how to deal with their female cycles, moods, the pain, the hassles and all that it entails. Saudis and muslim men just want to screw little girls because they aren’t man enough to seduce a woman with all of her faculties working because not all muslim men’s faculties are working obviously (they forgot to evolve) and they don’t know how because they were not taught how. Probably why they wear those red and white checkered table cloths similar to Italian table clothes you see in Italian restaurants but decided it looked good on their head instead of on a table, that’s pretty weird to begin with and they use them to wipe their stinky head sweat and spilled sperm as they ejaculate when John Kerry walks by. French and the English used to wear wigs, same difference. In some courts they still wear a wig.

      The lubrication that comes from manipulating the clitoris is what makes sex good and pleasurable for both female and male. It is numbing for the vagina for her comfort and for the penis to preform for a longer period of time without ejaculating the moment it enters the vagina hence creating a great deal of dissatisfaction for both female and male involved. It possibly is what swells the vagina to make it more comfortable for the male: “Making a silk purse of a sow’s ear.”  A line from the movie Rob Roy starring Liam Neeson and Jessica Lange.  I don’t think my sister had a clitoris or knew she had one because she asked the doctor to make her bigger in the entrance of her vagina i.e. to have herself enlarged during the time she gave birth the first time in order for her to enjoy her husband who was quite large in the penis department. I know because he showed himself to me on a family trip. I don’t think she knew that she could help sex along by manipulating herself during sex and before sex thus making herself produce that good juice for their enjoyment so that sex isn’t only a duty but a fun experience otherwise she would be bleeding and sore for days not wanting to experience sex anytime soon as in rape.

      Why Did People Wear Powdered Wigs?

      They need some good hairdressers in Saudi Arabia? I’m not sure I have ever seen a Islamic man’s hair. Is it curly? Is it frizzy? Does it look like pubic hair? Is that the problem? There is such a thing as a wig, toupee and other inventions! They themselves are the epitome of a wetback. I think they don’t think too highly of their own race (self loathing) because they have been taught not to more than likely hence rolling out the red carpet for a pope and if they had they would wear normal clothes and get with the times. Some sort of mental illness involved. They come to the US to screw american women who still have their clitoris using diplomatic immunity and rape drugs so what is good for the elite is not good for the regular guy and partially why there is this thing called ISIS. They also want to be on top. They are having a revolution because of the elite and because their religion teaches them shit so why interfere? Maybe their revolution will evolve the race of muslims and the Saudis a degree or two or even more. They certainly need it. Our American revolution evolved us as well after our Civil War. I hope America stays out of their business because in the long run it might be a good thing. Europe might suffer but who started the mess to begin with?

      One world government? Notre Dame? The Vatican?

      If we get involved as a country in war in the Middle East we should be attacking Saudi Arabia since they attacked us in New York on 9’11 and we should attack their ideology (Mecca & Medina) as they have attacked everyone else’s ideology such as Capitalism in New York. That is if we want to conquer it. If we want to win. There are people that don’t like to succeed or are afraid to succeed and others that won’t let you succeed. FOr the life of me I cannot understand why American and the supposed free world protects their enemies ideology. They will not protect your ideology when push ones to shove. I’m sure there was a company they were trying to teach a lesson to that was housed in those two buildings that were rammed with airplanes and the lesson should be taught back to them. In the long run it would be helpful in the minds of those that practice the religion of Islam to know that they can’t get away with terrorism without a very good response. I imagine if every time there is an attack of terrorism a response by destroying some mosques would be very helpful to eradicating a major nuisance that teaches that terrorism works and has become a way to take away the rights of others in a free society as a whole. Every time a clit is slit a mosque ought to burn down. I think terrorism might eventually be a thing of the past if those that are threatened by terrorism would respond in kind to an ideology that attacks civilians and is obviously mad if they are guilty of clit slitting, that is INSANE. Instead they want to attack Assad’s presidency when we should be ousting Barack Obama.

      Did President Assad fly airplanes into the two towers in New York? Did Putin? 

      They were Saudis, every stinkin’ one of them.

      Obviously ISIS isn’t going to beg to be attacked in Syria by attacking France. That is ridiculous. Leaving a passport should be a clue to those that were attacked that ISIS isn’t the real culprit. It’s ISLAM that is the problem.

      If they are stupid enough to cut off the clitorises of their own women

      they deserve to lose power in the world

      and they deserve to lose control of the oil industry.

      Neither shall he regard the God of his fathers,

      nor the desire of women,

      nor regard any god: for he shall magnify himself above all.

      Lagarde International Monetary Fund, regard, lamb, ram

      I think Hollande of France and those that are afraid to deal with Islam succinctly (Cameron) are ashamed of the past. Can you imagine?

      The sign of Jonas in the 70’s generation was Jones Town, Guyana

      I linked the verses that are applicable to the sign of Jonas.

      Jonas was a prophet and was a sign to the Ninevites and also the Son of man who is Jonas. These signs come from the Gospels of Matthew and Luke!

      Peter in the Gospel of John is the son of Jonas and was told to follow Jesus of the Gospel of John. Obviously there is more than one Jesus.

      The last thing I saw about Guyana (could have been Kenya) was a woman who had twins that she named Barack and I think the other she named was Paul Ryan.

      It has something to do with cloud nine and the fish people which I think are Roman Catholic.  Possibly if you want to get off that wheel you might follow the Jesus who talked about truth and things like that if you want to make a difference.

      John Kasich Video Links Donald Trump To Nazi Germany

      John Kasich is sick. 

      The Catholic idea of a Covenant with Mohammad, the false prophet/profit?

      Do you want to win the war on terrorism? Do you want your daughters, granddaughters, great granddaughters to have their clitorises slit in order that they might appear to be immaculate for an Islamic fuckhead. Unless you are another Scott Walker you ought to not compare what your own religion fostered in WWll.

      I like Miriam Ibrahim  but have not read her book. She was received by the Pope in Rome who I think helped to get her released along with Ted Cruz because at the time it was convenient politically and I think she may had been used by Rome. Hopefully she will depart from that mindset. Roman Catholics and evangelicals maybe partially why she was slit in a round about way because Islam came from the religion of Roman Catholicism via a nun and a false prophet Mohammad. It was the VERY least the Rome Catholic Church and evangelicals could had done was to help to get her released but they owe her much more than freedom. They ought to cut their own gonads and eat them at the VERY LEAST.


      Lt. General Thomas McIerney on Fox I thought had a good perspective on the shooting down of a Russian fighter over Syria by the Turks. Basically he said that the Turks should not have shot down the Russian fighter jet. The reason I added what I interpreted that he said is because Fox News tends to forget or have memory lapses. Maybe those are the holes. Like movies that are edited and much ends up on the floor. I think they (the Turks) are protecting a part of Syria RAQQA probably since it used to be part of Turkey. Anyway I think they want it back. That is their intent IMO for shooting down the Russian fighter because as the general said they used to be secular society and now have made a wrong turn in their leadership heading toward Sharia Law and Islamic-ness so it would make sense that they want some territory that has to do with their religion and it’s history.



      Tortured for Christ?

      When I was in my early teens a General’s daughter (He was Italian and Roman Catholic) told my mom that I was a bad influence on his daughter who was 2 years older than me. I never dared to have booze and pot parties at my parents house when they left town. She did and quite a few. Mu mom responded by taking us to a psychologist. It didn’t help. His wife whom I saw only a few times rarely spoke and looked like a ghost. I think she had bad mental problems because he was dick obviously and blaming me for how his daughter behaved. I loved her and considered her to be a good friend but I didn’t date a guy who put cigarettes out on my arm and hand….she did. I thought she was beautiful, talented, and sweet but she was not perfect. CAPICHE?

      I knew of a couple of guys that she dated one was italian and I doubt was the one but the other was a police captain’s son. He was blond and had a crush on her. I didn’t know him but he was the guy that drove by my house the day I found quite a bit of pot in my drawer in my bedroom when I walked into my room. The house was dark, unlocked, with the front door wide open, my mom was at work and I walked into my bedroom and a drawer was pulled out on my desk and there it sat in the drawer a big bag of pot. So my little sister and I freaked out and I threw it in the storm drain. I was being set up. It was a joke between my sister and I for years but what was eerie about it was after that occurred he drove up in his red Camaro. He reminded me of a young Chris Matthews.

      Jesus in one of the gospels said, “Simon Simon satan hath desired you that he may sift you as wheat.” SANTA MARIA…SATAN….NICODEMUS…Joseph of Arimathea WHICH IS COARSENING!


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      You can read about Racca/Raka/Raqqa in the Synoptic Gospels. It used to be there in the bible (I can’t find it at the moment but I have a good memory about it) but it’s an ever changing book it seems. Anyway it said whoever says racca to his brother is in danger of hellfire and damnation. I have no idea the meaning of that word (might mean hellfire and damnation) but it makes me think of torturous. Obviously it is kind of a cursed place. It was a deranged threat or warning by the Synoptic Jesus. There may be a reason for that threat or it may be warning having to do with end times type prophecy as if it might be a sign of the times we are in and possibly a tipping point. I would take it seriously because it is so out of place in the gospels, IMO.



      There is another thing that is said by the Synoptic Jesus: Some scribe said I will follow you anywhere and he says The foxes have holes the birds of the air their nests but the son of man hath nowhere to lay his head. I think I can fairly say that that is kind of an odd response. LOL

      In this day and age we have Fox News, the President of Turkey (Erdogan) his name starts with ER pronounced air, not to mention but I will anyway the Muslim Brotherhood (whoever says to his brother Racca/Raqqa/Raca is in danger of Hellfire and damnation. ), etc. Kind of coincidental and maybe a warning to Erdogan and/or to the Muslim Brotherhood. Could be saying your prophet is not worth dying for even though Obama said at the UN the future must not belong to those that insult the prophet of Islam.

      Turkey’s President Erdogan sure looks like Jordan’s King Hussein as if they are cloned brothers except I think he has a hair-lip (no offense). Reminds me of my aunt who was in a receiving line sometime or other and made a huge social faux-pas and when a person with a hair lip received her she imitated his voice thinking he was joking because I guess it wasn’t apparent that he had a Cleft Palate except for his voice. Anyway she was immensely embarrassed.  LOL

      Seems like everyone has skin in this game!

      I think protecting some skin is really important. ISLAM STINKS!

      France and Obama are chumps now and perhaps they will get their due due.

      And the way that the French (Parisians) used the situation they may have created to get people to go to Notre Dame. It was sort of predictable and definitely a grand maneuver. What are the three M’s of a psychopath/sociopath? Manage, Maneuver, Manipulate and that is what the French are proficient at doing. REMEMBER VIETNAM? IT WAS FRENCH INSPIRED. WE DIDN’T WIN IN FACT WE HAVEN’T WON A WAR SINCE THE BGEA AND THE GRAHAMS WERE PUFFED IN AMERICA.

       WE WON WWll but they hadn’t puffed Billy Graham and we attacked Japans IDEOLOGY and it worked. We didn’t have much choice because they attacked us and we had to fight a war on two or three fronts and they were suicidal using kids so it had to have been a bad ideology as ISLAM is a bad ideology and should be dealt with as harshly a Japan was in war time. Just because they shake hands with members of the Vatican and their agents like Kerry doesn’t mean they aren’t the enemy. The ideology of Islam is the enemy because it doesn’t stop. It might help with ISIS if we attack the ideology of ISLAM in Saudi Arabia. They might stop.?????? Obviously Saudi Arabia is not planning to stop because they think they have the upper hand. If our country is not willing to attack their ideology (MECCA & MEDINA) they must be in agreement with the ideology of Saudi Arabia and hence ISIS is needed to help to equalize the confusion. I have not yet heard one military person mention the possibility of attacking the ideology of Islam so I don’t think until I do hear someone in the military be brave enough to “do the math” and speak it out loud that they are serious about the war against terrorism. It can’t be that difficult to do! It can’t be that difficult to realize that they are the enemy. They attacked us and they were from Saudi Arabia no matter if they were hanging out in another country that they should not have been in. The Saudis have to contain their own people and if they aren’t gonna try and they didn’t and take responsibility for their people and they didn’t they need to be held responsible by those that they attacked. THE USA. Screw EUROPE and their interests. 

      THE USA MATTERS and we lost more than 200 people. We lost more than 3000 people. What happened in Paris doesn’t even come close and they had plenty of warnings. The people had plenty of warning unlike the american public. Did France come to our rescue or did they help to give us the correct INTEL? I DOUBT IT or we would  not have attacked Afghanistan and eventually Iraq. We would have attacked the country that raised the children that attacked us. We might as well have attacked Finland and makes as much sense as what we attacked. Obviously France was protecting it’s interests over our interests and probably was in charge of NATO at the time and whatever other groups that help to misdirect us that we have allied with for the protection of EUROPE. Obviously we get intel from the Vatican because of what was put forth by the Vatican in regards to Benghazi came from the Vatican. And we get it from Germany because of the false tape of the military officer in Assads military that was caught on tape lying on tape so that we would help Colin Powell (because he is a light black man like Obama who isn’t really part-african) with his assertions for why we attacked Iraq instead of Saudi Arabia. If this were a game of darts we would have missed the board.

      Anyway that is why Islam MOSQUES us

       as in MOCKS.

      Just because someone has a french accent does not make them superior.

      President Hollande is as dumb as the King of Jordan.

      Obviously there is something else afoot when it comes to foreign affairs. I think I know what it is. That stupid little mustard seed that isn’t the smallest of seeds and the incompetence of man to cope with the truth

      I AM THAT I AM

      and deal with it like REAL MEN. Yea it kind of is the seed that broke the camel’s back and kind of breaks down the fat in the bible,

      but it isn’t a total loss. LOL It kind of is a betrayal of the son of man, isn’t it? But it is understandable because of the reaction it has received in our day and age which should be above that kind of stupidity and should have grown up enough to handle it with intelligence. Matured. Evolved. I think the public has exceeded the intelligence of the government and it’s employees at this point in time. Instead Obama and Hollande are gonna blame ISIS for climate change and try to whiz that farce by the public. Next they will blame Assad because a tree fell in the forest and they didn’t hear it.

      Here are some posts that are written on those subjects that were written quite a while back but seemed to have caused some problems with the pea sized brain with S_L_O_W synaptic impulses of those that can’t admit they are wrong and they were wrong.

      I Am That I Am (The Sign) -Revised *

      I AM THAT I AM (Part two)

      The Mother of Jesus Christ: SHALOM!

      I Am the True Vine


      What is the smallest seed in the world?

      The Parable of Faith – Part two

      Pope Benedict XVI and the Mustard Tree

      Parable of the Mustard Seed Part 4

      The mustard in the Bible versus the Quran (1)

      Harry Truman called Billy Graham a charlatan but history has somehow changed that view point. It’s so catholic. Luckily a few people remember unlike Catholics who tend to forget because Foxes Have Holes. They do however tend to act out their angsts.

      But what is that to thee?

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      I THINK THIS MAY HAVE TO DO WITH MARY OF FATIMA AND HER LIES. Many of the so called immigrants came who are supposedly from Syria are coming also from Croatia and other places where she appeared. She appeared in Portugal in 1917 but if you have seen the video of it, it is paranormal and I truly believe an honest broker would not appear to children because of their vulnerability and lift them in the air which is like that movie called the Exorcist. So obviously she was a very dishonest broker whoever they saw or thought they saw or were coaxed into lying about but Catholics love to use kids. Fat-i-ma (I am Fat) obviously anti-God. The sign of the cross that Catholics make as they pew-pew. The world will be at war with God and that is why we have a major hornets nest occurring these days in our country and all over the world which coincides with Catholic and Islams desires to Catholicize/Islamicize the world and the one world government that has been a major disaster and will implode and is imploding. Jesus obviously didn’t think the catholic Mary was immaculate or he would have let her touch him.

      In May, 2000, the long-awaited “third prophecy” of Fatima was finally revealed by the Vatican. For some, it was a relief and for others an anticlimactic disappointment

      I think I agree with Meriam Ibrahim who got me going on the clitoris tragedy going on in Islamic countries when I watched her interview and I think she is right about learning from the Israelis. I think the American police need to be militarized and run by the military but be a branch of the military under the direction of the 5 branches of the military somehow. I think we need to copy what the Israelis do in that regard. They need oversight because of the unions that are indulging police brutality. I know that the military for the most part is honest because they are taught to be that when they go to places like West Point etc. They had high standards I don’t know about now but when I saw Lt. Col Thomas Mcieney he seemed pretty honest though I have disagreed with him on occasion and I have no idea what branch of the military he is in or his religion we need that kind to control the police and we need to oust the unions which have been Catholicized/islamicized and are like the mob which usually means ROME.


      I agree with this guy about Islam but not about ISIS because I don’t think it was ISIS that attacked Paris.

      It was the Columbians hired by Saudi Arabia.



      The Jesuit Oath Exposed

      “My son, heretofore you have been taught to act the dissembler: among Roman Catholics to be a Roman Catholic, and to be a spy even among your own brethren; to believe no man, to trust no man. Among the Reformers, to be a Reformer; among the Huguenots, to be a Huguenot; among the Calvinists, to be a Calvinist; among other Protestants, generally to be a Protestant; and obtaining their confidence, to seek even to preach from their pulpits, and to denounce with all the vehemence in your nature our Holy Religion and the Pope; and even to descend so low as to become a Jew among Jews, that you might be enabled to gather together all information for the benefit of your Order as a faithful soldier of the Pope.”

      “You have been taught to plant insidiously the seeds of jealousy and hatred between communities, provinces, states that were at peace, and to incite them to deeds of blood, involving them in war with each other, and to create revolutions and civil wars in countries that were independent and prosperous, cultivating the arts and the sciences and enjoying the blessings of peace; to take sides with the combatants and to act secretly with your brother Jesuit, who might be engaged on the other side, but openly opposed to that with which you might be connected, only that the Church might be the gainer in the end, in the conditions fixed in the treaties for peace and that the end justifies the means.”

      One of Billy Graham’s victims was a preacher who wrote about the exact subject on his last blog post and was killed soon after in a car accident: Rev. David Wilkerson who was puffed by Billy Graham as well. He eventually resisted and exposed Billy Graham which I wrote about in the JFK posts which you can read about on Merangue’s Blog. Lots of good stuff on there.

      The Jesuits are even instructed to impale babies;) Planned Parenthood Debacle hoax or real,

      but the Jesuits are involved and definitely some nuns.

      Then there are the Masons and the Free Mason Society which obviously are involved in some secret stuff. Many Presidents and writers of the Constitution as well as Benjamin Franklin were involved. But Billy Graham was a confident with many of the Presidents in the last century and a shill for Roman Catholicism. I think he was also a Mason. So they infiltrate each other and work off each other in various ways. And it gets kind of HARRY.

      ” In Europe of the middle ages and beyond, the Catholic Church ruled with an iron fist. Galileo was placed under house arrest till the day he died for claiming the Earth revolved around the sun. In those oppressive times, secret societies served a vital function, as they were one of the very few ways to preserve and foster knowledge suppressed by the church.”

      Sea of Galilee….knowledge 


      and now honoring Mother Teresa (Jeb’s foster mom) who I have read about that didn’t have any semblance of truth which is typical of a church that wants to decide who lives and who dies, who works and who doesn’t work, who attains success and who doesn’t, who decides what segment of society should lose their clits, who decides what knowledge should be allowed and mocks the ignorance they foster, who decides if females should be barefoot and pregnant so that they may receive more donations and more pew sitters, who decides if one is worthy in their eyes, who decides what women/girls to humiliate and which to stand on a pedestal, who marries who and who is allowed to divorce:  Basically communism with a heavy dose of a fascism. And so my belief is that the Vatican, Mecca and Medina should be destroyed for the sake of humanity and then every time a clit is slit a mosque and a catholic institution should be destroyed, and every time an older person is assisted to die (as in assisted murder) a mosque and a catholic church should be destroyed because it is evil incarnate and if that doesn’t convince them, and every time a massacre of civilians occurs then their businesses such as oil, their modes of travel highways and byways, their tools to enslave (the mob) is destroyed because they will devolve mankind if we don’t react in kind.

      So far the military is dancing and they ought to be in the fight to win and should start with the ideology! But that’s what happens when people are deceived thinking they can’t live without mosques and churches that deceive for a prophet and deceives the men that die and are maimed and eventually murdered using assissted murder that is sanctioned by the biggest church on the planet. Their mode of Thankfulness. But every once in a while to get attention they are awarded a wheel chair bought with donations by O’reilly or a hurrycane which is part of the mock of the American military and the elderly that they abuse and if you think being Catholic or Islamic will protect you, your beloved wife, your children or being pretty will protect you when those wrinkles start to grow and those boobs start to fall…


      There is no honor among thieves!!!

      The military ought to get their shit together and win the war against the ideologies that foster terrorism which means


      They teach the shit they should eat the shit when the shit hits the fan.

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      It shouldn’t be that the future belongs to those businesses and to that kind of tyranny or to those businesses

      that support those kind of ideas IMO.

      It’s a take off of what I read in the Gospel of Luke written about in this post and Obama’s adamant design about profit and his prophet at the UN early in his administration.

      What he said at the UN was a big SIGN of his intent and his kind of diplomacy such as using terror and climate change as his mode to govern the world to enforce Roman Catholic and Islamic Ideologies which SUCK BIG ASSHOLES! I hope Obama and his merry men get a burning ember up those ass holes as well until they change their tune.

      The 10 Most Elite Secret Societies In History

      Anyway I think they have all somehow met on the same road.

      And there is going to be a Great and Terrible Day of the Lord

      and if you call it a game that day will be the end game

      and it won’t be a GRETA DAY (GAME OVER)!

      Luke 23:50
      And, behold, there was a man named Joseph, a counsellor; and he was a goodman, and a just:

      Here is a post about Joseph of Arimathea which kind of applies to that last statement”

      Joseph of Arimathea (A JUST)

      Actually Luke doesn’t say he is a good and just man……

      Luke says he was “a goodman and a just:”

      Leaving off  “man” after just?

      (if  you can call him a just)?




      I Am the way, the truth, and the life.

      So I guess James Foley and O’reilly are not into truth or life or the way.

      I want to see the Mosques depart from our country or be destroyed. I don’t believe freedom should be free for those that don’t believe in freedom (Islam) or want to Catholicize the world which is not freedom. They don’t allow jews near the temple mount in their own country so why the hell do we indulge them? I think they should not be allowed to congregate without oversight and being monitored by the military especially these days and we would be stupid to allow them freedom. We were very hard on the Japanese and we need to be very hard on Islam. They are at war with us, no doubt about it. Not internment camps unless they earn that privilege, but VERY strict oversight even of the ones that speak softly because I don’t trust their lies and nor should anyone else. They never speak against what they should because they are cowards hence are part of the problem. I don’t want Obama in charge of our military because he is ISLAMIC. He should have been arrested by the military about 8 years ago or so for fraud (place of birth) and for being a traitor to our country and to the world IMO. He does not love the world. He does not care one iota. He CAIRS but he does not give a shit about freedom or people. Whoever colludes with him will regret it.

      He speaks in DARK SENTENCES as the bible forewarned. HE IS THE DESTROYER but luckily he has been held back by truth.


      “The future must not belong to those that insult the prophet of Islam”

      and the whole world heard it when he said it at the UN which is not an insignificant point because whatever was meant by that prophecy is something the whole world would hear. So some very clumsy attackers attack France leaving behind their ids, dog tags, ss numbers, papers so they could be identified within a day or so which if they were ISIS from Syria they would not be that easy to identify but were obviously mostly from France itself which would make it easier to identify the persons involved and because Hollande doesn’t want to offend the prophet of Islam even though he acts as if he is defending those that do offend the prophet of Islam is going to get involved in a war in Syria because he thinks his future depends on it because he believes Obama who is a known liar and a fraud. Talk about dark. BLIND.

      President Hollande of France is probably defending Christine Lagardes job of spending American tax money and obviously prophet means profit to the French government. He will be one sorry son of a bitch.

      OBAMA knows he is going to be impounded for a thousand years and wants to take as many with him as he can and that includes Muslims, Islamics, Catholics, and the FRENCH

      When men don’t stand up for women (clit slitting and stoning of women for adultery) they don’t deserve a country. Islam does not deserve to rule over people or to teach BULLSHIT.

      Neither does Roman Cartholicism deserve to teach the people any more. THEY FAILED!!



      They don’t know the difference between truth and fiction and need to go find a ditch and lay in it in SYRIA perhaps.


      Nevertheless I must walk to day, and to morrow, and the day following:
      for it cannot be that a prophet perish out of Jerusalem.
      I admit I thought this was one weird thing that was said by Jesus in the Synoptic Gospel of Luke (or so it says). It made no sense whatsoever and since prophets tend to have perished out of Jerusalem perhaps it is meant for a particular prophet such as the one that doesn’t like to be insulted.
      Maybe this verse is referring to the prophet/profit of ISLAM that Obama was referring to when he said what he said at the UN.
      I think he was referring to Mohammad, but I don’t read minds. However God does, but I do not believe he judges men by their thoughts as Paul of Tarsus, Turkey said but in this case it might be different. But it doesn’t make sense in the order of words written which is very bewildering and seems to infer he is a prophet which does not sound the same as the Jesus in the Gospel of John who does not call himself a prophet. He doesn’t say, “I am a prophet.” DOES HE? and I would think he would have said that if he considered himself to be simply a prophet, a caster (exorcist), a pedicurist, one who fixes things like elections and marriages, or a doctor. Either Jesus of the gospels had multiple personality disorder or one of them isn’t the same as the other persons, because his personality changes a bunch and not only because of the different authors but what he says and does.

      In context Jesus was responding to hearing a threat from Herod and says32 And he said unto them, Go ye, and tell that fox, Behold, I cast out devils, and I do cures to day and to morrow, and the third day I shall be perfected.

      Anyway in the verse above (Luke 13:33) he must walk 3 days and then the part of the verse (Luke 13:32) he only walks 2 days and is perfected the third day. So he is kind of contradicting himself. 

      Sounds like an inference to the Bushes walking Walkers. Two times, and then perfected on the third time – (roman) JEB who I guess doesn’t get elected from what I can ascertain.  Also I think a bush of the bush family was somehow or another one of the guys in the press room at CBS during the assassination of JFK. I mentioned it in the CBS news transcriptions that I transcribed where he adjusts his belt up (girds himself) and appears to be George Bush pacing and directing what they could do and could not do or could say or could not say and there are some thugs in the room with the reporters and the reporters seem to be stifled by their takeover at the time and it is quite apparent if you watch closely. they had to be discreet about what they said but they did give some clues. Gary did the same thing when I walked through the office towards his bosses office. LOL. He girded himself adjusted his belt. He didn’t expect it though he should have because it wasn’t the first time I had confronted his affront.

      (I was very diplomatic and I didn’t even bring up the past only what happened at the office and the reason for that is because it wasn’t their business what he did in the past or what I did in the past, but the office manager laughed. She didn’t care and I think she knew. She threatened me about another man at the office who said I spilt a drink in his car which was laughable because I didn’t though I had a drink but he wanted to prove that I met him in his car and he was lying for some reason probably to protect himself and his job. I told her I had permission to meet him though he didn’t know I had permission because he didn’t ask and nor did she so when it came up it didn’t hold ANY water which I’m sure was a real pisser for them. They were trying to scare me. I told my husband what I was doing before I did it and he went along with it. It wasn’t as if I wouldn’t have done it without permission, but I was trying to be careful because I was dealing with some very big assholes and I was trying to gain some information from him because of the things that were going on at the office and at the real estate school I attended. They knew I had a case for sexual harassment on the job and they were protecting their business hence what occurred at the real estate school and the other man. So i was being followed and harassed even more and ended up very sick in hospital near death because of their harassment and it hurt deeply because they were family. Nevertheless I was morally in the right place comparatively and stood on higher ground and I survived. I didn’t sue but should have but I was too weak physically at the time which affected me in many other ways. I also uncovered some shenanigans: illegal stuff going on with a deal at that office that I learned was illegal when I went to school that my sister and her husband and the real estate company had been involved in involving one of their clients but it wasn’t worth my life. I kind of stumbled upon it but it wasn’t my aim/point (I could have cared less about that aspect for the most part but they knew I knew because they were watching me, and they were afraid of me so they had all their big guns on me and I think it was for the benefit of my sister that she had done something illegal so that the office and the company would protect Gary and her. Sort of sneaky stuff. I guess it would be considered VICIOUS and VILE to the nth degree. PRE-PLANNED. I was basically one person against many fuck heads. I was new to the business that my sister really wanted my help so that her husband could do what she did but he didn’t really want to do what she did. She offered me the job and used it for vengeance for the past when he violated me in my sleep. Absolutley ridiculous. The company was Virginia Cook on Forest Lane and the manager’s name was Sheila Rice, a real bitch; My cousin whose husband was in the oil business the one that said that it was impossible to have experienced an earthquake in Texas, a geologist, said that Gary was “the Golden Boy” of the family during her visits while I recuperated and told me about the pictures my sister showed her of Gary dancing on a table nude and drunk at a Frat party that she seemed proud of or she wouldn’t have showed them to our cousin who is in my estimation a son of a fool! )

      When a person loses a great deal of money on the stock market

      such as what happened on that fateful Tuesday in October

      who keeps the money?

      Back to CBS and what I discovered during my investigation: It was sort of a takeover of CBS News at the time. (Which you can read about via the links provided on Merangue’s Blog having to do with the CBS Transcriptions of the JFK assassination which had to be done twice because of the information that was gleaned after the first time through it.) Anyway something to do with the burning bush which is an insert/additive possibly to the bible about standing on holy ground having to do with Moses when he meets whoever was talking to him from the burning bush that didn’t burn in the desert I think it was in the desert. Could be referring to their daughter. Tells Moses to de-shoe himself because he was standing on holy ground. Possibly rewriting of history. Mocking perhaps? Smack dab in the bible which if I were evil I would go straight to the bible to alter it if I wanted to impugn the truth and take over the world which seems to be the intent of Islam and the Roman Catholic Church which makes them evil for having that intent. It could be a kind of fair warning to the Bushes.

      Who takes off their shoes when standing holy ground? The Japanese?

       Which is where George Bush Sr. tossed his cookies, wasn’t it in Japan.?

      Then, of coarse, the Dutch with their Holland-ish shoes because their shoes make a lot of noise?

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      I don’t think it is a tradition of the Jews? It’s definitely an asian tradition.

      Georgie porgie pudding and pie and pulling out a plumb saying

      what a good boy am I.

      Kind of weird very. LOL

      Anyway you can read about it via the links on

      Merangue’s Blog

      The Bushes have a lot to do with Augusta, THE MASTERS golf tournament in Georgia

      and I am positive the rewriting has an awful lot to do with the BGEA, Billy Graham Evangelical Association.

      I suppose if one can rewrite history history itself can be redone.

      My dad at a breakfast on a family trip asked if he ordered his breakfast or did he throw it up jokingly unlike what BIG George Bush Sr. did once when he lost his cookies literally I suppose from that cookie jar. My dad got to eat his breakfast. However he did attend one of those golf tournaments with the Kircher family as their guest once and that is when things started to go sour, VERY SAUER, in my family and I think that was a sign, but things have a way of changing. I’m certainly counting on it.

      Also sounds kind of like Obama. I shall write it like Obama’s directive at the UN:

      It cannot be that a future belongs to those that insult the prophet of Islam.

      for it cannot be that a prophet perish out of Jerusalem.

      Sounds eerily similar.

      Will there be an IMAX theater at the Climate Summit in Paris?

      Another danger of ‘climate change’: Giant flying boulders?

      I wonder why the words are separated between the “to” and the day specified. It sounds lunatic-like but he might have been meaning Fox News ahead of time. Strange name for a news programming, isn’t it? Why not “Doves Fly News” or “Birds of the Air News”

      Lež News

      I think the press needs to be overseen as well because I think they are doing a lot of lying and are being controlled. It’s obvious. Until we have a free press again there is no point in tolerating their propaganda and their games.

      I do cures either has to do with tanning or fixing marriages because Catholics hate divorce from their religion which usually is the cause of the divorce or both and because Roman Catholicism clergy don’t marry because of the money aspect of divorce and what it does to the church. Divorce is better than the alternative such as knocking off the spouse for money (or beheading) which happened in the past or locking up a spouse in the Tower of London all because of the idea that divorce is a bad thing. Often it is a good thing. In olden days divorce was blamed on the woman not producing a male child in a timely fashion when other reasons were the true cause.

      As far as divorce being caused by wives not producing male offspring in a timely fashion

      “The father provides an X or Y chromosome; the mother always provides an X chromosome. Therefore, the sex of the child is determined by the chromosome of the individual sperm that fertilizes the egg.”

      but we didn’t know that when King Henry Vlll was King of England

      and because marriages were arranged for a dowry such as John Kerry and because like dipshits don’t want to work. Roman Catholicism is basically a male institution of guys who like to hold up a book and one to find the verse and one to adjust the braid on the back of the pope like the Hearsts relative or son Georg Gaenswein. They call them hanger-ons. Yes-men.

      Anyway I don’t think this is the real Jesus though he might think he is. LOL  I think he is an exorcist and planning to be healed on the third day. I don’t think it works from what I have read in the bible and I think it probably is a real pisser to those that are uncovered and why the nations rage because they are freaking out because it ain’t gonna work out as planned which is apparent:

      The real Jesus did not want to commit to man because as a rule they were/are asses because they were/are taught to be asses.

      A society grows up and evolves because of a

      few smart women.

      Anyone can have 20 children and possibly out of 20 kids come up with a fraud such as Dr. Ben Carson. Or like my brother- in-law Gary Kircher (his dad was President of Conoco Oil for some time) try to cause problems in a family by taking his two year old daughter out to a Jacuzzi at night in front of his wife, mother-in-law, sister-in-law to teach his two year old daughter about jealousy before she had a chance to be jealous or their son. I do remember the night that I had had enough of the shit with Gary and wanted to sleep and couldn’t because he was acting weird and had been drinking was the same day I think that my mom gave me a new dress and it was a blah and red peasant dress that laced up the front. I think my sister was jealous that she gave me that dress or that I wore it. She didn’t stand with her husband but hung out on the other side of the room most of the night which was kind of weird. Maybe they were not getting along and didn’t announce it at the time. She seemed to be acting kind of snobby like at Kimberly’s first wedding. HAUGHTY. I hoped her to shop for her dress but I guess that wasn’t good enough which believe me was GRUELING.

