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Bible Prophecy (Truth & Deception)

Keys of the Kingdom of Heaven


 

Matthew 16

13When Jesus came into the coasts of Caesarea Philippi, he asked his disciples, saying, Whom do men say that I the Son of man am?14And they said, Some say that thou art John the Baptist: some, Elias; and others, Jeremias, or one of the prophets.

 compared to

MARK 8

27And Jesus went out, and his disciples, into the towns of Caesarea Philippi: and by the way he asked his disciples, saying unto them, Whom do men say that I am?28And they answered, John the Baptist; but some say, Elias; and others, One of the prophets

Why would Jesus Christ, the Son of God, ask

Whom do men say that I the Son of man am? or Whom do men say that I am?

Did he need feedback?

Trying to say I am the son of man without saying it in a tricky way because he couldn’t say it for some reason which is kind of untruthful! I guess he was insinuating.

If He is the Son of God, wouldn’t He know who he was?

Just kidding.

Wouldn’t he know what they were saying about Him?

 Jesus Christ or the TRUE Son of God was well aware of what people

were thinking and saying who He was? Wouldn’t He?

It’s like the opposite of what happened when Moses met God.

Moses asked God his name or identity to tell the Hebrew slaves. God didn’t ask Moses what do the Hebrew slaves think I AM. He told Moses and Moses told the Hebrew slaves. God didn’t say whom do you think or say that I AM. He wasn’t coy about it. Seems to me Jesus in this conversation was fishing for information he should have known.. Testing and seeing if it would fly or set sail.

You ought to read the post The Fig Tree: Blessed Are the Barren linked on

Merangue’s Blog

It’s Mighty Interesting!

Angels shall rise and fall upon the son of man and the third reich (3rd or 4th),

I would imagine!

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Matthew 16:15-17

15He saith unto them, But whom say ye that I am?

16And Simon Peter answered and said, Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God.

17And Jesus answered and said unto him, 

Blessed art thou, Simon Barjona: for flesh and blood hath not revealed it unto thee,

but my Father which is in heaven.

compared to

Mark 8:29

29And he saith unto them, But whom say ye that I am?

And Peter answereth and saith unto him,

Thou art the Christ.

And the Lord said, SimonSimon, behold, Satan hath desired to have you, that he may sift you as wheat:


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Matthew 16:17-20

18And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it.19And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.

20Then charged he his disciples that they should tell no man that he was

Jesus the Christ.

This Synoptic Jesus tells Peter who he is……as if he did not know.

Peter just told Jesus who he was, but now Jesus is telling Peter who he is!

He had just miraculously fed 4000 people out of a pittance of food earlier

and he did not want his disciples to tell anyone who he was?

Why were those 4000 people hanging out with him fasting for 3 days

that he fed with a few fishes and a few loaves of bread?

Did the 4000 men not know who they were either?

This is utter nonsense!

What was in their fish?

This is an attempt to build a church on Peter’s name.

Art not thou that Egyptian, which before these days madest an uproar, and leddest out into the wilderness four thousand men that were murderers?

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Then Jesus charges them to tell no man that he is Jesus the Christ after he goes through this strange conversation with Peter about who he is etc.

Now Phil Robertson was incited to the Olympics and thinks he’s Moses while wearing some kind of deep tan on his face (I think from his torch, helps to hold the torch a little bit higher) and hasn’t yet crossed the Red Sea.

Almost as tan as Christine LeGarde IMF Chief of the world.

Love watchin’ your back!

And in the Gospel of John at the Sea of Galillee Jesus warns Peter BarJona (son of Jonas) that when he gets old another shall gird (guard) him and carry him where he would not and to follow him though he says “follow me” so I guess the gates of hell prevailed or will prevail depending on whether talking about him personally or figuratively as the figurehead of the Roman Catholic Church,

or

BOTH..

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The rock could be referring to the Dome of the Rock? Perhaps the maps have changed since then to confuse and obfuscate as far as the location of Caesarea Philippi e.g.. the Mediterranean Sea was not always the Mediterranean Sea, etc.

Or the

Rock of Gibraltar

banking

and Matthew was a tax collector

It was a very strategic location as well militarily and i think in regards to shipping.

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The True Messiah knows who he is

and what people were thinking

and even what would happen in the future!

If he didn’t know who he was then how in the world would he expect us to figure it out?

Matthew 21-23

21From that time forth began Jesus to shew unto his disciples, how that he must go unto Jerusalem, and suffer many things of the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and be raised again the third day.22Then Peter took him, and began to rebuke him, saying, Be it far from thee, Lord: this shall not be unto thee.23But he turned, and said unto Peter,

Get thee behind me, Satan: thou art an offence unto me:

for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but those that be of men.

compared to

Mark 8:30-33

30And he charged them that they should tell no man of him.31And he began to teach them, that the Son of man must suffer many things, and be rejected of the elders, and of the chief priests, and scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again.32And he spake that saying openly. And Peter took him, and began to rebuke him.33But when he had turned about and looked on his disciples,

he rebuked Peter, saying, Get thee behind me, Satan:

for thou savourest not the things that be of God, but the things that be of men.


HUGE CONTRADICTION!


The Gospel of Matthew 6:17 above has Jesus BLESSING Peter and giving Peter the keys to the kingdom

and then tells him that he is the rock which the church will be built upon

and the gates of Hell shall not prevail against it

and within a short time (like within the same conversation)

Matthew 6:23

Jesus REBUKES Peter

and says that Peter is SATAN!

Not only does he say he is Satan, but also an offense to him!

What happened to the gates of hell not prevailing against the church?

It lasted a whole minute!

This is like a Japanese Monster movie dubbed in English

out of sync!

OBVIOUSLY, JESUS DID NOT GIVE THE KEYS of the KINGDOM TO PETER !!!

There are no keys!

IT IS PROPAGANDA!

THE GOSPEL OF MATTHEW AND MARK

HAVE TURNED THE TRUTH UPSIDE DOWN!

They have managed to make Jesus sound like a lunatic,

which is typical for the Synoptic Jesus!

In Phillipians is a verse that says to “value others above yourself” which in my opinion is enslaving oneself especially if you value someone who doesn’t deserve it. It’s ridiculous and I suspect the writer was a lunatic like Jim Jones of Guyana or Scott Walker of Wisconsin (faith in a tubular pregnancy!)

At the very least the Jesus that “charged them to tell no man” that he was the christ obviously was the anti-christ! The Gospel of Matthew’s Jesus was the antichrist by his own words as recorded in the Gospel of Matthew it seems. You can read the post called Tell No Man linked on

Merangue’s Blog.

In the Gospel of John

At the Last Supper,

after Jesus and his apostles had eaten,

He talks to his disciples about who He is and explains Himself to them

and what is going to happen to Him and to them!


Please read!

John 14

John 15

John 16

After he had risen from the grave and visited them

he gives them the HOLY GHOST!

Did Mary get one?

When he met Mary One of the Marys anyway he said she should not touch him some thing about being unclean and not having met the Father and needing a bath or something like that. So I think she was left out of the breath of the Holy Ghost even though she probably was willing.

Is there a difference between Holy Ghost and the Holy Spirit?

Probably a hologram!

Then meets the disciples hiding in a room and DOUBTing Thomas thrusts his finger into the spear wound ….etc by invitation  And nothing else happens? except he says blessed are they that have not seen and yet believe. We are obviously missing some pages or something is amiss except for the breath of the ghost entering them.

JOHN 20:21-23

21Then said Jesus to them again,

Peace be unto you: as my Father hath sent me, even so send I you.

22And when he had said this, he breathed on them,

and saith unto them, Receive ye the Holy Ghost:

23Whose soever sins ye remit, they are remitted unto them;

and whose soever sins ye retain, they are retained.


Basically: a status quo which is weird, IMO

What would be the point?

And no forgiveness as well.

And where’s the peace, eh?

They have healed also the hurt of the daughter of my people slightly, saying, Peace, peace; when there is no peace.
What religion says it is the religion of peace? Peace Corps? I don’t think these options exemplify much.
I think someone has been messing with the bible for quite a while!

WHO BEGGED FOR HIS BODY? might have something to do with the altitude (their station in life? or their plight?) of appearances such as the appearance in the hiding room? Its suspicious, anyway when taken with the verse in Isaiah 53:9

Either Joseph of Arimathea (son of Matthew) or Nicodemus and yet who buried him?

 The Rich and Evil Knieval? Remember this verse in Isaiah?

Isaiah 53:9

And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death; because he had done no violence, neither was any deceit in his mouth.

Who wrapped him and other things? Mary and some others. I think there are two versions. One of the Jesuses tells his followers he goes before them to Galilee and others he meets in a room where they are hiding and another he meets on the road begging for meat. Seems like at Galilee he had something to say where as the other versions are kind of empty in meaning and he feeds them.

LOTS AND LOTS OF COMPETITION!

NO CLOVEN TONGUES OF FIRE!

NO SPEAKING IN TONGUES!

NO MIGHTY WIND!

I think the Sea of Galillee account is the better and more reliable version of the after resurrection meeting of followers with Jesus of the three versions offered so

I think his instructions at the Sea of Galillee might be wise to take seriously.

Feed my sheep and follow him.

Cease the hospice practice!

Figure out a better way to prevent abortions such as teaching the males to respect the females for starters in all kinds of ways. No big deal! Teach against incest and rape and instead of adoration of Mary might instead teach the truth. Kids and young adults will always screw up so you have to be tolerant of their problems coping with the crap thrown at them and females deserve a safe abortion when needed and a sober and understanding atmosphere/environment regarding their plight when caught in a predicament such as an undesired/unexpected pregnancy just as much as a male would deserve the same dignity and understanding if he had the ability and until then when those ideals are attained in humanity a safe abortion is a necessary option in birth control and human behavior. Males are the ones with the outie, not the female. As far as divorce is concerned it should be fair (half and half of the assets and material wealth) like mitosis unless you sign an agreement ahead of time. So as not to tempt either party if one dies during a divorce it goes to the dead person’s parents to spend or disperse however they desire (like a boomerang) or to whomever the dead person trusts to disperse to the children at the appropriate time. Children should have rights too and whomever they prefer to live with if it is possible or when they want to live with whomever, etc. but so they aren’t separated from each other.) 

Annulments should be outlawed.

It’s untruthful. Everyone makes mistakes but we learn from mistakes. Tough love, as my brother would say. A bad marriage mistake shouldn’t have to be deadly or erased as if it never happened. It’s not like the divorcee needs his or her diaper changed or all the things kids need once they are born. I know some miscarriages occur late in pregnancy from a first marriage annulled just to not be pregnant or have a kid when they meet their next husband in order for the annulment to make sense. And they are indulged for seeking an annulment via the The Roman Catholic Church for their mysterious miscarriage or abortion to give credence to the power of the RCC’s indulgence to their children/fold because the RCC thinks they are God? The RCC made their rules in order to keep the money in their family and made priests unexperienced with the rules and lures, peaks and valleys, twists and turns regarding marriage and raising kids which makes them useless in the real world yet wielding power they should not wield against others who live lives and not live off lives in many ways.

Nigeria facing ‘a famine unlike any we have ever seen’

You either believe in Jesus or you don’t. You believe in God or your don’t. Which God?

I BELIEVE in the Jesus who acted like a sane person which is in the Gospel of John and who he glorified, His Father and TRUTH! But there are parts of the Gospel of John to beware of.

I believe in the Jesus that knew who he was, where he was, what he needed to do and didn’t need others to tell him.

I have a few posts one in particular with many faux pas called

A Desert Place (a Different View) 

where I compare the same events in each gospel and some of the gospels Jesus is lead by his disciples who tell him where to go and when instead of the other way around which should make one shudder to think as if Jesus were on meth or heroin or as if he were

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Also goes into the denominations way a head of the denominations that eventually result because of dissatisfaction.

I think the Synoptic Gospels are like actors/decoys

interacting with a hologram of what they want to have occurred

in order to change facts and twist the truth to replace the truth with fiction and to create confusion and to control the power.

When doing the CBS transcriptions of the JFK assassination found on Merangue’s Blog I used their film and the reporters reporting and added my two cents of what I saw occurring that they didn’t notice such as the puppet being handed over the fence line at the airport in Dallas to Jackie Kennedy and her tucking the puppet in her roses. The people on the side of the fence line with the President….his entourage are also similar to people interacting with a hologram of the event that is filmed. Some of them act as if they know what is occurring or going to occur and are witnessing it and acting in it at the same time and some of those faces are recognizable. The gospel of Matthew other than the first few chapters does the same thing in a way without a documentary to back it up. 

The genealogy is a different matter and is only found in the Gospel of Matthew. However in a few other posts I cover that subject and my inconclusive conclusions (because I am not a bible scholar and hold no degrees) with the help of a few other apologists who have researched it demonstrate the catch-22 of it’s proof.

The story that goes along with the genealogy account seems to indicate a pact or royal alliance between England and Germany/Rome:



PURE UNADULTERATED EVIL

Quotes from the Christopher Hitchens expose about Mother Teresa following:



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Christopher Hitchens – Mother Teresa: Hell’s Angel

“The rich world has a poor conscience”

“It wants in fact it needs to think that someone somewhere is doing something about the third world and the Muther Teresa Myth ministers to this desire”

“In the subliminal appeal that she generates there is something of the mission to the heathen, something of the OLD Colonial Outpost,

and something of  Florence Nightingale while in the

*silented-*abject demeanor of her patients”

(to quell)

“there is something of the deserving poor.”

“The Great White Hope in this ICONOGRAPHY takes on the Black Hole/Hope

and the rewards are by no means

Aul/Awl/All in heaven.”

“FOR SOMEONE WHOSE KINGDOM IS NOT OF THIS EARTH

MOTHER TERESA HAS AN EASY WAY WITH THRONES, DOMINIONS, AND POWERS.”

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Who is the guy in the middle ad I think the guy on his right is the exorcist of the RCC. Could be John Joseph McLaughlin Bye-Bye who died recently: 8-16-2016

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Billy Graham gets around but he couldn’t quite get around to help JFKennedy when he had a premonition about Dallas:

why? Because he had a cold!

Ouch, did it sting?

 Miracles do happen and so does intentional malpractice to place someone in needless jeopardy. Many will come in my name>False Covenant spoken about in the Book of Daniel>Covenant with Many in the Synoptic Gospels at the Last Suppers which he breaks. a hater of women like the devil in Genesis and a hater of God and in retrospect a hater of men. LBJ awarded him the Big Brother Award but not for the Good Big Brother Award! Nixon taped him saying what he really thinks about Jews and I’m sure other Presidents tried some things as well. He could not have done it without Obama’s help offering free hospice care to those who might be tempted without realizing (some of them anyway) that assisted suicide is the wrong way and tricking others to sign papers like don’t give resuscitation etc if near death which can be interpreted as permission to murder depending on who you are dealing with and if they are friend or foe spiritually and using abortion to blame females for all the problems in the world. It worked for Adam.

Remember

King Henry the 8th who blamed the queens that didn’t bear sons and it’s the sperm that determines the sex of children. 

My supposition is: The devil comes down to the world with great wrath seeking whom he may destroy I think it is why he breaks the covenant….because of an entrapment which he was so skilled at and it works for the RCC for now, but not furlong.

(EXCELLENT EXPOSE by Christopher Hitchens and should be watched over and over again

to gain understanding of evil

like a golden cow chews it’s cud! )

Christopher Hitchens expose continued:

“WHY DO THE RULERS OF THIS SINFUL AND SELFISH WORLD

FIND HER SO AWFULLY CONGENIAL?”

so what the FUCK

Fox News says: “The sisters have a vision that runs like electricity through all of their houses. And that is to serve, without getting noticed, without pride, without a pat on the back, without the instant gratification of, say, more social media followers.”

What about the Nobel Peace Prize, and all the other awards she received?  What about the money Mother Teresa received in the millions, annually. What about the nun getting kudos from Pope Francis for her false testimony about partial birth abortions and the scare tactics about brains being sucked out on some you tube during the Republican primaries?.

King James Bible
They have healed also the hurt of the daughter of my people slightly, saying, Peace, peace; when there is no peace.  


I don’t recall many Jewish people with the name Elizabeth, though I could be wrong. The cousin of Mary and since there seem to be many Mary’s to add to the confusion. One in particular called Mary wife of Chuza which seems to be a BIG CLUE. Sophie’s Choice? And then we never hear about Joseph after a certain point. Not a hint. He just disappears. We do however hear about Joseph of Ari-mathea.

Kind of reminds me of Benghazi. Everyone more concerned with the IRS abuses such as Jay Sekalow (which by the way have a long history of abuses for the average middle class American) than figuring out about all the lies, the coverup of Benghazi, the UN speech by Barack Obama’s promise/pledge about Islam soon after Benghazi. Even Franklin Graham was insulted by the IRS, or so he says and I don’t recall that he was insulted nor alarmed by Barack Obama’s pledge at the UN,

nor anyone else that I know of.

HMMMMMMMMMMMMM.

What happened to the witnesses?

Were they executed by executive order

or was it a mandate?

Where did they go?

How did they get there? Who Kerried them there? Who took over the State Department? Who did he marry? Who met Assad before the “sarin gas” hoax? Who over heard the military talking about it? How convenient! JUST a coincidence? Diverting State Department fund’s funded by American Taxes to his daughter’s new charity

IN TRUTH?

To train doctors? Are they kidding?

ARE THEY MERCIFUL?

Can’t doctors afford to train doctors without diverting funds from the State Department? Sounds real sweet but if it’s based on a lie and theft so how can you trust the excuse? Soooooo catholic! It’s called bullshit.

Do they train mother teresa’s nurses as well?

We all know Kerry married for money and reputation. We know he’s a fake beginning with his tales of heroism at war! And we know he doesn’t really work for the USA, so who does he work for? He took over the State Department! Germany took over the State Department as did France. Courtyard of the Gentiles is in France at Notre Dame of Paris (UR Lady Of Paris) which was the only building lit up during a massacre in recent times to bring attention to it over the Eiffel Tower as I recall. And Kerry did not want any space between him and Hillary.

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Some of the witnesses were taken to Germany. Some State Department employees were given lie detector tests weekly after wards to keep them in Chech. We don’t need to be deceived into a civil war which was proven by truth seekers on the internet but not admitted to by the news but hard to refute when dead bodies change clothes and women/nuns wearing painter’s masks walking around with kids in hand in Saran gas exposed areas and photoed. It was probably the rice.

John Kerry ought to answer the question below and expound upon it so he can have a clearer conscience before we ought to believe his suffering conscience in regards to Syria.

Might unravel some problems and give him that space he could enjoy which might lead to a silver lining in the cloud over his head. There were other clues having to do with South America, Argentina or near there I think in the clothing worn by the people in supposedly Syria and I think the people wore them for a reason. It was OBVIOUSLY a set up and Where is Pope Francis from? He is a Jesuit, that we know. They make a vow to protect their establishment and are capable of doing anything to keep it at a great cost to everyone else. The RCC wants them Golan Heights, me thinks, because “it’s Precious!”

Where are the witnesses? Supposedly one witness was transferred to Bethesda and visited by another Senator who said he was afraid to talk and then there was the lost nuke fear, wasn’t there ? I think it was Senator Lindsay Graham. And Christine LaGarde is getting kind of antsy lately. She likes USA tax dollars so she can bake on her yacht.

“What is truth” said Pontius Pilate.

What is that to thee?

(And of coarse Pontius is wrong)

Follow me.


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The Tradition of Christmas

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For those that defend Christmas the tradition such as O’reilly who staunchly and vehemently defends the holiday to honor Jesus why on earth would he laud a musician Herbie Hancock for his religion of Buddhism? Seemed odd to me. I know Herbie Hancock’s music is definitely laudable, but his religion? Course Roman Catholic Jesuits prefer Buddhism to delineating the differences in the gospels which are many. I guess it’s taboo. He just wrote a book called Killing Jesus because he thought or felt that God had prompted him to write it in his third installment of the trilogy about killing:

the first Killing Lincoln and the second Killing Kennedy

and the third of the trilogy and last but not least Killing Jesus.

Watch Bill O’Reilly ‘Surprise’ Obama

at the Kennedy Center,

Shake Hands with Snoop Dogg

And by the way I will include at the bottom of the page the flags of the Middle East and parts of North Africa and Italy and many of them are the colors of Christmas except a few. I wondered if since Jesus was Jewish why the colors of Christmas aren’t blue and white instead of green, red and white. Seems odd since the instructions in the Old Testament for certain housing and decor are blue and white and REAL GOLD (not credit!)

