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Bible Prophecy (Truth & Deception)

Jeb Bush Hanging By a Chad


The Donald Doubles down on previous comments
 Where did the 9-11 pilots get trained to fly airplanes?

They were trained In Florida when Jeb Bush was Governor of Florida. They did not come as immigrants , I don’t think. How often does one train illegal immigrants to fly airliners. I think they were educated here because of immigration policies I think they had Diplomatic immunity, more than likely which is a State Department license. The terrorists came from Saudi Arabla, not Afghanistan, armed with box cutters

SO some SAY.

No one lived to see their weapons except on those planes. We heard about it by the husband Postmaster General at the time whose ballet dancer/press wife was on a plane using her cell phone before it was shot down. She was seen in Poland later on. So she probably didn’t die. t think they were enticed to perform by the thought of hitting the White House and weren’t able to fulfill that quest and were intercepted in Pennsyvania by our air support.

Hence Donald Rumsfeld’s interesting witness.

George Bush saw God in Pope Benedict’s eyes. I think it was a reflection his own image in the popes eyeballs.

Both George Bush and HIllary made a you tube about 7th day adventists wishing them a happy anniversary mocking their prophecies. I wonder who influenced them to be so ridiculous.

Their spiritual big brother puffed by Time and the Hursts in Germany.

Strange things going on Alex Jones documented about the Bohemian Grove with David Gurgin (the Press) and others full of inference to black babies being altered.

I don’t think I have ever seen two high ranking officials in government ever stoop to that level.

Certainly didn’t do it to the faithers having faith as small as the smallest of seeds the mustard seed (spoken about parabolically and written about in the Synoptic Gospels),

which it is not, though it be small they isn’t aren’t smallest of seeds.

When the planes hit the buildings in New York President George Bush was found at that very moment n a classroom reading a book to schoolchildren and alerted as to what had occurred. Obama made reference I don’t care whose kids they are they can’t fly in Manhattan after their curfew etc at his first Press dinner making a joke of many that were there and talked about Micelle’s muscular arms saying no one has the right to bare arms as she was pictured to have had arms in her muscular arms at Benghazi etc then trying to disarm americans still in many ways with attacks on arms facilities and manufacturers, chemical sites and on the average citizen.

In 1963 when JFK was assassinated the deed was blamed on a man who worked at the Children’s School Book Depository in Dallas Texas with evidence of a rifle and spent bullets. He was called THE OSWALD by Henry Wade (Roe v wade? coincidence?) a lawyer judge at the time.

When LBJ was sworn in as President on a plane on the tarmac with a Catholic Bible by the Judge that was involved in Roe v Wade with some english guest and some jewish ones as well.

The Catholic Church was involved in the 2nd Vatican (I think it actually was the third or fourth probably some things occurred during the dark ages but under a different name. Another occurred in the 70’s changing things contained in the bible to entice other protestant leaders so as Jesus said he would fulfill every jot and tittle and also promised to curse those that change one word in Revelations)  which involved many religious zealots to prop up the Gospel of Matthew as the preeminent gospel of the gospels and the birth of Opus Dei and The Neocathecumenal Way and other secret groups in the Roman Catholic entity and in Dallas research on Bio technology and Bioethics was being discussed and employed.

1963 in Israel

The woman that drove the judge to the plane where LBJ was made President was involved in psychoanalyzing the kids involved in Sandy Hook Elementary Hoax whose sister was “assassinated” supposedly. She interviewed them for the record.

LBJ was known for dam building. The Kennedy’s received some gifts from Egypt for their part in those dams that uncovered some temples and artifacts some of which ended up in Manhattan near the Onassis apartment that overlooked the display. I think she thought she was ISIS (egyptian goddess) as in the woman and her painting of herself.

Catholics while JFK was visiting the pope and the Vatican propped him up as the Son of Man. Picture of him in a chair with priests holding up the chair. Painting of Jackie n the limousine with his head in her lap but it wasn’t in her lap as the dress demonstrated the airport. No blood on the front, or not enough blood on the front of the dress. That has to do with The Son of Man shall be betrayed and the Son of Man has no where to lay his head prophecies in the gospels. Her son salutes his casket at the funeral having to do with Salute no man by the way Biblical/gospel stuff.  She had had a miscarriage right before that trip whether purposeful or not. Might have been an abortion or an abortion/miscarraige. Anyway she was upset but well enough to proceed. They were supposedly near divorce for some reason. He got off the plane at Dallas and was limping down the stairs after a visit to Hawaii where he got tanned as spoken about by the Press humorously. Jacob in the bible had a thorn in his side after wrestling with God as if God wrestles men physically andy he prevailed/vailed the same person biblically in the OT who slept on a stone and had dreams of angels going up and down a ladder known as Jacob’s Ladder. Angels shall rise and fall on the Son of Man in the gospel told to Nathaniel by Jesus in the Gospel of John written by someone we have to assume is John (not the baptist who is beheaded already by Herod and his girlfriend.) The entourage included a man called Secret Service agent Jack Ready (hence the Get Ready America by Dep. of Defence Chuck Hagel who never question the motives of Obama a must quality for defensive type people or defensive jobs, the queen’s ring man at the Diamond Jublilee 50th or 60th anniversary) who was at the airport in Dallas Love Field seems to have had an unusual physical change in appearance and hair cut looks like Billy Graham. Jackie receives a lamb chops puppet (famous character used as a noise maker during the assassination) in her roses at the airport over the fence line with a stinger or syringe in the bouquet in order to pierce the trusted bodyguard of JFK near the fence line after she dips her head in a strange contraption that looks like a bloody baby brain that was handed over the fence line by a few people on whose dad I think is a priest at the time and gave their alibi soon after as if the y received the news in Rome as did BIlly Graham gave his alibi as being on the radio at the time with other friends that don’t tell on each other I think and was involved in Three’s Company and who has since died of cancer. Watched the Jack Ready have a conniption fit because he was seen on camera and knew it pointing to someone in the crowd or in the entourage and it was a bad mistake and his reaction was even worse. I think there were people on the roofs filming the event because of the importance of what was occurring knowing someone and something was afoot and probably had good reason and they did,

Billy Graham wrote a book called Just I am a mock of I am that I am written about int the OT when the Hebrews were led out of Egypt and in the Gospel of John with one the Jesuses giving statements about I AM the Way (weigh/scales) the Truth and the Life. I am the Vine reference to the asp on the poles in the desert during the 40 year journey of the Hebrews from Egypt when the snakes/harpies that were in the grass/sand testing and messing with them. I am the bread of Life, etc.

I am the Lord thy God

Thou shalt have not other gods before me/thee

First Commandment of the Ten Commandments.

In that book. mocking/mosquing God, he gives his alibi for the assassination and his feeling about it before hand (a cold was why he didn’t warn the President his friend about those prophetic hints) and his testimony about the visit JFK’s son had with him and with the Cuban Jesuit President looking for evidence about the death of his dad and then soon after was shot down somehow by Laser/HAARP technology??? on his way to some visit with his family with his pregnant wife and sister-in- law and a pilot in the cockpit during the time he was running for the same seat as HIllary Clinton and she won the seat while he was the publisher or creator of George Magazine because there was no one running against her. No wonder Bernie Sanders said what he said at the debates changing his stance on lives making him look like a fool.

Nothing is past some people to get their reward.

Such as hanging chads in Florida (dade county) and Al Gore lost the election by a CHAD, but won a billionaire business in Global Warming now Climate Change to shut him up about the unfairness of his loss that was first floated by the Vatican and he ran with it and made mucho dollars on premeditated microwave heating of the land and oceans of the world causing havoc on the food chain and other things and changing the system of how votes are counted using technology that can be wiped/ swiped clean as Hillary’s e-mails making elections moot except for earning thousands, millions, billions of dollars of support for nothing



During Jeb ‘s governorship a woman was taken off feeding tubes for her husband who longer wanted her around for various reasons which probably include premeditated murder of his wife by him and she lived to threaten his freedom to remarry. She was in coma. Her family wanted her to live but he was an ADAMANT STONE and she was allowed to be hospiced by those in charge and while history may repeat it also rewrites itself. I don’t recall Jeb interfering in her stead though as I said history rewrites itself.

A boy from Cuba was sent back to Cuba for the dad who was rising in ranks in their banana despotic  government of FIDEL CASTRO whose mother died trying to get him to America during the Clinton years while Jeb was Governor and Janet Reno (NERO) was in the Department of Justice .

Patriarchal shit.

During the CLINTON YEARS a place in Waco, Texas a Davidic cult was rammed and torched having to do with Adventists I think in any case some in the Reps and Dems don’t like competition. Severely paranoid of others.

And if you don’t think the elections don’t have anything to do with religion you are a fool.

Happened in Australia too with wild fires on their assembly.

SInce when do politicians send birthday wishes to a religious groups

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Comedy Wildlife Photography Awards

It  was a mock of their mistaken interpretation of true and false prophecies which is understandable since there are false prophets in the bible but Obama said at the UN that the future must not belong to those that insult the profit/prophet of islam which is also written about in the gospels, mostly in the Synoptic Gospels.

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Amazing what big hair can do for a figure. I wonder what would happen if she wore her hair high instead of wide how that would affect the image;)

All of these people mentioned have been deeply affected by the BGEA, except for Truman who knew he was a charlatan and was able to change the course of history at that time ending a bad actor at the time and their immoral war as bad as it was, it was bad. (Using kids and suicidal maniacs because they are the MUTHER of …Martyrs…….. said during the push of the Neocats in Roman Catholicism in Japan around Screen Shot 2015-10-20 at 6.52.23 PMthe time of the nuclear tsunami because of the rise in suicides because of the test trial by the way of the neocats they wanted a delay and didn’t get one) that has affected many of us in a multitude of ways using Obama Care to cover it up and to treat some and hose others as in ho-spice the elderly and the sick and the military in a multitude of ways. I think probably because of el nino affecting others on the other side of the globe.


In our case it is a COUP d’etat. They take a while if not thwarted with better intelligence than where they have previously been receiving it: the Vatican and their allies. (a video tape for instance)

The Secret Service HQ’d in MARYland used to and probably still advice the Presidents on their talking points for each day. That’s a lot of influence.

Potus Flotus etc

The Press are involved as well.

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I think if the militaries of America wants to survive

they better change their allegiance

because spreading the military thin is part of the tactics used to destroy

our power.

A consensus does not make policy or thought good or successful. Often times it is the opposite. It’s just peer shit.

In another post on another blogsite (Eye of the Needle, I think) I wrote about the number 1600 having to do with Furlongs and the Vatican that is mentioned in Revelation.

Fuhr long is measure of some kind.

as in Fuhrer as in ADOLF.

And the blood rising to the horses bridle in both places.

It’s a very strange prophecy and ought not to be ignored.

Destruction of possibly of both and destruction of others and might be good time to scatter

for the sake of living another day.

 The District of Columbia is possibly a mock and reference to what grows in Columbia.


and those hanging gardens of Babylon.

One air duct system one thought.

For instance:

Harry Reid Hopes Paul Ryan Becomes House Speaker

Defunding Planned Parenthood is another however a business and a service shouldn’t have to depend on Federal funding but oversight by someone to keep it honest as is done with alcohol in order to avoid nuns infiltrating the service to prop up Roman Catholicism. I think they think they are responsible because of LBJ swearing on a Catholic Bible on a plane


Some kind of Occult trickery on both sides of the issue since both sides are entrenched in the OCCULT.

I think the federal government should pay for federal funded rape and those pregnant by those in the federal government.

In my case, that was the case though we did not have Planned Parenthood then. I didn’t know his religion and perhaps they should have been responsible as well.  An RC priest was on that plane with my sister sitting right next to her of all times! Never happened before or after to any of us since then.

Ecclesiastes 1:9 [Full Chapter]

The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be;
and that which is done is that which shall be done:
and there is no new thing under the sun.

It was handled appropriately by my family and me, IMO. And I believe GOD agrees with me. The proof is in the pudding’.

I think the State Department should pay for those raped or impregnated by those in their organization all over the world.


and allow the planning to the families and the victim.

I can’t remember the car ad’s ownership and will add it when I see it again but I think it is for renting a car and he gives himself a 10% raise and sits with himself in his rent a car talking about me and you. Very cute ad partially for me because of the verses in Gospels which can get to be very confusing. First person type stuff and language which can be often misconstrued. It is kind of mind boggling and I find myself getting into some weird thoughts sometimes.

It’s pretty bad socially while playing  CIV some of my humor I have with the game and myself because I have been isolated and other things. But I still have some laughs once in a while over weird stuff.

No man sees the Father but by me!

Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.
while I was grieving momentarily I prayed that I wanted to fuck over whoever did what was done to my dad and mom. WE TRIED TO HANDLE OUR FAMILY PROBLEMS WITH GRACE AND SOMEONES WOULDN’T LET IT GO. My ex made some noises from another room abruptly twice with a half a minute between and I thought he was barking at the dog named Zeus, the one I yelled at a few times to “Kill the dog” because he was attacking another dog of ours out of jealousy. I had a flash while in my prayer which was a bit earthy because of my words and the depth of my feelings it came to me the SUEZ as in canal. I asked if he was yelling at the dog and he was sneezing. Interesting since that canal is right in the thick of things in the middle east. I remember someone else mentioning it in our government when things really weird. Maybe he had a flash of some kind too.
My family without me had a visit to Egypt on a cruise and brought back my name on a little charm in hieroglyphics in silver and gold. The Suez uncovered some things that may have been meant to covered, more than likely like temples and those steps libya, to somewhere else in the Book of Daniel and the order of some of the attacks of terrorism and precious things that were taken/stolen during the first Egyptian coup, artifacts and, the first one when Roman Catholics who were assisting the Muslim Brotherhood. against the President (Mubarak) at the time who was defending his country and has been in a trial off and on mostly because some people didn’t like how he spent the money given to him via American tax dollars probably laundered by the Vatican which I think he used for tourism type things. While he was President of Egypt the Palestinians living in his country seemed content. SInce then they have not been content and seemed to have had caught that african bee madness that affects normal bees in a bad way making them nuts digging tunnels towards Israel and in Israel and when they hear a noise or something it makes them attack like a killer bee attacks and as has been going on in Israel lately. The people that seemed to support the Muslim Brotherhood coup had some statements such as McCain and few others in our government I guess those on the Ways and Means committees?
Mike Rogers? Lindsay Graham? Made some statements about the canals too and seemed to be afraid of some loose nuke lost in our country.
I wonder what those light beams that were witnessed emitting out of the Dome of the Rock a few years ago and whatever it was that was transported to the Dome of the Rock by Pope Benedict might be related.
I think there is something to it.
May seem far fetched but recently got a new puppy that my daughter named Arbor and the blade in my arbor of my tool to cut jump rings broke. The apparatus that I tried to invent and took to the company to have made if only I could get investors for the legal shit. They loved the invention and thought it would make money too, but couldn’t get a few in my family interested heck they wouldn’t even look at the diagram because we have our past. Alerting me about my moms hospicing NOT  two weeks before they say she died. Never sent the tape. Never gave me what was given to me by my parents. Dishonest assholes.  I might have made some good honest money. I replaced the blade and it works now. The timing is what made it interesting. They love holding me back every chance they could. They would rather make money attempting to manage-trois me.
We need to revet our differences;) which will require you having to reinvent yourselves.

If Hillary is the best the Democrats can muster,

Why have an election?

I guess we have to figure out who is going to be President. Obviously the Dem’s threw in the towel!

Biden isn’t gonna try for the presidency because he thinks time is running out.
As my ex said to me one night as my pulse went up to 140 something and I think I was near a seizure:
Mind over matter,
and then went to bed. LOL.
If I had had a gun at that moment he would have been sorry.
Or another time when I think i was actually having a seizure and said, “Water?” to me was bother moment if i had had a gun he would have been sorry.
I know one day he will be VERY SORRY.
Probably on this day:
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But I don’t have a pipe
It ain’t over till the fat lady sings.
Tomorrow Hillary on C-Span dissing and hissing more than likely
Hopefully she will nail herself and some others as well.
Amazing speech by Trey Goudy and I hope he succeeds
Cummings is a schmuck attacking Goudy for doing his duty.
I want to have a copy of Trey Goudy’s opening speech.
It is so full of the symptoms of deception by the administration,
The State Department, and Hillary Clinton.
Impossible task to get to the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth.
Both Trey and Elijah Cummings said because of the political atmosphere!
Who chose to run for President of the United States while this investigation has been stalled in every way?
Trey Goudy, Elijah Cummings, or Hillary Clinton.
Who had a head injury and couldn’t testify for a long time?
Hillary Clinton
Who is stalling?
Hillary Clinton
Who was in charge of the State Department during the Benghazi massacre?
Hillary Clinton.
I thought she wanted to take responsibility for the deaths of Americans?
I guess she lied about that.
I wonder why? The Vatican?
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From what country and from what port did Christopher Stevens depart from on his normal getaway?
The Santa Maria, La Niña (“The Girl“), and La Pinta (“The Painted“). to get to Libya?
La Santa María de la Inmaculada Concepción
(Spanish for: The Holy Mary of the Immaculate Conception), orLa Santa María,
was the largest of the three ships used by Christopher Columbus in his first voyage.
Her master and owner was Juan de la Cosa.
The other ships of the Columbus expedition were the smaller caravel-type ships Santa Clara, remembered as LaNiña (“The Girl“), and La Pinta (“The Painted“).
The Red Cross left and so did the British embassy before the attack and the Vatican set up some mass demonstrations in other places in North Africa like the surge to America now.
This is about RELIGION and the fallacy of The GOSPEL OF MATTHEW
and it’s mustard seeds that aren’t as small
Small , smaller
What about man’s seed? sperm
What gospels besides the Gospel of Matthew said they were the smallest of seeds?
The Gospel of Mark and the Gospel of Luke.
What about the Beatitudes:
When one mourns thou shalt be comforted.
What difference does it make?
Who was the cousin of Mary: ELIZABETH whose baby leaped in her body when it met Mary and her baby in her tummy but back then they didn’t realize that sometimes that happens and it has nothing to do with babies meeting each other in utero in different bodies.
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without fringe
The prince of this world cometh and he hath nothing in me was said Jesus in the Gospel of John:
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Who cooked the books?
The cook, the tailor, or the candlestick maker?
Who took the books and cooked them as well and where?
Josephus Flavius son of Matthias, adopted by the Flavius family of Rome admitted he did in his writings and they hired him for propaganda purposes to reconstruct the holy books (I believe was the purpose because he had access to them having stolen them) and used him to betray the people of Jerusalem and the world and I have no idea if it was voluntary or not, kind of like federal income taxes and are not the same as tithing to the Levites priests of the Hebrews because our government are not the Levites or even Hebrew for that matter and nor are Roman Catholic Clergy and federal income taxes are supposed to be voluntary as is written in the tax code so it is kind of fitting like a glove,
The tax collector and raiser of taxes and used Santa Claus as a bribe to pass out the junk in place of living the abundant life in order that they elite would remain pre-eminent along with the Gospel of Matthew and it’s little seeds. Seminarians, etc.
Besides the seed of man being smaller there are other smaller seeds than the mustard seed in the plant world but Jesus in the Synoptic Gospels hadn’t traveled that far and didn’t know it.
You would have thought God would have told him, but He didn’t.
When thou gets old another shall gird thee, Follow me.
That is what Jesus said to Peter at the Sea of Galillee because he denied Jesus 3 times:
The synoptic gospels add up to 3.

Three is not the number of perfection:

Ménage à trois

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I guess the French got involved. LOL
John 3:16
Perish/Paris/Parish-Notre Dame of Paris
 the Court of the Gentiles
and the inquisition.
The Gospel of John is not without it’s problems as well: the parts that prop up the Synoptic Gospels.
It’s a conspiracy as is Benghazi.
Ambassador Chris Stevens is alive and well!
All you have to do is listen to his mom to know it.
And then watch the you tube of Benny Hinn and the young boy who I think is Chris Stevens.
He might be the stepper in the Book of Daniel.
And Egypt shall not escape: The coup in Egypt by the Muslim Brotherhood which was a mutual democrat and republican intervention.
This isn’t just about Hillary as Trey Goudy concluded. She is but a pawn and no one wants to believe that the video tape and demonstrations were caused by the Vatican and the Jesuits and the excuse was from the Jesuit Father Frederico Lombardi and has to do with the change in popes from Pope Joseph Ratzinger Benedict to the successor Jesuit pope :Pope France and the Court of the Gentiles an this attack on women who have had abortions to give the Catholic Church preeminence in moral authority which they don’t and started with the JFK assassination and the swearing in of LBJ on a Catholic Bible by the judge involved in  roe v wade.
Problem is abortions are not new because there is nothing new under the SUN and under the Eucharist
Read a post of mine and what they did to women basically causing the poisoning of women in the Temple using mustard seed derivatives to lick the floor of the temple (either Notre Dame of Herod’s Temple) especially to married women that were caught in affairs that got pregnant via rape or in compliance with drugs and the efforts of religious men who could not resist to enter her temple, her body, and if it was not Catholic seminarian semen or one of their mobsters it was destroyed if it was Catholic layman it might have been indulged.  It just depended on what they decided was good for the Catholic Church, ETC or the woman was sent to a nunnery and other institutions to institutionalize them the Catholic way orphanages for the kids if she died from childbirth and if tubular pregnancy occurred or a mob abortion in a warehouse or alley, just wash your hands. Often kids that survived were abused by the nuns depending on who was affording it, funding it and whatever was convenient for whomever was responsible to protect the Catholic churches ASSES and their allies and their assets and often they were used to squeeze people for money and donations thereby having moral authority of some kind to Catholicize the world they were attempting and have always attempted to rule.
Catholics only have miscarriages and annulments
not abortion and divorce.
They don’t have incest and their Fathers don’t have sex
but they are the direct descendants of the apostles.

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He used an axe to get in the door.

“Axe not what your country can do for you, but axe what you can do for your country.”

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4 hours or five hours ( I saw it written that way on another occasion) or 45 minutes when you measure time it’s hard to know how long he would do that

but since Peter said “a day is a thousand years as a thousand years is a day”

it might not be that important to be that exact.

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Probably however long it takes.

Anyway it is bible scholars that say that an hour biblically is 10 years.

Since time is hard to imagine in GODLY terms I think it may be hard to imagine or quantify.

I would imagine for Hillary Clinton an hour probably feels like a thousand years at this time in the Congressional hearing

but it is necessary!

“Someone stands where he should not” in the Book of Daniel was always thought to be the Temple in Jerusalem (Ariel Sharon in the past, and many others recently at the Dome of the Rock or the Temple Mount and at Notre Dame in Jerusalem where the 3-d image was displayed of the burial clothes from Turin and other places because there are quite a few.) Could be talking about Pope Benedict XVl when he stood at the Dome of the Rock the first pope to ever go to the Dome of the Rock and with a transport of some kind that was huge, could have something to do with holding a sermon at the Garden of Gethsemane (GOG) by Pope Benedict (that was when I had that feeling about ON THE PRECIPICE which may have something to do with the hospice crisis (which I believe is very pertinent to that verse in the bible because of Iran and the hostage crisis we had with Iran years ago are connected in some kind of weigh. Not abortion as some would like to connect as a blackmail device and tool as if that gives them the right but many in the clergy and many who follow clergy are simple minded dimwits obviously and so many people are looking the other way on purpose and silent about it and it is probably gonna cause a huge upheaval of the world such a the world itself so beware of this delusion and the hoaxes involved which are many thanks to those dimwits. THEY WERE MADE AND COMPLETED i.e. BORN, because it might be you next before your time and you won’t get a pass in the door of life in the after life and I know my parents did get one because they let me know it),

“Someone stands where he should not” in the Book of Daniel could be the meaning is in place of someone else perhaps?

Anyway it occurred to me tonight (this is my latest entry in red that possibly it has to do with moral authority about others and why they do what they do.

And in that verse or what ever it is

it says

he should not 


Could be talking about O’reilly talking about barbarism and abortion. I mean really, could be talking about O’Reilly.

Could be talking about the man at Benghazi that was not Ambassador Chris Stevens or vice versa and then MIchelle,

of course.

That line that was in the Book of Daniel (let the reader understand having to do with standing where he out not stand) moved to the Gospel of Matthew recently.

I just watched Manson and some people discussing him and his reactions to their questions and lack of shame and he actually has some legitimate gripes as far as the Jews that were killed and other crimes in the past that we do regularly when we go to war for the Vatican. If you read some articles in my posts there are lots of crimes by the Vatican in the past inquisitions, tortures, burnings,  crucifixions, poisonings, wars,

it goes on and on and on.

In the Synoptic Gospels it talks about the Son of man and his last name happens to be MANSON.

Also talks about the Son of man in Ezekiel and other books of the bible in both the new and Old Testament so there is more than one Son of man.

What does that mean : Born of man pretty much sums it up.

Came from man’s seed.

In the Old Testament God tells Moses his name or identity and in the Gospel of John Jesus one of them because there are a few with differing personalities and messages says the 7 statements about I AM. The Old Testaments says that God says to Moses to tell the Hebrews: I Am That I Am. They recognize the name somehow and follow Moses out of slavery and do some growing up out in the world for a long time and receive

The Ten Commandments.

In the New testament it talks about the Son of man being betrayed into the hands (times) of men and everyone assumes that is Jesus or some of the characters (real people) written about in the books because he was betrayed and some call him the Son of man. Jesus talks about the Son of Man in different contexts in all the gospels as well, I think.

I’m not gonna check on it because that is a big task.

My brother when I discussed this subject and showed him a few articles said to me


mocking me because he liked to do that and because he is an ass sometimes and dispelling my desire to talk about it with him sometimes because he had had some experiences about religion and so did i with him like getting sick and he probably had some without me.

Me and My Wall

He liked to possess certain chairs especially a red one we had. No one in their right mind would have dared to sit in it. I had a wall I possessed when I was about 7 years old but I grew out of it. A huge black spider tried to crawl in between the wall and the bed and made it even scarier. But at about that age up to nine I used to think I cold move a statue we had the size of a figurine with my mind. It was called The Thinker made of brass and quite heavy for it’s size and it moved one day and scared the crap out of myself and ran out of the house. My brother was/is a lawyer and he didn’t like BS. He liked people to say what they gotta say kind of person which is kind of funny because he is a lawyer but that’s a different language in a way with lots of differing meanings to certain words like the word: “fifth. “We had our ups and downs as brother and sister and through many things good and bad. He fell for Al Gores crap who got his crap from the Vatican. That is where it started. I remember and so did some other shit like the hospice via Mother Teresa who has been sainted by the Vatican and the Pope. As far as him falling for AL Gores Global Warming psychosis there was global warming caused by man and by sons of man at H.A.A.R.P. located in ALASKA  and other places when they used technology that uses microwaves to cause all kinds of storms and find oil and causes earthquakes tsunamis etc and I’m sure it has progressed in other ways. There obviously are other kinds of places as well that use other technology that affect the earth and I don’t know their names. I think there is a place in the Everglades and others all over the world in retaliation for places like H.A.A.R.P.

There are different definitions of son of man. One is good and one kind isn’t necessarily good. By the way Jesus in a gospel says “why callest thou me good?” and then goes on to say essentially that no one is good but God.

A YAM is a potato. A starchy TUBER

Yam is the common name for some plant species in the genus Dioscorea (family Dioscoreaceae) that form edible tubers.

These are perennial herbaceous vines cultivated for the consumption of their starchy tubers in AfricaAsia,Latin America, the Caribbean and Oceania. There are many cultivars of yam. Although some varieties ofsweet potato (Ipomoea batatas) are also called yam in parts of the United States and Canada, sweet potato is not part of the family Dioscoreaceae but belongs in the unrelated morning glory family Convolvulaceae.

He killed and/or his followers killed a woman name Sharon Tate and her boyfriend or husband at the time and other friends. They searched for them to find them. They did not happen to be in the neighborhood I guarantee you. They were a communal group of nuts. My ex said a day later when we discussed it for a minute that it was a ranch rhetorically and that Manson supposedly ordered the murders and stayed on the ranch. I have no idea but the show said that he tied them up and the followers murdered the people. The people they killed lived in a real neighborhood in a house I assume in luxury to some degree because she was famous for her beauty, obviously.

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Whether he was in full charge of his faculties or was a total maniac or whether he did it or his followers did it or whether he has a conscience or not the fact remains her last name represents a potato.

TATER TOTS are made from potatoes. The man in this picture below is probably eating a steak with tater tots. In fact that kind of looks like the way my brother eats VERY close to the plate. He liked baseball. Usually watched Baseball and ate at the same time. I don’t know what is proper in that regard, but my brother sometimes had a ravenous appetite and took it seriously. His wife was/is a great cook. A way to a man’s heart is through his stomach, they say, but first things first you have to be attracted and then you have to be able to tolerate each other etc. and then depending on your station in life or your desires in life: fulfill other qualities.

Tater Tots

“A tater tot is a side dish made from deep-fried, grated potatoes. They are widely recognized by their crispness, cylindrical shape, and small size. Tater Tots is a registered trademark of Ore-Ida, which has become generalized.”

I definitely think that Manson is crazy but not as crazy as some. He was responsible for some really nasty bloody murders. I don’t think he is honest about his feelings but defensive and the doctors are about as nutty as they get that interviewed him and made there opinions televised about him. He is definitely confused and you can see it in his eyes. a lot of trauma and a lot of disorder and who is to say who was possessing who? DId his followers actually possess him and use him because of his name? He got the attention he wanted and so did they but he is not incurable. He is somewhat aware and if given the right treatment and the truth he probably would have been cured by now.

I know that that is why she was killed because of her last name.

Perhaps he was possessed by a demon and so were his followers but her name represents in some capacity because of the mocking

IAM that IAM

She is beautiful and she was pregnant

in fact she was 8 1/2 months pregnant.

What about the dog food?


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It is good dog food and maybe they were possessed

when they named their product.

I don’t know when MANSON became possessed but it could be because of his name.

He might have been a baby when it occurred and it might not be his fault? Possession is with some heavy duty bad spirits. Manson asked not to be released so there is something to that that he would do that. A conscience and some awareness. So many people think they are above it all and it couldn’t happen to them, but it is in the bible and I have seen and experienced some that were indoctrinated in certain ways and some that weren’t that did things they would not normally do if they knew they were doing it and why they were doing it and other adverbs. I have seen it in my own family what can happen when someone is controlling someone else. Just like what happened to the baby of a very well known man who preaches the truth as best he knows it about THE ROMAN CHURCH AND ISLAM. He was raised Catholic and his baby had some problems and that started his questioning of his religion and his investigation into what was going on in his life and in the bible and in the world because he loved his baby.



Videos of walter veith

 (I learned so much from him and his discoveries. Very enjoyable to listen to.) I did not search out God when everything was cool and when nothing could rain on my parade kind of living. I searched for the truth because I suffered not what they suffered but I did suffer and it led me to investigate and I incrementally followed my heart out of curiosity and because I lost some people I loved dearly before and in the process of searching who I believe were killed for their faith and because they believed in God and because of their name by those that sold us down the river for money, fame, and an easy living telling lies and teaching lies:

PRIESTS and because many of them are deceived.