      (When I jacuzzied with his family or him and his wife his legs would stray my direction so you can understand he was not intending to do good with/for his daughter or for/with his family. And I have laboriously written about other things he did so it wasn’t my imagination. Though when we met years earlier about his problem he said he would go to church and was already a Baptist which he did attend church and neither the Baptist church nor the Non-Denominational church helped him but I doubt he asked for their help he just attended. If he had asked for help I doubt they would have given him the right kind of help and either would have kicked him out of their church except that he had money. You have to want to be helped to be helped. The non denominational church that believed in the bible fundamentally had a school and taught “Be Careful Little Eyes What You See” and incrementally raised their prices yearly and eventually were to expensive for my children and other families. It is the bible that had their own bible with meanings on the side of the verses in order to interpret the bible for you which is the Schofield bible. They were involved (I think) in the 1970’s or 80’s with the rewriting parts of the bible for the unification of the churches to assist in the Roman Catholicization of the US and to help people like Rick Warren’s who got his start then. The Warren’s (though not sure the same family) wrote the Warren Commission Report about the JFK assassination which lied about the whole affair and was first published by Doubleday Publishers who hired Jackie Bouvier Kennedy Onassis as an editor of Doubleday Publishers and I think for the Warren Report for a while and it was her with the smoking gun or someone that resembled her. As with the Warren Commission the bible was corrupted by the many Jesuses (warning that many shall come in my name) that came in his name injected into the bible in various ways at various times by various authors and mostly at the direction of the Vatican. Soon after Kennedy’s assassination we got embroiled in the VietNam War via the French (it had been their colony – the President of Viet Nam dedicated his country to Mary before that (I think) and soon was assassinated with his brother – LBJ was the President of the USA when we bit the bait and soon JFK’s brother was assassinated and via Nixon who exposed Billy Graham were able to leave though he resigned because of a break-in called Watergate-Kissinger was his confident and Kissinger was hired later by the Vatican [who Billy Graham was a shill for] because of money laundering charges, drugs, and pedophilia accusations of their priests to fix their reputation and Kissinger by grooming Obama and because of his reputation helped to get Obama in office as the President of the USA. Religion is not good. It’s best to read the bible on your own and research it on your own with lots of information out there to sort through and eventually you will get something resembling truth if you are interested. I prefer the Gospel of John to the others but it has been corrupted as well in parts especially chapter 4 by the secret followers who obviously were’t a secret but secreted but it takes time and critical thinking to identify the areas that are corrupted and why. Parts of the Old Testament have also been messed with such as the Jealous-Nesses and Nellies of God when the books were stolen and taken to Rome and edited by Josephus son of Matthias adopted son of the Flaviuses who hired him for propaganda purposes in Rome after the destruction of Jerusalem by the Romans a few times. In this day and time he probably would be a part of the press.

      Obviously catholicism isn’t good!

      Why Callest Thou Me Good?

      Schizophrenics sometimes think they are Jesus. Remember the guy doing sign language at the funeral of Mandela. I don’t know if he is a schizophrenic but there are mental disorders that humans suffer from and it’s not their fault often times. And maybe because prophecy type stuff is kind of confusing because of time and hard to understand and certain religious groups tend to try to self fulfill prophesy such as at Notre Dame and the Court of the Gentiles. There are people and entities that mess with our minds. I CERTAINLY CAN ATTEST TO THAT PROBLEM in order to drive us nuts or manipulate humans such as the NOTRE DAME PARIS MASSACRE TO RESTORE FAITH OR FOR A REVIVAL AT NOTRE DAME and TO GET PEOPLE INTERESTED IN BOMBING THE CRAP OUT OF SYRIA. THE THEATER SHOOTING IN AURORA COLORADO IS ANOTHER EXAMPLE. THE MAN INVOLVED WAS UNDER THE CARE OF A PSYCHOLOGIST AT A BASE  THAT DOES SECRET TYPE WORK NEARBY THE THEATER IN ORDER (TO ASSASSINATE SOME PEOPLE SUCH AS THE WOMAN WHO WORKED FOR FOX SPORTS NETWORK AND HAD BEEN AT ANOTHER  MASS SHOOTING AT A MALL IN CANADA A FEW MONTHS BEFORE.) TO CATHOLICIZE THE WORLD! ONLY INANE NUTs WOULD TRY TO HAVE A ONE WORLD ORDER! APPARENTLY IT HASNT SUCCEEDED.

      As far as the third day if y0u count a thousand years as a day than this is the third day from 2000 to 3000 A.D.

      My sister who was BGEA’d by the English woman acrose the street told me on the elevator that three was the number of perfection because she was taught that probably when she went on a woman’s retreat in North Carolina.

      1. a chief officer, magistrate, or regional governor in certain countries:

        “the prefect of police”

      2. BRITISH
        in some schools, a senior student authorized to enforce discipline.
        Fox News now has an ad very similar to the one asking for donations for the Jews because they are hungry doing the same for Walmart employees . They are mocking and Fox News is aiding and abetting the mock.

        I think they have lost their marbles.

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        “This is the Lord’s doing and it is marvellous in our eyes.”

      (PS: I love this portrait. I painted it years ago with pastel when I started to learn about pastels. Might do it again for the fun of it.)

      Fox News said that Obama has been notified about the hostage situation in Colorado near a Planned Parenthood  so everything should turn out okay. Just kidding of course.

      UPDATE: Gunman near CO Planned Parenthood remains at large…

      Roman Catholicism clergy and their secret societies DO NOT deserve to rule over people either and should be monitored and watched closely by the military for quite a while. They have abused their rights and the rights of others and Roman Catholicsim has to cease to be allowed to get away with what they have caused. They need to lose their power in our country at the very least. They should not be allowed to be in any position of power until we get a handle on terrorism because I think they are aiding and abetting the Muslim Brotherhood and Sharia type insanity for their own benefit. IT’S SICK!

      800 Colombian Soldiers Hired by zionist Saudi regime to Fighf in Yemen with $1000 Weekly Salary

      Must be feeling desperation and can’t spell. Obviously a connection between Saudis and Roman Catholicism! 

      Who pays the Saudis to pay the Columbians?

      I think Armageddon is going to involve Turkey because of the name of the President of Turkey. Sort of an anagram. And because of Raqqa and because of Paul of Tarsus, Turkey. I have no idea what happens in Armageddon but I don’t think it will be pretty!

      30 People Were Injured In A Bloody Pillow Fight At West Point, So It’s Banned Now

      On 11/25/15 This happened already and was in the news at least a few months ago.

      The True Story of Thanksgiving

      provided by Rush Limbaugh which I appreciate. I happen to love Thanksgiving much more than Christmas. Lots less pressure and you don’t have to eat turkey if you don’t want to and you don’t need to buy gifts. Friendly time. Christmas is a farce created to help big business get their asses out of a hole because of taxation so I don’t buy before Christmas anymore or very little and like to give my kids money after the 1st of the year to take advantage of the sales and to buy what they want thus not being a part of the problem indulging big business from it’s own overstock, etc. People ought to celebrate after the first of the year in support of small businesses until things change in favor of small business and the self-employed tax wise and given a chance to compete, otherwise you get what you deserve TYRANNY, ANARCHY, and eventually a REVOLUTION especially now that we know their game.

      It’s hard to because my kids were raised on Christmases until I got wise. It’s hard because of the public schools and private schools teach what they teach about Christmas and they expect a lot, so you have wean them off Christmas. It’s a scam what occurs at public schools just like the one year bible to keep people from the truth that I’ll bet the clergy have a lot to do with so they can live easy on the people they are supposed to shepherd and teach instead they do it for their own edification and lusts. That is a few of the reason that the unions need to be eradicated in federal government, police, health business, teachers unions and tax breaks for religious businesses need to be eradicated so that they either get with the program of fairness and accountability or they go to the consumption tax, demolish the IRS, and give the power back to the people which is undoubtedly fair.

      Another way to help is to buy from small businesses to help them grow or succeed however many small business are owned by big businesses. I don’t have an angst against a business that is big and capitalizes on it’s products but when they take away the rights of others to do the same they have stepped over the line and when they inhibit some (quite a few) from working or succeeding they deserve to lose their business. So to me the best route is the take advantage of deals which are after the first of the year when stuff is dirt cheap. It’s picked over but worth the wait or another way is to buy throughout the year which I never do. It got so bad in my family my daughter had a panic attack on Christmas eve and we had to get her a paper bag to breathe in. That’s ridiculous. More suicides occur around this time of year because of the pressure socially and financially. I imagine there are  more alcoholic related deaths as well because of the partying that is involved. My mom used to have more of her drinking bouts near Christmas because of the pressure and high expectations that are not ever fulfilled. I remember I found a painting I loved at a very nice shop in San Antonio with a quail or some similar bird. It was a very small painting with a very cool frame carved like feathers. I hinted at it so many times and I didn’t get it and was sorely disappointed. I had no idea of the price but it never occurred to anyone else that I wanted it, I guess, and possibly my hints were intentionally ignored, but after that experience I started to resent Christmas. That is not why I do what I do now although maybe in small part. Our Christmases grew and grew until they were unaffordable and very stressful partially because my family some of them were quite well off and their Christmases grew and grew. It got out of control. Then the night before having to wrap gifts was grueling. I have two girls and when I give them money after the first they go together and have a lot of fun shopping and spending a few days together otherwise they wouldn’t and they get what


      When they were very young they didn’t know what they needed. Christmas is bewitching but that is not necessarily good for a population when you do the math such as watch people fight over a sale on items to give to their kids for Christmas, and watch Santa beg for money ringing a bell, etc.

      I’m still working it out because their dad is the way he is and it tends to make me look bad in their eyes, like a fuddy-duddy but the truth is we are getting sucked under a rug because of Christmas, overtaxation, price gouging, inflation (inflated prices), a lot of waste, insurance that is outrageous, unaffordable, and unreliable causing our population to expect the least in the field of medicine and even the hospice crisis for the elderly (assisted murder) which is ignored by those that call themselves


      By the way I have noticed that the immigrants I have seen in the news tend to be better dressed than me. So there is a game involved in immigration in ways we don’t realize. Used to be immigrants looked like they were in rags. The ones I have seen look like they shopped at Old Navy. Of course I am investing in my talent and working on a some skills so don’t waste too much money on clothing for now and in comparison its astounding. I basically starved myself of clothing, hairdos, makeup, etc until I get my business going someday and eventually will be able to give what I have collected to my kids otherwise I wouldn’t have anything to give them and hopefully will be able to change my appearance. Might not because of the anti disposition of those to my way of thinking and it has been difficult but I will never surrender to their unenlightened and cruel ways and means. In my opinion, the world has become irrelevant.

      Watched for a short while the show called Holy Money about Propaganda Fide and the Catholic Church and the Evangelical arm of the Church and out of the many billions they get 2.7% goes to charity I guess because they about that much truth. Problem is they don’t account for what they take in often so there is no telling if that percentage is far less.

      Roman Catholicism is like snot you can’t wash off. You have to burn it.

      Reminds me of an old friend who actually starred in a movie as Jesus years after we knew him. His dad had something to do with the nuclear site in California. I think he had it built, financed it, or something. Not really sure. He talked us into going with him to parts of California to showcase him to music producers etc. We didn’t have any money so thought he was gonna pay for it. He knew we didn’t have money at the time and he kind of hijacked us on the tail end of vacation/month trial gig in Vegas. He was well off. Nothing good came of it. At one point he sang to us with his guitar on the side of our bed while we were trying to sleep one night and I guess came up with the words as he sang which basically was Misunderstood. It was gross. It was like that snot. He sent us a bill including the price of some grapes he bought. We did not pay him. His house was full of newspapers row and rows up to the ceiling that he collected. Very weird person. He could sing and write, but he was as obnoxious as a person could be. Finally we did get rid of his friendship by not answering the door one night when he came for some reason and we could not stop laughing though we tried to be more mature about it. We had to turn off the lights etc. I can’t remember all of the circumstances of that particular night just that it was gross. I felt a a little bad about it but he was really gross. Sometimes there is not a nice way to do things giving a wrong impression like in the movie Dumb an Dumber:

      Dumb and Dumber ‘There’s a Chance’

      What I conclude to some degree about some males in my family (not my dad or my brother) is they punish another woman when they can’t punish the one they are upset with. My brother-in-law Gary Kircher punished his daughter (and me) or acted like it because it was his wife that was jealous of other females and their relationships I think and VERY overbearing so he took it out on other females because he feared his own wife and she let him which is the worst part IMO and my other brother in law who bragged that he beat me up to his family up north that I learned from his brother (which he didn’t ) but he did beat up another girl, a friend of the family’s daughter. I didn’t know them that well but it was what I heard trying to rape her.


      As far as my older sister goes I think it’s why she got to spend $250,000 a year or more. And she spent it trying to look like she had class.

      In the Bible 

      The Gospel of John (chapter 21:1–14) includes the narrative of the miraculous catch of 153 fish as the third appearance of Jesus after hisresurrection.[6]

      The precision of the number of fish in this narrative has long been considered peculiar, and many scholars, throughout history, have argued that 153 has some deeper significance. Jerome, for example, wrote that Oppian’s Halieutica listed 153 species of fish, although this could not have been the intended meaning of the Gospel writer because Oppian composed Halieutica after the Gospel text was written, and at any rate never gave a list of fish species that clearly adds up to 153.[7][8] It has also been noted that the Tetragrammaton occurs 153 times in the Book of Genesis.[9]

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      Not twelve apostles? hmmmm.


      1. the abandonment or renunciation of a religious or political belief.
        12 apostles plus 5 disciples equals 17
        but Jesus did not commit to man so I doubt the last fact is relevant!

      By the way the 153 fish I think has something to do with the Presidential candidates since everyone of them made abortion their issue though not necessarily by their own free will but because the RC press made them.

      There were 17 Republican candidates which is the amount of integers in the

      153 (number)

       and I think what might be meant in regards to that number

      and the fish that were caught by the fishermen on the boat with Peter

      that Jesus amassed on the right side of the boat

      but Trump who said he didn’t respect anyone that got caught though I’m not sure what he meant by that could be talking about infidelity or other things but he was pressured to give his opinion on the controversy of

      Planned Parenthood

      (by the press)

      and a bunch of stuff was alleged to have occurred at the Planned Parenthood though never proved but only alleged and seemed to involve Roman Catholic indigents probably doing the Jesuits work (devils) of impaling fetuses to oppress and burden women, girls, and their families and was brought to our attention by Fox News who have holes and I think some of their holes serve two masters and more than likely serve quite a few masters besides the obvious two masters but they can’t reveal them or they would lose their jobs and possibly lose more than their jobs

      and might get a new hole which some of them deserve.

      (and lately O’reilly has been on the war path defending his stances. You can tell because he snorts!)

      When asked forcibly on the question of Planned Parenthood Trump called it brutal and the others called it barbaric.  I think those were the words he used which happened to be the most liberal viewpoint on the issue of Planned Parenthood of the whole bunch and could have meant many things by that reply other than what was assumed such as the intentional undermining of the Planned Parenthood and the right it gives women (families and men involved) to have safe abortions in opposition to abortions performed by the Roman Catholic Mob in an alley or in a rudimentary bldg/warehouse/shack without the proper equipment, drugs, and proper physicians, care, etc. losing mother, child, sister, daughter, friend, embryo and/or fetus which is barbaric to the nth degree

      but in any case I think Jesus may have meant:

      up to 17 weeks and including the 17th week for embryonic age and possibly after that is considered a fetus meaning that the embryo is rudimentary up to the age of  17 weeks and including 17 th week and therefore is not a fetus but an embryo


      up to 17 years of age and including the 17th year of the female (possibly at any time when the fetus is a fetus)

      after the age of 18 years of age up to the 17th week and including the 17th week of the embryo with exceptions for rape, incest, and the health of the mother because all three affect the mother’s mind to make quick decisions and have to deal with some very nasty people and possibly be forced to report them for the sake of their wellbeing or we could leave the decision to abort between the mother, Planned Parenthood, and their God because it takes time to figure it out. Most of us aren’t given a choice what religion our families are born into or were raised into and takes time to gather evidence and access the evidence to determine what is believable and to develop a critical brain because of the many deceptions we have to overcome and other factors needed in progress.

      Ted Cruz: GOP isn’t ‘condom police’

      “Cruz said the charge that conservatives are anti-contraceptives is a “made-up, nonsense example.”

      “As I noted, Heidi and I, we have two little girls.

      I’m very glad we don’t have 17,”

      he told the hundreds of people in the audience.”

      Now not sure why that is in the article but it is yet I can’t find the tape of Ted Cruz saying this in particular about the number 17 but there are recordings of what he said before and after this particular concept. But later there is a recording of Peter King saying that Ted Cruz has a big mouth though probably not in context with this idea however they seem to talk in code.

      A GOP Presidential Candidate Just Told A Room Full Of Donors

      To Get Real About Rape and Abortion


      “Cruz, who opposes abortion, even in cases of rape and incest, said it comes down to the issue of winning. “The only Republicans who have ever won have run on all three legs of the conservative stool: They have run as fiscal conservatives, social conservatives and national security conservatives. If you chop off one of those legs, you don’t get to 51 per cent.”


      “For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.”

      KARL ROVE?

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      Most people aren’t convinced till later in life who God truly is and isn’t and sometimes people are still bewildered since history doesn’t care much for the truth and tends to rewrite itself with the help of O’reilly who has demonstrated and gloats about the ignorance of his potential book buyers using his chosen pupil Jesse Watters of Watters’ World to mock and sell O’reilly’s lies. A deviated septum in his own right especially after O’reilly taught him that Hitler wasn’t a Christian. I think he was Roman Catholic or a mix of both but definitely mixed up.


      In human development, a fetus (/ˈftəs/; plural “fetuses”), also spelled foetus, is a prenatal human between its embryonic state and its birth.

      Medical Definition of FETUS

      :  an unborn or unhatched vertebrate especially after attaining the basic structural plan of its kind;specifically :  a developing human from usually two months after conception to birth—compare embryo
      THE 153 FISH/17 INTEGER  would mean women after the age of 18 or 19 years of age and above would need to abort if they were to abort the fetus/embryo before the 18 week and probably would have the wherewithal to know, with the exception of rape, incest, and her health and ability to care for a baby AND THE MENTALLY DISABLED.
      Many woman that do not have the ability to raise a child lose their children early in their development after they are born. Financial ability is just one aspect but since our leaders believe in enforcing austerity they bear the blame for many abortions and many deaths of children in various ways after they are born and the elderly which they are purposely ignoring such as TED CRUZ and all the other candidates on both sides based on their stance on abortion which is based on fallacy and lies holding the elderly hostage over Planned Parenthood as Obama and his imperial friends holding the threat of terrorism hostage over climate change in order to rape the public of it’s funds either with hoaxes and real massacres. He’s a liar as i have come to find out and cares only bout how much he has amassed while running for President as if that makes a difference to the voters. They don’t get to spend it. And since most politicians don’t keep their promises that get them voted into office they too bear the blame for many deaths of mom, dad, embryos, fetuses and children. False prophets.
      Many women continue to have periods (menstruation) throughout their pregnancy tricking them because humans are not perfect. They should be allowed a great deal of leniency as well. I think it takes a few weeks probably 17-18 days for a pregnancy test to be considered reliable. All these things take time and can delay a prompt reaction that is doubtful if in the hands of men to do if they were a female. Such as occurred with Obama Care and all those unkept promises but there sure was a lot of

      weeping and gnashing of teeth.

      I could be wrong but it seems possible that is what was meant by Jesus at the Sea of Galilee.



      WHAT ABOUT A FEMALES right to freedom to make female decisions about her own body?


      Trump cancels event with black pastors after other clergy raise concerns

      We have been barraged with a lot of shit about abortion by the Press and the Roman Catholic church and pastors of the black race who kiss the BGEA’s ass but it is this population of woman who have had more than those in other races so they don’t want to forgive their own women of a legal reaction to unwanted pregnancy which is their right to do under the laws of the land and possibly and in my opinion sanctioned by Jesus of the Gospel of John. (It was only a half century ago they weren’t allowed to sit in the front of the bus and it was a woman who changed that, not a man.)

      Jesus saith unto her, Woman, what have I to do with thee? mine hour is not yet come.
      Anyway on Fox News a few Californian Muslims one associated with Cair apologized or expressed grief for the victims of the massacre in a social services complex in San Bernardino, California, etc.  I think they didn’t have much choice and more than likely was a political move to allay justified fears of not only radical Islam but average Islamic ideology which is radical in order to further their cause. Interesting this occurred a day after Obama (like Caligula) met leaders in regards to climate change and terrorism tying both as if one will be used to help the other advance and both are bad. Hostage situation to delay a good response. It is their strength and it works for them. Blackmail everyone and putting everyone at risk. There is no nice way to handle ISLAM because they won’t and don’t understand a nice way. Political correctness only encourages them when what works for them ought to work for us but in a different way. I would if I were in charge of Department of Defense or the Pentagon destroy a Californian mosque, for starters in California and I would go for the biggies (Mecca and Medina) in Saudi Arabia and I bet we would be hearing a lot of apologies and a lot of names, locations, and be getting a bunch of help. What happened in San Bernadino obviously was planned to some degree. And possibly destroy the White House if need be because IMO OBAMA is behind the cue ball of the murders in San Bernadino by what he said the day before more than likely. It is what he says: those dark sentences that need to be taken seriously even though he says them coyly. When Muslims and followers of Islam say it is okay to insult the prophet of Islam then I might think they were sincere and when they say it is not okay to slit clits, it is not okay to behead gays, it is not okay to stone women for adultery, etc. then they might be somewhat believable like about: 1/000,000,000,000 of a chance to be taken seriously. Recent history is hard to forget. Just like it should have been okay to insult Jesus by saying the Beatles are more popular than Jesus, but Jesus didn’t assassinate John Lennon, a lunatic in Highland Park, Dallas, Texas (a very exclusive neighborhood where the women tend to dress alike often like paper bags you get at the grocery store) shot him in New York under the influence of someone or something that is responsible for the assassination of JFK in Dallas Tx. How he got there is another story.
      At this point after all the things that have occurred since Obama took office I would be rounding up the Islamic people that are in this country like happened when Japan attacked us because if it is fundamentally clear that they are influenced by evil and those COY cues. Their religion teaches them that they will get with 100 virgins by doing suicidal massacres and that has got to stop. Obviously they want us now to attack Qutar but lets start from the beginning 9-11. Thousands were killed. Playing us with this last attack/trick more than likely and a few good strong bunker busters at Mecca and Medina and the Iranian nuclear site would probably do the trick or change the tide. I’m positive it might change a great deal of the Muslims populations and their ideology. They might recognize and comprehend that their god and their prophet/profit is SHIT.
      When my daughter after much harassment and hospitalization because of the physical problems that occurred due to the harassment left school to go to another type of education  business eventually and was approached by an Islamic girl. She was trying to engage my daughter with propaganda for the purpose of radicalizing her, but she didn’t bite. She was only a junior in high school at the time the Islamic girl approached her and her friend. Don’t believe anyone because they might be making a fool of you especially if they are Muslim and/or Islamic because they have declared war on the USA but lying is their forte.
      What was their response to 9-11?
      Except for the Palestinians.
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      I think the lawyers for the killers family think Americans are dumb.
      They are feeling a back lash and are afraid and they should be afraid of a back lash. Touting their belief in freedom of religion and 2nd amendment rights and the amounts of bullets they own and guns which is predominantly a male inclination for target shooting, etc. Sorry if that sounds politically correct but it is the truth.
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      Trying to make the man involved in the shooting seem normal and his thug picture makes him look like a thug. He looks like he thinks he is superior and has a problem with others in general which is the problem with Islam. Often when Obama says things he looks very normal but what he says isn’t normal. A good sign of a sociopath. Any good and determined enemies of the USA are going to try to appear as if they are normal in order to gain ground in their quest to Islamicize the world but they aren’t gonna tell ya that is what they want to do in a country that is based on freedom of religion but use it for their advantage which is what they are doing, IMO.

      Would they mind?

      Would they mind while we at war with Islamic terrorism if their mosques are cordoned off temporarily for a few years or more until we are not at war with Islamic terrorism? Would they mind if we investigate the mosques?  Would they mind if there are cameras put into their mosques to be watched over by the NSA and the FBI for the safety of the USA citizens including themselves since all they do is pray in those places, they don’t actually meet to plan terrorist activities. Would they mind for the time being and for the well being of the USA citizens and the freedom it offers to citizens of other countries to step back and allow truth tests on their segment of society just to be sure of their intent or their state of mind and to gain trust?
      A small sacrifice by the believers of Islam for the good of the USA
      and it’s freedom!

      I doubt it.

      We didn’t achieve the freedoms we have easily. Why should those of the Islamic religion achieve it easily in the USA without some offer in compromise temporarily

      to prove allegiance to those freedoms and to the USA!

      The Japanese-Americans did (because OBVIOUSLY there were spies) though reluctantly

      and it was tough on them

      but the Japanese were contained on an island and were a lesser threat to civilization.

      It will be tougher on believers of Islam

      if they don’t offer in compromise

      real soon!

      Why is it that these Islamic lawyers are not using their talent and brains in Islamic countries to help the women that are being stoned to death for adultery, clits slit for the fun of it, gays beheaded and thieves losing their limbs, helping woman earn the right to drive, etc?


      Do they believe in these rights for women and gays?


      We have plenty of lawyers in the USA (good and bad), we don’t need more however you cannot say that about Islamic countries and shouldn’t they take that needed skill back to their religion and their countries where it is needed the most?

      A small sacrifice for the good of Islam (which is not good) and muslims.

      Or are they relying on the USA to do it for them? If so then get right to the point and take out those ideological places that spur them to believe they are invincible: Mecca and Medina. Until you do they will believe it and keep terrorizing and taking whoever is in the room with the few jews (the intended targets  obviously) such as roman catholics, african americans, presbyterians and whoever is there at the time. They don’t care especially when they are possessed by their spiritual leader: Mohammad who hates everything other than followers of Islam.

      I would add after that for Roman Catholics as well after we overcome Islamic terrorism to be sure of their allegiance to freedom since their religion has the same goals as ISLAM along with the MOB: To rule the world.

      And then after that the W.A.S.P.’s!

      After that the mud daubers!

      It would help the cause of freedom in the USA and for the religious freedom of Islamic citizens in the USA to take the first step of disarming themselves and their brothers and open themselves to logical scrutiny of our protectors in our governments since Islamic terrorists took the first step in New York on 9-11!

      Here is what they looked like:

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      Then the same goes for Roman Catholics and the mob after we overcome the infamous threat of Islamic tyranny and terrorism.


      Deductive Reasoning

      Deductive reasoning, also deductive logiclogical deduction or, informally, top-down” logic,[1] is the process of reasoning from one or more statements (premises) to reach a logically certain conclusion.[2] It differs from inductive reasoning or abductive reasoning.

      Deductive arguments are evaluated in terms of their

      validity and soundness.


      An argument is sound if it is valid and the premises are true.

      It is possible to have a deductive argument that is logically valid but is not sound. Fallacious arguments often take that form.

      The following is an example of an argument that is valid, but not sound:

      1. Everyone who eats carrots is a quarterback.
      2. John eats carrots.
      3. Therefore, John is a quarterback.

      This is what americans sacrificed in WWll:

      World War II Rationing


      People offered scrap metals, their utensils, and other things in order that we could win the war on systematic ethnic cleansing and fascism. It started with the Japanese because they started it with us. It should start with Muslims (Islamic, Christian, or whatever faith) for this effort peacefully, otherwise ……..

      Rationing might be on the horizon for americans if they don’t quit being politically correct and ignorant and expect what is prudent in regards to muslims and those of the Islamic faith that have waged war with civilized nations and eventually the RC and the mob after that which have done the same to civilization and should be apparent to them as history can’t help but demonstrate over and over again and should stop protecting unearned trust of those of the Islamic faith and muslims who live under the most savage circumstances in their countries which is self evident because of their religious beliefs. I think internment camps for muslim-americans might be on the horizon. It should be self evident to Roman Catholics the affect of their religion on the countries they have overwhelmed who immigrate away from those same countries on a regular basis and often in great multitudes.


      Some really good posts:

      Merangue’s Blog

      Another problem that needs to be overcome is the male attitude towards older women who have sacrificed quite a bit in order to have children. Often men cheat on their wives while she is pregnant for various reasons and don’t appreciate wisdom of older women. Young women take advantage of older women because of naivety and ignorance about men not realizing that youth is fleeting and men take advantage of both

      have cake and eat it too

      which is morally wrong and shameful to do to young ladies and to motherhood.

      Granted often marriages suck once you realize what you got yourself into but women deserve much more alimony since they are held back immensely.

      Divorce has taught me a lot about who I married. He was worse than I gave him credit for and if I had known what I know now I would have divorced him a nanosecond after my second child was born. Some things I can never forget or forgive that I have enumerated quite a bunch in my posts that were said or done by the ex. For the life of me I can’t figure out why he keeps me around or what he gets by keeping me around. He must get some kind of compensation somewhere by someone. The latest outburst was that I was worthless and I know he does not possess much pity because of the other outburst MIND OVER MATTER except that he truly wants to bury me and holed me up like a piece of dead wood to be some kind of trophy for his religion as in the Angelina Jolie movie, Unbroken.

      I am hoping he is wrong and deceived and that I am right and will get my right of way instead with all the hopes I have and only God knows.


      On a personal note and I hate to be a tattle tale but it has helped me and it is my right:

      The Ex (former RC) admitted that my sister did offer my painting back to me and didn’t want to fight about it a month or so ago and what he said she said was that it wasn’t worth arguing about even though she said it was the best art work she owned and for him to pick it up and we never spoke to each other since she made the offer of trading it for something comparable in my home. This is also after he insulted me and told me I was worthless and then soon after a man who was in school in the field of art and who came to the house said my artwork was impressive. The ex didn’t tell me till a month later because he said he forgot. LOL.

      Reminds me of what happened to my little sister on New years Eve an the dress debacle with her husband for not showing off her boobs because of his partner at the time’s wife was showing her boobs (a competition amongst men about whose boob job is better) and a man came and complimented her looks.

      What kind of personality trait is this phenomenon?

      I have no idea what this trait is in reality but it is really F….. UP!

      So I wonder about that invitation to my mom’s funeral and the information she might have relayed to him? Of course they don’t send out invitations like a wedding but I wasn’t even apprised of the funeral and all the other things that go into that kind of a gathering until my daughter was there a day or two by their invitation and paid for with the funds they have kept of my mothers money. Of course I didnt want to go and stated it in my home because of the comfort zone that has been established for my family to me because of unwanted incestuous tendencies and unwanted punishment/excuses for those tendencies and my obvious detachment to family ties because of those tendencies stated by the guilty parties to isolate and ostracize me in order that I might return to the fold without their regrets, remorse, apologies, and admissions. LOL.

      The ex told me I needed to learn to compartmentalize which in my estimation might be why the US has so many problems. I disagree with Forbes even though he finds it extremely offensive that what was offered to the victims is mere platitudes very much like the Beatitudes. I didn’t get comforted when my mom died from BGEA’s followers (my sisters) or from the RC (ex.) In fact he was in competition with me in regards to his mom’s health vs. my mom’s health and which mom deserved to be given physical therapy which turned out to be his mom because she was RC (who had pictures of Jesus in her home and a BIG bible on display while he grew up at least that is what he told me that she never read and warned her kids not to touch it so they would not learn from it) which he then expressed mocking GLEEFULNESS right after my mom died without any deference to my feelings and believe me he was wrong. My mom deserved physical therapy! She was so much more gracious than his mom and to his mom as well. She wrote letters and invited her to stay with her etc. It was his religion that promoted and even sainted assisted murder of the elderly, vets and their wives, who fought wars for our country. (His dad fought also WWll and had a heart attack because of a wound he received in WWll on D-Day which probably was the cause of his early death in the long run but he told his wife that she wasn’t pretty but good for having babies which she resented or I would not have heard about it. She did have five sons and he was the fifth son of a gun. Perhaps he didn’t really try to win the war because of his religion [a spy among the real soldiers or a Nazi sympathizer? KInd of like the Islamic sympathizers today defending freedom of religion even if it wants to rule the world like Roman Catholicism wants to rule the world ] and thus was wounded, only God knows. Probably was compartmentalizing his-self when he received his eventual and consequential deadly-wound.) He was a mechanic that worked at several gas stations in his career and also worked for his brother who owned an oil business that distributed gas and oil in Lindstrom, Michigan. (Not sure of the city) HMMMMMMM.

      A PATTERN!


      I found out those details because I asked the ex just now.

      Anyway I don’t think the ex knows what he does and I think it has to do with his religious upbringing because he saw her point (my eldest sister) about me offering her a substitute for my painting that I painted that was of the same value back to her (which i already had given her a painting the first of anyone in the family of a young girl that was beautiful and not a family member but she probably forgot but it hung in nearly the same place as the new one she absconded) which was ABSURD and SELF SERVING to punish me for divorcing him in a

      no-fault divorce settlement because it takes two to tango.

      “Forgive them father for they know not what they do”

      kind of shenanigans

      because I think they do know what they do and then they forget what they did and didn’t do

      till it’s beneficial, advantageous, timely, and convenient for them to tell.

      In the meanwhile, I have to try to get through this crap as best as I can in very harsh circumstances which has been very difficult for me understandably and why it is necessary for me to take anxiety medication to assist me through panic attacks because of my pain and suffering which is extremely deep and needn’t have been if I were dealing with people with understanding. All of this could have been handled so well many years ago! It’s rather sad the lengths people will go to have it their way and got paid very well for their shit.

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      My other sister didn’t tell her ex spouse (whom she still loved who lost his granddaughter on her third birthday party because she drowned in their pool and loved the rest of the family that knew her) that I painted the portrait of their granddaughter so that they would think she found an anonymous artist to do it and paid more than what she paid, which at first was free and then she gave me 100 bucks for it out of her measly divorce settlement that her new husband will live on for the next two years and have been living on for a few years already besides the $35,000 she got from my mom’s estate after the two weeks she was ho-spiced that she put away in that savings account till after my mom died because I guess it wouldn’t look right. I never met her grand daughter but she kind of struck me when I saw her picture on the funeral brochure because we were having some family problems: me and my brother-in -law and sisters. I think my sister wanted some credibility back which is kind of normal since she was kind of bullied out of the family and made to feel worse than she was because they were just as bad in many ways which I have enumerated in other posts. But she had no mercy for me when I got divorced and in regards to my mom but wanted to keep that money or her new husband wanted to keep that money of my moms. It’s confusing because in a way my little sister was going along with what her husband wanted and what he wanted wasn’t his. I imagine in two years he won’t want her either.