Seems to me in honor of Jesus

even though O’reilly admitted Jesus probably wasn’t born in December

we would celebrate his birth with the colors of his country and his ancestry

but then maybe Christmas really isn’t about Jesus.

DO YOU THINK MOTHER TERESA

WAS MOCKING JESUS KING OF THE JEWS?

DEFINITELY!!!

A dish towel?

I wonder what they served Mother Teresa when no one was filming?

Christopher Hitchens Expose cont:

“The Teresa Cult is now a Missionary Multi National with annual turnover worth tens of millions. If concentrated in Calcutta that could certainly support a large hospital and perhaps even make a noticeable difference but Mother Teresa has chosen instead to spread her franchise very thinly.

To her the convent and the catechism matter more than the clinic:”

)That could actually make a difference(

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“Now we are in 105 countries and we are 500 convents around the world

without counting India:

HA,HA,HA, Beautiful.”

Eventually 700 and 300

…………contradiction contradiction contradiction ………….

My mom told me she wanted to live to 105 YEARS OF AGE and SHE ACTUALLY IS/WAS BEAUTIFUL

and my dad concurred

and

they are they

My mom might have had the opportunity to make it to 105 if it hadn’t been for Mother Teresa and her death cult and those that don’t question the status quo hoisted upon us by those that hate the USA and freedom.

My eldest sister was in the 500 Club

so to hear 105 countries and 500 convents is a bit strange

coincidental?

Eerie like a woman pulling a plug on her husband’s kayak in Lake Erie kind of eerie and with a chuckle. Heard it on Fox news first and my LITTLE sister and her new husband planned on buying kayaks for their lake home before my mom died and her husband who was not that much of a husband was with my mom when she died. He had been married twice before and never put a cent of his money into their lake home and lived off my sister’s settlement from her first divorce from her first husband and she socked away $35,000 before my mom died in a savings account of my mom’s estate as if that made it okay and her second husband looked eerily like the ring bearer of Queen Elizabeth at her Diamond Jubillee a few years ago and very much like DOD Chuck Hagel. One of his earlier wives didn’t live so I don’t think his record is very good when it comes to women. He told my sister’s son that he was guarding my sister.

My dad was set to go to his apartment at The ARC and the day of his release from the hospital I was told that he aspirated on a pill someone gave him (my little sister said she went to his apartment to clean it before he came home when it occurred) and then I had to return from another city by plane to watch him die so forgive me if I’m suspicious. It happened in a hospital and there is such a thing as a tracheotomy. And then my mom was hospiced without warning for me or to me by any family members two weeks before she died. I heard that the hospice people interfered with the hospital and that was when she died. Both of their deaths are suspicious/auspicious.

The problem with assisted suicide/murder

is the abuse of the patient

depending on their social status, religion, race, sexual preference, vendettas, 

INHERITANCES, etc

and that is why

it CANNOT be allowed to PROSPER,

BUT THAT IS WHY THE ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH SUPPORTS IT.

THE RCC ARE PROS AT ABUSING AND MISUSING THINGS OF THIS NATURE ALL TO SAVE THEIR BREAD AND BUTTER OFF THE BACKS OF FAMILIES CAUSING GREAT TRAVAIL.

I know my teaching or revelations or what ever you want to call them is a threat to Roman Catholicism so

I’m SUSPICIOUS. 

HAHA

Mother Teresa came from a rough neighborhood Albania and imo a fraudulent religion so it’s no wonder she is full of shit. The USA has a lot of problems but we don’t need theirs. Instead of soaking them into our culture as if we need vultures we need to be an example however birth control and abortion are her tools to degrade our nation and she used it but then taking bribes and dirty money and using dirty needles to get the job done isn’t something to brag about hence the coverup. She is probably by interfering in the world guilty of more death and more deaths of children that were actually born than most who fight in legitimate wars. She should be considered the enemy to our nation as well has her legacy the hospices she generated which hopefully will be short lived.

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The mystery of iniquity

2 Thess. 2:7 “He Who Now Letteth Will Let, Until He Be Taken Out Of The Way” (KJV)

Which He? the one that letteth or the one that is taken out of the way?

blood letting 

  1. the surgical removal of some of a patient’s blood for therapeutic purposes.
    • the violent killing and wounding of people during a war or conflict.
      “gang members have halted their internecine bloodletting”
    • bitter division and quarreling within an organization.
      Remember the picture of Michelle at Benghazi with the arms in one hand and a syringe in the other? I remember whether you do or not.
      blood rising to the horses bridal/ 1600 furlongs/ 1600 Pennsylvania Ave and the longest Presidential race in history

Again: 

Art not thou that Egyptian, which before these days madest an uproar,
and leddest out into the wilderness 
four thousand men that were murderers?
The reason I added this same verse is the word leddest in comparison to the word letteth in the verse in  2 Thess. 2:7 “He Who Now Letteth Will Let

I have no respect for Mother Teresa

(She/He is NOT a mother)

nor do I respect  priests called fathers by catholics because of the instruction by Jesus to call no man father but your Father in heaven. Most of them never have children but live off the backs of other parents who do have children. 

I imagine that got him in trouble with the temple people and I don’t think it was a deceitful thing to say. I think that God the Father and your natural father have the best interests of their kids much more in mind than a priest who is denied the opportunity to learn about children personally and can’t possibly have any understanding about raising their own kids especially when they rebel which they do sometime or others. Hence you have limited their personal growth in the most important part of a person’s life: their kids, but I can’t stress it enough call no woman your mother but your mother in heaven. One of the commandments God honors parents by commanding children to honor their mother and father and a commandment for parents to their children.

Muther Teresa has no boobs which is evident in the photo montage above,

nor does she have a forehead

neither that I can see

Are these albanian traits?

Was her name? JOY?

And while they yet believed not for joy, and wondered, he said unto them,
Have ye here any meat?

 I wished some bad things but she is only a pawn of her own ego and bitterness AND HER ADORATION FOR POPE JOHN PAUL AND HIS PAT ON THE BACKS AND THE ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH (AND LOOK HOW HE ENDED PROBABLY FOR KISSING THE KORAN. OH THERE IS DEFINITELY A KUSHY RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN ROMAN CATHOLICISM AND ISLAM AND IT’S TOO BAD BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE…)

We’re Off to See The Wizard – The Wizard Of Oz (1939)

which she harbors inside her soul and she has great misunderstanding and lack of discernment and causing Great Harm to others.

In fact I wouldn’t be surprised if she didn’t ASSIST with the AIDS Epidemic and obviously TB using those dirty needles

(which my mom had as a young woman and a mother and my past boyfriend and his brother died of aids both were hemophiliacs. His name was Bob.)

revealed

in the expose by Christopher Hitchens.

She could barely speak english broken at best.

WHAT SAY YOU, BILL O’REILLY?

HER REAL NAME MEANS ROSEBUD

WHICH BRINGS TO MIND THE MOVIE

CITIZEN KAINE by Orson Welles

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Release dates

Mother Teresa Died: September 5, 1997, Kolkata, India

“Hearst prohibited mention of the film in any of his newspapers.”

William Randolph Hearst is the person who had the media he controlled

puff to the public

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Sort of looks like a combination of a feminine version of BGEA Billy Graham and George Ganswein in the smile and the brow,

in a way!

as if their spirit or ghost entered her.

Not a feminine bone in her body

YET SHE WAS A VIRGIN like

as in MARY the virgin!

Billy Graham of the BGEA

THE CULT MASTER

Hearst has relatives I think one of them was the Secretary and dresser adjusted his cloak and braids to Pope Benedict XVl. His comptroller. Saw the pope flinch once when he adjusted his braid while Pope Benedict was on a bridge checking out a memorial for three fellows MEN who were martyred and I think it might of had to do with Benghazi. Pre-nup type honor. He had the instinct to flinch and soon wasn’t the pope. He didn’t steal a martyrs necklace for courage as did Pope Francis a Jesuit POPE and I suspect that Ganswein is a Jesuit and many other secret things that are not good such as Opus dei. A man for all seasons just to fit in at every opportunity.  OPUS DEI etc. He is BAD NEWS and warned about in the movie known to be the Greatest Movie ever produced for a reason. Abortion being used as an excuse to kill the elderly (or impaired or those that suffer mental disorders) is typical of boys that hate women very deeply using the one thing: abortion which is  VERY hard to pin on a male and those that aren’t worthy in their eyes that depending on politicks and keeping power to afford their lavish lifestyles. If priests were required to be men with families they would be just as vulnerable as the next guy who does have families of their own and a VerY REAL and TRUE stake in the game of life, hence it is forbidden.

That my friends is what one of the Jesuses was warning about.

Think about what Solomon did when two women claimed the same baby and though it was barbaric (a man’s way) it had some merit and at the time people were barbaric and he was their leader. What if the sword fell out of his hand while making his point??? Where were the husbands? But nevertheless it is in the bible. It could have been handled better with the same conclusion and back then people did not know about depression and post partum etc. but for that time it worked.

The TEN COMMANDMENTS also warn about it as well. The difference between God and man. Roman Catholicism even changed the Ten Commandments and I think deleted one commandment and divided a particular commandment and made it into two to make them ten to indulge their sensitivities, so you can imagine what they did to Jesus and to the bible: (Made one cloth for the Shroud of Turin instead of what Peter witnessed in the empty tomb which was two burial cloths) Can you imagine Roman Catholics trying to compete with only

The Nine Commandments.

They had to have ten to compete with God and for their replacement theology. Why not accept the Ten Commandments AS WAS GIVEN as a basis of their religion if they weren’t competing. Obviously no human has fulfilled the law but it is still the law. You don’t change the law to fulfill it. Like changing the rules of the game in the middle of the game to appear holier. It ain’t fair. And that is why the RCC will be destroyed very soon 

Deservedly

 because of their sins: the 7 deadly sins that the RCC created, exploited and supported in place of the Ten Commandments. They definitely did not fulfill their own laws. I’m talking the clergy not the layman as far as responsibility. Even some of the clergy realize their own shortcomings and still support the religion of Roman Catholicism and they should resign ASAP because they do a disservice to themselves and others and give undue credence to a very abusive religion and because of the warning in Revelation to leave the religion and this would be a good time to do it since the signs are there to leave: some self-fulfilled, but fulfilled nevertheless and maybe some laymen and laywomen will leave too and you will have accomplished a good thing:

Divorce it.

You don’t have to mortify your own flesh just leave mentally, psychologically, spiritually and as best you can physically without making a big ordeal or making new religion (daughter) only to exacerbate and multiply the RCC by multiplying it’s daughters like a plant shooting out a new branch or branches only to be infiltrated and brought back to the fold of the RCC. Resign and Retire from Roman Catholicism. Make your excuses, but leave  and I’m sure God will understand since you are obeying his plea! You don’t have to congregate to be a believer in God. I know it’s human nature to congregate and makes one feel good but it’s not necessary. Believing in the same different tenet separated from the RCC. etc.: I’m a calvinist, I’m an orthodox,  I’m an anglican like different denominations of money but you are still money. So when the pope urges christians to have dialogue with muslims is total nonsense. I saw on the news or internet a bunch of men on one knee praying in Charlotte NC and seemed fakey, set up, displaying like Tebow who is IMO obnoxious. What happened to the idea of praying in private instead of making a spectacle as if Charlotte NC wasn’t a spectacle to begin with. Talk about turning everyone off to prayer. Why not send a chain letter while you are at it. LOL. I do have a problem with praying about a football game. Granted you want to win but do it in the locker room, you know? Congregating isn’t bad such as going to church unless you make a show of it in regards to God. Then it’s pomp. Who cares if a few football players won’t pledge allegiance or stand for the national anthem unless it’s the military or the President of the USA or those representing Americans in politics (those in high places). Now if those men praying ran around with the Ark 7 times around Charlotte rioters it seemed kind of pompous like watching the laying of hands on a few politicians in the Presidential race in Iowa before the Iowa Caucus…sickening at best especially after hearing about a friend of a relative whose parents laid their hands on their son on the same day before he ends up dead after falling off a building with one sock and one shoe on the same foot after complaining to friends and family that he was being pursued by some bad people in Chicago. Just because he was paranoid didn’t mean he didn’t have a right to be paranoid, obviously.

People wanted to lay their hands on Jesus and look what happened to him when they did lay their hands on him. Of course the notion “laying of hands” has come to mean other things such as “understanding” but how it got to mean that is a mystery or putting your hands on each other in prayer as if that somehow makes prayer stronger.

Did the walls of Charlotte NC come down?

There is a correlation to the Ark when David danced before it and one of his men died transporting it when he laid his hands on it to steady it because it was gonna fall and the Gospel of Luke and Joseph of Ari-mathea being a  just “something or other.” Which you can read about in the post about Joseph of Ari-mathea linked and posted on Merangue’s Blog. I don’t think he was the same David that the bible relates concerning the information or verse in the OT:  I am the root of David. How many David’s do you know? And maybe not the same Ark or in the wrong hands the Ark becomes a curse, etc. anyway seems to have disappeared for good reason. It became a curse otherwise where is it?

affidavit is

  1. a written statement confirmed by oath or affirmation, for use as evidence in court.
    Affirmative
     That verse may have to do with whoever affirms the Ten Commandments is the root of David? I don’t know but seems to me the foundation to a good religion would be the Ten Commandments and without the Ten Commandments you are only a cult. It’s worth investigating.
    Confirmed vs affirmed
    Those are the values we need to use as a standard whether or not we miss the mark which everyone I have ever witnessed has missed the mark not just once but you have to have a standard to try to reach and you don’t dumb it down in order to reach it.
    Anyway I think that is what Jesus meant when he told Peter 
    Feed my sheep and lambs
    at the Sea of Galillee was to affirm the Ten Commandmernts as the standard whether or not he fulfilled the law then but seems to me Jesus is still in the process of fulfilling it. I guess it doesn’t happen over night. Was Rome built in a day?
    The Ten Commandments point to Jesus who said I Am etc and the true Jesus points to the Ten Commandments and it’s a good idea to try to be in that sphere of influence. He had to veil some things I think till the right time because there were some charlatans imitating him. Wolves in sheep’s clothing, etc. Plenty of wolves in sheep clothing on tv preaching some because they are deceived and some knowingly using tricks like the gold dust phenomena crap, falling backwards like Benny Hinn, etc. using ridiculous antics, clucking like chickens, talking about getting rich, talking in tongues, and are insincerely possessed.

Mean while the RCC will take as many with them as they can but God isn’t dumb though the RCC thinks he is dumb because God is patient, and said “come out of her my children”, (you are not their children) and so you do not partake of the RCC’s sins.

George Ganswein

who didn’t age well

obviously trying to influence the Pope lol

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Criticism of Mother Teresa

Bhopal disaster

Was the Bhopal industrial accident

MERELY a publicity stunt

for the Roman Catholic Church and for Mother Teresa?

Recall Bhopal Tragedy To Know Real Teresa

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She looks like a Hummel figurine especially on stage praying and being honored in the you tube by Christopher Hitchens.

Hummel figurines
Hummel figurines are a series of porcelain figurines based on the drawings of Sister Maria Innocentia Hummel, O.S.F.
The only ad the ex was in was for Precision Tune Auto Care and it went like this
“It hums a precision tune.”
It’s the mob, more than likely.

HOW TWISTED

The fact that she got involved and told people to

forgive

and thousands and thousands died and then had instructions to destroy correspondence is SUSPICIOUS. 

What were they supposed to forgive?

divorcees?

snow flakes who had annullments?

females (real females) who use birth controls

AND

ABORTIONS WHEN CIRCUMSTANCES CALL FOR IT

DEPENDING ON THE FEMALE?

She did not say,

so I think clearly she was demanding forgiveness

because of her part in Bhopal and form $$$. etc.

I wonder how much money she received for their forgiveness? kind of like my younger sister destroying photos of my parents and their friends and my eldest getting rid of pictures of me in her home as if I never existed. My mom didn’t worry about shit like that. She kept everything, lol which drove my dad up the wall sometimes. My younger as far as I know got $35,000 and my older got $250,000 a year, maybe more to fritter away and she did: she Commisioned a Ten Foot (thereabout, it was huge) Portrait in Oil of herself sitting in a wicker hawaiian queen’s chair with her first daughter by her side and not in proportion unlike herself which was the main theme obviously and should have been a clue for me she had a problem, a big one. Who does that? My mom could have done a better job but my sister had a way with demeaning her family.  Her ceilings were not tall enough so it was obvious something did not fit. She commissioned it near the time I made my witness to her about her husband that she didn’t take well or in the spirit in which it was given. I wasn’t trying to destroy them I just didn’t want to have to handle it alone. He wanted to carry me to the car in front of his wife because I was barefoot and it was moist outside etc and he went further than that which was unnerving and incriminating me and the past reared it’s ugly head at me that night when he molested me interrupting my sleep in a hide a bed sleeping a foot away from and next to his wife years before. I don’t think a portrait is handling it by any measure and lying to my parents was

EXTREMELY unnecessary and petty.

It seemed premeditated now that I think about it: the actions of my brother-in-law.

Maybe Babs (Barbara) and Sammy Kinkeade (banker) could explain, her suite mate who said “it is harder for those who have money to lose it than those that don’t” as if she knew. Went to the Methodick Church the largest congregation in the world in Dallas on NW HWY.

ANYWAY BABS THE MOLESTATION HAPPENED WHEN THEY LIVED ON LOVERS LANE IN A ONE BEDROOM APARTMENT…NOT THE TWO BEDROOM ONE THEY MOVED INTO AFTERWARDS AND YOU HUNG OUT WITH HER A BUNCH THEN AND WE SHOPPED AT OLD TOWN TOGETHER…REMEMBER? I’M SURE YOU NEVER NOTICED ANYTHING ODD ABOUT GARY, RIGHT?

Or Lori Sparks (not a favorite of the family) her Royal Oaks buddy and real estate agent who when I first met her was pretty shabby looking but improved with some major work as did my sister: boob job, enlarging her vagina (her husband wasn’t into foreplay with his wife or she couldn’t have an orgasm because of hoe tiny her vg was. Probably didn’t understand you have to help), nose job, said it was for a deviated septum but ended up looking a whole lot different and other stuff neck and face lift? Even lied about it to her daughter. Virginia Cooke? Perhaps Scott Brown or Canda his ex wife might know what happened to my sister? Susan Johnson Caine a school teacher (perhaps she knows) or her ex Wayne Johnson. Fred Schlicker? Nancy Rattan, Gen. Rattan’s (4 star general the one that was lost in the Congo for a while) daughter…the one that called me about the morning when I left abruptly and advised me to tell her the scoop and worked for a hospital in San Antonio? Perhaps Scofield non-denominational church might know. BOB BANKS the church director for kids who got a divorce and dated my little sister while he taught her when she was only a young lady at Ferguson Baptist Church or perhaps Kay and Chris Krusz of Rockwall Texas might know? The one that said Texas doesn’t have earthquakes and worked for an oil company and said he was the one that found oil by fracking or some kind of technique? He was a geologist in college and now a wino etc and said we dated when we didn’t and was my little sister’s old friend to the point of jealousy from his wife. She was jealous of both of us because he had a problem: LYING! Richard and Debbie Stanford might know? Betty and Johnny Stanford? Or How about Bob Lamereaux? Many went to SMU. Seemed like it changed her into a nasty person. Mark Kircher, Gary’s brother, a doctor I think, in Colorado, maybe he gets it. Chuck Larson her affairs or how about Lon Williams, the other affair? Maybe the 500 Club knows, her ladder? How about the BGEA and the English saint who lived across the street from them on GLEN AIRE Drive  in Dallas.  I’m just getting started:)

I have a right to expose them because my sister’s husband the molester and dick showoff

SAE Gary JOHN Kircher of SMU

the dunce as my dad said about him

told my family to isolate me so that I would come back to the fold

ie

for more harassment, belligerence at the oddest times, tricks, set ups, and for their Stellar reputations.

I can’t tell you how many times my sister wanted me to spend the night at her house and I had to decline nicely and I can’t figure out why she would even think about it? I think once I did and was on the couch with one eye open almost all the time. I’m talking years and years. Every time I declined I thought it might be a source of resentment but she asked. It was weird. I would have loved to have spent many nights with her as sisters, but I couldn’t. We had fun together often and it was hard to be in the middle of whatever it was we were dealing with, I was anyway. Usually involved drinking when he acted up.