Because of Jealousy and other human crap that all of us are guilty of at some time or another.

There are so many people that because they are in the occult do not want the truth out because they are afraid of the truth and afraid what might happen to them if they tell the truth because of bad people possessed who might hurt them for challenging evil and because evil sells souls so they sold out the truth when it came to MANSON and a VERY PREGNANT WOMAN WHO WAS FAMOUS, BEAUTIFUL AND FROM WHAT I COULD TELL VERY NICE AND VERY DESIRABLE HUMAN BEING AND HER FRIENDS AND THE MAN THAT SHE LOVED AND MILLIONS AS IN SIX MILLION JEWS OF OTHERS IN WW2

The Holocaust in Russia








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In the Book of Exodus God used a man named Moses who murdered a man. He murdered a man because he was beating a slave. I don’t know how he felt about what he had done but he left the area for safety possibly because there were witnesses? Didn’t say in the bible that I know of but they were looking for him. He was in the Royal family after being sailed in a basket down the river as a baby to a woman who adopted him into the Royal Family because they were killing babies under age of 3 years or so especially jewish ones or hebrew ones and and I think the mother sent it that way down the River Nile because she knew this woman somehow, or they had a deal, she couldn’t have kids of her own, maybe to nab a husband, possibly black mail and was caught in the act, for money, or could be she thought Moses was cute and had expressed it once to Moseses mom. There are all sorts of reasons someone might adopt someone else’s baby: some good reasons and some not good reasons, but it happens and it doesn’t really elaborate on why the woman in the Royal Family did what she did. But the reason for the deaths of kids around and under the age of 3 was IMO

 because of prophecy.

Infanticide happened also in Jesus time because of prophecy.

Names are pretty important so much so that even RC Pope Benedict XVl was VERY interested in people names because some of them have meaning by heritage or just by artistic liberty as often African names are or by characteristics, etc.

In Genesis God creates man and woman one from dust and one from a rib.

Adam And Eve.

Could be he created man from dirt and back then they thought dust was dirt. Does anyone know how to create dirt the kind you grow plants and trees in and the kind you walk on and often people grow in dirt too because they have no choice and they learn. Perhaps it was dust from the floor of HIS temple.

He did not need a man’s seed to do it. But in the Gospel of Matthew he uses Mary a perpetual virgin (Just kidding. I have no idea if she was a perpetual virgin) to create Jesus and it does not say whether or not it was with man’s seed.

Via angels and via dreams and some form of communication Mary gets to have Jesus as her baby. God either asked permission and she accepted the proposal …their deal and/or if it was not above board a dishonest deal then he schmoozed/seduced her with man’s seed and impregnated her to fulfill prophecy using modern day technology or he raped her in her sleep and deceived her with dreams.

It’s one way (it happened as stated in the gospel of Matthew) or the other (She was tricked or she was tricking the public) or neither (it didn’t happen) in the Gospel of Matthew.

Man was not made by a bubble. Nor were the creatures we see in the world or the structures we see that even we build or the landscape we enjoy. I know Donald Trump did not build his buildings using bubble technology and I’m not saying he is in the bible or is god but merely a man who achieved somehow some success. Lucky for him.

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Creation came from an idea like many inventions man makes more than likely with the help of God if it is good. Often inventions are both depending on the possibilities. Creation is artistic to be sure. Many think because of the age using carbon technology that they can determine age which I think is fantasy but there are traces of evidence of monkeys turning into man yet there are still monkeys. So either they landed late in the game or that is not how we were created. I do think it is possible God experimented like a scientist but the bible says he thought creation and it takes thought to create. It takes time but he did it in a day to a week. Perhaps he did it in a black hole or in a vacuum where there is no time or in another part of the universe and transported the whole thing somehow.

I cannot explain God Himself but lets say He was a survivor of a different time who knows, I don’t,

but in the OT He says I AM THAT I AM meaning He is alive and well and has the power to do things man can’t yet do.

Pharaohs and Kings and people like that often thought they were gods because of their powers that they had learned or were gifted via heritage, inheritance, practice, science, etc

Manson probably thinks he is a god. I think my brother thought he was a god. LOL. He was born with a huge head and I’m not talking about his penis though I don’t know he was not a show off except with his brain power but he lacked common sense like not filling up his car with gas before it ran out of gas, stupid stuff like that and not just once. I think that he did that because he threw a bottle in the air and stood under it when he was kid. It was bound to have affected his mind afterwards and before or he wouldn’t have done it. That’s pretty stupid. He tried to sell me to Jack -in -the-Box a few times when we were together but when he was a dad he had the wherewithal somehow or another to prevent his son from diving from the roof to their pool. He had been sunbathing up there on the roof. I know the sun can make people drunk because I have encountered it when sunbathing. A lot of men think they are gods and so do women. We often get kind of narcissistic and think we are more than we are, including myself. Can you believe it?

It might have taken eons to do what God did but a thousand years is a day and a day is a thousand years so I don’t think it really matters how long it took to create and I think God is still doing it and some of what He created took on a life of it’s own as often things do even bad things take on a life of it’s own. Doesn’t make it good because it lives, doesn’t make it right because it continues, doesn’t make it what many would like to call life.

Because something lives does not make it good, holy, innocent, godly or …….

Germs live and they can be good and they can be bad and they can be both good and bad.

Below is a sight on the internet that is faith based about life in their opinion and their logic though they still won’t admit that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seeds even when shown the evidence. They still believe Jesus cursed a fig tree the one that his Father used the leaves to cover Adam and Eve when he kicked them out of the Garden of Eden because of some things they did and how they reacted to what they did and none of them live in that Garden so far that we know of so they are a bit illogical and unyielding to logic and truth. They don’t think truth is that important even though it is important but they think they own it and they don’t. They are against abortion but they don’t mind killing jews for their faith or killing africans for an ebola cure or killing babies to divert prophecy to have it their way or for that matter to kill Jesus or to build on the temple mount an abomination and they protect it’s right to stand where it should not or to allow a false Jesus to stand in place of the real one that spoke about truth.

They used to have faith that moles were from the devil and killed the babies born with moles, defects, or things they imagined were from sin or they killed people for swimming because they thought they were witches when in fact they had learned to float and move in water, they thought the earth was flat thereby using it as an excuse to dispose of peoples that crowded them when all they needed to do was build a boat and float it out to sea to find more land or space technology to go to other planets or inventions to go in the oceans and the seas to live or kill those that were not productive or enslave some and many other things and it took them eons to admit it and some they still deny vehemently or look the other way: such as hospices based on faith tactics making them stoically stupid to CATHOLICIZE THE WORLD killing our parents and eventually us when we reach a ripe old age or when we aren’t desirable for one reason or another and because they have some knowledge that some don’t want you to have so they can live off you like a leech.

Faith-Based Pro-Life Thought

Here is a tactic of faith:

I Saw What You Did 

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She also reminds me of my mom. The brains and the wit. Twern’t no fool aspect of my mom.

Jesus said in the Gospel of John to Nathaniel: I saw you under the fig tree.  Nathaniel followed him and jesus said “you believe me because i saw you? then Jesus said, Greater things than these thou shall see “angels shall rise and fall on the son of man.”

Perhaps Manson is one of those sons of man who got messed up by deception and those that don’t want the truth. It was an interesting show and worth watching but there is lots of deception in the show.

Jesus healed some lunatics either because he had the power and/or he knew what was in them and was their leader in the spiritual world, hence the exorcists in Roman Cathlicism. Someone or something rules them. Like I said there is more than one Jesus written about in the bible IMO.

No mention of a fig tree for the rest of that book but in the Synoptic Gospels the Gospel of Matthew, Mark, and Luke which are similar in many ways and why they are called Synoptic and because they don’t know who inspirited or wrote them but the books were named regardless. Often the excuse is “it’s the Q source.” meaning they don’t know or they don’t want you to know. There is a lot of information in them when compared a very instructive and helpful. Like germs. Many vaccines and cures came from germs and Germans, Russians, and Jews and if you would allow Africans and females opportunities they might cure you in the future or find another world to live in happily or they may find the fountain of youth.

In those gospels Jesus of this gospels curses a fig tree. All three accounts are not consistent in details or facts in many ways and by quite a margin of error if you compare them. The fig tree dies and amazes the followers he is schmoozing and seducing and they fall for it.

In those days they had tunnels and even an city underground written about in some other history books that are esteemed and studied often where people lived, traded, bartered and there were even some people that lived in caves and caverns some who had diseases or were outcasts. They had tunnels then that were used by spies as in Rome and middle easterners as in Islam and to assassinate etc Some people were afraid of getting stabbed in the streets (Sicari sounds italian to me) because of the turmoil a few times in the areas that were important. They were occupied a few times or more by their enemies so they definitely had an underground system in Jerusalem because it is in bible and because of prophecy was coveted by lots of peoples for different reasons. If you read the book called Salt which is hard but I had to read it to my kid in school it enlightens the reader about the commodity of salt and it was precious stuff back then especially because it preserved food such as meat. We didn’t read the whole thing but it was interesting in some parts.

Anyway I think Nathaniel was a follower of the Synoptic Jesus or one of the Jesuses written about and may have either assisted in the poisoning of the fig tree to help schmooze and seduce those people using a mustard seed derivative which can make poison or a root killer such as we have today for trees that we don’t want in our yards, and mustard gas probably sarin gas and probably led to some pretty nasty weapons, etc.

I think there may have been a trade war between the Dates of Lebanon and the Figs of Israel. the meat in them is used for trips and long journeys and especially for the religion of ISLAM that eats them after their diets and religious fasts, etc.

Rome was occupying Jerusalem at the time and they were not kind to the people. So it is possible it was good thing for their rebellion to poison the fig tree hoping to move a mountain meaning Rome to another place and out of Jerusalem for the time being. I don’t know but the temple obviously wasn’t a good one then and they were persecuting people hence the veil was torn “from twain to twain” (as in Mark Twain i think a time sign or hint) or something like that when Jesus of the Gospel of John was crucified and water came out of his body when he was pierced to make sure he was dead beyond a reasonable doubt which I think may have to do with piercing his liver and may have to do with his baptism which he suffered to do and for some reason it was a suffrage as in women’s suffrage and because they were afraid of Jesus.

 History of Woman’s Suffrage

I’m sure there are plenty of other great sites and books about it but most women realize the suffrage at one time or another and truthful women make a difference in that regard, I think those that aren’t indulged out of an obligation to lie for their faith (some are forced to lie a suffrage of faith) or those that admit their suffrage hence the liver controversy at Planned Parenthood made famous on Fox News for the RCC to debilitate  women and the female from her own body, her temple and to degrade her body for entertainment and for power over the female body, her future, her career, and her self image to degrade for entertainment and to be able to determine her destiny for herself instead of allowing her to determine her own destiny using every tactical and deceptive means that were possible to shame her, to ridicule her, to keep her barefoot and pregnant and a merely a toy to be thrown away when messed up from all of the above using the one thing that a man can’t do naturally using faith to fool her when in actuality they used to do much worse to both mom and child and fetus and degrade the child because they don’t really give a shit, IT’s Politics. If they did give a shit woman would have great jobs to bring up their children that they decide to keep and would not be hindered from improving herself and those stoically stupid would not fool the faithful making them think that their morality is higher quality than those that believe in God and those that believe the Jesus who spoke about the truth so help me God.

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Look ma…. No veins!

Not only that ma my bag is made of saran. Not really saran, but it is fakery.

This is disgusting. Using fakery to fool the faithful. And I can tell it is fakery because of the creases. I’m an artist of portraits of tots and people and so was my mom.

And the same faithful who condemn those that have had abortions prefer this:

Barefoot migrants

 as if they care about families and the decisions they are forced to make.

This is computer rendered and I used Poser way back when I was in to computer art.

Jesus said he created everything that was made.

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This is batter and you are not supposed to eat it because of the eggs in it that might make you sick because it is not cooked all the way and the cake is not made yet. It also doesn’t have veins.

This is a cake that is edible:

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Obviously Jesus was not talking about cake or batter but the difference between the two is what I’m trying to demonstrate and it is not fakery.

I understand the passion but if you have to resort to lies to win an election or sway the faithful you don’t deserve to even discuss the issue and should shut up about it. That is how important it is to those that have had abortions, might eventually have one out of need or in the future to save your beloved daughter’s life, for those that have daughters who might get raped or fooled, for your beautiful new wife who might need one because she has tubular pregnancy and it will kill her, for your mother who might need one in order to continue to be your mother and not have to be raised by a wicked step mom which sometimes they are as in fairy tales. Truth is stranger than fiction. There are all kinds of reasons and a big one: to avoid being raised catholic in a monastery or a nunnery with some real messed up bitches or they wouldn’t be there who have been hood winked. And last but not least because it is my temple and I can grow what I want in it when I want to grow it so that it is successfully made and can survive this really wicked world and I have the wherewithal to make those decisions because God Made Me That Way.

If you want to stand on the highest moral ground you offer a woman or girl everything possible to make her succeed and eventually be a good mom for the next generation.

The pill and other types of birth control, some rules even if she breaks them without beheading or stoning her and making a more of a child of  hell with occult practices, offering education, abortion, the right of transportation, protection, opportunity, truthful pictures of  sonograms so she can make an educated decision based on her maturity and her own conscience which is learned, psychiatrists who cares about females, rehabilitation afterwards, other options, so that she can contribute to mankind and the future of mankind with a healthy mind and body, and self respect and most of all the truth

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and make men happy doing it and maybe down the road a ways we might not need abortions.

paul simon I know what I know

Found this article on the net by the Got questions people and thought it might help but I won’t attest to everything that is written in it but Jesus said something like that He was the door, the entry way and the exit, the gate, the place where his sheep travel and are comin’ and a goin’.

Question: “What did Jesus mean when He said ‘I am the door’ (John 10:7)?”

Rome and it’s offshoots for the most part are not doing that work to bring truth (there are always exceptions Thank God;) but those mentioned have not done that. The clergy are self-ingratiating to stay in power and obviously have failed miserably to do what is morally fair for females and the populate as a whole and deserve to not continue.

They need an abortion. Start over and do it the right way.

God does not throw souls away or sell them. He restores them, and he makes them, and he does not waste them so that ought to make you feel better about my abortion. He puts that soul somewhere else where it is able to survive and is desired.

He has foreknowledge! He is not stupid. So if someone has an abortion he knows they will and he does something about it so that the fetus does not feel it though it may react but so does a sponge. This I believe unless He doesn’t care!

If abortion is murder then miscarriage is manslaughter and all deaths of infants are negligence by parents, state, or government responsible and should be treated that way proportionately in a court of law and able to be pursued with lawsuits if migration and immigration, bad economy, austerity, wars have any share of the blame for the deaths of infants and that could be a nightmare for the legal system and insurance business, the economy, jails, and prisons, state and national debt putting everyone at risk of lawsuits.

“I am” in John’s Gospel

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 and for punishment of those that don’t want to be Catholicized or Islamicized by a bunch of assholes wannabes because of the coup occurring around the world and in our country to return to the saying 

SILENCE IS GOLDEN to protect their empires and their own HYDES even though SILENCE is not GOLDEN unless you are watching a really good movie or reading a really good book or on the phone or making babies in a crowded home, etc

My last name growing up is Root. I’m proud of it because of those people I love and those people that they love and we were not golden nor perfect by any means but we did try (not to be perfect) and sometimes we failed for various reasons but we should not stop trying. As my niece said “we are a work in progress.” She was talking about her dad specifically.

I still haven’t finished any of my jewelry projects. I start them and really work hard on them but I never seem to finish them so far. I’m still learning how.

I was intimidated and so were others in my family, and everyone in our families by things we did not understand and misunderstanding each other and I’m sure it is that way in the world for most people.

The picture in another post of a tot inside a plastic bag looks my daughters as tots (Tater tots) and looks like my niece when she was a tot who was beautiful and her and her family were attacked by evil but our children did not use pacifiers. Who in their right mind would put a tot in a plastic bag with a hole in it?


Personal note: INCEST

I’ll tell you a feeling I had years later when my sister was caring for my dad in the hospital before he aspirated he watched her every move and he couldn’t talk at the time and I felt at the time he was depending on her so much that he would not take his eyes off of her and thought it was nice and then later when I learned some things that happened later I reaccessed that memory. And because of how my sister’s were indoctrinated and by what or whom I realized it wasn’t innocent. Maybe on her part but something inside me makes me think it was something inside her maybe controlling her. It was like he didn’t trust her. He was drugged, sick and SUPER weak and he would not close his eyes and couldn’t talk at the time or take his eyes off her every where she moved in that room. It was weird. When I had my huge operation she was gonna take care of my kids….promised to do it and then instead had to go home and do laundry. When she was caring for my dad she went home the day of he was gonna go home and someone gave him a pill that he aspirated on supposedly while she went to their residence at the ARC to clean it up for his homecoming. That’s what she said. Now I don’t know who gave the pill to my dad or when. We were so excited about him getting well and that he was going home that day to be with mom. I flew in from Dallas to San Antonio after I got the call and that is when I saw the dove in the yard under his window dying so I moved it to the shade or the sunshine. I’m not sure which because i was distraught before I went to see him though he was unconscious. Anyway then she tried to hospice my mom with her 2nd husbands direction (his 3rd marriage, one died and still receiving my sisters divorce settlement for 2 more years which is hefty) recently and was denied after some controversy because she told me it was free with medicaid and medicare and would not include a doctors care. So I looked up the traveling doctors service and said she could still have doctors care and she poo-pooed the idea because it cost money. She held on to $35,000 in her savings of my mother’s money until my mom died from my mom’s estate as if that made it right or honorable or kosher or honest. I didn’t get $35,000. she had sent email of her putting some flags on my dad’s grave and a few pic of my mom with junk jewelry on that a 2 year old would wear and so I wrote to family members that she was mocking in so many words. And then they bought a shepherd’s hook that The Arc suggested for the hummingbird feeder outsider her windows that my sister bought out of that $35,000 or perhaps out of her own wallet with blinds and which is blinding and in one of those pictures talked about my mom seeing clearer now. Her eyes were closed in that pic with a very sad look on her face.

She had a huge diamond ring that all of us contributed to for a surprise I don’t know which sister got it. Previously, I borrowed 6 thousand for a car that I needed and did not pay back as I should have. My older sister borrowed money for huge 2nd wedding for their daughter with all the socialites you can imagine from Dallas and it took them a while to pay back. Then my older sister said they hospiced my mom two weeks before she died in their time. The one with the brother-in-law in charge of her estate. There was controversy between the hospital, the hospice people, and the retirement center and somehow they couldn’t agree about my mom and she died. Somebody held up good medical attention and blamed it on COPD and she never smoked. My older sister said she knew she didn’t want to live like that yet my mom told me she wanted to live to 105 to outlive her grandmother, my great-grandmother WHITE.) That is what my older sister told me after she died and she said she loved me. Didn’t warn me they were hospicing her which is insidious and didn’t invite me to the funeral (IS THAT LOVE?) or the other events and I had been previously ousted from my little sister’s home near by the hospital and the residence so I couldn’t stay nearby. But as you encounter things you  don’t realize things that help you to understand that takes time to unfold and so I wasn’t prepared for the many deceptions I have had to cope with.

My sister stole a painting (didn’t ask for it that I know of and I asked for it back and never heard back about it that I painted for my mom that took me months to paint on porcelain and hung it in her entryway) and removed all pictures of me in her home that I could tell. I suffer from supposed COPD and need good care. There are so many things that happened to get me there including poison. (Almonds or poisonous walnuts listeria and admitted later her recipe was with walnuts even though she told me that her dip was made with almonds? inside jab around the time of the listeria outbreak in walnuts and I got really sick but was diagnosed with COPD for a reason.) Why lie about it if it weren’t premeditated. She told me in a conversation near that time that she had thrown away all the pictures of my parents friends that they had collected and is that okay? She and my sister were the ones making decisions about the stuff in the warehouse of my parents things deciding what to do with their things and their memorabilia. Not sure of her intentions but it occurs to me now either she was protecting the friends or hiding who they were for other reasons (especially since that general, his daughter, and son were in those pictures. Sort of a Helter Skelter decision without telling the older sister for some reason kind of thing or she was under a spell of some kind. Said she didn’t want to deal with the pictures she threw them away before she asked and then asked if that was okay. Leaving no evidence behind. I wash;t into pictures photo of people other than than my parents or family a few friends but didn’t occur to me she might be un-tanning a rat. Protecting the guilty. Covering something up. I was just reacting to her whims without any choice not knowing her reason or her intent, trusting in her love for my parents. I don’t think she was in control at all or the things she was doing and had any idea why. She never thought much about much. She just wasn’t all there. HEnce, Praising the Lord when she found her cell phone like Fox news anchor woman with the pretty cat eyes in regards to a news story about a parade ambush about the people being in our prayers. saying “they’ll be in our prayers.” RIght. Like a greeting without any thought and just BS. Things people say and that they don’t really mean it’s just a formality of some kind without any meaning. She was the same lady that when I said how pretty eyes she had out loud in my living room she said to the camera I was waiting for you to say that. That’s nuts for ya and it is not me, it’s them. She had found a letter she told me about in their things which was probably planted by my brother in law and his wife – a letter from my brother to my dad about her lack of brain power and felt hurt by my dad even though it was not from him. Could be she was lying. I have no idea i never saw it.) When she lived with me she took my recipes to organize them and put them on computer and I never saw them again. She was kind of scattered. I probably would not have gone to the funeral because of the controversy in our family about me and him and all the shit in-between because it was that bad. My daughter went to honor my mom and my relatives told her that they weren’t mad at me for not coming. LOL Crazy shit.

The daughter of the incestious shit married another White and wears an ankh tattooed on her shoulder/arm. She thought my mom looked peaceful without air when she was having trouble breathing and she is a nurse at least that is what was told to me in an e-mail. She didn’t want my sister to reset the oxygen tube to her nose because she had a habit of taking it off in her sleep. She didn’t want to help with the eye liquid to help my mom’s eye infection because she had a bunch of kids with her in the room that she I c guess was having problems controlling in the hospital room. I thought that wasn’t allowed and she thought that the nurse in charge should do it even though it was her grandmother lying there but she did insist that the nurse do her job which she should have without insistence since she it was her job. She is probably a victim of incest but has been mind vacuumed and fucked with when she went to see a psychiatrist, I think. Gary didn’t think she needed a psychiatrist for a long time, but needed her space. She shaved her head in Highschool, put a tattoo on the crack of her butt that pointed to it, cut herself purposefully tp bleed, and the school she went to, a very prominent private school, had rumors afloat of a dad abusing their daughter that my older sister told me about.

He gave his daughter a jealousy lesson in the hot tub in the back yard (that’s what he said it was) one night when my mom was visiting them from out of town when I went to visit her at their home because of the 3rd child that was about to be born. She was 2 or 3 years old. She married early and witnessed from Brooklyn from the top of a building the towers being attacked on 9-11 in Manhattan. Was beaten up by her boyfriend at the time in New York and moved to a safer place far away and got married ASAP and had bunch of beautiful kids. But she is not well even if she thinks she is and married a kind of funny guy with may tattoos and he liked those big holes in the nose and ears. His name was LEVI, but they matched and were happy. She used to keep all her art work and papers on the floor and it covered just about every inch on her floor (just like the daughter who filled every inch of her paper with her crayon artwork with her mom from Newtown) in her bedroom when she lived at home as a teenager. Her alarm to wake her when she least expected it.

The incestuous shit’s sister changed her name from Elizabeth to Jessica when she was quite young.

He danced naked for his college frat on a table and my sister showed the pic to my cousin who told me about it….when I was sick

so she was definitely proud of him and it. The dick that she had to have surgery to make herself bigger to enjoy sex she she had a baby and a boob job and face lift and nose job to feel good enough.

Now does that sound innocent having a jealousy talk with a 2 or 3 year old daughter alone in a jacuzzi at night in the backyard? Was it O’REILLY necessary?

He had been drinking beer probably on all accounts. It was a bad habit and was an ingredient for much of the mess we had to deal with.

In fact, she got his attention when she noticed him the first time by dumping beer on his head in a stable or barn party so that he would remember her and he did.

When he molested me in my sleep he did it when my sister his wife slept a foot away from me. We had been to a wine tasting party having to do with their business their Cheese Shop.  I was about 18 years of age. My mom wanted to know why I didn’t scream: Because I loved my sister but I did kick his hands off me when I realized I wasn’t dreaming. It took me a time that I cannot evaluate except i had to figure it out when it was right and he slithered away on the floor the same way I imagine that he came into the room where we slept. I really had a right to sue them then. She had asked me to stay so I would not drive home and made him and their male employee a young boy about 16 to sleep in the bedroom with the bathroom in their one bedroom apartment and the girls slept on the hideaway bed of their couch in the living room to keep it kosher and safe and so we wouldn’t drive intoxicated home from their business party and I guess i slept on the wrong side of the bed. The next morning we went to breakfast and i was still trying to figure out what the hell happened. He acted like nothing happened. I was still in shock. I will never forget it. It was surreal. I went to see a friend who didn’t understand and he could have cared less. I cried on the side of my house. I started to have panic attacks which grew into an extreme reactions and physical manifestations: Urticaria. Very big and painful hives.

The kind of hives that can grow to be the size of a football and hurt to the very bone. Very deep and long lasting pain.

 Got on Allegra for a while and eventually Effexor which takes care of both panic attacks and allergies.  I overdosed on the pills when I went to see my sister at the office to tell her about the butt grab. It was an accidental overdose. The kind that you use to get off of effexor in stages is what i used and I forgot how much I took. I did go to the hospital for that. I had eaten a dorito around that time that I think had glass in it. I had been knocked over by my ex for slapping his face for not believing me that I was being followed by investigators even at the school I attended trying to improve my circumstances and he didn’t like that. He was afraid I might outdo him in real-estate. The ex accused me of being paranoid and I was paranoid but I was being followed I know because of how the teacher treated me trying to hug me and it seemed like it was for a picture. It didn’t seem natural since we didn’t know each other and it was from afar distance meaning it was unnatural and for no reason, just out of the blue. The ex said I knocked him hard but his glasses fell down to the ground and not across the garage as he remembers. He was into wrestling as kid so when he came at me i was flattened on my back with a fist in my face though he didn’t quite hit me. I licked envelopes for the last job I did for them, (about 2000 of them a fulfillment advertising extra job). I think he may have poisoned me to shut me up but it is not provable because I didn’t know I would get sick. So I’m not sure what made me sick. All of the above. The ex said it was from the fall i had at the wedding when I stepped on my skirt that I didn’t hem because of the time and the hemline of the skirt while dancing with my brother and it was not a hard fall and we were laughing: it was a slip on a very soft skirt full length almost like a hoop skirt that full. I think I bought it the night before.  But my sickness happened a long time after the wedding and  after that garage scene that I looked like I was exploding and was pregnant by about 7 months so that even the crossing guard said “I didn’t know you were pregnant” when I walked to school to pick up my kids from school. I ended up at the doctor who got me on antibiotics then went to the ER at the hospital and they took me off the antibiotics and they misdiagnosed me and sent me home and then I went the next day after throwing up and a high temperature and feeling deathly ill and was taken care of by some good doctors.

There is so much more and that is what my sister did to me in retaliation besides trying to make me look like I was being hugged by my brother in law innocently by both of us while she dreamt of kissing him on a bridge and telling her dream to her younger sister his wife. The brother-in law that saved her son’s life from drowning at their pool when he was 3 years of age when she was trying to take a bad picture of me and him hugging and she didn’t even remember that he did save her son’s life after his granddaughter died on her third birthday party from drowning. I had to remind her that he had saved her son’s life because she was in touch with him during his separation from my little sister. I didn’t think I had the right to be in touch with him nor was I with her husband when they separated. I stuck with her. So I told her because I thought he probably was distraught to remind him which might help him in some way what he had done for her and she called him to console him with the information she had forgotten about her own son. I don’t know if it helped but I realized something is weird about this. She also stayed in touch with my ex but we weren’t able to separate during our divorce because of lack of money and because my younger sister who stayed with me for 2 years during her separation and divorce  in my daughters bedroom and many drunk nights didn’t want to ruin her new marriage by me staying with her. I learned I didn’t want to stay with them when her husband said don’t bring friends and I thought wow he has a room in the garage where the cars are stored. What if? So I chose not to visit just in case he had something planned. Not often do men make stipulations about a kid bringing a friend for a visit and that is what he was doing about my kids around the time that hospicing was being discussed and I didn’t know what they meant by hospicing until some conversations later and it meant basically hosting death. (Just bring your own kids not anyone else kind of stuff for a visit. It occurred in my little paranoid mind (eye) since the guest room was in the garage that it would be so easy to poison my family with CO. OOOH yea. ) Money was riding on that decision. She has two more years of divorce settlement to swindle and he knows how to rattle her chains. I wonder what he will do then to her being the third wife, one has already died etc. He did not put one dollar of his own into buying the home they live in. So I warned her in an e-mail and she called me Satan and the Devil. When we got stoned without him on a family visit from a joint she got from a friend basically a nub of a joint that was left over after they had smoked it the night before we dropped my brother off at his son’s town and on the way drove on a road called Purgatory and we kind of mused about it. That was the second to last visit but that joint helped us to get along because we didn’t get along otherwise. That was when my other sister wanted to watch that movie and they set me up on the dining room floor to sleep on their blow up bed because my brother was sick in a wheel chair etc though he wasn’t at all sick when we met him at the airport and walked like he always had. Before that my sister knew that i needed a certain kind of arrangement for my safety and peace of mind while I slept with family around and I guess she forgot. After the molestation my sister often asked me to spend the night and I don’t remember doing it but a few times but ever so watchful because it wasn’t worth it. The reason I had to tell on him was a visit with my family in San Antonio a few years after i was married and he started his look and wanted to carry me to the car for my cigarettes because it was raining or wet outside and I was barefoot in the house and I declined and came up behind me anyway while I leaned into the car so I couldn’t sleep all night because he was possessed and i left in the middle of the morning without telling anyone because I wanted some sleep, I was tired and it upset them that I left so early without a word. A girl needs her sleep. I didn’t want to deal with it then or anytime but I had to when they asked and they asked. She used her best friend growing up as her messenger THE GENERAL’S DAUGHTER and she called me and asked. So I told her and I was upset and she advised me what to do and I chose the better of the two to tell it to and it kind of ballooned from there.