      My youngest sister also is a subject of the BGEA. She said I was Satan and the Devil for revealing my problems to the family finally in toto as best I could because they threatened my mom in strange ways but mostly by having her ho-spiced because they loved her so much and wanted to advance Muther F…..’ Teresa to saint hood for ROME and promote an opportunity for generations to come to scarf up what is not theirs which is typical, isn’t it? To quicken others for inheritance sake. TO TEMPT YOUNGER GENERATIONS! But my little sister isn’t very bright and drank too much which she learned at Texas Tech and at Texas A&M with her boyfriend.Screen Shot 2015-12-05 at 11.01.46 AM whose dad was a preacher for the Presbyterian religion. Guzzling vast amounts of beer. “…..some Presbyterians played an important role in the ecumenical movement, including the World Council of Churches.” IE the One World Government and One World Religion with Teeth!

      (Their grandson go his sister was killed at a gun range by accident in the last few years or at least we think it was an accident. Was that the third generation after the dad that might have been involved?)

      Maybe it doesn’t pay to backtrack, devolve, and appease!

      (Rick Warren’s son died of suicide as I recall! I know he was involved in the ecumenical movement (One world religion). Maybe Rick Warren doesn’t really care about his own son that was born. Probably cared more for the unborn of others who abort. Platitudes. And maybe if he changes so will his son.

      Read the scriptures: in them you think you have life…..maybe you don’t. Maybe you ought to read the scriptures and not take the pope’s word for it or Bo Diddles. I think only the Old Testament had been written at the time and The Gospel of John kind of sums it up except for chapter 4. which screws it up. You don’t have to be born again you had to be born and believe eventually when you are able to learn without all the deceptions going on around you or even amid the deceptions. The reason for the born again is for confusion about rudimentary ideas about abortion and to prop the BGEA: St. Nick. ) What happens to babies that are born but die 6 months later for all the reasons that they do. Well trust God on that but they never got a chance to be born again as is understood by the evangelicals. They probably got to be born again because they didn’t have a chance to believe in their short life. The same people that put forth their rudimentary ideas are the same people that make life hard for people, for women, girls and their families and then get you to donate to their business of someone they have inducted into their evangelical family with lies so they can give junk to the poor that lost their family because of their politics (HAARP) which is evil to support their ideology. He also knew what would occur later I’m sure to the scriptures but there is truth in them but you have to find the truth. Do you think Islamic terrorists have truth without knowing anything about it? I doubt even Forbes has life even though he is a rich man. You can kind of see it in his eyes. How would we ver have known anything if we didn’t read about it. The Pope? Santa Claus? Plus he was talking to some assholes when he said what he said who were guibbling with him about cooking corn on the Sabbath. Silly stuff. I know I do because I get the signs and I understand them as well because I have fine tuned my understanding which most people don’t even listen much less care, because they are taught not to notice by Christians churches and aren’t aware which tends to change under some circumstances but there is a war going on around you to either silence, equip you, warn you, make you aware, make you not care, and other things that you can’t see. Instead they are taught to speak in tongues that no one not even the one doing it understands what they are saying which is self evident. By allowing Mecca and Medina to inspire terrorism (which it does) you are allowing many people to die because of it, or lose limbs, or stoning of women for adultery, slitting of clits, etc and bear responsibility for their ignorance and end up deserving the terrorism we witness in the news or because of political correctness and antiquated Roman Christian ideals that are based on fallacies about freedom of religion because it isn’t free!
      Nor is the press free! The USA is not independent.
      FEAR and IGNORANCE. Terrorism is working because of fear. You have to have strength of character and understanding to know what it’s gonna take to stop it. 

      ….I wonder what Paul Ryan

      and those eager beavers and those moral laurels in

      Congress think about that?

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      What does Mr. Forbes think?

      I do ask for signs even though the Gospel of Luke says it is an evil generation that asks for signs, but I don’t believe it is evil to ask for signs, and I got one the other day as I was about to do something and my blanket that I put over my shoulder when I get chilled by the climate change (it was cooler) recently and a string of it was snagged on a dumb bell that I had situated on my computer table on the side of my dad’s picture because I was gonna try to do some arm exercises while I sit and write though I don’t do that and I should. Now you might think that it was saying I was a dumb bell but that is what my dad called Gary (my brother-in-law) to me once and I remembered that he said it. I didn’t compartmentalize it because it was immediately what I thought when it occurred. It was a sign to me a good sign and for you if you “get my drift.” It was good because I was feeling bad and it helped me and I got a good chuckle. You should ask for signs and you should look for those signs to help you do the best you can in lousy circumstances because that is how God and our loved ones that have died communicate if God allows it and He did allow it. It is not evil to ask for signs. Another sign I got was when the trash men were doing their tasks and yelling to each other while I was in the garage tinkering and one said (which I picked up on this particular segment of the conversation): “Do the best that you can,” and it hit home. I get knocks behind me, in front of me, to the right, to the left, etc., and lots of signs often and I have learned to listen because of my writing, and because of my circumstances that are out my control at the moment. They help me.


      Take that to heart. It happened and it might be helpful to those who have swaggered or regressed a bit. And as I said my mom did say that she knew and others knew about what I was involved in: my writing even though she was in a nursing home and didn’t have access to a computer. That’s a miracle. But my little sister who taped her saying that was supposed to send me the tape which was extensive and never did send it for some reason but more than likely because it was proof. I think be causes she got sucked in by the BGEA and hopefully she will get out of that occult and be my Shirley Temple and Saturday morning cartoons buddy again hopefully not in a nursing home, LOL.

      My mom was very lucid at times especially when in the hospital and when on prednizone. i remember the doctor at the Arc tested her for dementia while I was there and he wasn’t very nice so I noticed she was defensive and feeling attacked by his questions and there seemed to be more going on than meets the eye. I think that was what he was doing testing her memory. But at the hospital and sometimes even at the rc her memory would be quite proficient so it wasn’t a full time condition which dementia is a flu time condition so I think she was affected by the drugs given to her at the Arc for other problems. When mys sisters were still acting as sisters we visited a few times to find my mom without oxygen which an affect memory, of course. She was once below 78 percent which is very bad could have been lower but it was ridiculous and she was bent over when my little sister went to see her because that is what you do when you can’t breath and it took some phone calls to get them to take care of her. Drugs can also affect oxygen level and other outside antagonist. She had sinus troubles most of her life. The reason my ex said that his mother probably got the therapy my mom didn’t get had to do with her dementia but as I said she didn’t have it when on prednizone for the most part. His grandmother took steroids for a long time. If you multiplied his mom by ten she wouldn’t even rate to my one mom in talent, grace, friendliness, personality, or beauty and sweetness, IMO. My mom was aton more interesting too. To have a conversation was struggle with his mom though she was bitter because of her life and did not get along with coworkers because they never did their jobs as well as she did. My mom sometimes would lean over and grab my feet and massage them gently which she used to do to my dad as well. It was so sweet. The difference partially and  probably was in who she married, how they were raised and how they believed. As a daughter in law which is obviously a critical judge of a person his mom was like a flat note in a song or a cold fish, but she was a good cook. When two of her abusive alcoholic sons divorced it wasn’t their fault and of course it was their fault. They went out with the boys regularly but didn’t like it when the girls went out with the girls. Double standards. The girls got wise. She lauded over men and women were not as important to her and she had five sons. Her sons could do no wrong as Catholics laud about

      IMMACULATE Mary their Mother of God 

      who Jesus would not allow to touch him before he went to be with His Father.

      (Not hers)

      So my educated guess is Mary wasn’t Immaculate in his estimation.

      The ex’s mom, my ex-mother-in-law didn’t like her mom. Not for sure why but when her mom died her mom said something like: “I won’t go with him” in her delirium and it pleased my mother-in-law at the time which is weird. I guess her mom wasn’t nice to her husband or her and they didn’t get along. She thought maybe it was her husband meeting her mom in purgatory or something. Could have been someone else. Her mother was not catholic but when I met her once she seemed very warm to me when she spoke to her grandson. Odd comparison. My ex’s mom could hug but it was more of an expectation then a hug. That could have been how I was feeling towards her. It was obligatory both ways I think. I remember watching her reaction to something about my ex at the time my husband (her son) about something that wasn’t nice and it was a weird reaction and I was offended by it. Ridicule. She wasn’t that nice as she tried to act. Once when we went shopping together which was a drag (obligatory) some guy noticed me and I can’t remember what he looked like probably a long shore man or a lumber jack and she kind of acted funny about it. It wasn’t a big deal, but bigger in her mind.

      She loved growing violets, which coincidentally was her name. That is weird. I had not put the two together as why she might like them so much. My dad on the other hand had a green thumb and liked to shape mountain laurels in the south, and grew tulips in England in little groupings, and grew roses and knew how to trim them three sets of leaves of some amount in a cluster and then snip to grow more roses. His name was not Rose, Tulip, or Mountain Laurel, or Golf.

      She loved to read romance mysteries.


      If you have read one you have read them all.

      We Remember The Victims of the Terrorist Attack in San Bernando, California

      (As Hannity said on his show do you remember the victims names of gun violence in Chicago to one of his guests who admitted he could not name them all and nor could Hannity or he would have tried.) So when they say they won’t forget the victims

      big F……’ Deal!

      Fox loves to twist words. Using Bo Diddle, a cop, the most ridiculous character in the world but the fact is I believe in self defense and the 2nd amendment as he says he does unless between a civilian and a cop which he doesn’t believe a civilian has a right to defend themselves if a cop is involved. The terrorist would have used deadly force on anyone that defied his will and would have found ways to kill even if he didn’t have a gun such as the box cutters. Catching people off guard and the fact is we don’t know what other weapons they used in 9-11 because all we have is the testimony of a person who died in an explosion who was the Post Master General’s wife and she was seen later in Poland.

      How gracious of them, “We will remember you in our prayers,” is another platitude often used on Fox News by the lady with cat eyes. If she did pray she would be praying all the time. She is weird.

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      She has holes!

      My little sister wasn’t interested in art which is too bad because she might have wanted my mom to live to that ripe old age of 105 that she wanted and to surpass her grandmother and because we should want that to be the goal of our GREAT COUNTRY: TO SURPASS THE LAST GENERATION. We used to have the MOST sought after healthcare in the world and people far and wide came to be tended to in our country and instead we got hi-jacked by politically correct nonsense to confuse the masses and promote Islamic and Roman Catholic ideals which are substandard and easier to achieve

      and I guess instead decided to devolve as the romans have done in the past often times.

      I think we should not allow ships to cross the ocean anymore to devolve even further.

      WHAT SAY YE?

      Those evangelicals, I’ll tell ya, they got a screw loose. Radical.

      Here is some more of my work but instead a pastel on watercolor paper of the woman that played in the movie Kingdom of Heaven who I thought was quite beautiful and so I took a snapshot because it was striking and painted it with my own adjustments. It took me three times to get it right because my sister destroyed the first one on mistake in her RV and scrunched it. She was gonna try to sell my art but anyway it took her a few months to admit to me what she had done to my artwork and not just this one but a few others as well. She was afraid to tell me which was kind of silly and I was nice about it. I enjoy it so it wasn’t that hard to do again and improved it. She never did try to sell it and told me I needed to sell my art dirt cheap like her skills which she has. She did help to start and it might have been her idea the apartment aspect of her first husband’s business, but she didn’t get credit for it. Maybe this is why.

      You can find my artwork and other examples on

      BY THE SEA

      and some porcelain art that I was able to photo though photography isn’t my forte And I plan to add that other picture that my eldest sister is going to give to the ex eventually that I painted and gave to my mom because she taught me how to paint portraits on porcelain.

      Porcelain Portraits and Art by Beatrice Root

      And eventually I hope to paint again because my mom wanted me to continue painting.

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      Have you noticed Kelly of the Kelly File and her alarmist style which I would consider her to be  a pro at freaking people out (an alarmist) and she gets paid extremely well for her roll. It’s the pace of her voice when talking about whatever she talks about. What occurred is alarming and  we got to see the terrorist dead in his pool of blood dressed in his gear but I am suspicious of the circumstances and the stories we are being told about the San Bernadino event.

      There are some conspicuous details that shouldn’t be overlooked.

      1)The timing after the Climate Change Summit and Obamas veiled threat. (To Jews?)

      2)How the weapons were obtained.

      3)The victims religion. One was a jew. The main victim. And another was also Jewish and probably the others that were with them it was their misfortune.

      4)The lawyers for the killers of the jew and others that got in the way and what they had to say and their motives for what they said vs fighting their fight for freedom for men and women in Islamic controlled countries that prop their religion but that would be against their religion, wouldn’t it?

      5) ISIS claiming responsibility (after the fact) yet the wife involved in the mass shooting came from Pakistan and visited Saudi Arabia and she did not join ISIS at the time of her trip. I think she suffered postpartum depression more than likely because she had an ISLAMIC ass for a husband who was rattling her chains and I think when the bible talks about sowing (evil) at night I think there may be some dream/internet sowing going on with buzz words/cues to spark a reaction at a certain time to make planned attacks at a certain time specified such as after what Obama said at the Climate Summit…dark sentences. Cueing them. That is why it is important to monitor Islamic people and muslims in this country because even if they are innocent they may be being used while not realizing it. It’s like with Hillary if you don’t ask certain questions she isn’t gonna answer in regards to Benghazi. She may not know what she saw or understand what she witnessed or heard or understand it’s importance but it might be IMMENSELY important. Like a missing piece of a puzzle.

      As far as Sen. Lindsay Graham and Sen. John McCain traveling to the middle east to get questions answered in regards to ISIS or terrorism why on earth would muslims/arabs or Islamic people tell them the truth? WHat is in it for them? These are the two guys that helped to bring the Muslim Brotherhood to Egypt and from what I gather they funded them as well by the things that Lindsay Graham was reported to have said in regards to the money they threatened to stop sending to Morsi of Egypt. So why Judge Jeanine would take what he said seriously is beyond me. I think he use to have some sort of knowledge about things over there but things have changed dramatically because they are in a position of power unlike they were before the USA stepped into their messes. We are their enemy and they know it. LOL. Look what happened to the guy who helped the USA in regards to Osama Bin Laden. He ended up in prison and the USA did not save him!

      We don’t need to be compensating for the silent majority of muslims in this country. When they get the upper hand in this country they will not be kind or gentle to anyone including Catholics and Evangelicals. Look what happened to James Foley.

      If I had a magic wand I would bomb the shit out of Mecca and Medina on their holiest days and I wouldn’t feel bad about it either. I would pray that God would get the people out of there that should not be there during those days and proceed.

      Family Lawyer Brings Up Terror Suspect’s Online Allegiance to Islamic State, Then Stuns With Analogy

      “All there is thus far is some nebulous thing that somebody looked at something on Facebook,” he argued. “I mean, any one of us may have looked at something on Facebook. It doesn’t mean we believe in it. I’ve checked out a Britney Spears post and I hate Britney Spears music.”

      I have no idea what she is doing music wise because she tends to gear her music for the young and females in her art or at least she used to because they tend to buy music and go to concerts. So an Islamic lawyer doesn’t like her music, who cares. He shouldn’t because her music isn’t geared for Islamic men in suits, is it? Isn’t he a bit old for her style of music? But I bet he likes her in a lustful way and it must disturb his ideology to have those feelings. Better learn to control those feelings.

      Everyone has those feelings but you had to learn to control them.

      She is beautiful and she works at it very hard because it’s her bread and butter. She is known former dancing as well which is part of the entertainment besides the music which there are a few that are good songs like: Oops I Did It Again. It’s funny as well. I have no idea of the meaning nor do I care. I enjoyed her dancing for the most part because she is energetic and entertaining but never bought her music.

      It’s the American way.

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      Why would he check out her post,

      if he didn’t like her music?


      Do Islamic men use closets?

      And now Paul Ryan is going Islamist on the USA. I bet he doesn’t like Britney Spears music either.

      When was the last time he decided to grow a beard?

      You would think under the circumstances that we are under he would shave it for appearance sake,

      wouldn’t you?

      Is he an evangelical?

      EVIL angel?

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      I believe it’s my turn to get paid really well and receive my rewards.

      *And for those females who want to turn off their husband during sex or to shorten the experience start talking about shopping and how much you spent or say I think your boss called a little while ago, or look at the ceiling or walls and talk about painting, or tell a good joke or say “that’s okay, maybe another time.” as if he isn’t doing well! Whooooosh-the sucking sound!

      Amazing Evidence For God – Scientific Evidence For God a Catholic site has some interesting facts in one of it’s programs about biological life but they still have a few things in it that aren’t correct in my opinion or unprovable but they put it like it is proof which is too bad. But you can learn from it never the less. Talks about the complexity of the human cell and the universe etc to prove a point…… but so is a brick. It’s made up of microscopic stuff that we can’t see that hold it together LIKE GRAVITY FOR ONE but we don’t use every brick we receive especially a half a brick or bricks still in the process of baking. BRICKS ARE AMAZING IN THAT THEY MAKE A HOUSE, ETC. BUT THEN NEED SOEONE TO BUILD THEM INTO A HOUSE.

      I guess that is why some planets don’t have life and some stars explode etc.

      In the bible there is a place in it that talks about the world wishing someone wasn’t born who happens to be he. Not all life is good but made up of the same components. Hitler also had cells. Obama has some too but he definitely ain’t good. Comparing terrorism to cancer but shows how insane he is. He probably is addicted to it and it has become predominant theme in his term as President of the USA. And it seems the victims families want everyone to collectively mourn which is probably what Obama likes because he likes to feel UR pain.

      UR. vs RU?

      a take off of the name given to Moses for God to give to the Hebrews

       I AM THAT I AM


      It’s like this:

      Global warming, a trend in climate is now Climate Change

       Terrorism, a tactic in warfare is now Cancer. 

      Both global warming and terrorism

      are BULL SHIT and both are blackmail, no offense!’)

      It also says in the bible that whoever is speaking he knew them in the womb, but did they know it?

      Did the sperm cell that made it to the egg know what he was doing?



      It was forced into entering by ejaculation and landed by chance on the right spot at the right time. Did the egg say thank you? (Mine did not the first time it occurred because I wasn’t prepared! The second time and the third I was prepared and let it progress and purposefully didn’t take even a half of an LSD once I realized I was pregnant and fed it good food like high protein drinks sometimes daily in succession, went to the doctor frequently, was married at the time as well, etc I did have trouble with smoking because I was addicted but slowed down as much as I could and tried not to drink alcohol once I realized my condition,)

      Did the sperm say I love you to the egg and the egg say I love you in return! It didn’t the first, second, or the third time, but I treated it lovingly because I wanted it regardless if it was a male or a female WHEN I WAS PREPARED FOR GOOD REASONS AND EACH PERSON IS DIFFERENT THAT WAY!)


      Did the sperm select the woman? Did the woman select the lucky sperm?

      Did the sperm care if it was rape?






      Another thing as far as patterns goes: When my eldest sister had to find some flip flops (for about two hours) and in her words the cost was no object my little sister gave me a pair of used flip flops where I stayed  that looked exactly like the ones my eldest sister bought but very worn. I didn’t think much about it at the time but there is a pattern to these things that occur and even though it sounds insane it is for real and with the other things that have occurred similar it’s like some sort of imitations going on for some reason to confuse and deceive. Since both were involved in hospicing my mom I think they are the imitations and both collectively had memory but individually forgot some real important things such as my eldest not remembering that my brother-in-law the first husband of my little sister saved her sons life from drowning in their pool when he was about 3 years of age the same age as his granddaughter that did drown years later on her third birthday party a week after her birthday in another home that they moved to when they moved up in status and wealth. And I had to remind her but at the time she was more interested in taking pictures of me being hugged by him when he came home from work to greet his house guests and family to prove some insane point which she showed to me an my husband later with a BIG GLARE in her eyes. It was absolutely inane. She was the one dreaming about kissing him (the first husband, David) on a bridge while my little sister watched and told my little sister which is really odd for someone who was viciously attacking me with stupid photos. I did have dreams of her husbands prick in my face but I didn’t want to have them. It was after my operation when I nearly died and I was suffering from PTSD and he had exposed hisself quite a few times in strange ways over the years and had done some very shitty shit to me and so had she and it was not desirable to me nor did I want to kiss him sexually though as a family member I did on his cheek greeting him but it was not because i desired him. IN FACT, I WAS NOT TURNED ON BY HIM ONE IOTA! HE WAS NOT MY TYPE AND HE WAS MARRIED TO MY SISTER. I THOUGHT OFTEN HE WAS AN IDIOT. I DID MY BEST TO GET ALONG AND WE WERE ALL FRIENDS. We were trying to be normal amongst a freaking pair of nuts while she was trying to prove I was the one causing it which I didn’t realize was her game all that time. I thought better of her than I should have. There is a difference between kissing and kissing but to her it was proof I asked for it and I didn’t. I didn’t sneak on my belly while I slept to fondle me while being two to three inches distance from her. She said three was the number of perfection so I wonder what she meant by that or why she said it later in life?

      Anyway the picture of David and me was harmless but his arm was under my arm and we hugged quickly and I was in a bathing suit and he was in his work suit: BIG FUCKING DEAL. Anyway the picture made it look like his hand was near my boob which it was but it was not grasping it. LOL

      There is some psychology in this of some kind.

      Then saying that that the cost is not object about some fucking flip flops and then taunting me about not visiting my mom in mother’s day because I was in the hospital myself for my own physical ailments. She told me it was going  to be wasted and in hr words “money down the tube” a $400 ticket to San Antonio if I didn’t go and get the cash even though I didn’t buy the ticket, she bought the ticket but it was in my name. I didn’t get the cash partially because she was so bitchy about it and I thought I was being set up again, which I dare say I think I was being set up by her for some reason and probably has to do with the money she hoped to get from my mom’s estate by hospicing her soon after. A fucking $35,000 more than likely, the same amount as my little sister put in her savings account till after the hospicing was to occur.

      So it was like being between a bitch and a bitch and being harassed throughout and sent taunting letters with photos of my mom saying weird shit like “her eyes are clearer now” and her eyes were closed in the picture with a very sad look on her face that would make anyone that loved her cry.

      My mom wanted to live to 105!

      I hope my sisters fuck each other over real good.







      When my dad had a TIA at the hospital visiting my sister Tootie/Lori and her husband Gary for the birth of their daughter’s kids (she has about 5 now or so, their grand child). They had to drive in 5 or more hours he started to talk with weird words kind of backwards but not in the right order etc Gary was sitting on a ledge. His eyebrows went up and down like he was amused by it. I told my dad not to talk anymore because every time he tried it talk got worse. I knew he knew what he was meaning but it wasn’t coming out the right way. Tootie and mom went to find help in the hospital where this occurred. Gary was amused by it while it was occurring, never got up or anything. I remember hearing weird sounds like we were in an echo chamber though I don’t know what that is like but it was spiritual and it was alarming. It was surreal in a way because of the sounds like in a very hollow place. Very strange so I knew it was important besides what my dad was doing.   It was amusing later on in a funny way because he survived it and got the potassium he was light on because probably the meds he had been on getting ready for a trip, driving the trip, and going to the hospital etc without a nap more than likely. Tootie pushed people to their limit. You would go shopping with her and often it was excruciatingly long experience – I may be exaggerating but seemed like 8-12 hours. I think Gary resented her and took it out on her family who tried to help them because of her obsessive nature and his fucked up nature. To decorate her homes she would obsess about the materials for days and days. Gary sat the whole time observing and I will NEVER forget his expressions. I think she obsessed because of him to find solace but she was paid well for her troubles because money was no object.

      He could have cared less.

      My dad cleaned up after my sister when she was puking and having diarrhea at the same time when she poisoned herself with Calamine lotion when she swigged it thinking it was Pepto Bismol in my little sister’s kitchen in the dark (while we were watching The Last of the Mohicans when Gary exposed himself while on the floor at a family gathering) but her husband didn’t help her, my dad helped her. Diane and I were amused by it because of how she acted with pink stuff on her lips and told us what she had done. We called poison control.

      Gary didn’t help.

      He observed and came down and told us what my dad was doing.

      He could have cared less.

      It became a joke because it was foolish to do in the dark: to swig from a bottle in someone else’s home in the dark but kids do that kind of thing like I did with sour milk once as a kid and I never did that again. I’m sure she heard about it from Gary and it probably pissed her off.

      Seemed like everything that could go wrong in the family always involved Gary

      and whatever it was that he brought to the table


      My dad expected the same in return I would imagine in regards to his wife, her mom.

      He put my sister in charge of the estate to care for my mom and from what I saw and heard

      near the end she didn’t uphold her end of the bargain,

      not even close.

      I saved Kristen’s kid from falling off a very high ledge that would have killed him because there was no barrier and he was a curious boy. By saving I yelled at him to go back from beneath because no one  was with him and he listened. Kristen wasn’t there at the time but her mom and dad (Tootie and Gary) didn’t notice that he was missing. We had to walk through a neighborhood down a steep hill to get to the bottom to see the little lake by the ARC in San Antonio and he must have not followed us and it was their grand child, not mine. I hardly knew him.

      That may be the trip when I watched Kristen’s kids walking the river at night all Gary could think about was my underwear. NOt all he could think about but made a big deal to whisper in my ear about them as I got up because I guess he was amused and couldn’t stop himself from letting me know he noticed.

      He could have cared less about her kids.

      He or she could have said “hey thanks for watching out for my grandkids.”

      A son of a fool!

      I will never forget when he pushed my forehead with the palm of his hand to degrade me after tussling my kids foreheads and hair and my husband at the time and then came to me and pushed it and then asked the ex to bring the lawn mower over to the house because theirs wasn’t working and after I told the ex not to “Don’t you dare, he did anyway.” This was before I went to his boss. He was trying to scary me from telling on him. I didn’t get much support.

      Another time driving in San Antonio and I was following in heavy traffic he sped up so that I couldn’t follow easily and changed lanes a bunch. Fucking with me. He was a real sweet heart.


      A $100 million home in Dallas: Is real estate at its peak?








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Jeb Bush Hanging By a Chad


The Donald Doubles down on previous comments
 Where did the 9-11 pilots get trained to fly airplanes?

They were trained In Florida when Jeb Bush was Governor of Florida. They did not come as immigrants , I don’t think. How often does one train illegal immigrants to fly airliners. I think they were educated here because of immigration policies I think they had Diplomatic immunity, more than likely which is a State Department license. The terrorists came from Saudi Arabla, not Afghanistan, armed with box cutters

SO some SAY.

No one lived to see their weapons except on those planes. We heard about it by the husband Postmaster General at the time whose ballet dancer/press wife was on a plane using her cell phone before it was shot down. She was seen in Poland later on. So she probably didn’t die. t think they were enticed to perform by the thought of hitting the White House and weren’t able to fulfill that quest and were intercepted in Pennsyvania by our air support.

Hence Donald Rumsfeld’s interesting witness.

George Bush saw God in Pope Benedict’s eyes. I think it was a reflection his own image in the popes eyeballs.

Both George Bush and HIllary made a you tube about 7th day adventists wishing them a happy anniversary mocking their prophecies. I wonder who influenced them to be so ridiculous.

Their spiritual big brother puffed by Time and the Hursts in Germany.

Strange things going on Alex Jones documented about the Bohemian Grove with David Gurgin (the Press) and others full of inference to black babies being altered.

I don’t think I have ever seen two high ranking officials in government ever stoop to that level.

Certainly didn’t do it to the faithers having faith as small as the smallest of seeds the mustard seed (spoken about parabolically and written about in the Synoptic Gospels),

which it is not, though it be small they isn’t aren’t smallest of seeds.

When the planes hit the buildings in New York President George Bush was found at that very moment n a classroom reading a book to schoolchildren and alerted as to what had occurred. Obama made reference I don’t care whose kids they are they can’t fly in Manhattan after their curfew etc at his first Press dinner making a joke of many that were there and talked about Micelle’s muscular arms saying no one has the right to bare arms as she was pictured to have had arms in her muscular arms at Benghazi etc then trying to disarm americans still in many ways with attacks on arms facilities and manufacturers, chemical sites and on the average citizen.

In 1963 when JFK was assassinated the deed was blamed on a man who worked at the Children’s School Book Depository in Dallas Texas with evidence of a rifle and spent bullets. He was called THE OSWALD by Henry Wade (Roe v wade? coincidence?) a lawyer judge at the time.

When LBJ was sworn in as President on a plane on the tarmac with a Catholic Bible by the Judge that was involved in Roe v Wade with some english guest and some jewish ones as well.

The Catholic Church was involved in the 2nd Vatican (I think it actually was the third or fourth probably some things occurred during the dark ages but under a different name. Another occurred in the 70’s changing things contained in the bible to entice other protestant leaders so as Jesus said he would fulfill every jot and tittle and also promised to curse those that change one word in Revelations)  which involved many religious zealots to prop up the Gospel of Matthew as the preeminent gospel of the gospels and the birth of Opus Dei and The Neocathecumenal Way and other secret groups in the Roman Catholic entity and in Dallas research on Bio technology and Bioethics was being discussed and employed.

1963 in Israel

The woman that drove the judge to the plane where LBJ was made President was involved in psychoanalyzing the kids involved in Sandy Hook Elementary Hoax whose sister was “assassinated” supposedly. She interviewed them for the record.

LBJ was known for dam building. The Kennedy’s received some gifts from Egypt for their part in those dams that uncovered some temples and artifacts some of which ended up in Manhattan near the Onassis apartment that overlooked the display. I think she thought she was ISIS (egyptian goddess) as in the woman and her painting of herself.

Catholics while JFK was visiting the pope and the Vatican propped him up as the Son of Man. Picture of him in a chair with priests holding up the chair. Painting of Jackie n the limousine with his head in her lap but it wasn’t in her lap as the dress demonstrated the airport. No blood on the front, or not enough blood on the front of the dress. That has to do with The Son of Man shall be betrayed and the Son of Man has no where to lay his head prophecies in the gospels. Her son salutes his casket at the funeral having to do with Salute no man by the way Biblical/gospel stuff.  She had had a miscarriage right before that trip whether purposeful or not. Might have been an abortion or an abortion/miscarraige. Anyway she was upset but well enough to proceed. They were supposedly near divorce for some reason. He got off the plane at Dallas and was limping down the stairs after a visit to Hawaii where he got tanned as spoken about by the Press humorously. Jacob in the bible had a thorn in his side after wrestling with God as if God wrestles men physically andy he prevailed/vailed the same person biblically in the OT who slept on a stone and had dreams of angels going up and down a ladder known as Jacob’s Ladder. Angels shall rise and fall on the Son of Man in the gospel told to Nathaniel by Jesus in the Gospel of John written by someone we have to assume is John (not the baptist who is beheaded already by Herod and his girlfriend.) The entourage included a man called Secret Service agent Jack Ready (hence the Get Ready America by Dep. of Defence Chuck Hagel who never question the motives of Obama a must quality for defensive type people or defensive jobs, the queen’s ring man at the Diamond Jublilee 50th or 60th anniversary) who was at the airport in Dallas Love Field seems to have had an unusual physical change in appearance and hair cut looks like Billy Graham. Jackie receives a lamb chops puppet (famous character used as a noise maker during the assassination) in her roses at the airport over the fence line with a stinger or syringe in the bouquet in order to pierce the trusted bodyguard of JFK near the fence line after she dips her head in a strange contraption that looks like a bloody baby brain that was handed over the fence line by a few people on whose dad I think is a priest at the time and gave their alibi soon after as if the y received the news in Rome as did BIlly Graham gave his alibi as being on the radio at the time with other friends that don’t tell on each other I think and was involved in Three’s Company and who has since died of cancer. Watched the Jack Ready have a conniption fit because he was seen on camera and knew it pointing to someone in the crowd or in the entourage and it was a bad mistake and his reaction was even worse. I think there were people on the roofs filming the event because of the importance of what was occurring knowing someone and something was afoot and probably had good reason and they did,

Billy Graham wrote a book called Just I am a mock of I am that I am written about int the OT when the Hebrews were led out of Egypt and in the Gospel of John with one the Jesuses giving statements about I AM the Way (weigh/scales) the Truth and the Life. I am the Vine reference to the asp on the poles in the desert during the 40 year journey of the Hebrews from Egypt when the snakes/harpies that were in the grass/sand testing and messing with them. I am the bread of Life, etc.

I am the Lord thy God

Thou shalt have not other gods before me/thee

First Commandment of the Ten Commandments.

In that book. mocking/mosquing God, he gives his alibi for the assassination and his feeling about it before hand (a cold was why he didn’t warn the President his friend about those prophetic hints) and his testimony about the visit JFK’s son had with him and with the Cuban Jesuit President looking for evidence about the death of his dad and then soon after was shot down somehow by Laser/HAARP technology??? on his way to some visit with his family with his pregnant wife and sister-in- law and a pilot in the cockpit during the time he was running for the same seat as HIllary Clinton and she won the seat while he was the publisher or creator of George Magazine because there was no one running against her. No wonder Bernie Sanders said what he said at the debates changing his stance on lives making him look like a fool.

Nothing is past some people to get their reward.

Such as hanging chads in Florida (dade county) and Al Gore lost the election by a CHAD, but won a billionaire business in Global Warming now Climate Change to shut him up about the unfairness of his loss that was first floated by the Vatican and he ran with it and made mucho dollars on premeditated microwave heating of the land and oceans of the world causing havoc on the food chain and other things and changing the system of how votes are counted using technology that can be wiped/ swiped clean as Hillary’s e-mails making elections moot except for earning thousands, millions, billions of dollars of support for nothing



During Jeb ‘s governorship a woman was taken off feeding tubes for her husband who longer wanted her around for various reasons which probably include premeditated murder of his wife by him and she lived to threaten his freedom to remarry. She was in coma. Her family wanted her to live but he was an ADAMANT STONE and she was allowed to be hospiced by those in charge and while history may repeat it also rewrites itself. I don’t recall Jeb interfering in her stead though as I said history rewrites itself.

A boy from Cuba was sent back to Cuba for the dad who was rising in ranks in their banana despotic  government of FIDEL CASTRO whose mother died trying to get him to America during the Clinton years while Jeb was Governor and Janet Reno (NERO) was in the Department of Justice .

Patriarchal shit.

During the CLINTON YEARS a place in Waco, Texas a Davidic cult was rammed and torched having to do with Adventists I think in any case some in the Reps and Dems don’t like competition. Severely paranoid of others.

And if you don’t think the elections don’t have anything to do with religion you are a fool.