Instead we tried forgiveness and silence for the kids sake and my parent’s sake after a meeting with my brother and my younger sister and my older sister and her hubby  who did not attend the meeting wouldn’t adhere to it! Asked my brother leading questions when he stayed in their home as to the reason for his visit and meeting with me when i was in isolation of theirs using many lies. Walt said he was fishing when we met at the hotel to find a reasonable way to handle  this problem we had as a family and of course Gary knew why. I think something happened to my brother because of them because he changed and in some ways we were very close because of our upbringing and our explorations. Tricking me into watching ATONEMENT and trying to get the family to watch it and little needling shit was my sister’s way. DIGS AND DIGS. Used her friends often as well and they went along and

THEY KNEW! I know they knew!

It’s hard to try to walk in her shoes b/c she never even tried to walk in mine.

When she spent a few hours shopping for those flip flops she made a point of saying “Money was no object.”
I had invented a contraption/a machine for welding small jewelry metal parts for the serious welders and hobbyists and I wanted to show her my drawings of it b/c I was excited and had seen a patent company and they were very interested b/c it passed their tests of patent laws which would mean a profit in various ways and she would not even look. That was on the trip with just my sisters to see mom when my sister said “Three was the number of perfection” which she must have learned on a Christian woman’s retreat in North Carolina. BGEA country) The patent company said I needed to come up with $17,000-$19,000 to get it perfected to get it to the manufacturing stage and that family is usually who you approach first, so i did. I think if it had been perfected it might have been successful and sold for around $600 per unit (maybe more) and replacement parts would have yielded a great profit as well. A very cool idea that came to my mind out of need. She didn’t even show interest in my drawings of it. Never even looked at them.  Never bothered to ask about it and reminded me of my ex’s mom who was very stubborn. She could have had a percentage but didn’t dare to examine. I don’t remember if I told her the money aspect of it but not to even look at my drawings was really a slap in the face and this is before the letters and before my indiscreetness in my blogs about family and before my mom was hospiced without my knowledge. Yet I had to spend two hours on her project: the flip flops!

Just one of her kind of digs!

So why THE FUCK should I be discreet anymore which I haven’t been for a while since being isolated, prevented from profiting, attacked in various ways, belittled, mocked, etc?

NEVER AGAIN. I will rub it in till the day I die.

There are those temples that were unearthed and I think there is something to it after the dams were built. You can read about it in the JFK stuff and Jackie Kennedy had something to do with it and was awarded by Egypt with gifts because of it. I think they are our worst enemy:the temples because of the things I learned about them but to explain it is too much for me to do and needs to be investigated by others if they want to make a difference in this world.

The office fiasco with my sister and her husband I think that I perplexed them

WITH THE TRUTH

and I didn’t even bring up the past molestation to the office manager Sheila Rice of Virginia Cook Realtors, just what happened at the office when he grabbed my ass underneath in a harmful way. I was shaking afterwards and very upset and he was gleeful.

The truth works though not without a lot of hurt. After may strange threats and hassles

I ended up in the ER for the first time (besides the caesarian births) with a peritoneal abscess and Sepsis from the poison in my abdomen poisoning my organs, skin, everything and almost died. 14 days as I recall. For some reason the ex lied about the amount of time saying it was ten days. My sisters wouldn’t watch my kids. One had to go home and do laundry for her grown up kids and husband and the older sister who lived nearby didn’t offer.

When I had to tell her why I left my parents home that morning at the suggestion by her best friend the gnarls daughter and I barely got out what needed to be said and didn’t get to the part at the apartment years before. She told me she was gonna call our parents and tell them I was attracted to her husband and then called our parents in front of me and told them I left because I was attracted to her husband. So I left and went to my apartment kind of upset and bewildered and then he called me later that day and called me a fucking liar and was irate and I hung up on him and then they called later on to set up a meeting at their home to discuss it and Gary said at that meeting  he would go to church blah blah blah while my sister clanged pots pans and dishes in the kitchen a living room away. She didn’t attend or anything. I didn’t dare go to the kitchen because she wasn’t approachable at the time. I can’t remember how we got back to seeing each other again but we did.

I wasn’t attracted to him, though I cared about them and he was entertaining to everyone that knew him including me but there are limits and I wanted it to be healthy for all of us. I wanted him to be like my brother or like a brother in law should be. I did not want to be part of a harem. He ruined my sister and our relationship and our family. All he had to do was respect her! If you want to have an affair do it with someone who wants one and not within the family.

Anyway the earlier molestation my sister finally learned about recently through some emails we had and I sent to family when things got real strange and she called the accusations I made zingers. She didn’t obviously want to know or she would have attended the meetings but I thought she should know since he was using the night in San Antonio as proof he didn’t molest me then. Until I gave her some zingers she was in the dark about what she did not want to know and using that ignorance against me to our family.

Clever, but not clever enough.

My older sister changed as well and had quite a bit of memory loss such as when the first husband of my youngest sister who saved her son’s life when her son was about 3 yrs old and he slipped into the pool. No one noticed and we were all there nearby. He did it quietly and it was a weird coincidence one would not forget. I had to remind here of it when she phoned me when she was attempting to console him during the time my little sister and he were in a divorce at the beginning (I thought it odd of my older sister being so friendly with him at the time b/c I did not feel I had the right to be in touch with him during their battle. It’s not like I was in touch with him anyway however my older sister tended to be pushy in her way. My younger sister was living with me off and on for a couple of years and took over the household in her way and my daughters bedroom yet did not allow me to stay with her during my divorce and afterwards and even when my mom was in dire straits and called me satan and the devil b/c I divulged some truths they did not like when threatening me and my mom in weird ways like she had lost her mind as well) about the death of his granddaughter who at her 3rd birthday party actually drowned in their pool. My sister’s xmas letters became one page letters typed but spaced very big spaced dbl/triple spaced as compared to the five to ten page letters with single spaces going over every detail of the years accomplishments of her family to the point of redundancy since we knew those things as they occurred. So something changed and I think I know why sort of anyway and who was behind it: the angel with white hair at her bedside when she had her ureter cut by mistake during some operation but I can’t remember why she went in the first place though probably something to do with her allergy to corn products. She was similar looking to Billy Graham’s daughter with the white hair and the bright white gnarly smile. I think that phone call was a fishing expedition to get information. When I told her or reminded her she said something like “oh yea.” I had never seen that woman before in my sister’s life and I think I would have noticed or heard about her so she was a new friend since often we hung out together a lot. The surgeon that performed the operation had a very german name and I think operated on her on a Friday b/c it was mentioned to me then that that is when many doctors make mistakes b/c of their outrageous schedules and desire to live in castles and the woman did a lot of service to her during that time for some reason. The hospital was not Parkland but I think it was St. Pauls but I’m not for sure. It’s been a while and I have been though a quite a bit since then. Anyway they settled out of court and she wore a urine bag for a while. It was how they recouped some dough Gary lost on the stock market. Luckily the doctor figured out her dilemma that he caused before it killed her….get  it? Insurance.

One night I heard about when my mom and dad still lived in their home their front door was blown off the hinges by a very strong wind and I think was a marker of something strange. A harbinger. Remember chapter four of the Gospel of John with the not-so-secret-follower of Jesus since it is in the bible written about: Nicodemus, Paul’s friend, and it talks about the weather and the wind, etc. A false Jesus! 

REVELATIONs!

Nick has something coming down his chimney soon as do his many friends.

I guarantee it. It’s not a threat, it’s reality.

It’s gonna knock the socks off him.

That’s for sure!

It’s gonna be a helluva day and less than the average kind of day as in an hour biblically speaking and it’s almost over! It’s not my timing but God’s timing.

I know I’ll reunite with at least most of my family, friends and pets. I don’t know however about Gary and his prospects, and the same goes for the ex. I think they might have gone over the edge of the precipice to ever return!

God isn’t blind, deaf, or dumb.

 We’ll see.

Mother Teresa CRITICIZED ABORTION, CONTRACEPTION, AND DIVORCE YET SHE NEVER WAS MARRIED OR HAD KIDS LIKE MOST CATHOLIC CLERGY AND FOR SOME REASON LIKE HILLARY CLINTON WANTED HER CORRESPONDENCE DESTROYED. That ought to be a red herring. I BET UNION CARBIDE CHEMICAL ACCIDENT/SABOTAGE (WHICH SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN SO EASILY POSSIBLE) HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH HER FEAR. WHY WOULD ANYONE PUT A CHEMICAL PLANT IN THE MIDDLE OF AN IMPOVERISHED HEAVILY POPULATED NEIGHBORHOOD EXCEPT

TO PRODUCE CHEAP DRUGS (rubbers?) WITH CHEAP LABOR

TO PROMULGATE HER STEALTH MISSION TO CATHOLICIZE THE WORLD.

I don’t know what they produced but I bet we will never know however it might be some interesting possibilities!

Abortion is for those whose body was ready but the mind wasn’t and many other reasons.

Matthew 26:41 Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.

Why is the spirit willing?

Is he talking about the holy spirit? I don’t really understand this verse and seems a bit backwards!

 IT TAKES A VILLAGE AND A VILLAGE IDIOT AND SHE WANTED THE VICTIMS TO FORGIVE YET SHE DIDN’T FORGIVE THOSE WHO ABORTED, USED CONTRACEPTIONS, AND DIVORCEES AND NOR DOES THE RELIGION OF ROMAN CATHOLICISM USING CULT PRACTICES AGAINST THEM. THAT’S AS CORRUPT AS POSSIBLE.

HISTORY OF HIV AND AIDS OVERVIEW

I IMAGINE SINCE A CERTAIN BISHOP OR CARDINAL OF THE CATHOLIC CHURCH ADMITTED THAT AIDS WAS DESERVED. IT’S ON THE JFK TRANSCRIPTS ON

Merangue’s Blog

THAT THERE COULD BE A CORRELATION BETWEEN HER, AIDS, AND THE ROMAN CATHOLIC CHURCH. TIMING IS DEFINITELY COINCIDENTAL

WHO WOULD EVER SUSPECT?

ELIZABETH DOLE WAS HEAD OF THE RED CROSS IN AMERICA SO DID THE DOLES MEET WITH MOTHER TERESA?

If she loved babies/fetuses in the womb so much then why didn’t she have any children                                                                                                    of her own, that is the question. (Was she really a she?) She didn’t have kids and preferred to travel like a rock and roll star!

BADA BING.

I bet she hasn’t even read the bible being catholic, which is typical of ignorance and untruthfulness, the papacies greatest tool. I think she was/is one of those angel revealed in Revelation 12:9 and that’s why she spread herself so thinly.

 Revelation 12:9 And the great dragon was cast out, that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world: he was cast out into the earth, and his angels were cast out with him.

She had a lot of ground to cover. Her costume is very telling. Mocking.

Do you real think God would kill Bathsheba and Uriah’s baby because of David’s sin? Well it is told differently but sometimes you do have to read between the lines. The bible has incurred much renovation/transliteration and sometimes it is not an improvement but a huge mistake, like the One World Order which has been a complete failure. They did work on it in Dallas in the 70’s and in the 60’s Vatican 2.

They did not know about DNA then!

Was Diana pregnant?

Franklin Graham often lately in the last few years has said “More Christians are gonna die” and I think he meant it! Either from fear or knowledge.

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Abomination of Desolation

 Abomination of Desolation Pt 2

The Covenant with Many

CONFIRMATION OF THE COVENANT

Joseph of Arimathea (A JUST MAN)

Josephus and His Footprints

The Absurdity of Cloven Tongues, Mighty Winds and Proselytes


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I Am That I Am (The Sign) -Revised *

I AM THAT I AM (Part two)

The Stone Which the Builders Rejected

The Synoptic “Q Source”

Salute No Man

The Fruits of the Vatican

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U.S. returns to 1 World Trade Center 15 years after attacks

Why would the US Customs and Border Control move into the New 1World Trade Center in New York?

Watched a little bit on the History channel about 9-11  where George Bush was being told about the planes hitting the towers (World Trade Center) and mentioned to the ex the similarity of that and how JFK was gonna give a speech at the Dallas Trade Center before he was assassinated and because I made the  mistake of calling it the world trade center got him riled up but in any case I meant the Dallas Trade Center which was attempting to be worldly and how the school book depository was where the alleged shooter was and how George Bush was reading a schoolbook to school children when he received the news about the planes in front of the cameras and he didn’t see the correlation and he’s catholic. Sort of a cultish correlation. Anyway we got in a heated exchange and I came back and said do you see a correlation between you calling the police and my arrest by the police and it really got heated. He was royally pissed! I said YUMMY. Thank God he’s only a house painter and a musician.

Other correlations: Jeb Bush Governor of Florida where the Saudi pilots were trained to fly planes without learning to land them. New school curriculums for public education: dumb down the public. One of the first governors to be involved in assisted suicide/murder by starvation i.e. hospiced patient against the will of her family. The Catholic connection. Maybe it too was an assassination in regards to 9-11. One plane never left the tarmac and probably the incentive for the suicide squads – to hit the White House or the NYSE or to erase a debt?- and conveniently was thwarted. Maybe the real reason was to hit a particular competitive company? I’m sure there is more we don’t know yet but it was definitely religiously and vengefully inspired.

Personal coincidences: My niece watched from Brooklyn the attack on a roof top the attack on 9-11 and my mom watched the attack on Pearl Harbor on a roof top when the planes came in to attack the USA. Her grandmother was Grandmother White who lived to 104 years of age and my mom wanted to outlive her to live to be 105 and instead was hospised (by my niece’s mom the executor who was married to a man whose dad was President of CONOCO OIL and his son lost a shit load of money on the stock market and blamed everyone else one Tuesday in October and knew the Bushes and even went to their vacation spot and loved golf and went to the place in the Carolinas once a year sometimes bringing guests by invitation the one the Bushes went to) and my niece (the one that got the jealousy lesson in a hot tub at night by her dad alone outside when she was a tot the same guy who wanted to carry me to the car, etc) married a White. My mom was born in Panama which we gave away the canal which was really DUMB making us vulnerable to attacks in various ways. Those are some strange kind of connections.

Remember Jesus said:: Feed My Sheep! That includes oxygen and nutrients and whatever else is required. It wasn’t just a suggestion, but also a warning. So mother teresa and her cult is /was barking up the wrong tree the wrong way, imo. And also in regards to feeding his sheep may have been a clue that he was against fasting which would sure eliminate a lot of scripture (possibly false scripture more than likely.) He could have said be sure to fast my sheep and he didn’t. Would you fast your children, your pets, zoo animals, Free Willie before you swim with him at Sea World, your cattle or your crops, your date, a diabetic, athletes, pilots flying your plane, anyone operating machinery, your car, your cell phone, your laborers, a surgeon before your operation, military men and women before a battle, a pregnant female, or your guests???

Before Abraham was I Am.

Do the Ten Commandments say anything about the religious practice of fasting?

BADA BING!

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 Found out I’m not allergic to shrimp!

It must have been hospital error.

 What Would Jesus Say About Distortions Of His Teachings?

Added this because I agree with some of what this person wrote but definitely not all of it however each of us grow at our own pace and start in different locations, religions and families but personal growth requires some effort and experience. Keeping people ignorant is evil like when catholics were not allowed to read their bibles but encouraged to buy them which is sick or performing rituals in pig latin so the patrons were kept in the dark ages.

By the way

 Ganswein means pig’s wine.

Remember that event told about in the New Testament

about a lunatic, some pigs, and the cliffhanger was a cliff?    hmmmmm

We had a close person to our family though I did not know her who supposedly committed suicide and suffered a great deal so it’s no wonder. She was a Christian woman. I guarantee she could have gotten better treatment in regards to pain. I guarantee politics got in the way. Ever since Obama care the world has been deluged by greed of the career politicians and career clergy exponentially. Who would employ austerity? Obama. Merkel, Rosebud/muther fucker teresa, Gov.Mary something or other of Oklahoma, usury, plastic surgery is great enticement for weak flesh but looks can kill:

I received one of those looks and I didn’t die via the TV and the ex. I felt sick for a while though because of it but I looked down and left the room. It happened while watching a popular TV series about Washington DC and during an Shakespearian aside. It  went to the ex and then to me and it made me feel very sick and I saw it in their eyes from one to the other. It was very strange but real. I heard that the woman that died was put on different  psychological type medication recently which could have been the cause but I guarantee the media had something to do with it as well b/c it was after she watched tv. that she left the house and killed herself. The last hour of a suicide or murder I think is very important such as who they were with and what they were doing! very relevant. The ex said it as “the fog of war”, but he is a huge liar and forgets frequently and conveniently. Very sneaky as well. Double standards and other crapola but comes off to strangers and friends as a gentleman, polite, concerned and helpful but it took me a very long time to notice. I don’t think he’s necessarily a master mind but a conduit and I think his actions lately and his reactions shows signs of collusion and fear of getting caught in that collusion and fear of backing the wrong side. Miscalculating his future interests thinking he was on the winning side (deluded) and not believing he can change his course. and direction for the better. He loves to use my family against me and their lack of support and when one neighbor (barely an acquaintance) gave him the cold shoulder he couldn’t handle it. The fortitude and character of a fellow gang raper. A mama’s pampered boy. His dad died when he was quite young (18 yrs of age or so)so that may be part of his problem. There is such a thing as honor not for honor’s sake, but for truth’s sake. That was very telling how weak, cowardly and insecure he really is. Hopefully he’ll work it for the sake of his kids and for truth’s sake but still relying on things he shouldn’t like the RCC and their stature b/c of their general ignorance and numbers. Easy side to pick but the wrong side regardless and the same goes for Islam. Mega churches is another example b/c there is still a lot of crud in them which cancels out the good like fast food. He is such a control freak I rarely got to shop for groceries by myself yet I did the cooking most of the time in the marriage and I didn’t get paid on the job. That’s why I threw that fantastic Turkey soup in the trash when I did and other things that preceded that soup. He certainly should know by now they don’t care about individuals they care about vast numbers and when you aren’t needed anymore they ignore you. Ted Kennedy??? His mom after her husband died??? There are many examples. The church she attended snubbed her, etc. She told me so. Perhaps in her death she atoned for the RCC’s stake and returned to their fold for honor’s stake, and not for truth’s sake by her sons and their steak who hospised her and at least two of them estimating the days it takes to starve their mom I was told by the ex in the car. She could not talk or swallow. How convenient. The ex waited to see his mom dead instead of going to see her alive sheep-ish which is weird but PROP er (himself) in his mind’s eye and hoping I was next. She had only been a WAC and not for long but she got a husband who when he was dying wished it was her instead of him I was told by the ex. I know that feeling but I did not marry to have kids but was blessed  and sometimes cursed as well by those blessings. Took me 14 years to have a kid and  a second one some years later after I was married. His mom was buried with full honors but you should have seen what I saw and heard what I heard when I went to Parkland representing her: patronizing and simple taking credit for something she did not do…..like a slave but without a brain and not doing very much at all.  A surreal zinger. If the ex saw or heard he would be changing his tune for the sake of his family tree and for his kids and himself. But I will go it alone if need be to affix my family tree with their help where they are for them, for my kids, and for me and the people that have helped me that are sort of hard to distinguish yet. 

We are not the root of all evil but as most people have been deceived and learn eventually: deception begets deception often times more than expected and more than is due.

We were very close as a family (and played a great game of Balderdash together) and as it grew in a lot of good ways. We were spiritually attacked very harshly but each of us had some kinds of resilience, strengths, and talents

so I think we are gonna come out okay, I hope,

but our kids need our help!

Our family name is Root though he pronounced it Rut up north near Flint, Michigan  (lansing) where he grew up. He doesn’t see the forest for the tree yet. Dishonor among thieves! the mob. The bible tells about wars won with few and our own experience with WW11 should also do the same in people’s hearts and souls. The Six Day War is a good example as well. God stopping the sun for a day. However this christian woman was thinking about it before: who hasn’t thought about it, but she got serious about it. So she was hurting inside and desperate but I think something occurred with the drugs she was taking prescribed to her a change in her medication and the media: TV like what occurred to me but I was in better shape maybe and made more aware by my family in weird and mysterious ways ones with miracles included. She will get her chance on the other side like my parents and others who have died being on the front line crossed first (a surprise attack, like at Pearl Harbor and New York) but you have to try to listen and try to see and try to discern. Distinguish between truth and deception which is very perplexing. The ex doesn’t believe that my parents are helping but to try to explain that they were lied to by their first daughter and Gary the golden boy of Conoco oil and they have since showed me their way that they know and are doing somethings about it and tried to do while they were alive. Some big things and I don’t think I would have made it thus far without them and without God’s guidance:  I believe, but I falter sometimes and so did they.) 

and

anyone that follows Obama eventually feels his indulgence.