It took on a life of it’s own and was out of my control. LOL

A Schizophrenic named Johnny

The best friend’s dad had a funny habit which got to be a joke of walking in on the Roots when we were on the toilet because we had a habit of keeping our bathroom doors unlocked even when having parties. We just didn’t think about it especially the Root kids but he would do it like: “AHA, I Caught ya!” when he opened the door wide and it became a joke partially because of how he did it. It was weird and it was kind of funny and obviously happened a few times and had been discussed in passing and sort of a muse. I don’t know how many stars he had but it was impressive. He was an MIA in the Congo for a while and I don’t know the details. He lived through it somehow but it was in the news and was a concern at the time. He had some kids besides my sister’s best friend and one was a Schizophrenic named Johnny who imagined during his episodes with Vincent Bugliosi who wrote the book called Helter Skelter before they got a handle on it that he was Jesus. Nice kid though I did not know him well because they were not my best friend’s family but my sister’s best friend’s family. When on a mutual trip as kids in Europe my sister almost drowned  with her friend in the ocean when their raft went out via a current too far and they were saved by another boat that happened upon them. They lived in one country while we lived in another country in Europe at the same time so they visited each other during that time as well.  General Rattan was not a Gummerson who took some privileges he should not have when I was only a kid when my dad was away (probably trying to find the Parthenon and distinguish the differences between it and what ever he had already seen during his trip that he took without us when we camped without him for a while in our trip around some of the countries in Europe. We did both with and without him but that was the plan that my dad made for us and for him because he was in charge of his family at the time) or we would not have thought it was so funny him walking in on us when on the toilet and figured out his scheme.

When I had to kick her out of my home it was not the first time but this time she had my mom in her care. The reason was because while driving home from a family gathering where she was drunk she started slapping my head from the back of the car while I drove my mom in the front passenger side with my kids in the back so much so I could barely keep my head up high enough to see over the dashboard luckily we were close to home. It was a family argument that went amuck and she was drunk. So I was pissed off and she was livid when we got home and she was breathing fire and brimstone at me and it wasn’t dissipating quick enough to my satisfaction which is why I made her leave which made my mom have to leave since she brought her. It reminded me of Mel Gibson on his horse before his army in Brave Heart right before they attacked the English. It was late and I’m sure that has something to do with it and some of the things she did later. She was going through a really horrible divorce with very few allies. She didn’t always show what she was really feeling hiding things like sadness and shock inside her and expressed it using booze and partying to cover it up. Her family turned on her and her future ex was totally innocent. He had the company in his name, what do you expect. It was his second marriage and her first marriage and she didn’t know any better and he was prepared. He took advantage of her naiveté and so did the hangers while they could. In essence he had her up against the wall like red-necked mother fucker even though he was better than that. He still did it and so did the lawyers, their family, their friends and acquaintances and I didn’t understand the depth of her despair because she hid it. I knew she was in trouble i just didn’t realize how bad it was. It wasn’t easy living together in my home at the time but I had a family and my own problems, too. She said when I was on the phone trying to listen to to what was being said on the phone and she talking at me flip-flopping by in her sandals being very busy, “Can’t you multitask?” I guess she wanted to know where the laundry room was located, something trivial at that very moment while I was on the phone. LOL. So we did some bickering here and there. The first time she I kicked her out of my apartment at the time was she was drunk again. She never drank when she lived with mom and dad growing up except once that I remember when I found she had gotten into some vodka with her neighbor friend. She was about 13 years of age, the neighbor whose dad took some privileges with her she said as he picked her up over the fence between our houses and I guess he touched her in the wrong place. That was near the time another little girl was either raped or attempted rape at the age of about 12 -13 years of age in the woods near the elementary school across from our house. She was undressed and I don’t know any more of the details but she was one her way somewhere to a friends house and got waylaid. Very pretty blond girl. I don’t remember her name. She was friend of my little sister at that time. Don’t know who did it and we didn’t see her again after that. My youngest sister started to drink beer in college. When the brother in law my ex’s oldest brother lived with us before I knew he had been stealing from us although he lied his ass off about stupid stuff and probably more than we even suspected and a loser  but needed friends. My sister was kind of needing friends and I thought they might have fun together as friends. Have someone to go places with in the meanwhile. He took it too far and came home with her to sleep with her and I thought I wasn’t gonna let him take advantage of her drunkenness. So I made her leave and it upset her. I think she was crying in the parking lot looking for her car. And then he was kicked soon after that. My other brother-in-law of my ex his brother thought I was ridiculous for protecting my sister because she was old enough to take care of herself. She may have been old enough but she wasn’t in her right head. So I think we never resolved that night somehow or another and she may have resented it. The reason I wanted them to have fun together was both were lonely at the time and I thought with each other they might meet someone while out together and that was how I stated it as well to both as I recall though I don’t remember the conversations I had with each I know that was what I was thinking. I didn’t want to to have family affair. It was embarrassing for her though she really was better off not having slept with him because we found out some time or other he might have raped a friend’s daughter it was alleged though not pursued. He was leeching us while he was going through his divorce. Getting paid by the ex while I worked for free. When the eldest got back to his northern frontier told his brother and mom that he had beaten me up which he didn’t but I think he wished he had. What a weird thing to tell them.  I guess it was the friend’s daughter that he beat up. He went to live in the hill country in a tent for a couple of years. He was the one I think that stole the paint rig the second time he mooched off us after everything was forgiven when his other brother was going through a divorce or something like that. They are catholic and it’s okay for catholics to get a divorce if they are male. We all forgave each other but I think there were some resentments. They drank a lot of beer and smoked pot. I didn’t drink that much because I don’t really like beer that much except on a really hot day or every once in a while i will partake but i smoked with them. The reason I didn’t like drinking because I did it for a while and it never was a good ending.

Anyway while adding this information that I recalled while editing because my account is a bit disjointed an exaggeration LOL in this attempt I started to have an allergy attack itchy throat and stuff and found my dog with an unopened box of equate for allergy relief and she wagged her tail but she chews on anything she can find chewable so I think I will take it but gonna jut take one because I can’t read the instructions the writing is so small but the advertising is quite easy to read which isn’t very older friendly. How weird is that to get a suggestion from a puppy?

Anyway both brothers are a bit crazy and worked at the auto shops in Michigan one lasted a long time and gets a decent pension for sticking with it off and on. He learned all the skills and became a utility man and could sit around most of the time making phone calls and getting drunk and got paid for it. They weren’t all bad and I liked them but they had no respect for me or females in general except if they were children and their mom of course she didn’t care if they lied their asses off and didn’t mind blaming the wives because her sons could do no wrong. Well they did a lot of wrong. The brothers would get together all five sometimes just four and go fishing while the wives stayed with their mom and kids cooking and knitting and chatting about nothing. So I would go fishing not because I like to fish but because I liked the outdoors and didn’t like what they’d did and they were nice but the moment anything serious came up they went blank. Put on their blinds. I remember when I brought a book from the south to the north and it was about Jesus a series of books I collected at the time WHO also wrote abut Elijah and other prophets written by a pretty good author Phillip Yancey one sister-in-law looked at it wistfully as if she wished she could read it and she was a school teacher. I reached out to her when I was upset and got the blinds. The mom had a picture of Jesus on her bedroom wall and a bible they were not allowed to touch much less read and you have to admit that is ridiculous.

I remember doing a job that had to be finished in 24 hours. (Quite a few times I made it happen.) A spa in the country. I did it and finished it. It was still wet but it was finished. Anyway it was a tough life and I would definitely not do it again with the same person but I love my kids and they are worth it. So if it meant not having them I would do it again but I would have gotten a divorce much earlier when they were tots when I saw the light hopefully much earlier and if possible would have raised them myself with the help of my parents. I think they would have been much better off.

I know they would have been better off.

His family the women were used and I mean used to have kids and to screw (but they don’t realize it) and to use as a maid to degrade and to chastise except for their mom. The two sons that had some divorces blamed their wives for having affairs and they were doing the same thing before they were. They owned their wives and the wives did not like it. Only one son seemed to have a grip to some degree about females and was sweet to his kids and his wife. She was/is good wife but she wasn’t very deep or if she was she didn’t show it but very sweet. The handsome one had a hard time figuring out why he wasn’t allowed to get information about his mom from the hospital she was at for some emergency health problems and why they called the one that was the alleged rapist. (Not that he tried that hard to understand) I had to sort of say out of my own experience because he probably has Power of Attorney and was the eldest son. The one that was handsome didn’t think about that even though he worked for company named ALCOA and was very successful with the school teacher wife. There is something wrong with catholics and Catholicism.

Experience is a good thing even when sometimes it seems bad. For me it was both. Some times it takes a while but is unlike anything else. I wasn’t much of a reader of books until I became interested in why I was watching clowns on TV speaking in tongues and acting like jack asses, asking for donations, and smiling like cheshire cats when talking about Jesus. They were sick. Every once in a while though I learned something through them. Then I started to read other peoples books about Jesus and the bible. Eventually I read the Scofield Bible and read his additions and interpretations. Then I tried for a short time the One Year bible and got turned of because it was ridiculous as was the Chicken Soup book I received and eventually started reading the bible skipping the begetting parts. I don’t think I have yet read the whole thing. Then I started reading on the internet prophecy sites and listening on the radio about it and was concerned because of  things going on in the world. Then read some other things related like Apologetics (I guess because of the flood) and was able IMO to fit some puzzle pieces together. I did the same with JFK’s assassination and came to some unusual conclusions that no one else dared to do but they made lots of money doing it like Bill O’reilly who brags about his book sales while advertising them nightly on his yak show of Fox. It would be impossible not to sell a lot of books plus you get a tee shirt and sometimes a free mug and if you O’reilly lucky you get a hurrycane when you least expect it  after he sells ya down the river. Anyway he is about as useful as catholic moms in a different sort of way. SNORT SNORT He does that a lot especially when he knows he’s wrong. His way or the highway which is the same thing.

It was kind of funny coming from her.

When I started a designer jeans business under her tutelage as my boss she had a party to help along and said she invited 300 people and then 500 and 2 people showed up. She didn’t think I was prepared or energetic enough. I wore out quickly because of the operation setting up. I have no idea if she really invited very many people because she did exaggerate in the past. I got a message in a different kind of way which was not very kind: OUCH. She bitched at me for not being good enough when no one showed up. I sold two things one thing for about 15 bucks that took me abut 15 hours to make off and on. It was really disappointing and the girl wanted another for a friend and I never did fulfill it. It was really nice leather bracelet.

Another time when she had neighborhood sale thing going on invited me and my daughter to participate with our jewelry that we made and other things and her neighbor came over and she changed her tune with me. Told me to move a mirror I brought to sell that I had made, a mosaic (my first), to a better place because it was distracting the neighbors or the shoppers and I guess that was why they weren’t buying or approaching her home. It was by her front door leaning on the bricks on the ground and was only about 18 high in order to be out of the way of the shoppers or the tables. She and her neighbor sat in their chairs by the road and I accused her and her friend of distracting the potential shoppers. I think I said, “I think it’s you guys distracting the customers.” It was a garage sale, for heavens sake. I wasn’t out of line, even my daughter (the one that gave up her bedroom for two years) thought she was ridiculous at that time and she looked up to her most of the time, but it was because of her friend. She did not like me and I didn’t even know her. If looks could kill she was sending some my way.

I think by that time when I kicked her out of my home after two years she may have gotten Power of Attorney over my mom’s estate to help with the costs of the divorce she was involved in which had a lot of money riding on it. The lawyers were expensive and not on her side even though she hired them. My mom probably willingly was trying to help. my sister sort of lived with us the last half year to a year off and on but still occupying the bedroom but using her RV intermittently that she was able to get with the lawyers help in order to travel and get away from my family when she needed her privacy and space. That was after the time she scrunched my pastel portraits in the expanding part of her RV forgetting she had stored them there and didn’t tell me for three months.  She finally let me in on the secret. I did one of them over again a few times and it turned out better so it wasn’t all that bad and it’s not like I sell them. I was pretty nice about it because it was understandable. She wanted to sell them for me and screwed up in her confusion. A few were really good portraits though only one was sellable as far as desirability for decor. But the rest showed my talent as an example and I redid the one I thought was desirable of the lady on her horse close up in the movie Kingdom of Heaven because of the snapshot and my style of pastel painting. She had me do one of her step grandchild from her brochure at the funeral. She was the three year old that died on her birthday party in their swimming pool. Beautiful kid. Never met her but she was penetrating and sweet looking. So i did it twice. I think i did a pastel and a porcelain on her. She gave it to her ex and her step daughter and I didn’t sign it because I usually don’t. Haven’t got a great signature and so it remained anonymous and she wanted them to think she found an artist and had it painted for them. She did find an artist and it was me but for some reason she didn’t want them to know it. Makes no sense except that my reputation proceeded me? They knew me. They knew them.

She was not a perfect wife nor was her first husband a perfect husband and they together became successful. She often did the shit work for him like taking care of kids in her home his, hers and his, and others to help. She suggested I do the same and I knew I couldn’t handle it so I didn’t. She was great sales lady and started a very successful part of their business in fact it was her idea. The apartment side of their business which he bequeathed to a friend one of his followers after it was developed and up and running. He like to have an entourage most of the time causing problems in their marriage. The ELvis type. Part of the problem was that he was generous to a fault and that attracts people not all of them bad. They drank a lot and partied a lot and traveled a lot. Before her he had not reached successful success with his first wife. so my sister made a big difference. And he used her looks and personality. She had to get a boob job in a dirty room somewhere to keep him happy and he berated her one night on the New Years Eve for not showing them off  like his new partner’s wife who had boobs that looked like water bags on her belly button. I saw the picture of her and she was not anything I would consider attractive. There should have been some paper bags around just in case. My sister was pretty. People often compared her to Raquel Welch because of some of her natural beauty, high cheek bones, pretty neck, beautiful smile, long legs, pretty skin. I shopped with her for the dress she wore that night and she looked beautiful in it. It was a classy black dress backless to a point. She had pretty long legs and the dress showed them very well and she looked really classy. But her husband drove her to tears that night because of the boobs of the other woman and my sister went to gather herself together and luckily came out of the bathroom where they were celebrating and a different man told her how beautiful she was. Believe me she had her moments. He noticed.

Another night she was partying with her husband and his entourage and ended up at Dennys for breakfast and was forced to watch a woman suck a man’s dick under the table across from her and she did not want to watch and resisted and was berated by her husband and his friends. I think it might have been a company party they had attended of their company that he took full credit for even though he knows she helped unless you don’t think your own kids by the first wife and their kids are important. She was abused by him and by the situation which often occurs with second marriages. He was a wonderful guy in many ways and so are all of his kids from both marriages, IMO. They loved each other but when one gets successful and you have hangers ons its kind of tough for everyone involved, parents, kids, marriages, etc. Its a balancing act and excessive drinking doesn’t help.

Older men loved her; she made them laugh because she had a great sense of humor and liked old people. She saved her husband’s dad when he fell once. I forget the details and circumstances but he was alone at the time and said something funny to her when he found him and assisted him off the floor. It was a cute story. She made a point to see him for her husband and they were great friends but not so with the mother in law who put her down all the time but they were divorced for good reason. She was not a sweet lady. Always comparing one wife with another of her sons and even putting him down and comparing one son with another. And the other brother was married to a dog. Not really that bad. She just is not what i would imagine as attractive except she had pretty skin. My sister tried to help her when she and her husband divorced until it became impossible but he dumped her because she got Lupus. She wasn’t too bad before that though but not that great either but one man’s trash is another man’s treasure. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder i just didn’t beholden to hers or his idea of beauty. She was a pear which is sometimes beautiful on there right person. I don’t know what lupus does to a person and it probably affected her though I don’t remember liking her very much to begin with I didn’t really know her but I’m a pretty good judge of qualities I think but have been fooled as well. We didn’t know each other very well so but I heard some things about some behavior that just was caddy about her and under the circumstances she was taking it out on the wrong person, I think. She was not treated fairly by her ex or the mother in law and guess by me at this time but it was only an impression of her. Women can be hard on each other in families when the family grows.

As far as her family goes my sister rarely called when she was happy but when she had something to bitch about was when I heard from her. So I didn’t hear about the good stuff much which is usually the case, I think.

She was my Shirley Temple buddy when we were tots. I was 13 month older. We ate ice cream and potato chips while we watched those shows and many cartoons. We liked to dip the chips in ice cream: mostly Neapolitan ice cream. We would wake up super early before sunrise to get a good start on our fun together. That may be an exaggeration. We flew in our bedroom together like Peter Pan and Tinker Bell. We saw a hobo with the knapsack and a dog in the woods together from our window in the back yard. We saw monkeys at the castle over the tree tops together. She was usually dressed in soft pink and usually fuzzy and I was in blue kind of crisp stuff when my mom sewed for us or bought outfits. That was the color code she used I guess to tell us apart even though we did not look alike. She was the lotus blossom of the family. I have no idea what flower I was.

For some reason my dad was glad I had a long nose. I was given that impression somehow and it’s not that long but what is interesting about that is my older sister when she had her surgery for deviated septum who started with a pugish nose though it was pretty kind of like Marilyn Monroe but had her nose changed to look like my little sister and it did her no justice. Made her look hard/harsh unlike what that similar nose looked like on my little sister. She competed with my little sister and I guess felt inadequate having all those surgeries and would not admit to them even to her kids. Maybe something was going on I didn’t know about with my little sister and her husband. I have no idea but I didn’t ask nor did I even suspect till lately. Not that anything happened except the night we watched The Last of the Mohicans at my little sister’s house on a family trip when my sister swallowed Kaopectate thinking it was Pepto-Bismal. She didn’t check and it was very dark in the kitchen and it was not her kitchen. She had stomach problems because she couldn’t handle corn products, so she opened up the bottle and swigged it not taking a tsp or tbs of the medicine and came in to tell us. I didn’t see her do it but I had seen her do it in the past so I knew that was probably what she had done.  We called poison control and she threw up and pooped a lot of the night as we found out later and dad cleaned her up and the mess that was made upstairs. That same weekend Gary was shown’ hisself and I nudged my little sister on the couch so she could see. He was on the floor and hanging it out his shorts. It was one of the first times he was doin’ it so others could see. She saw and she mused about it. It was a strange reaction, but she had been drinking and so had i been drinking though I don’t drink much. My sister and i could not help but laugh about my older sister which a strange reaction but she came in with pink lips like a Japanese Concubine (no offense) and the expression on her face was startling, kind of funny, and it was scary, though we didn’t know the depths of her sickness till later and it became a family joke though I don’t think she was amused especially then. Her husband reported to us what was going on upstairs and we let dad handle it. Another time was at the beach on a family trip sharing condos and the shower was going in their room, I think and I walked by their open door next to the living room where all of us were and he was stark naked in a standing pose stroking his dick and looking at me. I guess she was in the shower or in the dining room. It got to be a schtick, but it was sick. He was huge and I guess it was problem for him. Past abundant to the nth degree and I think that may have been part of the problem. He was oversexed, perhaps.

He was so big he could have sucked himself so that is kind of over doing it trait-wise,  but I don’t think he ever tried. I don’t think it was fair in a way for someone to have been over blessed or over endowed since she was uncomfortable, I was uncomfortable, and perhaps others etc. So I don’t think it’s all his fault, necessarily. But to base pride in one’s size is too bad because it isn’t necessarily a blessing, but a curse.

On one trip we took she played a joke on dad as he drove and covered his eyes with her hands while he drove on a highway, I think it was, and we lived through it. On another trip, my mom wore a wig and the wind was blowing and she said, “Mummy, your wig is blowing off.”  real loud and embarrassed mom. I think we were traveling on our camping trip in France at the time. She used to call her that because of where we lived at the time and her age. Mummy this and mummy that. We hiked up a mountain on an Appalachian trail with backpacks with my dad to a pretty place and ate dehydrated food that we hydrated in the stream and other times shopped for yachts with dad for fun. We rode horses together and apart. We did a lot of cool things as a family and we sang together as a family. We were a pretty damned good family for the most part for quite a while. Dad organized us and mom helped and they made wake up early when it was still dark to take trips to show us things and to learn to camp though she and i didn’t really do the work. The older kids did the work setting up the tent and stuff. But we did imagine together a bunch. He changed our diapers and gave us baths to help mom and she did what she could do to help his career and raise a family. Nobody is perfect.

He quit drinking late in their marriage and expected her to follow suit and she wasn’t ready when he was ready to quit. I think he was planning to divorce because he had had an affair when her first kid was young or was caught at the office with her late at night and ended up marrying her after their divorce and her husband conveniently died at the right time so that they could marry and he called her his field mouse. I never saw what she looked like but I can imagine at the hospital with Queen Elizabeth.

Just because I was on morphine for 10- 14 days doesn’t mean I lost my memory and I’m not a schizophrenic.

[No offence.]

She was abused and he wasn’t. Then the wives of the friends and it gets kind of dicey. The second daughter in law (second wife of first son of her husband at the time) who sang like an angel at church, looked like one to some people but not to me and complained to her in laws when her husband his son didn’t pay attention to her while he was watching football when she sucked his dick. They did divorce, thank God. I could see right through her. When at the wedding the first thing she said to me “you have something in your eye.” not, “hi, you have something in your eye!” I guess it was that christian saying about a log in the eye. My calves are not great anymore or anything for that matter since I have been sick and even before I was not happy with the calves but her calves were like well Hippo comes to mind. that maybe over stating it but ……..Spoiled brat. So you can see why divorce came to my sister. It was an untenable marriage at some point, probably New Years Eve but they take time. When her angelic daughter in law talked she ate chips that fell out of her mouth because she wanted to do both at the same time.

They had a big company that was worth a lot of money and on some top Ten lists and it may have been the cause of much of their problems. The last time I saw him was when we went to pick up some things in a truck that belonged to my sister and she asked me to come along. We shared some wine and they talked and then argued and we left so he wouldn’t get sick because he had already had a nervous breakdown and had been in the hospital. She meant a lot to him but I think that other woman figured out a way somehow to part them because of that company they had built together. It was worth a lot of money and got maybe too much notoriety. It’s a mistake to get published in business magazines if you want to keep your family.

That’s the world baby at it’s worst.

 I think they got divorced last I heard. It’s like a game of some kind and some people have information that can be used against you and know how to wiggle in with the right neighbors who are there when you need them as occurred to her when she jogged, friends, acquaintances and I think it has something to do with the church, the NSA, and other type conveniences for why they can rob and steal.

My older sister received 250 thousand dollars a year after I was molested from her in-laws who were in the oil business in fact he was the President of a prominent ENGLISH oil company. Gary wasn’t really into shopping he was into the female thing and had a big dick he liked to show at family gatherings and family trips.

She was a shopper.

I was confused.

I loved her. She was my older sister by 6 years. I looked up to her.

They schmoozed her before they married with a trip around the world where she stole a pearl in Bangkok or Hong Kong that she told me about when they displayed a bunch of gems to her future family because I guess she wasn’t satisfied with the one her dad bequeathed to her that he bought in Hong Kong when on his first R&R during the Vietnam war. That is a dangerous indulgence to steal in a foreign country, but she got away with it somehow. She cut my brother’s eyelashes when he was tot and she was only 2 years older than him because she was jealous of his eyelashes and the comments about them from people. She spoke for him for three of his first 3 years. It took him a while to open up and talk.

Gary had problems and I believe it is spiritual especially when he got baptized or indoctrinated with his friend Bob who was Baptist minister of kids during his divorce he tried to date my sister who was one of the kids. Gary grew worse and worse IMO and so did his drinking and belligerence such as the hot tub event with his kid to prove something to my mom, to me, and to his wife. My mom and I freaked out and it was obvious we were freaked out because our eyes got really big and I know my heart was racing and my sister noticed and I know she noticed and that did not help my niece or our relationships in the family, it was so surreal.



 Soon after when her son almost drowned a few years before she printed a picture of me with my other brother in law hugging around a pool while i was in a bathing suit when he came home to greet his guests. It was nothing but a hug by a man who was 6 foot 6 inches tall and never showed sexual interest in me. Believe me I know the difference. It was a normal greeting and my sister tried to make it into something else to me and my husband at the time and glared at me way too long. It was weird and untimely since what occurred I think it was the same weekend with her 3 year old son.

Premeditated shit.

I don’t hate him though i do. He had his qualities and some were good and i know why she loved him besides the beaucoups of money. He loved her too. He loved his kids as much as a man like that can. They loved him too. He wasn’t all bad which made it confusing. I even helped her when they were separated and was her confidant often and when my time came of confusion I didn’t get help. I got shit. I got retribution. I baby sat their kids she baby sat mine using her kids once or twice. I babysat so they could go to hotels to make love, entertain each other, anniversaries, on trips and some trips they took without the kids. My parents did the same. Though she promised she would take care of my kids she didn’t offer when I almost died and the other sister had to do laundry when I was on morphine for 10 to 14 days. But their dance teacher did take care of them and also my neighbor.

We tried to handle it as best we could each of us in our way, but we didn’t know how,

each from a different vantage point.

It would have been so easy to have handled him being his wife. All she had to do was get help and she didn’t.

They relied on the church which I wrote about that care about money and not their purpose. And the church didn’t help.

The Roots tried but it was untenable and very confusing. We did our best but it fucked us up in our relationships with each other over a period of time and not like a molestor and an exhibitionist is gonna show his stuff to the males of the family if he has a thing about females in order to continue doing it without a piece of furniture ending up in their throat.

I alerted her before their second daughter was born about her husband and I paid a big price for years and she got paid a big price for years and she lied to everyone. She was hurt and confused but it was her responsibility to handle it, not mine. And she didn’t. He should have gone to get help but he went to the church. That was his idea when we discussed it after I told on him and they settled down and wanted to make amends. That was what he said he would do after I alerted her after he told me I was fucking liar on the phone. I was advised to tell either him or her by her best friend over the years and she worked for a hospital so I thought it might be good advise and I didn’t feel comfortable with him so I told her as nicely as I could leaving out much detail partially because of her reaction which was weird (I’m calling mom and dad to tell them you are attracted to Gary) so I was taken aback by her reaction. I got screwed in so many ways over the years. But I really loved her, still do in some ways, but it’s past a certain point when one turns into a killer to protect their reputation.

My daughter was abused at school called a whore tripped on the steps at the school pushed around by people and had to leave the school and was in the hospital a few days later bleeding from both ends. And some strange things happened. But she is doing the best she can for having been a virgin at that time. I guess it was retribution?

They accused me of making a phone call that my daughters made as kids on their own when the shit hit the fan and I was not involved but no one believed me. The kids did it saying, “Tell the truth, you are hurting my mom” to my sister and her husband. They did it because they loved me and knew that I was upset. They had overheard some yelling etc in the garage and between me and my family on the phones and other ways. They were not immune. I thought it was cute of them and I appreciated it and they were just kids but I didn’t know about it till I received a phone call from my mom who had been alerted by my sister that I had set up my kids to make this awful phone call. They had some spunk and expressed it. I’ll never forget it when I had to question them because my sister told my mom and she called me accusing me and asking me if  I did it and I tried to tell my mom I didn’t know. Big FUCKING deal. It was a tough time for my mom, for me, and my dad because of the lies and lies can be tough to get through to the truth when one is upset and everyone was upset. There were many lies. And soon after I went to the hospital. Got a 14 inch deep scar and poisoned with sepsis and peritoneal abcess was being followed before that when I went to the real-estate school and because the company they and I worked for were protecting themselves against a lawsuit i  had a right to make  because he grabbed my ass at work pretty hard which is considered sexual assault in most businesses and is not allowed.  Against the law. They knew it and I know they had a film because I know they had cameras at the office going but I didn’t sue after many threats and being followed because I was afraid for my life (because I was being followed) and having such a prominent company on their side and they were ruthless the company and my sister and her husband. I have no idea who hired the investigator but while I never saw the person I know I was being followed  because of the actions of the teacher at the real estate school was very well I can’t’ think of the word known and involved in the business well connected and I believe he was paid somehow or another or maybe it was just a favor.

It was too much for one woman to handle.

The real reason for the retribution by my sister is because Gary lost my uncle’s money and his own on the stock market one Tuesday in October. It was a lot of money. He didn’t divulge it to his client my uncle, my mom’s brother, for a long time and was freaking out for a long time about it. He looked as sick as he could have ever looked and they were having some marital problems as well during this time and he lost his mojo big time. My uncle called me asked and I said “yes he lost your money and is trying to get it back.” Later he offered me a job and I declined. I didn’t tell my sister but since they delayed telling him by about at least 6 weeks or so I think I thought he had a right to know since he asked. I didn’t call him. He called me. Same goes for their daughter. I didn’t call her, she called me. She and her family had to move down the road because their dream home was too expensive for the loss they made and blamed my mom and me and my dad for their mistake though they didn’t know it. They applied material on her walls and other things to decorate it for free because my mom sewed and dad could staple and apply it etc. it was a beautiful material for that dream home. I think they did some other type work as well like wall paper. It was really tough having to move into a house with a swimming pool, a jacuzzi, 4 bedrooms, a study etc.  Can you imagine?

But her friend from college, Babs said in my company, ” It is harder for those that have had money to lose it than those that don’t.” She was married to a banker. Tough to be rich.

If I had lied to my uncle I could have been sued or charged in some way during a process that might have occurred if I had lied and the truth was found out so i did the right thing and possibly for the wrong reasons but I didn’t call him, he called me and I told the truth very succinctly. Short and sweet. My mom and i were put between a rock and hard place by their frivolous shit and punished for it as well.

But after that I didn’t realize it I was their enemy and i didn’t know how low they could go but they went really low all because of money. They barely earned what they received fucking with me and those that I love. I can’t think of how many homes they lived in that they were able to buy. I owned one home in my life for about 3 years till I got sick, we divorced, and the ex went bankrupt, etc.

Pretty dammed small of them, wasn’t it?

When I felt that my mom’s life was in danger by my sisters, possibly my niece who was messed up, and brother in laws the new one of the younger and the old one of my older sister I wrote some letters and they were potent to settle the matter.

I made it a multi generational problem because it was. The Whites?

It had been agreed upon before that to keep it in this generation with the help of my brother and little sister for the sake of my parents and the kids but my older sister wasn’t willing to hold to that agreement and wanted to shovel some shit in me and my family trying to show a movie about an english woman and her husband whose marriage was affected by her younger sister who accused her husband of rape falsely. I saw it once with her without warning that she rented and her husband went to bed and she tried to do it again when the family visited again to see my mom. She bought it. She lived in her own little world of make-believe. I was getting little digs here and there and that was not the only one.

At my dad’s funeral her kids and her were in the first limo with my mom.

I guess they didn’t any know better. So much for their upbringing. Real classy, huh?

I was sent to the back limo the 4th and I was the third child to hang out with cousins and aunts.

My older sister was in charge.

That was my mom in that limo and my dad who died

 and I refused to ride with my aunt and cousins and stayed in my own auto.

It was a deliberate fuck you from her to me when my dad died and when my mom died.

I wonder if they aren’t’ responsible for their deaths. Sure looks like it. Sure convenient.

 I sent out letters to lawyers about my mom before she died and no one responded because I don’t have money.

 I was livid and started to get sick around the time of the 2nd wedding of their first daughter the first I think was annulled even though they are Protestants. Not sure about that but I think it was annulled and it was a very bad first husband who shot cats in his yard but he could cook like her dad. My sister didn’t cook for her family or rarely. So he had his place and so did she rubbing shoulders with people she should not have and fucking up her big head. She sold me down the river for $250,000 year so I guess I was worth it and I’m selling her back. LOL

WOULD YOU TRUST THEM? WOULD YOU WANT TO GO TO THE FUNERAL. Would you want your daughter to go. I begged her not to but how do you explain to a young woman what I had endured? Impossible to make one understand what incest does to a family and believe me my dad was not who I’m talking about. He was a wonderful dad and so was my mom. Could not have been happier with who they were and are. If I were to wish upon a star for every person on earth I would hope they would be so lucky to have parents like I had. But I hate the world right now.