Happened in Australia too with wild fires on their assembly.

SInce when do politicians send birthday wishes to a religious groups

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Comedy Wildlife Photography Awards

It  was a mock of their mistaken interpretation of true and false prophecies which is understandable since there are false prophets in the bible but Obama said at the UN that the future must not belong to those that insult the profit/prophet of islam which is also written about in the gospels, mostly in the Synoptic Gospels.

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Amazing what big hair can do for a figure. I wonder what would happen if she wore her hair high instead of wide how that would affect the image;)

All of these people mentioned have been deeply affected by the BGEA, except for Truman who knew he was a charlatan and was able to change the course of history at that time ending a bad actor at the time and their immoral war as bad as it was, it was bad. (Using kids and suicidal maniacs because they are the MUTHER of …Martyrs…….. said during the push of the Neocats in Roman Catholicism in Japan around Screen Shot 2015-10-20 at 6.52.23 PMthe time of the nuclear tsunami because of the rise in suicides because of the test trial by the way of the neocats they wanted a delay and didn’t get one) that has affected many of us in a multitude of ways using Obama Care to cover it up and to treat some and hose others as in ho-spice the elderly and the sick and the military in a multitude of ways. I think probably because of el nino affecting others on the other side of the globe.


In our case it is a COUP d’etat. They take a while if not thwarted with better intelligence than where they have previously been receiving it: the Vatican and their allies. (a video tape for instance)

The Secret Service HQ’d in MARYland used to and probably still advice the Presidents on their talking points for each day. That’s a lot of influence.

Potus Flotus etc

The Press are involved as well.

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I think if the militaries of America wants to survive

they better change their allegiance

because spreading the military thin is part of the tactics used to destroy

our power.

A consensus does not make policy or thought good or successful. Often times it is the opposite. It’s just peer shit.

In another post on another blogsite (Eye of the Needle, I think) I wrote about the number 1600 having to do with Furlongs and the Vatican that is mentioned in Revelation.

Fuhr long is measure of some kind.

as in Fuhrer as in ADOLF.

And the blood rising to the horses bridle in both places.

It’s a very strange prophecy and ought not to be ignored.

Destruction of possibly of both and destruction of others and might be good time to scatter

for the sake of living another day.

 The District of Columbia is possibly a mock and reference to what grows in Columbia.


and those hanging gardens of Babylon.

One air duct system one thought.

For instance:

Harry Reid Hopes Paul Ryan Becomes House Speaker

Defunding Planned Parenthood is another however a business and a service shouldn’t have to depend on Federal funding but oversight by someone to keep it honest as is done with alcohol in order to avoid nuns infiltrating the service to prop up Roman Catholicism. I think they think they are responsible because of LBJ swearing on a Catholic Bible on a plane


Some kind of Occult trickery on both sides of the issue since both sides are entrenched in the OCCULT.

I think the federal government should pay for federal funded rape and those pregnant by those in the federal government.

In my case, that was the case though we did not have Planned Parenthood then. I didn’t know his religion and perhaps they should have been responsible as well.  An RC priest was on that plane with my sister sitting right next to her of all times! Never happened before or after to any of us since then.

Ecclesiastes 1:9 [Full Chapter]

The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be;
and that which is done is that which shall be done:
and there is no new thing under the sun.

It was handled appropriately by my family and me, IMO. And I believe GOD agrees with me. The proof is in the pudding’.

I think the State Department should pay for those raped or impregnated by those in their organization all over the world.


and allow the planning to the families and the victim.

I can’t remember the car ad’s ownership and will add it when I see it again but I think it is for renting a car and he gives himself a 10% raise and sits with himself in his rent a car talking about me and you. Very cute ad partially for me because of the verses in Gospels which can get to be very confusing. First person type stuff and language which can be often misconstrued. It is kind of mind boggling and I find myself getting into some weird thoughts sometimes.

It’s pretty bad socially while playing  CIV some of my humor I have with the game and myself because I have been isolated and other things. But I still have some laughs once in a while over weird stuff.

No man sees the Father but by me!

Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.
while I was grieving momentarily I prayed that I wanted to fuck over whoever did what was done to my dad and mom. WE TRIED TO HANDLE OUR FAMILY PROBLEMS WITH GRACE AND SOMEONES WOULDN’T LET IT GO. My ex made some noises from another room abruptly twice with a half a minute between and I thought he was barking at the dog named Zeus, the one I yelled at a few times to “Kill the dog” because he was attacking another dog of ours out of jealousy. I had a flash while in my prayer which was a bit earthy because of my words and the depth of my feelings it came to me the SUEZ as in canal. I asked if he was yelling at the dog and he was sneezing. Interesting since that canal is right in the thick of things in the middle east. I remember someone else mentioning it in our government when things really weird. Maybe he had a flash of some kind too.
My family without me had a visit to Egypt on a cruise and brought back my name on a little charm in hieroglyphics in silver and gold. The Suez uncovered some things that may have been meant to covered, more than likely like temples and those steps libya, to somewhere else in the Book of Daniel and the order of some of the attacks of terrorism and precious things that were taken/stolen during the first Egyptian coup, artifacts and, the first one when Roman Catholics who were assisting the Muslim Brotherhood. against the President (Mubarak) at the time who was defending his country and has been in a trial off and on mostly because some people didn’t like how he spent the money given to him via American tax dollars probably laundered by the Vatican which I think he used for tourism type things. While he was President of Egypt the Palestinians living in his country seemed content. SInce then they have not been content and seemed to have had caught that african bee madness that affects normal bees in a bad way making them nuts digging tunnels towards Israel and in Israel and when they hear a noise or something it makes them attack like a killer bee attacks and as has been going on in Israel lately. The people that seemed to support the Muslim Brotherhood coup had some statements such as McCain and few others in our government I guess those on the Ways and Means committees?
Mike Rogers? Lindsay Graham? Made some statements about the canals too and seemed to be afraid of some loose nuke lost in our country.
I wonder what those light beams that were witnessed emitting out of the Dome of the Rock a few years ago and whatever it was that was transported to the Dome of the Rock by Pope Benedict might be related.
I think there is something to it.
May seem far fetched but recently got a new puppy that my daughter named Arbor and the blade in my arbor of my tool to cut jump rings broke. The apparatus that I tried to invent and took to the company to have made if only I could get investors for the legal shit. They loved the invention and thought it would make money too, but couldn’t get a few in my family interested heck they wouldn’t even look at the diagram because we have our past. Alerting me about my moms hospicing NOT  two weeks before they say she died. Never sent the tape. Never gave me what was given to me by my parents. Dishonest assholes.  I might have made some good honest money. I replaced the blade and it works now. The timing is what made it interesting. They love holding me back every chance they could. They would rather make money attempting to manage-trois me.
We need to revet our differences;) which will require you having to reinvent yourselves.

If Hillary is the best the Democrats can muster,

Why have an election?

I guess we have to figure out who is going to be President. Obviously the Dem’s threw in the towel!

Biden isn’t gonna try for the presidency because he thinks time is running out.
As my ex said to me one night as my pulse went up to 140 something and I think I was near a seizure:
Mind over matter,
and then went to bed. LOL.
If I had had a gun at that moment he would have been sorry.
Or another time when I think i was actually having a seizure and said, “Water?” to me was bother moment if i had had a gun he would have been sorry.
I know one day he will be VERY SORRY.
Probably on this day:
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But I don’t have a pipe
It ain’t over till the fat lady sings.
Tomorrow Hillary on C-Span dissing and hissing more than likely
Hopefully she will nail herself and some others as well.
Amazing speech by Trey Goudy and I hope he succeeds
Cummings is a schmuck attacking Goudy for doing his duty.
I want to have a copy of Trey Goudy’s opening speech.
It is so full of the symptoms of deception by the administration,
The State Department, and Hillary Clinton.
Impossible task to get to the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
Both Trey and Elijah Cummings said because of the political atmosphere!
Who chose to run for President of the United States while this investigation has been stalled in every way?
Trey Goudy, Elijah Cummings, or Hillary Clinton.
Who had a head injury and couldn’t testify for a long time?
Hillary Clinton
Who is stalling?
Hillary Clinton
Who was in charge of the State Department during the Benghazi massacre?
Hillary Clinton.
I thought she wanted to take responsibility for the deaths of Americans?
I guess she lied about that.
I wonder why? The Vatican?
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From what country and from what port did Christopher Stevens depart from on his normal getaway?
The Santa Maria, La Niña (“The Girl“), and La Pinta (“The Painted“). to get to Libya?
La Santa María de la Inmaculada Concepción
(Spanish for: The Holy Mary of the Immaculate Conception), orLa Santa María,
was the largest of the three ships used by Christopher Columbus in his first voyage.
Her master and owner was Juan de la Cosa.
The other ships of the Columbus expedition were the smaller caravel-type ships Santa Clara, remembered as LaNiña (“The Girl“), and La Pinta (“The Painted“).
The Red Cross left and so did the British embassy before the attack and the Vatican set up some mass demonstrations in other places in North Africa like the surge to America now.
This is about RELIGION and the fallacy of The GOSPEL OF MATTHEW
and it’s mustard seeds that aren’t as small
Small , smaller
What about man’s seed? sperm
What gospels besides the Gospel of Matthew said they were the smallest of seeds?
The Gospel of Mark and the Gospel of Luke.
What about the Beatitudes:
When one mourns thou shalt be comforted.
What difference does it make?
Who was the cousin of Mary: ELIZABETH whose baby leaped in her body when it met Mary and her baby in her tummy but back then they didn’t realize that sometimes that happens and it has nothing to do with babies meeting each other in utero in different bodies.
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without fringe
The prince of this world cometh and he hath nothing in me was said Jesus in the Gospel of John:
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Who cooked the books?
The cook, the tailor, or the candlestick maker?
Who took the books and cooked them as well and where?
Josephus Flavius son of Matthias, adopted by the Flavius family of Rome admitted he did in his writings and they hired him for propaganda purposes to reconstruct the holy books (I believe was the purpose because he had access to them having stolen them) and used him to betray the people of Jerusalem and the world and I have no idea if it was voluntary or not, kind of like federal income taxes and are not the same as tithing to the Levites priests of the Hebrews because our government are not the Levites or even Hebrew for that matter and nor are Roman Catholic Clergy and federal income taxes are supposed to be voluntary as is written in the tax code so it is kind of fitting like a glove,
The tax collector and raiser of taxes and used Santa Claus as a bribe to pass out the junk in place of living the abundant life in order that they elite would remain pre-eminent along with the Gospel of Matthew and it’s little seeds. Seminarians, etc.
Besides the seed of man being smaller there are other smaller seeds than the mustard seed in the plant world but Jesus in the Synoptic Gospels hadn’t traveled that far and didn’t know it.
You would have thought God would have told him, but He didn’t.
When thou gets old another shall gird thee, Follow me.
That is what Jesus said to Peter at the Sea of Galillee because he denied Jesus 3 times:
The synoptic gospels add up to 3.

Three is not the number of perfection:

Ménage à trois

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I guess the French got involved. LOL
John 3:16
Perish/Paris/Parish-Notre Dame of Paris
 the Court of the Gentiles
and the inquisition.
The Gospel of John is not without it’s problems as well: the parts that prop up the Synoptic Gospels.
It’s a conspiracy as is Benghazi.
Ambassador Chris Stevens is alive and well!
All you have to do is listen to his mom to know it.
And then watch the you tube of Benny Hinn and the young boy who I think is Chris Stevens.
He might be the stepper in the Book of Daniel.
And Egypt shall not escape: The coup in Egypt by the Muslim Brotherhood which was a mutual democrat and republican intervention.
This isn’t just about Hillary as Trey Goudy concluded. She is but a pawn and no one wants to believe that the video tape and demonstrations were caused by the Vatican and the Jesuits and the excuse was from the Jesuit Father Frederico Lombardi and has to do with the change in popes from Pope Joseph Ratzinger Benedict to the successor Jesuit pope :Pope France and the Court of the Gentiles an this attack on women who have had abortions to give the Catholic Church preeminence in moral authority which they don’t and started with the JFK assassination and the swearing in of LBJ on a Catholic Bible by the judge involved in  roe v wade.
Problem is abortions are not new because there is nothing new under the SUN and under the Eucharist
Read a post of mine and what they did to women basically causing the poisoning of women in the Temple using mustard seed derivatives to lick the floor of the temple (either Notre Dame of Herod’s Temple) especially to married women that were caught in affairs that got pregnant via rape or in compliance with drugs and the efforts of religious men who could not resist to enter her temple, her body, and if it was not Catholic seminarian semen or one of their mobsters it was destroyed if it was Catholic layman it might have been indulged.  It just depended on what they decided was good for the Catholic Church, ETC or the woman was sent to a nunnery and other institutions to institutionalize them the Catholic way orphanages for the kids if she died from childbirth and if tubular pregnancy occurred or a mob abortion in a warehouse or alley, just wash your hands. Often kids that survived were abused by the nuns depending on who was affording it, funding it and whatever was convenient for whomever was responsible to protect the Catholic churches ASSES and their allies and their assets and often they were used to squeeze people for money and donations thereby having moral authority of some kind to Catholicize the world they were attempting and have always attempted to rule.
Catholics only have miscarriages and annulments
not abortion and divorce.
They don’t have incest and their Fathers don’t have sex
but they are the direct descendants of the apostles.

It’s a


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He used an axe to get in the door.

“Axe not what your country can do for you, but axe what you can do for your country.”

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4 hours or five hours ( I saw it written that way on another occasion) or 45 minutes when you measure time it’s hard to know how long he would do that

but since Peter said “a day is a thousand years as a thousand years is a day”

it might not be that important to be that exact.

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Probably however long it takes.

Anyway it is bible scholars that say that an hour biblically is 10 years.

Since time is hard to imagine in GODLY terms I think it may be hard to imagine or quantify.

I would imagine for Hillary Clinton an hour probably feels like a thousand years at this time in the Congressional hearing

but it is necessary!

“Someone stands where he should not” in the Book of Daniel was always thought to be the Temple in Jerusalem (Ariel Sharon in the past, and many others recently at the Dome of the Rock or the Temple Mount and at Notre Dame in Jerusalem where the 3-d image was displayed of the burial clothes from Turin and other places because there are quite a few.) Could be talking about Pope Benedict XVl when he stood at the Dome of the Rock the first pope to ever go to the Dome of the Rock and with a transport of some kind that was huge, could have something to do with holding a sermon at the Garden of Gethsemane (GOG) by Pope Benedict (that was when I had that feeling about ON THE PRECIPICE which may have something to do with the hospice crisis (which I believe is very pertinent to that verse in the bible because of Iran and the hostage crisis we had with Iran years ago are connected in some kind of weigh. Not abortion as some would like to connect as a blackmail device and tool as if that gives them the right but many in the clergy and many who follow clergy are simple minded dimwits obviously and so many people are looking the other way on purpose and silent about it and it is probably gonna cause a huge upheaval of the world such a the world itself so beware of this delusion and the hoaxes involved which are many thanks to those dimwits. THEY WERE MADE AND COMPLETED i.e. BORN, because it might be you next before your time and you won’t get a pass in the door of life in the after life and I know my parents did get one because they let me know it),

“Someone stands where he should not” in the Book of Daniel could be the meaning is in place of someone else perhaps?

Anyway it occurred to me tonight (this is my latest entry in red that possibly it has to do with moral authority about others and why they do what they do.

And in that verse or what ever it is

it says

he should not 


Could be talking about O’reilly talking about barbarism and abortion. I mean really, could be talking about O’Reilly.

Could be talking about the man at Benghazi that was not Ambassador Chris Stevens or vice versa and then MIchelle,

of course.

That line that was in the Book of Daniel (let the reader understand having to do with standing where he out not stand) moved to the Gospel of Matthew recently.

I just watched Manson and some people discussing him and his reactions to their questions and lack of shame and he actually has some legitimate gripes as far as the Jews that were killed and other crimes in the past that we do regularly when we go to war for the Vatican. If you read some articles in my posts there are lots of crimes by the Vatican in the past inquisitions, tortures, burnings,  crucifixions, poisonings, wars,

it goes on and on and on.

In the Synoptic Gospels it talks about the Son of man and his last name happens to be MANSON.

Also talks about the Son of man in Ezekiel and other books of the bible in both the new and Old Testament so there is more than one Son of man.

What does that mean : Born of man pretty much sums it up.

Came from man’s seed.

In the Old Testament God tells Moses his name or identity and in the Gospel of John Jesus one of them because there are a few with differing personalities and messages says the 7 statements about I AM. The Old Testaments says that God says to Moses to tell the Hebrews: I Am That I Am. They recognize the name somehow and follow Moses out of slavery and do some growing up out in the world for a long time and receive

The Ten Commandments.

In the New testament it talks about the Son of man being betrayed into the hands (times) of men and everyone assumes that is Jesus or some of the characters (real people) written about in the books because he was betrayed and some call him the Son of man. Jesus talks about the Son of Man in different contexts in all the gospels as well, I think.

I’m not gonna check on it because that is a big task.

My brother when I discussed this subject and showed him a few articles said to me


mocking me because he liked to do that and because he is an ass sometimes and dispelling my desire to talk about it with him sometimes because he had had some experiences about religion and so did i with him like getting sick and he probably had some without me.

Me and My Wall

He liked to possess certain chairs especially a red one we had. No one in their right mind would have dared to sit in it. I had a wall I possessed when I was about 7 years old but I grew out of it. A huge black spider tried to crawl in between the wall and the bed and made it even scarier. But at about that age up to nine I used to think I cold move a statue we had the size of a figurine with my mind. It was called The Thinker made of brass and quite heavy for it’s size and it moved one day and scared the crap out of myself and ran out of the house. My brother was/is a lawyer and he didn’t like BS. He liked people to say what they gotta say kind of person which is kind of funny because he is a lawyer but that’s a different language in a way with lots of differing meanings to certain words like the word: “fifth. “We had our ups and downs as brother and sister and through many things good and bad. He fell for Al Gores crap who got his crap from the Vatican. That is where it started. I remember and so did some other shit like the hospice via Mother Teresa who has been sainted by the Vatican and the Pope. As far as him falling for AL Gores Global Warming psychosis there was global warming caused by man and by sons of man at H.A.A.R.P. located in ALASKA  and other places when they used technology that uses microwaves to cause all kinds of storms and find oil and causes earthquakes tsunamis etc and I’m sure it has progressed in other ways. There obviously are other kinds of places as well that use other technology that affect the earth and I don’t know their names. I think there is a place in the Everglades and others all over the world in retaliation for places like H.A.A.R.P.

There are different definitions of son of man. One is good and one kind isn’t necessarily good. By the way Jesus in a gospel says “why callest thou me good?” and then goes on to say essentially that no one is good but God.

A YAM is a potato. A starchy TUBER

Yam is the common name for some plant species in the genus Dioscorea (family Dioscoreaceae) that form edible tubers.

These are perennial herbaceous vines cultivated for the consumption of their starchy tubers in AfricaAsia,Latin America, the Caribbean and Oceania. There are many cultivars of yam. Although some varieties ofsweet potato (Ipomoea batatas) are also called yam in parts of the United States and Canada, sweet potato is not part of the family Dioscoreaceae but belongs in the unrelated morning glory family Convolvulaceae.

He killed and/or his followers killed a woman name Sharon Tate and her boyfriend or husband at the time and other friends. They searched for them to find them. They did not happen to be in the neighborhood I guarantee you. They were a communal group of nuts. My ex said a day later when we discussed it for a minute that it was a ranch rhetorically and that Manson supposedly ordered the murders and stayed on the ranch. I have no idea but the show said that he tied them up and the followers murdered the people. The people they killed lived in a real neighborhood in a house I assume in luxury to some degree because she was famous for her beauty, obviously.

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Whether he was in full charge of his faculties or was a total maniac or whether he did it or his followers did it or whether he has a conscience or not the fact remains her last name represents a potato.

TATER TOTS are made from potatoes. The man in this picture below is probably eating a steak with tater tots. In fact that kind of looks like the way my brother eats VERY close to the plate. He liked baseball. Usually watched Baseball and ate at the same time. I don’t know what is proper in that regard, but my brother sometimes had a ravenous appetite and took it seriously. His wife was/is a great cook. A way to a man’s heart is through his stomach, they say, but first things first you have to be attracted and then you have to be able to tolerate each other etc. and then depending on your station in life or your desires in life: fulfill other qualities.

Tater Tots

“A tater tot is a side dish made from deep-fried, grated potatoes. They are widely recognized by their crispness, cylindrical shape, and small size. Tater Tots is a registered trademark of Ore-Ida, which has become generalized.”

I definitely think that Manson is crazy but not as crazy as some. He was responsible for some really nasty bloody murders. I don’t think he is honest about his feelings but defensive and the doctors are about as nutty as they get that interviewed him and made there opinions televised about him. He is definitely confused and you can see it in his eyes. a lot of trauma and a lot of disorder and who is to say who was possessing who? DId his followers actually possess him and use him because of his name? He got the attention he wanted and so did they but he is not incurable. He is somewhat aware and if given the right treatment and the truth he probably would have been cured by now.

I know that that is why she was killed because of her last name.

Perhaps he was possessed by a demon and so were his followers but her name represents in some capacity because of the mocking

IAM that IAM

She is beautiful and she was pregnant

in fact she was 8 1/2 months pregnant.

What about the dog food?


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It is good dog food and maybe they were possessed

when they named their product.

I don’t know when MANSON became possessed but it could be because of his name.

He might have been a baby when it occurred and it might not be his fault? Possession is with some heavy duty bad spirits. Manson asked not to be released so there is something to that that he would do that. A conscience and some awareness. So many people think they are above it all and it couldn’t happen to them, but it is in the bible and I have seen and experienced some that were indoctrinated in certain ways and some that weren’t that did things they would not normally do if they knew they were doing it and why they were doing it and other adverbs. I have seen it in my own family what can happen when someone is controlling someone else. Just like what happened to the baby of a very well known man who preaches the truth as best he knows it about THE ROMAN CHURCH AND ISLAM. He was raised Catholic and his baby had some problems and that started his questioning of his religion and his investigation into what was going on in his life and in the bible and in the world because he loved his baby.



Videos of walter veith

 (I learned so much from him and his discoveries. Very enjoyable to listen to.) I did not search out God when everything was cool and when nothing could rain on my parade kind of living. I searched for the truth because I suffered not what they suffered but I did suffer and it led me to investigate and I incrementally followed my heart out of curiosity and because I lost some people I loved dearly before and in the process of searching who I believe were killed for their faith and because they believed in God and because of their name by those that sold us down the river for money, fame, and an easy living telling lies and teaching lies:

PRIESTS and because many of them are deceived.

Because of Jealousy and other human crap that all of us are guilty of at some time or another.

There are so many people that because they are in the occult do not want the truth out because they are afraid of the truth and afraid what might happen to them if they tell the truth because of bad people possessed who might hurt them for challenging evil and because evil sells souls so they sold out the truth when it came to MANSON and a VERY PREGNANT WOMAN WHO WAS FAMOUS, BEAUTIFUL AND FROM WHAT I COULD TELL VERY NICE AND VERY DESIRABLE HUMAN BEING AND HER FRIENDS AND THE MAN THAT SHE LOVED AND MILLIONS AS IN SIX MILLION JEWS OF OTHERS IN WW2

The Holocaust in Russia








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In the Book of Exodus God used a man named Moses who murdered a man. He murdered a man because he was beating a slave. I don’t know how he felt about what he had done but he left the area for safety possibly because there were witnesses? Didn’t say in the bible that I know of but they were looking for him. He was in the Royal family after being sailed in a basket down the river as a baby to a woman who adopted him into the Royal Family because they were killing babies under age of 3 years or so especially jewish ones or hebrew ones and and I think the mother sent it that way down the River Nile because she knew this woman somehow, or they had a deal, she couldn’t have kids of her own, maybe to nab a husband, possibly black mail and was caught in the act, for money, or could be she thought Moses was cute and had expressed it once to Moseses mom. There are all sorts of reasons someone might adopt someone else’s baby: some good reasons and some not good reasons, but it happens and it doesn’t really elaborate on why the woman in the Royal Family did what she did. But the reason for the deaths of kids around and under the age of 3 was IMO

 because of prophecy.

Infanticide happened also in Jesus time because of prophecy.

Names are pretty important so much so that even RC Pope Benedict XVl was VERY interested in people names because some of them have meaning by heritage or just by artistic liberty as often African names are or by characteristics, etc.

In Genesis God creates man and woman one from dust and one from a rib.

Adam And Eve.

Could be he created man from dirt and back then they thought dust was dirt. Does anyone know how to create dirt the kind you grow plants and trees in and the kind you walk on and often people grow in dirt too because they have no choice and they learn. Perhaps it was dust from the floor of HIS temple.

He did not need a man’s seed to do it. But in the Gospel of Matthew he uses Mary a perpetual virgin (Just kidding. I have no idea if she was a perpetual virgin) to create Jesus and it does not say whether or not it was with man’s seed.

Via angels and via dreams and some form of communication Mary gets to have Jesus as her baby. God either asked permission and she accepted the proposal …their deal and/or if it was not above board a dishonest deal then he schmoozed/seduced her with man’s seed and impregnated her to fulfill prophecy using modern day technology or he raped her in her sleep and deceived her with dreams.

It’s one way (it happened as stated in the gospel of Matthew) or the other (She was tricked or she was tricking the public) or neither (it didn’t happen) in the Gospel of Matthew.

Man was not made by a bubble. Nor were the creatures we see in the world or the structures we see that even we build or the landscape we enjoy. I know Donald Trump did not build his buildings using bubble technology and I’m not saying he is in the bible or is god but merely a man who achieved somehow some success. Lucky for him.

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Creation came from an idea like many inventions man makes more than likely with the help of God if it is good. Often inventions are both depending on the possibilities. Creation is artistic to be sure. Many think because of the age using carbon technology that they can determine age which I think is fantasy but there are traces of evidence of monkeys turning into man yet there are still monkeys. So either they landed late in the game or that is not how we were created. I do think it is possible God experimented like a scientist but the bible says he thought creation and it takes thought to create. It takes time but he did it in a day to a week. Perhaps he did it in a black hole or in a vacuum where there is no time or in another part of the universe and transported the whole thing somehow.

I cannot explain God Himself but lets say He was a survivor of a different time who knows, I don’t,

but in the OT He says I AM THAT I AM meaning He is alive and well and has the power to do things man can’t yet do.

Pharaohs and Kings and people like that often thought they were gods because of their powers that they had learned or were gifted via heritage, inheritance, practice, science, etc

Manson probably thinks he is a god. I think my brother thought he was a god. LOL. He was born with a huge head and I’m not talking about his penis though I don’t know he was not a show off except with his brain power but he lacked common sense like not filling up his car with gas before it ran out of gas, stupid stuff like that and not just once. I think that he did that because he threw a bottle in the air and stood under it when he was kid. It was bound to have affected his mind afterwards and before or he wouldn’t have done it. That’s pretty stupid. He tried to sell me to Jack -in -the-Box a few times when we were together but when he was a dad he had the wherewithal somehow or another to prevent his son from diving from the roof to their pool. He had been sunbathing up there on the roof. I know the sun can make people drunk because I have encountered it when sunbathing. A lot of men think they are gods and so do women. We often get kind of narcissistic and think we are more than we are, including myself. Can you believe it?

It might have taken eons to do what God did but a thousand years is a day and a day is a thousand years so I don’t think it really matters how long it took to create and I think God is still doing it and some of what He created took on a life of it’s own as often things do even bad things take on a life of it’s own. Doesn’t make it good because it lives, doesn’t make it right because it continues, doesn’t make it what many would like to call life.

Because something lives does not make it good, holy, innocent, godly or …….

Germs live and they can be good and they can be bad and they can be both good and bad.

Below is a sight on the internet that is faith based about life in their opinion and their logic though they still won’t admit that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seeds even when shown the evidence. They still believe Jesus cursed a fig tree the one that his Father used the leaves to cover Adam and Eve when he kicked them out of the Garden of Eden because of some things they did and how they reacted to what they did and none of them live in that Garden so far that we know of so they are a bit illogical and unyielding to logic and truth. They don’t think truth is that important even though it is important but they think they own it and they don’t. They are against abortion but they don’t mind killing jews for their faith or killing africans for an ebola cure or killing babies to divert prophecy to have it their way or for that matter to kill Jesus or to build on the temple mount an abomination and they protect it’s right to stand where it should not or to allow a false Jesus to stand in place of the real one that spoke about truth.

They used to have faith that moles were from the devil and killed the babies born with moles, defects, or things they imagined were from sin or they killed people for swimming because they thought they were witches when in fact they had learned to float and move in water, they thought the earth was flat thereby using it as an excuse to dispose of peoples that crowded them when all they needed to do was build a boat and float it out to sea to find more land or space technology to go to other planets or inventions to go in the oceans and the seas to live or kill those that were not productive or enslave some and many other things and it took them eons to admit it and some they still deny vehemently or look the other way: such as hospices based on faith tactics making them stoically stupid to CATHOLICIZE THE WORLD killing our parents and eventually us when we reach a ripe old age or when we aren’t desirable for one reason or another and because they have some knowledge that some don’t want you to have so they can live off you like a leech.

Faith-Based Pro-Life Thought

Here is a tactic of faith:

I Saw What You Did 

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She also reminds me of my mom. The brains and the wit. Twern’t no fool aspect of my mom.

Jesus said in the Gospel of John to Nathaniel: I saw you under the fig tree.  Nathaniel followed him and jesus said “you believe me because i saw you? then Jesus said, Greater things than these thou shall see “angels shall rise and fall on the son of man.”

Perhaps Manson is one of those sons of man who got messed up by deception and those that don’t want the truth. It was an interesting show and worth watching but there is lots of deception in the show.

Jesus healed some lunatics either because he had the power and/or he knew what was in them and was their leader in the spiritual world, hence the exorcists in Roman Cathlicism. Someone or something rules them. Like I said there is more than one Jesus written about in the bible IMO.

No mention of a fig tree for the rest of that book but in the Synoptic Gospels the Gospel of Matthew, Mark, and Luke which are similar in many ways and why they are called Synoptic and because they don’t know who inspirited or wrote them but the books were named regardless. Often the excuse is “it’s the Q source.” meaning they don’t know or they don’t want you to know. There is a lot of information in them when compared a very instructive and helpful. Like germs. Many vaccines and cures came from germs and Germans, Russians, and Jews and if you would allow Africans and females opportunities they might cure you in the future or find another world to live in happily or they may find the fountain of youth.

In those gospels Jesus of this gospels curses a fig tree. All three accounts are not consistent in details or facts in many ways and by quite a margin of error if you compare them. The fig tree dies and amazes the followers he is schmoozing and seducing and they fall for it.

In those days they had tunnels and even an city underground written about in some other history books that are esteemed and studied often where people lived, traded, bartered and there were even some people that lived in caves and caverns some who had diseases or were outcasts. They had tunnels then that were used by spies as in Rome and middle easterners as in Islam and to assassinate etc Some people were afraid of getting stabbed in the streets (Sicari sounds italian to me) because of the turmoil a few times in the areas that were important. They were occupied a few times or more by their enemies so they definitely had an underground system in Jerusalem because it is in bible and because of prophecy was coveted by lots of peoples for different reasons. If you read the book called Salt which is hard but I had to read it to my kid in school it enlightens the reader about the commodity of salt and it was precious stuff back then especially because it preserved food such as meat. We didn’t read the whole thing but it was interesting in some parts.

Anyway I think Nathaniel was a follower of the Synoptic Jesus or one of the Jesuses written about and may have either assisted in the poisoning of the fig tree to help schmooze and seduce those people using a mustard seed derivative which can make poison or a root killer such as we have today for trees that we don’t want in our yards, and mustard gas probably sarin gas and probably led to some pretty nasty weapons, etc.

I think there may have been a trade war between the Dates of Lebanon and the Figs of Israel. the meat in them is used for trips and long journeys and especially for the religion of ISLAM that eats them after their diets and religious fasts, etc.

Rome was occupying Jerusalem at the time and they were not kind to the people. So it is possible it was good thing for their rebellion to poison the fig tree hoping to move a mountain meaning Rome to another place and out of Jerusalem for the time being. I don’t know but the temple obviously wasn’t a good one then and they were persecuting people hence the veil was torn “from twain to twain” (as in Mark Twain i think a time sign or hint) or something like that when Jesus of the Gospel of John was crucified and water came out of his body when he was pierced to make sure he was dead beyond a reasonable doubt which I think may have to do with piercing his liver and may have to do with his baptism which he suffered to do and for some reason it was a suffrage as in women’s suffrage and because they were afraid of Jesus.

 History of Woman’s Suffrage

I’m sure there are plenty of other great sites and books about it but most women realize the suffrage at one time or another and truthful women make a difference in that regard, I think those that aren’t indulged out of an obligation to lie for their faith (some are forced to lie a suffrage of faith) or those that admit their suffrage hence the liver controversy at Planned Parenthood made famous on Fox News for the RCC to debilitate  women and the female from her own body, her temple and to degrade her body for entertainment and for power over the female body, her future, her career, and her self image to degrade for entertainment and to be able to determine her destiny for herself instead of allowing her to determine her own destiny using every tactical and deceptive means that were possible to shame her, to ridicule her, to keep her barefoot and pregnant and a merely a toy to be thrown away when messed up from all of the above using the one thing that a man can’t do naturally using faith to fool her when in actuality they used to do much worse to both mom and child and fetus and degrade the child because they don’t really give a shit, IT’s Politics. If they did give a shit woman would have great jobs to bring up their children that they decide to keep and would not be hindered from improving herself and those stoically stupid would not fool the faithful making them think that their morality is higher quality than those that believe in God and those that believe the Jesus who spoke about the truth so help me God.

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Look ma…. No veins!

Not only that ma my bag is made of saran. Not really saran, but it is fakery.

This is disgusting. Using fakery to fool the faithful. And I can tell it is fakery because of the creases. I’m an artist of portraits of tots and people and so was my mom.

And the same faithful who condemn those that have had abortions prefer this:

Barefoot migrants

 as if they care about families and the decisions they are forced to make.

This is computer rendered and I used Poser way back when I was in to computer art.

Jesus said he created everything that was made.

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This is batter and you are not supposed to eat it because of the eggs in it that might make you sick because it is not cooked all the way and the cake is not made yet. It also doesn’t have veins.

This is a cake that is edible:

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Obviously Jesus was not talking about cake or batter but the difference between the two is what I’m trying to demonstrate and it is not fakery.