I know of a girl (teenager) who acted rashly and shot herself in the stomach over a break up and wished she hadn’t and still died. I know God loves both of them. Suicide happens often but we don’t need to incorporate it or franchise it. Thank you, Christopher Hitchens. I could not think of that word earlier and it was written in your expose above. Some of the events in our lives are premeditated by others in high places who are spiritually weak, mislead, lied to, divided, united, to weaken one’s spirit and destroy their flesh and God knows as well. It’s calculating spiritually and psychopathic and very rough but that is what we are dealing with….

I know that subliminal techniques have been used in the past and social media sure is a great provider for that kind of warfare and when someone is at a weak stature in health and age and  b/c of that warfare is when I imagine it is employed by evil entities. Remember the cell phone in the mouth of one of the guys at Benghazi and they had passwords to the US State Department? and who sold their presidency using the bribe of a free cell phone? Plus I have seen and noticed some things using the TV as a method and computers so its possible since she was watching TV right before she left the house and shot herself. Her mind and spirit might have been attacked and didn’t realize it wasn’t her fault or thinking she was crazy or because she was reminded of past sins by those who don’t care about reality. A woman in my past when I was a child hung herself for fear of hurting her children and we were in England at the time. I know it’s occurring: a hidden agenda, a hidden war, and hidden persecution but it’s cowardly to use it on civilians, the retired, females, and children but who said evil is heroic? none.

This kind of stuff was used during WWll influenced via many ways that the RCC have perfected as well as by fascists the ghosts of the past.

Remember “War of the Worlds” on radio? I’m not saying Orson Welles caused some strange reactions b/c at the time it wasn’t developed and there are those that are susceptible b/c of mental illness and religious fervor type stuff. The first house we rented the wall near the garage had a big blue painted name of jesus on it and the people that rented it before us I believe were from India (the ex said Ethiopians ) and we had to clean the living room that had a mountain of dirty diapers to get a no deposit break on the rental. I guess they didn’t use the trash religiously, they used the living room. It needed work. Anyway it is also rumored the deaths from the radio show to be a prank to gain publicity. I have experienced some nutty people and read about some as well:

1000  Peanut butter sandwiches?

He eventually outed the BGEA in his last post before he died in a car wreck in East Texas. Wished he was able to forewarn the people at the World Trade Center so they wouldn’t need firefighters and a thousand peanut butter sandwiches but it spawned his career in religion kind of like muther teresa. Actually it was a trial based on the killing of a jewish boy by a gang of kids that he took under his wings and mentored that got him started and he looked a bit (quite a bit) possessed but I think struggled against it: Rev. Wilkerson was his name. He got some attention to show deception and possibly foreknowledge by the same person who did not warn JFK to avoid Dallas because of his intuition but he had a cold which prevented him as he wrote about in one of his books titled even though he had access to the President.:

Just as i am. Just a siam?  Just a twin? Who knows what he meant?

His name was Billy Graham. I think the purpose was to remind people of his alibi by radio for the time of the JFK assassination which could have been pre-recorded.

Have ye any meat?

The ones that were afraid in a room are the one’s being called out of the Whore of Babylon who do the dirty work of the devil because they are binding and remitting (I think they are evangelicals-evil cia angels secret service types gone over to the bent cross stuff-avenging in any case ) You can read about austerity in the Gospel of Luke and on some of my posts linked on Merangue’s Blog

and of course those who are not professional catholics.

The funny thing about austerity is it eventually kills the rich and well-connected and their trees. Its absolutely a ridiculous concept and it will be devastating. How about Nancy Pelosi’s tree for instance?

I used to stick up for my ex when we were married and so did my mom and he betrayed us in many ways, but he sure can put on an act of caring. I got very hungry at the hospital recently and wanted some eggs, etc. he declined fixing them but he put on my blood pressure wrap after i had to get a urine sample when the curtain was open to the hospital people with the door open. it’s sickening. He does what he can to appear a certain way. His birthday was a few days ago and because of a death of the woman who committed suicide that he barely knows and met once (the suicide which bolstered his reasoning about hospices which is the opposite of my views and bolsters the catholic way. he met her once as far as I know. It’s a sad story but he brought up to me whether suicide is considered murder??? twisted reasoning! I guess it depends on the circumstances and who or what caused it.)  But most people can accomplish it themselves if they are desperate if they have a mind to do it and don’t need avenging anger to assist them: which is murder. God knows the difference. I would not get into the business of it if I were a believer in God b/c it can get very complicated and take you on roads you don’t want to go and abortion rights is no excuse for killing those that are or were born or to harass women and girls who make that personal decision or harass their parents or the hospitals that provide safe abortions for the female unless they are abusing that privilege which I think much of the accusations are pig’s wine to divert attention from the real criminals in high places who cause many problems in order to keep a swell lifestyle.

I love money but I rarely have it. It’s because I rarely have it that causes me problems sometimes with God not the love of it but depends on what kind of love we are talking about.

The verse in the bible about the love of money makes you hate God is BULLSHIT. UTTER nonsense. Depends on which God one is talking about. Definitely muther teresa’s god, more than likely. But to steal and rob is the wrong kind of love of money or making money like charging outrageous taxation and killing for inheritance or charging outrageous insurance costs which is unreliable obviously definitely is a hatred of God. Insurance is Very NEO and wasn’t needed in the past. I think insurance is good for machinery and objects/things that need replacing or updating for better service is certainly a good reason for insurance but not people’s health isn’t, which causes inflation and higher costs and debt in the long run, IMO and doesn’t save lives in fact it kills people, businesses, economies, talent and delays cures.

A fetus is not viable till it is viable when born hence the powers that be don’t insure them till a certain point: IPSO FACTO.

 The ex did not want to have a good meal and wanted McDonalds instead for his birthday to appear as if he were mourning.. I asked what would he like and he went in to his explanation about his grief so then I said what would fulfill your desire in not being extravagant kind of meal (not in those words because I can’t remember the word he used) and so that was his birthday wish. He bought it.

My mom used to have this really long hair on her arm and she kept it and called it Aloishes or Alowishes. She never spelled it out, but that was what it sounded like. It’s true!

Richard Burton sings Camelot 1978

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Camelot 04: Follow Me

beautiful song

The two live musicals my parents took the kids to was Camelot and The Sound of Music,

as I recall.

I am positive we saw the play The Sound of Music. I was just a kid and both parents made an impression on me and it’s possible we only saw the movie of Camelot and also the movie the Robe and the Greatest Story Ever Told with Max Von Sydow which I loved.

I trust their character as a team. They were amazing. I think it was a long view message to me and my shadow and hopefully to my family and the family that I grew up with and their families, etc. I think she witnessed some things she could not say. We really had a great childhood because of them. Maybe they KNOW something we don’t. She wanted to live to 105. Maybe it’s a message to some other humans as well. I think it’s a powerful message! It’s hard to explain things to kids and young adults how the world really works till they experience it. Like Thelma and Louise the movie when Susan Sarandon says “that ain’t how the world works” or words to that effect.

I do get a lot of help in mysterious ways from beyond and in the present but have been attacked as well which is par for the coarse.

PS: My little sister did admit to serving me walnuts instead of almonds she attested to when she served her dip the first time I came down with what is called COPD. The reason I persisted for the truth from her was others close to me got sick with pneumonia around the same time with the same symptoms (youthful non smokers). There was a listeria outbreak with walnuts at the time and her second husband provided the walnuts for her dip which is unusual so I appreciated her truthfulness that she blurted out to me over the phone, so I think there is hope for her in the long run. I felt like my dad was with her helping her to have courage by the way she blurted it out. I hope so and her truthfulness at that crucial point helped me to take notice of my ex’s insistence of my disease and his excuse as well and helped me to notice other things as well I might not have noticed or been as watchful. AWARE! She was my Shirley Temple buddy and many other things growing up;) : dipping potato chips in neopolitan ice cream at five in the morning for our entertainment ritual to see some great cartoons once a week and our shared horse hobby my parents provided us at great cost and hassle to them and our horse sense.

Boy did I have the best nap and a great poop.

I needed it

and I also received a very sweet sign afterwards and I didn’t even ask.

Divorce is rough no matter how nice you are……. on everyone.The ex instructed me not to allow my 18 yr old daughter to drive my car w/o license even to the neighborhood store two blocks away alone. I think I have allowed her to go to her friends house two or three blocks away and to the neighborhood store two or three times. She has previously driven her boyfriend off and on for two years all the way to Forney many times 40 minutes away b/c of his drinking problem and being on probation with a breathlizer which has just been removed from his car  and the ex knows this which is partly how she learned to drive in the middle of the night after he was with his drinking buddies who drink excessively to out drink each other…kind of a 21 year old male activity.  I’m talking about vast amounts of booze and she does this for him or she did to protect his life whether she was with him for the evening or he was without her. I also taught her to drive in the neighborhoods nearby and a small bit of driving within 5 miles or so off and on for those years as well. Her dad has done the same a couple times but they don’t get along and she doesn’t like his car b/c it’s too tight and sensitive as he is. A terrible type teacher and a real dick when it comes to small things b/c he is perfect.

Today while he was at work she comes in to wake me to change in some change of his for something or other though she did not say why or what and wanted to use my car to take it to the store to use on a money change machine nearby but I declined her demand b/c I was heeding his demands and while I was still asleep but coherent I thought I want her to have the desire to finish her driver’s course on the computer which she only has a couple more hours to accomplish and then take the test and the driving test after that in order t get her license but I did not voice it but that was my reasoning. She pitched a fit for about a minute in the house and I guess went to bed. Wakes up and complains about a headache. pain in her chest for two days though only complained about it at this particular moment. pain in her jaw from her wisdom teeth possibly.which she has felt a few times in the past. So we take her to the ER because of the chest pains which can be serious and I entered the admitting room to put in my two cents not without dissent from her and her dad b/c she is 18 yrs of age but I insisted in a motherly way. She doesn’t have a great deal of information about heredity on my side of the family plus she was recently there in the ER and was prescribed antibiotics and pain meds for the pain she was having which they called it endometriotic disorder. She took a days worth of the antibiotics and then the ex took her or her boyfriend picked her up to stay at his home for a few days without her medication and caused a storm of trouble not wanting the medication driven to her by me or the ex and he didn’t want me to go with him b/c I might cause a scene. I called the boyfriend left a message and said if you love her you will take an hour out of your time to pick up the medicine since you are responsible for the reason she is sick and needs the medication and for the endometriotic condition in her body. He never came and nor did she for a few days until I guess he needed a break from her and then she may have taken a few of the pills a few days later which is not what you do with antibiotics of course. So while being admitted she admitted to taking 6 days worth of antibiotics but w/o the days between information and I checked the medication and for a ten day prescription she had 5 and a half days worth left that were never taken and so I took her medications to the ex’s room and left them by his desk with her other self medication tool and told him to handle it in every aspect b/c while at the ER she treated me like a dog. She did not want me there and told me so, so I left for her health sake not to rile her up b/c anything I said to her to comfort her had the opposite affect but while there they asked a few things only I could have answered and I did my best to be discreet and as honest as I could be for her health concerns about teeth history on his side of the family wisdom teeth trouble and on mine in -general teeth problems mostly on my mom’s side of the family and a few other things. My ex suffered pleuracy quite often b/c of lifestyle, lots of cocaine, lots of pot at least three joints a day for umpteen years on gigs and on his day job and for entertainment. He came back once from Florida after visiting a music producer for about a week and tooling around on his sail boat visiting the Bermuda Triangle and I guess they snorted a bunch of cocaine and it scared him because of his symptoms so I tried to get him not to do it anymore when he came home as nicely as I could b/c he was still feeling bad. They gave her fluids for the migraine, medication/I think the ex said a shot of ritalin for something and something else: Benedryl a combination or something like that aid the ex while there for pleurisy. I had to think why she did not complain about the chest pains yesterday and could only surmise that they started today when I defied her wishes and obeyed his for her sake and for keeping the peace between all parties involved and to inspire her w/o saying to get her license work done and I got the royal treatment.It was hurtful and very degrading and mean and I won’t forget this time. She’s his little slave girl and too much of his bs will get to her soon. It doesn’t take long b/c he never really means it. He uses her terribly and with a lot of help from his secret religious friends , I think.

Ritalin? Really?

So she is in his hands and under control of his ability to schmooze everyone not for joy. He is the one that drives her to spend the night or the week with her boyfriend often which caused those pains, possibly.  I don’t believe she had an abortion as she stated in the ER last time by the way she acted about it, embarrassed as if she lied not that she was caught. Supposedly loved the guy as well. Doesn’t match! Or perhaps she isn’t really my daughter but only a facsimile, which is very possible! Sometimes she is and sometimes she isn’t. She has been through a lot that she should not have had to deal since she was about 5 or 6 years of age.

No more hanging out in my art area. No more bumming cigarettes which is good and the other tool that she got from her fried Merilla (Merrill Lynch? JK) she complained the residue was putrid and the only way to know that was if she used it and it is up to him from now on. He blamed it on me and cigs though she did it regularly with her b/f and friends on her own. She also ate cheerios a few days before the chest pains which in the past caused a reaction as did a meat loaf a while back when I added oats to make it fluffy. Threw up but not food she threw up flem.  NO MORE! I love her but it’s a mad, mad world sometimes especially when the ex wants control and to abuse me, her, and us: our relationship mother-daughter relationship and so forth. It’s like walking on egg shells. Sometimes it’s best to let someone have their way their way like when he undermined my home schooling after abuse from the high school she attended and ended up in the ER so he could control her and do it himself and he failed miserably. That’s the plan on my end. Let them have at it and it was probably b/c when he got his b/day gift from his other daughter I did not join him watching the blue screen tube he received when he invited me on his birthday. LOL.  Besides he was grieving as best he could. He’s a dictoid: why on earth would anyone want to watch a show with him on his new toy on his birthday when the day before he pulled some bs on me and many other days before that?

My beloved cat the most recent heart breaking abuse in regards to me? Remember? :She didn’t kill your cat bitch!” Remember? The ex noticed I primed the floor of my art space and moved around the furniture and organized it for many reasons. He prefers me in a miserable state of affairs, b/c it makes him feel secure and I kind of got it together for a while any way but it was not easy. I need to work on other aspects like making money and eventually it might get my creative juices flowing b/c truly I have truly grieved for those I love and it has been very hard and bitter.

The ex deserves to be thrown off a cliff by his own petard but we don’t have any here IMO not steep enough you know like The Grand Canyon. LOL Maybe he might get on that balancing rock and prove his utter stupidity AGAIN and this time it will achieve the right balance as it tumbles into the abyss.

Anyway I am enemy number one now to my daughter. TOUGH SHIT!~~

Not in my car, you don’t.

My biggest and best retort will be “Ask ur dad!”

With my ex and my daughter it wears very thin very quickly;)

He will lose her in the end but not for lack of trickery and I will eventually have her back when she wakes up. His occult is cunning and thoughtless at the same time.

He bought some coffee and came in to let me know when he came home. Weird.

And then comes in sheepishly to get me to take her somewhere to sell some song storage  piece of shit and I after a few remember how you treated me statements and her excuses etc and then I said

“ask ur dad.”

Went to the corner store and the clerk said “Phillip is mad, etc …..”

and I said,

“He’s an asshole, take it from me . If you could get him around anyone long enough they would know.” Then I prayed out loud to God and myself: Please throw him in the abyss. Frankenmuth would work as well.

 I wonder what the clerk will say next?

Cruisin For  Bruisin Basia

Basia Brave new Hope

If that is true about the female in the house in my living room acting as my daughter and if it is true that she lied about having an abortion and if she is the same one at the ER last night then I hope she gets thrown into the abyss with Phil and anyone who put her up to it or is involved in any way to deceive me, as well! It’s not something one should lie about for a political purpose or religious purpose or to ridicule those that have had to take that course at one time or another.

She seems different! SHE’S 18 YEARS OLD SO SHE IS DIFFERENT, SO THEY SAY. I HEAR AT TE AGE OF 21 SHE WILL BE NORMAL AGAIN. IT WAS TRUE OF MY FIRST DAUGHTER AS WELL.  Unless she is being mind controlled….ritalin.

 mind raped.

If that’s the case she will be innocent in my eyes no matter what and I think she is being forced into something! She has had a rough time since 9th grade. i’m pissed and I hope God is too. Pissed enough to do something drastic in a response!

The hospital people gave her ritalin with benedryl last night in a combination shot said the ex. That would be extremely evil if that is what is going on. It might be a test of some people without them realizing it, that they would stoop that low and be deserving of the abyss. When my daughter took two pregnancy tests both were negative a week or so apart which is partly why I’m suspicious! Besides being prescribed a ritalin shot and not needing her anti-biotics prescribed by the same hospital and they did not seem to care about it, like it’s no big deal. Some pretty big negatives, if you ask me. We will find out eventually, I hope. Not only that No nicotine withdrawal at all. Highly unusual for a smokers if she never smoked a cigarette in her life. Put on a pair of shorts (not short enough) she never liked as well. Like she did not remember her likes and dislikes. Something she would never wear- hand me downs and out of style. She looked confused as well. When I noticed and said something to her he took them off and put on the ones she was wearing beforehand,,,,weird. So I don’t think the ritalin combo shot worked on the migraine, but her memory is not right..

That’s my wish! ASAP

In order to stop deception in regards to abortion it might be wise to perform dna tests on the mom and dad if possible as well as the fetus to prove it isn’t deception or to use against her later in her life or him later in life for religious or political purposes or to cause a mental disorder or to use as an excuse for something not foreseeable except by those that would do it maliciously…especially in the religious climate these days and for the New World Order.

I know she is important to God. I have proof. A miracle.

And she still uses my art room and all those things i said have kind of poofed away like a bad cloud.

So it may be confusing but may also be to protect her somehow. We were getting along and then something happened and of course her dad was home when she turned on a dime into hatefulness, sickly, and in pain. It also happened after I told her a little about Gary on vacation at the condo when he had the shower on and the door open to the bedroom stark naked stroking himself as I walked out to the porch balcony to have a cigarette while family was gathered at the dining area. Not the bathroom door…the bedroom door in front of the bed. He used the shower as an excuse to be naked as if he was on his way with a hard dick. I think it was the same vacation possibly the same day and hour when his daughter was mad at me for smoking and as I recall my mom cried on the balcony later because of the argument that ensued b/c of both of them and my reaction and my sister’s reaction, her mom. Phil was there because we talked about it later that evening on the beach walking. He rarely attended those beach reunions because of his gigs. Gary avoided them often b/c he hated the beach. So that narrows it down somewhat. My niece was quite young. A work of art in the making as my niece said? actually said progress in the making later in life in regards to her dad in a letter to me when the shit was hitting the fan. She eventually had a verse from Ephesians tatooed on her back between her shoulders and I can’t remember which one but might be the verse about seasons. Remember the massacre in C0nnecticutt and the mom talking about the picture her daughter and her painted where every space of white was covered in marks-a-lot colors? ..my niece’s bedroom floor was kind of like that but not neat: that’s what it was about. She did it to protect herself when she slept so that her mom wouldn’t get jealous. And she cut herself a bunch and her sister found her and rumors abounded at Hockaday about a dad and his daughter and my sister mentioned it on the phone. He wanted my niece to be left alone and not see a psychologist, b/c she just needed her space but then that changed and she saw a Christian psychologist who cured her in one visit. I wonder if it was that white haired woman at the hospital when my sisters ureter was cut by mistake that resembled Billy Graham’s daughter in some ways..   hmmmmmmmm?

I don’t think he goes willingly or gently.

a bribe?

Maybe something more going on…. like witnessing for me?