Do you see why I feel the way I feel?

No telling how much each sibling got, I have no idea and they won’t reveal it. I’m supposed to receive a hope chest my parents willed to me but haven’t gotten it yet. Never saw the will and I know they left one but they were killed.

My sisters were indoctrinated by the BGEA through his crusades and the other by the english woman across the street.

Really made her worse. She was ready.

My mom set an example for me years before and didn’t show up to one her parents funeral and I think she knew I would face this someday. I felt her hand on my shoulder about 2 months or so before they said she died after I saw her the last time.  I get messages and a lot of help from them and others to write what i write not necessarily about this personal stuff because it was hard for them to understand from their vantage point. It was hard for them to believe it and it is messy stuff but about the really important things. And my mom told me the last time I saw her that she knew about what I wrote and so did others and she doesn’t have a computer and was in a place that would not support it. She was in a wheel chair in assisted living. It was spiritual. It was taped what she said and was promised by my little sister to send and she never did. I Wonder WHY?

THE BGEA? The shill.

I didn’t mean to rewrite all of this stuff again but it crops up sometimes especially

when u.n.c.l.e.s. intimidate ya.

My uncles never did, but I’m talking about those that don’t want certain information to get out.

Probably someones FATHER as in priest.

My older sister was dreaming about kissing her brother in law on a bridge when I went through my hardship I was having nightmares about his dick in my face. I had PTSD, obviously.

My sister was real busy body communicating with exes or separatees when she shouldn’t!

She thought it made her look good. I guess she wanted attention? The money was not enough?

How about that nose? boobs? etc

She wanted to be the most loved by the males in the family. Probably because of who she married.

Kind of whirl pool of crud.

Let that be a lesson to others. It’s manipulative. OVERBEARING!

Sexual dysfunction is sometimes caused that way.

I learned something through all of this.

I could have handled her problem like I did with my ex when he was sleeping with his daughter and a far as I know he never did again. I embarrassed him privately using the internet. And he had enough sense in him not to do it again however he set me up and physically abused me we had to call the police. But I got through it with a lot of hassle.

Things can get really weird just by a misunderstanding. The kid next door when we were renting in  a really weird neighborhood used to do the farm snort thing and it’s not like she did it all the time but I witnessed her doing it in our yard. She was really cute, vivacious, smart, and little low class type but a very interesting kid and a friend to my daughter when she was tot. My daughter caught a cold and her nose was stuffed up and forget how we got to what she said but I thought she said: My nose is fucked up. SO I assumed she had learned it from the neighbors kid and got upset. She was attending Christian private school at the time and it was scary because she might say something like that at school and I was a bit nerdy as a mom for the first time and bit nervous as a mom partially because of my past. It was around that time I was having those hives etc. Anyway turns out she said “My nose is pucked up.” meaning, “My nose is plugged up.” The neighbor used to try to pawn her kids off on me over the fence. One would try climb the fence and then she would start handing me her kid for no reason. She had two kids one was a climber driving her nuts and the other was energetic. She lived with a guy and seemed nice enough. His nickname was “Frog.” I really learned to like her over time the more I knew but it bugged me to be pressed upon to be her baby sitter but she had a lot of family stuff happening and guess was desperate or something though I never asked what the deal was. And of course on the other side of the house were other neighbors that came and went that were absolutely wild. Gypsies by the dozen that would just enter your home and start chatting, and a peeping tom weirdo with a gold necklace italian type. I caught him peeping while I was in my kitchen and it was weird from then on dealing with them. On July 4th and New Years Eve you had to worry about guns going off in the air so sometimes I would just kind of hide in the house. I stopped going out on New Years because of kids and didn’t really enjoy it that much. USually the ex then husband was playing in the band and it got to be extremely boring. so when I moved to home that we bought it was really exciting and my sister was the real estate agent and we ended up paying too much per month which was kind of surprise at the closing but we wanted that chance and we got it (It was the ex’s dream home location, he found it) and it was over our head eventually through various means and no help from banks and things. It was a mess and i think it was purposeful. I helped by getting a loan from my brother which was extracted from my inheritance even though it was not in the contract because the ex wouldn’t even try to sell the house and I was too messed up. He wanted to bury me. Still does I think.

I know what I know paul simon you tube

I lost my wedding ring on the way up north because my hands were swollen from working. It was given to me by family and was an heirloom. The ex hocked his around that time. While his brother lived with us our van was repossessed because of the times and other things. Hocked the silver my parents bought to a friend named Nick (who his brother might have raped his daughter [I don’t know]) for a wedding gift with the promise I would get it back. I did quite a few years later with additions added. He got a lot of pats on the back for a  Christmas gift to me, so it’s mine now. Lost the pearl my dad bought me in Hong Kong somewhere. It disappeared. My diamond ring that was an heirloom from my mom disappeared that I used as my engagement ring. Caught my teenage daughter wearing and got it back and then it disappeared. I wasn’t wearing it because the silver was wearing down and I was afraid I would lose it. Our truck was stolen. Piece of shit anyway. Two spray rigs stolen and one blamed on a friend who was an addict who had about three of his own and very good business so he didn’t need it. The ex’s brother when we had to kick him out because he was stealing from us and mooching off of us started a business using a spray rig up north within days or weeks of ours disappearing and very little suspicion by the ex or his family about it.  He used to tell lies about serving in Viet Nam when he was in  a safe haven of GUAM and other lies to girls in front of us about his combat. A bad habit. They were raised catholic. My kids weren’t and I tried to unconvert the ex but he still doesn’t believe history about Roman Catholicism. Unreasonable. Now what in the world happened to those things? I think I can guess and I’m probably correct and he probably conveniently wouldn’t remember. But I got my milk shake.

Won’t keep his word about our daughter. Fickled. ONe minute he doesn’t want her to go and next he does depending on certain things. Usually something I write or think. Weird. It’s about fun regardless of safety. She’s young and can’t miss one thing as if it might hurt her even though a day ago he wanted to make her stay home because it was safer and now it is safer for no good reason.

Honestly I think he is insane. I don’t think he realizes he is being tested and is playing games with my kid and me. I have no say over it. It’s a power game that i do not enjoy but it’s a Catholic schtick and it will fall and it will burn I think forever pretty soon. Eternal HELL and he will with it if he doesn’t get a brain. He will lose everything imaginable, I truly believe it. I consider him to be a fool.

Mind over matter.

Hillary Clinton



What’s next?

And just as I was getting somber and displacent I decided I can’t change what happened and through it all I still really love the worst in my family but I don’t want to accommodate the worst. I thank God for my mom and dad and few others often. I felt like why should I keep trying and then decided to keep going…. learn some more….. try to finishes some things i started such as jewelry…… and catch up on some stuff…… maybe I will even change my clothes, LOL and then I see Hillary on TV looking like a dapper dan saying after her first hearing in a long time “one thing she is not is a quitter.” Weird. Wired? Not only that she had the biggest rally for her since the age of time applauding her come back while she made her comeback and she has only been tested for about a day.

Anyway I think it’s deception of some kind. Just a feeling. It’s that kind of day but it still is almost over. In my right ear I heard three bells.

Personally I don’t want to see her destroyed by events in the news, or what occurred at Benghazi, I want the truth. I thought she did a decent job at the hearing. I felt they questioned her for too long and I would rather see the truth come out with her in tip top shape. Shorter and more frequent hearings. I know that is a ploy to wear out the defendant but isn’t necessary in order to get to the truth. Good questions are the way to get there. If you aren’t willing to ask her truthful questions I doubt you will get to the truth. I ‘m positive and pretty sure she will not be able to answer a good question if it were asked. Trey Goudy did a great job but is still avoiding asking the right question IMO, which has to do with the Vatican and stuff like that. When she isn’t able to answer is when you know you have something but I think her life might be endangered if she answered those kind of questions and then she will have to take the 5th. You haven’t gotten there yet because you haven’t asked counting on her lawyerly good sense to evade, which of course she will do, because she has to evade.

She still is not fit to be President but neither is anyone else that I can tell.

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IF she had written to Chelsea: Elijah Cummings just put a pubic hair in my coke. Would you have defended her then?

I wonder why. Getting something out of the deal, eh?


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Maybe we won’t get to the truth until she is acting as the President. Sure isn’t happening now.


Just because she wrote one thing to her family and said one thing dissimilar to someone else doesn’t prove anything. Everyone does that. You cater your language and your suppositions depending on who you are directing your conversation with.




I have not heard one question about the Vatican’s involvement, Jesuit Father Lombardi, the picture of Michelle at Benghazi because you don’t care. I think Hillary may care more than even the families involved. Sometimes things are difficult to understand or perceive because of the deception involved when being deceived and that may not be her fault. She may be a patsy used by the administration and lots of people. If that’s the case she is doing a good job. We don’t know because you (Congress and others) are too afraid to ask and that might be a big mistake not just because of the election but because of more important things way over your head.

Back to the subject at hand: Notice that it didn’t say she stands where she should not;) and believe me if it could have been blamed on women it would have been: The Garden of Eden, etc. Only women can naturally produce.

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There are bikers and then there are bikers. Know what I mean?

could be Pope Francis on his stand about abortion and for that matter many on that controversy such as Fox News and other politicians, but could be speaking of Paris as well (Notre Dame, Court of the Gentiles – self fulfilling prophecy) or in Washington DC and could even be talking about Dr. Ben Carson at breakfast for the President, or at Benghazi itself or all of the above (let the reader understand) and it might mean something else and whatever is meant is important enough to be in the Book of Daniel of the OLD TESTAMENT written thousands of years ago


 Obama stood before Abraham Lincoln’s Memorial on Martin Luther King’s Day


Ambassador Chris Stevens also stood before it for his video tape thinking like he was in a lincoln.

I know people who own them.

Perhaps that is what the “video tape excuse” is all about.

I could mean that The Dome of the Rock should not be standing where it stands and could have been part of the conspiracy involved in those cooked books the Holy ones stolen and edited by Josephus (BIN/BEN/ARI/SON) of Matthias adopted son of the Flavius family of Rome.


I think these are the onuses of the matter, the cruxes of the matter,

and it matters even though we are dealing with many


Even the uncle of Sean Smith who thinks the death of his son and the conspiracy  is about the election year, but then if he’s lying about his son then more than likely he is part of the deception as is the mom of Ambassador Chris Stevens. I don’t think anyone who cared about their son would say what you said in order to dismiss the testimony that might be helpful to your nephews memory  or to honor his death and obviously you don’t care but then you are only an uncle. You know what they say about uncles:

BEWARE of uncles

Good mothers say that to their daughters but you probably didn’t hear it when they said that about you.

It is not my duty to tell my sins to you or anyone else 

I don’t work for the American government, Rome, The Vatican, or Islam.

Here is a hint for the Man from U. N. C. L. E.

My soul and my family’s souls are in God’s hands and He knows the truth. Thank you

Get over yourself and your allegiance to a false god. It will behoove you to stick to the task

or you may grow some hooves yourself.

Read the Book of Daniel and contemplate what happens to those that aren’t credible.

Take this to heart:



comes a time 

by neil young

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Is Congress gonna question the Ambassador’s mom AND DAD before the American people as robustly as they do Hillary or are they gonna do what they did with Jackie Kennedy and use her femininity to obfuscate the truth. She will lose her composure because she is lying and can only handle a little pressure so she is good candidate for the fleet seat and great entertainment for C-SPAN and FOX NEWS!

It might backfire if you don’t and then you might lose your soul by your own petard.

Damned if you do and damned if you don’t.

Better to have the truth than lose your soul trying to avoid it

because you sure don’t want to be fooled by an election.

We don’t really know how much time we truly have we can only guess and it may be your last hour.

Trey Goudy so far was awesome and one other questioner was pretty good until he fell into political morassidic. When you go for the truth you get armed with something unfathomable and when you do the opposite, you lose. Proof is in the pudding.

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Islam was started with the help of a nun.

That they do not partake of but accuse everyone else because a woman’s body is theirs in their

maniacal opinion.

And it isn’t.

Because of those Damned Protestants that they tried to burn
those damned Jews
and to
using mustard seed derivatives (poisons and gases)
from a bunch of nuts!

When Jerusalem was attacked the first and second and other times was because the Temple of Herod wasn’t the true temple, anyway and the son of man was betrayed by men and a generation betrayed the the next generations

with Bull frog stuff.

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Generational sin hence the mental diseases throughout the world and that awful forgetfulness of indulging it for those laundered tax dollars.

Heavens to Murgatroyd

“The first use of the phrase wasn’t by Snagglepuss but comes from the 1944 film Meet the People. It was spoken by Bert Lahr, best remembered for his role as the Cowardly Lion in The Wizard of Oz.”

Watched Bret Baier on his repeat special that he has shown quite a few times with the three men that wrote 13 Hours at Benghazi. One of them said and I caught it half way through the connection which I caught to what Hillary said about Benghazi:

What difference does it make about the three guys.

Are they dead?

because what Hillary said is that those three are dead in reference to the guys out on the street one night.

One of the writers said he was on building three and pointed to it in a diagram and said he saw a guy on the roof and he said to himself, “I wanted to shoot him this guy, or thought, was he just out trying to take a wok?” This is what I heard from one of the three faces of Bret Baier tonight on his show about Benghazi, one of quite a few and all different and they don’t agree who wrote books marketing Benghazi. Funny it seems to echo Hillary Clinton or vice versa. Were they out taking a wok on the roof (out on the street?)? Why would he think that? Do people always take woks on the roof?

While watching them again while I ate my dinner I said out loud how they seem to act like convicts. mannerisms etc. (Leathernecky). Not saying they are convicts but they seem like it and their stories reek of nonsense. Dead men woking. I’ll reassess it later when I find the time. I have other things to do. But I remember what one of them said while changing a tire with a bad arm though I don’t remember exactly what he said I remember being alarmed by it and thought it was weird.

I have to see the show again to get the exact quotes and obviously I spelled walk as wok instead but there is a connection here with what this guy said and what Hillary said and she said what he said after he said it, I think.

Or is Bret Baier sniffing Kryptonite again?

Actress Maureen O’Hara dies aged 95

One of my favorite actresses died Maureen Ohara who I watched often in many great movies who had a really great daughter who also was very talented and was very funny: Orange County with Jack Black and some funny stuff. Funny movie! Reminds me of my mom too, her spirit and spunk. Not the best picture of Catherine O’hara but she didn’t mind being funny.Screen Shot 2015-10-24 at 7.26.33 PMScreen Shot 2015-10-24 at 7.39.50 PM

W-ant to hear

something absolutely wild?

I called time because the skies are so dark right now and have been most of the day instead of using the computer I called time and it had a FAITH-based verse on the telephone repeated to me as 2Chronicles 7:14  which is

If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.
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Is that ridiculous or what?’

It’s a fatwa I tell ya against my beliefs and a

fatwa against the truth.

That is what fatwa means FAYET: FAITH and it is a WAR as in TRIBULATION

How many faiths are there anyway? How many religions are there in the world?

How many Fayets or religions teach about I AM THAT I AM? The name of God.

Creation took thought and planning and it was masterful. We should have a right to plan our lives and not be ambushed in every which way we turn which is Schmotherly love and is not helpful as in Big Brother and LBJ gave that award to Billy Graham and his crusades. I believe the true God supports that kind of family planning. Probably should start educating boys and girls that way early and I think we are delinquent and derelict in that way in our schools and institutions

Common sense and Common Core are opposites of each other one mocking the other.

2 plus 2 equals 4, not 5 minus 4 plus 3 minus 2

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He can taste it, he can smell it, he can see it but he can’t get it. Why? Because his arms are too little. LOL

Some things in the past really are better than some things that are being fed to us by listerical nuts.

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Ad on Fox about chicken pox and those bloody looking sores you get if you get shingles threatening because he wants what’s in the bag not because he cares about the poor which on this person in the ad was near the eye. Its an indirect threat as Franklin keeps reminding us that christians are gonna die. That’s an OCCULT.

He wants THAT TATER TOT thats in the bag with the pacifier. Not sure why though but it’s near the eye.


This one:

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Remember what he did with  ebola?

Watched Judge Jeanine last night for a part of her show and she was reading the teleprompter that was illustrated on the screen of comments about where the buck stops in essence about something I think referring to Benghazi and it said 1500 Pennsylvania Avenue and she read it that way. She kind of flinched when she had read it. The address of the White House is 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue and I had previously written about the 16oo furlongs (a measure) written about in the bible: the blood rising up to the horses bridle and in another post connected it to the White House and the Vatican by the clues.  I wonder, what is 1500 Pennsylvania?

I think it’s the Department of the Treasury.


They show it twice usually again on the next night and I bet they change it.

That would be LEW HEad of the Department of of Treasury who writes his signature like a muslim.

which is also very interesting which I included in a post quite a while back.

Saw a bunch of big birds again but they were higher in the sky and not near the roof tops. They were big and they were not geese and lots of them covering a big huge swath of an area and I went to answer the phone came back and they disappeared. Gone. But the ex who didn’t see it said it was probably geese but geese fly in formation. and they were swirling and hunting for something. Hundreds of them. But they were too high to tell how big they were, but definitely big. In a matter of seconds they were gone every one of them and the side of the area that they swirled in was a few miles. Reminded me of the birds in the hobbit movie because they were predatory birds of some kind but not evil as in the hobbit movie. Maybe they found what they wanted and took it up or something, How do that many birds disappear in a few seconds over that big an area?

Then saw an ad on tv about a guy who is out watching for a comet and drops his phone and picks it up as the comet flys by and misses what he was there for.

Merangue’s Blog

some posts you might like to read:

I Am That I Am (The Sign) -Revised *

I AM THAT I AM (Part two)

I Am the True Vine



What is the smallest seed in the world?

The Parable of Faith – Part two

Pope Benedict XVI and the Mustard Tree

Parable of the Mustard Seed Part 4

The mustard in the Bible versus the Quran (1)

Joseph of Arimathea (A JUST MAN)

Abomination of Desolation

Abomination of Desolation Pt 2

The Covenant with Many


There is a way that seemeth (seems, sows faiths) right unto man that leads to death.

I think that’s the hospice and the mustard seed because it sows and it is based on a lie: It isn’t the smallest of seeds.

That should matter.

Hence the BS on my moms funeral brochure about her sewing everything for her kids which she didn’t however she did sew some things. Like I said we did shop at Sears and Penny’s and other places. She also knitted, painted porcelain sold real-estate, cooked, and she danced. etc.

By the way the woman I saw was Mary Fallin, Governor of Oklahoma who looks an awful lot like the woman in Visiting Angels (one is blond one is brunette) advertised on Fox often as a nurse hospicing/home care service that is supported by Medicare and Medicaid because it pays for it without doctors care and is a trick and ought to be fixed. I saw her with Romney she was with him in his group when he first ran for President in the beginning of his run once perhaps he was in Oklahoma but nevertheless Visiting Angels I think leads to death of those that aren’t desirable? Whether it is her or not it is someone acting like her. Might be one of his wives. At the time when I first started writing she was acting as his wife. and then the other one with MS was used. I don’t think she is on the right path.

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Ben Carson wants abortion outlawed, even in cases of rape or incest


Carson said: “All you have to do is go and look up the many stories of people who have led very useful lives who were the result of rape or incest.”

REMEMBER the Challenger?

Was it useful?

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They heard his voice from the ground and then he jumped from a burning tower and the Jews thought he was on their side:

His name was Niger/NIgel, wasn’t it?

Of the New Testament

I read about it in some writings about the History of the Jews.

Times are a changing’ and don’t think you aren’t about to experience that change.

Ill never forget that day most of all the dad of Christa McAuiiffe.


I can’t find the picture but it was heart wrenching.

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Ben Carson Tormented By Periodic Rational Thoughts

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You ought to watch it.

And when we were all fallen to the earth, I heard a voice speaking unto me, and saying in the Hebrew tongue, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me? it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.
When he received that organ in the mail i guess

Ben Carson could tell it was human.

He bought it. Didn’t he know?

Ben Carson’s violent past

What if he has a flash back?

I think people can change but we are talking about the Presidency and that is different than allowing someone a job at Walmart. I chased my sister around a table once with a pair of scissors, I think it was whatever it was it was sharp and luckily there was a table between us. It wasn’t nice but she wasn’t very nice but I scared her to death and I didn’t actually use them. I can’t remember what started it or got me so angry but the look on her face stopped me. She was horrified and scared. I think I might have looked like she looked in my house when I kicked her out.

Perhaps something he does will help to stem and tie off him and his intentions and bite him in the butt and put him in the annuls of


I think something is headed his way but he won’t see it coming because he doesn’t believe it will come.

Here is a reason that a certain baby should not have been born: It’s Ben Carson. He should not have been born. He was a mistake and an abomination of the term baby. He needs to return to his mom’s womb and be terminated.

Is that a good answer, Ben? It’s true.

It would have been better if he had never been born.

He’s a fraud and was groomed by someone to look as if he was an accomplished surgeon.

(The propaganda about him is so perpetrated and obvious with a picture of him in a surgeons suit etc How many surgeons were chosen to speak at Obama’s prayer breakfast?)


I think I saw what you did with the wrench way up high on a ledge next to something big and white.’

Maybe he is the one that was standing where he should not on that ledge by the Challenger.

Space Shuttle Challenger disaster

I don’t know how much it cost the USA but it isn’t anything that Ben Carson can pay back or ever make. He may have altered the course of mankind in a multitude of ways and if he had never been born it might have been successful but he likes women to be barefoot and pregnant because it makes him feel superior and that is the only way that that can be achieved, and not flying into space finding cures, finding other worlds, learning to travel at the speed of light and may have doomed this planet. WHY? Because he couldn’t go. He wasn’t chosen. Jealousy.

Believe me it would have been better if he had never been born.

Why do you think he just happened to be at the same breakfast Obama planned. A prayer breakfast because they have faith in the same god.

It would be an insult to their prophet/profit if a woman could do those things and he couldn’t and many other things.

Can you beat that?

This is just, isn’t it? LOL I bet my dad is laughing in his chest. And my mom would probably say I taut I taw a puddy tat. 

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Is this my breakfast or did I throw this up? Said by my dad. He often ate grape nuts for breakfast when he was at home.

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I chose this picture because it is rendered like the picture of the fetus above. I could have chosen a real pornographic picture of a real woman or girl showing her boobs to demonstrate out of billions and billions of pictures on the web of boobs. I know I tend to be crude but decided not to be crude this time. It’s a fettish.

Ben Carson needs a boob job.

Would that help?


: a strong and unusual need or desire for something

: a need or desire for an object, body part, or activity for sexual excitement

: an object that is believed to have magical powers

Fiorini said she witnessed a baby kept alive to get a organ. Show it then.

If you saw it then it it’s on film, right?

 James Brown I feel good

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What I think I saw 

Truly what I think I saw was a black man on the side of the challenger on a ledge a mechanic type worker in uniform of a mechanic either blue or white and it is on a film somewhere because I saw it on TV . (Maybe he’s a pope.)  I don’t know if it is Ben Carson but I think it is doing a favor with a wrench high up in the air before the Challenger was launched obviously and with a railing. It’s vague but I remember it. It might have been a few days before, I don’t know. All of the propaganda around Ben Carson and the things he has said smack of falsehood even if he is soft spoken. (Popes speak softly too and  happens to be when the Vatican was waging war against women gang banging them for doing what they would have done in their place) and that is biblical prophecy: (He shall speak like a dragon hisssss and they lick and lie a bunch) Could be someone impersonating him, but it was not an accident. Could be a spiritual manifestation inside him. One of the biggest things: You get what you deserve which is a lie…….When talking about the organ he bought after he was caught in his lie he said: I could tell it was human (which is pretentious as can be like having a conversation with a socialite)……….Tithing in regards to taxation (which is laundered to the Vatican where the USA gets intel and many trust it hence doing it’s business). ………… and being at the Prayer breakfast with Obama (what a coincidence) and making it really big after that and GOT Extremely FAMOUS …………and not answering the Pepsi Challenge: what is the smallest of seeds (avoiding it at all costs? Why because it’s a lie and he doesn’t want to admit he fell for it because he needs those faith votes who have faith as a mustard seed of all things. why not a rose? or a forge-me-not, no he would rather have faith in a sore made by shingles and chicken pox……….even though he is a doctor and knows about seman. and in the plant world as well knowing it has been outed as not being the smallest of seeds. That is stoically stupid. Comparing abortion to slavery to divert and get unmerited attention (because he is AFRICAN/American and he is rich) now which are two totally different things that are not comparable and then bible things I have learned. And playing Poor me at the debates when he was not questioned for quite a while and probably couldn’t have answered the questions anyway which is all manufactured to get him to do say what he said when he finally was asked a question. Probably more I have forgotten but Ill add it later if I remember. I don’t hate the man, I find him humorous, intelligent, handsome but that ain’t enough. He has some real problems in his psyche that are problematic and probably because of his religious fervor and evangelicalism and what he has faith in. He learned to control his anger and he probably had a lot to be angry about. My dad learned to go to AL ANON and to escape to the theater to stop him from reacting to my mom when she drank too much and that was a good way to handle it because it worked and settled my mom down, She drank less and less often and she had a lot to be angry about. But my dad didn’t say you get what you deserve in the context that Ben Carson did (and I don’t know if he ever said it he was sorry he did because he loved her proven by their relationship) and he didn’t equate tithing with taxation (which is absurd ) and he never threw abortion in my face nor did my mom (since it is not born!) and never mentioned it because it is my body until it is not in my body. He didn’t attend a manufactured prayer breakfast to fool the public. He took the hit of losing his career and his dreams to be a general for negros/african americans and I was bussed to a black neighborhood and a black school and I got pregnant that same year. We took a lot of hits for African Americans to give them a leg up.

And then years later a lot more hits by some African Americans and all kinds of people.

Would Ben Carson do that for women?



He isn’t ft for the presidency touting his shit about abortion using false information knowing it’s false. He should have said something about having bought an organ before hand it would have made a big difference.

Which reminds me of that church that bought a new organ and was struck by lightning and burned down.

It was an Episcopalian Church behind my house. That was before the movie The Exorcist.

Aren’t we supposed to grow up not down?

When we find out that moles aren’t the mark of the devil we stop killing people born with moles.

When Ben Carson figured out that the organ he bought and received was human, did he use it?

To Everything There is a Season

1To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:

2A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;

3A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;

4A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;

5A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;

6A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;

7A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;

8A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.

The Excellence in God’s Works

9What profit hath he that worketh in that wherein he laboureth? 

10I have seen the travail, which God hath given to the sons of men to be exercised in it.

I think that is what is happening to sons of men because they have no respect for women and the decisions they have a right to make and sometimes have to make because they are women. IF you take that right away from women then you have no right to decide who you marry or where you can reside and/or which neighborhood you can live in or decide what restaurant you want to dine in or decide which seat you can sit in on a planes trains and automobiles and should go back to slavery. We’ll send you there.

Sow your seeds and then watch the world turn right side up and we’ll see what happens to those seeds.

Space Shuttle Challenger Explosion (GRAPHIC)


Let’s talk money: This is what Ben Costed:

What economic impact did the challenger disaster have?

Is he worth it?

Does that give you a clue?


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Carson’s violent past: Bricks, bats, hammers

“As a teenager. I would go after people with rocks, and bricks, and baseball bats, and hammers. And, of course, many people know the story when I was 14 and I tried to stab someone. And, you know, fortunately, you know, my life has been changed. And I’m a very different person now,” said Carson.

Some maniacs learn to hold it in for a while. They are sociopaths and psychopaths that hold it in for another day when they can let it out on a bunch of people and besides only a dip shit would say what he said about taxes being tithes. Taxes aren’t tithes because our government is not the temple. So he is lost his ever loving mind and cannot be trusted in the office of the President or near it because he isn’t in his right mind or he would not have equated the two and doesn’t know what he is talking about.

He’s a blithering idiot.>>>>>>>>>

I don’t think Ben Carson’s aspirations are gonna solidify or succeed.

I imagine these discoveries are affecting the value of some art in the past which could be hard on some art collectors making Monte Python skits more valuable than million dollar paintings. We’ll see.








EU STANDS FOR THE EUROPEAN UNION OBVIOUSLY and when my daughter was tot in the tub we had a whale made of plastic that she played with that she called ooee.

It was black and white and known as a Killer Whale.

Sounds adolescent but since they have tried to unify they have been a big problem and it is prophetic. Not the whale in the tub, but the EU.

Oklahoma woman charged with plowing into crowd had mental illness: lawyer
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Adacia Chambers

While writing about Manson and his desire not to be allowed out of jail or around that time or whether or not I wrote it it was his desire not to be released from prison because of his demons and his confusion and trauma IMO about what he is alleged to have been involved in with the murder of Sharon Tate and her friends a woman ran into a parade in Oklahoma, a flood occurred in Navarro County in Texas and a train derailed because of the flood due to a hurricane named Patricia. Probably other stuff too we haven’t yet heard. It is reported on Greta and/or on Fox that she doesn’t want to be out on bail after coming out of an ice-cream shop crying and plowing into a parade for the (Oklahoma State University homecoming) and they are now saying it might have to do with diabetes which can cause blackouts and all sorts of stuff. You would think by now the field of medicine would have figured out a way to cure diabetes but they would rather not do what doctors and scientists used to do in the past because of Insurance. It’s easier to ride the disease and look what happened: kicked out the talent in the medical field. Didn’t Ben Carson retire? He kicked himself out. A lot of those seals overseas that were given France’s highest honor in the EU by their President Bertrand also suffered blackouts during their heroic deeds on a train fighting terrorists. They didn’t even know what Bertrand said to them it was so french. Did they have diabetes too? One seal ended up stabbed a few times in a bar fight outside the bar by japanese people somewhere or other. Alcohol may be involved in this tragedy as well. I guess they serve alcohol in ice cream shops in Oklahoma, now. anyway supposedly some people were killed, I guess. I would think the bar or the ice-cream shop that served her alcohol and the University ought to pay for her bail and for her lawyers and surely they are insured for that kind of a potential risk.

She isn’t my daughter Thank God but she doesn’t look like the type to premeditate this type of a hoax or if it is real this type of an incident. My daughter is doing well but very close, but no cigar.

This is what occurs when you try to enlighten a bunch of nuts that can’t handle a few answers to some controversies in the bible. The powers that lied to us will do just about anything to hide the truth. It’s ridiculous, short-sighted, and ignorant.

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 Ben Carson reminds me of the doctor that visited the White House in Obama’s first term. Discombobulated a bit, the same in essence.