I understand the passion but if you have to resort to lies to win an election or sway the faithful you don’t deserve to even discuss the issue and should shut up about it. That is how important it is to those that have had abortions, might eventually have one out of need or in the future to save your beloved daughter’s life, for those that have daughters who might get raped or fooled, for your beautiful new wife who might need one because she has tubular pregnancy and it will kill her, for your mother who might need one in order to continue to be your mother and not have to be raised by a wicked step mom which sometimes they are as in fairy tales. Truth is stranger than fiction. There are all kinds of reasons and a big one: to avoid being raised catholic in a monastery or a nunnery with some real messed up bitches or they wouldn’t be there who have been hood winked. And last but not least because it is my temple and I can grow what I want in it when I want to grow it so that it is successfully made and can survive this really wicked world and I have the wherewithal to make those decisions because God Made Me That Way.

If you want to stand on the highest moral ground you offer a woman or girl everything possible to make her succeed and eventually be a good mom for the next generation.

The pill and other types of birth control, some rules even if she breaks them without beheading or stoning her and making a more of a child of  hell with occult practices, offering education, abortion, the right of transportation, protection, opportunity, truthful pictures of  sonograms so she can make an educated decision based on her maturity and her own conscience which is learned, psychiatrists who cares about females, rehabilitation afterwards, other options, so that she can contribute to mankind and the future of mankind with a healthy mind and body, and self respect and most of all the truth

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and make men happy doing it and maybe down the road a ways we might not need abortions.

paul simon I know what I know

Found this article on the net by the Got questions people and thought it might help but I won’t attest to everything that is written in it but Jesus said something like that He was the door, the entry way and the exit, the gate, the place where his sheep travel and are comin’ and a goin’.

Question: “What did Jesus mean when He said ‘I am the door’ (John 10:7)?”

Rome and it’s offshoots for the most part are not doing that work to bring truth (there are always exceptions Thank God;) but those mentioned have not done that. The clergy are self-ingratiating to stay in power and obviously have failed miserably to do what is morally fair for females and the populate as a whole and deserve to not continue.

They need an abortion. Start over and do it the right way.

God does not throw souls away or sell them. He restores them, and he makes them, and he does not waste them so that ought to make you feel better about my abortion. He puts that soul somewhere else where it is able to survive and is desired.

He has foreknowledge! He is not stupid. So if someone has an abortion he knows they will and he does something about it so that the fetus does not feel it though it may react but so does a sponge. This I believe unless He doesn’t care!

If abortion is murder then miscarriage is manslaughter and all deaths of infants are negligence by parents, state, or government responsible and should be treated that way proportionately in a court of law and able to be pursued with lawsuits if migration and immigration, bad economy, austerity, wars have any share of the blame for the deaths of infants and that could be a nightmare for the legal system and insurance business, the economy, jails, and prisons, state and national debt putting everyone at risk of lawsuits.

“I am” in John’s Gospel

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 and for punishment of those that don’t want to be Catholicized or Islamicized by a bunch of assholes wannabes because of the coup occurring around the world and in our country to return to the saying 

SILENCE IS GOLDEN to protect their empires and their own HYDES even though SILENCE is not GOLDEN unless you are watching a really good movie or reading a really good book or on the phone or making babies in a crowded home, etc

My last name growing up is Root. I’m proud of it because of those people I love and those people that they love and we were not golden nor perfect by any means but we did try (not to be perfect) and sometimes we failed for various reasons but we should not stop trying. As my niece said “we are a work in progress.” She was talking about her dad specifically.

I still haven’t finished any of my jewelry projects. I start them and really work hard on them but I never seem to finish them so far. I’m still learning how.

I was intimidated and so were others in my family, and everyone in our families by things we did not understand and misunderstanding each other and I’m sure it is that way in the world for most people.

The picture in another post of a tot inside a plastic bag looks my daughters as tots (Tater tots) and looks like my niece when she was a tot who was beautiful and her and her family were attacked by evil but our children did not use pacifiers. Who in their right mind would put a tot in a plastic bag with a hole in it?


Personal note: INCEST

I’ll tell you a feeling I had years later when my sister was caring for my dad in the hospital before he aspirated he watched her every move and he couldn’t talk at the time and I felt at the time he was depending on her so much that he would not take his eyes off of her and thought it was nice and then later when I learned some things that happened later I reaccessed that memory. And because of how my sister’s were indoctrinated and by what or whom I realized it wasn’t innocent. Maybe on her part but something inside me makes me think it was something inside her maybe controlling her. It was like he didn’t trust her. He was drugged, sick and SUPER weak and he would not close his eyes and couldn’t talk at the time or take his eyes off her every where she moved in that room. It was weird. When I had my huge operation she was gonna take care of my kids….promised to do it and then instead had to go home and do laundry. When she was caring for my dad she went home the day of he was gonna go home and someone gave him a pill that he aspirated on supposedly while she went to their residence at the ARC to clean it up for his homecoming. That’s what she said. Now I don’t know who gave the pill to my dad or when. We were so excited about him getting well and that he was going home that day to be with mom. I flew in from Dallas to San Antonio after I got the call and that is when I saw the dove in the yard under his window dying so I moved it to the shade or the sunshine. I’m not sure which because i was distraught before I went to see him though he was unconscious. Anyway then she tried to hospice my mom with her 2nd husbands direction (his 3rd marriage, one died and still receiving my sisters divorce settlement for 2 more years which is hefty) recently and was denied after some controversy because she told me it was free with medicaid and medicare and would not include a doctors care. So I looked up the traveling doctors service and said she could still have doctors care and she poo-pooed the idea because it cost money. She held on to $35,000 in her savings of my mother’s money until my mom died from my mom’s estate as if that made it right or honorable or kosher or honest. I didn’t get $35,000. she had sent email of her putting some flags on my dad’s grave and a few pic of my mom with junk jewelry on that a 2 year old would wear and so I wrote to family members that she was mocking in so many words. And then they bought a shepherd’s hook that The Arc suggested for the hummingbird feeder outsider her windows that my sister bought out of that $35,000 or perhaps out of her own wallet with blinds and which is blinding and in one of those pictures talked about my mom seeing clearer now. Her eyes were closed in that pic with a very sad look on her face.

She had a huge diamond ring that all of us contributed to for a surprise I don’t know which sister got it. Previously, I borrowed 6 thousand for a car that I needed and did not pay back as I should have. My older sister borrowed money for huge 2nd wedding for their daughter with all the socialites you can imagine from Dallas and it took them a while to pay back. Then my older sister said they hospiced my mom two weeks before she died in their time. The one with the brother-in-law in charge of her estate. There was controversy between the hospital, the hospice people, and the retirement center and somehow they couldn’t agree about my mom and she died. Somebody held up good medical attention and blamed it on COPD and she never smoked. My older sister said she knew she didn’t want to live like that yet my mom told me she wanted to live to 105 to outlive her grandmother, my great-grandmother WHITE.) That is what my older sister told me after she died and she said she loved me. Didn’t warn me they were hospicing her which is insidious and didn’t invite me to the funeral (IS THAT LOVE?) or the other events and I had been previously ousted from my little sister’s home near by the hospital and the residence so I couldn’t stay nearby. But as you encounter things you  don’t realize things that help you to understand that takes time to unfold and so I wasn’t prepared for the many deceptions I have had to cope with.

My sister stole a painting (didn’t ask for it that I know of and I asked for it back and never heard back about it that I painted for my mom that took me months to paint on porcelain and hung it in her entryway) and removed all pictures of me in her home that I could tell. I suffer from supposed COPD and need good care. There are so many things that happened to get me there including poison. (Almonds or poisonous walnuts listeria and admitted later her recipe was with walnuts even though she told me that her dip was made with almonds? inside jab around the time of the listeria outbreak in walnuts and I got really sick but was diagnosed with COPD for a reason.) Why lie about it if it weren’t premeditated. She told me in a conversation near that time that she had thrown away all the pictures of my parents friends that they had collected and is that okay? She and my sister were the ones making decisions about the stuff in the warehouse of my parents things deciding what to do with their things and their memorabilia. Not sure of her intentions but it occurs to me now either she was protecting the friends or hiding who they were for other reasons (especially since that general, his daughter, and son were in those pictures. Sort of a Helter Skelter decision without telling the older sister for some reason kind of thing or she was under a spell of some kind. Said she didn’t want to deal with the pictures she threw them away before she asked and then asked if that was okay. Leaving no evidence behind. I wash;t into pictures photo of people other than than my parents or family a few friends but didn’t occur to me she might be un-tanning a rat. Protecting the guilty. Covering something up. I was just reacting to her whims without any choice not knowing her reason or her intent, trusting in her love for my parents. I don’t think she was in control at all or the things she was doing and had any idea why. She never thought much about much. She just wasn’t all there. HEnce, Praising the Lord when she found her cell phone like Fox news anchor woman with the pretty cat eyes in regards to a news story about a parade ambush about the people being in our prayers. saying “they’ll be in our prayers.” RIght. Like a greeting without any thought and just BS. Things people say and that they don’t really mean it’s just a formality of some kind without any meaning. She was the same lady that when I said how pretty eyes she had out loud in my living room she said to the camera I was waiting for you to say that. That’s nuts for ya and it is not me, it’s them. She had found a letter she told me about in their things which was probably planted by my brother in law and his wife – a letter from my brother to my dad about her lack of brain power and felt hurt by my dad even though it was not from him. Could be she was lying. I have no idea i never saw it.) When she lived with me she took my recipes to organize them and put them on computer and I never saw them again. She was kind of scattered. I probably would not have gone to the funeral because of the controversy in our family about me and him and all the shit in-between because it was that bad. My daughter went to honor my mom and my relatives told her that they weren’t mad at me for not coming. LOL Crazy shit.

The daughter of the incestious shit married another White and wears an ankh tattooed on her shoulder/arm. She thought my mom looked peaceful without air when she was having trouble breathing and she is a nurse at least that is what was told to me in an e-mail. She didn’t want my sister to reset the oxygen tube to her nose because she had a habit of taking it off in her sleep. She didn’t want to help with the eye liquid to help my mom’s eye infection because she had a bunch of kids with her in the room that she I c guess was having problems controlling in the hospital room. I thought that wasn’t allowed and she thought that the nurse in charge should do it even though it was her grandmother lying there but she did insist that the nurse do her job which she should have without insistence since she it was her job. She is probably a victim of incest but has been mind vacuumed and fucked with when she went to see a psychiatrist, I think. Gary didn’t think she needed a psychiatrist for a long time, but needed her space. She shaved her head in Highschool, put a tattoo on the crack of her butt that pointed to it, cut herself purposefully tp bleed, and the school she went to, a very prominent private school, had rumors afloat of a dad abusing their daughter that my older sister told me about.

He gave his daughter a jealousy lesson in the hot tub in the back yard (that’s what he said it was) one night when my mom was visiting them from out of town when I went to visit her at their home because of the 3rd child that was about to be born. She was 2 or 3 years old. She married early and witnessed from Brooklyn from the top of a building the towers being attacked on 9-11 in Manhattan. Was beaten up by her boyfriend at the time in New York and moved to a safer place far away and got married ASAP and had bunch of beautiful kids. But she is not well even if she thinks she is and married a kind of funny guy with may tattoos and he liked those big holes in the nose and ears. His name was LEVI, but they matched and were happy. She used to keep all her art work and papers on the floor and it covered just about every inch on her floor (just like the daughter who filled every inch of her paper with her crayon artwork with her mom from Newtown) in her bedroom when she lived at home as a teenager. Her alarm to wake her when she least expected it.

The incestuous shit’s sister changed her name from Elizabeth to Jessica when she was quite young.

He danced naked for his college frat on a table and my sister showed the pic to my cousin who told me about it….when I was sick

so she was definitely proud of him and it. The dick that she had to have surgery to make herself bigger to enjoy sex she she had a baby and a boob job and face lift and nose job to feel good enough.

Now does that sound innocent having a jealousy talk with a 2 or 3 year old daughter alone in a jacuzzi at night in the backyard? Was it O’REILLY necessary?

He had been drinking beer probably on all accounts. It was a bad habit and was an ingredient for much of the mess we had to deal with.

In fact, she got his attention when she noticed him the first time by dumping beer on his head in a stable or barn party so that he would remember her and he did.

When he molested me in my sleep he did it when my sister his wife slept a foot away from me. We had been to a wine tasting party having to do with their business their Cheese Shop.  I was about 18 years of age. My mom wanted to know why I didn’t scream: Because I loved my sister but I did kick his hands off me when I realized I wasn’t dreaming. It took me a time that I cannot evaluate except i had to figure it out when it was right and he slithered away on the floor the same way I imagine that he came into the room where we slept. I really had a right to sue them then. She had asked me to stay so I would not drive home and made him and their male employee a young boy about 16 to sleep in the bedroom with the bathroom in their one bedroom apartment and the girls slept on the hideaway bed of their couch in the living room to keep it kosher and safe and so we wouldn’t drive intoxicated home from their business party and I guess i slept on the wrong side of the bed. The next morning we went to breakfast and i was still trying to figure out what the hell happened. He acted like nothing happened. I was still in shock. I will never forget it. It was surreal. I went to see a friend who didn’t understand and he could have cared less. I cried on the side of my house. I started to have panic attacks which grew into an extreme reactions and physical manifestations: Urticaria. Very big and painful hives.

The kind of hives that can grow to be the size of a football and hurt to the very bone. Very deep and long lasting pain.

 Got on Allegra for a while and eventually Effexor which takes care of both panic attacks and allergies.  I overdosed on the pills when I went to see my sister at the office to tell her about the butt grab. It was an accidental overdose. The kind that you use to get off of effexor in stages is what i used and I forgot how much I took. I did go to the hospital for that. I had eaten a dorito around that time that I think had glass in it. I had been knocked over by my ex for slapping his face for not believing me that I was being followed by investigators even at the school I attended trying to improve my circumstances and he didn’t like that. He was afraid I might outdo him in real-estate. The ex accused me of being paranoid and I was paranoid but I was being followed I know because of how the teacher treated me trying to hug me and it seemed like it was for a picture. It didn’t seem natural since we didn’t know each other and it was from afar distance meaning it was unnatural and for no reason, just out of the blue. The ex said I knocked him hard but his glasses fell down to the ground and not across the garage as he remembers. He was into wrestling as kid so when he came at me i was flattened on my back with a fist in my face though he didn’t quite hit me. I licked envelopes for the last job I did for them, (about 2000 of them a fulfillment advertising extra job). I think he may have poisoned me to shut me up but it is not provable because I didn’t know I would get sick. So I’m not sure what made me sick. All of the above. The ex said it was from the fall i had at the wedding when I stepped on my skirt that I didn’t hem because of the time and the hemline of the skirt while dancing with my brother and it was not a hard fall and we were laughing: it was a slip on a very soft skirt full length almost like a hoop skirt that full. I think I bought it the night before.  But my sickness happened a long time after the wedding and  after that garage scene that I looked like I was exploding and was pregnant by about 7 months so that even the crossing guard said “I didn’t know you were pregnant” when I walked to school to pick up my kids from school. I ended up at the doctor who got me on antibiotics then went to the ER at the hospital and they took me off the antibiotics and they misdiagnosed me and sent me home and then I went the next day after throwing up and a high temperature and feeling deathly ill and was taken care of by some good doctors.

There is so much more and that is what my sister did to me in retaliation besides trying to make me look like I was being hugged by my brother in law innocently by both of us while she dreamt of kissing him on a bridge and telling her dream to her younger sister his wife. The brother-in law that saved her son’s life from drowning at their pool when he was 3 years of age when she was trying to take a bad picture of me and him hugging and she didn’t even remember that he did save her son’s life after his granddaughter died on her third birthday party from drowning. I had to remind her that he had saved her son’s life because she was in touch with him during his separation from my little sister. I didn’t think I had the right to be in touch with him nor was I with her husband when they separated. I stuck with her. So I told her because I thought he probably was distraught to remind him which might help him in some way what he had done for her and she called him to console him with the information she had forgotten about her own son. I don’t know if it helped but I realized something is weird about this. She also stayed in touch with my ex but we weren’t able to separate during our divorce because of lack of money and because my younger sister who stayed with me for 2 years during her separation and divorce  in my daughters bedroom and many drunk nights didn’t want to ruin her new marriage by me staying with her. I learned I didn’t want to stay with them when her husband said don’t bring friends and I thought wow he has a room in the garage where the cars are stored. What if? So I chose not to visit just in case he had something planned. Not often do men make stipulations about a kid bringing a friend for a visit and that is what he was doing about my kids around the time that hospicing was being discussed and I didn’t know what they meant by hospicing until some conversations later and it meant basically hosting death. (Just bring your own kids not anyone else kind of stuff for a visit. It occurred in my little paranoid mind (eye) since the guest room was in the garage that it would be so easy to poison my family with CO. OOOH yea. ) Money was riding on that decision. She has two more years of divorce settlement to swindle and he knows how to rattle her chains. I wonder what he will do then to her being the third wife, one has already died etc. He did not put one dollar of his own into buying the home they live in. So I warned her in an e-mail and she called me Satan and the Devil. When we got stoned without him on a family visit from a joint she got from a friend basically a nub of a joint that was left over after they had smoked it the night before we dropped my brother off at his son’s town and on the way drove on a road called Purgatory and we kind of mused about it. That was the second to last visit but that joint helped us to get along because we didn’t get along otherwise. That was when my other sister wanted to watch that movie and they set me up on the dining room floor to sleep on their blow up bed because my brother was sick in a wheel chair etc though he wasn’t at all sick when we met him at the airport and walked like he always had. Before that my sister knew that i needed a certain kind of arrangement for my safety and peace of mind while I slept with family around and I guess she forgot. After the molestation my sister often asked me to spend the night and I don’t remember doing it but a few times but ever so watchful because it wasn’t worth it. The reason I had to tell on him was a visit with my family in San Antonio a few years after i was married and he started his look and wanted to carry me to the car for my cigarettes because it was raining or wet outside and I was barefoot in the house and I declined and came up behind me anyway while I leaned into the car so I couldn’t sleep all night because he was possessed and i left in the middle of the morning without telling anyone because I wanted some sleep, I was tired and it upset them that I left so early without a word. A girl needs her sleep. I didn’t want to deal with it then or anytime but I had to when they asked and they asked. She used her best friend growing up as her messenger THE GENERAL’S DAUGHTER and she called me and asked. So I told her and I was upset and she advised me what to do and I chose the better of the two to tell it to and it kind of ballooned from there.

It took on a life of it’s own and was out of my control. LOL

A Schizophrenic named Johnny

The best friend’s dad had a funny habit which got to be a joke of walking in on the Roots when we were on the toilet because we had a habit of keeping our bathroom doors unlocked even when having parties. We just didn’t think about it especially the Root kids but he would do it like: “AHA, I Caught ya!” when he opened the door wide and it became a joke partially because of how he did it. It was weird and it was kind of funny and obviously happened a few times and had been discussed in passing and sort of a muse. I don’t know how many stars he had but it was impressive. He was an MIA in the Congo for a while and I don’t know the details. He lived through it somehow but it was in the news and was a concern at the time. He had some kids besides my sister’s best friend and one was a Schizophrenic named Johnny who imagined during his episodes with Vincent Bugliosi who wrote the book called Helter Skelter before they got a handle on it that he was Jesus. Nice kid though I did not know him well because they were not my best friend’s family but my sister’s best friend’s family. When on a mutual trip as kids in Europe my sister almost drowned  with her friend in the ocean when their raft went out via a current too far and they were saved by another boat that happened upon them. They lived in one country while we lived in another country in Europe at the same time so they visited each other during that time as well.  General Rattan was not a Gummerson who took some privileges he should not have when I was only a kid when my dad was away (probably trying to find the Parthenon and distinguish the differences between it and what ever he had already seen during his trip that he took without us when we camped without him for a while in our trip around some of the countries in Europe. We did both with and without him but that was the plan that my dad made for us and for him because he was in charge of his family at the time) or we would not have thought it was so funny him walking in on us when on the toilet and figured out his scheme.

When I had to kick her out of my home it was not the first time but this time she had my mom in her care. The reason was because while driving home from a family gathering where she was drunk she started slapping my head from the back of the car while I drove my mom in the front passenger side with my kids in the back so much so I could barely keep my head up high enough to see over the dashboard luckily we were close to home. It was a family argument that went amuck and she was drunk. So I was pissed off and she was livid when we got home and she was breathing fire and brimstone at me and it wasn’t dissipating quick enough to my satisfaction which is why I made her leave which made my mom have to leave since she brought her. It reminded me of Mel Gibson on his horse before his army in Brave Heart right before they attacked the English. It was late and I’m sure that has something to do with it and some of the things she did later. She was going through a really horrible divorce with very few allies. She didn’t always show what she was really feeling hiding things like sadness and shock inside her and expressed it using booze and partying to cover it up. Her family turned on her and her future ex was totally innocent. He had the company in his name, what do you expect. It was his second marriage and her first marriage and she didn’t know any better and he was prepared. He took advantage of her naiveté and so did the hangers while they could. In essence he had her up against the wall like red-necked mother fucker even though he was better than that. He still did it and so did the lawyers, their family, their friends and acquaintances and I didn’t understand the depth of her despair because she hid it. I knew she was in trouble i just didn’t realize how bad it was. It wasn’t easy living together in my home at the time but I had a family and my own problems, too. She said when I was on the phone trying to listen to to what was being said on the phone and she talking at me flip-flopping by in her sandals being very busy, “Can’t you multitask?” I guess she wanted to know where the laundry room was located, something trivial at that very moment while I was on the phone. LOL. So we did some bickering here and there. The first time she I kicked her out of my apartment at the time was she was drunk again. She never drank when she lived with mom and dad growing up except once that I remember when I found she had gotten into some vodka with her neighbor friend. She was about 13 years of age, the neighbor whose dad took some privileges with her she said as he picked her up over the fence between our houses and I guess he touched her in the wrong place. That was near the time another little girl was either raped or attempted rape at the age of about 12 -13 years of age in the woods near the elementary school across from our house. She was undressed and I don’t know any more of the details but she was one her way somewhere to a friends house and got waylaid. Very pretty blond girl. I don’t remember her name. She was friend of my little sister at that time. Don’t know who did it and we didn’t see her again after that. My youngest sister started to drink beer in college. When the brother in law my ex’s oldest brother lived with us before I knew he had been stealing from us although he lied his ass off about stupid stuff and probably more than we even suspected and a loser  but needed friends. My sister was kind of needing friends and I thought they might have fun together as friends. Have someone to go places with in the meanwhile. He took it too far and came home with her to sleep with her and I thought I wasn’t gonna let him take advantage of her drunkenness. So I made her leave and it upset her. I think she was crying in the parking lot looking for her car. And then he was kicked soon after that. My other brother-in-law of my ex his brother thought I was ridiculous for protecting my sister because she was old enough to take care of herself. She may have been old enough but she wasn’t in her right head. So I think we never resolved that night somehow or another and she may have resented it. The reason I wanted them to have fun together was both were lonely at the time and I thought with each other they might meet someone while out together and that was how I stated it as well to both as I recall though I don’t remember the conversations I had with each I know that was what I was thinking. I didn’t want to to have family affair. It was embarrassing for her though she really was better off not having slept with him because we found out some time or other he might have raped a friend’s daughter it was alleged though not pursued. He was leeching us while he was going through his divorce. Getting paid by the ex while I worked for free. When the eldest got back to his northern frontier told his brother and mom that he had beaten me up which he didn’t but I think he wished he had. What a weird thing to tell them.  I guess it was the friend’s daughter that he beat up. He went to live in the hill country in a tent for a couple of years. He was the one I think that stole the paint rig the second time he mooched off us after everything was forgiven when his other brother was going through a divorce or something like that. They are catholic and it’s okay for catholics to get a divorce if they are male. We all forgave each other but I think there were some resentments. They drank a lot of beer and smoked pot. I didn’t drink that much because I don’t really like beer that much except on a really hot day or every once in a while i will partake but i smoked with them. The reason I didn’t like drinking because I did it for a while and it never was a good ending.

Anyway while adding this information that I recalled while editing because my account is a bit disjointed an exaggeration LOL in this attempt I started to have an allergy attack itchy throat and stuff and found my dog with an unopened box of equate for allergy relief and she wagged her tail but she chews on anything she can find chewable so I think I will take it but gonna jut take one because I can’t read the instructions the writing is so small but the advertising is quite easy to read which isn’t very older friendly. How weird is that to get a suggestion from a puppy?

Anyway both brothers are a bit crazy and worked at the auto shops in Michigan one lasted a long time and gets a decent pension for sticking with it off and on. He learned all the skills and became a utility man and could sit around most of the time making phone calls and getting drunk and got paid for it. They weren’t all bad and I liked them but they had no respect for me or females in general except if they were children and their mom of course she didn’t care if they lied their asses off and didn’t mind blaming the wives because her sons could do no wrong. Well they did a lot of wrong. The brothers would get together all five sometimes just four and go fishing while the wives stayed with their mom and kids cooking and knitting and chatting about nothing. So I would go fishing not because I like to fish but because I liked the outdoors and didn’t like what they’d did and they were nice but the moment anything serious came up they went blank. Put on their blinds. I remember when I brought a book from the south to the north and it was about Jesus a series of books I collected at the time WHO also wrote abut Elijah and other prophets written by a pretty good author Phillip Yancey one sister-in-law looked at it wistfully as if she wished she could read it and she was a school teacher. I reached out to her when I was upset and got the blinds. The mom had a picture of Jesus on her bedroom wall and a bible they were not allowed to touch much less read and you have to admit that is ridiculous.

I remember doing a job that had to be finished in 24 hours. (Quite a few times I made it happen.) A spa in the country. I did it and finished it. It was still wet but it was finished. Anyway it was a tough life and I would definitely not do it again with the same person but I love my kids and they are worth it. So if it meant not having them I would do it again but I would have gotten a divorce much earlier when they were tots when I saw the light hopefully much earlier and if possible would have raised them myself with the help of my parents. I think they would have been much better off.

I know they would have been better off.

His family the women were used and I mean used to have kids and to screw (but they don’t realize it) and to use as a maid to degrade and to chastise except for their mom. The two sons that had some divorces blamed their wives for having affairs and they were doing the same thing before they were. They owned their wives and the wives did not like it. Only one son seemed to have a grip to some degree about females and was sweet to his kids and his wife. She was/is good wife but she wasn’t very deep or if she was she didn’t show it but very sweet. The handsome one had a hard time figuring out why he wasn’t allowed to get information about his mom from the hospital she was at for some emergency health problems and why they called the one that was the alleged rapist. (Not that he tried that hard to understand) I had to sort of say out of my own experience because he probably has Power of Attorney and was the eldest son. The one that was handsome didn’t think about that even though he worked for company named ALCOA and was very successful with the school teacher wife. There is something wrong with catholics and Catholicism.

Experience is a good thing even when sometimes it seems bad. For me it was both. Some times it takes a while but is unlike anything else. I wasn’t much of a reader of books until I became interested in why I was watching clowns on TV speaking in tongues and acting like jack asses, asking for donations, and smiling like cheshire cats when talking about Jesus. They were sick. Every once in a while though I learned something through them. Then I started to read other peoples books about Jesus and the bible. Eventually I read the Scofield Bible and read his additions and interpretations. Then I tried for a short time the One Year bible and got turned of because it was ridiculous as was the Chicken Soup book I received and eventually started reading the bible skipping the begetting parts. I don’t think I have yet read the whole thing. Then I started reading on the internet prophecy sites and listening on the radio about it and was concerned because of  things going on in the world. Then read some other things related like Apologetics (I guess because of the flood) and was able IMO to fit some puzzle pieces together. I did the same with JFK’s assassination and came to some unusual conclusions that no one else dared to do but they made lots of money doing it like Bill O’reilly who brags about his book sales while advertising them nightly on his yak show of Fox. It would be impossible not to sell a lot of books plus you get a tee shirt and sometimes a free mug and if you O’reilly lucky you get a hurrycane when you least expect it  after he sells ya down the river. Anyway he is about as useful as catholic moms in a different sort of way. SNORT SNORT He does that a lot especially when he knows he’s wrong. His way or the highway which is the same thing.

It was kind of funny coming from her.

When I started a designer jeans business under her tutelage as my boss she had a party to help along and said she invited 300 people and then 500 and 2 people showed up. She didn’t think I was prepared or energetic enough. I wore out quickly because of the operation setting up. I have no idea if she really invited very many people because she did exaggerate in the past. I got a message in a different kind of way which was not very kind: OUCH. She bitched at me for not being good enough when no one showed up. I sold two things one thing for about 15 bucks that took me abut 15 hours to make off and on. It was really disappointing and the girl wanted another for a friend and I never did fulfill it. It was really nice leather bracelet.

Another time when she had neighborhood sale thing going on invited me and my daughter to participate with our jewelry that we made and other things and her neighbor came over and she changed her tune with me. Told me to move a mirror I brought to sell that I had made, a mosaic (my first), to a better place because it was distracting the neighbors or the shoppers and I guess that was why they weren’t buying or approaching her home. It was by her front door leaning on the bricks on the ground and was only about 18 high in order to be out of the way of the shoppers or the tables. She and her neighbor sat in their chairs by the road and I accused her and her friend of distracting the potential shoppers. I think I said, “I think it’s you guys distracting the customers.” It was a garage sale, for heavens sake. I wasn’t out of line, even my daughter (the one that gave up her bedroom for two years) thought she was ridiculous at that time and she looked up to her most of the time, but it was because of her friend. She did not like me and I didn’t even know her. If looks could kill she was sending some my way.

I think by that time when I kicked her out of my home after two years she may have gotten Power of Attorney over my mom’s estate to help with the costs of the divorce she was involved in which had a lot of money riding on it. The lawyers were expensive and not on her side even though she hired them. My mom probably willingly was trying to help. my sister sort of lived with us the last half year to a year off and on but still occupying the bedroom but using her RV intermittently that she was able to get with the lawyers help in order to travel and get away from my family when she needed her privacy and space. That was after the time she scrunched my pastel portraits in the expanding part of her RV forgetting she had stored them there and didn’t tell me for three months.  She finally let me in on the secret. I did one of them over again a few times and it turned out better so it wasn’t all that bad and it’s not like I sell them. I was pretty nice about it because it was understandable. She wanted to sell them for me and screwed up in her confusion. A few were really good portraits though only one was sellable as far as desirability for decor. But the rest showed my talent as an example and I redid the one I thought was desirable of the lady on her horse close up in the movie Kingdom of Heaven because of the snapshot and my style of pastel painting. She had me do one of her step grandchild from her brochure at the funeral. She was the three year old that died on her birthday party in their swimming pool. Beautiful kid. Never met her but she was penetrating and sweet looking. So i did it twice. I think i did a pastel and a porcelain on her. She gave it to her ex and her step daughter and I didn’t sign it because I usually don’t. Haven’t got a great signature and so it remained anonymous and she wanted them to think she found an artist and had it painted for them. She did find an artist and it was me but for some reason she didn’t want them to know it. Makes no sense except that my reputation proceeded me? They knew me. They knew them.

She was not a perfect wife nor was her first husband a perfect husband and they together became successful. She often did the shit work for him like taking care of kids in her home his, hers and his, and others to help. She suggested I do the same and I knew I couldn’t handle it so I didn’t. She was great sales lady and started a very successful part of their business in fact it was her idea. The apartment side of their business which he bequeathed to a friend one of his followers after it was developed and up and running. He like to have an entourage most of the time causing problems in their marriage. The ELvis type. Part of the problem was that he was generous to a fault and that attracts people not all of them bad. They drank a lot and partied a lot and traveled a lot. Before her he had not reached successful success with his first wife. so my sister made a big difference. And he used her looks and personality. She had to get a boob job in a dirty room somewhere to keep him happy and he berated her one night on the New Years Eve for not showing them off  like his new partner’s wife who had boobs that looked like water bags on her belly button. I saw the picture of her and she was not anything I would consider attractive. There should have been some paper bags around just in case. My sister was pretty. People often compared her to Raquel Welch because of some of her natural beauty, high cheek bones, pretty neck, beautiful smile, long legs, pretty skin. I shopped with her for the dress she wore that night and she looked beautiful in it. It was a classy black dress backless to a point. She had pretty long legs and the dress showed them very well and she looked really classy. But her husband drove her to tears that night because of the boobs of the other woman and my sister went to gather herself together and luckily came out of the bathroom where they were celebrating and a different man told her how beautiful she was. Believe me she had her moments. He noticed.

Another night she was partying with her husband and his entourage and ended up at Dennys for breakfast and was forced to watch a woman suck a man’s dick under the table across from her and she did not want to watch and resisted and was berated by her husband and his friends. I think it might have been a company party they had attended of their company that he took full credit for even though he knows she helped unless you don’t think your own kids by the first wife and their kids are important. She was abused by him and by the situation which often occurs with second marriages. He was a wonderful guy in many ways and so are all of his kids from both marriages, IMO. They loved each other but when one gets successful and you have hangers ons its kind of tough for everyone involved, parents, kids, marriages, etc. Its a balancing act and excessive drinking doesn’t help.

Older men loved her; she made them laugh because she had a great sense of humor and liked old people. She saved her husband’s dad when he fell once. I forget the details and circumstances but he was alone at the time and said something funny to her when he found him and assisted him off the floor. It was a cute story. She made a point to see him for her husband and they were great friends but not so with the mother in law who put her down all the time but they were divorced for good reason. She was not a sweet lady. Always comparing one wife with another of her sons and even putting him down and comparing one son with another. And the other brother was married to a dog. Not really that bad. She just is not what i would imagine as attractive except she had pretty skin. My sister tried to help her when she and her husband divorced until it became impossible but he dumped her because she got Lupus. She wasn’t too bad before that though but not that great either but one man’s trash is another man’s treasure. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder i just didn’t beholden to hers or his idea of beauty. She was a pear which is sometimes beautiful on there right person. I don’t know what lupus does to a person and it probably affected her though I don’t remember liking her very much to begin with I didn’t really know her but I’m a pretty good judge of qualities I think but have been fooled as well. We didn’t know each other very well so but I heard some things about some behavior that just was caddy about her and under the circumstances she was taking it out on the wrong person, I think. She was not treated fairly by her ex or the mother in law and guess by me at this time but it was only an impression of her. Women can be hard on each other in families when the family grows.

As far as her family goes my sister rarely called when she was happy but when she had something to bitch about was when I heard from her. So I didn’t hear about the good stuff much which is usually the case, I think.