Then a few years later as a young adult I find out without probing but was told to me by my older sister that my niece drove her b/f/husband in the car with her and his kids by a previous marriage about 100 mph down a main road in Padre scaring him half to death. And then Gary tells me a few times they were begging for money from their wealthy parents who were awarded money yearly for nothing that my niece and her husband were blackmailing him. I thought pray tell what for and in my mind thinking more like compensation for damages caused by his weird habit of sneaking around doing things he shouldn’t do which regardless of being zapped to forget by a christian psychologist are still affecting her w/o real progress i.e. masking a real problem. Forgiveness is a wonderful feeling if it is based somewhat on the regret of the person that needs forgiving and if they don’t feel they need forgiving, don’t give a shit and continue doing it to other females and to his wife making her more of a bitch on wheels to women and family then how is forgiveness helpful empowering him to fuck with everyone and their livelihoods? It encourages psychopathic behavior and eventually full blown sociopaths on the job and off with co-workers, in families and with friends which hinders their lives, health, well being, relationships (personal and career), and their chance to grow, survive and profit in their abilities and talents turning them into introverts and other lowly types which makes them more insecure and vulnerable to their attacks, less successful and makes their children suffer as well many kinds of real and unreal paranoias, real and unreal suspicions because of the damages incurred snowballing into an avalanche down the pike. “Put some ice on it!” doesn’t help because eventually it melts like a festering septic tank stinking of pus and worms with flies buzzing and buzzards swooping in on the wounded and weak, the elderly and the children and others get hurt as well.

It’s sick and it’s evil. Then causes more macro problems b/c the sickness grows filling up the ERs, the welfare lines, the crime rate soars, joblessness grows, excuses abound and it all caves in and those on top either don’t survive or go into hiding thinking it will save them and it does not save them and those on the edges fill in the middle, but not all of them, etc. like a volcano which is hard to avoid or predict when you are sitting on one.

It’s stupidty at IT’S CORE!

Two plus two does not equal five.

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Which is why there is a Courtyard of the Gentiles kind of stuff going on to protect the Roman Catholic Church and their sociopaths and their lowlys they created with their bad behavior and lust for power and I think from the sounds of it in Revelation the R.C.C.loses b/c they don’t get to continue for many reasons having to do with the Covenant with Many (a false covenant spoken about in the Book of Daniel.) Many shall be offended in me ….remember?

My 2nd daughter had not been born

yet

at the time of the condo shower

expose of Gary!

Remember when a holiday feast was approaching and his brethren said he should go and he said my time is not yet come, your time is alway READY (without the plural at the end of alway) and something about how the world cannot hate them for some reason……… Remember? I think it has to do with a time completed and over. an end. Anyway that was about 2000 years ago and it seems Moses was 2000 years before that etc I don’t know for sure the dates I don’t carbon date nor trust it as much as some do but its like stages of something big.

I don’t think either of my daughters had been born YET!

List of volcanoes in Italy

Who says France doesn’t sit on a volcano?

Who determines that?

The wind and the rain?

The weathervane?

We need their recipes!

Simon And Garfunkel – The Sound Of Silence 

This may not sound very nice but the 47 year old Christian woman was buried and it rained so I guess Apollo watered?

Paul might have written and possibly said in

1 Corinthians 3:5-7King James Version (KJV)

Who then is Paul, and who is Apollos, but ministers by whom ye believed, even as the Lord gave to every man?

I have planted, Apollos watered; but God gave the increase.

So then neither is he that planteth any thing, neither he that watereth; but God that giveth the increase.

Via an autopsy it turns out she had

Diverticulitis

but the doctors she had seen said it was all in her head.

My uncle had diverticulitis for years without pain and lived to a ripe old age but the medical field has taken a wrong direction since then for the worse

for some any who

she didn’t need plastic surgery, she needed a good doctor.

INSURANCE hindered her chances for a good diagnosis for relief from her sickness and I think she was made an example of to others to hinder them. She worked for the government the DOD in the past.

Franklin Graham predicted more christians are gonna die….in the news.

He ought to know and he is no insurance!!!!

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What does Jesse Watter’s think? Are some people getting the schtick?

WHAT DID NANCY PELOSI DO?

Since when have hospitals been forbidden to prescribe more than one refill for a medication? (even via the ER and ICU etc.) Who makes these ridiculous rules?

What would Paul Ryan do?

(from the results I have seen of the plastic surgeries of the rich and/or famous a really good makeup artist have better results most of the time. Probably lesser expectations of beauty would help as well and help their speech impediments as well. I wonder how beautiful can a person become? If people were honest about the distraction of those impediments verses the beauty improvements most women would choose makeup over surgery. I guess beaks are in, huh? It’s true! We should all grow fur and not worry about it. Have you ever seen a cat without fur or a bird without feathers?

The moral to the story of the woman misdiagnosed is insurance hindered her life. It employs a lot of people but is like a bubble of glycerin and dish soap. It doesn’t make bad doctors good and raises prices by protecting their negligence or lack of talent, inhibits choice in doctors, causes inflation in health care and medicine and hurts the patients and good doctors in the long run and is like insurance in the card game of 21 Black Jack if you do it on every hand you won’t profit.

Insurance is a mirage.

It’s a way to employ the masses and a way to make politicians look good because of the employment statistics but it doesn’t help the patient, doesn’t help good doctors, doesn’t help good nurses and doesn’t help good hospitals and doesn’t help the medical field and HINDERS the economy and hinders cures. Raises costs and kills the field of medicine. Insurance is a bad deal and was useless in finding a good diagnosis for the woman who lost her life. Insurance is anti-middle class and anti-lower class and definitely pro upper class. It hurts America and Americans.

It helps negligence and bad doctors and leads and promotes insurance fraud with those doctors and their patients.

It also lead to muther teresa’s death cult.

Basically Insurance is a death cult device.

Health insurance hurts the insurance companies that sell insurance

for  inanimate objects

If consumption tax was employed and insurance was only sold for equipment and buildings in the medical field and for cars, home insurance etc .

small business would exponentially increase,

costs would go down and EVERYONE would be happier even the rich

because more people would have more money to spend.

The only people it helps in the long run is the Federal Government

and helps foreign countries across the world that compete with the USA and use America to fight their wars and fix their mistakes in foreign policies and only helps those with businesses overseas like the Bushes and many others that we have to protect the countries that allowed them access and many americans die b/c of it.

It’s not their fault b/c they took advantage of US policies that were already in place but that is the case and we need to turn it around for America and Americans and one way would be to un-employ insurance companies in the medical field for starters and go to a consumption tax so we know who is overcharging taxes on their products that they sell to the citizens of the USA and unemploy career politicians taking advantage of America to feather their own pockets if we want to survive the collapse of the NWO which is coming.

Some of the drawbacks of Capitalism which we need to contain. There is no perfect form of governance but we can at least try to save our country and hold the press accountable for their delusions to hinder our chances especially when they hide the truth such as the hospice situation. Have you heard any news agency reveal the intentional killing of good Americans using the medical field to the public EVER? They are in essence feathering their own survival and might as well be working for Chancellor Merkel and Pope Francis.

Rome’s secret weapon for recatholicising the EU

Ann Coulter has an article below about the press and their ridicule of Trump about a bomb in a trash bin vs. a bomb not in a trash bin and is very similar IMO how they treated Eisenhower when JFK was assassinated. Testing. Eisenhower said some strange things at the time and was reacting to the news and it was kind of unfair to do hoping to upend him and catch someone off guard at a difficult time. Eisenhower had a lot to do with the results in WWll and the Benedictines vowed to get revenge b/c of a certain monastery that was hiding Nazis which was destroyed at the time. They should have been upset with the nazis hiding in the monastery instead for making it a legitimate target during wartime but they had the wrong reaction and obviously were pro nazi. Anyway you can read about it on the Ian Paisley site about European Protestant Studies and I linked the article above. Was the assassination of JFK a response to the vow for revenge of the Benedictines b/c of their monastery (Monte Cassino)? The press kind of tipped their hat at that time but with so many things going on and people in shock they got away with their mock of Eisenhower and the mock of the assassination of JFK. The difference between fore-knowledge with intent to undermine mockingly and a normal reaction. Sometimes news is shocking and one’s first reaction isn’t always reliable because of lack of information and malicious intent of those that have foreknowledge because they are intimately involved in the event to illicit a reaction. Testing.

TRUMP BUSTS MUSLIM PROTECTION RACKET

Our country has run amuck and we need to unmuck ourselves ASAP.

The press are overpaid for the good they don’t do. It’s vicious. But they get paid to keep silent and instead entertain and not educate like Watter’s World and Jesse Watters riding around in a limousine with his collar up mocking Americans, as if he were superior. The free press are the heroes who try like Ann Coulter and Rush Limbaugh and The Onion who in their way educate a little off the wall et al but the press agencies are not free and work for the destruction of America and those who care very little for America and are delusional in regards to the NWO with teeth and it’s purpose. I’m not in total agreement with any of them but I can tell they have Americas interest at heart and take some heat for it as well. Jesse Watter’s never does. His fashion of informing is ridicule and meaningless Roman Catholic BULLSHIT. He’s a wolf and should be ashamed. Many he ridicules for lack of knowledge are over worked or under worked b/c of the influence of his religious BENT cross and will be hoisted by their own petard. He won’t be laughing the day he meets God.

I bet I could stump his knowledge biblically.

Shocking: World record 199-mile-long lightning bolt reported

My next post is gonna have some real big zingers

“I think therefore I’m  hoping (and coping) for the truth to set us free,”

any who.

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We aren’t getting a whole lot of truth from the winepress

TRUMP EXPOSES 2-PARTY MYTH

but the press/newspapers were run by the oil conglomerates and their clergy that think it’s the way and that’s why the Hearsts had the press puff Billy Graham to the USA and abroad where he started his campaign in England after we succeeded in WWll for a short time but he wasn’t from England to make matters worse because they know time isn’t on their side. IMO The two countries with others that allied with us against Fascism (bullies to the maximus) that won WWll. Communism isn’t much better IMO. Freedom is the best route as far as I’m concerned with some guidelines like the Ten Commandments to uphold as best we can under the duress we face. Not easy when sometimes you have wars that are necessary and unnecessary depending on intel that is usually propaganda for the enemy to America’s independence and freedom. Of course just b/c you are English or American doesn’t mean you are a patriot and just b/c you might be German or French descent doesn’t mean you aren’t a patriot.

What is a patriot?

Search me.

Here’s a partriot:

Antonie van Leeuwenhoek

probably a relative of Benjamin Franklin

Doesn’t mean you should not defend your country or sovereignty as a country. Anyway some interesting witnesses in the Six Day War especially near the Golan Heights and not by jews but by their enemy at the time which ought to deter those with a brain.

We should never trust treaties like contracts which are meant to be broken!

Take Iran for example.

So I will write what I think I find out to chew on b/c I think we need to find the truth to gain independence and the promises of God.

How do we know that the 9-11 terrorists with box cutters were from Saudi Arabia and not Polish is one of the things I want to know just to be on the safe side.

The Post Master General?
His wife was later rumored to have been spotted in Poland and she worked for the press.

Why do Muslims repeat the phrase allahu akbar (God is great) in many contexts, from weddings to battle, jubilation to shock and tragedy?

As far as the word “akbar” if you change it’s sequence is barak without a “c”

isn’t it?

son of man, NOT GOD

 (Maybe they aren’t into ck vs. k because it has the same sound.)

A  crab?

Hence the pressure cookers.

HAS TO DO WITH THE SEQUENCE 153/135/351 TEMPLE STUFF UNEARTHED AND REASSEMBLED in our lifetime AND LANGUAGE AS STRANGE AS IT SOUNDS (sequence, sounds like, spelled the same etc languages) but AN OPPORTUNITY TO LEARN THE PROS AND CONS OF FALSE gods. I don’t think a one world order is helpful. I could live w/o the opportunity but it was forced upon us so …….How? I don’t know. I have my suspicions. Remember the Book of Acts and everyone speaking the same language on Penta-(If I don’t help him he won’t help me kind of tactics as if I haven’t and I did help him but he didn’t help me in the right way. I caught this conception over what we might eat for a meal tonight. It was ridiculous and I wanted to kill him. Obviously, it was frustrating.) cost and obviously it wasn’t true and definitely a different meaning and John walked away as I recall.

(When I made my design of my invention he wanted a portion and he didn’t do anything towards it. Antagonistic towards it, if anything, because I came up with it, a female. He would have benefited but he would have had to trust me and he didn’t. I had divorced him and therefore i’m not worthy. He was not worthy because he didn’t help. But I still would have helped him if it was allowed to progress and if it succeeded, if given the opportunity but perhaps not enough in his estimation and that’s probably true but still would have b/c he is my children’s dad and for that reason alone for their sake but they are females. His daughters would have helped him as well. Stalemate kind of juxtaposition: a fucked up deal. That is how my hate towards him GREW besides all the other shit he put in my way to hinder me! Hey he hocked “the gold wedding ring” a long time ago before we had kids; I lost mine on a trip up north because my hands were swollen from working so hard helping him and not getting paid as well and I took it off it kind of disappeared in a car or a restaurant possibly but it wasn’t mine to begin with, it was Gladys and Fred’s gold wedding ring and they lived a long time ago, LOL. I think it was their farm where I found myself in the middle of a cow pasture with a bunch of cows mooing at me. Those cows were kind of scary. I know they were relatives that owned the farm we visited when I had my first peaches and creme. My parents drove us on that trip and we ate swiss cheese sandwiches my mom made in the car but how I got in the middle of a bunch of cows is a mystery to me (probably my brother had something to do with it ) as was waking up in Spain on the beach alone and my parents drove us there as well. I followed him to school one day when we lived in Fort Leavenworth around the same time period my older sister took a pair of scissors and cut his eyelashes because people often exclaimed about his eyes and eyelashes but they grew back : I’m hoping the same happens to mine but I lost them a different way: radiation from numerous and some needless cat scans. The last one almost killed me and I’m not allergic to shrimp. What I remember is the person in the ambulance looked like the ex’s friend Mike Castleberry (Cass) who he had just visited previously which I thought was berry berry weird. Possibly gave me something that may have caused a problem via injection or the person at the cat scan didn’t flush the line after the last cat scan before me or I was plain ole poisoned. He is a musician/song writer/singer, not a doctor or whatever qualifications that ambulance people usually attain. I lived through it somehow. Anyway my hair is falling out and possibly the purpose of it, I don’t know, maybe to mess with me or to kill me. Not the first time that I have gone through this and my hair grew back. Cass might have been a cover but I saw him in the ambulance and I have not seen him in many years. A cover possibly. Trying to fulfill his marital wish for me to bury him and he to bury me. LOL. One of the reasons I was adamant about divorce b/c it was a lousy reason to stay married. I guess I wasn’ t helping him enough when I went in for that weird cat scan event for three days.. So I don’t morally feel like I owe anybody anything. I feel like my country owes me and my parents and my children. I can’t say how much b/c it’s that much.  The next time or time before a young white girl came in to show me my debt gleefully in front of my ex, of course. Looked like his niece who lives up north which he might have seen either at his brother’s funeral or his mother’s funeral.

Here’s an interesting inventor advertised on the google search engine which I though was interesting to read:

Who was Ladislao José Biro, how did he invent the ballpoint pen and how did it help in World War II?

What’s kind of strange about it when we were overseas after WWll quite a bit after WWll my brother went to a private school and the teacher smeared his face with ink because he made a blot on his paper with a fountain pen by mistake. Probably a Freudian slip of some kind. A rorschach indication he was a little bit over the top. It was his island. I guess the teacher didn’t like americans and that was in England. Still my brother loved England. I think they were still dipping then, I think. Could be we had cartridges but I think they were still dipping as well. We really tried to talk sense into him and nothing worked. It isn’t your island it’s theirs. Eventually he scooped up his brain and tried to develop it. Took him a very long time but I was patient. It seemed like he was happy eating bamboo so we left him with his friends to work at his own pace hoping he would learn about physics out in the wild.

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Neil Diamond – “I Am… I Said” Music video 1971

The ex was raised catholic by a devotee who was betrayed by her own son, imo, but she would never admit it. She can’t now as herself b/c she was starved to death hospitably and couldn’t talk then either but her sons knew her desires so they say because of something she said in the past a long time before so he says. Whether she meant it that way is a mystery but perhaps she did and perhaps she didn’t I guess depends on the circumstances and interpretation, People say a lot of things they don’t mean the way someone else might understand or interpret but it supported his lack of belief and his intentions at the time and whatever it is he is up to which only God knows but I have my suspicions because of his actions and his mendacity

as long as it helps him

and fuck the implications

it might have on the future generations or even to his own kids:

a real shellfish person.

I did not cause the Abomination of Desolation

in the world and in our country.

I reacted to it the best way I could

with truthful information

to help not hinder.

You are welcome to read between the lines and add to this dereliction if you have the guts to add to it and aren’t afraid to expose your self. I dare ya.

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Private Investigations

 Maybe Muslims don’t have a choice: crabs take over houses in the form of shells and perhaps the same goes for the people of the faith of Islam/muslim faith being shells and controlled by the crab. I guess Chelsea Ny or NJ there was an attack and some people were injured and there were pressure cookers found nearby..some form of mind control using cell phones technology/microwave towers/electro-magnetic fields?

Prepare for Change

I did not watch the video but I know what I know in regards to H.A.A.R.P. and seen a lot of hullabaloo in regards to cell phones by the ex being a control freak (imo a traitor to his kids and to himself and to me he is a blight of some kind and has caused a lot of harm and I think someday he’ll be sorry but he isn’t now, obviously,which is too bad b/c there is no honor among thieves for one thing and so on. It’s kind of funny when you think you have the upper hand b/c of religion, NWO, and a gang mentality and eventually find out you don’t have the upper hand-It happens … .) and I think its relevant but I don’t think it will succeed!!!!!

Are they trying to say that allah is a cancer? A DIS-EASE. A blight. Makes sense to me!

No offense!

Only trying to figure out what the muslim expression means! Perhaps muslims know not what they say in line with Romans knew not what they did kind of an oxymoron of some kind probably having to do with the Covenant with Many.

The Covenant with Many

Since writing this post I have evolved and devolved because of tons of deception LIKE A FLOOD but I think a lot of good information regardless.

Thou shalt not muzzle the ox when he treadeth out the corn (maize).
For it is written in the law of Moses, thou shalt not muzzle the mouth of the ox that treadeth out the corn. Doth God take care for oxen?
Remember those fields with messages of some kind, but those weren’t corn fields
but it was recently.
(So either this person who penned corinthians got it wrong because it’s in deuteronomy or deuteronomy is the law of Moses. which may have evolved or devolved from the sounds of it and as possible as the changes of some other parts of the bible
and possibly excluding Leviticus as the law of Moses.?.) Talks a bit about what will happen to Amalek:Blood suckers like the RCC sucking the life out of people in all the ways they do from stealing taxes and other means makin’ it ex-tra hard to exist, run a business, start a business, earn money, keep money, afford a family, exclude those that aren’t them, etc, My interpretation of course. I would include mother teresa and her purpose in that interpretation condemning those who consider their bodies their own personal property which it is to make decisions EVERYONE makes in various ways taking away the rights of women over their own bodies to degrade, demean, disgrace and defile and control women/girls (as if males could do a better job especially in this day and age) and obliterating personal freedom of parents to teach (dumbing down the USA with the Bush plan CORE) and to try to protect their daughters and females women and girls to protect themselves as an excuse to kill those that are not RC or pro RC or pro NWO and b/c of how they handled blood products and those her business pretended to care for, etc. pushing and tricking the hospice travesty upon others in various dubious, malicious, insidious ways and the RCC for glorifying it by making her a saint recently to upgrade themselves as if they are superior when the RC Papacy is illiterate and stupid take
Pope Francis for instance. Can there be anyone as dumb besides Governor Scott Walker and he is the RCC fruit? Using every trick in the book/crises to cover up their mess and continue to undermine societies all over the world and

MOCKING and I don’t think God likes it!

I think President HW Bush is a shell but is now anti Trump and pro Clinton perhaps b/c George is her cousin, I don’t know, but that was in the news a while back.

what’s that riddle about family?

‘Brothers and sisters, I have none. But that/this man’s father is my father’s son’.

Isn’t that wild? How it happens I DON’T KNOW it just does. Hopefully when he dies he’ll get a chance to reinvigorate himself to fight for the rights of Americans and for freedom and for THE TRUTH. I’ll never forget that morning when he tossed his cookies at a breakfast meeting in Japan (the land of the rising sun) or something like that.

It seemed od.

Or should I say ODIN?