My name is Benito Muchacho Laquisha Mogwa Amuud Amad

Screen Shot 2015-10-27 at 2.28.53 AMI was the 18th child of a black family of 21. My mom was Catholic when she was 5 when she started to have babies and eventually married a few times. They got her used to sex using a stone to get her ready for the experience but before that they stitched up her vagina to keep her a perpetual virgin for as long as it took. The first husband was separated by two trees tied together and then someone cut the rope for some crime he committed and the other one was my uncle. We lived in a shack. My uncle eventually abandoned us for another 5 year old.  I used candlesticks, lead pipes, and flamethrowers when my anger arose because of my anger issues, evenso I got educated in a junior college and got my degree in separating quadruplets. I speak softly. I think tithing should be 15 percent. While I was separating quadruplets, found an organ and it sure looked like human organ but I don’t know where it came from. It appeared out of nowhere and I had nothing to do with it. I think men should be castrated at the age of 15 to avoid pregnancy in young girls and woman because it’s barbaric then we wouldn’t be barbaric.

Can I run for the Presidency?

Mixed views on Ben Carson’s abortion stance: #tellusatoday

“Republican presidential candidate Ben Carson’s comment that abortion should be banned, even in cases of rape and incest (but not when the mother’s life is in danger), re-ignited debate on the issue.”

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The Twelve Tribes of Israel

Don’t ask the names of the tribes, because I don’r remember. I know a few but don’t know the majority of their names and before this is through I will look them up on the internet but I remember the story of Joseph.

Joseph had a coat of many colors. In children’s books it was sort of a rainbow coat that his dad gave him.

HIs dad was Israel.

He had a dream that he told his brothers who were also shepherds. They were out working the fields and he was kind of spoiled and went visiting them for his dad to give them something or other, a message of some kind, so he was also “the messenger,” and you know what they say about the messenger: Don’t shoot the messenger. Anyway the dream was that his brothers would bow down to Joseph. The dream entailed wheat and other ingredients and since not only was Joseph the son of Israel by a second marriage (I think, I’m pretty sure that was the crux of the matter), he also had received a new rainbow coat, and he was a messenger, Joseph was also dream specialist. He knew what the symbolism of dreams meant or thought he knew what they meant and boasted about it. In the dream the wheat bowed down and I guess the brothers were the wheat and the wind must have been making the wheat lay low. I wonder who the wind was. It doesn’t say in the bible but it can be inferred if you read the Gospel of John near or around the fourth chapter. Anyway his brothers grew to dislike him to the Nth degree because they thought he was a spoiled brat and they sure as heck weren’t gonna bow down to their sniveling pathetic younger step brother in his new rainbow coat when all he was was a messenger boy for their dad plus they were working and he wasn’t working and they didn’t like that either. Israel gave him the coat and they didn’t have a nice rainbow colored coat. Their coats were dingy and colorless and Joseph was the son of that new b-itch. It had to be pretty bad all the details of their relationship for them to have thrown Joseph in a pit.

Recently it was announced via internet and news that there is a new weapon an Invisibility Cloak that I heard our country had developed but the Ex read it was some British Research Faithility that developed an Invisibility Cloak just like in Harry Potter movies and books although I don’t know it is just like it, but Invisible is invisible.

Last time I was in the hospital or second to the last time I was in the hospital I shared a room with an old woman though we never talked because there was a curtain between us. She had some visitors that came often to see her a few men and a woman with short blond hair. She reminded the old woman that she had been on morphine for a day. She said it numerous times in a monotone voice so I got the message as well. She seemed to be delighted with her task to remind the woman over and over again that she had been on morphine for a day. It was weird. She liked to hear herself talk and played the doting female of the group. She was with some men who were kind of big compared to her and she seemed kind of small and bouncy like a little mouse. I guess the morphine had had a bad effect on the woman or she wouldn’t have been telling her about it as if that was why she was where she was.

“A thousand years is a day as a day is a thousand years.”

During that same hospital stay a woman that looked an awful lot like Queen Elizabeth but not dolled up and her son (she was pretty old so it had to be her grandson) came to visit the old woman. I don’t know how we got into a conversation but he told me from the other side of the curtain that he was a Schitzophrenic but was taking drugs for his condition so he was cool and he seemed to be quite entertained by the surroundings and his state of mind behind the curtain at the hospital with some old lady visiting a woman in the hospital who had been on morphine for a day, a day , a day, a day, a day, ad ay, ad ay, ad ay…… It was as if he enjoyed where he was and with whom. It was a strange few minutes. That side of the curtain was pretty strange and her visitors especially the little woman with the blond bob repeating the morphine line of excuses.  I have been on morphine and it wasn’t that bad though it was not sufficient for my pain or for the pain I was not prepared to endure for a woman trying to stick a tube up my nose in the ER before my operation for Peroteneal Abscess and eventually Sepsis.

Sandy Hook Elementary school teacher interview:

Remember the beautiful blond teacher from Sandy Hook Elementary that was a heroine as well and who appeared on a CNN news panel discussion group who proposed that for children to calm themselves down if they are scared to look at a box on the table, as opposed to whistling a happy tune, taking a pill (LOL) or hiding, when an insane man/boy comes to their school and tries to shoot them down? Back in the days when teachers traveled abroad to teach a foreign country they didn’t have tranquilizers. In the case of the movie The King and I what’s her face AANNAA was with her son on a ship heading towards Siam/Persia now Iran to teach the king’s children. Obviously, she failed. OR DID HE/SHE?

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The King and I Whistle a Happy Tune

I was one of the kids of the king when I starred in a play at school.

The Teacher Kaitlin was interviewed again by Fox News in a red skirt definitely dolled up a day or so ago. She was absolutely perfect. It’s hard to take when the whole damed thing was a hoax to begin with to have to watch this person talk about being a teacher and her hopes for the children and their relationship and her relationship with the parents of the kids that survived the Sandy Hook Elementary massacre Hoax that have since grown up a few years anyway. I guess the survivors have birth certificates so they were able to continue with their education. The ones that didn’t survive were not given death certificates for some strange hoax  they were not seen but hidden from investigators of the hoax so obviously they didn’t die or the investigators would have been able to witness their death certificates and their birth certificates, but Fox News isn’t into that kind of information. It is neither here nor there as far as they are concerned because it is useless to them and their agenda.

Agenda 21?

I don’t read about Agenda 21 or what ever it is called but I know we are dealing with a big problem and that is the Vatican and their desires. Maybe has something to do with Area 21, lol. That’s some place in Nevada, a secret place with hangers for air craft, though I have not seen it.

 I wanted to transcribe the interview because sometimes things don’t resonate unless you read them. Watching someone with great beauty, poise, and agility it’s real easy to get wrapped up in them instead of what they are saying to understand a hoax. She really doesn’t say much that is worth writing about and since it is based on fabrication it seems a bit silly so on second thought I think I will refrain from transcribing it if I could find it because news of her is everywhere and I think it’s way overdone.

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She is being accused of cashing in on the tragedy that didn’t occur so going on tour to Australia to sell her book selling hope and I guess school teachers don’t work in the fall. Choosing hope as in Bill of Hope Arkansas. Those Jesuits are pretty convincing. She sure favors that woman from the south that Bill had a thing with before some of the others. She made some money for a while too and then she kind of went invisible. What was her name? POLLYANNA?

The Wells Fargo Wagon

cute video!

Looks like she has a pain between her eyes or clearing her tear ducts of sand.

In her sales pitch about her book she refers to some chapter you don’t have to read which one calls the hook so she’s definitely a trained professional sales lady.

I remember President Obama whistled a tune at the White House when he couldn’t get in the door. Somehow he was locked out after a press briefing of some kind and it was kind of funny during his first year at the White House when he was 44 years old.

By the way Trump is more woman friendly than anyone in the “construction business”, or so he says.

About to reveal his Vice Presidential hopeful? Kaitlin?

Some of the women of Sandy Hook who lost kids imagined their art projects that they did with their kid that didn’t exist and were not gunned down by a murdering kid armed to the teeth. Many Catholics involved in this charade because of the aftermath involved them at funerals for the families left behind.


This has to do with the JFK assassination and the judge who swore in LBJ with a Catholic bible on a plane who was later involved in Roe v Wade i.e. abortion, recent within 40 years ago to now child abuse accusations of Roman Catholicism priests and their reaction to the accusations The Courtyard of the Gentiles at Notre Dame in Paris (self fulfilling prophecy) to find the mote in our eyes using places like NSA in UTAH using technology against the population as a whole such as our TV’s to spy on Americans in their own living rooms and computers using cell phones in order to survive as a church and control and ruin our lives in their endeavor to run the world and Catholicize the world and to prove that they have the moral authority they seem to think they have using EVANGELICALS and those types to IMPRESS upon us their AUTHORITY. LOL

SICK and that is why Catholics tend to suffer DEMENTIA partially and because they usually are indulged for a price and causing GREAT MENTAL PSYCHOSIS IN SOCIETY to WASH THEIR LINEN SO THEY CAN CONTINUE TO LAUNDER MONEY ATTAINED THROUGH THE MOB AND TAXES


and were used or in conjunction with Obama to take away our rights to defend ourselves using Gun Control and mental illness they create, develop and nourish and infiltrate our own government and utilizing their mental disorders: NARCISSiSM AND PSYCHOPATHETIC TENDENCIES. Abortion was and is a way to defend our bodies from the whims of men and women (of Rome) so Rome sent some really twisted people to Planned Parenthood and to the Pentagon and to many other institutions to ruin America our healthcare system and used the insurance business to do the same. They are so evil everything they do is evil it’s totally defunct of logic, reason and morals, using every trick in the book to create confusion and deceive the world and it is hanging by a thread that hopefully will be burned ASAP.


The funny thing is the more they do the worse it gets for them though they aren’t smart enough to realize it. The problem the population has is if they go down they want you to go as well. Mutual self destruction and the population needs to understand their ways in order to survive them. IF they don’t make it they don’t want you to make it so they use you to keep afloat and the population ought to try to get from beneath their control in every way possible.

Screw taxation. I have not heard one leader or candidate talk about consumption tax because it works and keeps a lid on things such as overspending, debt, and every other evil in society. They want to receive money without earning it, hence the ongoing election that has not ceased since they were elected. DON’T SEND THEM MONEY.

Disearnesty is their passion

Jim Webb sure resembles the Grahams, doesn’t he?

Jim Webb: CNN Debate Was ‘Rigged’ For Clinton And Sanders [VIDEO]

Reminds me of Mike Rogers of Michigan. His genes get around, don’t they?
It has something to do with the MASONIC LODGE/Large as JFK would say which leads to Rome.

So anyway Joseph is in this pit (and Daniel was in a a Lion’s Den and was not hurt by the lions) and some marauding travelers happened upon him and took him as a slave. I think back in those days you were either a sheep herder or a marauding bandit in between the major cities such as between Sodom and Gomorrah.

So these men take him as a slave and he is eventually sold to some diplomat or something similar and the wife of the diplomat tries to come on to him because Joseph was handsome while he was working and sweating in their fields and he flees from her desires because he wanted to work for a living and I guess he liked the man he was working for and didn’t particularly want to have an affair with his wife. She accuses him of seducing her to her husband because he turned her down and he gets in more trouble and ends up in a prison all the while believing in God.

Then meets some people in prison a cook, a tailor, and a candlestick maker. Anyway he has a dream about some prisoners and one is hung in the gallows over it. HIs reputation gets around as being a dream interpreter. When a dream interpreter can have someone taken to the gallows by his interpretation it is no wonder he gained a reputation.

King Nebuchadnezzar’s son (Belshazzar the king) starts having dreams that he doesn’t understand and inquires among his soothsayers and wise men and none of their interpretations suffice to the king and the king threatens their life and they suggest Joseph in order that they might not lose their own hydes.

Here is the dream and here is the modern day interpretation of the meaning of the words:

 Daniel tells Belshazzar that God’s judgment is at the door.

“Then the fingers of the hand were sent from Him, and this writing was written. And this is the inscription that was written: MENE, MENE, TEKEL, UPHARSIN. This is the interpretation of each word.

MENE: God has numbered your kingdom, and finished it;

TEKEL: You have been weighed in the balances, and found wanting;

PERES: Your kingdom has been divided, and given to the Medes and Persians.”

I found this on the internet having to do with Daniel and King Belshazzar

which is linked if you want to read their interpretation of part of the book of Daniel.

Joseph interprets the king’s dream basically saying he was about to lose his kingdom and turn into a beast of the fields like a buffalo for 10 years or so. OR ISIS type beasts, the mafia, etc.

It seems I’m getting mixed up between Joseph and Daniel but their experience is similar as if history repeated itself though Daniel didn’t have a rainbow coat and Joseph did. LOL But Daniel would not eat the Kings meat and Joseph did. Just kidding I don’t know about that. He might have eaten then again maybe he didn’t. Daniel ends up being trapped for not praying at a certain time (ISLAM) and other things and has to get in a fire and doesn’t burn. Joseph ends up being the King’s assistant and saves Israel, his dad, and brothers doing some strange stuff like sticking stolen goods in a bag so that his brothers would get in trouble and have to be beholden to him so he can find out what happened to his younger brother


to see if he is still alive, etc

since Ben was the son of the same woman that Joseph was the son of in a second marriage to Israel.

(I have dreams and they are totally whacky like the last dream I remember that I had today was stealing big rolls of cash from my brother-in-law and Angelina Jolie kept finding where I stashed them. ‘Course I didn’t stash them in good hiding places and even I could detect where they were. Why Angelina Jolie? She looks like my niece? I don’t think it means anything. Weird dream! Perhaps it means Angelina Jolie will bow down to me. Probably not, lol not that that is my desire to have her bow down because I don’t even know her and she isn’t the type and even if she did bow to the queen she probably didn’t mean it but she kept outing me in my dream TOME and not to others and I kept asking her not to tell or rather hoping she wouldn’t tell, it was sort of a telepathy type communication. We all do things to get by, I think. most of the time because we are not prepared for what we encounter at a given moment or know the reason we encounter it till later, I was pretty tired having stayed up all night.) Here is a post I wrote with the help of the links and their writers some scholars some not and kind of gives some intelligence to the problem of being unprepared for what happens to us. The gotcha moments. Anyway sometimes we have to recommit ourselves to a purpose when we fall.

Kind of like when you see the light of a star in the sky you are actually seeing the past and that star might not really be there in that location at that point in time that you think you see because of the speed of light, distance, size, age, time and other measures we can’t possibly calculate in our perception.
There is this guy in the press that I recognize, I think, when he was a boy an experience I had with him even though I didn’t know him in any fashion when my sweater unbuttoned at a school/church function involving kids and I was in the audience and was scowled at for having allowed my breasts to show held together by a bra and I didn’t know it except and until by his reaction and I guess it was his mother’s reaction that looked back at me as if I had done it on purpose causing her son to act like a laughing hyena. He is much older now and looks even older than me and he was much younger then. I could be wrong about my recognition of him but he is pretty original in his traits. It was a reputable school that I think was/is deceived. It became too hard to afford because it kept raising it’s price leaving out quite a few people probably purposefully and because it was not dedicated to it’s stated purpose and I think was involved with the changes made to the bible a few decades ago to accommodate the One World Religion and it’s agenda and some false teachers and false shepherds who were popular. Perhaps that perception has been provided for me to comfort me because it was very insidious what happened to me (and to my family that I grew up with and the family that I achieved) unbeknownst to me the reasons at the time because I wasn’t aware at that time as I am now of those reasons.

Josephus and His Footprints

When Benghazi occurred and the men that wrote a book about it and appeared on Fox I called a liar in my home and I saw GREAT EVIL in his eyes back at me. It was one of the threesome that Sean Hannity hosted and interviewed. I know of remember it was a twosome in retrospect I think because one of them I sort of recognized in a familiar way but the other one looked like the profile of Josephus Flavius provided by a bust made of him in the past. He was the one that glared back at me at that time. The other one seemed to be his patsy I get the two interviews mixed up with the one that Bret Baier had with three people about Benghazi that wrote a book as well and soon after his interview about the assassination of Osama Bin Laden. All of them had little Pentagon diagrams with stick figures that seemed to impress both interviewers as if that makes it legitimate like a football game. There is only so much a person can handle sometimes and I have had to handle quite a bit as most of us have since Obama came riding in on his pony.

Since it seems we repeat history a lot lately it made me think of Libya and Iraq’s leaders, Muammar Gaddafi and Saddam Hussein. Muammar Gaddafi went to Rome when the G8 meeting occurred in Aquilla, Italy with Pope Benedict XVl or around that time to receive a car company or part of a car company located in Detroit after it went bankrupt awarded by Obama. Soon after that Gadaffi was killed.

Plus not to mention history repeating itself there is this problem we have with replacement theology which seems to play a part in history repeating itself over and over again.

A day, a day, a day, a day, a day, etc. is a is a issa issa issa issa issa 

thousand thousand thous and thous and thous and years is years is year sis year sis year sis a day a day  ad ay ad ay etc.

There is a train of thought with scholars about the relationship of Numbers and Dueteronomy and the duality of the bible so the stories of Joseph and Daniel being so close in meaning and content isn’t that unusual with two different endings. They say it had to do with Moses using his staff on a rock to separate the Red Sea during his escape with the slaves of Egypt or to drink water that they needed on their journey and he doesn’t obey God perfectly and hits the rock with a vengeance or twice instead of tapping the rock or something like that. I guess he lost his cool a little and wanted to be dramatic. I don’t know but it has to do with a rock of some kind.

a rock a rock Iraq Iraq …….

Watching Anderson Cooper question the candidates and he doing a great job which I expect from him to do a great job but extremely talented in what he does. Though so far nothing about Benghazi.

Clinton looks fantastic, the best she has looked in years and had a great speech but she is so wrong about the NRA and gun rights. Bernie Sanders is so close to being in the right place on that issue and most issues but his language makes him more liberal sounding than he is. Climate change is not pollution. Pollution causes some climate problems in certain areas such as it did in California and China etc because of the features of certain areas and emissions, population, etc. California was successful in helping their major cities with some of their problems and most pollution problems are not worldwide but local. That is how pollution will be overcome, not overall and each city should tackle it’s own troubles caused by it’s own excesses without Federal intervention or world government intervention.

Bernie Sanders is correct about Syria and ground troops and coalitions schmissions of Hillary have caused way too many problems in other countries and her ideas are multi-perplexing which is good for her class and bad for the middle class and lower class. Haiti? Central America? Remember those failures. Chechnya? The Baltics?
Yemen?, and other places her husband was involved in and often abandoning the military he sent, etc. and then of course she did at Benghazi, but what does it matter to her? Or what does it matter to Senator John McCain or John Kerry?
Bernie Sanders is a coalition schmission believer as well and does not believe in unilateral type leadership and that is a mistake on his part. Being sure about foreign policy sometimes requires unilateral actions if you know you are getting the right information from the right sources which is the problem with our military and our government agencies getting information from the wrong sources and trusting it however Bernie Sanders is less inclined to jump as Hillary is usually a leaper and then a denier. Course most of us do change our positions as we learn from our mistakes.

Unilateralism is courage and leadership oftentimes.


That is what leadership is unilateral, and should not be frowned upon. Often the world is wrong in toto.

If you aren’t willing to act unilaterally you shouldn’t act.

Do you think Putin would be successful if he was a believer in coalitions? LOL. Whatever you may think of him he doesn’t rely on the world to give him permission or to do what he thinks is right or necessary for hisself and his country.

The Democratic race so far in my opinion is between Bernie Sanders and Hillary Clinton and the other two are weak in a number of ways. I think Hillary’s problem are her backers who she wants to please where ever and whomever she receives funds which is extremely dangerous. I don’t think Bernie Sanders is a schmoozer and the Clintons are the epitome of schmooze. Turns out there are three others but who is counting? They are insignificant to the Democrats race at the moment because they lack imagination or don’t seem to know how to communicate it to be heard or questioned.

As far as mental health goes we do need more help for those in need which seems to go hand in hand with crime rate and intervention from those that use them for their agenda. There is the problem for the mentally unstable…those that use them  to accomplish deeds to enable their policies. That is what we need to overcome….those entities that abuse the mentally unstable.

Every country should follow the lead of Parkland Hospital of Dallas Texas in the past…..not present. They took care of the needy and immigrants and educated their doctors and nurses and was known to be the best hospital in the country in that regard at that time about ten years ago. It was a great institution but invaded by those that wanted to destroy it’s attributes using Obama Care and other ways to screw it up kind of like what happened to Planned Parenthood by those that had an axe to grind in regards to abortion and used the mentally unstable which includes doctors and nurses (more than likely a coalition constructed by the RCC’s slaves attracted like moths to a flame to use against women and girls because they are into unprotected sex and have been for years devoted to aids, disease, degradation, etc.) to accomplish a great injustice to a place that helped females of all ages in distress and great need to Catholicize the country under a directive that is based on their creed which is coating their faith with false beliefs based on lies. The earth was flat …..remember? People besides witches like to swim. Moles are not marks of the devil,….etc. Masturbation does not make one blind and is not a sin unless you do it in the public library. It’s like spitting on the ground is not a sin unless you do it in a building, etc. You can snort out snot while on the plow but don’t do it at the theater. LOL. (Let me explain. I was on a trip or traveling somewhere in the car and saw a man on a plow do it who was farming and it was astonishing but part of my experience.) So be sure and wash your veggies! You can urinate in the ocean but don’t do it in the pool, ETC.

Hillary is cackling

 (not very attractive, believable, or a good sign)

about Bernie Sanders hope to squash the e-mail server problem she has but if a spy was killed because she exposed him purposefully as Head of the State Department she should be held responsible for that person’s death and lose the candidacy for President and be barred from running. I think it was a person that was either taken prisoner or killed at Benghazi and if Bernie Sanders is covering for her, he shouldn’t. but could be he is being hoodwinked by her and her friends. He will reap a huge set back if he does if her lapse in judgement is associated with Benghazi. The attackers that had cellphones had the passwords of The State Department and used them during the attack. so either they tried to kill a mole at Benghazi without a trial or Hillary was the big mole for the Vatican killing good ole american spies or something else all together which is probably the truth. In any case, I think she has a lot to answer for in regards to Benghazi and I hope that South Carolinas Trey Goudy gets to the truth but he needs to ask the right questions and so far he hasn’t that I know of come to an understanding of how important Benghazi really was and who was responsible. WHO came up with the excuse? The Vatican: Jesuit Frederiko Lombardi (the Popes Jesuit GIRD where we get much information and we do not want or need to partake of eating the king’s meat, their way.) gave the excuse to The State Department and they used the excuse using Susan Rice’s substance to feed the excuse to the press. We should be suspicious of any information they toss. Essentially supporting the whims of the MAFIA! The Red Cross (Vatican) and the British Embassy left before the attack so it was premeditated.

Get to the matter. >>>>The meat.>>>>>> The Vatican and the Jesuits.




should not be ignored or covered up.

I was falling for the antics and the charisma of Barack Obama at that time and what occurred at Benghazi and the extensive aftermath was a huge warning and still is, so it worked quite well. Not to mention the failure of Obama Care to proceed unhindered with many setbacks and glitches which were definitely premeditated and for good reason!

I think Benghazi and Obama Care’s glitchy start are connected to one or more of the victims of Benghazi. And I think the departure of Pope Benedict Xvl is involved as well and the election of Jesuit Pope Francis is also an indicator like a Big Bollinger Band in the currency exchange market and of course what Obama said to the Federal employees during the Government Shutdown to stick with him and the shooting death of an unarmed woman with her baby at the back gates of the White House during that time that looked like my little sister in one of the photos provided of her by the press and similar and by similar I mean almost exactly the same image and pose of her in an old family photo, except for her skin color. Reminded me of what occurred in the 70’s to the members of a religious sect The People’s Temple at Jonestown, Guyana and the same type personality traits of their leader and some of our leaders including Obama and the devotion of his political/religious party.

I think it was meant to be a fair warning for US citizens and to the world. 

Longtime Hillary Clinton Aide Huma Abedin Set to Appear Before House Benghazi Committee Friday: Report



25 or 30 of those witnesses should be questioned by CONGRESS for the citizens of the USA to see LIVE.


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“The Borg are a fictional alien race that appears as recurring antagonists in the Star Trek franchise. The Borg are a collection of species that have been turned into cybernetic organisms functioning as drones in a hive mind called the Collective, or the hive. The Borg use a process called assimilation to force other species into the Collective by violent injection of microscopic machines called nanoprobes.

The Borg’s ultimate goal is “achieving perfection”.

I did not hear the debate about black lives matter v all iives matter but Kelly of the Kelly File is talking about it with Ben Carson who thinks taxation is tithing.

That is the ultimate of sub-borgination.

Of course how did Ben have the honor to appear at the PRAYER breakfast with Obama if he were not his

chosen one. 

I guess he has been perfected? probably because he equates taxation with tithing to a temple and Obama thinks he is that temple!

Obama To UN: ‘The Future Must Not Belong To Those Who Slander The Prophet Of Islam’
 And since he speaks in dark sentences as told in the BOOK OF DANIEL he ALSO means profit!


I do recall that Bernie Sanders in the news on the internet said all lives matter or lives matter and not just black lives and now in the debate is saying black lives matter so he has been borged or something since then, probably in preparation for the debate to make HIllary look good because he did help her to appear that way and the other candidates did the same and they didn’t do anything for the most part. That is how one makes Hillary look attractive as a candidate is to put a bunch of losers around her.

Anyway between her cackling ABOUT THE EMAILS SHE MAY HAVE DESTROYED OR DIVERTED (it happens to mine) and her asserting herself act it detracted from her in my opinion.

She needs to stop waddling. LOL

And he said unto them, Go ye, and tell that fox, Behold, I cast out devils, and I do cures to day and to morrow, and the third day I shall be perfected.


is not evil but does need to be reined in that I agree with Hillary about except i disagree on how it needs to be reined in.

She is the epitome of BIG BUSINESS that keeps the middle class down regardless how she grew up. At one time she was a flower child and she smoked pot, I guarantee it.

Capitalism needs to accommodate the self employed and the entrepreneur, the inventors, the scientists, etc. and often times they accomplish their inventions and cures out of need and then are screwed by BIG BUSINESS and FOREIGN GOVERNMENTS and sometimes OUR COALITION STYLE GOVERNMENT. THAT NEEDS TO BE CURTAILED.



Oh Yea that would be unilateralism and that is frowned upon because it requires independence.

We ought to separate the military for it’s own good.


It has been corrupted by the world’s delusions and deeply and successfully infiltrated by the enemy of the USA.

If you were going to undermine the USA’s strength and agility where would you go? You have to make it difficult to be screwed up by those that would like to make us a banana republic and a slave to their agendas.


needs to be



their soldiers, their leaders, and their facilities and the people of the USA

otherwise one branch of the military will destroy the other.


(Obviously air cover helps ground cover but you better not count on it especially these days.)


NATO backing ISIS in proxy war against Syria, Russia

I’m no expert BUT

I think the military needs to read about the burdensome stone in the Old Testament and I don’t think we ought to mess with Syria, Russia, or anywhere in the Middle East while we allow Barack Obama to be in the White House unless we are willing to destroy Mecca and Medina which I believe are Sodom and Gomorrah. And if we are willing to destroy the Vatican. The Dome of the Rock ought to be destroyed by Israel and then the claim to part off Jerusalem by Islam because the third holiest site of Islam is located in Jerusalem is a moot point. LOL

Experts weigh in: How can Israel quash this wave of terror?

Might prevent some madness in some of the souls of some pretty mixed up people.

Palestinians torch burial site
of biblical hero Joseph

3rd holiest site in Judaism set ablaze, severe damage reported

Whatever happened to “an eye for an eye” when you need it?

I thought it had been destroyed by ISIS out in the middle of nowhere a while back but I guess it turns out it was Jonah’s site they destroyed. I have no idea where these graves are but what if they accidentally destroy Abraham’s grave thinking it was someone else? Or Ishmael? LET’S HOPE THOSE SITES ARE INSURED!


Who ‘Owns’ the Land of Israel?














in order to be effective and make a difference and do it judiciously telling the people to leave the premises as does Israel before they destroy some buildings. Problem with the middle east is they are willing to put their own kids as targets like they do hostages. That’s when you have to trust God to protect them.

You would do it if you cared about the Israeli’s that you were elected to protect, Netanyahu.

But be sure to insure it first.

I think the democrats were at the same two pot parties.

Bernie Sanders is right about Marijuana and RETHINKING THIS WAR ON DRUGS.

Legalization and regulating marijuana is a start to winning the war on drugs.

I have written about it numerous times and basically the goal should be to separate drug users from the mafia which is HQ’d in the VATICAN and protected from BIG BUSINESS in the USA and OVERSEAS.

Big Business doesn’t want marijuana to succeed for the most party because alcohol is their bread and butter and gets them sloshed to take advantage. Why do you think they give away free alcohol in casinos? Great way to get someone to do what you want them to do give them a few beers or a few martinis. Females are more susceptible than males!

BIg Business and The Vatican/World Government work together to screw the average person and our government is or should be aware of that dilemma.







It helps for equipment, cars, homes, and anything that can be replaced and for itself.

The insurance business protects itself most of all, which makes it easily corrupted and the biggest problem with the business is it prohibits and prevents talents to be attained or discovered by those in the business of insurance and is destructive to the health business and business in general.

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Does he look like he cares one IOTA for the ills he has caused in the world?

This is what you will get if you elect Hillary. “Don’t ask, don’t tell.” Really helpful and O’reilly hopeful!

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Look familiar?

Hillary represents the insurance business and all the ills of America.

“it was a video tape.”

 Same spirit in those frowns. It is too uncanny to be ignored.

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Famous Scientists

They were not insured.

God uses believers and non believers for his purposes whether they know it or not.

HIllary is only an extension of BIll Clinton and vice versa. Bubble gum government.

I feel your pain shit.

Back to Joseph and the Book of Daniel.

The Book of Daniel reveals a Covenant with Many which could have something to do with MENE in the story of Joseph. (And I guess in the book of Daniel that is found in bad shape.) I have no idea what the last statement in parenthesesI that I wrote meant when I wrote it but I have a feeling I misspelled something causing the sentence to have absolutely no value except to confuse so I put it in parentheses to clarify. I’m writing this stuff from memory about what I remember about Joseph and the Book of Daniel and have not referred to bible for clarification or correction. I doubt most people have read it at all but it might help them if they did because much of what we are experiencing in the world have to do with these things. There is also a covenant made at the Last Supper in three of the gospels that are known as the Synoptic Gospels of Matthew, Mark and Luke where Jesus makes a deal with the men at the table even though he had not yet been crucified having them drink his blood – one gospel says in remembrance and another says for another reason and something else etc. So whose blood did they drink? or how was his blood acquired, through intravenous devices? It is the only covenant made in the gospels and I think it has to do with the Covenant with Mene/Many in the Book of Daniel and then there is that Covenant with Abraham where they have to cut their penises. Since the Covenant with Many is prophetic it must be the one in the New Testament that Daniel is talking about, I think, but I don’t know for sure unless the penis covenant happened after Daniel and not before. The important aspect of that Covenant revealed in the Book of Daniel is that it is a FALSE Covenant with Many:

 Daniel tells Belshazzar that God’s judgment is at the door.

“Then the fingers of the hand were sent from Him, and this writing was written. And this is the inscription that was written: MENE, MENE, TEKEL, UPHARSIN. This is the interpretation of each word.