She was my Shirley Temple buddy when we were tots. I was 13 month older. We ate ice cream and potato chips while we watched those shows and many cartoons. We liked to dip the chips in ice cream: mostly Neapolitan ice cream. We would wake up super early before sunrise to get a good start on our fun together. That may be an exaggeration. We flew in our bedroom together like Peter Pan and Tinker Bell. We saw a hobo with the knapsack and a dog in the woods together from our window in the back yard. We saw monkeys at the castle over the tree tops together. She was usually dressed in soft pink and usually fuzzy and I was in blue kind of crisp stuff when my mom sewed for us or bought outfits. That was the color code she used I guess to tell us apart even though we did not look alike. She was the lotus blossom of the family. I have no idea what flower I was.

For some reason my dad was glad I had a long nose. I was given that impression somehow and it’s not that long but what is interesting about that is my older sister when she had her surgery for deviated septum who started with a pugish nose though it was pretty kind of like Marilyn Monroe but had her nose changed to look like my little sister and it did her no justice. Made her look hard/harsh unlike what that similar nose looked like on my little sister. She competed with my little sister and I guess felt inadequate having all those surgeries and would not admit to them even to her kids. Maybe something was going on I didn’t know about with my little sister and her husband. I have no idea but I didn’t ask nor did I even suspect till lately. Not that anything happened except the night we watched The Last of the Mohicans at my little sister’s house on a family trip when my sister swallowed Kaopectate thinking it was Pepto-Bismal. She didn’t check and it was very dark in the kitchen and it was not her kitchen. She had stomach problems because she couldn’t handle corn products, so she opened up the bottle and swigged it not taking a tsp or tbs of the medicine and came in to tell us. I didn’t see her do it but I had seen her do it in the past so I knew that was probably what she had done.  We called poison control and she threw up and pooped a lot of the night as we found out later and dad cleaned her up and the mess that was made upstairs. That same weekend Gary was shown’ hisself and I nudged my little sister on the couch so she could see. He was on the floor and hanging it out his shorts. It was one of the first times he was doin’ it so others could see. She saw and she mused about it. It was a strange reaction, but she had been drinking and so had i been drinking though I don’t drink much. My sister and i could not help but laugh about my older sister which a strange reaction but she came in with pink lips like a Japanese Concubine (no offense) and the expression on her face was startling, kind of funny, and it was scary, though we didn’t know the depths of her sickness till later and it became a family joke though I don’t think she was amused especially then. Her husband reported to us what was going on upstairs and we let dad handle it. Another time was at the beach on a family trip sharing condos and the shower was going in their room, I think and I walked by their open door next to the living room where all of us were and he was stark naked in a standing pose stroking his dick and looking at me. I guess she was in the shower or in the dining room. It got to be a schtick, but it was sick. He was huge and I guess it was problem for him. Past abundant to the nth degree and I think that may have been part of the problem. He was oversexed, perhaps.

He was so big he could have sucked himself so that is kind of over doing it trait-wise,  but I don’t think he ever tried. I don’t think it was fair in a way for someone to have been over blessed or over endowed since she was uncomfortable, I was uncomfortable, and perhaps others etc. So I don’t think it’s all his fault, necessarily. But to base pride in one’s size is too bad because it isn’t necessarily a blessing, but a curse.

On one trip we took she played a joke on dad as he drove and covered his eyes with her hands while he drove on a highway, I think it was, and we lived through it. On another trip, my mom wore a wig and the wind was blowing and she said, “Mummy, your wig is blowing off.”  real loud and embarrassed mom. I think we were traveling on our camping trip in France at the time. She used to call her that because of where we lived at the time and her age. Mummy this and mummy that. We hiked up a mountain on an Appalachian trail with backpacks with my dad to a pretty place and ate dehydrated food that we hydrated in the stream and other times shopped for yachts with dad for fun. We rode horses together and apart. We did a lot of cool things as a family and we sang together as a family. We were a pretty damned good family for the most part for quite a while. Dad organized us and mom helped and they made wake up early when it was still dark to take trips to show us things and to learn to camp though she and i didn’t really do the work. The older kids did the work setting up the tent and stuff. But we did imagine together a bunch. He changed our diapers and gave us baths to help mom and she did what she could do to help his career and raise a family. Nobody is perfect.

He quit drinking late in their marriage and expected her to follow suit and she wasn’t ready when he was ready to quit. I think he was planning to divorce because he had had an affair when her first kid was young or was caught at the office with her late at night and ended up marrying her after their divorce and her husband conveniently died at the right time so that they could marry and he called her his field mouse. I never saw what she looked like but I can imagine at the hospital with Queen Elizabeth.

Just because I was on morphine for 10- 14 days doesn’t mean I lost my memory and I’m not a schizophrenic.

[No offence.]

She was abused and he wasn’t. Then the wives of the friends and it gets kind of dicey. The second daughter in law (second wife of first son of her husband at the time) who sang like an angel at church, looked like one to some people but not to me and complained to her in laws when her husband his son didn’t pay attention to her while he was watching football when she sucked his dick. They did divorce, thank God. I could see right through her. When at the wedding the first thing she said to me “you have something in your eye.” not, “hi, you have something in your eye!” I guess it was that christian saying about a log in the eye. My calves are not great anymore or anything for that matter since I have been sick and even before I was not happy with the calves but her calves were like well Hippo comes to mind. that maybe over stating it but ……..Spoiled brat. So you can see why divorce came to my sister. It was an untenable marriage at some point, probably New Years Eve but they take time. When her angelic daughter in law talked she ate chips that fell out of her mouth because she wanted to do both at the same time.

They had a big company that was worth a lot of money and on some top Ten lists and it may have been the cause of much of their problems. The last time I saw him was when we went to pick up some things in a truck that belonged to my sister and she asked me to come along. We shared some wine and they talked and then argued and we left so he wouldn’t get sick because he had already had a nervous breakdown and had been in the hospital. She meant a lot to him but I think that other woman figured out a way somehow to part them because of that company they had built together. It was worth a lot of money and got maybe too much notoriety. It’s a mistake to get published in business magazines if you want to keep your family.

That’s the world baby at it’s worst.

 I think they got divorced last I heard. It’s like a game of some kind and some people have information that can be used against you and know how to wiggle in with the right neighbors who are there when you need them as occurred to her when she jogged, friends, acquaintances and I think it has something to do with the church, the NSA, and other type conveniences for why they can rob and steal.

My older sister received 250 thousand dollars a year after I was molested from her in-laws who were in the oil business in fact he was the President of a prominent ENGLISH oil company. Gary wasn’t really into shopping he was into the female thing and had a big dick he liked to show at family gatherings and family trips.

She was a shopper.

I was confused.

I loved her. She was my older sister by 6 years. I looked up to her.

They schmoozed her before they married with a trip around the world where she stole a pearl in Bangkok or Hong Kong that she told me about when they displayed a bunch of gems to her future family because I guess she wasn’t satisfied with the one her dad bequeathed to her that he bought in Hong Kong when on his first R&R during the Vietnam war. That is a dangerous indulgence to steal in a foreign country, but she got away with it somehow. She cut my brother’s eyelashes when he was tot and she was only 2 years older than him because she was jealous of his eyelashes and the comments about them from people. She spoke for him for three of his first 3 years. It took him a while to open up and talk.

Gary had problems and I believe it is spiritual especially when he got baptized or indoctrinated with his friend Bob who was Baptist minister of kids during his divorce he tried to date my sister who was one of the kids. Gary grew worse and worse IMO and so did his drinking and belligerence such as the hot tub event with his kid to prove something to my mom, to me, and to his wife. My mom and I freaked out and it was obvious we were freaked out because our eyes got really big and I know my heart was racing and my sister noticed and I know she noticed and that did not help my niece or our relationships in the family, it was so surreal.



 Soon after when her son almost drowned a few years before she printed a picture of me with my other brother in law hugging around a pool while i was in a bathing suit when he came home to greet his guests. It was nothing but a hug by a man who was 6 foot 6 inches tall and never showed sexual interest in me. Believe me I know the difference. It was a normal greeting and my sister tried to make it into something else to me and my husband at the time and glared at me way too long. It was weird and untimely since what occurred I think it was the same weekend with her 3 year old son.

Premeditated shit.

I don’t hate him though i do. He had his qualities and some were good and i know why she loved him besides the beaucoups of money. He loved her too. He loved his kids as much as a man like that can. They loved him too. He wasn’t all bad which made it confusing. I even helped her when they were separated and was her confidant often and when my time came of confusion I didn’t get help. I got shit. I got retribution. I baby sat their kids she baby sat mine using her kids once or twice. I babysat so they could go to hotels to make love, entertain each other, anniversaries, on trips and some trips they took without the kids. My parents did the same. Though she promised she would take care of my kids she didn’t offer when I almost died and the other sister had to do laundry when I was on morphine for 10 to 14 days. But their dance teacher did take care of them and also my neighbor.

We tried to handle it as best we could each of us in our way, but we didn’t know how,

each from a different vantage point.

It would have been so easy to have handled him being his wife. All she had to do was get help and she didn’t.

They relied on the church which I wrote about that care about money and not their purpose. And the church didn’t help.

The Roots tried but it was untenable and very confusing. We did our best but it fucked us up in our relationships with each other over a period of time and not like a molestor and an exhibitionist is gonna show his stuff to the males of the family if he has a thing about females in order to continue doing it without a piece of furniture ending up in their throat.

I alerted her before their second daughter was born about her husband and I paid a big price for years and she got paid a big price for years and she lied to everyone. She was hurt and confused but it was her responsibility to handle it, not mine. And she didn’t. He should have gone to get help but he went to the church. That was his idea when we discussed it after I told on him and they settled down and wanted to make amends. That was what he said he would do after I alerted her after he told me I was fucking liar on the phone. I was advised to tell either him or her by her best friend over the years and she worked for a hospital so I thought it might be good advise and I didn’t feel comfortable with him so I told her as nicely as I could leaving out much detail partially because of her reaction which was weird (I’m calling mom and dad to tell them you are attracted to Gary) so I was taken aback by her reaction. I got screwed in so many ways over the years. But I really loved her, still do in some ways, but it’s past a certain point when one turns into a killer to protect their reputation.

My daughter was abused at school called a whore tripped on the steps at the school pushed around by people and had to leave the school and was in the hospital a few days later bleeding from both ends. And some strange things happened. But she is doing the best she can for having been a virgin at that time. I guess it was retribution?

They accused me of making a phone call that my daughters made as kids on their own when the shit hit the fan and I was not involved but no one believed me. The kids did it saying, “Tell the truth, you are hurting my mom” to my sister and her husband. They did it because they loved me and knew that I was upset. They had overheard some yelling etc in the garage and between me and my family on the phones and other ways. They were not immune. I thought it was cute of them and I appreciated it and they were just kids but I didn’t know about it till I received a phone call from my mom who had been alerted by my sister that I had set up my kids to make this awful phone call. They had some spunk and expressed it. I’ll never forget it when I had to question them because my sister told my mom and she called me accusing me and asking me if  I did it and I tried to tell my mom I didn’t know. Big FUCKING deal. It was a tough time for my mom, for me, and my dad because of the lies and lies can be tough to get through to the truth when one is upset and everyone was upset. There were many lies. And soon after I went to the hospital. Got a 14 inch deep scar and poisoned with sepsis and peritoneal abcess was being followed before that when I went to the real-estate school and because the company they and I worked for were protecting themselves against a lawsuit i  had a right to make  because he grabbed my ass at work pretty hard which is considered sexual assault in most businesses and is not allowed.  Against the law. They knew it and I know they had a film because I know they had cameras at the office going but I didn’t sue after many threats and being followed because I was afraid for my life (because I was being followed) and having such a prominent company on their side and they were ruthless the company and my sister and her husband. I have no idea who hired the investigator but while I never saw the person I know I was being followed  because of the actions of the teacher at the real estate school was very well I can’t’ think of the word known and involved in the business well connected and I believe he was paid somehow or another or maybe it was just a favor.

It was too much for one woman to handle.

The real reason for the retribution by my sister is because Gary lost my uncle’s money and his own on the stock market one Tuesday in October. It was a lot of money. He didn’t divulge it to his client my uncle, my mom’s brother, for a long time and was freaking out for a long time about it. He looked as sick as he could have ever looked and they were having some marital problems as well during this time and he lost his mojo big time. My uncle called me asked and I said “yes he lost your money and is trying to get it back.” Later he offered me a job and I declined. I didn’t tell my sister but since they delayed telling him by about at least 6 weeks or so I think I thought he had a right to know since he asked. I didn’t call him. He called me. Same goes for their daughter. I didn’t call her, she called me. She and her family had to move down the road because their dream home was too expensive for the loss they made and blamed my mom and me and my dad for their mistake though they didn’t know it. They applied material on her walls and other things to decorate it for free because my mom sewed and dad could staple and apply it etc. it was a beautiful material for that dream home. I think they did some other type work as well like wall paper. It was really tough having to move into a house with a swimming pool, a jacuzzi, 4 bedrooms, a study etc.  Can you imagine?

But her friend from college, Babs said in my company, ” It is harder for those that have had money to lose it than those that don’t.” She was married to a banker. Tough to be rich.

If I had lied to my uncle I could have been sued or charged in some way during a process that might have occurred if I had lied and the truth was found out so i did the right thing and possibly for the wrong reasons but I didn’t call him, he called me and I told the truth very succinctly. Short and sweet. My mom and i were put between a rock and hard place by their frivolous shit and punished for it as well.

But after that I didn’t realize it I was their enemy and i didn’t know how low they could go but they went really low all because of money. They barely earned what they received fucking with me and those that I love. I can’t think of how many homes they lived in that they were able to buy. I owned one home in my life for about 3 years till I got sick, we divorced, and the ex went bankrupt, etc.

Pretty dammed small of them, wasn’t it?

When I felt that my mom’s life was in danger by my sisters, possibly my niece who was messed up, and brother in laws the new one of the younger and the old one of my older sister I wrote some letters and they were potent to settle the matter.

I made it a multi generational problem because it was. The Whites?

It had been agreed upon before that to keep it in this generation with the help of my brother and little sister for the sake of my parents and the kids but my older sister wasn’t willing to hold to that agreement and wanted to shovel some shit in me and my family trying to show a movie about an english woman and her husband whose marriage was affected by her younger sister who accused her husband of rape falsely. I saw it once with her without warning that she rented and her husband went to bed and she tried to do it again when the family visited again to see my mom. She bought it. She lived in her own little world of make-believe. I was getting little digs here and there and that was not the only one.

At my dad’s funeral her kids and her were in the first limo with my mom.

I guess they didn’t any know better. So much for their upbringing. Real classy, huh?

I was sent to the back limo the 4th and I was the third child to hang out with cousins and aunts.

My older sister was in charge.

That was my mom in that limo and my dad who died

 and I refused to ride with my aunt and cousins and stayed in my own auto.

It was a deliberate fuck you from her to me when my dad died and when my mom died.

I wonder if they aren’t’ responsible for their deaths. Sure looks like it. Sure convenient.

 I sent out letters to lawyers about my mom before she died and no one responded because I don’t have money.

 I was livid and started to get sick around the time of the 2nd wedding of their first daughter the first I think was annulled even though they are Protestants. Not sure about that but I think it was annulled and it was a very bad first husband who shot cats in his yard but he could cook like her dad. My sister didn’t cook for her family or rarely. So he had his place and so did she rubbing shoulders with people she should not have and fucking up her big head. She sold me down the river for $250,000 year so I guess I was worth it and I’m selling her back. LOL

WOULD YOU TRUST THEM? WOULD YOU WANT TO GO TO THE FUNERAL. Would you want your daughter to go. I begged her not to but how do you explain to a young woman what I had endured? Impossible to make one understand what incest does to a family and believe me my dad was not who I’m talking about. He was a wonderful dad and so was my mom. Could not have been happier with who they were and are. If I were to wish upon a star for every person on earth I would hope they would be so lucky to have parents like I had. But I hate the world right now.

Do you see why I feel the way I feel?

No telling how much each sibling got, I have no idea and they won’t reveal it. I’m supposed to receive a hope chest my parents willed to me but haven’t gotten it yet. Never saw the will and I know they left one but they were killed.

My sisters were indoctrinated by the BGEA through his crusades and the other by the english woman across the street.

Really made her worse. She was ready.

My mom set an example for me years before and didn’t show up to one her parents funeral and I think she knew I would face this someday. I felt her hand on my shoulder about 2 months or so before they said she died after I saw her the last time.  I get messages and a lot of help from them and others to write what i write not necessarily about this personal stuff because it was hard for them to understand from their vantage point. It was hard for them to believe it and it is messy stuff but about the really important things. And my mom told me the last time I saw her that she knew about what I wrote and so did others and she doesn’t have a computer and was in a place that would not support it. She was in a wheel chair in assisted living. It was spiritual. It was taped what she said and was promised by my little sister to send and she never did. I Wonder WHY?

THE BGEA? The shill.

I didn’t mean to rewrite all of this stuff again but it crops up sometimes especially

when u.n.c.l.e.s. intimidate ya.

My uncles never did, but I’m talking about those that don’t want certain information to get out.

Probably someones FATHER as in priest.

My older sister was dreaming about kissing her brother in law on a bridge when I went through my hardship I was having nightmares about his dick in my face. I had PTSD, obviously.

My sister was real busy body communicating with exes or separatees when she shouldn’t!

She thought it made her look good. I guess she wanted attention? The money was not enough?

How about that nose? boobs? etc

She wanted to be the most loved by the males in the family. Probably because of who she married.

Kind of whirl pool of crud.

Let that be a lesson to others. It’s manipulative. OVERBEARING!

Sexual dysfunction is sometimes caused that way.

I learned something through all of this.

I could have handled her problem like I did with my ex when he was sleeping with his daughter and a far as I know he never did again. I embarrassed him privately using the internet. And he had enough sense in him not to do it again however he set me up and physically abused me we had to call the police. But I got through it with a lot of hassle.

Things can get really weird just by a misunderstanding. The kid next door when we were renting in  a really weird neighborhood used to do the farm snort thing and it’s not like she did it all the time but I witnessed her doing it in our yard. She was really cute, vivacious, smart, and little low class type but a very interesting kid and a friend to my daughter when she was tot. My daughter caught a cold and her nose was stuffed up and forget how we got to what she said but I thought she said: My nose is fucked up. SO I assumed she had learned it from the neighbors kid and got upset. She was attending Christian private school at the time and it was scary because she might say something like that at school and I was a bit nerdy as a mom for the first time and bit nervous as a mom partially because of my past. It was around that time I was having those hives etc. Anyway turns out she said “My nose is pucked up.” meaning, “My nose is plugged up.” The neighbor used to try to pawn her kids off on me over the fence. One would try climb the fence and then she would start handing me her kid for no reason. She had two kids one was a climber driving her nuts and the other was energetic. She lived with a guy and seemed nice enough. His nickname was “Frog.” I really learned to like her over time the more I knew but it bugged me to be pressed upon to be her baby sitter but she had a lot of family stuff happening and guess was desperate or something though I never asked what the deal was. And of course on the other side of the house were other neighbors that came and went that were absolutely wild. Gypsies by the dozen that would just enter your home and start chatting, and a peeping tom weirdo with a gold necklace italian type. I caught him peeping while I was in my kitchen and it was weird from then on dealing with them. On July 4th and New Years Eve you had to worry about guns going off in the air so sometimes I would just kind of hide in the house. I stopped going out on New Years because of kids and didn’t really enjoy it that much. USually the ex then husband was playing in the band and it got to be extremely boring. so when I moved to home that we bought it was really exciting and my sister was the real estate agent and we ended up paying too much per month which was kind of surprise at the closing but we wanted that chance and we got it (It was the ex’s dream home location, he found it) and it was over our head eventually through various means and no help from banks and things. It was a mess and i think it was purposeful. I helped by getting a loan from my brother which was extracted from my inheritance even though it was not in the contract because the ex wouldn’t even try to sell the house and I was too messed up. He wanted to bury me. Still does I think.

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I lost my wedding ring on the way up north because my hands were swollen from working. It was given to me by family and was an heirloom. The ex hocked his around that time. While his brother lived with us our van was repossessed because of the times and other things. Hocked the silver my parents bought to a friend named Nick (who his brother might have raped his daughter [I don’t know]) for a wedding gift with the promise I would get it back. I did quite a few years later with additions added. He got a lot of pats on the back for a  Christmas gift to me, so it’s mine now. Lost the pearl my dad bought me in Hong Kong somewhere. It disappeared. My diamond ring that was an heirloom from my mom disappeared that I used as my engagement ring. Caught my teenage daughter wearing and got it back and then it disappeared. I wasn’t wearing it because the silver was wearing down and I was afraid I would lose it. Our truck was stolen. Piece of shit anyway. Two spray rigs stolen and one blamed on a friend who was an addict who had about three of his own and very good business so he didn’t need it. The ex’s brother when we had to kick him out because he was stealing from us and mooching off of us started a business using a spray rig up north within days or weeks of ours disappearing and very little suspicion by the ex or his family about it.  He used to tell lies about serving in Viet Nam when he was in  a safe haven of GUAM and other lies to girls in front of us about his combat. A bad habit. They were raised catholic. My kids weren’t and I tried to unconvert the ex but he still doesn’t believe history about Roman Catholicism. Unreasonable. Now what in the world happened to those things? I think I can guess and I’m probably correct and he probably conveniently wouldn’t remember. But I got my milk shake.

Won’t keep his word about our daughter. Fickled. ONe minute he doesn’t want her to go and next he does depending on certain things. Usually something I write or think. Weird. It’s about fun regardless of safety. She’s young and can’t miss one thing as if it might hurt her even though a day ago he wanted to make her stay home because it was safer and now it is safer for no good reason.

Honestly I think he is insane. I don’t think he realizes he is being tested and is playing games with my kid and me. I have no say over it. It’s a power game that i do not enjoy but it’s a Catholic schtick and it will fall and it will burn I think forever pretty soon. Eternal HELL and he will with it if he doesn’t get a brain. He will lose everything imaginable, I truly believe it. I consider him to be a fool.

Mind over matter.

Hillary Clinton



What’s next?

And just as I was getting somber and displacent I decided I can’t change what happened and through it all I still really love the worst in my family but I don’t want to accommodate the worst. I thank God for my mom and dad and few others often. I felt like why should I keep trying and then decided to keep going…. learn some more….. try to finishes some things i started such as jewelry…… and catch up on some stuff…… maybe I will even change my clothes, LOL and then I see Hillary on TV looking like a dapper dan saying after her first hearing in a long time “one thing she is not is a quitter.” Weird. Wired? Not only that she had the biggest rally for her since the age of time applauding her come back while she made her comeback and she has only been tested for about a day.

Anyway I think it’s deception of some kind. Just a feeling. It’s that kind of day but it still is almost over. In my right ear I heard three bells.

Personally I don’t want to see her destroyed by events in the news, or what occurred at Benghazi, I want the truth. I thought she did a decent job at the hearing. I felt they questioned her for too long and I would rather see the truth come out with her in tip top shape. Shorter and more frequent hearings. I know that is a ploy to wear out the defendant but isn’t necessary in order to get to the truth. Good questions are the way to get there. If you aren’t willing to ask her truthful questions I doubt you will get to the truth. I ‘m positive and pretty sure she will not be able to answer a good question if it were asked. Trey Goudy did a great job but is still avoiding asking the right question IMO, which has to do with the Vatican and stuff like that. When she isn’t able to answer is when you know you have something but I think her life might be endangered if she answered those kind of questions and then she will have to take the 5th. You haven’t gotten there yet because you haven’t asked counting on her lawyerly good sense to evade, which of course she will do, because she has to evade.

She still is not fit to be President but neither is anyone else that I can tell.

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IF she had written to Chelsea: Elijah Cummings just put a pubic hair in my coke. Would you have defended her then?

I wonder why. Getting something out of the deal, eh?


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Maybe we won’t get to the truth until she is acting as the President. Sure isn’t happening now.


Just because she wrote one thing to her family and said one thing dissimilar to someone else doesn’t prove anything. Everyone does that. You cater your language and your suppositions depending on who you are directing your conversation with.




I have not heard one question about the Vatican’s involvement, Jesuit Father Lombardi, the picture of Michelle at Benghazi because you don’t care. I think Hillary may care more than even the families involved. Sometimes things are difficult to understand or perceive because of the deception involved when being deceived and that may not be her fault. She may be a patsy used by the administration and lots of people. If that’s the case she is doing a good job. We don’t know because you (Congress and others) are too afraid to ask and that might be a big mistake not just because of the election but because of more important things way over your head.

Back to the subject at hand: Notice that it didn’t say she stands where she should not;) and believe me if it could have been blamed on women it would have been: The Garden of Eden, etc. Only women can naturally produce.

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There are bikers and then there are bikers. Know what I mean?

could be Pope Francis on his stand about abortion and for that matter many on that controversy such as Fox News and other politicians, but could be speaking of Paris as well (Notre Dame, Court of the Gentiles – self fulfilling prophecy) or in Washington DC and could even be talking about Dr. Ben Carson at breakfast for the President, or at Benghazi itself or all of the above (let the reader understand) and it might mean something else and whatever is meant is important enough to be in the Book of Daniel of the OLD TESTAMENT written thousands of years ago


 Obama stood before Abraham Lincoln’s Memorial on Martin Luther King’s Day


Ambassador Chris Stevens also stood before it for his video tape thinking like he was in a lincoln.

I know people who own them.

Perhaps that is what the “video tape excuse” is all about.

I could mean that The Dome of the Rock should not be standing where it stands and could have been part of the conspiracy involved in those cooked books the Holy ones stolen and edited by Josephus (BIN/BEN/ARI/SON) of Matthias adopted son of the Flavius family of Rome.


I think these are the onuses of the matter, the cruxes of the matter,

and it matters even though we are dealing with many


Even the uncle of Sean Smith who thinks the death of his son and the conspiracy  is about the election year, but then if he’s lying about his son then more than likely he is part of the deception as is the mom of Ambassador Chris Stevens. I don’t think anyone who cared about their son would say what you said in order to dismiss the testimony that might be helpful to your nephews memory  or to honor his death and obviously you don’t care but then you are only an uncle. You know what they say about uncles:

BEWARE of uncles

Good mothers say that to their daughters but you probably didn’t hear it when they said that about you.

It is not my duty to tell my sins to you or anyone else 

I don’t work for the American government, Rome, The Vatican, or Islam.

Here is a hint for the Man from U. N. C. L. E.

My soul and my family’s souls are in God’s hands and He knows the truth. Thank you

Get over yourself and your allegiance to a false god. It will behoove you to stick to the task

or you may grow some hooves yourself.

Read the Book of Daniel and contemplate what happens to those that aren’t credible.

Take this to heart:



comes a time 

by neil young

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Is Congress gonna question the Ambassador’s mom AND DAD before the American people as robustly as they do Hillary or are they gonna do what they did with Jackie Kennedy and use her femininity to obfuscate the truth. She will lose her composure because she is lying and can only handle a little pressure so she is good candidate for the fleet seat and great entertainment for C-SPAN and FOX NEWS!

It might backfire if you don’t and then you might lose your soul by your own petard.

Damned if you do and damned if you don’t.

Better to have the truth than lose your soul trying to avoid it

because you sure don’t want to be fooled by an election.

We don’t really know how much time we truly have we can only guess and it may be your last hour.

Trey Goudy so far was awesome and one other questioner was pretty good until he fell into political morassidic. When you go for the truth you get armed with something unfathomable and when you do the opposite, you lose. Proof is in the pudding.

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Islam was started with the help of a nun.

That they do not partake of but accuse everyone else because a woman’s body is theirs in their

maniacal opinion.

And it isn’t.

Because of those Damned Protestants that they tried to burn
those damned Jews
and to
using mustard seed derivatives (poisons and gases)
from a bunch of nuts!

When Jerusalem was attacked the first and second and other times was because the Temple of Herod wasn’t the true temple, anyway and the son of man was betrayed by men and a generation betrayed the the next generations

with Bull frog stuff.

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Generational sin hence the mental diseases throughout the world and that awful forgetfulness of indulging it for those laundered tax dollars.

Heavens to Murgatroyd

“The first use of the phrase wasn’t by Snagglepuss but comes from the 1944 film Meet the People. It was spoken by Bert Lahr, best remembered for his role as the Cowardly Lion in The Wizard of Oz.”

Watched Bret Baier on his repeat special that he has shown quite a few times with the three men that wrote 13 Hours at Benghazi. One of them said and I caught it half way through the connection which I caught to what Hillary said about Benghazi:

What difference does it make about the three guys.

Are they dead?

because what Hillary said is that those three are dead in reference to the guys out on the street one night.

One of the writers said he was on building three and pointed to it in a diagram and said he saw a guy on the roof and he said to himself, “I wanted to shoot him this guy, or thought, was he just out trying to take a wok?” This is what I heard from one of the three faces of Bret Baier tonight on his show about Benghazi, one of quite a few and all different and they don’t agree who wrote books marketing Benghazi. Funny it seems to echo Hillary Clinton or vice versa. Were they out taking a wok on the roof (out on the street?)? Why would he think that? Do people always take woks on the roof?

While watching them again while I ate my dinner I said out loud how they seem to act like convicts. mannerisms etc. (Leathernecky). Not saying they are convicts but they seem like it and their stories reek of nonsense. Dead men woking. I’ll reassess it later when I find the time. I have other things to do. But I remember what one of them said while changing a tire with a bad arm though I don’t remember exactly what he said I remember being alarmed by it and thought it was weird.

I have to see the show again to get the exact quotes and obviously I spelled walk as wok instead but there is a connection here with what this guy said and what Hillary said and she said what he said after he said it, I think.

Or is Bret Baier sniffing Kryptonite again?

Actress Maureen O’Hara dies aged 95

One of my favorite actresses died Maureen Ohara who I watched often in many great movies who had a really great daughter who also was very talented and was very funny: Orange County with Jack Black and some funny stuff. Funny movie! Reminds me of my mom too, her spirit and spunk. Not the best picture of Catherine O’hara but she didn’t mind being funny.Screen Shot 2015-10-24 at 7.26.33 PMScreen Shot 2015-10-24 at 7.39.50 PM

W-ant to hear

something absolutely wild?

I called time because the skies are so dark right now and have been most of the day instead of using the computer I called time and it had a FAITH-based verse on the telephone repeated to me as 2Chronicles 7:14  which is

If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.
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Is that ridiculous or what?’

It’s a fatwa I tell ya against my beliefs and a

fatwa against the truth.

That is what fatwa means FAYET: FAITH and it is a WAR as in TRIBULATION

How many faiths are there anyway? How many religions are there in the world?

How many Fayets or religions teach about I AM THAT I AM? The name of God.

Creation took thought and planning and it was masterful. We should have a right to plan our lives and not be ambushed in every which way we turn which is Schmotherly love and is not helpful as in Big Brother and LBJ gave that award to Billy Graham and his crusades. I believe the true God supports that kind of family planning. Probably should start educating boys and girls that way early and I think we are delinquent and derelict in that way in our schools and institutions

Common sense and Common Core are opposites of each other one mocking the other.

2 plus 2 equals 4, not 5 minus 4 plus 3 minus 2

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He can taste it, he can smell it, he can see it but he can’t get it. Why? Because his arms are too little. LOL

Some things in the past really are better than some things that are being fed to us by listerical nuts.

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Ad on Fox about chicken pox and those bloody looking sores you get if you get shingles threatening because he wants what’s in the bag not because he cares about the poor which on this person in the ad was near the eye. Its an indirect threat as Franklin keeps reminding us that christians are gonna die. That’s an OCCULT.

He wants THAT TATER TOT thats in the bag with the pacifier. Not sure why though but it’s near the eye.


This one:

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Remember what he did with  ebola?

Watched Judge Jeanine last night for a part of her show and she was reading the teleprompter that was illustrated on the screen of comments about where the buck stops in essence about something I think referring to Benghazi and it said 1500 Pennsylvania Avenue and she read it that way. She kind of flinched when she had read it. The address of the White House is 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue and I had previously written about the 16oo furlongs (a measure) written about in the bible: the blood rising up to the horses bridle and in another post connected it to the White House and the Vatican by the clues.  I wonder, what is 1500 Pennsylvania?

I think it’s the Department of the Treasury.


They show it twice usually again on the next night and I bet they change it.

That would be LEW HEad of the Department of of Treasury who writes his signature like a muslim.

which is also very interesting which I included in a post quite a while back.

Saw a bunch of big birds again but they were higher in the sky and not near the roof tops. They were big and they were not geese and lots of them covering a big huge swath of an area and I went to answer the phone came back and they disappeared. Gone. But the ex who didn’t see it said it was probably geese but geese fly in formation. and they were swirling and hunting for something. Hundreds of them. But they were too high to tell how big they were, but definitely big. In a matter of seconds they were gone every one of them and the side of the area that they swirled in was a few miles. Reminded me of the birds in the hobbit movie because they were predatory birds of some kind but not evil as in the hobbit movie. Maybe they found what they wanted and took it up or something, How do that many birds disappear in a few seconds over that big an area?

Then saw an ad on tv about a guy who is out watching for a comet and drops his phone and picks it up as the comet flys by and misses what he was there for.

Merangue’s Blog

some posts you might like to read:

I Am That I Am (The Sign) -Revised *

I AM THAT I AM (Part two)

I Am the True Vine



What is the smallest seed in the world?

The Parable of Faith – Part two

Pope Benedict XVI and the Mustard Tree

Parable of the Mustard Seed Part 4

The mustard in the Bible versus the Quran (1)

Joseph of Arimathea (A JUST MAN)

Abomination of Desolation

Abomination of Desolation Pt 2

The Covenant with Many


There is a way that seemeth (seems, sows faiths) right unto man that leads to death.

I think that’s the hospice and the mustard seed because it sows and it is based on a lie: It isn’t the smallest of seeds.

That should matter.

Hence the BS on my moms funeral brochure about her sewing everything for her kids which she didn’t however she did sew some things. Like I said we did shop at Sears and Penny’s and other places. She also knitted, painted porcelain sold real-estate, cooked, and she danced. etc.

By the way the woman I saw was Mary Fallin, Governor of Oklahoma who looks an awful lot like the woman in Visiting Angels (one is blond one is brunette) advertised on Fox often as a nurse hospicing/home care service that is supported by Medicare and Medicaid because it pays for it without doctors care and is a trick and ought to be fixed. I saw her with Romney she was with him in his group when he first ran for President in the beginning of his run once perhaps he was in Oklahoma but nevertheless Visiting Angels I think leads to death of those that aren’t desirable? Whether it is her or not it is someone acting like her. Might be one of his wives. At the time when I first started writing she was acting as his wife. and then the other one with MS was used. I don’t think she is on the right path.