The Principal Germanic Gods

We all carry a lot of baggage and have been hindered by it in numerous ways. I think the words said by Pres. HW Bush “the NWO and a thousand points of lights” is what started this shit but be that as it may we still have to deal with the repercussions and try to have the courage to learn and overcome. I’ll never forget when I first heard the expression “The New World Order” and it alerted me and I think I probably thought “OH SHIT!” Shit was the only cuss word I think I ever heard my mom ever say once as I recall, but I can’t remember why she said it. Then came the expression “The New World Order with Teeth” said by Pope Benedict XVl so it emulsified into something else : the iron and the clay talked about in the bible (of all places) because they don’t mix and because they don’t mix ….i forget what happens but I think it all falls down because of the feet of clay.

Ring around the roZes…….

Prophecies sometimes are fulfilled in a multitude of ways: macro and micro so the feet of clay some say toes of iron and clay can mean a lots things and all be right because it’s a big world and in my case a very very small one having been secluded and isolated as I’m sure has occurred to others as well.  Sure can think of a lot of meanings to those feet/toes of clay. Maybe not a lot but more than one meaning any who.

Media and Zombie Hillary More Angry at Trump for Calling a Bombing a Bombing Than They Are About the Bombing

Zombie or no Zombie it’s getting ridiculous political correctness seems so pompous and we have to get past it’s purpose which is to hinder the truth if we want to survive. It’s like tying our hands behind our backs and trying to win poker game when the odds are against us to begin with.

Any who: Wasn’t Amalek David’s son? Nope it was Absalom. Perhaps one and the same and perhaps not but the RCC are one and the same interfering in the affairs of people, families, governments, societies, etc , I think and I don’t think the same David that slew Goliath.  Absalom rebelled against David, and since finding out David wasn’t necessarily on the right track maybe there was a reason for it. David was IMO being manipulated by the clergy (perhaps already became a shell for the crab) remember Bathsheba and the baby and Uriah her husband who he sent out to the front lines to die because she posed (POSER) for him was young and beautiful and just happened to be bathing under his balcony and he happened to notice (a victim of circumstance of course because he wasn‘t snooping) seems fishy to me and he was already married. Uriah might have been the real David and perhaps the clergy set it up to weaken David’s character. David screwed over Uriah and his own military numbered his people and many people died a No-no in God’s ways and told in the bible perhaps to teach us that it’s not how many that win’s wars, but God and/or the right reasons. A lot of conflicting info but even if you don’t read a bit between the lines like I sometimes do because changes may have occurred in translation or propaganda reasons it is still quite telling about human nature and clergy nature. The clergy said David’s baby died after being born because of what he did to Uriah but then why didn’t they prevent it if they knew the reason:

seems kind of lacking after the fact:

a way to get ones claws/Claus into somebody.

How did the clergy know??????????  and who wrote about it????????

Did a little birdie tell them?

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‘Naked’ bird with rare illness captures hearts

How often does one sit next to a priest on a plane?

She thought it was God is what she told me. What is it about a collar? She never told me what he said or what she said except that she confessed. What, I don’t know, but the timing was suspicious for me and auspicious for her.

When hospicing happens to you, I promise, you  won’t be laughing! It’s worth discussing and silence in regards to the hospice practice won’t fly unless you are NUTS!

A very bad influence and forewarned by

Jesus at the Sea of Galillee.

It won’t pass!
Fore warned is forearmed. The pope represents a lot of people and he should have taken the advice and had the courage to speak up and he did the opposite by honoring Mother Teresa and said he was glad he was ignorant of many things and that is no excuse for someone in his position and stature and he will be one sorry SOB very soon.
The Ten Commandments say nothing about honoring your sister or brother and the reason mainly I think is because of mother teresa and her sisters in their mission to kill at the will of the Roman Catholic Church and it’s motive to be the most powerful abomination on earth. You think that a commandment about siblings/sisters and brothers is not included in the Ten Commandments is only happenstance? It’s a Huge sign. Besides sibling rivalry the muther teresa blight and her receiving awards for her death cult exposed by Christopher Hitchens and others is

A Phenomenal Sign!

I think it went unnoticed till now!

At least for 4000 years!

Maybe 6000 years for such a time as this.

Well I noticed but I didn’t really question it or understand till now.

“Jesus did not commit to man because he knew what was in man.”

A double standard!

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What is the smallest seed in the world?

“HINT: It’s not the mustard seed!”

Says the orchid seed is a third smaller in size than the mustard seed and there are other seeds as well that are smaller than the mustard seed.

Oh yea, semen is also in man, the smallest of seeds, not the mustard seed, but inventors hadn’t invented the microscope YET. The Old Testament talks about man’s seed and not in regards to faith but in regards to spilling it as in bodily fluids, et al:

Physically, not fiscally.

“Why study Orchidaceae? With more than 800 genera and 25,000 species, Orchidaceae are the largest and most diverse family of plants. Orchids represent a significant branch in the tree of life, with more species than vertebrates (excluding bony fishes). Although new orchid species continue to be described, a solid alpha-taxonomic framework exists in the form of a collaborative provisional checklist of all genera and species. No other group of plants attracts such widespread interest from professional botanists, horticulturists, and the general public alike.”

Weird that the Orchid is the most diverse and populated family of plants.

ORK KID?

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ORK picture from the movie Warcraft which was a fun movie with a few curves

 

like the game WOW!

How often is war called a craft? Not often.

The bible brings up “craft prospering in his hand” as a sign but doesn’t say what craft it’s talking about: WOW the game?, Warcraft the movie?, war?, home and hobbies crafts?, witchcraft?, craftiness and trickery (propaganda, false news, framing people tyrannically like the mob, false testimony? etc.  Definitely WOW and Warcraft have messages in their plots and language.

I would say the Syrian war is crafty because there has been an awful lot of propaganda as truthers have demonstrated on the internet and I have in a few pics i got from them on the internet and placed in some of my content of my posts many linked on  Merangue’s Blog and if you look and are interested might compare some of the ambulance scenes with others and very much alike because what you see on the news shows on various station on TV are owned and so give a perspective of the owners that pay them hefty salaries they depend on severely and they want war that includes the USA and in the bible it talks about Syria in the OT and demonstrates via it’s imagery it is not a good idea to get involved (tongues and eyeballs melting) except from the standpoint of feeding the hungry (Feed my sheep, feed my lambs etc). The gospels (Jesus of one of the three synoptic gospels of Matthew Mark and Luke) bring up a contested piece of territory as well between Turkey and Syria called Racca (Raqua)? HELL AND DAMNATION KIND OF REFERENCE and then there are the Golan Heights which is to some people still a contested piece of territory between Israel and Syria. I believe Israel achieved it via war they did not start or cause except for their presence as predicted/prophesied in the OT. The Golan Heights is a barrier (like the Barrier Reef is to the ocean) or a fence (says the Mending Wall by Robert Frost but also in terms of Mark Twain (his testament about the physical state of Palestine earlier last century in the 1900’s and I believe he came up with the saying, “Good fences make good neighbors” or coined the phrase and possibly Robert Frost is revealing that in his poem) and “from twain to twain’ as in the Temple veil being torn in the New Testament (a reference to a time period) when Jesus was crucified, or a wall as Trump would say. It’s their protection and even angels guard it (I’m assuming good ones but I guess that depends on if you are for the existence of Israel or against it and perhaps there are two kinds of angels there as well?)  Then the Court of the Gentiles located in Paris which was an ice breaker prophesied about and it was not a welcome sign. A self fulfilling kind of prophecy and I guess Paris (Notre Dame of Paris, obviously catholic and probably jesuit) obliged?

Maybe a wall/fence in Syria is a good idea?

Putin warned the FBI about the Tsarnaev brothers which Orthodox KT McFarland spokeswoman for Fox News who seems to think she knows a lot about freign affairs wrote about the the Tsarnaev family life as if she was watching them for a long time and wrote some kind of book about them which I never read (were they from Turkey?) Did she warn the FBI? Putin had some information about Benghazi and gave it his way flying around like a goose and where we got the good tidbit about the Roman Catholic Jesuit involvement in Benghazi via Pope Francis’s sidekick Father Lombardi and I think Leon Panetta is deeply involved as is frightened John Kerry since he knows about the many witnesses and took over Hillary’s job in order to keep it secret where John Kerry hid them probably as hostages as a bargaining chip of some kind (like the iranians nasty habit) and de-brief them probably another talent of his: a wild goose chase? Don’t know, but he ought to be outgoing as soon as Trump is in charge. I think it was Germany at first where they were flown to. Don’t the Germans know where the witnesses are? Can’t John Kerry ask where they were flown to besides Germany? Did anyone in congress ask him where they were? Why haven’t they been questioned by Congress?

KInd of puts a whole different view of who is our friend and who isn’t, IMO.

“When thou get old another shall gird thee and carry thee where thou would not, follow me.” (people tire of it?) is the last thing  Jesus said in the Gospel of John

Maybe it was Rome they (the Benghazi witnesses) were flown to.

But in the game of WOW you have crafts you have to learn to make it in the game though some people buy it from others.

What we do know is Obama wanting to get involved seriously in the affairs of Syria while Russia says it’s handling things and we have neighboring countries causing trouble and then some disgruntles (quite a few). And the Vatican seems to be for getting involved in a war with Russia which makes me think trouble is on the horizon instigated by quite a few bad players and we should stay out because I think they are severely involved in all of those troubles with the help of their husband. And who is their husband?

………and something about when the rubber meets the road stuff and the rice shipment attack that was poisoned somewhere between China, India, and Syria that caused the saran gas propaganda stories in the news that truthers uncovered but India has become quite muslim and/or islamic lately so…..Not to mention the tape of some Syrian military guy which sounded fake about sarin gas attacks as was to be overheard by Germany conveniently and used as an the excuse for the UN involvement and their propaganda and trying to get us involved in war with Assad and probably Russia for Turkey’s sake? I think for Saudi Arabia’s sake because I think they sent hired hands (little armies) to stir up trouble probably for the Vatican because of it’s precarious reputation all over the world and because these are times we are in which we were kind of alarmed to on 9-11 by a bunch of Saudis, predictions about “a world government with teeth” by Pope Benedict XVl and a New World Order by Pres. George Bush, etc.

And then the problems in the USA the union which used to be for the people being abused on their jobs etc which is occurring in places like India and China and others countries  called outsourcing and companies moving overseas for cheap labor and basically slave labor but gives those countries more power because more money is in their countries etc and we lose business but we are always their clients usually at the sale of the item being sold and we need to change that.  Messages in bottles about abuse of their workers is a good indication something is awfully wrong. Undermining the USA via unions and outsourcing but it would help if we were more particular about the products we produce and manufacture for sale. We don’t want to gain a reputation like Taiwan and many chinese products we got in our Cracker Jack in box snacks. LOL and of course if we could fire workers that do work in the federal government type jobs to increment the standards of the federal government to higher level and to higher standards which includes teachers in the public education and so forth. Called Turn Over. Mobility. Letting the free market work as it should if you let it. Problem is the sociopathic tendencies of people in government and those benefitting not seeing the suffering of others because it’s convenient for them to get their million dollars when they retire. The federal government taxes was for a wall….a good army, navy, etc a good military to protect us. That is why it exists and the only reason it should exist and we should protect them as well. Hospice is not protecting their interests or their lives when they need protecting, it’s taking them and their businesses assets etc. Why? CORRUPTION to corrupt us so the employment in the Secret Service and other Federal programs that did not protect our president in the past can be ridiculously huge and ineffective. Now we have got to unbind business in the USA and unbind small business and unbind the self employed and bind insurance and big government. IT’s a mess now and needs someone with vision. Hopefully Trump has a vision unlike OBAMA and Michelle.

includes the health care industry as well and health insurance business that has been abused and involved in the abusing undermining our health care in our country and cronyism to undermine the USA (the priesthood of insurance) and big business in general undermining competition undermining the middle class and undermining choice and squeezing everyone in the long run. Health insurance did not exist before a certain date which I don’t want to to look up but in the last century for the most part and it has proved to be a failure causing trouble in every aspect of it’s existence adding insult to injury. Taxes have alway been around as far as I can tell even in biblical times but insurance is a new fraud and I think the game of 21 (Black Jack) probably started the mess:

life and health are not a card game.

People are different than equipment and homes and cars and things.

Do we tax places like Germany or France for being a place?

Do we insure Germany and France for being  a place in a bad location these days anyway?

Maybe we should for causing great hassles because of where they are located.


I think Truth is a process

and it takes a while to get there.


But not my dad, my mom, and hopefully not my brother because they knew what was in man, too.

They were not followers of Billy Graham and his nonsense!

Victims maybe, but not followers.

Hence the letter, possibly kept for posterity. How it occurred and was found and why it was kept and who wrote it I don’t know but could be sign for my younger sister. She ought to investigate its purpose.

The RCC are screwed and soon will have a VERY deep understanding of their fate. I guarantee the Jesuits love her mission: Pope Francis is a Jesuit and I think and pretty certain Bill O’reilly is a Jesuit and Jesuits will do anything to protect the Roman Catholic monstrosity. They take a vow to do anything and they think they do God a service. Whatever it takes. His books are death cult books that he sells: The Killing Books and he thunks God told him to write them.
How ironic.
Get him a leash.
He has had ample time and opportunity to do the right thing and he didn’t do the right thing. He should have warned the world about Mother Teresa. I know he knows.
Getting a bit technical here and it’s not my forte.
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 Eto mites?

Maybe muslims are trying to warn us the only way they can that Allah is a crab. Every muslim is instructed to make a journey to mecca crab.

If Allah were omnipotent you would not need to go at least once in a lifetime to Mecca a crab. You would not need to go at all.

BADA-BING

Remember the translator at Mandela’s funeral? He saw things we didn’t see and translated in sign language for the deaf. Can’t remember the things he said but it was

kind of funny.

Remember what Obama was doing?

I doubt we would have noticed other wise.

Language may be a sign!

High school athlete wakes up from coma speaking Spanish after concussion

Some in the past wrote from right to left what about speaking/language thinking they say one thing when they say another.

Jesus was asked if he could turn these stones into bread when he was out and about…..maybe? Could mean a multitude of things.

………”The Chelsea explosion occurred about 11 hours after a pipe bomb exploded in a Jersey Shore garbage can, shortly before a scheduled charity 5K race to benefit Marines and Navy sailors. No one was hurt.”……….

“…………..Two law enforcement officials said residue of tannerite — used primarily for making exploding targets for firearms practice — was found in material that had detonated in New York. The explosive material found in New Jersey was a black powder.”

…….”The two officials said a cellphone was used to detonate the explosives in both New York and Seaside Park, N.J. Bollwage said there was no cell phone with the devices in Elizabeth………….”

Remember what happened in Israel with the testimony of a few tunnel diggers blindfolded and taken to the tunnels and forced to dig!

For as the lightning cometh out of the east, and shineth even unto the west;
so shall also (P-AUL SEW) the coming of the Son of

man be.

M bean? Manbee? beaman? mean b? average b? killer b/africanized bee? a drone (a male bee)? Island that looks like a bee in the Mediteranean Sea is where Paul landed which was the island of Malta? or the island nearby and the isle of man.
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Supposedly Barack means lightning, any who, how do we know that barack means lightning, well we don’t except from this verse about the coming of the Son of man and lightning.
I think probably where he was born/created, not Kenya. Kissinger trained him and supported him during the first election with the help of the Vatican who hired Kissinger for a revamping themselves.

Only a guess

but leads to during my translittering Arab man from scarab
but lightning comes as well.
I have a post about a scarab and other things having to do with an artifact found in Israel having to do with Yodfat.
Luke was with him (Paul) when a snake came out of the fire and everyone on the island  thought Paul was a god.
Is he the snake?
Besides there are other Baracks such as in Israel: Ehud Barack so that prophetic verse about lightening and barack isn’t’ that specific since there are others called by the same name such as Egyptian Pres. Hosni Mubarak. They’re around. I’m sure someone could come up with a good joke about a jew, an egyptian, and well if only we knew where obama was born we could finish the joke, but alas we aren’t privy to that in formation,
no offense;)
Azerbaijan/Armenia
Karabakh
is also a possibility which sits near Alleppo the contested territory in Syria/Turkey anyway some prophecy about it which might be heeded.
and then of course barracks found on bases.
barque is a ship and bark is what deer eat when starving. homonyms. Pope Benedict XVl was given a Barque of Peter early in his career as Pope but can’t remember by who nor can I find the you tube of the event, but I saw it.
Muther Teresa had quite a bark when she said FORGIVE to the people during the Bhopal industrial accident/sabotage.
Pope Benedict XVl went to the Dome of the Rock and it was written in the press at the time he was the first pope ever to do so which I thought was interesting and that he brought something to Jerusalem in a big mac truck and closed down roads to do it and at the time I thought about the Alter of Pacis (AoP) might have been what was transferred either to one of two locations: the Dome of the Rock or to Notre Dame in Jerusalem near the “image of Jesus” displayed about that time and created a 3-d image hologram using the Shroud of Turin (SoT)- (a Graven image a no-no of the Ten Commandments) which could be anyone because in the bible there was a separate cloth for the head and a separate cloth for the body which equals two cloths, not one cloth and might have a different meaning for the cloths which might also fulfill the AoD as well but the Alter of Pacis (AoP) might fulfill Daniel’s prophecy of the alter constructed many years ago and transferred to Jerusalem from Rome of the Abomination of Desolation (AoD) but there are a lot of those and since Ganswein (his personal secretary as in state: Secretary of State (SoS) of Vatican possibly but he is the comptroller of the pope) means what it means pig stuff more than likely he fulfills a type of AoD that signified a possible fulfillment in the Book of  Daniel if he is offering oblations using the Alter of Pacis (AoP) in Israel and then where is the peace? oh that’s right SoS John Kerry has it in his back pocket not to mention some missing witnesses but he is as slow as heinz ketchup without a bit of shaking! It’s a possibility. Possibly another location involving a mountain and a glorious sea and in-between them in Israel or maybe the castle he retired in in Italy and some transport to and fro: sub level possibly because they love those tunnels?. Things have progressively gotten worse all over the world since then IMO. As far as king of the north written about the Danube is kind of north, isn’t it? So is Turin up north. The Vah of the Danube also goes into other countries as well in the north.
I haven’t had enough sleep in the last couple days so could be being far fetched however so is the next post but true in the sense it’s documented but not true in the sense of truth. More like an attempt to distract and misdirect like so many events but still has some clues and like some leaders planting artifacts in some seas to validate their religion, etc. I think it will be fun and personal as well because its someone we knew or thought we knew but he didn’t know us as well as he thought either.
Any who I hate the expression any who because it’s so affected but I recall hearing it in the past by the person I plan to expose upon. I could be wrong but it seems like I remember it somehow.

Distance from Tulsa, Oklahoma to Dallas, Texas

What is interesting are the charts of distance, time, and various travel times

I imagine cost would be a good chart to add

oh lo and behold it’s included. LOL

as compared to 7 seconds or so of travel time of a lightning bolt and it’s free if we can capture it somehow and what is nice about it is we do not need to disturb the earth’s crust or spill it into the oceans and the seas killing wildlife out the kazoo.

Could edge us closer to traveling at the speed of light if we embarked on a lightning bolt exploration for fuel and independence which could lead to time travel to other planets in the solar system/universe both forward and backward.

I have seen some form of travel that I could not explain and it was quiet as well so as not to disturb the peace:

A blink of an eye kind of travel so it’s not like it can’t be done!

The ex said he checked his little red box and some of his two dollar bills are missing that he has collected. I have no idea how many? Asked his daughter if she took them and she said no and then said he checked his little red box after Merilla stayed the night a few nights way back when and they were still there, but not after Katy/Katie stayed the night. So he was worried about Merilla??? Any way called them skanks again. I don’t think anyone wants his two dollar bills but I wish they would have taken his M&M dispensaries he has collected. Next thing you know he’ll be complaining about some Hummels he doesn’t have. His mom collected Hummels and I hated them. IMO they are worthless figurines in an artistic viewpoint. Today he started vacuuming even my room and plans to shampoo the carpet so I know he is up to something, but what?

Meanwhile Mel Gibson is on wife number nine?

The Beatles Revolution 9 Number 9 for 9 Minutes

(My ex’s b’day is Sept.9th.)

We need
Mel Gibson just in case the world runs out of children!