MENE: God has numbered your kingdom, and finished it;

TEKEL: You have been weighed in the balances, and found wanting;

PERES: Your kingdom has been divided, and given to the Medes and Persians.”

Joseph interprets A DREAM ABOUT WHEAT (not the above) that there will be a famine in the land and the Pharaoh hires him as his aid so he figures out a way to get wheat stored for 7 years (via tithing) and is able to feed the people in the area he is in charge of for another 7 years and feed his family during the drought/ AND may have been an attack of locusts. So I guess there is a 14 year period.

One for storage and one for feeding,

Often times famine is for the word of God as the flood could have been referring to a flood of lies that drowned the peoples senses which seems like what we are going through via the press and the hoaxes we are enduring for some reason or another. There may have been a physical flood and a spiritual flood. Same thing goes for the famine in the story of Joseph.

Anyway he is able to reunite with family and they forgive each other and have a great time but through some really weird tricks but Joseph was dealing with some strange brothers, jealousy, misunderstandings, false accusations, etc.

It’s kind of confusing but often times events happen sort of in a paradoxically or at the same time on different planes and that makes it hard for our minds to understand.

Of course take into consideration that the interpretation of those words may be incorrect and misunderstood as most of the bible seems to be or have been in MENE ways.

But there seems to be a string of thought from the OT to the New Testament and

There and Back Again:


“There is no there there” said Barack Obama in regards to Benghazi.

It sure hasn’t dissipated and it keeps regathering, regrouping, like a bad dream and I don’t think it will disappear until it is understood, IMO, even though MENE would like it to go away.

Might have something to do with



as in


HARP (upharsin) could also refer to Oprah/Harpo Marx, etc ( I heard a description by the man that helped to create the manifestation who was concerned how it would be used) of how HAARP works using microwaves and the description included strings hence the name. It can cause earthquakes, tsunamis, floods, droughts, hurricanes, tornadoes, wild fires, mass deaths of ocean life, climate change symptoms, microwaves heat food fast so you can imagine it must feel awful good to make a killing on Climate warming knowing it’s done purposefully as AL Gore has done but it wasn’t his idea it was the Vatican’s idea. Anyway I think he is in the Book of Daniel symbolically,

probably in chapter 8 talking about the time of the end.

Wasn’t it Time (Hearsts/HURSTS of Germany/Hertz) that puffed Billy Graham?

What a hint – death


By the way don’t heat your diet foods or frozen foods with the saran wrap that they tell you to keep on the product  while you microwave because during the microwave process it emits a gas that is poisonous, at least it used to and it is bad to eat. I make up the difference by microwaving for an extra 30 seconds instead.

In the Gospel of John when Jesus is taken somewhere and Peter denies him three times it says he followed Jesus to see the end but a lot of people saw him crucified so it must mean something else.

The interrogation, the inquisition, the porpoise, the point, etc

The reason and the why.

What was written on the walls of Benghazi?

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I saw wi


Wi is an Arabic term as well, but I knew it a while ago but have forgotten because I’m taking in so much information constantly it seems and then there’s the game machine. WIFI etc

Here are some pictures:

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Notice the cell phone in mouth using passwords from the Sate Department so it was well coordinated. One of the guys killed or taken played WOW. COULD BE THIS ONE. That ain’t Christopher Stevens.

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This corpse looks like my dad, his mouth, his chin. But could be antagonistic psychological type tactics aimed at me because some people don’t like what I have to say in my blogs. I don’t know. It’s that type of war these days and we are in it. ARMAGEDDON.

Why would whoever posted this picture bother unless it posed a threat to their very existence.

I’m just a peon.

I do think when Israel gets the nerve to destroy the Dome of the Rock things will change in the middle east as fast as the damage that nuclear bomb makes in seconds. I could be wrong but I think it is detrimental to their existence and vice versa. They just need a little impetus or the right amount of a nudge. They are getting it lately. Woe to those that might be affected world wide. ALAS.

Goodbye Yellow Brick Road Elton John

Just to burst your bubble gum mug I have seen my dad since he died even on TV who helped me to know that Obama Care was not good when he was with the BORG and he since left the BORG and felt him near me about other things that are personal and precious quite a bit doing a lot of good things and he loves to whistle, dance, and sing and he makes noises sometimes so I can know he is near and not just in a book shelf usually when I’m thinking about some things and working things out in my head on particular subjects that i write about


Don’t Worry Be Happy Bobbie McFerrin

I felt him as well

and I felt my mom’s hand on my shoulder before she died by a few months after i saw her the last time.

Did I tell ya about the dove that saved my life? I did on a different blog.

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Then the picture of michelle in heels with rolled up jeans is also interesting which I included in a bunch of posts on most of my blogs. Whether she was there or not she has a weapon and Obama mad reference to her arms at a Press dinner and our arms many times. It’s hard to see in this version but I have better ones on my blogs and it looks like she was in the middle of plastic surgery, but it’s her.

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COULD BE a message in code of some kind! I’m talking about the message in the Book of Daniel

To keep it in tact for a long time because it has been around a long time. I read it many years ago.

MENE could mean enemy. MANY or Many enemies, Doubles, clones, MANY ENEMY HARPS

And as far as TEKEL I can’t imagine. Kettle/DESPOT(Qadaffi?) To kill? Keitel, Kite el ,ET EL, okay?

ete past tense of the verb to be also means summer in french

keel which directs a ship


a place where roads meet or cross and the k for okay as we say these days and I have hears said by my friend (mon ami)

Really interesting:

Then it says Peres instead of Upharsin and gives meaning to Peres and not the word Upharsin in the above warning from God to Belshazzar (son of Nebuchadnezzar) in that dream THAT DANIEL INTERPRETS which is a indication something is amiss in the writing in orange above which is in the bible. Go back up to the orange writing and read the meaning to the words and nowhere is Peres in the writing and Upharsin is ignored to give a meaning so there obviously is a reason for that indiscretion/discretion, don’t you think?

so did peres or president betray netanyahu?

I doubt God interpreted the dream for Belshazzar, LOL. So who did?

Peres could mean Shimon Peres of Israel…..Paris…..President of E

(energy)……. the PRESS……(Energy, entertainment, fathers as in french priests or french fathers: père partridge in a pear tree/pairs: we are siamese (Siam-Persia-Iran) if you please, neocats-neocatechumenal way-catechism)

usin’ HAARP

What was that thing in space that President Obama

said to let it out of the box and let it stretch it’s legs

I think he said him

and teach a lesson that will never be forgotten to something or someones?

Was he Joaquin?

$100M lawsuit filed in Hurricane Joaquin cargo ship disaster

Was there really a sister ship? Strange seeing Mashes co-star talking about a sister ship, wasn’t it? Anyway that’s a big amount of money!

Lots to consider in these strange times we live in.

Tekel could mean : TheTechnology (Tek) or kettle as in the pot calling the kettle black etc LOL

as far as the persians and the medes are the same. Iranians. One is aryan and the other siamese?

So the ex was wrong about the iranians being persians. YUK YUK YUK WHAT AN ASS HOLE. LOL

He meets a few Iranians that are persians and thinks they are all the same.

It’s like saying Denzel Washington is the same as Idi Amin.

So giving the kingdom to the same group is redundant and doesn’t make sense in that statement about the Medes and Persians..

Hence it has another meaning, I think it means the opposite they lose their kingdom because their king is dumb.

Besides the fact that farsi (pharsi) is a language of the Iranians and in the gospels it says beware of the Pharisees which I think is referring to the farsis and the saducees which I think are the italians/Romans. Why? I don’t know but a while back I had if figured out that it was the Romans in collusion with the farsi/pharisees, which makes sense during the time that the tunnels that were found in Israel  (Rome has theirs as well) in the west bank and the UN and churches harboring weapons in Israel and priest smocking the Israelis when they warned them of destroying the buildings saying: Where would you have them go or something like that and Hillary defending the un building storing weapons and now wants us to sell ours using the buy back shcheme. it’s late so I have an excuse for being incoherent.

A while back I watched a video of Eric Holder bowing to Obama (it looked like a bow) and I noticed in the video whether or not it was altered the previous President of Iran Mahmoud Ahmadinejad (before Rouhani) departing from Obama like a spirit or something. It was strange so I presume that Obama is their king? Why would Eric Holder be bowing otherwise? He lowered his head for him.

History of the Medes

I think the medes might be referring to Medvedev- The russians.

Dmitry Anatolyevich Medvedev

 I doubt HAARP could part the RED SEA for the HEBREWS but could have parted the REED SEA. There is a discrepancy as to which sea was the RED SEA and I think it was actually the MEDITERRANEAN SEA SINCE IT’S NAME HAS CHANGED IN THE PAST FROM THE SEA OF PALESTINE AND THE SEA OF PETER, ETC.

The Strangest Question asked at ANY DEBATE

(and odorless invisible noxious gas) 

I have to admit that it was a strange question to ask at the Democratic Debates that Anderson Cooper asked:

Do all lives matter or do black lives matter?

And the answers were just as weird.

They had to have been drugged and their answers were obnoxious. Silly debate.

About 20 years ago maybe less in Russia there was a theater that was attacked via the air ducts. IT was a weird situation and I guess Putin had to allow the deaths of everyone in the theater or something. It’s been so long I can’t remember the details except that he had no choice in order to not allow terrorism to proceed though it did a few times but I remember the air ducts were involved. He has a tough job because it is a tough neighborhood. I don’t like Communism but I sure don’t like Fascism.

I noticed at some Presidential White House briefings with the press that Obama had such as the one where you could hear a pin drop when he made a big deal about his birthday and other times as well it seemed that the press weren’t really asking much and also at the President’s States of the Union Addresses the reaction of the audience seemed surreal as if they were not in control of themselves. i wondered then and I did write about it in a post in one of my blogs the fact that usually Obama was about 15 minutes late and how long it would take to READY his audience with some kind of odorless, invisible gas or powder via the air ducts that might intoxicate the audience and the guests to be compliant to avoid that situation Obama had at one of his first State of the Union Addresses when Rep. Joe Wilson yelled “You Lie” to Obama.

Daniel 8:15-17

15 And it came to pass, when I, even I Daniel, had seen the vision, and sought for the meaning, then, behold, there stood before me as the appearance of a man.

16 And I heard a man’s voice between the banks of Ulai, which called, and said, Gabriel, make this man to understand the vision.

17 So he came near where I stood: and when he came, I was afraid, and fell upon my face: but he said unto me, Understand, O son of man: for at the time of the end shall be the vision.

Daniel 8

Angels shall rise and fall upon the son of man O – SO there are a bunch of them (sons of men). In Ezekiel, in the gospels, etc. Jesus was said to have fallen on his face in the Gospel of Luke when he was in the Garden of Gethsemane (GOG).






It looks like he is eating a Graham cracker!

But I have seen his speeches at the white house and other places pinching something.

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Videos of you lie obama

I wonder if that isn’t what occurred at the DEMOCRAT debates in order to receive the answers they gave to that



 I don’t think Joe Wilson is Catholic so he doesn’t probably or didn’t probably partake of the cracker that many Catholics partake of once a week.

In the transcriptions of the JFK assassination that I did twice because the further I got the more I learned why he was assassinated and by whom (which can be found on Merangue’s Blog) there was some film footage of Jackie Kennedy licking at some flowers at the table at the breakfast before he was assassinated that I included the pictures to demonstrate her strange behavior. In the bouquet were some flowers that look like Dragon’s Breath which kind of appear like hanging flowers when grown in the wild because they kind of hang like you would think would be the kind of flowers that might have adorned the Hanging Gardens of Babylon. The flowers make a drug that help for sea sickness but also can be used to drug a person to do something they would not normally do such as rob themselves. Prostitutes sometimes use it to rob their clients and I think its use and it’s attributes have been pretty well known by the Church of Rome for a long time and used by them as well for a long time to control their flock. The flowers grow in South America which is partially why I think it would be a good idea to reestablish our claim to the Panama Canal since we built it but it was given away by President Jimmy Carter probably under the influence of Dragon’s Breath. In his presidency he had a lot of trouble with the Iranians/Persians/Aryans/Hamas and all those other tribes that encompass the Iranian population. They held American hostages for quite a long time and it might have had something to do with Dragon’s Breath as well. IT doesn’t take much to drug a person to be a slave for about 4-5 days. It takes only a whiff and it is odorless and invisible. My prescription for that dilemma is taking back the Panama Canal and establishing a new United States border at that particular location because it is about only a few miles wide as compared to a few thousand mile wide border we are incapable of controlling now. Not only that there is marsh land around the area of the canal making tunnels impossible from South America. It would solve the immigration problem we have with Mexicans and Central Americans and improve the USA in many ways and improve their countries as well that is if we want to be a great country. Here is an article and you tube about the odorless invisible drug:

The most dangerous drug in the world: ‘Devil’s Breath’ chemical from Colombia can block free will, wipe memory and even kill

Scopolamine – Colombia’s ‘Devil’s Breath’ Drug Information from SoCal Rehab Facility

you tubes about Dragon’s Breath



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I wonder if scopolamine causes schizophrenia, narcissism, and all the other ills of the brain. The pictures of what the schizoid brain looks like do not look like a brain so no wonder we have problems with the world of men.

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This is a brain of a human


I guess that is why males do this and walk around it in one direction with a bunch of other males because they are so screwed up. Porn movies? What would cause this behavior. Shouldn’t we find out?

Screen shot 2014-05-10 at 8.18.54 PMThe ex invited me to go to Choctaw to gamble for my birthday comin’ up. KInd of an insult after gloating about his mom’s health right after my mom’s funeral and all that it entailed. He probably wouldn’t understand the insult which is very….but words can’t describe it. Degrading?

It’s amazing to witness such vacancy in whatever it is that is in him. A brain? Maybe he didn’t get one. The straw man.


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Jesus did not commit to man because he knew what was in man. What about what isn’t in a men? You can see why! Hopefully he’ll learn why soon.

I think I’lll ask for a big fat joint. I deserve one, lol.

It’s really tough to cope with the circumstances so I think that’s a good option.

I have grown to hate this world conveniently forgetting. I hope what happened to me and mine happens to you 10 times as bad and by ten times as much I mean to the tenth power as earthquakes are measured. I hope the earth quakes beneath this world and turns it upside down to it’s core and mostly to those responsible for the deceptions I hope don’t survive.

Doesn’t sound very nice but i’m angry about some things.


Detailed maps of hospital gathered by Afghan and US before airstrike

So typical of the enemy to use sites like these and those that allow it are responsible such as Doctors Without Borders. They should not be there and obviously are the enemy as well and Obama is using them for his purpose in my opinion because he too is a bad operator. Samaritan’s Purse proved it’s the enemy when it transported Ebola to the USA. If it had sprayed Africa with insect killers to kill the TSE TSE fly and eradicate their existence for the sake of Africans in Africa it would have proved itself a good operator since it obviously is the carrier,

but it didn’t.


Borders are good things. They are like rules.

Operator Jim Croce

 I noticed the lady that I get as an operator when I call information is the same voice of one of the moms of Benghazi. I have good hearing. I recognize voices very well. I’m sure it is to mock. Another of the Benghazi mom’s is on an ad on tv for something like tupperware. sometimes when I write on my blog and when I feel I hit a nerve I get phone calls and at the beginning of the phone call is my little sister’s high pitched voice for a second or less which makes me think it is her. So I know I am being harassed to rattle me. I guess it comes with the territory when one resists the BORG and it is not futile to resist, it’s gonna pay me back in many ways (in billions and billions of ways and I won’t be able to carry it in a purse’) that I have resisted and I will succeed if I don’t commit suicide in the meanwhile which is the point of the harassment, LOL. They aren’t the victims of Benghazi that are portrayed and that’s part of the deception that I hope is rectified and those that are involved and silent or hiding witnesses,  get it up the ass. And I hope Obama (he and his) gets it up the ass to the 10th power so they never are seen again or want to be seen.

In other words I want you to lick the fucking floor of the temple THE ONE IN THE ARTICLE LINKED BELOW. Hope you read it so you might perceive it:

The Stones of Amen

Defense Secretary Robert Gates is half right and half wrong.

I didn’t watch the interview but what I heard said by Chris Wallace about what Robert Gates said about Russia, Syria, Iran Hezbollah and Hamas etc, but it is typical of Fox to prop up half truths and half lies and call it interesting. And more interesting to watch Sheppard Smith ponder the preponderance of evidence.

What do you want to bet those missiles that hit Iran weren’t by mistake and were a warning?

Obama’s Comments on Clinton Emails Collide With F.B.I. Inquiry

Shouldn’t President Obama be forced to resign since he is trying to influence a criminal investigation?

THE COCK HAS COME OUT OF HIDING AND PROMISING HE WILL ENFORCE HIS TRADE AGREEMENT LIKE HE DID IRAN’S NUCLEAR FAITHILITY and changed his stance on Afghanistan since the Doctors Without Borders incident occurred.



It won’t be so funny when Iran is READY.

Humice Abedin

is testifying with Trey Goudy so who is guarding who? I don’t think she is merely an aide to Hillary Clinton. I think HIllary is aiding and abetting Huma (and may not have a choice since she had that head injury a while back), meaning Humice is guarding HIllary Clinton not that she is responsible for that delay.

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Huma Abedin’s testimony dampens Hillary’s campaign momentum

I do not think I have EVER seen anyone more transparent in my life than HUMA ABEDIN. She has to wear bright red lipstick so we can see her. Not saying she isn’t pretty. EXOTIC. I think she is a Harpy. I listened to her blurb for cameras as to why she is talking to Trey Goudy and it was total crap -To honor those men at Benghazi. Something like that. Why didn’t she offer herself and her testimony before she was forced to testify:

To dishonor the men at Benghazi?

She was mocking!

“In Greek mythology and Roman mythology, a harpy was a female monster in the form of a bird with a human face. They steal food from their victims while they are eating and carry evildoers (especially those who have killed their family) to the Erinyes. They seem originally to have been wind spirits. Their name means “snatchers”.

“Harpies definition, Classical Mythology. a ravenous, filthy monster having a woman’s head and a bird’s body. … from Old French harpie (14c.), from Greek Harpyia”

“A predatory person.”

(might be referring to Hillary, herself.)

I didn’t make this up.

I have no idea if she is filthy but she is not merely an aide to Hillary Clinton!

She may be PROTECTING OR HARPING HIllary Clinton, but I think

  she is definitely a GUARD of some kind.

Maybe has something to do with French Christine Lagard the woman harping the US for money all the time.

I looked up harpsichord which sounds like an odd thing to do but there is a relationship to names and items, their meanings and their uses or their purpose. So I will link it for your edification if you want to edify yourself.


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Antwerp is in Belgium. Rectors are Episcopalian leaders and the Episcopalian Church that I was was confirmed at the clergy was named Mr. Rucker. After he left that post/position at that church it was struck by lightning and burned down and soon after they invested in a new organ. I find that kind of interesting whether or not you do I added it because when we lived near it a lot of weird things happened to my family growing up especially around that time when my dad worked at the Pentagon. This blog and my others are as much for me as they are for you. I do it for my own satisfaction but I offer knowledge i find to anyone interested whether it is good or not. I wrote a post about Jesus of the Synptic Gospels called:

Why Callest Thou Me Good?

Clinton aide Huma Abedin questioned on Benghazi attacks

Her first name Huma which is an interesting name in that Hummus was prescribed to America with a vengeance by Michelle Obama and I just found some in my refrigerator door, but I don’t buy the groceries. No one I know eats it in this household so it was a mystery as to how it got in there except that it looks like the margarine containers so might have been bought by mistake. I hate the stuff! It’s like eating mashed up cardboard AND I’M NOT A CHICKEN. It’s supposed to be mashed up chickpeas I think and it is supposed to be a health food but homogenized milk was supposed to be healthy once, and then it wasn’t.

East Jerusalem, Bubbling Over With Despair

“…………….The uptick in aggression did not begin with the two dozen attacks that have killed seven Israeli Jews, five of them in Jerusalem, since Oct. 1. (At least 16 suspected assailants have been shot dead by Israelis, including four Saturday, along with more than 20 other Palestinians in clashes with security forces). East Jerusalem has been a hotbed since July 2014, when Jewish extremists kidnapped and murdered Muhammad Abu Khdeir, a 16-year-old from the Shuafat neighborhood. The police reported 1,594 stone-throwing incidents in East Jerusalem over the next three months, up from 1,216 during 10 months of 2013; more than 700 people were arrested for rioting in Jerusalem during that period in 2014. The police said they had detained 380 between Sept. 13 and Oct. 15 of this year, 171 of them minors…………………”

“……….Arab East Jerusalem is not a single place but a series of some two dozen disparate satellites. There are isolated villages like Sur Baher, Jabel Mukhaber and Issawiya, where Israelis rarely venture, but also relatively upscale and accessible Beit Hanina, where international aid workers and diplomats live and Israelis flock for


The Kings meat?

You never know if that’s the problem but I sure wouldn’t partake. First of all you are supporting Michelle Obama and her friends because obviously she is PROPPING and PROPHETING from the product because she promoted it in school lunches etc and second it might be rigged like the EUCHARIST.
Remember what happened in Syria when they were accused of poisoning the people with sarin gas and it turned out to be poisoned rice that came from INDIA or CHINA or somewhere in between as far a I could ascertain.
The UN came in with their suits and couldn’t find the sarin but knew it was there because some dickhead caught on some tape acting like he was in the Syrian military and a part of the incident and somehow Germany taped him (they just happened to be tapped into that area and taping in that area) and that was their evidence kind of crap and women running around in the area with kids unprotected, etc,. wearing painters masks which is like putting on a bandaid around a deadly poison gas. It was ridiculous. And later we heard about the rice being poisoned. Then Obama attempts to send a US carrier to the arrier to unseat Bashar Assad who happened to be the President where the Golan Heights is located between Syria and Israel. It was a big bunch of shit and I think that happened after Benghazi so it was for his benefit to divert attention from his criminal activity that he participated in at Benghazi or why would Michelle have been there? It’s  a big mess.
O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, thou that killest the prophets, and stonest them which are sent unto thee, how often would I have gathered thy children together,

even as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, and ye would not!

O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, which killest the prophets, and stonest them that are sent unto thee; how often would I have gathered thy children together,
as a hen doth gather her brood under her wings, and ye would not!
Anyway I think Iran and France are allies and i think they have demonstrated that relationship in MENE ways.
THE COURT OF THE GENTILES (self fulfilling prophecy) AT NOTRE DAME (YOUR LADY) and of course Roman Catholicism.
Trump used the eagle recently in his bid for the White House whether or not he is in the bible has been discussed in the news because he thumps one. Says it’s his favorite book. Anyway there are trumpets in the bible in Revelation and a trumpet is a bird’s nose/horn. so he might not be in the bible, but trumpets are in the bible and so are many birds and I guess they represent signs like the signs in the sky and out in space. There are all kinds of signs and I think much of what is occurring in the world are BIG SIGNS and worth noticing.
The French are known for speaking double entendres. Diplomacy is kind a french thing and usually very dishonest. But during WWll they had to be dishonest in order to survive hence the french underground. When you say a negative in french you use two words to negate something. MENE, MENE, SIMON, SIMON, O JERUSALEM, JERUSALEM
I know that Jesus said when answering a question to say yea or nay and not to expound. The more one does the more one lies, I think.
Say someone asks,  “Do you have any money?”
You can say: No!
 or: NO, I do not have any money!
or: No, I do not have any money ….(under my breath) in my purse.
I tend to go for number three in this instance. It’s honest doublespeak.
At one point in my life I carried around a ping-pong ball with a picture of an eyeball on it and one with an I on it so I could not have to answer truthfully because I was getting grilled by my enemy: My ex
I was often entrapped by him and his allies and it helped me to learn to deal with entrapment when I was quite naive.
To me entrapment is evil and coercive and the tool of many occults. One of their ways is to alienate an individual to make them submit to their occultic ways. (peer pressure is another) I don’t like it but I have to cope with it because I know i am in the right or on the right side. The occult is very tricky and deceptive.
My brother in law suggested to my family to alienate me/isolate me so that I would come back to the fold so he could fuck with me and them and of course, that would make him look innocent. He was the one that caused much trouble for me in my life and for my family and affected many things in my life. I didn’t always handle it well nor did my family always handle it well but he was a huge liar and had some big problems that I could not deal with. I tried to deal with it correctly by reporting it to his spouse when I had the nerve to and it got worse for me and my family over time because he had an axe to grind with me and so did she and that axe grinding spread through my family because they didn’t know or understand my difficulty or what I was having to deal with. I was the problem. I was in an untenable situation and no matter what I did it was wrong. Damned if you do and damned if you don’t. I didn’t enjoy my part and had to part. And someday I will be able to say to my ex
I hope it’s soon but when you have kids it’s tough to do it right and at the right time so it won’t fuck them up anymore than he has already.
But the reason for the simplicity of Yay (yea) or Nay is when you are in a court of law it’s best to keep it simple. Liars tend to exaggerate or increase or enlarge abnormally.
I think we will eventually find out.
The answer given by Mrs. Clinton has gotten so famous and obviously it was an evasion but that so we might not remember the question . And I don’t remember what was asked and I have a feeling it is much more important than her answer.
I’ll try to find it to add to this post:

Oh yea she was trying to evade that it came from the Vatican.

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Qaddaffi was a guest in Rome around the time of the G8 meeting when the Italian Prime MInister Silvio Berlusconi met him at the airport on June 12, 2009 and around the time Obama awarded him some car company in the USA in Detroit and then he was beaten to death. I think he was beaten to death around that time as well mob style. No trial. Perhaps because of the Lockerbie plane bombing. I think he may have been suffering from some form of insanity due to sexual diseases. He surrounded himself with female guards. But never the less the Vatican and the Italian government did prop up leaders in some African countries obviously and if you screw up they kill you. There is a prophecy about some steps and it starts with Libya. Silvio Berlusconi might be the hiss in that prophecy.
Silvio Berlusconi reminds me of Eric Bolling of The Five on Fox News. Probably just a distant family relations?
Also reminds me of the brother in the Boston Marathon fiasco with the


I would suggest that those involved might check out the Book of Daniel
and the prophecy about the finger of God and what it says because it might affect you in a big way.
Just heard on Fox News Gates saying we got rid of Ghaddaffi.
By we, I think he means ROME and Obama.
The visit to Rome and car company.
Course recently he was wearing a neck brace and that usually mean something.

Usually means


Get the rangers for the dangers up ahead.

Uma Pemmaraju and Rep. Zinke

 Spectacular interview by Uma Pemmaraju of Rep. Zinke of Montana about HIllary Clinton, Benghazi and the speakership of the House. I disagree with him about Paul Ryan being a fantastic choice for the House Speaker even if he has a intelligence (a great mind). He lacks other qualities, IMO. I think Paul Ryan should head the IRS, though, LOL but then I fear many would feel a great deal of pain. He is too partisan and biased to handle that job even if he is sharp. He needs a leash and a choke collar in other words he is too eager for our beleaguered nation to deal with in that capacity: Speaker or the IRS.
I was trying to think of someone or some type of person and it was Tip O’neil.
Hillary gave a hint about who erased some of the her e-mails (laundered the e-mails i.e. The Vatican) whether it was based on truth, who can say and whether or not she meant to say it.
I can’t remember exactly what she said but it is in one of my posts and the hint hinted that it was priests. Wiped clean or something like that.
l’ll go back and try to find it because I wrote in one of my posts what I thought she meant. But since the excuse of Benghazi originated at the Vatican Jesuit Father Frederiko Lombardi it makes all the more sense that it was priests that laundered her e-mails.

My Friend at Benghazi and Huma 

I wonder why they didn’t clean up the statement that got Huma in betwixt Trey Goudy and Hillary. The statement Mon ami at Benghazi. (my friend at Benghazi). You would have thought that would have been redacted in Hillary’s e-mails but conveniently left for what purpose or was it added later.
I know e-mails aren’t secure because I have seen some that came my way that were altered by something or someone.
I used to live with a girl who owned a dog named Noname and indian name for no name. He used steal shoes out of cars if their windows were down. I wrote a couple of posts called Tell No Man and Salute No Man and they were kind of my or nearly my first posts about what is in the bible and why the gospels do not harmonize and kind of got me started. The gospels harmonize as much as bag pipes harmonize which they don’t.
Those posts are on my site Merangue’s Blog.
The statement that interested me in the gospels was when Jesus came down off the the mountain where he gave his sermon on the mount healed a lunatic and charged the people around him to tell no man I am the Christ. I thought, “What a weird thing to say!” which got me off and running. The reason it seemed wierd is they were fasting with him and there were quite a few people on that mountain and since he sermonized to them why would he say for the people to be quiet about it. It made no sense. You don’t give a speech to thousands of people and then tell people to shut up about it. And then what is said after that also peaked my interest : The more he charged them the more they did publish it. Of course they didn’t have publishing companies in biblical times, did they? It’s been a while since I wrote the two posts so it may have been the sermon on the mount or where he fed thousands of people but this double speak is found in the Synoptic Gospels. You have to read it to get the gist of my curiosity. Obviously the bible has been altered quite a bit.
What I liked that Rep. Zinke said in essence was that the committee headed by Trey Goudy is trying to find the truth about Benghazi and what happened and why and while we keep finding out things such as the Hillary Clinton’s E-mail server it is but a cog in the wheel of Benghazi. It is important and needs to be investigated but it is not the end all of Benghazi.

It is a symptom.

I like her style in reporting and seems to ask the right questions at least this time, but I have noticed her before and she is very impressive, thought provoking, and thoughtful! Does a good job. Kind of gives me hope about the press and it’s purpose.
When I find the hint I will try to remember to include it in this post. It is probably on
since I wrote quite a bit for a while on that blog.
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Remember what that nut Jim Jones did with the People’s Temple in Guyana
that is the mind set of a cult leader and they will take with them as many as they can even themselves to do it.
Those colorful objects are dead people. Black lives didn’t matter nor did white.
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Got Hospice?

Word of caution: I don’t know what Pope Benedict transported in that huge truck to the Dome of the Rock when he visited Jerusalem. He was the first pope to ever visit the Dome of the Rock. They put up road blocks for that transport to keep it private and a secret. “On the Precipice” came to mind at that time for some reason while he preached in Jerusalem I think at the Garden of Gethsemane (GOG). Lots of nuns dotted the hill in awe of their pope and his Mary men many in burkas, still.
I believe hospicing is a political and religious form of suicide for those people don’t want to deal with anymore for many reasons.  A few years ago came up with an idea about angels and home care and I don’t know which came first but they have a thing called some thing like that they advertise on Fox with a woman I recognize in few different places and time or something and do not like one IOTA. I also was impressed with the traveling doctors that have become a business lately because of Obama care but have not tried.
When Mitt Romney started his presidential run the first time she was with him in his entourage at  first just for a few seconds that I saw it seemed like an airport they were at with a big window. Then in Oklahoma or Arizona in some capacity meeting Obama about austerity as he did Merkel of Germany.  Anyway she is not to be trusted and I believe a fallen angel evangelical and evil and up to no good even though it sounds good she isn’t good. That’s a good cue, I think of her intention. I don’t know if it is the same business linked above but it is often advertised on Fox and she speaks in it and then poses at the end with a short dark bob of haircut and bangs and it is a tease and a mock with her hand on her chin posing. AMUCK. I’m telling you, watch out! I don’t know why I notice these things but I think there are reasons for it. They want to get us coming and going and they want it their way.
Uses medicaid and medicare of course as does hospicing and is why people use it because it is a free death watch.
Reminds me of the photos of the africans carrying dead bodies without covers on their own bodies the suits to protect them at the start of the Ebola outbreaks and a woman was with them her back to the camera with long dark hair and I think she was some kind of death angel or a watcher. Then later they altered the pictures to make it look different. That’s the internet.