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Ben Carson wants abortion outlawed, even in cases of rape or incest


Carson said: “All you have to do is go and look up the many stories of people who have led very useful lives who were the result of rape or incest.”

REMEMBER the Challenger?

Was it useful?

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They heard his voice from the ground and then he jumped from a burning tower and the Jews thought he was on their side:

His name was Niger/NIgel, wasn’t it?

Of the New Testament

I read about it in some writings about the History of the Jews.

Times are a changing’ and don’t think you aren’t about to experience that change.

Ill never forget that day most of all the dad of Christa McAuiiffe.


I can’t find the picture but it was heart wrenching.

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Ben Carson Tormented By Periodic Rational Thoughts

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You ought to watch it.

And when we were all fallen to the earth, I heard a voice speaking unto me, and saying in the Hebrew tongue, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me? it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.
When he received that organ in the mail i guess

Ben Carson could tell it was human.

He bought it. Didn’t he know?

Ben Carson’s violent past

What if he has a flash back?

I think people can change but we are talking about the Presidency and that is different than allowing someone a job at Walmart. I chased my sister around a table once with a pair of scissors, I think it was whatever it was it was sharp and luckily there was a table between us. It wasn’t nice but she wasn’t very nice but I scared her to death and I didn’t actually use them. I can’t remember what started it or got me so angry but the look on her face stopped me. She was horrified and scared. I think I might have looked like she looked in my house when I kicked her out.

Perhaps something he does will help to stem and tie off him and his intentions and bite him in the butt and put him in the annuls of


I think something is headed his way but he won’t see it coming because he doesn’t believe it will come.

Here is a reason that a certain baby should not have been born: It’s Ben Carson. He should not have been born. He was a mistake and an abomination of the term baby. He needs to return to his mom’s womb and be terminated.

Is that a good answer, Ben? It’s true.

It would have been better if he had never been born.

He’s a fraud and was groomed by someone to look as if he was an accomplished surgeon.

(The propaganda about him is so perpetrated and obvious with a picture of him in a surgeons suit etc How many surgeons were chosen to speak at Obama’s prayer breakfast?)


I think I saw what you did with the wrench way up high on a ledge next to something big and white.’

Maybe he is the one that was standing where he should not on that ledge by the Challenger.

Space Shuttle Challenger disaster

I don’t know how much it cost the USA but it isn’t anything that Ben Carson can pay back or ever make. He may have altered the course of mankind in a multitude of ways and if he had never been born it might have been successful but he likes women to be barefoot and pregnant because it makes him feel superior and that is the only way that that can be achieved, and not flying into space finding cures, finding other worlds, learning to travel at the speed of light and may have doomed this planet. WHY? Because he couldn’t go. He wasn’t chosen. Jealousy.

Believe me it would have been better if he had never been born.

Why do you think he just happened to be at the same breakfast Obama planned. A prayer breakfast because they have faith in the same god.

It would be an insult to their prophet/profit if a woman could do those things and he couldn’t and many other things.

Can you beat that?

This is just, isn’t it? LOL I bet my dad is laughing in his chest. And my mom would probably say I taut I taw a puddy tat. 

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Is this my breakfast or did I throw this up? Said by my dad. He often ate grape nuts for breakfast when he was at home.

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I chose this picture because it is rendered like the picture of the fetus above. I could have chosen a real pornographic picture of a real woman or girl showing her boobs to demonstrate out of billions and billions of pictures on the web of boobs. I know I tend to be crude but decided not to be crude this time. It’s a fettish.

Ben Carson needs a boob job.

Would that help?


: a strong and unusual need or desire for something

: a need or desire for an object, body part, or activity for sexual excitement

: an object that is believed to have magical powers

Fiorini said she witnessed a baby kept alive to get a organ. Show it then.

If you saw it then it it’s on film, right?

 James Brown I feel good

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What I think I saw 

Truly what I think I saw was a black man on the side of the challenger on a ledge a mechanic type worker in uniform of a mechanic either blue or white and it is on a film somewhere because I saw it on TV . (Maybe he’s a pope.)  I don’t know if it is Ben Carson but I think it is doing a favor with a wrench high up in the air before the Challenger was launched obviously and with a railing. It’s vague but I remember it. It might have been a few days before, I don’t know. All of the propaganda around Ben Carson and the things he has said smack of falsehood even if he is soft spoken. (Popes speak softly too and  happens to be when the Vatican was waging war against women gang banging them for doing what they would have done in their place) and that is biblical prophecy: (He shall speak like a dragon hisssss and they lick and lie a bunch) Could be someone impersonating him, but it was not an accident. Could be a spiritual manifestation inside him. One of the biggest things: You get what you deserve which is a lie…….When talking about the organ he bought after he was caught in his lie he said: I could tell it was human (which is pretentious as can be like having a conversation with a socialite)……….Tithing in regards to taxation (which is laundered to the Vatican where the USA gets intel and many trust it hence doing it’s business). ………… and being at the Prayer breakfast with Obama (what a coincidence) and making it really big after that and GOT Extremely FAMOUS …………and not answering the Pepsi Challenge: what is the smallest of seeds (avoiding it at all costs? Why because it’s a lie and he doesn’t want to admit he fell for it because he needs those faith votes who have faith as a mustard seed of all things. why not a rose? or a forge-me-not, no he would rather have faith in a sore made by shingles and chicken pox……….even though he is a doctor and knows about seman. and in the plant world as well knowing it has been outed as not being the smallest of seeds. That is stoically stupid. Comparing abortion to slavery to divert and get unmerited attention (because he is AFRICAN/American and he is rich) now which are two totally different things that are not comparable and then bible things I have learned. And playing Poor me at the debates when he was not questioned for quite a while and probably couldn’t have answered the questions anyway which is all manufactured to get him to do say what he said when he finally was asked a question. Probably more I have forgotten but Ill add it later if I remember. I don’t hate the man, I find him humorous, intelligent, handsome but that ain’t enough. He has some real problems in his psyche that are problematic and probably because of his religious fervor and evangelicalism and what he has faith in. He learned to control his anger and he probably had a lot to be angry about. My dad learned to go to AL ANON and to escape to the theater to stop him from reacting to my mom when she drank too much and that was a good way to handle it because it worked and settled my mom down, She drank less and less often and she had a lot to be angry about. But my dad didn’t say you get what you deserve in the context that Ben Carson did (and I don’t know if he ever said it he was sorry he did because he loved her proven by their relationship) and he didn’t equate tithing with taxation (which is absurd ) and he never threw abortion in my face nor did my mom (since it is not born!) and never mentioned it because it is my body until it is not in my body. He didn’t attend a manufactured prayer breakfast to fool the public. He took the hit of losing his career and his dreams to be a general for negros/african americans and I was bussed to a black neighborhood and a black school and I got pregnant that same year. We took a lot of hits for African Americans to give them a leg up.

And then years later a lot more hits by some African Americans and all kinds of people.

Would Ben Carson do that for women?



He isn’t ft for the presidency touting his shit about abortion using false information knowing it’s false. He should have said something about having bought an organ before hand it would have made a big difference.

Which reminds me of that church that bought a new organ and was struck by lightning and burned down.

It was an Episcopalian Church behind my house. That was before the movie The Exorcist.

Aren’t we supposed to grow up not down?

When we find out that moles aren’t the mark of the devil we stop killing people born with moles.

When Ben Carson figured out that the organ he bought and received was human, did he use it?

To Everything There is a Season

1To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:

2A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;

3A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;

4A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;

5A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;

6A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;

7A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

8A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.

The Excellence in God’s Works

9What profit hath he that worketh in that wherein he laboureth? 

10I have seen the travail, which God hath given to the sons of men to be exercised in it.

I think that is what is happening to sons of men because they have no respect for women and the decisions they have a right to make and sometimes have to make because they are women. IF you take that right away from women then you have no right to decide who you marry or where you can reside and/or which neighborhood you can live in or decide what restaurant you want to dine in or decide which seat you can sit in on a planes trains and automobiles and should go back to slavery. We’ll send you there.

Sow your seeds and then watch the world turn right side up and we’ll see what happens to those seeds.

Space Shuttle Challenger Explosion (GRAPHIC)


Let’s talk money: This is what Ben Costed:

What economic impact did the challenger disaster have?

Is he worth it?

Does that give you a clue?


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Carson’s violent past: Bricks, bats, hammers

“As a teenager. I would go after people with rocks, and bricks, and baseball bats, and hammers. And, of course, many people know the story when I was 14 and I tried to stab someone. And, you know, fortunately, you know, my life has been changed. And I’m a very different person now,” said Carson.

Some maniacs learn to hold it in for a while. They are sociopaths and psychopaths that hold it in for another day when they can let it out on a bunch of people and besides only a dip shit would say what he said about taxes being tithes. Taxes aren’t tithes because our government is not the temple. So he is lost his ever loving mind and cannot be trusted in the office of the President or near it because he isn’t in his right mind or he would not have equated the two and doesn’t know what he is talking about.

He’s a blithering idiot.>>>>>>>>>

I don’t think Ben Carson’s aspirations are gonna solidify or succeed.

I imagine these discoveries are affecting the value of some art in the past which could be hard on some art collectors making Monte Python skits more valuable than million dollar paintings. We’ll see.








EU STANDS FOR THE EUROPEAN UNION OBVIOUSLY and when my daughter was tot in the tub we had a whale made of plastic that she played with that she called ooee.

It was black and white and known as a Killer Whale.

Sounds adolescent but since they have tried to unify they have been a big problem and it is prophetic. Not the whale in the tub, but the EU.

Oklahoma woman charged with plowing into crowd had mental illness: lawyer
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Adacia Chambers

While writing about Manson and his desire not to be allowed out of jail or around that time or whether or not I wrote it it was his desire not to be released from prison because of his demons and his confusion and trauma IMO about what he is alleged to have been involved in with the murder of Sharon Tate and her friends a woman ran into a parade in Oklahoma, a flood occurred in Navarro County in Texas and a train derailed because of the flood due to a hurricane named Patricia. Probably other stuff too we haven’t yet heard. It is reported on Greta and/or on Fox that she doesn’t want to be out on bail after coming out of an ice-cream shop crying and plowing into a parade for the (Oklahoma State University homecoming) and they are now saying it might have to do with diabetes which can cause blackouts and all sorts of stuff. You would think by now the field of medicine would have figured out a way to cure diabetes but they would rather not do what doctors and scientists used to do in the past because of Insurance. It’s easier to ride the disease and look what happened: kicked out the talent in the medical field. Didn’t Ben Carson retire? He kicked himself out. A lot of those seals overseas that were given France’s highest honor in the EU by their President Bertrand also suffered blackouts during their heroic deeds on a train fighting terrorists. They didn’t even know what Bertrand said to them it was so french. Did they have diabetes too? One seal ended up stabbed a few times in a bar fight outside the bar by japanese people somewhere or other. Alcohol may be involved in this tragedy as well. I guess they serve alcohol in ice cream shops in Oklahoma, now. anyway supposedly some people were killed, I guess. I would think the bar or the ice-cream shop that served her alcohol and the University ought to pay for her bail and for her lawyers and surely they are insured for that kind of a potential risk.

She isn’t my daughter Thank God but she doesn’t look like the type to premeditate this type of a hoax or if it is real this type of an incident. My daughter is doing well but very close, but no cigar.

This is what occurs when you try to enlighten a bunch of nuts that can’t handle a few answers to some controversies in the bible. The powers that lied to us will do just about anything to hide the truth. It’s ridiculous, short-sighted, and ignorant.

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 Ben Carson reminds me of the doctor that visited the White House in Obama’s first term. Discombobulated a bit, the same in essence.

My name is Benito Muchacho Laquisha Mogwa Amuud Amad

Screen Shot 2015-10-27 at 2.28.53 AMI was the 18th child of a black family of 21. My mom was Catholic when she was 5 when she started to have babies and eventually married a few times. They got her used to sex using a stone to get her ready for the experience but before that they stitched up her vagina to keep her a perpetual virgin for as long as it took. The first husband was separated by two trees tied together and then someone cut the rope for some crime he committed and the other one was my uncle. We lived in a shack. My uncle eventually abandoned us for another 5 year old.  I used candlesticks, lead pipes, and flamethrowers when my anger arose because of my anger issues, evenso I got educated in a junior college and got my degree in separating quadruplets. I speak softly. I think tithing should be 15 percent. While I was separating quadruplets, found an organ and it sure looked like human organ but I don’t know where it came from. It appeared out of nowhere and I had nothing to do with it. I think men should be castrated at the age of 15 to avoid pregnancy in young girls and woman because it’s barbaric then we wouldn’t be barbaric.

Can I run for the Presidency?

Mixed views on Ben Carson’s abortion stance: #tellusatoday

“Republican presidential candidate Ben Carson’s comment that abortion should be banned, even in cases of rape and incest (but not when the mother’s life is in danger), re-ignited debate on the issue.”

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The Twelve Tribes of Israel

Don’t ask the names of the tribes, because I don’r remember. I know a few but don’t know the majority of their names and before this is through I will look them up on the internet but I remember the story of Joseph.

Joseph had a coat of many colors. In children’s books it was sort of a rainbow coat that his dad gave him.

HIs dad was Israel.

He had a dream that he told his brothers who were also shepherds. They were out working the fields and he was kind of spoiled and went visiting them for his dad to give them something or other, a message of some kind, so he was also “the messenger,” and you know what they say about the messenger: Don’t shoot the messenger. Anyway the dream was that his brothers would bow down to Joseph. The dream entailed wheat and other ingredients and since not only was Joseph the son of Israel by a second marriage (I think, I’m pretty sure that was the crux of the matter), he also had received a new rainbow coat, and he was a messenger, Joseph was also dream specialist. He knew what the symbolism of dreams meant or thought he knew what they meant and boasted about it. In the dream the wheat bowed down and I guess the brothers were the wheat and the wind must have been making the wheat lay low. I wonder who the wind was. It doesn’t say in the bible but it can be inferred if you read the Gospel of John near or around the fourth chapter. Anyway his brothers grew to dislike him to the Nth degree because they thought he was a spoiled brat and they sure as heck weren’t gonna bow down to their sniveling pathetic younger step brother in his new rainbow coat when all he was was a messenger boy for their dad plus they were working and he wasn’t working and they didn’t like that either. Israel gave him the coat and they didn’t have a nice rainbow colored coat. Their coats were dingy and colorless and Joseph was the son of that new b-itch. It had to be pretty bad all the details of their relationship for them to have thrown Joseph in a pit.

Recently it was announced via internet and news that there is a new weapon an Invisibility Cloak that I heard our country had developed but the Ex read it was some British Research Faithility that developed an Invisibility Cloak just like in Harry Potter movies and books although I don’t know it is just like it, but Invisible is invisible.

Last time I was in the hospital or second to the last time I was in the hospital I shared a room with an old woman though we never talked because there was a curtain between us. She had some visitors that came often to see her a few men and a woman with short blond hair. She reminded the old woman that she had been on morphine for a day. She said it numerous times in a monotone voice so I got the message as well. She seemed to be delighted with her task to remind the woman over and over again that she had been on morphine for a day. It was weird. She liked to hear herself talk and played the doting female of the group. She was with some men who were kind of big compared to her and she seemed kind of small and bouncy like a little mouse. I guess the morphine had had a bad effect on the woman or she wouldn’t have been telling her about it as if that was why she was where she was.

“A thousand years is a day as a day is a thousand years.”

During that same hospital stay a woman that looked an awful lot like Queen Elizabeth but not dolled up and her son (she was pretty old so it had to be her grandson) came to visit the old woman. I don’t know how we got into a conversation but he told me from the other side of the curtain that he was a Schitzophrenic but was taking drugs for his condition so he was cool and he seemed to be quite entertained by the surroundings and his state of mind behind the curtain at the hospital with some old lady visiting a woman in the hospital who had been on morphine for a day, a day , a day, a day, a day, ad ay, ad ay, ad ay…… It was as if he enjoyed where he was and with whom. It was a strange few minutes. That side of the curtain was pretty strange and her visitors especially the little woman with the blond bob repeating the morphine line of excuses.  I have been on morphine and it wasn’t that bad though it was not sufficient for my pain or for the pain I was not prepared to endure for a woman trying to stick a tube up my nose in the ER before my operation for Peroteneal Abscess and eventually Sepsis.

Sandy Hook Elementary school teacher interview:

Remember the beautiful blond teacher from Sandy Hook Elementary that was a heroine as well and who appeared on a CNN news panel discussion group who proposed that for children to calm themselves down if they are scared to look at a box on the table, as opposed to whistling a happy tune, taking a pill (LOL) or hiding, when an insane man/boy comes to their school and tries to shoot them down? Back in the days when teachers traveled abroad to teach a foreign country they didn’t have tranquilizers. In the case of the movie The King and I what’s her face AANNAA was with her son on a ship heading towards Siam/Persia now Iran to teach the king’s children. Obviously, she failed. OR DID HE/SHE?

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The King and I Whistle a Happy Tune

I was one of the kids of the king when I starred in a play at school.

The Teacher Kaitlin was interviewed again by Fox News in a red skirt definitely dolled up a day or so ago. She was absolutely perfect. It’s hard to take when the whole damed thing was a hoax to begin with to have to watch this person talk about being a teacher and her hopes for the children and their relationship and her relationship with the parents of the kids that survived the Sandy Hook Elementary massacre Hoax that have since grown up a few years anyway. I guess the survivors have birth certificates so they were able to continue with their education. The ones that didn’t survive were not given death certificates for some strange hoax  they were not seen but hidden from investigators of the hoax so obviously they didn’t die or the investigators would have been able to witness their death certificates and their birth certificates, but Fox News isn’t into that kind of information. It is neither here nor there as far as they are concerned because it is useless to them and their agenda.

Agenda 21?

I don’t read about Agenda 21 or what ever it is called but I know we are dealing with a big problem and that is the Vatican and their desires. Maybe has something to do with Area 21, lol. That’s some place in Nevada, a secret place with hangers for air craft, though I have not seen it.

 I wanted to transcribe the interview because sometimes things don’t resonate unless you read them. Watching someone with great beauty, poise, and agility it’s real easy to get wrapped up in them instead of what they are saying to understand a hoax. She really doesn’t say much that is worth writing about and since it is based on fabrication it seems a bit silly so on second thought I think I will refrain from transcribing it if I could find it because news of her is everywhere and I think it’s way overdone.

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She is being accused of cashing in on the tragedy that didn’t occur so going on tour to Australia to sell her book selling hope and I guess school teachers don’t work in the fall. Choosing hope as in Bill of Hope Arkansas. Those Jesuits are pretty convincing. She sure favors that woman from the south that Bill had a thing with before some of the others. She made some money for a while too and then she kind of went invisible. What was her name? POLLYANNA?

The Wells Fargo Wagon

cute video!

Looks like she has a pain between her eyes or clearing her tear ducts of sand.

In her sales pitch about her book she refers to some chapter you don’t have to read which one calls the hook so she’s definitely a trained professional sales lady.

I remember President Obama whistled a tune at the White House when he couldn’t get in the door. Somehow he was locked out after a press briefing of some kind and it was kind of funny during his first year at the White House when he was 44 years old.

By the way Trump is more woman friendly than anyone in the “construction business”, or so he says.

About to reveal his Vice Presidential hopeful? Kaitlin?

Some of the women of Sandy Hook who lost kids imagined their art projects that they did with their kid that didn’t exist and were not gunned down by a murdering kid armed to the teeth. Many Catholics involved in this charade because of the aftermath involved them at funerals for the families left behind.


This has to do with the JFK assassination and the judge who swore in LBJ with a Catholic bible on a plane who was later involved in Roe v Wade i.e. abortion, recent within 40 years ago to now child abuse accusations of Roman Catholicism priests and their reaction to the accusations The Courtyard of the Gentiles at Notre Dame in Paris (self fulfilling prophecy) to find the mote in our eyes using places like NSA in UTAH using technology against the population as a whole such as our TV’s to spy on Americans in their own living rooms and computers using cell phones in order to survive as a church and control and ruin our lives in their endeavor to run the world and Catholicize the world and to prove that they have the moral authority they seem to think they have using EVANGELICALS and those types to IMPRESS upon us their AUTHORITY. LOL

SICK and that is why Catholics tend to suffer DEMENTIA partially and because they usually are indulged for a price and causing GREAT MENTAL PSYCHOSIS IN SOCIETY to WASH THEIR LINEN SO THEY CAN CONTINUE TO LAUNDER MONEY ATTAINED THROUGH THE MOB AND TAXES


and were used or in conjunction with Obama to take away our rights to defend ourselves using Gun Control and mental illness they create, develop and nourish and infiltrate our own government and utilizing their mental disorders: NARCISSiSM AND PSYCHOPATHETIC TENDENCIES. Abortion was and is a way to defend our bodies from the whims of men and women (of Rome) so Rome sent some really twisted people to Planned Parenthood and to the Pentagon and to many other institutions to ruin America our healthcare system and used the insurance business to do the same. They are so evil everything they do is evil it’s totally defunct of logic, reason and morals, using every trick in the book to create confusion and deceive the world and it is hanging by a thread that hopefully will be burned ASAP.


The funny thing is the more they do the worse it gets for them though they aren’t smart enough to realize it. The problem the population has is if they go down they want you to go as well. Mutual self destruction and the population needs to understand their ways in order to survive them. IF they don’t make it they don’t want you to make it so they use you to keep afloat and the population ought to try to get from beneath their control in every way possible.

Screw taxation. I have not heard one leader or candidate talk about consumption tax because it works and keeps a lid on things such as overspending, debt, and every other evil in society. They want to receive money without earning it, hence the ongoing election that has not ceased since they were elected. DON’T SEND THEM MONEY.

Disearnesty is their passion

Jim Webb sure resembles the Grahams, doesn’t he?

Jim Webb: CNN Debate Was ‘Rigged’ For Clinton And Sanders [VIDEO]

Reminds me of Mike Rogers of Michigan. His genes get around, don’t they?
It has something to do with the MASONIC LODGE/Large as JFK would say which leads to Rome.

So anyway Joseph is in this pit (and Daniel was in a a Lion’s Den and was not hurt by the lions) and some marauding travelers happened upon him and took him as a slave. I think back in those days you were either a sheep herder or a marauding bandit in between the major cities such as between Sodom and Gomorrah.

So these men take him as a slave and he is eventually sold to some diplomat or something similar and the wife of the diplomat tries to come on to him because Joseph was handsome while he was working and sweating in their fields and he flees from her desires because he wanted to work for a living and I guess he liked the man he was working for and didn’t particularly want to have an affair with his wife. She accuses him of seducing her to her husband because he turned her down and he gets in more trouble and ends up in a prison all the while believing in God.

Then meets some people in prison a cook, a tailor, and a candlestick maker. Anyway he has a dream about some prisoners and one is hung in the gallows over it. HIs reputation gets around as being a dream interpreter. When a dream interpreter can have someone taken to the gallows by his interpretation it is no wonder he gained a reputation.

King Nebuchadnezzar’s son (Belshazzar the king) starts having dreams that he doesn’t understand and inquires among his soothsayers and wise men and none of their interpretations suffice to the king and the king threatens their life and they suggest Joseph in order that they might not lose their own hydes.

Here is the dream and here is the modern day interpretation of the meaning of the words:

 Daniel tells Belshazzar that God’s judgment is at the door.

“Then the fingers of the hand were sent from Him, and this writing was written. And this is the inscription that was written: MENE, MENE, TEKEL, UPHARSIN. This is the interpretation of each word.

MENE: God has numbered your kingdom, and finished it;

TEKEL: You have been weighed in the balances, and found wanting;

PERES: Your kingdom has been divided, and given to the Medes and Persians.”

I found this on the internet having to do with Daniel and King Belshazzar

which is linked if you want to read their interpretation of part of the book of Daniel.

Joseph interprets the king’s dream basically saying he was about to lose his kingdom and turn into a beast of the fields like a buffalo for 10 years or so. OR ISIS type beasts, the mafia, etc.

It seems I’m getting mixed up between Joseph and Daniel but their experience is similar as if history repeated itself though Daniel didn’t have a rainbow coat and Joseph did. LOL But Daniel would not eat the Kings meat and Joseph did. Just kidding I don’t know about that. He might have eaten then again maybe he didn’t. Daniel ends up being trapped for not praying at a certain time (ISLAM) and other things and has to get in a fire and doesn’t burn. Joseph ends up being the King’s assistant and saves Israel, his dad, and brothers doing some strange stuff like sticking stolen goods in a bag so that his brothers would get in trouble and have to be beholden to him so he can find out what happened to his younger brother


to see if he is still alive, etc

since Ben was the son of the same woman that Joseph was the son of in a second marriage to Israel.

(I have dreams and they are totally whacky like the last dream I remember that I had today was stealing big rolls of cash from my brother-in-law and Angelina Jolie kept finding where I stashed them. ‘Course I didn’t stash them in good hiding places and even I could detect where they were. Why Angelina Jolie? She looks like my niece? I don’t think it means anything. Weird dream! Perhaps it means Angelina Jolie will bow down to me. Probably not, lol not that that is my desire to have her bow down because I don’t even know her and she isn’t the type and even if she did bow to the queen she probably didn’t mean it but she kept outing me in my dream TOME and not to others and I kept asking her not to tell or rather hoping she wouldn’t tell, it was sort of a telepathy type communication. We all do things to get by, I think. most of the time because we are not prepared for what we encounter at a given moment or know the reason we encounter it till later, I was pretty tired having stayed up all night.) Here is a post I wrote with the help of the links and their writers some scholars some not and kind of gives some intelligence to the problem of being unprepared for what happens to us. The gotcha moments. Anyway sometimes we have to recommit ourselves to a purpose when we fall.

Kind of like when you see the light of a star in the sky you are actually seeing the past and that star might not really be there in that location at that point in time that you think you see because of the speed of light, distance, size, age, time and other measures we can’t possibly calculate in our perception.
There is this guy in the press that I recognize, I think, when he was a boy an experience I had with him even though I didn’t know him in any fashion when my sweater unbuttoned at a school/church function involving kids and I was in the audience and was scowled at for having allowed my breasts to show held together by a bra and I didn’t know it except and until by his reaction and I guess it was his mother’s reaction that looked back at me as if I had done it on purpose causing her son to act like a laughing hyena. He is much older now and looks even older than me and he was much younger then. I could be wrong about my recognition of him but he is pretty original in his traits. It was a reputable school that I think was/is deceived. It became too hard to afford because it kept raising it’s price leaving out quite a few people probably purposefully and because it was not dedicated to it’s stated purpose and I think was involved with the changes made to the bible a few decades ago to accommodate the One World Religion and it’s agenda and some false teachers and false shepherds who were popular. Perhaps that perception has been provided for me to comfort me because it was very insidious what happened to me (and to my family that I grew up with and the family that I achieved) unbeknownst to me the reasons at the time because I wasn’t aware at that time as I am now of those reasons.

Josephus and His Footprints

When Benghazi occurred and the men that wrote a book about it and appeared on Fox I called a liar in my home and I saw GREAT EVIL in his eyes back at me. It was one of the threesome that Sean Hannity hosted and interviewed. I know of remember it was a twosome in retrospect I think because one of them I sort of recognized in a familiar way but the other one looked like the profile of Josephus Flavius provided by a bust made of him in the past. He was the one that glared back at me at that time. The other one seemed to be his patsy I get the two interviews mixed up with the one that Bret Baier had with three people about Benghazi that wrote a book as well and soon after his interview about the assassination of Osama Bin Laden. All of them had little Pentagon diagrams with stick figures that seemed to impress both interviewers as if that makes it legitimate like a football game. There is only so much a person can handle sometimes and I have had to handle quite a bit as most of us have since Obama came riding in on his pony.

Since it seems we repeat history a lot lately it made me think of Libya and Iraq’s leaders, Muammar Gaddafi and Saddam Hussein. Muammar Gaddafi went to Rome when the G8 meeting occurred in Aquilla, Italy with Pope Benedict XVl or around that time to receive a car company or part of a car company located in Detroit after it went bankrupt awarded by Obama. Soon after that Gadaffi was killed.

Plus not to mention history repeating itself there is this problem we have with replacement theology which seems to play a part in history repeating itself over and over again.

A day, a day, a day, a day, a day, etc. is a is a issa issa issa issa issa 

thousand thousand thous and thous and thous and years is years is year sis year sis year sis a day a day  ad ay ad ay etc.

There is a train of thought with scholars about the relationship of Numbers and Dueteronomy and the duality of the bible so the stories of Joseph and Daniel being so close in meaning and content isn’t that unusual with two different endings. They say it had to do with Moses using his staff on a rock to separate the Red Sea during his escape with the slaves of Egypt or to drink water that they needed on their journey and he doesn’t obey God perfectly and hits the rock with a vengeance or twice instead of tapping the rock or something like that. I guess he lost his cool a little and wanted to be dramatic. I don’t know but it has to do with a rock of some kind.

a rock a rock Iraq Iraq …….

Watching Anderson Cooper question the candidates and he doing a great job which I expect from him to do a great job but extremely talented in what he does. Though so far nothing about Benghazi.

Clinton looks fantastic, the best she has looked in years and had a great speech but she is so wrong about the NRA and gun rights. Bernie Sanders is so close to being in the right place on that issue and most issues but his language makes him more liberal sounding than he is. Climate change is not pollution. Pollution causes some climate problems in certain areas such as it did in California and China etc because of the features of certain areas and emissions, population, etc. California was successful in helping their major cities with some of their problems and most pollution problems are not worldwide but local. That is how pollution will be overcome, not overall and each city should tackle it’s own troubles caused by it’s own excesses without Federal intervention or world government intervention.

Bernie Sanders is correct about Syria and ground troops and coalitions schmissions of Hillary have caused way too many problems in other countries and her ideas are multi-perplexing which is good for her class and bad for the middle class and lower class. Haiti? Central America? Remember those failures. Chechnya? The Baltics?
Yemen?, and other places her husband was involved in and often abandoning the military he sent, etc. and then of course she did at Benghazi, but what does it matter to her? Or what does it matter to Senator John McCain or John Kerry?
Bernie Sanders is a coalition schmission believer as well and does not believe in unilateral type leadership and that is a mistake on his part. Being sure about foreign policy sometimes requires unilateral actions if you know you are getting the right information from the right sources which is the problem with our military and our government agencies getting information from the wrong sources and trusting it however Bernie Sanders is less inclined to jump as Hillary is usually a leaper and then a denier. Course most of us do change our positions as we learn from our mistakes.

Unilateralism is courage and leadership oftentimes.


That is what leadership is unilateral, and should not be frowned upon. Often the world is wrong in toto.

If you aren’t willing to act unilaterally you shouldn’t act.

Do you think Putin would be successful if he was a believer in coalitions? LOL. Whatever you may think of him he doesn’t rely on the world to give him permission or to do what he thinks is right or necessary for hisself and his country.

The Democratic race so far in my opinion is between Bernie Sanders and Hillary Clinton and the other two are weak in a number of ways. I think Hillary’s problem are her backers who she wants to please where ever and whomever she receives funds which is extremely dangerous. I don’t think Bernie Sanders is a schmoozer and the Clintons are the epitome of schmooze. Turns out there are three others but who is counting? They are insignificant to the Democrats race at the moment because they lack imagination or don’t seem to know how to communicate it to be heard or questioned.

As far as mental health goes we do need more help for those in need which seems to go hand in hand with crime rate and intervention from those that use them for their agenda. There is the problem for the mentally unstable…those that use them  to accomplish deeds to enable their policies. That is what we need to overcome….those entities that abuse the mentally unstable.

Every country should follow the lead of Parkland Hospital of Dallas Texas in the past…..not present. They took care of the needy and immigrants and educated their doctors and nurses and was known to be the best hospital in the country in that regard at that time about ten years ago. It was a great institution but invaded by those that wanted to destroy it’s attributes using Obama Care and other ways to screw it up kind of like what happened to Planned Parenthood by those that had an axe to grind in regards to abortion and used the mentally unstable which includes doctors and nurses (more than likely a coalition constructed by the RCC’s slaves attracted like moths to a flame to use against women and girls because they are into unprotected sex and have been for years devoted to aids, disease, degradation, etc.) to accomplish a great injustice to a place that helped females of all ages in distress and great need to Catholicize the country under a directive that is based on their creed which is coating their faith with false beliefs based on lies. The earth was flat …..remember? People besides witches like to swim. Moles are not marks of the devil,….etc. Masturbation does not make one blind and is not a sin unless you do it in the public library. It’s like spitting on the ground is not a sin unless you do it in a building, etc. You can snort out snot while on the plow but don’t do it at the theater. LOL. (Let me explain. I was on a trip or traveling somewhere in the car and saw a man on a plow do it who was farming and it was astonishing but part of my experience.) So be sure and wash your veggies! You can urinate in the ocean but don’t do it in the pool, ETC.

Hillary is cackling

 (not very attractive, believable, or a good sign)

about Bernie Sanders hope to squash the e-mail server problem she has but if a spy was killed because she exposed him purposefully as Head of the State Department she should be held responsible for that person’s death and lose the candidacy for President and be barred from running. I think it was a person that was either taken prisoner or killed at Benghazi and if Bernie Sanders is covering for her, he shouldn’t. but could be he is being hoodwinked by her and her friends. He will reap a huge set back if he does if her lapse in judgement is associated with Benghazi. The attackers that had cellphones had the passwords of The State Department and used them during the attack. so either they tried to kill a mole at Benghazi without a trial or Hillary was the big mole for the Vatican killing good ole american spies or something else all together which is probably the truth. In any case, I think she has a lot to answer for in regards to Benghazi and I hope that South Carolinas Trey Goudy gets to the truth but he needs to ask the right questions and so far he hasn’t that I know of come to an understanding of how important Benghazi really was and who was responsible. WHO came up with the excuse? The Vatican: Jesuit Frederiko Lombardi (the Popes Jesuit GIRD where we get much information and we do not want or need to partake of eating the king’s meat, their way.) gave the excuse to The State Department and they used the excuse using Susan Rice’s substance to feed the excuse to the press. We should be suspicious of any information they toss. Essentially supporting the whims of the MAFIA! The Red Cross (Vatican) and the British Embassy left before the attack so it was premeditated.

Get to the matter. >>>>The meat.>>>>>> The Vatican and the Jesuits.




should not be ignored or covered up.