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Big-headed babies are brightest

but take it from me they usually lack common sense: run into a pole, run out of gas, stand under bottles thrown in the air, shake 7 ups and drink them, takes them twice as long to speak for themselves, and no sense of direction that’s why someone came up with the idea of taxis to accommodate those missing a particular chromosome.
Any who I hope to cover some ground next post;)

Veni, vidi, vici

More really cool posts linked on

Merangue’s Blog

some of them any who

Meanwhile, Geraldo Rivera and Hannity

are kissing cop ass again.

We all know you like and respect them,

they know you like and respect them,

enuf already!

(Getting to appear like the press are fearful of cops in a way because of their adulation or fearful of someone else. A bit overdone! I think I heard Mark Fuhrman in their frenzied sound bytes:

 Is that who they fear?)

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We like cops too if and when they are good!

Luke 24:41

And while they yet believed not for joeys, and wondered, he said unto them,

Gidday, Have ye here any meat?

Need not fear Lower Lid Subciliary Blasphemy is here, but not furlong.

Ooro

Are cops Geraldo Rivera’s and Hannity’s parents or their children?

How about some objectivity for the sake of the public and for the sake of the police?

Where was Det. Bo Dittle Dietl when they needed him? Would have been more believable!


The ex swept the floor today pissed off about Charlotte NC and me and how I reacted which was “I wasn’t there. I don’t know and have not seen the evidence” just snippets in the press online and on TV.

(He wasn’t wearing a body cam, huh? )

How convenient.

On Fox they talk about the cop that shot the black victim and the fact that the cop was black as if that makes it kosher or legit and then talk about black on black crime epidemic as if it’s the problem: if a black cop shot a black citizen couldn’t that be considered black on black crime if the black cop is found guilty? I think every cop should be required to wear a body cam to protect their reputation and the department they work for and to ease tensions between cops and the public. There is such a thing as the mob /mafia and the mafia sometimes employ cops. The mafia is not exclusively white, russian, mexican, or italian…….. some mobsters are black and some use cops to make hits, not necessarily in this case, but they should wear body cams to settle the matter.
It would be a good idea to come with a better weapon for cops that don’t kill an alleged assailant, a person sitting in their car reading a book. Something safe that renders the alleged perpetrator when affected and not maimed in a state of “innocent till proven guilty” type state since cops are here to protect us not kill us and to protect cops from bad cops and protects their liability/likability.
Something that makes guns and books harmless.
Who pays their salaries?
 Any ideas?
a bullet proof mithril uniform
robot cops which we could insure instead of human cops because they seem to be erring more than humanly possible: four shots? One shot he might have lived, but four?: Cheaper in the long run b/c the public would not need to pay a salary just replacement parts. I doubt anyone knew what the wife meant by a TBI. I watched a video and it is unclear the cops and the alleged book reader and it looked like a set up and sounded like one too.

I Will Not Share Videos Of Police Officers Killing Black People

I did not vote in this election because of the deception not to mention :   Pence reminded me of Mitt Romney too much and his NSA. I don’t think Mormanism is an improvement of the Roman Catholic Church. DO YOU?

OFF course I think this is a take off of my ex showing a video of my cat dying to my kids to show his suffering as an excuse to kill my beloved cat and my belief that it desensitizes them and an EXCUSE to fuck with me NOT TO MENTION HAVING TO WATCH HIS BEAUTIFUL WHITE CAT DIE WITH MY TEN DAY OLD BABY my first child IN MY ARMS because he was TOO busy gigging and thought his buddies couldn’t gig w/o him. He plays the saxophone so they could do without him for the rest of the night and money had nothing to do with it since they didn’t make much money, if at all, and they were mediocre at best. Black people love to come to his gigs with Don Morgan still. Not kind nor concerned, not cool, unreasonable, sadistic, mean-spirited and unthankful to me and risked his own child in a way when he should have come home and been a man. I did suffer post-partum and he helped:

WAS THAT LOVE? I think not:

I have  a higher purpose than satyrs’

satire.

Sometimes speaking plainly is called for in certain instances however I don’t know if that applies to these protest marches and their out of

synchrony.

An excuse to kill and destroy businesses and take attention away from the real problems and solutions to those problems. Could demand video cams on all police officers for one. Could demand no health insurance since it doesn’t save lives and kills business and when business die so do people. Could demand Obama’s impeachment: for having a black president seems like more blacks have died so how did that happen? Speech, speech, speech: big deal.

Did Obama lead the way to make a law about video cams on all police officers

one obvious solution?

Why not? Why didn’t he lead the way

if black lives mattered to Obama?

It’s an antagonistic tool to keep everyone disheveled and disorderly to suggest without requiring and implementing a good suggestion and to keep HIS PEOPLE: black lives wondering not for joy: running in circles. Both posts written quite a while ago (years) so forgive me if I may have evolved and devolved since then in certain ways and uncertain ways because learning amid MASSIVE deception is tough. Still some good info regardless and since I wrote and compiled it I don’t at the moment feel like reviewing it while my hair is falling out from the last cat scan that I don’t remember

and I have my own problems as well:

Pope Benedict XVI and His Power of Suggestion

The JFK Challenger to the Power of Lies


Franklin Graham: Only God Can Fix Charlotte — and America

Is Charlotte NC protest another

muther teresa trick? A Publicity Stump? The wall of protestors for Asheville?

Another Notre Dame trick?


After the white cat that died he ran over both of my other two cats on two different occasions 3 months apart. The siamese cat and then when some people were nearby selling Jesus door to door with their pamphlets, the orange cat. They were next door and scared my cat under the car.: Jehovah’s witnesses. Pretty weird. They did not come to my door, obviously.

These cats were buddies and used to walk ahead of me when I walked my daughter in her stroller outside. Jeffie and Rocky. Really cute. Before that he saw some lights 3 0r 4 in the sky that dropped down from the same point of light.

Are the Bushes Jehovah’s Witnesses? The reason I ask is the point of light (a thousand points of light) and George Bush sold himself door to door in the beginning of his career (stumping) I read and I heard and I saw on a show about the Bushes.

I looked up Jehovah’s Witnesses to see where they originated thinking it was Germany and every source on the internet put it somewhere else and it seemed false so I looked up

Váh

and it’s german: The left tributary of the Danube River.

HAH!

I think it may be Ninevah? Now online they spell it Nineveh? Maybe it is both?

I do recall it spelled Ninevah.

Slim Dusty –

Walt-zing Matilda

My dad liked that song!

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hava nagila

Amazing how language catches on fire like in the Vook of Acts

I THINK IT WOULD BE SCHMART TO LEARN AND POSSIBLY MAKE A BIGGER DIFFERENCE THAN PROTESTS DO FOR YOU.

Sting – Why Should I Cry For You (CD The Soul Cages)

Did you cry for me or for my parents

and how they died.

Not one F—— word!

I doubt you could know why WITHOUT ME!

IT MATTERS WHY AND HOW AND BECAUSE ISN’T GOOD ENOUGH!

WHILE SEARCHING FOR THE SONG GOT SOME SUBLIMINAL REACTIONS VIA COMPUTER SUCH AS WHY SHOULD I HIRE YOU, ETC

I THINK THE NEXT POST WILL HELP.

YOU COULD TAKE MARTIN LUTHER KING’S NIECE’S  (ALVEDA)

ADVICE…..ON FOX NEWS.

GEEZ WHO IS LUTHER? WHERE DID MLK GET THE MIDDLE NAME LUTHER

and the first name as well?

Epistemology

“Some scholars have asserted that Luther taught that faith and reason were antithetical in the sense that questions of faith could not be illuminated by reason. He wrote, “All the articles of our Christian faith, which God has revealed to us in His Word, are in presence of reason sheerly impossible, absurd, and false.”[171] and “[That] Reason in no way contributes to faith. […] For reason is the greatest enemy that faith has; it never comes to the aid of spiritual things.”[

Johnny Guitar Watson – Superman Lover

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The ex’s reaction was about niggers, etc. It’s a new aberration so I’m sure there is something to it’s newness, an excuse, or spiritual possession. Frustration. Guilt? Possibly b/c of the stance he took on hospicing/starvation of his mom which was wrong and may be haunting him. Plus before that he was talking to someone about the woman who committed suicide from frustration and talked about being a man and handling the death of his mom thinking he was right of course and caught me giving him the FU sign in another room. I didn’t realize he was behind me at the time. Before he left the next morning he noticed bananas growing on his tree. He pays the rent! Who knows what is going on inside his head and heart but I bet he feels something he can’t explain. The part that is hard for him is that I might have been right and the fact that I’m female. Possibly starting to notice things he took for granted or hadn’t noticed before.

Pride goeth before a fall.

I am against Sharia Law that’s fer sure!

I have no idea what Sharia Law has to do with Charlotte NC’s incident but a few were inciting Sharia Law in NC?

I think it has EVERYTHING to do with Franklin Graham, Billy Graham, the B.G.E.A..

the RCC b/c they benefit from it

cell phones more than likely,

the press, and Obama.

That’s what!

I think the Ten Commandments are good enough.

Two great sites to feast upon if you like knowledge and reason about lots of things:

Walter Veith

IAN PAISLEY

The pope urges sincere dialogue between christens and muslims

I say:  We need sincere dialogue between muslims and catholics and just plain ole sincerity within each catholic and within each muslim and especially within the Vatican and out of Pope Francis’s own mouth of decay.

Like the five classical planets, Uranus is visible to the naked eye, but it was never recognised as a planet by ancient observers because of its dimness and slow orbit.[18]

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Uranus

Here sincerity for ya: I hope Pope Francis gets a severe case of foot and mouth disease from kissing the wrong foot and I hope Pope Francis gets water under both of his patellas from kissing a porcelain baby Jesus and I hope Pope Francis gets the biggest hemorrHOids known to mankind inside his own rectum for being an asshole of epic proportions and I hope Pope Francis has to wed Mother Teresa for eternity here on earth and in heaven for making her a saint and eternally tied to each other with a ball and chain and they have to have sex once a day with each other. That ought to even things up between the two of you.

PS: after a stay at the hospital while at the hospital the ex finally shampooed the rug as promised a while ago and i had cleaned the bedding on my bed and dried them but hadn’t made the bed asked him to make it for my arrival home from the hospital to make things nicer for me because hospital stays while restful are an interruption in my life but necessary sometimes. I felt something where I lay sometimes on my  bed often doing my computer work and my posts and other things that I do on the computer to better myself and stay off my foot I injured opening he garage door that at the time wasn’t working and the spot on my bed was hard so I thought wow what in the world is that under my sheets and also under my mattress cover and it was a light blue children’s hanger for hanging children’s clothes which was not there before. LOL anyway one ought to discover what is missing on URanus.and what is not missing such as 560 mph winds. 211 mph gusts are the highest winds recorded on earth in a hurricane 301mph in tornados. I have no idea about volcanic winds!

Having trouble with Dr. Dang again not prescribing correctly and some untruths in prescribing and playing games with her power. It’s uncanny. The only doctor that seems to have that problem with me, so far. Lack of training or a vendetta? A very pretty oriental woman but don’t think she appreciates my work, my work in progress, or my art. Truth is I’d rather be doing something else but someone has got to set the record straight and since the discovery it’s maddening to some but I did not create WWl or WWll and all the other shit afterwards like most people I lived through some of the shit afterwards oblivious for quite a while but learned some things along the way and I guess that’s a threat to some perhaps even to Dr. Dang. Not my intent. I really have tried to be as fair as possible under the shit circumstances we find ourselves in in this world and in our country and tried to testify to what I see for their sakes as well and mostly for the common man, woman, and child and even for those rich politicians who want to hide in underground bunkers for themselves.

Kind of a habit with her getting’ it wrong and I don’t like it. You would think she could get it right out of the two times I have had to deal with her and both times she didn’t. The first mistake she made had if it been fulfilled would have killed me said the pharmacist. She is sporting a bump so I don’t want to be too hard on her but you can imagine my surprise as she took over my case the second time. However some people sport a bump for the wrong reasons to gain favor, an advantage, tax purposes and/or pity, etc.. A hanger in my bed? Kind of hard to miss since I found it pretty quickly and it was covered up. A hanger and a bump in the same day within hours. Pretty coincidental. Maybe both are vying for the same purpose? Allies.He got kind of generous a few days ago which was unusual. Distrust was hard to not feel and she foiled again. Got to go and straighten it up tomorrow as if don’t have anything better to do like discoveries or try to get well at home. Maybe the third time she’ll be a lady. Sometimes that’s all we get. I guess they don’t like those Ten Commandments way ahead of them. Honestly I stumbled upon that amazing discovery in the Ten Commandments but I don’t want to grind anyone to powder just passed it along in defense of myself and others who have had to climb every mountain, ford every stream, follow every rainbow till you find your dream since we have been attacked, tortured and tormented by a very evil religion.  A religion that makes no sense whatsoever and the leading cause of mental illness all over the world, IMO because they are mad as the mad hatter.

A NEW POPE

So help me God!

RICOLA

My discovery about the Ten Commandments

must have really hit hard.

I didn’t write them and I didn’t make them up.

The Vatican Pushing Sunday Law

(have no inkling if it’s the mark of the beast but it’s intrusive which is what the RCC should be renamed The Intruder’s Church.

to recatholicize everyone.

I sure didn’t rewrite them either or try to mock them with:

and then:

The Ten Commandments of Climate Change.

The mark of the beast could be something as Simple as the

Deutsche Mark

Germany’s Merkel cannot afford to bail out Deutsche Bank: media

possibly b/c Germany can’t even sustain themselves?  I guess grease didn’t help them get out of the hole?

I think I hit a nerve and ought to make some nervous. Maybe it’s time to talk about hospicing like we do abortion just in case I’m right.

GREAT VETO/Override:

it was a veto but to be politically correct it is now a veto override for victims families of the Saudi aggression on 9-11! Hard to believe reid would be against the victims families: is he prating to mohammad or krishna? (the hare), probably both!

(never noticed the spelling of veto is an alteration of the word vote. hmmmmm)

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Expect soon he’ll be wearing a little pony tail dancing around at an airport.

They Call the Wind Maria – Paint Your Wagon – Harve Presnell

Sorrry to hear about Shimon Perez and his passing away. Noticed a bit of a blurb about was and peace since he was awarded i think he was awarded the Nobel Peace prize a long time ago along with mother Tersa though not at the same time I imagine, and so did Obama before he ever did anything, but who is counting. Meaningless award, obviously and I would not consider it to be in good company.

Shimon Peres of Israel Dies at 93; Built Up Defense and Sought Peace

Here is that blurb I thought was kind was timely though I have heard it said time and time again the two things people shouldn’t do in public is talk about politics and religion and all anyone ever does it seems is talk politics. Politic is religion! but here is that blurb I found about Shimon Perez:

“Mr. Peres, who frequently drew on historical allusions, thought of himself as philosopher more than a politician. When asked about the 1993 Oslo Accords, he said: “There was no alternative. We had to do it.” He added, “An ancient Greek philosopher was asked what is the difference between war and peace. ‘In war,’ he replied, ‘the old bury the young. In peace, the young bury the old.’ I felt that if I could make the world better for the young, that would be the greatest thing we can do.”

Makes me wonder what was in that OSLO Accord. I never did check but I doubt the public ever really sees some of what we hear about and if it was based on the reasoning given by Perez in that little paragraph it can’t have been too good.

Really silly reasoning. I wonder who that philosopher was? He or she wasn’t forthright, obviously.

You won’t get much truth from the press so you have to be a bit cynical which comes with age.

Not so: In war you bury all ages.

I guess Shimon Perez was vying for the medal for his nobleness. I don’t know him so writing about him is kind of dry and maybe cynical but I hope his family and friends can cope with their loss, for the present time because I know how hard it is to lose someone you love and/or like. I remember he planted a tree with the Mayor of Rome Gianni Alemanno, didn’t he?

The Deadly Wound Is Healed

(don’t know the veracity of every idea in the article above, but it’s interesting)

I remember Gianni Alemanne talking to some taxi union about conjuring something and it didn’t sound good. Also remember him with a bishop or cardinal Bertone on some anniversary having to do with the Lateran Treaty and the deadly wound that was healed. I don’t know him either and have no idea what his meaning was in the things he did, and don’t know his intent but it is prophetic. I’m not a professor of prophecy and know the changes were made in the 70’s and in the past to the bible and it’s different versions and especially during the Second, possibly the 50th Vatican Counsel, but seriously I think they need mental, spiritual, and psychological counseling for changing The Ten Commandments and mocking the Ten Commandments.

Aretha Franklin – Border Song (Holy Moses)

And in peace the same,

but we aren’t supposed to trick the old hence it’s war under a different Guise

Mary of Guise:Queen of Scots

and it is much more evil because it is murder with intent to kill! It’s worth fighting over just as it was in WWll. It’s called organized crime i.e. FASCISM and it is supremely evil and needs to be stopped. It’s spiritual too but physically we have to stop organized crime for starters. As far as abortion is concerned you aren’t supposed to trick young women, girls, and their families in all the ways that are done in regards to unwanted and wanted pregnancies. Which is also evil to trick them, ….as well. Families have a more sure right than government or the Roman Catholic Church to make decisions about their daughters, sisters, and mothers own bodies with the available options that are and were available and a much safer option than what the Roman Catholic Church offered indulging themselves of course and their shellfish dictates.They could not take criticism for their treatment of their own parishioners and instead threatened them in mobsterish ways and again could not take criticism for money laundering for the mafia and money laundering our taxes to achieve their goals not to mention deceiving those they were supposed to enlighten with the truth and failed again. We all have trouble with criticism. It’s hard to take sometimes and a few bad apples can really screw up a good pie. Snow White, etc. And then came the Court of the Gentiles also prophetic, however self fulfillment by the RCC’s inebriated goals to RCC-osize everyone. Judge not lest you be judged it says in the New Testament. I think much more is ahead soon that will dismantle the RCC and it’s deceptive and illustrious past, but it’s not in my hands. It’s in God’s hands, Thank God. I don’t think I would or could be as patient as God has been but I don’t think the RCC should take it as a sign to take advantage anymore and instead should take it as a sign to clean their own stables and try to go for the truth as much as they can because I think the truth will help them and take the advice of Jesus at the Sea of Galilee: Feed my sheep

Progress is not achieved based on lies especially when dealing with the people. There is a choking point that would certainly help the smallest of borders would make a big difference and we built it, but a peanut farmer Carter )probably under the influence of Billy Graham gave it away influenced by possibly the same influence that inspired a preacher to make a 1000 peanut butter sandwiches for firefighters the night before 9-11.) If Mexico and Central America/Latin America care for themselves I would think they would be wise to return the Panama Canal for their own benefit and for the kids b/c I think it will help separate some bad apples.

Did Fox News tell us about it? CNN? MSNBC? Reuters? Huffington Post? Drudge Report?

Howard Dean:
It was a joke.

I guess those long gas lines willy swayed us in the wong direction.

Funny thing is we hear about our oil reserves (150 years worth of it)  yet we don’t want to use it to be independent and while using it we could AFFORD to research other more economical, clean and possibly free energy such as what one lightning bolt can achieve without using up ANY of our resources or getting involved in civil wars of other nations. They have a right to try to improve their countries as we did without our approval or disapproval. Wars suck but sometimes it is the only way to get some human rights for those that are denied them and usually occur because of really bad behavior. Loping off heads etc like in Mexico dealing with organized crime and seem to have dropped the ball or allowed it to overtake their desire to be civil and I don’t think the RCC has been helpful spread out so thin just to Catholicize the world with their Nine Commandments.

Have you noticed who loves to drive it in that we owe a certain country a lot of money and he happens to be a friend of Chris Matthews and I think he is Catholic and advertises on Fox channel and wants everyone to invest in gold from Rosland in L.A.while he sits in his golf cart I guess he gets a tickle up his leg too. Anyone that does both those things ought to go live in a cave very soon and he won’t be missed.

DON’T DO IT.

Carly Simon – You’re So Vain – YouTube

He played in the series called DALLAS. Gold isn’t gonna be worth anything if we don’t get our country back.

In Perez’s honor Obama might plant a tree or exchange one, who knows but it doesn’t mean SHIT.