Gog and Magog

I’m not saying it is or isn’t i’m inferring it might be an acronym for the garden.

Was that visit in May?

I can’t remember why but it was what I recall. On the Precipice. Could be he took the Altar of Pacis (peace/pacifism) but I have no idea how big that alter is, but whatever he took was huge. Then tunnels were able to be dug under Jerusalem and some Palestinians said that they were blindfolded and taken to the tunnels to dig and paid by someone. REMEMBER those tunnels that Hannity did a few shows about the tunnels and on Israel and then he interviewed Dore Gold?
Anyway peace/pacifism isn’t working, is it? Palestinians stabbing Israeli kids.
I think The armies that surrounded Jerusalem occurred when the Roman Catholic sermoned on the mount. Head for the mountains of God is what is proposed unless you decide to do something about it. Like destroy the Dome of the Rock and shock and awe some people. It would be quite effective and then threaten the the other two places that are considered holy by Islam. They make beau coups of money and would alter the future of Israel in a good way. IMO
At the same time in Jerusalem they were showing a 3-d image of one of the Cloths of Turin images at Notre Dame in Jerusalem and it was a big tourist attraction of course.
That same year of the pope’s visit to Jerusalem and the Dome of the Rock I traveled up north after my huge operation and there was a blizzard and the Indian Ocean had an earthquake and a tsunami that killed a bunch of people. While in that blizzard I was driven over two bridges in Kentucky over flooded rising and rushing icy waters that had no barriers on the bridges that were iced over and they were one way one lane roads without chains on our tires but the other way was blocked and people were being rescued by snow mobiles. It was nuts and my family that I have had much problems with (the brother-in-law) were on a cruise ship in the Carribean Ocean and they felt the shock of the tsunami that was in the Indian Ocean I heard later. The earthquake/tsunami in the indian ocean ALTERED THE EARTHS AXIS which is no small thing. We are talking about the planet earth and the altering of things that keep the earth in balance, spinning, rotating etc. The earth also symbolically represents Israel in the bible. I don’t know what the axis of Israel was before or after but it does seem to be changing. Netanyahu seems to be communicating quite well with Putin as I witnessed on the Greta show his description of their relationship.
I think it is all related.
The Pope’s visit was not the same year but a year or two after. I was on morphine for 10-14 days or so in August so it affected my mind a little. LOL. And then many pain pills later before I cold turkeyed myself off the pain pills which is a no no as I found out after a few days of extreme discomfort. I forgot what I was gonna say but I wanted to clear up that timing problem. I played WOW for quite a long time for therapy and for fun after the operation because I wasn’t able to do much else.  At one point when I got home I couldn’t even hold up a one inch artists oil brush for more than a few seconds. Those WOW times were fun for me and a great help to me and my mind and body but some things happened that altered my life. Some people took advantage of it and tried to make me swallow a bitter pill. It was very tough and then later my dad aspirated on a pill and died the day he was going home, my little sister got divorced, I got divorced, ex went bankrupt, lost my inheritance, lost my home, and my mom was hospiced without my permission and she died two weeks later and I was not invited to her funeral and lied to about everything involved. I was told she wouldn’t want to live with COPD even though she didn’t have COPD. She never smoked cigarettes but you can drug someone to have the same symptoms if you want to with a combination of the right stuff or allow them to be infected with the right type of illness to cause lung pleurisy. She had had tuberculosis as a young woman and had a collapsed lung etc. Had allergies. She wanted to live to 105. she told me numerous times anyway I was removed from family. Dispelled. Disowned. and many other rotten type occult tactics in many little baby steps but added up to a BIG DEAL. We were fucked. I guess some in my family had need of her money (which she and dad had saved, so much for saving, eh?) which wasn’t that much and was gonna keep her in care and possibly in order to get to the money she had to be diagnosed with mental disorders like the ones elderly get which they say causes COPD, the catch all as in a catch -22. I remember her being interviewed by the main doctor of the place and I could tell it was unpleasant for my mom and for me while I watched and I imagine it was a soft interview because I was there.  I resented it but thought doctors know best and that’s not true. I know that now, they are often lazy. I think they were trying to fuck with her mind (like they have done to me in many ways because of my beliefs which I had shared with her in simple ways and she was kind of defenseless being cooped up) and prove dementia and I think it was spiritual battle because of lack of care for something or someone that isn’t able to screw with as often women are physically screwed. Lack of respect for the elderly. Anyway the ex uses her dementia for the excuse of her untimely death when that can be manipulated in many ways since he knows she did not have COPD, but my sister said she did have COPD and she was the executor of my mom’s estate and didn’t invite me to her funeral. She and her husband had an old axe to grind that altered her life so much she had to live in a different neighborhood down the road from her other home, a small dip in the road. When on prednizone and other types of medication my mom was smart as whip. I mean sharp. Sharp as she ever was.  So there is something to that that helped her and might help others that have because of disease and medication be cured of Dementia or other type elderly conditions. If they can figure out a way to make it so it doesn’t thin the blood too much causing bruising it could very helpful for the elderly and those that suffer chronic diseases and less brain activity. There was probably none that could play ping pong better than mom. She was so fast even when she was older. She would barely move and you could not keep up with her or she was so fast I didn’t see her move. LOL. I know my parents loved me and I loved them and no one can take that away from me or them.
If you think those salary deferrals like 501 Ks, 401 Ks are gonna help you
that is, if they let you live.
If you look the other way and continue to do so count on this:
Those retirement plans are only as good as those that respect them
and not necessarily good for the retiree.

Since when did Nazis respect anyone?


The root causes for my families problems: UNWANTED INCEST FOR MONEY, but the Roots didn’t do it. They did the right thing when they were able to, except for one. IN-TOTO.
But a sign of the times is everyone betraying everyone. some would say my blogs are a betrayal of everyone in my family but i had nowhere else afforded me to express myself about our troubles and I thought it was pertinent to these awful times and what most of us are in some form or fashion experiencing.
Israel and Netanyahu are being passive-aggressive and it is antagonizing and causing problems.
Encouraging the Palestinians and their allies.
Passive-aggressive behavior is the indirect expression of hostility, such as through procrastination, stubbornness, sullenness, or deliberate or repeated failure to accomplish requested tasks for which one is (often explicitly) responsible.
You are getting raped so hit them right between the thighs.
GIve them the good ole leg up and hit their little balls.

Destroy the Dome of the Rock.

Then Mecca and Medina.

Then wash your hands.

Ancient Jewish History: The Twelve Tribes of Israel

This will tell you the names of the tribes.

Verse of the Day

The secret of the Lord is with them that fear him; and he will shew them his covenant. Mine eyes are ever toward the Lord; for he shall pluck my feet out of the net.

If faith was the new enlightenment said Pope Benedict then he is admitting that chapter 4 when Jesus meets the secret follower Nicodemas (Santa Claws-Cleopas) was added later. Obviously it wasn’t a secret since it is written into the gospel the most read book in history which doesn’t make sense. If the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seeds which is the Synoptic fatal mistake then the faith chapter written into the Gospel of John is there to substantiate the Synoptic Gospels because the mustard seed being the smallest of seeds is about faith. Covenants are made usually with enemies. Covenants are peace pacts/accords/treaties aren’t they? One of the Jesuss said, “Before Abraham was, I am.” Then Abraham is not the Father that Jews, much of Roman Catholicism Chrisitendom, and Islam pretends.

Why would you need a covenant with a friend?

Gowdy warns GOP to ‘shut up’
ahead of Clinton Benghazi testimony

Anyway I think my time is almost up. I kind of got some indication it might be soon whatever that means. Hopefully a good sign.

You think I think negatively read this article:

‘America is a bomb waiting to explode’

Actually this isn’t really an American problem it’s a world wide problem more so in other countries than our own as demonstrated by the immigration overseas and their lack of space for the influx of immigrants. They have maxed out it seems already bitching about it and it is of their own making  (Nations without Borders:) which is kind of funny. I think we are in far better shape over here than

over there.

 I think it’s a world wide exorcism! Purging us.

Jeff Goldblum (jurassic Park) is running in his earth shoes with Palestinians carrying a masked man from the mosque in Jerusalem:

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Muslim women surrendering:

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Pig saves man:

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Whoever took these photos


gets around

Oprah to Weight Watchers: Be your best self

Oprah Winfrey bought a 10 percent stake in Weight Watcher

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They misspelled stake they meant 10 pound steak

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Edward Scizzorhand’s Imam

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o blah di blah da

I don’t mean to be mean but and I am curious why the wailing wall. Is there a reason to stick wads of paper n the cracks of the wailing wall? Is there a covenant  or something having to do with this practice? When I was in Europe as a kid with my family we took pictures of us holding up the Leaning Tower of Pisa. Everyone does it when they are there.

Not everyone does this:

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A migrant’s child sleeps as it is seen in a rain cover at the border crossing from Slovenia in Trnovec, Croatia October 19, 2015. The Balkans faced a growing backlog of migrants on Monday, thousands building up on cold, wet borders after the closure of Hungary’s southern frontier diverted them to Slovenia. REUTERS/Antonio Bronic

That is insane.

Luckily my children didn’t use pacifiers.

By the way had tuna a few time for a few weeks and noticed my sciatica nerve pangs but a lot less than a year or so ago.

I think when tourists go to Israel to the Wailing wall ought to lie down with their hands on the wall as if they are holding it up or holding it on their back which would be less noticeable unless done in a Santa Claus suit or in a Hunchback of Notre Dame costume.

I want to see that photo if it is possible with someone that makes it meaningful!

Eritrean Dies After Israeli Guard Shoots Him, Mob Attacks

“……Police say that during Sunday night’s attack, carried out by an Arab citizen of Israel, a security guard mistakenly identified the Eritrean man as a second attacker. He shot the migrant, and as he lay on the ground a mob of people cursed him, kicked him and hit him with objects……”


“……The daily newspaper Yediot Ahronot left no ambiguity as to why it thought the man was shot. An article in Monday’s paper was headlined: “Just because of his skin color……”

I kind of figure out n my opinion why Israel is unwilling to destroy the Dome of the Rock and I think it has something to do with the Iron Dome somehow so that they are being attacked from within instead, whereas the Iron Dome can have no affect and in essence a twisted trap if there is validity to the connection. But I bet there is a connection.

Otherwise the power in Israel is being duplicitous, and I think may actually be a YAHOO

People should be more important than a shrine or a tourist attraction. If it causes so much grief destroy it!

And if you fear it then try this in little test runs to embolden you:

Dismantle it brick by brick, stone by stone, joist by joist, beam by beam, shingle by shingle, bolt by bolt, dormer by dormer,  etc.

Excavate it like they are excavating you. Do the same to the autre Notre dame in your land.


What is the smallest seed in the world?

The Parable of Faith – Part two

Pope Benedict XVI and the Mustard Tree

Parable of the Mustard Seed Part 4

The mustard in the Bible versus the Quran (1)

I Am That I Am (The Sign) -Revised *

I AM THAT I AM (Part two)

I Am the True Vine

How is it That Ye Do Not Understand?

Abomination of Desolation

 Abomination of Desolation Pt 2


Merangue’s Blog


Mary’s Spikenard and Luke’s Parable – Revised


 Prophecies of the Betrayal of the Son of Man

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Why Does It Matter Hillary?

Clinton: Benghazi Won’t Affect Whether

I Run For President

Actually, it might!

Hillary said:

What difference at this point does it make?

I think if you were the parents it might make a difference at this point.

If you are in jail because your first amendment rights have been tread upon it might make a difference.

If you are an American citizen with the threat of losing your constitutional rights it might make a

BIG difference.

(Before It’s News)


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Unseen Footage Of Sandy Hook Shooting (Shocking New Evidence) – Video

Friday, February 1, 2013 13:50

AND CAN’T even  SHED A TEAR yet her voice cracks a bunch

If you don’t want to swallow Islam and it’s lack of rights and it’s lies it might make a difference.

If you are a woman and don’t want to be

ruled by a woman hating religion it might make a difference.

IF you care about the truth


There are reasons this happened

although Hillary ‘swept up’ the House and outsmarted most of them!

Obama had already slayed the Senate.


Obama is Slaying the Senate



The Execution of Benghazi

Why doesn’t it matter to Hillary Clinton?

Obviously, it does not matter why to Hillary Clinton!

Partly the reason it doesn’t matter why to her is because of her lack of belief because of her Jesuit education and upbringing and her propensity to lie being a lawyer and being taught to lie to avoid responsibility. That’s a pretty bad combination and hard to overcome in order to understand the importance and the depth of what I believe occurred at Benghazi.

Here is a good post which I believe is applicable:

Judge Not, That You Be Not Judged

How in the world do you FORM AND PURSUE A FOREIGN POLICY without knowing why?

Why is important.

Knowing why makes a difference in knowing direction and knowing intent.

Did the men at Benghazi die because there were men walking around? No

Did they die because Hillary is a woman? No

The reason they died is important.

That is the question that needs to be asked by the U.S. Senate and the House of Representatives.

Also, it would be smart to compare the pictures of the man dragged around by the Libyan mob purportedly to be Ambassador Chris Stevens

who is not Ambassador Chris Stevens and why he disappeared for so long. (11 hours?)

Sounds like a set up to me.

Did Ambassador Chris Stevens set up this debacle and these murders?

I think Ambassador Chris Stevens knows why.

Is Hillary protecting Ambassador Chris Stevens and his whereabouts?

Could he be hiding out at the Vatican?

Ambassador Chris Stevens was very active in all the countries mentioned below….not just Libya.

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Compare their hairlines which are remarkably different. The man on the right is younger by about 20 years. Their hair characteristics are different. Their foreheads are different – the man on the right has a bigger forehead. Their eyebrow shapes are different. The man on the right has a higher arch on the rightside edge of the eyes. Their eyelids are different. Their hair color is different – one is blond and the other is brunette. I’m a portrait artist and I can tell. The man on the right is tougher and manlier than Ambassador Chris Stevens by a huge measure.

These are not the same person.

So why  is Hillary Clinton not revealing what she knows is a misrepresentation?

She met with Chris Stevens.

She knew him!


Here are some reasons why it matters:

Because our foreign policy is directed by the Vatican since they followed their lead. The Vatican provided the excuse on September the 12th via Father Lombardi the Vatican Spokesman. That matters. Obviously, they directed the other protests in the other countries ‘to cover’ the murders of 4 Americans. The Vatican controls the arab people and the terrorists. 

The Red Cross was pretty aware because they left early.

Our State Department followed the excuse from the Vatican and fed it to the public.

Our President followed or he lead theVatican and fed the excuse to the public and to the world via the UN.

Obviously, our State Department is nothing more than agents of the Vatican.

That’s why.

They want to feed us the religion of Islam.

Yet Islam wants to murder Americans.

US gift of F-16 fighter jets headed to Egypt

If you watch Sean Hannity’s show last night linked above for Tues. Jan. 22 2013

which is a video of Morsi of Egypt

it’s pretty evident they don’t care for American people just their money and arms shipments.


Because Islam is a bad religion.

Our first amendment and our 2nd amendment rights are in jeopardy because Obama, Roman Catholicism, the Vatican, and Islam

don’t care about our first and second amendment rights.

That’s why it matters.

Any group that wants to feed us the religion of Islam

must be the deceiver .

So therefore Roman Catholicism must be a bad religion.

Anyone who tells me Islam is a good religion is a deceiver

which includes Hillary Clinton!

The Vatican must be bad if they want to deceive the American people and take away their constitutional rights.

Obama, Clinton, Advocates for gun control, Gore, Vatican are deceivers.

This is the Coat of Arms of Pope Benedict.

Notice the red crosses at the bottom.


Obviously the Red Cross has another purpose.

Part of the book of Daniel is being fulfilled.

That’s why it matters.

I must confess I don’t understand it.  I’m not a prophet or an expert in prophetic biblical writings,

but it sure looks like some similar things are occurring.

Daniel 11:31

King James Version (KJV)

31 And arms shall stand on his part, and they shall pollute the sanctuary of strength,

and shall take away the daily sacrifice,

and they shall place the abomination that maketh desolate.


32 And such as do wickedly against the covenant shall he corrupt by flatteries:

but the people that do know their God shall be strong, and do exploits.

33 And they that understand among the people shall instruct many: yet they shall fall by the sword, and by flame, by captivity, and by spoil, many days.

34 Now when they shall fall, they shall be holpen with a little help: but many shall cleave to them with flatteries.

35 And some of them of understanding shall fall, to try them, and to purge, and to make them white, even to the time of the end: because it is yet for a time appointed.

36 And the king shall do according to his will; and he shall exalt himself, and magnify himself above every god, and shall speak marvellous things against the God of gods, and shall prosper till the indignation be accomplished: for that that is determined shall be done.

37 Neither shall he regard the God of his fathers, nor the desire of women,

nor regard any god:

for he shall magnify himself above all.

38 But in his estate shall he honour the God of forces: and a god whom his fathers knew not shall he honour with gold, and silver, and with precious stones, and pleasant things.

39 Thus shall he do in the most strong holds with a strange god,

Islam= Allah

whom he shall acknowledge and increase with glory:

and he shall cause them to rule over many, and shall divide the land for gain.

40 And at the time of the end shall the king of the south push at him: and the king of the north shall come against him like a whirlwind, with chariots, and with horsemen, and with many ships; and he shall enter into the countries, and shall overflow and pass over.

41 He shall enter also into the glorious land, and many countries shall be overthrown:

but these shall escape out of his hand, even Edom, and Moab, and the chief of the children of Ammon.

42 He shall stretch forth his hand also upon the countries: and the land of Egypt shall not escape.

43 But he shall have power over the treasures of gold and of silver, and over all the precious things of Egypt:

and the Libyans and the Ethiopians shall be at his steps.

44 But tidings out of the east and out of the north shall trouble him:

therefore he shall go forth with great fury to destroy, and utterly to make away many.

45 And he shall plant the tabernacles of his palace between the seas in the glorious holy mountain;

(Temple of Apollo in Libya?)

yet he shall come to his end,

and none shall help him.


I think the abomination that make desolate is


It was not much of a choice.


Daniel 11:20-21

20 Then shall stand up in his estate a raiser of taxes in the glory of the kingdom:

but within few days he shall be destroyed, neither in anger, nor in battle.

21 And in his estate shall stand up a vile person,

to whom they shall not give the honour of the kingdom:

but he shall come in peaceably, and obtain the kingdom by flatteries.

 Gore? Kerry? 

Gore praises Obama for speaking ‘powerfully’ on climate change

Both are flattering each other

Climate change was also birthed by the Vatican before Gore took the ball and ran with it.

Hillary was also flattered a bunch today at the hearings.



Red Cross

Our Relationship with

the Federal Government


“The relationship between the American Red Cross and the federal government is unique. We are an independent entity that is organized and exists as a nonprofit, tax-exempt, charitable institution pursuant to a charter granted to us by the United States Congress. Unlike other congressionally chartered organizations, the Red Cross maintains a special relationship with the federal government.

We have the legal status of “a federal instrumentality,” due to our charter requirements to carry out responsibilities delegated to us by the federal government. Among these responsibilities are:

to fulfill the provisions of the Geneva Conventions, to which the United States is a signatory, assigned to national societies for

the protection of victims of conflict,

to provide family communications and other forms of support to the U.S. military, andto maintain a system of domestic and international disaster relief, including mandated responsibilities under the National Response Framework coordinated by the Federal Emergency Management Agency (FEMA).”

but instead they left.

(Not to mention Sandy’s victims still with little help from the Red Cross

and probably just for those that are of the same religious ilk)

So maybe the red cross knows about the other witnesses of Benghazi…and of course the Vatican probably does too!
No one has been allowed to interview them. Were they debriefed in Germany? Supposedly that is where they were airlifted.
But what seems to matter to most to the Senate and the House of Representatives is to flatter Hillary Clinton
because that is what they did most of the time today in the hearings
except for a few courageous people: Ron Paul, Ileana Ross-Lehtinen, and Ron Johnson.

But they still ignored the identification dilemma of

Ambassador Chris Stevens.

Most of the representatives did not do their homework or they would have asked more questions instead they pandered.
Pandering is the biggest characteristic of the Obama administration and pandering usually is accompanied with deception.
I have never witnessed so much of it in all my life as I did with these hearings. John McCain might as well have been wall paper for all he is worth. Milk Toast!  If they had done their homework they would have asked about the appearance of the ambassador and the man dragged around.
They are protecting Obama and the others involved sow they must be involved if they need to be protected.
therefore the panderers share the guilt of this massacre and others that follow
because they are aiding and abetting the murderers of these men by protecting Obama, Clinton, and the others.
They did not make a good faith effort in their determinations.

They did not make a good faith effort to gain

any information…

they didn’t need to because instead they acted as a shield for Clinton and Obama, with exception of a few people.
Now, John McCain is trying to change his image from milk toast to aggressive at the Hagel hearing. What a joke! Why?

Because he also knew that the man dragged around was not Ambassador Chris Stevens, because he also knew Ambassador Chris Stevens:

Chuck Hagel, John McCain Clash Over Iraq Surge (VIDEO)

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And to top it off on September 15th, 2012 Vladamir Putin said:

Putin Turns Photo Ops Into Soviet-Style Agitprop

……..”Of course it was a set up.”…….

………”Of course there are excesses,”……..

……..”Well of course they were planted!”………

……. “Of course it was a set up.”……..

 “Actually, if President Putin has gills, I’d say he’s entitled to show them off. If an American politician confessed to having gills, we’d see an attack ad that went,

“Can an aquatic organism really represent your interests in Washington, D.C.?”

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Supposedly talking about his geese and tigers,

yea right, more like sending a message to someone

via the press.

Timing is very suspicious!

Was Putin referring to Ambassador Chris Stevens
as the representative who did the setting up?

McCain: After thinking ‘long and hard,’ US should suspend aid to Egypt

He doesn’t know what thinking is. I doubt he ever had an original thought. Could it be that he is having one now? I doubt it. It isn’t possible.

So who is yankin’ your chain?

Gee I wonder about McCain and his intent. I don’t think it is good. He supported arms when Muslim Brotherhood was in power and now he doesn’t after they are not in power. He is buds with Ambassador Chris Stevens. He is on the Senate Foreign Relations Committee. Did McCain have anything to do with Benghazi? Wouldn’t surprise me he such a mealy mouth kiss ass soft spoken never stand for up anything. Has no depth of anything, just there. I know he is a war hero because he survived torture in Viet Nam but who paid the real price for his freedom. Worth looking into. I wonder what the real story is. Neither adds nor subtracts from anything, just bleh. Couldn’t even stand up for a filibuster with Rand Paul. I hate career senators who don’t even read what they pass in the Senate like Obamacare etc He is one of them. He is a dumb ass. I hope he gets voted out next time. He is worthless IMO.

Read more:

Remember what Obama said to President Dmitri Medvedev in March 2012
that he would have “more flexibility” after the election and that he needed more space:
What is it about space and Obama always needing more space?
When Obama says he needs more space does he mean he wants more daylight?



the Son of  Senator John Kerry?

Why did Senator John Kerry at his hearing in response to Senator Ron Paul’s question about

whether Senator John Kerry would work with Senator Ron Paul on Benghazi (execution/massacre/terrorist attack/video) say

“If you are looking for daylight between me and Secretary Hillary Clinton,

uh that’s not gonna happen here today (laughs) on on that score……”?

(I think I found the reason which you can discover below about the little daylight between them,

and I mean “a little daylight” a long time ago!

Had to be a little daylight cuz some men are little.

And some men are


“”I’ve done what was possible to do,” Clinton said

I bet it was difficult! A miracle!

Which reminds me of the mustard seed parable:


What is the smallest seed in the world?

The Parable of Faith – Part two

Pope Benedict XVI and the Mustard Tree

Parable of the Mustard Seed Part 4

Hillary Clinton works last day as Sec. of State

On Jan 26th, 2013 Jeanine Pirro of Justice with Judge Jeanine 
nailed Hillary’s weaknesses and Hillary’s made up stories about Benghazi
and the aftermath of the congressional hearings.
Here is the you tube of the show:

Judge Jeanine: Clinton ‘did the Washington side step’

Hillary said there was not real time video and said they got the surveillance videos some weeks later

that was the first time we saw any video of the attack.

Jeanine Pirro mentions that Charlene Lamb the Deputy Assistant Secretary of State said when she testified

“I could follow in real time what was going on in the Command Center.”

What does real time mean?

Is Hillary lying? Why?

Did she forget about Charlene Lamb’s testimony?

Was Hillary at the Command Center

at the same time as Charlene Lamb?

Hillary should have to testify again to answer these kinds of comparisons to other testimony about Benghazi and against the casual comments made by her staff and President Obama before she leaves office and before she is replaced? Then President Obama should have to testify before the congress also. Joseph Biden and anyone in the Command Center that night should have to testify before anything else is allowed to be done by the President, Biden, Hillary and their collaborators.

I wonder if Bill CLinton is involved especially after his teasing comments at the Golden Globe Awards Ceremony about the deals he did not make. Maybe those deals are part of the coverup of Benghazi and maybe he should testify about those deals.

Maybe he knows about Benghazi.


You tell me there’s an angel in your tree
Did he say he’d come to call on me
For things are getting desperate in our home
Living in the parish of the restless folks I know 

Burn down the mission

If we’re gonna stay alive
Watch the black smoke fly to heaven
See the red flame light the sky

They did it once before in Waco……..

If Congress doesn’t call in the people that were at the Command Center

during those hours of the attack at Benghazi for testimony

should they be paid for not doing their job?

And does that mean they are involved in Benghazi?

Still I wish Judge Jeanine would acknowledge (if she gets this post) that

 the identification dilemma of Ambassador Chris Stevens, if she has noticed.

On a brighter side of this tragedy Judge Jeanine still has the right to bear arms

and can bare her arms with dignity and honor

not only that – her arms exceed Michelle’s bare arms,

because Judge Jeanine is so so so much brighter than Michelle Obama

because Jeanine Pirro really  has tried to obtain information in a good faith effort.

She did the very best coverage about Benghazi of them all and a few of Greta’s investigators did also..but not Greta. I think Greta is competing with Judge Jeanine and just could not win so Greta brought in Franklin Graham and he needed her as well because in the end for Greta it’s about ratings and not the truth that matters and as for Franklin Graham it’s about money and not the truth that matters.

Michelle needs to cover up and Obama needs to shut his fly trap about bearing/baring arms

and own up to his part in the executions of americans.

Really there is no comparison between the two

because Jeanine Pirro wins hands down because she has great beauty, brains, courage and a lot of soul.



Still all of the Fox News Shows and personalities have come up a bit short of my expectations

and shirked their duty (as the press)

to their jobs, to their families, to their friends, to the american people, to the world

and most of all to God.


Do we deserve freedom when we can’t do what is right?

It’s hard when your government, the religious institutions – the clergy, and the press

are against their own citizens, their own families, and their friends and future generations

by hiding the truth often times because of ignorance, protecting their salaries

instead of telling the americans the truth.


That is why Obama and Hillary can mock!

The news story about the romance between a football player with a non-existent woman was part of the mock and received a lot of coverage and attention via Fox News after Franklin Graham came to Greta’s rescue

and yet not once did anyone dare to compare the two men even after the obvious differences

were made evident and in my opinion crystal clear. Clearly they are not the same person.

It spoke volumes to me about the lack of integrity of Fox News,

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but I saw it coming when Franklin Graham pressed upon Greta Van Susterne for her allegiance to his ministry which is his veil and by now you ought to know that.

He is a fake.

I have to assume he is involved…timing is coinci-dental.


The fruit doesn’t fall far from the tree (Billy Graham)

Murder, martyrdom, ridicule, and the silencing of others is his fruit.

JFK Assassination, CBS News and the Second Vatican Council

Remember JFK?

Please read:

Beware Oh brother, beware don’t you listen to the words.

The tender lies….

Their identifications make a huge difference as to the meaning/purpose of the event

and it’s proven



If you don’t ask how will we ever get any answers? Sure Obama and Clinton and many others are lying but at least confront them about the plain and obvious discrepancy of the main characters involved. Who is tying your hands on this question?

If they are, then obviously it is super important and the ones that are tying your hands are also involved in the coverup!


The deaths that come after because of the lack of your earnestness on this event might occur

because of that failure.

Are you willing to take responsibility for those deaths?

At least ask the question in public to Obama and Clinton so that they are held responsible,

instead of you.

In Dallas the audience at the noon luncheon were blamed for the death of JFK by the clergy because they did not believe….

all they had was faith and hope

i.e. like having Obama and Clinton…

and it is just

i.e. Graham

not enough!

So far that combination is a bust

Game Over

Because The Truth Matters

disregarding the truth leads to failure and death

(which I’m pretty sure that Graham had lots to do with that failure probably because he tanned you

ie. stopped you in myriad of ways from asking and confronting by using his pressure.

He is very bad but effective at keeping others from truth and freedom)

Thank you, Greta.

Who needs enemies when you have friends like that. I’m sure JFK could opine to that.

Orange Juice anyone?

You got squeezed!

Greta is one of the Fox News watch dogs. She is there to steer the others.

It won’t be long and she’ll be barking at them.

Of course, you could use Rush Limbaugh. I’m sure he’s willing:) ruff ruff

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Got pain?

you need a rush?

Thank goodness … I stopped listening to him a long time ago. He got old.

Who let the dogs out? oooh oooh oooh Who let the dogs out? oooh oooh oooh

Very funny  ……>Bo Obama Receives Visiting Dognitaries From Furuguay

Cause of Super Bowl power outage remains unclear

Lawmakers propose liability insurance for U.S. gun owners

By Ian Simpson

WASHINGTON | Wed Feb 6, 2013 3:30pm EST

(Reuters) – “Lawmakers eager to reduce gun violence in their states are proposing mandatory liability insurance for American firearm owners as a new way to limit deaths and injuries.”

And how does it limit deaths and injuries?

They are incorrigible!

It won’t stop till Obama and his legions and spiritual dopes stop causing school massacres and murder (Fast and Furious, Benghazi etc.)

The problem is Obama savors it.

He loves the misfortune of others.He needs a little of his own misfortune. It might help him:)


The Dividing of Times – Part One

Maybe you should read:

Why Callest Thou Me Good?

Who did TIME puff?

Billy Graham

Who told TIME to puff Billy Graham?