I was falling for the antics and the charisma of Barack Obama at that time and what occurred at Benghazi and the extensive aftermath was a huge warning and still is, so it worked quite well. Not to mention the failure of Obama Care to proceed unhindered with many setbacks and glitches which were definitely premeditated and for good reason!

I think Benghazi and Obama Care’s glitchy start are connected to one or more of the victims of Benghazi. And I think the departure of Pope Benedict Xvl is involved as well and the election of Jesuit Pope Francis is also an indicator like a Big Bollinger Band in the currency exchange market and of course what Obama said to the Federal employees during the Government Shutdown to stick with him and the shooting death of an unarmed woman with her baby at the back gates of the White House during that time that looked like my little sister in one of the photos provided of her by the press and similar and by similar I mean almost exactly the same image and pose of her in an old family photo, except for her skin color. Reminded me of what occurred in the 70’s to the members of a religious sect The People’s Temple at Jonestown, Guyana and the same type personality traits of their leader and some of our leaders including Obama and the devotion of his political/religious party.

I think it was meant to be a fair warning for US citizens and to the world. 

Longtime Hillary Clinton Aide Huma Abedin Set to Appear Before House Benghazi Committee Friday: Report



25 or 30 of those witnesses should be questioned by CONGRESS for the citizens of the USA to see LIVE.


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“The Borg are a fictional alien race that appears as recurring antagonists in the Star Trek franchise. The Borg are a collection of species that have been turned into cybernetic organisms functioning as drones in a hive mind called the Collective, or the hive. The Borg use a process called assimilation to force other species into the Collective by violent injection of microscopic machines called nanoprobes.

The Borg’s ultimate goal is “achieving perfection”.

I did not hear the debate about black lives matter v all iives matter but Kelly of the Kelly File is talking about it with Ben Carson who thinks taxation is tithing.

That is the ultimate of sub-borgination.

Of course how did Ben have the honor to appear at the PRAYER breakfast with Obama if he were not his

chosen one. 

I guess he has been perfected? probably because he equates taxation with tithing to a temple and Obama thinks he is that temple!

Obama To UN: ‘The Future Must Not Belong To Those Who Slander The Prophet Of Islam’
 And since he speaks in dark sentences as told in the BOOK OF DANIEL he ALSO means profit!


I do recall that Bernie Sanders in the news on the internet said all lives matter or lives matter and not just black lives and now in the debate is saying black lives matter so he has been borged or something since then, probably in preparation for the debate to make HIllary look good because he did help her to appear that way and the other candidates did the same and they didn’t do anything for the most part. That is how one makes Hillary look attractive as a candidate is to put a bunch of losers around her.

Anyway between her cackling ABOUT THE EMAILS SHE MAY HAVE DESTROYED OR DIVERTED (it happens to mine) and her asserting herself act it detracted from her in my opinion.

She needs to stop waddling. LOL

And he said unto them, Go ye, and tell that fox, Behold, I cast out devils, and I do cures to day and to morrow, and the third day I shall be perfected.


is not evil but does need to be reined in that I agree with Hillary about except i disagree on how it needs to be reined in.

She is the epitome of BIG BUSINESS that keeps the middle class down regardless how she grew up. At one time she was a flower child and she smoked pot, I guarantee it.

Capitalism needs to accommodate the self employed and the entrepreneur, the inventors, the scientists, etc. and often times they accomplish their inventions and cures out of need and then are screwed by BIG BUSINESS and FOREIGN GOVERNMENTS and sometimes OUR COALITION STYLE GOVERNMENT. THAT NEEDS TO BE CURTAILED.



Oh Yea that would be unilateralism and that is frowned upon because it requires independence.

We ought to separate the military for it’s own good.


It has been corrupted by the world’s delusions and deeply and successfully infiltrated by the enemy of the USA.

If you were going to undermine the USA’s strength and agility where would you go? You have to make it difficult to be screwed up by those that would like to make us a banana republic and a slave to their agendas.


needs to be



their soldiers, their leaders, and their facilities and the people of the USA

otherwise one branch of the military will destroy the other.


(Obviously air cover helps ground cover but you better not count on it especially these days.)


NATO backing ISIS in proxy war against Syria, Russia

I’m no expert BUT

I think the military needs to read about the burdensome stone in the Old Testament and I don’t think we ought to mess with Syria, Russia, or anywhere in the Middle East while we allow Barack Obama to be in the White House unless we are willing to destroy Mecca and Medina which I believe are Sodom and Gomorrah. And if we are willing to destroy the Vatican. The Dome of the Rock ought to be destroyed by Israel and then the claim to part off Jerusalem by Islam because the third holiest site of Islam is located in Jerusalem is a moot point. LOL

Experts weigh in: How can Israel quash this wave of terror?

Might prevent some madness in some of the souls of some pretty mixed up people.

Palestinians torch burial site
of biblical hero Joseph

3rd holiest site in Judaism set ablaze, severe damage reported

Whatever happened to “an eye for an eye” when you need it?

I thought it had been destroyed by ISIS out in the middle of nowhere a while back but I guess it turns out it was Jonah’s site they destroyed. I have no idea where these graves are but what if they accidentally destroy Abraham’s grave thinking it was someone else? Or Ishmael? LET’S HOPE THOSE SITES ARE INSURED!


Who ‘Owns’ the Land of Israel?














in order to be effective and make a difference and do it judiciously telling the people to leave the premises as does Israel before they destroy some buildings. Problem with the middle east is they are willing to put their own kids as targets like they do hostages. That’s when you have to trust God to protect them.

You would do it if you cared about the Israeli’s that you were elected to protect, Netanyahu.

But be sure to insure it first.

I think the democrats were at the same two pot parties.

Bernie Sanders is right about Marijuana and RETHINKING THIS WAR ON DRUGS.

Legalization and regulating marijuana is a start to winning the war on drugs.

I have written about it numerous times and basically the goal should be to separate drug users from the mafia which is HQ’d in the VATICAN and protected from BIG BUSINESS in the USA and OVERSEAS.

Big Business doesn’t want marijuana to succeed for the most party because alcohol is their bread and butter and gets them sloshed to take advantage. Why do you think they give away free alcohol in casinos? Great way to get someone to do what you want them to do give them a few beers or a few martinis. Females are more susceptible than males!

BIg Business and The Vatican/World Government work together to screw the average person and our government is or should be aware of that dilemma.







It helps for equipment, cars, homes, and anything that can be replaced and for itself.

The insurance business protects itself most of all, which makes it easily corrupted and the biggest problem with the business is it prohibits and prevents talents to be attained or discovered by those in the business of insurance and is destructive to the health business and business in general.

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Does he look like he cares one IOTA for the ills he has caused in the world?

This is what you will get if you elect Hillary. “Don’t ask, don’t tell.” Really helpful and O’reilly hopeful!

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Look familiar?

Hillary represents the insurance business and all the ills of America.

“it was a video tape.”

 Same spirit in those frowns. It is too uncanny to be ignored.

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Famous Scientists

They were not insured.

God uses believers and non believers for his purposes whether they know it or not.

HIllary is only an extension of BIll Clinton and vice versa. Bubble gum government.

I feel your pain shit.

Back to Joseph and the Book of Daniel.

The Book of Daniel reveals a Covenant with Many which could have something to do with MENE in the story of Joseph. (And I guess in the book of Daniel that is found in bad shape.) I have no idea what the last statement in parenthesesI that I wrote meant when I wrote it but I have a feeling I misspelled something causing the sentence to have absolutely no value except to confuse so I put it in parentheses to clarify. I’m writing this stuff from memory about what I remember about Joseph and the Book of Daniel and have not referred to bible for clarification or correction. I doubt most people have read it at all but it might help them if they did because much of what we are experiencing in the world have to do with these things. There is also a covenant made at the Last Supper in three of the gospels that are known as the Synoptic Gospels of Matthew, Mark and Luke where Jesus makes a deal with the men at the table even though he had not yet been crucified having them drink his blood – one gospel says in remembrance and another says for another reason and something else etc. So whose blood did they drink? or how was his blood acquired, through intravenous devices? It is the only covenant made in the gospels and I think it has to do with the Covenant with Mene/Many in the Book of Daniel and then there is that Covenant with Abraham where they have to cut their penises. Since the Covenant with Many is prophetic it must be the one in the New Testament that Daniel is talking about, I think, but I don’t know for sure unless the penis covenant happened after Daniel and not before. The important aspect of that Covenant revealed in the Book of Daniel is that it is a FALSE Covenant with Many:

 Daniel tells Belshazzar that God’s judgment is at the door.

“Then the fingers of the hand were sent from Him, and this writing was written. And this is the inscription that was written: MENE, MENE, TEKEL, UPHARSIN. This is the interpretation of each word.

MENE: God has numbered your kingdom, and finished it;

TEKEL: You have been weighed in the balances, and found wanting;

PERES: Your kingdom has been divided, and given to the Medes and Persians.”

Joseph interprets A DREAM ABOUT WHEAT (not the above) that there will be a famine in the land and the Pharaoh hires him as his aid so he figures out a way to get wheat stored for 7 years (via tithing) and is able to feed the people in the area he is in charge of for another 7 years and feed his family during the drought/ AND may have been an attack of locusts. So I guess there is a 14 year period.

One for storage and one for feeding,

Often times famine is for the word of God as the flood could have been referring to a flood of lies that drowned the peoples senses which seems like what we are going through via the press and the hoaxes we are enduring for some reason or another. There may have been a physical flood and a spiritual flood. Same thing goes for the famine in the story of Joseph.

Anyway he is able to reunite with family and they forgive each other and have a great time but through some really weird tricks but Joseph was dealing with some strange brothers, jealousy, misunderstandings, false accusations, etc.

It’s kind of confusing but often times events happen sort of in a paradoxically or at the same time on different planes and that makes it hard for our minds to understand.

Of course take into consideration that the interpretation of those words may be incorrect and misunderstood as most of the bible seems to be or have been in MENE ways.

But there seems to be a string of thought from the OT to the New Testament and

There and Back Again:


“There is no there there” said Barack Obama in regards to Benghazi.

It sure hasn’t dissipated and it keeps regathering, regrouping, like a bad dream and I don’t think it will disappear until it is understood, IMO, even though MENE would like it to go away.

Might have something to do with



as in


HARP (upharsin) could also refer to Oprah/Harpo Marx, etc ( I heard a description by the man that helped to create the manifestation who was concerned how it would be used) of how HAARP works using microwaves and the description included strings hence the name. It can cause earthquakes, tsunamis, floods, droughts, hurricanes, tornadoes, wild fires, mass deaths of ocean life, climate change symptoms, microwaves heat food fast so you can imagine it must feel awful good to make a killing on Climate warming knowing it’s done purposefully as AL Gore has done but it wasn’t his idea it was the Vatican’s idea. Anyway I think he is in the Book of Daniel symbolically,

probably in chapter 8 talking about the time of the end.

Wasn’t it Time (Hearsts/HURSTS of Germany/Hertz) that puffed Billy Graham?

What a hint – death


By the way don’t heat your diet foods or frozen foods with the saran wrap that they tell you to keep on the product  while you microwave because during the microwave process it emits a gas that is poisonous, at least it used to and it is bad to eat. I make up the difference by microwaving for an extra 30 seconds instead.

In the Gospel of John when Jesus is taken somewhere and Peter denies him three times it says he followed Jesus to see the end but a lot of people saw him crucified so it must mean something else.

The interrogation, the inquisition, the porpoise, the point, etc

The reason and the why.

What was written on the walls of Benghazi?

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I saw wi


Wi is an Arabic term as well, but I knew it a while ago but have forgotten because I’m taking in so much information constantly it seems and then there’s the game machine. WIFI etc

Here are some pictures:

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Notice the cell phone in mouth using passwords from the Sate Department so it was well coordinated. One of the guys killed or taken played WOW. COULD BE THIS ONE. That ain’t Christopher Stevens.

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This corpse looks like my dad, his mouth, his chin. But could be antagonistic psychological type tactics aimed at me because some people don’t like what I have to say in my blogs. I don’t know. It’s that type of war these days and we are in it. ARMAGEDDON.

Why would whoever posted this picture bother unless it posed a threat to their very existence.

I’m just a peon.

I do think when Israel gets the nerve to destroy the Dome of the Rock things will change in the middle east as fast as the damage that nuclear bomb makes in seconds. I could be wrong but I think it is detrimental to their existence and vice versa. They just need a little impetus or the right amount of a nudge. They are getting it lately. Woe to those that might be affected world wide. ALAS.

Goodbye Yellow Brick Road Elton John

Just to burst your bubble gum mug I have seen my dad since he died even on TV who helped me to know that Obama Care was not good when he was with the BORG and he since left the BORG and felt him near me about other things that are personal and precious quite a bit doing a lot of good things and he loves to whistle, dance, and sing and he makes noises sometimes so I can know he is near and not just in a book shelf usually when I’m thinking about some things and working things out in my head on particular subjects that i write about


Don’t Worry Be Happy Bobbie McFerrin

I felt him as well

and I felt my mom’s hand on my shoulder before she died by a few months after i saw her the last time.

Did I tell ya about the dove that saved my life? I did on a different blog.

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Then the picture of michelle in heels with rolled up jeans is also interesting which I included in a bunch of posts on most of my blogs. Whether she was there or not she has a weapon and Obama mad reference to her arms at a Press dinner and our arms many times. It’s hard to see in this version but I have better ones on my blogs and it looks like she was in the middle of plastic surgery, but it’s her.

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COULD BE a message in code of some kind! I’m talking about the message in the Book of Daniel

To keep it in tact for a long time because it has been around a long time. I read it many years ago.

MENE could mean enemy. MANY or Many enemies, Doubles, clones, MANY ENEMY HARPS

And as far as TEKEL I can’t imagine. Kettle/DESPOT(Qadaffi?) To kill? Keitel, Kite el ,ET EL, okay?

ete past tense of the verb to be also means summer in french

keel which directs a ship


a place where roads meet or cross and the k for okay as we say these days and I have hears said by my friend (mon ami)

Really interesting:

Then it says Peres instead of Upharsin and gives meaning to Peres and not the word Upharsin in the above warning from God to Belshazzar (son of Nebuchadnezzar) in that dream THAT DANIEL INTERPRETS which is a indication something is amiss in the writing in orange above which is in the bible. Go back up to the orange writing and read the meaning to the words and nowhere is Peres in the writing and Upharsin is ignored to give a meaning so there obviously is a reason for that indiscretion/discretion, don’t you think?

so did peres or president betray netanyahu?

I doubt God interpreted the dream for Belshazzar, LOL. So who did?

Peres could mean Shimon Peres of Israel…..Paris…..President of E

(energy)……. the PRESS……(Energy, entertainment, fathers as in french priests or french fathers: père partridge in a pear tree/pairs: we are siamese (Siam-Persia-Iran) if you please, neocats-neocatechumenal way-catechism)

usin’ HAARP

What was that thing in space that President Obama

said to let it out of the box and let it stretch it’s legs

I think he said him

and teach a lesson that will never be forgotten to something or someones?

Was he Joaquin?

$100M lawsuit filed in Hurricane Joaquin cargo ship disaster

Was there really a sister ship? Strange seeing Mashes co-star talking about a sister ship, wasn’t it? Anyway that’s a big amount of money!

Lots to consider in these strange times we live in.

Tekel could mean : TheTechnology (Tek) or kettle as in the pot calling the kettle black etc LOL

as far as the persians and the medes are the same. Iranians. One is aryan and the other siamese?

So the ex was wrong about the iranians being persians. YUK YUK YUK WHAT AN ASS HOLE. LOL

He meets a few Iranians that are persians and thinks they are all the same.

It’s like saying Denzel Washington is the same as Idi Amin.

So giving the kingdom to the same group is redundant and doesn’t make sense in that statement about the Medes and Persians..

Hence it has another meaning, I think it means the opposite they lose their kingdom because their king is dumb.

Besides the fact that farsi (pharsi) is a language of the Iranians and in the gospels it says beware of the Pharisees which I think is referring to the farsis and the saducees which I think are the italians/Romans. Why? I don’t know but a while back I had if figured out that it was the Romans in collusion with the farsi/pharisees, which makes sense during the time that the tunnels that were found in Israel  (Rome has theirs as well) in the west bank and the UN and churches harboring weapons in Israel and priest smocking the Israelis when they warned them of destroying the buildings saying: Where would you have them go or something like that and Hillary defending the un building storing weapons and now wants us to sell ours using the buy back shcheme. it’s late so I have an excuse for being incoherent.

A while back I watched a video of Eric Holder bowing to Obama (it looked like a bow) and I noticed in the video whether or not it was altered the previous President of Iran Mahmoud Ahmadinejad (before Rouhani) departing from Obama like a spirit or something. It was strange so I presume that Obama is their king? Why would Eric Holder be bowing otherwise? He lowered his head for him.

History of the Medes

I think the medes might be referring to Medvedev- The russians.

Dmitry Anatolyevich Medvedev

 I doubt HAARP could part the RED SEA for the HEBREWS but could have parted the REED SEA. There is a discrepancy as to which sea was the RED SEA and I think it was actually the MEDITERRANEAN SEA SINCE IT’S NAME HAS CHANGED IN THE PAST FROM THE SEA OF PALESTINE AND THE SEA OF PETER, ETC.

The Strangest Question asked at ANY DEBATE

(and odorless invisible noxious gas) 

I have to admit that it was a strange question to ask at the Democratic Debates that Anderson Cooper asked:

Do all lives matter or do black lives matter?

And the answers were just as weird.

They had to have been drugged and their answers were obnoxious. Silly debate.

About 20 years ago maybe less in Russia there was a theater that was attacked via the air ducts. IT was a weird situation and I guess Putin had to allow the deaths of everyone in the theater or something. It’s been so long I can’t remember the details except that he had no choice in order to not allow terrorism to proceed though it did a few times but I remember the air ducts were involved. He has a tough job because it is a tough neighborhood. I don’t like Communism but I sure don’t like Fascism.

I noticed at some Presidential White House briefings with the press that Obama had such as the one where you could hear a pin drop when he made a big deal about his birthday and other times as well it seemed that the press weren’t really asking much and also at the President’s States of the Union Addresses the reaction of the audience seemed surreal as if they were not in control of themselves. i wondered then and I did write about it in a post in one of my blogs the fact that usually Obama was about 15 minutes late and how long it would take to READY his audience with some kind of odorless, invisible gas or powder via the air ducts that might intoxicate the audience and the guests to be compliant to avoid that situation Obama had at one of his first State of the Union Addresses when Rep. Joe Wilson yelled “You Lie” to Obama.

Daniel 8:15-17

15 And it came to pass, when I, even I Daniel, had seen the vision, and sought for the meaning, then, behold, there stood before me as the appearance of a man.

16 And I heard a man’s voice between the banks of Ulai, which called, and said, Gabriel, make this man to understand the vision.

17 So he came near where I stood: and when he came, I was afraid, and fell upon my face: but he said unto me, Understand, O son of man: for at the time of the end shall be the vision.

Daniel 8

Angels shall rise and fall upon the son of man O – SO there are a bunch of them (sons of men). In Ezekiel, in the gospels, etc. Jesus was said to have fallen on his face in the Gospel of Luke when he was in the Garden of Gethsemane (GOG).






It looks like he is eating a Graham cracker!

But I have seen his speeches at the white house and other places pinching something.

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Videos of you lie obama

I wonder if that isn’t what occurred at the DEMOCRAT debates in order to receive the answers they gave to that



 I don’t think Joe Wilson is Catholic so he doesn’t probably or didn’t probably partake of the cracker that many Catholics partake of once a week.

In the transcriptions of the JFK assassination that I did twice because the further I got the more I learned why he was assassinated and by whom (which can be found on Merangue’s Blog) there was some film footage of Jackie Kennedy licking at some flowers at the table at the breakfast before he was assassinated that I included the pictures to demonstrate her strange behavior. In the bouquet were some flowers that look like Dragon’s Breath which kind of appear like hanging flowers when grown in the wild because they kind of hang like you would think would be the kind of flowers that might have adorned the Hanging Gardens of Babylon. The flowers make a drug that help for sea sickness but also can be used to drug a person to do something they would not normally do such as rob themselves. Prostitutes sometimes use it to rob their clients and I think its use and it’s attributes have been pretty well known by the Church of Rome for a long time and used by them as well for a long time to control their flock. The flowers grow in South America which is partially why I think it would be a good idea to reestablish our claim to the Panama Canal since we built it but it was given away by President Jimmy Carter probably under the influence of Dragon’s Breath. In his presidency he had a lot of trouble with the Iranians/Persians/Aryans/Hamas and all those other tribes that encompass the Iranian population. They held American hostages for quite a long time and it might have had something to do with Dragon’s Breath as well. IT doesn’t take much to drug a person to be a slave for about 4-5 days. It takes only a whiff and it is odorless and invisible. My prescription for that dilemma is taking back the Panama Canal and establishing a new United States border at that particular location because it is about only a few miles wide as compared to a few thousand mile wide border we are incapable of controlling now. Not only that there is marsh land around the area of the canal making tunnels impossible from South America. It would solve the immigration problem we have with Mexicans and Central Americans and improve the USA in many ways and improve their countries as well that is if we want to be a great country. Here is an article and you tube about the odorless invisible drug:

The most dangerous drug in the world: ‘Devil’s Breath’ chemical from Colombia can block free will, wipe memory and even kill

Scopolamine – Colombia’s ‘Devil’s Breath’ Drug Information from SoCal Rehab Facility

you tubes about Dragon’s Breath



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I wonder if scopolamine causes schizophrenia, narcissism, and all the other ills of the brain. The pictures of what the schizoid brain looks like do not look like a brain so no wonder we have problems with the world of men.

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This is a brain of a human


I guess that is why males do this and walk around it in one direction with a bunch of other males because they are so screwed up. Porn movies? What would cause this behavior. Shouldn’t we find out?

Screen shot 2014-05-10 at 8.18.54 PMThe ex invited me to go to Choctaw to gamble for my birthday comin’ up. KInd of an insult after gloating about his mom’s health right after my mom’s funeral and all that it entailed. He probably wouldn’t understand the insult which is very….but words can’t describe it. Degrading?

It’s amazing to witness such vacancy in whatever it is that is in him. A brain? Maybe he didn’t get one. The straw man.


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Jesus did not commit to man because he knew what was in man. What about what isn’t in a men? You can see why! Hopefully he’ll learn why soon.

I think I’lll ask for a big fat joint. I deserve one, lol.

It’s really tough to cope with the circumstances so I think that’s a good option.

I have grown to hate this world conveniently forgetting. I hope what happened to me and mine happens to you 10 times as bad and by ten times as much I mean to the tenth power as earthquakes are measured. I hope the earth quakes beneath this world and turns it upside down to it’s core and mostly to those responsible for the deceptions I hope don’t survive.

Doesn’t sound very nice but i’m angry about some things.


Detailed maps of hospital gathered by Afghan and US before airstrike

So typical of the enemy to use sites like these and those that allow it are responsible such as Doctors Without Borders. They should not be there and obviously are the enemy as well and Obama is using them for his purpose in my opinion because he too is a bad operator. Samaritan’s Purse proved it’s the enemy when it transported Ebola to the USA. If it had sprayed Africa with insect killers to kill the TSE TSE fly and eradicate their existence for the sake of Africans in Africa it would have proved itself a good operator since it obviously is the carrier,

but it didn’t.


Borders are good things. They are like rules.

Operator Jim Croce

 I noticed the lady that I get as an operator when I call information is the same voice of one of the moms of Benghazi. I have good hearing. I recognize voices very well. I’m sure it is to mock. Another of the Benghazi mom’s is on an ad on tv for something like tupperware. sometimes when I write on my blog and when I feel I hit a nerve I get phone calls and at the beginning of the phone call is my little sister’s high pitched voice for a second or less which makes me think it is her. So I know I am being harassed to rattle me. I guess it comes with the territory when one resists the BORG and it is not futile to resist, it’s gonna pay me back in many ways (in billions and billions of ways and I won’t be able to carry it in a purse’) that I have resisted and I will succeed if I don’t commit suicide in the meanwhile which is the point of the harassment, LOL. They aren’t the victims of Benghazi that are portrayed and that’s part of the deception that I hope is rectified and those that are involved and silent or hiding witnesses,  get it up the ass. And I hope Obama (he and his) gets it up the ass to the 10th power so they never are seen again or want to be seen.

In other words I want you to lick the fucking floor of the temple THE ONE IN THE ARTICLE LINKED BELOW. Hope you read it so you might perceive it:

The Stones of Amen

Defense Secretary Robert Gates is half right and half wrong.

I didn’t watch the interview but what I heard said by Chris Wallace about what Robert Gates said about Russia, Syria, Iran Hezbollah and Hamas etc, but it is typical of Fox to prop up half truths and half lies and call it interesting. And more interesting to watch Sheppard Smith ponder the preponderance of evidence.

What do you want to bet those missiles that hit Iran weren’t by mistake and were a warning?

Obama’s Comments on Clinton Emails Collide With F.B.I. Inquiry

Shouldn’t President Obama be forced to resign since he is trying to influence a criminal investigation?

THE COCK HAS COME OUT OF HIDING AND PROMISING HE WILL ENFORCE HIS TRADE AGREEMENT LIKE HE DID IRAN’S NUCLEAR FAITHILITY and changed his stance on Afghanistan since the Doctors Without Borders incident occurred.



It won’t be so funny when Iran is READY.

Humice Abedin

is testifying with Trey Goudy so who is guarding who? I don’t think she is merely an aide to Hillary Clinton. I think HIllary is aiding and abetting Huma (and may not have a choice since she had that head injury a while back), meaning Humice is guarding HIllary Clinton not that she is responsible for that delay.

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Huma Abedin’s testimony dampens Hillary’s campaign momentum

I do not think I have EVER seen anyone more transparent in my life than HUMA ABEDIN. She has to wear bright red lipstick so we can see her. Not saying she isn’t pretty. EXOTIC. I think she is a Harpy. I listened to her blurb for cameras as to why she is talking to Trey Goudy and it was total crap -To honor those men at Benghazi. Something like that. Why didn’t she offer herself and her testimony before she was forced to testify:

To dishonor the men at Benghazi?

She was mocking!

“In Greek mythology and Roman mythology, a harpy was a female monster in the form of a bird with a human face. They steal food from their victims while they are eating and carry evildoers (especially those who have killed their family) to the Erinyes. They seem originally to have been wind spirits. Their name means “snatchers”.

“Harpies definition, Classical Mythology. a ravenous, filthy monster having a woman’s head and a bird’s body. … from Old French harpie (14c.), from Greek Harpyia”

“A predatory person.”

(might be referring to Hillary, herself.)

I didn’t make this up.

I have no idea if she is filthy but she is not merely an aide to Hillary Clinton!

She may be PROTECTING OR HARPING HIllary Clinton, but I think

  she is definitely a GUARD of some kind.

Maybe has something to do with French Christine Lagard the woman harping the US for money all the time.

I looked up harpsichord which sounds like an odd thing to do but there is a relationship to names and items, their meanings and their uses or their purpose. So I will link it for your edification if you want to edify yourself.


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Antwerp is in Belgium. Rectors are Episcopalian leaders and the Episcopalian Church that I was was confirmed at the clergy was named Mr. Rucker. After he left that post/position at that church it was struck by lightning and burned down and soon after they invested in a new organ. I find that kind of interesting whether or not you do I added it because when we lived near it a lot of weird things happened to my family growing up especially around that time when my dad worked at the Pentagon. This blog and my others are as much for me as they are for you. I do it for my own satisfaction but I offer knowledge i find to anyone interested whether it is good or not. I wrote a post about Jesus of the Synptic Gospels called:

Why Callest Thou Me Good?

Clinton aide Huma Abedin questioned on Benghazi attacks

Her first name Huma which is an interesting name in that Hummus was prescribed to America with a vengeance by Michelle Obama and I just found some in my refrigerator door, but I don’t buy the groceries. No one I know eats it in this household so it was a mystery as to how it got in there except that it looks like the margarine containers so might have been bought by mistake. I hate the stuff! It’s like eating mashed up cardboard AND I’M NOT A CHICKEN. It’s supposed to be mashed up chickpeas I think and it is supposed to be a health food but homogenized milk was supposed to be healthy once, and then it wasn’t.

East Jerusalem, Bubbling Over With Despair

“…………….The uptick in aggression did not begin with the two dozen attacks that have killed seven Israeli Jews, five of them in Jerusalem, since Oct. 1. (At least 16 suspected assailants have been shot dead by Israelis, including four Saturday, along with more than 20 other Palestinians in clashes with security forces). East Jerusalem has been a hotbed since July 2014, when Jewish extremists kidnapped and murdered Muhammad Abu Khdeir, a 16-year-old from the Shuafat neighborhood. The police reported 1,594 stone-throwing incidents in East Jerusalem over the next three months, up from 1,216 during 10 months of 2013; more than 700 people were arrested for rioting in Jerusalem during that period in 2014. The police said they had detained 380 between Sept. 13 and Oct. 15 of this year, 171 of them minors…………………”

“……….Arab East Jerusalem is not a single place but a series of some two dozen disparate satellites. There are isolated villages like Sur Baher, Jabel Mukhaber and Issawiya, where Israelis rarely venture, but also relatively upscale and accessible Beit Hanina, where international aid workers and diplomats live and Israelis flock for


The Kings meat?

You never know if that’s the problem but I sure wouldn’t partake. First of all you are supporting Michelle Obama and her friends because obviously she is PROPPING and PROPHETING from the product because she promoted it in school lunches etc and second it might be rigged like the EUCHARIST.
Remember what happened in Syria when they were accused of poisoning the people with sarin gas and it turned out to be poisoned rice that came from INDIA or CHINA or somewhere in between as far a I could ascertain.
The UN came in with their suits and couldn’t find the sarin but knew it was there because some dickhead caught on some tape acting like he was in the Syrian military and a part of the incident and somehow Germany taped him (they just happened to be tapped into that area and taping in that area) and that was their evidence kind of crap and women running around in the area with kids unprotected, etc,. wearing painters masks which is like putting on a bandaid around a deadly poison gas. It was ridiculous. And later we heard about the rice being poisoned. Then Obama attempts to send a US carrier to the arrier to unseat Bashar Assad who happened to be the President where the Golan Heights is located between Syria and Israel. It was a big bunch of shit and I think that happened after Benghazi so it was for his benefit to divert attention from his criminal activity that he participated in at Benghazi or why would Michelle have been there? It’s  a big mess.
O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together,

even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!

O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, which killest the prophets, and stonest them that are sent unto thee; how often would I have gathered thy children together,
as a hen doth gather her brood under her wings, and ye would not!
Anyway I think Iran and France are allies and i think they have demonstrated that relationship in MENE ways.
THE COURT OF THE GENTILES (self fulfilling prophecy) AT NOTRE DAME (YOUR LADY) and of course Roman Catholicism.
Trump used the eagle recently in his bid for the White House whether or not he is in the bible has been discussed in the news because he thumps one. Says it’s his favorite book. Anyway there are trumpets in the bible in Revelation and a trumpet is a bird’s nose/horn. so he might not be in the bible, but trumpets are in the bible and so are many birds and I guess they represent signs like the signs in the sky and out in space. There are all kinds of signs and I think much of what is occurring in the world are BIG SIGNS and worth noticing.
The French are known for speaking double entendres. Diplomacy is kind a french thing and usually very dishonest. But during WWll they had to be dishonest in order to survive hence the french underground. When you say a negative in french you use two words to negate something. MENE, MENE, SIMON, SIMON, O JERUSALEM, JERUSALEM
I know that Jesus said when answering a question to say yea or nay and not to expound. The more one does the more one lies, I think.
Say someone asks,  “Do you have any money?”
You can say: No!
 or: NO, I do not have any money!
or: No, I do not have any money ….(under my breath) in my purse.
I tend to go for number three in this instance. It’s honest doublespeak.
At one point in my life I carried around a ping-pong ball with a picture of an eyeball on it and one with an I on it so I could not have to answer truthfully because I was getting grilled by my enemy: My ex
I was often entrapped by him and his allies and it helped me to learn to deal with entrapment when I was quite naive.
To me entrapment is evil and coercive and the tool of many occults. One of their ways is to alienate an individual to make them submit to their occultic ways. (peer pressure is another) I don’t like it but I have to cope with it because I know i am in the right or on the right side. The occult is very tricky and deceptive.
My brother in law suggested to my family to alienate me/isolate me so that I would come back to the fold so he could fuck with me and them and of course, that would make him look innocent. He was the one that caused much trouble for me in my life and for my family and affected many things in my life. I didn’t always handle it well nor did my family always handle it well but he was a huge liar and had some big problems that I could not deal with. I tried to deal with it correctly by reporting it to his spouse when I had the nerve to and it got worse for me and my family over time because he had an axe to grind with me and so did she and that axe grinding spread through my family because they didn’t know or understand my difficulty or what I was having to deal with. I was the problem. I was in an untenable situation and no matter what I did it was wrong. Damned if you do and damned if you don’t. I didn’t enjoy my part and had to part. And someday I will be able to say to my ex
I hope it’s soon but when you have kids it’s tough to do it right and at the right time so it won’t fuck them up anymore than he has already.
But the reason for the simplicity of Yay (yea) or Nay is when you are in a court of law it’s best to keep it simple. Liars tend to exaggerate or increase or enlarge abnormally.
I think we will eventually find out.
The answer given by Mrs. Clinton has gotten so famous and obviously it was an evasion but that so we might not remember the question . And I don’t remember what was asked and I have a feeling it is much more important than her answer.
I’ll try to find it to add to this post:

Oh yea she was trying to evade that it came from the Vatican.

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Qaddaffi was a guest in Rome around the time of the G8 meeting when the Italian Prime MInister Silvio Berlusconi met him at the airport on June 12, 2009 and around the time Obama awarded him some car company in the USA in Detroit and then he was beaten to death. I think he was beaten to death around that time as well mob style. No trial. Perhaps because of the Lockerbie plane bombing. I think he may have been suffering from some form of insanity due to sexual diseases. He surrounded himself with female guards. But never the less the Vatican and the Italian government did prop up leaders in some African countries obviously and if you screw up they kill you. There is a prophecy about some steps and it starts with Libya. Silvio Berlusconi might be the hiss in that prophecy.
Silvio Berlusconi reminds me of Eric Bolling of The Five on Fox News. Probably just a distant family relations?
Also reminds me of the brother in the Boston Marathon fiasco with the