William Randolph Hearst

Are George Ganswein (the pope’s handler) and Ambassador Chris Stevens


It was two very powerful Knights of Malta,

William Randolph Hearst and Henry Luce that made “Billy Graham” a household name.

Henry Luce was also known as “Father Time” of Time Magazine:


by Chris Pinto

Here is what the Roman Catholic Pope said in regards to faith:

“With regard to material things, our knowledge and our technical accomplishments are legion,

but what reaches beyond,

the things of God and the question of good,

we can no longer identify,”

Benedict added, saying that faith was the “true enlightenment.”

Pope Benedict Says “Faith was the True Enlightenment”

It’s purpose was to be a tool, obviously created by Roman Catholic dogmatics, that eventually

“Petered out” I guess.

Now the “true Enlightenment” is “Global Warming” and “Gun Control.”

Tomorrow it will be something else because they are “grasping at straws.”

The last picture of the man in this post came from

CBS News and JFK Part 3

after the assassination of JFK in Dallas at Andrews Air Force Base in Virginia where JFK’s body arrived in a casket was taken to be flown by helicopter to Bethesda Naval Base and where LBJ and his wife were paraded around when LBJ gave his infamous short speech:

“-It is a sad time for all people. We have suffered a loss that cannot be weighed. For me, it is a deep, personal tragedy. I know that the world shares the sorrow that Mrs. Kennedy and her family bear.

I will do my best. That is all I can do. I ask for your help, and God’s.”

They were paraded around by the man in that picture

who is supposed to be Secret Service Chief Rowley.

But it is also a picture of Franklin Graham.

Go Figure! 


I did a few post about Josephus Flavius which might help you to understand what we are dealing with

and what others dealt with many years ago:

Joseph of Arimathea (A JUST MAN)

Josephus and His Footprints

I hope you read them!


Daniel 8:24-26

24 And his power shall be mighty, but not by his own power: and he shall destroy wonderfully, and shall prosper, and practise, and shall destroy the mighty and the holy people.

25 And through his policy also he shall

cause craft to prosper in his hand (TIME? Magz?);

and he shall magnify himself in his heart, and by peace shall destroy many:

he shall also stand up against the Prince of princes; but he shall be broken without hand.

26 And the vision of the evening and the morning which was told is true:

wherefore shut thou up the vision;

for it shall be for many days.

The press have an important job but is most often misused and misappropriated

take for instance the effect the press had at the Gulf of Tonkin:

“A pattern took hold: continuous government lies passed on by pliant mass media…

leading to over 50,000 American deaths and millions of Vietnamese casualties.”…..”

That’s a lot of deaths and that is one reason why the power of the press is so important,

Scary, huh.

Ex-Navy sniper killed at Texas gun range

“Recently, Kyle spoke out against weapons bans. In a video interview with,

Kyle accused President Barack Obama of being “against the Second Amendment.”

“After leaving the military, he founded Craft International, a military training company.”

The killer said he sold his soul for a truck? Who Kyle or the killer?

Kyle did have a price on his head, but was Kyle about to make a hit for money?

Or does someone use people with mental disorders such as ptsd easily suited to succumb to bad spiritual cues (Synoptic Q?) to kill another person or a friend? Been happening a lot lately, hasn’t it? How did they know each other? He the killer had just gotten out of a mental hospital. Green Oaks Psychiatric Hospital which is accredited by the Joint Commission. Is this a pet project of Colin Powell?

All those suicides in the military…..more than ever before…..hmmmm.

Is it the medication or is it the spiritual deception?

Of my own personal experience with the military my dad was in the army, went to West Point, went to war college in Carlisle, went to a few wars a few times for a few years and worked at the Pentagon under Westmoreland at the time of the Vietnam War. He was a straight arrow….one of the straightest I ever saw in the military. He went to a gathering with my mother once and had a bad experience with my mother while working at the Pentagon and my mother told me they had been drugged. We knew a lady who was married to a Colonel who had been raped by men, being drugged by men in the military about that same time. It was a horrific experience for her to overcome as I recall.

They or some in the army at the Pentagon test drugs on people. It is not above some in the military, probably in the psychological warfare division (or department) of the military to use people and test drugs on their own people and I imagine it isn’t past Gen. Colin Powell to do the same. He did not rise through the ranks on his own merit as he would like everyone to believe. He used a bit of Conyers race baiting as a crutch/his staff.

Like Billy Graham in the religious/political realm was a stooge,

Colin Powell in the military/religious/political realm is a stooge. Now he is Obama’s stooge/drone. He’s a back scratcher.

The military has some wonderful straight arrow type men but I know that it also includes some real big stooges that are not taking care of the men that serve or their families. Figuring out who they are would help the military immensely.

There is no excuse for the suicide rate in the military

and I believe it is purposeful and possibly disguised murder to look like suicide

with the evil intent to weaken our resolve against Islamic terrorism.

They serve a different purpose.

Kyle was of the faith of the Knights of Templar.


which also don a red cross but theirs is a red cross hairs.

He was just recently on the O’reilly Factor of Fox News talking about his book and his recent slam dunk

of the wrestler and former Navy Seal Jesse Ventura.

The killer said he sold his soul for a truck, obviously in a bad state of mind, but it is a clue.

Templar is a temple for the military to protect a temple.

When Jesus was crucified they say he was crucified at golgotha….the place if the skull. I imagine it was at a templar or the military temple that protected the temple. The templars use a skull as symbolism. Free masonry, knights of the temple, etc.

Obviously, this was a hit but luckily they have someone to pin it on. Some one with a mental disorder.

Maybe a human drone.

That is convenient.

You could pin it on the president and his wife,

they certainly qualify and I don’t mean it lightly.

They seem to be Vatican drones. (It was the video tape, right?)

I’ve thought about it and my thinking on this is justified!

I think it would be legal now to pin it on Obama and Michelle.

It works for me, how about you?

Panetta: Drone Strike Decisions Don’t Come Lightly

 ”The Pentagon chief says he realized when he became CIA director that he was “making life-and-death decisions.”
As a Catholic, he says, he’s “got to really think about it.” 
What amazes me is the casual response to this news by the media and everyone in government positions!
It is insane

Malta is an island above Libya and below Italy

that looks like a bee.

The Knights of Malta originated there

partially because of its strategic location.

Very Important location!

This is where Paul shipwrecked literally and spiritually.

They thought he was a god…

and eventually he thought he was god, too.

William Randolph Hearst and Henry Luce were Knights of Malta

and Billy Graham is their puppet

although they may actually be his puppets!

Depending on how you look at it because they did him a service.

 Like Greta Van Susterne and Franklin Graham and Haiti.
(you scratch my back and I’ll scratch yours)
but who is really getting reamed?
That is SODOMY!
 Benghazi is very close to Malta
and the US definitely has forces and friends there
that could have intervened within minutes.
 There were photographers there, were they given pre knowledge to be there?
Who do they work for?
The Vatican? The President?

This new news about drones is an excuse

for the murder of 4 americans in Benghazi.

I’m very suspicious that the deaths of these 4 men may have been caused by drones!

That is why I’m against the drone warfare against americans and in general because if the President is the enemy of mankind,

should he be given freedom to use drones against mankind?

If the president is the puppet of the Vatican should he be allowed to make decisions about whether or not one person or another is the enemy. I don’t think so. I’ll tell ya one thing it will backfire on him if he is given the power to make those decisions. That may be his end……also.

To Obama and the Vatican the witness is their enemy because he exposed them, but to humanity he is a God send.

It is insane to allow the president or anyone else to use drones to kill american citizens anywhere.
The administration is freaking out and trying to cover their asses
ahead of  Panetta’s testimony this week and others to come.

Am I nebbish?

But I would put Rep. Mr. Conyers in that category talking about what to call an illegal immigant!
Not only that he’s a pain in the ass to listen to!
How he ever got his position is a travesty. Would  Ahmadinejad like to take Conyers to the moon? Can you imagine?
I still laugh when I think about it, even if just a road trip.
I would think future immigration recipients would seriously reconsider
their desire to legally immigrate to the United States!
Israel……..Benjamin Netanyahu do NOT deal with OBAMA.

He is your ENEMY. He is our ENEMY.



Obama Will Visit Israel This Spring

Obama To Visit Israel For The First Time Since Becoming President

He is a master twister of words and deeds.
And that includes anyone that id be-holden to him..
If you truly care for your country and your people have nothing to do with them.

“The threat is addressed to the daughters of Jerusalem.”


(Barack and Michelle Obama are insane!)

 “WASHINGTON (Reuters) – The government has authorized the killing of American citizens as part of its controversial drone campaign against al Qaeda even without intelligence that such Americans are actively plotting to attack a U.S. target, according to a Justice Department memo.The unclassified memo, first obtained by NBC News, argues that drone strikes are justified under American law if a targeted U.S. citizen had “recently” been involved in “activities” posing a possible threat and provided that there is no evidence suggesting the individual “renounced or abandoned” such activities.”

You don’t suppose Kyle the Sniper was killed by a drone?

A drone is also a bee. A male bee, a worker bee, that protects a queen bee of a hive.

How about a maccabee?

1 Maccabees and 2 Maccabees are part of the Catholic and Eastern Orthodox canons,

but not the Protestant or Jewish Hebrew Bible.

Killer bees are Africanized bees…..Islamicized Roman Catholics. I believe these kind of drones executed 4 men in Benghazi. (not Ambassador Chris Stevens. He is somewhere and I bet Senator Kerry would know where he is hiding out)

When Obama uses words they are not to be interpreted as the normal man would interpret them.

He transliterates words!

That is why he seems to never mean what he says.

He double-speaks with a.forked tongue etc! So if a memo is found talking about drones don’t assume he means what others mean. He may mean “drones” in a myriad of ways. He is mentally ill like Caligula was mentally ill. Same goes for those that are in his inner circle. They think they are from above and can do whatever they please such as Fast and Furious, Benghazi etc  Like Hillary and Bill Clinton and Eric Holder.

This sleazy attitude comes from never being held accountable!

Please read:  The Stones of Amen

They love to mock as they tread on everyone else’s rights.

Ted Nugent Blasts Piers Morgan, Defends Gun Owners: ‘Would You Leave Us The Hell Alone?’ (VIDEO)

“It’s a simple inanimate tool that tens of millions of American families own, that have never caused a problem, never had an accident and will never commit a crime,” said the rocker, who previously has suggested he is ready for an armed revolt if the government were to attempt to take away his firearms. “You have the aberrations that are such a minute percentage.”

It’s not like they leave us much choice!
They want an armed revolt and maybe they should
receive it!

How To Exercise Your Problem Areas Away:

The Best Arm Workouts For Post 50s


Obama and Clinton: The 60 Minutes interview

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60 Minutes Interview

(The BuddyHood of Obama and Hillary )

The hearings were a debacle for the most part which is why President Obama is rewarded Hillary Clinton
with the show “60 minutes” appearance  Sunday the 27th of January.
Of course, he is mocking the americans that care about his criminal involvement in Benghazi
and is using Hillary Clinton who is flagrantly willingly aiding and abetting.
He is rewarding her for covering him probably making his VP jealous so that he will desire an appearance with his boss some day just in case Joseph Biden might have to testify,
but most of all Obama was mocking America. He loves to do that.
They are a diabolical mess,
but highly incontinent 
Smug, aren’t they?

The Onion Demands John Kerry Tell The Truth

About His Swift Boat Service

Kerry: Clinton and I agree on Benghazi

Senator Ron Paul asked:
“And it makes a big difference whether or not the American people have the confidence that the President and the administration is being truthful with them. So I guess my question is, “Do you agree with that point and are you willing to work with me or do you basically kind of agree with Hill Hillary Clinton that Ahhh, (waves hand around), that’s kind of yesterdays news and let’s let’s  move on?”
Senator John Kerry said, “Well Senator, if if if if if you’re trying to get daylight between me and  Secretary Clinton, uh, that’s not going to happen here today (laughs) on on that score, but I think you’re not I think you’re talking past each other.”
Which basically means he is playing politics with the truth which is not truth and that is laughable to Senator Kerry and he does not plan to work with Senator Ron Paul at all because he doesn’t care whether the American people have confidence in the President and the administration’s truthfulness on the matter of Benghazi.



Then why bother allowing SENATOR KERRY to have

the position he desires.

IF he is unwilling to work with you then why would you want to work with him?




 He looks crazy as a loon.

I think Ambassador Chris Stevens is son to Hillary Clinton and Senator Kerry. Senator Kerry looks just like ambassador Chris Stevens.

Skinny too. No wonder. HA!

Same eyes. same brows, same body type, same insanity,

same indifference (ie stupidity).

Now he’s mourning,

SO sad So sad, BUT WILL IT FLY?


CBS/AP/ April 7, 2013, 8:30 AM

Kerry mourns first diplomat killed since Benghazi


Kerry Struggles to Get Turkey to Mend Israel Ties








Although it is a miracle that they even could perform, I would not call it a “love child” as in

Another Love Child Scandal

more like a devil’s child willing to do the devil’s work.

Ambassador Chris Stevens set them up and

had a few good men

and the man that was the real target

(who is not ambassador Chris Stevens)


and made an example of

if you don’t accept Islam as a believer in the real Jesus of the Gospel of John (because they love power and money)

not the Synoptic version of Jesus

because Roman Catholicism actually created Islam (their protectorate and partner)

and now the real ambassador Chris Stevens is probably playing tennis with George Ganswein,

the pope’s Secretary and primp/handler.

Chris Stevens’ mother speaks out on death in Libya

Ambassador Chris Stevens’ Mother: ‘Not Productive To Lay Blame’ Over Benghazi Deaths

Slain Libyan Ambassador’s Mom:

“He Was Trying to Do Something Much Bigger”

of the woman who was supposed to be Ambassador Chris Steven’s mom. 

Kerry: Obama Offered Me the Job

a Week Before Susan Rice Pulled Out

White House refuses to comment.

Because the thimble fit:)
Obama likes to be the dominant male.

Call in Joseph Biden!

Because we demand the truth.

What does real time mean? I guess I should say ‘a real time’?


Hillary said she sent Ambassador Chris Stevens there

and Obama said he sentthem” there.

Who is Obama talking about when he says “them”?

The Libyan Mob?

Are they his drones?


Who is the photographer?
Chris Stevens?

Was he taking a photograph in real time?

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Our President should be called in for questioning. A.S.A.P.

Former Mayor Rudy Guiliani appeared on Sean Hannity’s show
tonight Wed Jan 23rd and he said that

why was important

in answer to Hillary’s question of “What does it matter?”
although he doesn’t know why, but that figuring it out would be immensely important and essential to know why for those pesky policy decisions in foreign policy. Hannity said when Mayor Guiliani figured out why to tell Hannity.
I’m trying to tell you both and anyone else that cares why;

that this is about beliefs.

While Hillary says she is for religious tolerance there are many in Islam and Roman Catholicism that disagree
(even though they pretend that they are)
that is why people are dying in school massacres and terrorist acts.
Islam does not adhere to her religious feelings. Roman Catholicism also does not adhjere
because they help to facilitate these massacres and terrorism in conjunction with Islam.
I also like to allow religious freedom, but not at the expense of everyone else’s rights and their lives
that don’t agree with Islam and Roman Catholicism and their agendas.
I don’t believe Hillary Clinton really is for religious tolerance, but she wears it to cloak herself just like Obama cloaks himself in defending women’s rights. Islam and Roman Catholicism cloak themselves in peace. Democrats and liberals wear the cloak of disarmament as they go for the throat.
Large foibles in their character to confuse.
Obama ‘Must Go For The Throat,’ ‘Declare War On The Republican Party’
For instance, I don’t think Hillary tolerates the Sabbath being Saturday.
I don’t think the Clintons tolerated David Koresh of the Branch Davidians of Waco. They demolished them using the government machinery and their agents and Janet Reno.They could have ordered Janet Reno to stop, but they did not and that was on Clinton’s watch.
Now when the Roman Catholic priests were accused of child rape (pretty similar type accusations as that of David Koresh of the Branch Davidians) I did not see them demolish them.
What’s the  difference?
Hillary’s religion aligns with the Roman Catholic Dogma. Obama’s religion aligns with Roman Catholic Dogma.
She was educated in a Jesuit environment and so are/were many of her colleagues in Washington D.C.
I don’t think Jesuits tolerate Judaism either, but in fact are arming the enemy of Judaism as we speak with a lot of help from the ignorant members of the House of Representatives, the Senate, the President, the State Department , and the Pentagon, and the arms dealers. That is why there is a tunnel from Egypt to Gaza that we helped to fund with american tax dollars that benefit their dogma for the Egyptians, Roman Catholic Hierarchy, Islam, etc.
I don’t think Hillary tolerates the Seventh Day Adventists.
She pretends she does, but underneath she seethes resentment because she was raised that way.
-the Jesuit way
The Jesuit Way is/was murder and assassinations, etc. History has shown that that is what the Jesuits accomplish for the Roman Catholic hierarchy and then the Roman Catholic Hierarchy absolves them. And it works both ways because the Pope gets absolved only by a Jesuit leader.
Hillary Clinton and George Bush wished the Seventh Day Adventists congratulating them for a date that their prophet (I don’t know her name) calculated would be the return of Jesus (prophetically speaking) a few years back,

which is kind of funny

since Hillary said she was no more responsible for the attack at Benghazi
then President George Bush was for the September 11th attack in New York at the World Trade Center
….or words to that effect.

Strange alle-Gory

Both Hillary and George Bush had you-tube videos made of their congratulations of this religion (the 7th Day Adventists) that I think in reality they both were actually were mocking. I have these posted in the “Vatican and the Bohemian Grove” post that I wrote a few years back when I started this blog and a few other blogs. Most of my links have been de-linked since then such as the Vatican and Arab League sign agreement and Clinton lies about Bohemian Grove links. (That one showed Bill Clinton in a bit of a rage about the subject of the Bohemian Grove.) There is one link also with Donald Rumsfeld giving some clues about Flight 93 being shot down over Pennsylvania which is relinked here and some other information to be determined said by him and the reaction of the Secret Service (I think) who are stunned standing behind him. Pretty interesting.
At the time I watched  the you tubes to the Seventh Day Adventists I thought both Clinton and Bush were pretty disingenuous because it’s odd they would both go to the trouble to make a you-tube genuflecting their admiration. But they both have had power at their disposal which I think they both misused whether or not they are responsible for those attacks that happened on their watch. Whether they ever have meant harm to anyone or not, their power has been misused by someone who does have the power to misuse and has power over them and their decisions or lack of decisions.
Here are those you-tubes from Hillary and George Bush to the 7th Day Adventists:
President Bush and Seventh-Day Adventist
Senator Clinton and Seventh-Day Adventist
Did those you-tubes seem sincere to you?
Actually George did sound sincere in his you tube about freedom of religion (imo)
but why make it at all?

Hillary does not sound sincere.

SO I guess this was a Republican vs Democrat or a strange bi-partisan 150 anniversary of the 7th Day Adventists.
Did they make one for Roman Catholicism’s anniversaries? No.
 Why in the world would two prominent politicians be so concerned about this date and this religion
if it was meaningless to them?
I haven’t noticed any other politicians make you-tubes concerning a prophet or a false prophet?

That is perplexing.

To be honest I don’t know much about this religion or their prophecies, but became concerned
when David Koresh and his followers
were annihilated/desolated by the Clinton administration
and this is about the time when mass murders and terrorism in our country started to accelerate.

Both Hillary and her husband Bill and the Bushes

are followers of Billy Graham.

Did Billy Graham help to make these you-tube statements?
What would it matter to either of them what the 7th day Adventists believed or their anniversaries or their prophecies?
But obviously it did matter to them

I wonder why?

David Koresh:

“In 1981 he moved to Waco, Texas, where he joined the Branch Davidians, a religious group originating from a schism in the 1950s from the Shepherd’s Rod, themselves disfellowshipped members of the Seventh-day Adventist Church in the 1930s. They had established their headquarters at a ranch about 10 miles out of Waco, which they called the Mount Carmel Center (after the Biblical Mount Carmel), in 1955.”

“David Koresh (born Vernon Wayne Howell; August 17, 1959 – April 19, 1993) was the leader of the Branch Davidians religious sect, believing himself to be its final prophet. Howell legally changed his name to David Koresh on May 15, 1990. A 1993 raid by the U.S. Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms and Explosives, and the subsequent siege by the FBI ended with the burning of the Branch Davidian ranch outside of Waco, Texas, in McLennan County.

Koresh, 54 other adults and 28 children

were found dead after the fire.[2] “

That’s a lot of adults and kids burned to death!

No one of them stopped this mass murder and this was the Clinton Administration.

Even Billy Graham was silent!

I think Billy Graham has played a very important role in that regard and with many presidents before the Bushes. Franklin Graham is now good buddies with Greta Van Susterne and obviously influencing her version of the news. The Clintons were very involved with Billy Graham and they prayed together etc even in private:) with a photographer there to catch that moment. The Bushes were very involved with Billy Graham. He seems to be sort of a link to Roman Catholicism and we know he is their ambassador ‘incognito’ ALTHOUGH he was outed a long time ago. It seems that everyone that becomes president feels a need to visit Billy Graham as did even President Obama. It’s like a prerequisite in politics.
Even Mitt Romney felt a need before the election. Of course Billy Graham was under the impression Mitt Romney was going to win the election and the right supported Mitt Romney of the religion of Mormonism and Billy Graham and his son backtracked on their views of Mormonism being a cult. I guess he thought Mitt Romney was going to win because the press reported that it was a good possibility at that time.
All these believe that the Synoptic Gospels blend with the Gospel of John,
yet these gospels are dichotomous to each other.
Same as the causes that Hillary and Obama champion
ie the cloaks that they wear to their actions
which are dichotomous to each other.

I would call it “deception even unto themselves.”

Kind of like the quacks in the sphere of medicine.
If it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck it probably is a duck, speaking of which: 

Billy Graham and the Praying Mantis

I don’t think Hillary Clinton or the Grahams are tolerant of my religious views either
which are that the Synoptic Gospels are in fact Roman Catholic/Islam influenced
and do not shuck and jive with
the Gospel of John which is the gospel that I believe.
Here is a post about the Synoptic Jesus saying he is not good.
The Synoptic Gospels are the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, and Luke.
The Jesus written about in the Gospel of John does not say that he is not good so someone is 
obviously disparaging Jesus in my estimation in the Synoptic Gospels.
Here is the post to explain:

Why Callest Thou Me Good?


Another reason IT MATTERS IS






One thing for sure their deaths at Benghazi warned me of the danger of ISLAM and Roman Catholicism

and the dangers our leaders

pose to Americans.


You know you are on the right track when you disagree with Farrakhan

Obama’s daddy:

Farrakhan: Right To Bear Arms An Outdated Concept

Pentagon ends ban on women in frontline combat

Pentagon to open frontline combat roles to women

Pentagon announces decision to lift ban on women in combat roles

Because Obama, Leon Panetta, and Colin Powell probably plan on implementing

the draft to punish women

because in actuality

the spirit they worship hates women

(the Roman Catholic/Islamic influenced Synoptic Spirit of Jesus).

That’s my opinion!

Daniel 11:37

37 Neither shall he regard the God of his fathers,

nor the desire of women

nor regard any god:

for he shall magnify himself above all.

Timing of Women in Front Line Combat is extremely suspicious

And Eric Bolling said on “The Five” of Fox News Thursday, Jan 24th

“Why today?”

I agree that it is suspicious on the heels of the schmoozing of Hillary Clinton at the hearings the day before.

I think she resented the very few who actually confronted her so that

she lost her cool

when she revealed her indifference by saying,

“What difference at this point does it make?”

I think the truth is getting too close for their comfort.

I think they are preparing to escalate the war against terrorism to a wider arena

(Mali/Algeria/North Africa/Syria),

I think they are getting ready for a draft

and they want to include our daughters, 












Probably imparted to the Congress by MItt Romney’s running mate PAUL RYAN

a stooge for Obama and also a follower of Billy Graham.

(Stooging is a characteristic of Billy Graham and his followers.)

Watch where your tax dollars are going to grow big business and big government in Washington D. C.

Watch Hannity’s guest explain on his show on Jan. 25th called Boomtown.

They do not want a tax revolt because their businesses depend on our tax dollars using the tax money  they rob from us that is why they are delaying the Budget agreement till then because they are afraid of a revolt; but if there isn’t a tax revolt they will continue to abuse the American public and get rich off our hard earned money while at the same time punishing us.

IT is Time For a Tax Revolt

to get their attention and make them serve us instead of us being served

and to abolish OBAMACARE

which is also killing small and medium sized businesses. The big businesses have lawyers and all sorts of ways to avoid paying

and are laying it on us. It is not like we get to see their tax returns.

This is total anarchy by our government. Our money is their power and it should stop!

Now President Obama is giving the religions a tease and a pull

by changing the reproductive rules in his Obamacare as if he respects religious freedom and testing their resolve against his persecution.

Will they be slayed by him?

Will they stand up for americans or are they against american freedoms and the constitution?

He is schmoozing them now because he needs them now. Do they care about the individual american or just themselves?

He wants the Obamacare to control our fates.


after he uses them he might change his mind when they least expect it.

Government control of whether or not we live or we die!

Clinton warns of growing threat to US in North Africa,

says ‘we are in for a struggle’

Published January 23, 2013

It looks like the men

(if you can call them men)

are gearing up the women.




Dick Morris has a point about the Senate and Obama:

Senators, Hillary Miss The Point At Hearing

“If President Obama blamed the attack in Libya on a film, knowing that it was not a demonstration but a planned terrorist attack

and did so two months before an election, then that is an impeachable offense.

That’s what difference it makes.”

Did the Senate know?

Was it purposeful because they want to sell arms to Egypt

and they were actually involved in the change of leadership there and in Libya etc

because of their beliefs.




How would Joseph Biden know? Because he had to have watched and was aware of the events

as was the President

and Hillary Clinton.

If you read the article it is obvious they knew.

I think that these men were executed for their beliefs

and were made examples of

to the people at the White House, the Pentagon, the CIA, the State Department etc

to separate the goats from the sheep sow to speak.

That’s why there were so many odd and preposterous statements (for two months afterwards)

by everyone campaigning for Obama, including Bill Clinton.

(They continued with him through his temptations.)

This whole Senate and House of Representatives hearing on Benghazi is a coverup.

Video: Dems rule out any lack of Hillary Clinton awesomeness

as potential cause of Benghazi attack

Megyn Kelly of Fox News interviews guest Michelle Malkin about the one moment that counted in the hearings

and of course Hillary’s leeches were upset because they like her left-overs and her lies (such as Barbara Boxer.)

Like a shark (host) and it’s parasites

which clean the shark.

By the way how fair is this committee that is chaired by Sen. John Kerry?

He more than likely wanted this hearing to move on so he can get the sleazy job he desires.

Did Sen. Rand Paul cross the line at Clinton hearing?

Not a bit.! In fact, he was too kind!

I thought he was more honest than not and seemed so sane and normal, unlike the Democrats and quite a few Republicans

acting like total fools falling all over themselves

to feed on Hillary’s toe jam and teeth tarter.

I guess it’s profitable?

What occurred at Benghazi matters


and forever.


Christian pastor held in Iran missing from jail, says family


Does a Leopard Change His Spots? This one does!

(Panetta’s hearing- lots of lying)

After his speech at about 10:25 CST a Fox news reporter lady interviewed a man…..I am assuming he is a representative…I did miss his name who looked like an older Keifer Sutherland who also looked like Billy Graham when he was about 50 years old. Pretty weird as if inhabiting this man’s body. Billy Graham is a camelion. I proved it in my assassination of JFK posts when Billy Graham visited a singer named Johnny Cash. Johnny Cash has an extremely large nose especially as he aged. When Billy Graham visited him he took on Johnny’s characteristics. It was Billy Graham at that age that was inside this other man at the interview on Fox outside in the hallway at the Panetta hearing.

Just thought I should alert Fox News and those in our government

the camelion is with you at these hearings.

He can jump from one person to the next.

Jesus, in the Gospel of John, said that He knew what was in man and so He did not commit to man.

This is who he meant!

Here Billy Graham is with Johnny Cash:




Here is another picture of Billy Graham with a golfer Arnold Palmer and his nose gets smaller


Here he is with LBJ when he was a bit younger and he takes on LBJ’s features;

Ill find it when I can.

Here he is as Jack Ready Secret Service agent the day of the assassination of JFK:


He can’t seem to get rid of the flip in his hair. LOL

Here he is as Rev. Wilkerson from the BGEA site:


Pretty weird huh!

Billy Graham himself said:

The devil relies on our disbelief

He ought to know.

He is an evangelical I.E. an EVIL ANGEL

So does what happened at Benghazi matter?


My other blogs on similar subjects:

Eye of a Needle

The Drawbridge

The Keep

CBS News and JFK Transcriptions


Merangue’s Blog

Many posts are comparisons of the Synoptic Gospels to the Gospel of John

and many are about current events in light of my religious outlook and y beliefs

and many are about JFK’ s assassination and the involvement of the clergy.

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Billy Graham and the Praying Mantis

Praying Mantis

A colloquial name for the order is “praying mantises“, because of the typical “prayer-like” stance, although the eggcorn “preying mantis” is sometimes used since mantises are predatory.[2] In Europe, the name “praying mantis” refers to Mantis religiosa. The closest relatives of mantises are the orders Isoptera(termites) and Blattodea (cockroaches), and these three groups together are sometimes ranked as an order rather than a superorder. They are sometimes confused with phasmids (stick/leaf insects) and other elongated insects such as grasshoppers and crickets.


The scientific name Mantodea comes from the Greek words μάντις meaning a prophet, and εἶδος for form or shape. The name was coined in 1838 by the German entomologist Hermann Burmeister. The common term mantis is also from the Greek word μάντις for prophet.[3][4]


One theory for the evolution of the species is that mantises evolved from proto-cockroaches, diverging from their common ancestors by theCretaceous period, possibly from species like Raphidiomimula burmitica, a predatory cockroach with mantis-like forelegs. Possibly the earliest known modern mantis is Regiata scutra, although more common (and confirmed) is Santanmantis, a stilt-legged genus, also from the Cretaceous. Like their close termite cousins, though, mantises did not become common and diverse until the early Tertiary period.


Praying Mantis
Ogre of The Insect World


Billy Graham praying


Billy Graham having a private contemplative moment

caught on camera, of course.

Did he know he was being photographed?

And again Billy Graham looking down and forlorn, or maybe just thinking alone?

Did he know he was being photographed?

Billy Graham looking up.

Did he know he was being photographed?

Franklin Graham praying, I think.

Did he know he was being photographed?

Hey he’s wearing his little finger now!


Franklin Graham’s profile.

Did he know he was being photographed?


Billy Graham, Bill Clinton and his wife Hillary Clinton praying,

or just all three being sullen together.

Did they know they were being photographed?

Clinton seems to be aware he is being photographed!

Ka Qing, Ka Qing!

Sorry Sarah!

Donald James Lawn

Author of

The Memoirs of John F. Kennedy: A Novel

Doesn’t he look like Bill Clinton’s clone?

bill clinton and larry king off air

 More interesting articles:

Merangue’s Blog

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