I did finally get my medicine and I have to give Dr. Dang the benefit of doubt again and the ex even though he has exhibited some pretty weird loony kind of behavior some very very bad which I have expounded upon quite a bit. For one: Starving his mom using the hospice lunacy and that’s a big negative but if it wasn’t lauded by the Roman Catholic Church via mother Tersa/Tarsus and supported by kissing Koran Pope John Paul and her recent sainthood by Pope Francis I doubt I would be writing about it. Talk about a bad influence!

Who made the option of hospice available for free in our government health exchange?

Either Medicare or Medicaid offered it for free so perhaps they might know.

What was the motivation behind it?

I watched the movie Pearl Harbor when in the hospital and reminded me of my parents when the ships were attacked in the harbor and the hands in the water that were trapped. I loved my parents hands, as funny as that is and in the movie they held each others hands and some did not live. I feel like my parents were attacked early like those people were attacked and I feel like my parents are holding my hands now and they have helped me through some of this. It’s hard to know who to trust anymore but I know I could trust them! I think the commandment about honoring our parents is about trust and they were trust worthy and that’s that.

October 5th could be an important date. It was to me, our family and my parents but for personal reasons but my mom did say she wanted to live to 105. Not trying to freak anyone out but everything that has happened has been kind of freaky in the last 10-15 years or so, hasn’t it????

“The Huns were a nomadic people who left the steppes of Central Asia, traveled to Europe and threatened what was left of Rome’s empire. Chinese documents, from the Han Dynasty, refer to a warlike tribe called the “Hsiung-nu” who may have been the Huns‘ earliest ancestors.Feb 23, 2015

I’m not a history buff but that’s kind of interesting!

I have some posts about the Neocatechumenal Way and what I gleaned from it that occurred in Japan a few years back which I think is noteworthy thrusted upon the the Roman Catholics of Japan and their desire for a five year delay they did not receive. The reason for their desire for a delay was the rise in suicides they attributed to the Neocats (layerers of hands?) as a possibility that was kind of in a test run of some kind. Some of the dialogue was kind of interesting that was published early on and the responses to the tsunami and by whom were ready on the spot. Reminded me DOD’s Chuck Hagel’s later warning to America when he said “Get Ready America.” He really never explained himself which was weird but said he never questioned Obama’s motives which is kind of dumb, but revealing. It’s kind of confusing but nevertheless worth investigating and soon after was a devastating tsunami. I just can’t get places like H.A.A.R.P. out of my psyche and what that kind of power can cause storm wise, earthquake wise, etc, etc, etc.

Suicide seems to be the central theme of many of the things that have happened and I don’t think it’s MERely coincidental. I think it has to do with Mother Tersia being sainted by Poe Francis on a collision course with The Ten Commandments.

Lots of posts about Mr. Tarsus in Merangue’s Blog intertwined with other subjects. I think Paul was a pope because he sure traveled far and wide on someone’s dime and changed his name from Saul to Paul. Popes do change their names and there could not be any other reason to change his name, that I can think of. One name was a title. He was so boring people fell out of windows listening to him preach because he was kind of other wordy and then he would fall on them.

RQ

The stone.

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The ex’s brother called and he and the ex chatted a while and I over heard him say “Barely livable” in a kind of small voice (I must be doing something right’) and obviously the brother asked him how things were going or something similar. Feeling sorry for himself not too long after starving his mom to death and I’m supposed to be grateful he paid my bail for a false arrest and a night in jail since he was the one that called the police and told me I should be grateful and all the other things I have elaborated about in my posts and tells his brother life with me, I’m supposing, is barely livable. Also said if I don’t help him he won’t help me but I can’t remember what had transpired in order to get such a strange threatening reaction but it was said very coolly. You would not believe how much I helped him in the past for nothing and I would NEVER do it again. I think I would define his whiney-wimpy-sleazeballness as he is full of shit/gaul and many other vile things!

Could be he meant something else such as  ‘barely viable.’

His mom’s name was Vi/Violet. Am I his mom now? Sounds silly but you have to try to think sometimes like a loon when dealing with loony people when trying to understand what they or why they say the things that they say and why they do what they do

but I let him know I heard and said

“Barely livable?”

and he did not respond and seemed to compartmentalize or something like that.

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VP nominee hoping to be Clintons helpmate if she can win votes which seems implausible.

A REAL KIND HEART and the astounding thing is his brother probably does feel sorry for him. Both were estimating the days it would take for his mom to die and his brother estimated quite a long time and the ex pretty much had the time it took to a tee and had not seen her. Disgusting. He let his brothers deal with it using a hospice that checked her vitals once a day and the ex waited to go up north until after she died to attend the funeral because it was proper. A real gentleman. How does one converse with someone so freakin insane? I do my best to keep it minimal. He tried to get me to watch a show with him on his new Blue tooth screen TV on his birthday and I declined, of course. Kind of hard to have a relationship with a person that far gone. Be like trying to live with the Prime Minister of Poland.

Totally outrageous!

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Wonder what she got for her unhelpful advice!

Speaking of outrageous:

The woman that died of undiagnosed diverticulitus resulting in suicide  I found out her husband belongs to a very small secretive baptist church but another subsidiary of the Baptist church where when you join you aren’t allowed to speak and very few people join. Probably Ana-Baptist? A secret club and the wife did not attend his church but instead she went to a different church. He got paid insurance money because it was not ruled a suicide because the autopsy showed she had undiagnosed diverticulitus that drove her to want to pull the trigger on her own head on the swing outside their home after cuddling with her daughter and before that watching some tv with her other kid and his wife and the dad/husband doled out the life insurance a few days after her death. Wasn’t a great deal of money but I guess helped to sooth a conscience. Her funeral brochure said she had worked for the DOD (Department of Defense) in Austin for quite a long time. I don’t think it pays to work for the DOD when doctors can’t diagnose a patient with diverticulitis a well known illness/disease and are less talented than coroners in the case for a female government worker. The doctors she was able to see being limited by her insurance as to who she could see told her and misdiagnosed her diverticulitis as a mental disorder and said it was all in her head. So she was having trouble digesting food in her head? In Germany the beginning of the holocost was the undoing of the medical field as I recall and that was Obamas main contribution and probably why he received the Nobel Peace Prize as a pre-despot reward. Couldn’t do it without the insurance business to back it up and act as a support and use it as subterfuge for the unwary public of the USA. Obama care would never have been able to pass the mustard without that first step in order to fix our insurance troubles. The USA is a big country in comparison to Germany so the insurance business was sort of a seed. It had to be sowed first all over the country to make the USA dependent, even the doctors. Lots of people make a living selling and administering the insurance when their talent could have been better utilized if they had been allowed to endeavor, develop, and prosper unhindered by insurance and income tax to support other countries (Rome/Vatican especially) and their goals to outwit us and bog us down in a myriad of ways and not have to compete with America/USA (because we won WWll) who want death to America by any and all means.

Anyway: Thou shall not Ken dull (kindle) a fire on the Sabbath. I wonder what that means?  Is it a clue of some kind? Not all bibles say the same thing and definitely mean other things. Doesn’t make sense to me.  Even if it’s 33 degrees outside???

Free·ma·son
a member of an international order established for mutual help and fellowship, which holds elaborate secret ceremonies.
I wonder if it’s related to the Club of Rome another secret club. If it is on the up and up why be a secret organization and hold secret ceremonies?
Was Pentacost actually on the Sabbath?  I guess it depends also what day one considers to be the Sabbath. Some say Sunday and some say Saturday.
I VISITED AN ABANDONED MASONIC LODGE IN A VERY CATHOLIC TOWN IN NEW YORK STATE AND IT WAS SPOOKY. I COULD ONLY COMPARE IT TO THE HOTEL IN THE MOVIE THE SHINING AND I RECALL JFK TALKING ABOUT THE LODGE BUT KIND OF PRONOUNCED IT THE LARGE IN HIS NEW ENGLAND-ISH ACCENT AND THEY HAD PEOPLE (LEADERS OF COUNTRIES) ASSASSINATED SO THEY AREN’T A GOOD THING. I IMAGINE THEY ARE AN EXTENSION OF THE JESUITS UNDER A DIFFERENT NAME DEPENDING ON YOUR LEVEL IN THE ORGANIZATION SOME MIGHT HAVE BEEN DECENT PEOPLE AND SOME PROBABLY WEREN’T WHICH IS TYPICAL OF ALL THOSE KIND OF SECRET SOCIETIES USING THE UNDERLINGS IN VARIOUS WAYS AND THEIR GOOD CHARACTER TO VEIL THEIR DOINGS. PROBABLY SOME WERE GOOD AND SOME WERE BAD CELLS. BUT THE PLACE I SAW DIDN’T LOOK GOOD AND I WAS BEING ENTICED TO LIVE IN THE PLACE AND I SAID “NO THANKS.” THE PEOPE IN THAT TOWN WERE A BIT WEIRD AS WELL AND THEY DID NOT KNOW HOW TO COOK: EVERYTHING WAS TASTELESS. NOW THE INTERNET IS USING THE FORGET ME NOT FLOWER AS THE MASONIC FLOWER PROBABLY B/C I USED IT IN MY POSTS B/C OF MY MOM. TOTAL DECEPTION GOING ON TO SAVE ROME. WHO NEEDS ROME? WE DON’T.
ANOTHER OUTRAGEOUS OLD WIVE’S TALE IS THE BIRTH OF JACOB, NOW WE KNOW THAT A TWIN DOES NOT HOLD ON TO THE FIRST BORN TWIN’S TOE TO COME OUT OF THE WOMB. HE PROBABLY WAS THINKING ABOUT MAKING SOME LENTEL SOUP AS SOON AS HE COULD TO TRICK HIS BROTHER.

The news about Trump stumping on a bus about moving in on some woman is outrageous.

Was this before or after going to Iowa?

Did the Iowa Caucus lay their hands on him.

Did Trump know he was being yapped?

Why didn’t this tape of Trump come out a long time ago?  Amazing. Twenty something years later? The Bushes had this taped conversation for 20 years and didn’t use it for Jeb? I doubt it!~ Now this relative of the Bushes has a new cushy job at NBC? What was stopping Mr. Bush who taped it from allowing it to be heard until now and why now?
Something  VERY fishy goin’ on!

Trump on Hot Mic: ‘When You’re a Star … You Can Do Anything’ to Women

Seems to me if they did have this tape all this time and waited till now to use it

the Bushes intended to fix the election

and get Hillary Clinton elected so I’m not sure which is worse?

Georgie Porgie, Puddin’ and Pie,

Kissed the girls and made them cry,

When the boys came out to play,

Georgie Porgie ran away.[1]

I have never seen anyone lie so well as Hillary Clinton so I don’t think we need her: Remember Vince Foster a friend who didn’t like something she was up to and all the other suspicious deaths and rapes. She is not a friend for women, even muslim women? And we don’t need Obama Care,  if we have to have insurance competition is preferred, but we should not have to have insurance at all. Remember Yemen and those men left behind? And Remember Benghazi and those witnesses silenced and whisked away to Germany and those silenced at the State Department and given lie detector tests weekly??? Sorry but she has proven she does not work for America first. She is a pawn. Possibly a sociopath! And she and her husband prayed with Billy Graham who was a shill for the Vatican especially after signing that Vatican agreement Reichskonkordat with Hitler or setting it up and ought to be a Huge sign. Sure looks like him. Who controls them now?

Rudolph the red nosed reindeer had a really shiny nose.

The guy on the right could at the very least be a relative of the Grahams and his crusades started in 1947 in Michigan but he started before that in England and even sported an english accent for quite a while. WWll ended in 1945 so the timing is quite coincidental as well.:

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Truman was the only President to not allow Billy Graham to consult with him and thought he was a charlatan which he was. O’reilly just came out with a book about the atom bombs dropped on Japan as not necessary but at the time it was necessary having a war on three fronts to fight and the one that started it seemed to be an appropriate target and if you lived in certain places or were on ships in Pearl Harbor or ships headed for D-Day or many other places that they dive bombed suicide planes some times using even their own kids  into Americans (and the ships they were on) of all shapes and sizes and colors it was a chance they took because Germany at the time was also working on their weapons of mass destruction and proved nothing was beyond their imagination ( Ovens? Gas Chambers? Death trains, death camps for jews and gays and whatever was not perfect by their standards: blue-eyed blonds, saxons whatever) by what was found and documented after we won the war. War sucks but Japan did not have to attack Pearl Harbor, did they? Maybe O’reilly knows why they attacked Pearl Harbor in the first place and by whose orders, the Vatican perhaps, and more than likely. He’s a Jesuit he ought to know since he seems to know so much. And what does a Jesuit vow to do in order to protect the Vatican and the Papacy? Maybe he ought to tell us his vows to the Jesuits. I’ve read about those vows and those vows include a lot of terrible things even in times of peace. His god is not my God!  How does one win a war if you can’t get there because of the Japanese? Osmosis? Someone knew that we could not get there easily if Japan was their ally. Who built their air force? It doesn’t happen overnight and it takes a lot of money and training. Who could that have been? Obviously one of their allies because I doubt Japan wanted us to go to war with them alone because of their vulnerabilities. I think it was the Vatican because of what was said when Japan asked for a 5 year delay of the NeoCatechumenal Way recently because of the rise in suicides and said they were already the Mother of All Martyrs which they were in WWll as well. So me thinks it’s related somehow and Japan was trying to evade being it again, imo, and were not allowed to delay what came to them via some kind of force, possibly HAARP or other type places with similar power and magnitudes to cause a tsunami/earthquake for the One World Government/Religion With Teeth. They were under someone’s spell. It was horrible what happened in Japan and as horrible as what happened in Pearl Harbor and in Germany and many other countries involved both allies and enemies. I think it saved many lives what happened in Japan at that time and if they had surrendered when they should have it might not have been them. It was up to their leaders and their leaders are to blame but I guess they trusted their allies to win and were counting on them when they shouldn’t have b/c they lost the war as it turned out. They should have blamed them in the first place., imo and whoever it was that got them into a war with the USA, the sleeping Giant at the time and not blamed the USA for responding in the same kind of kindness.

What would they have done under the same circumstances as we were in at the time?

Shot green peas from a pea shooter?

If we had the right to fight back in WWll against the Japanese and Germans and fascism don’t females and their families have the right to fight back against male aggression impregnating them without permission?

Why couldn’t God create protection for females till marriage?

I think unwanted pregnancy is God’s mistake! 

And I think abortion is his answer.

If Pope Francis is against abortion,

then abortion must be right.

If Pope Francis is for hospicing,

it must be wrong.

I think it was prophetic because the jews were supposed to head home to the land God gave them and leave the countries that abused them and Hitler was driven by madness as was Rome and always will be driven by madness until they meet their own doom they promote from SHEER BLIND stupidity:Poland for instance abusing women just to be dominant. Rome is asking for it. Maybe they will be the next one to share Japan’s deep wounds. I can imagine how hard it must have been but the same goes for those who lost loved ones while eating a peaceful breakfast.

What news agency wants us to go to war with Russia? Fox

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What news anchor wants the same? Sheppard Smith

Is it wise?

I hate what Donald Trump said on some tape but I’m not sure he meant it. I wonder if he wasn’t slipped a mickey (as in Rogers, or did he go back to Africom??? to be with his wife?)

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She looks like the woman in the middle between Trump and the new Bush character for NBC controversy walking down the hallway. Similar anyway.

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Can’t even imagine any female would be interested in any possible way to Mike Rogers so it must be some kind of huge flaw in the inner workings of the woman he stands next to that keeps them together. What a boring boar.

And I will give children to be their princes, and babes shall rule over them.
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But Politics makes strange bedfellows

)because I haven’t heard of any women who have come forward against him except for money which job harassment is different then just sexual harassment because a work place should be free of sexual harassment and money should be involved b/c it prevents women from earning money or improving their lives. Isn’t that important? Have any women pressed charges against him?  I know they have against O’reilly and he settled out of court but haven’t heard of any against Donald Trump. Just now read some on the internet but they don’t sound believable. It’s not like he couldn’t afford the highest paid prostitutes in the world and so can Mike Rogers obviously, so it’s hard to believe he would take a chance on some of the women I just read about. Anyway they ought to write some lengthy posts about it with details and timelines and place to verify their truthfulness if they are real regardless of the money they might or might not make (like Paula Jones, Jaunita Broadrick, Kathleen Wiley, and the impressionable Monika Lewinski should have been invited barely grown up at the time, Vince Foster’s wife and others) so he can respond with his alibi. Not like he is a very private guy.

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A Woman Who Was Sexually Assaulted by Bill Clinton Drops a BOMB on Hillary (WHOA!)

She kind of looks like Vince Foster’s wife.

Both husbands committed suicide

and both couples were friends of the Clintons.

Not a good sign for Hillary. Just listened to Juanita Broaderick on Hannity on Fox which in the past I had only read about her and she seems very nice and sensible but I never forgot what I read that he did to her lip and that was imo worse than what he did before that when he raped her because it was so insulting upon insult to make her afraid, ashamed, embarrassed, like she was nothing, to humiliate her etc. Sick. I had heard Paula Jones but heard her again and I know exactly how she and Kathlene Wiley probably felt very confused, desperate and lots of things they were not expecting and to think the guy protecting the Att.  General of Arkansas Bill Clinton smirked at Paula Jones as she escaped her situation must have been very degrading. The Clintons cannot win, and if they do win it will be worse than before. Very sad what happened to Kathleen Wiley and her family and probably was to keep her silent. I have a feeling there is more to these events than meets the eye and many more victims that did not live to tell and we haven’t found the connection but I think it’s much deeper than just sex and groping and/or rape.

Interesting that Juanita Broaderick was in charge of nursing home which I think leads me to think it may have something to do with the Hospice travesty being heralded by the Vatican and it’s shills.

Warning signs!

The lip biting is significant: a signature of the 

attorney and a general

Why did Bill Clinton only rape Juanita and only bite her lip? I think a smart criminologist ought to figure it out.

What Hillary Clinton said to Juanita Broaderick 3 weeks later was kind of chilling and

ought to be scrutinized …..

“You understand what you are doing” I think is what she said to Juanita. No, I read another article where Hillary is quoted as saying: “Do you understand? Everything you do.”

The Police – Every Breath You Take

Some kind of ownership of Juanita Broadderick and what did Juanita do?

She lied a bunch and denied a bunch and it helped the Clintons and their guru’s plans against other females and their husbands who possibly committed suicide but probably were murdered, those lies and those denials. It’s sick but it worked for a while.

I think that is the meaning and luckily some other pressure came and got her off their hook.

NBC withholding Juanita Broaddrick shocker?

Who was their guru? Who was the President’s spiritual leader?

Billy Graham 

He guided many Presidents but I don’t recall him defending the Ten Commandments and no telling what stupid things they did without their own knowledge or memory or without consciousness to further his plans.

No telling what Juanita did under their influence and/or spell without her knowledge or memory but it might have included where she worked….a nursing home. 

like what Snowden has tried to reveal about the NSA….

and now Assange about a lot of important things.

Why was Bill Clinton interested in the nursing home business? He wanted to renovate (reinvent) a prison, he said.

Inouye it seems like we have a situation at hand that is taking a long time to unfold.

Remember him?

Trump Is Suspicious of Vince Foster’s Death.

Here Are 7 Things You Need To Know.

Very wild I must admit ….

And yes, Ted Cruzes dad resembles quite a bit (especially when Ted Cruz accidentally whacked his wife’s face (Heidi Cruz) with his elbow during a bear hug with his dad) the man at the School Book Depository an investigator and also the Methodist preacher/paster/chaplain of the United Methodist Church the largest congregation in the world at the time located on NWHWY in Dallas after the assassination who announced the news of the assassination to the audience at the World Trade Center in Dallas where JFK was to give his speech and the preacher chided the audience and blaming them (the audience) for the death of JFK in a subtle way which you can read and view  on some posts about the assassination of JFK linked on

Merangue’s Blog.

I didn’t really catch some of the nuances till I went through the CBS News transcripts of the assassination the second time and had learned some things the first time through so I did it twice but both accounts have different information and Mr. Vincent Bugliosi aka a high ranking general in the US army is wrong but certainly profited from his many books and I’m sure that was his reward to assist the Warren Commission, kind of like Bill O’reilly. I recognized his voice, his face and his gigantic ego and was a  friend of my family for years but we didn’t know his purpose. We thought he was who he said he was either that or he was a body double. His daughter and my sister were best friends for years and they were stationed in France overseas so it makes sense that he was pro-Warren Commission findings as outlandish as they were. I think he must have fallen in love with Jackie like so many of the people involved in the assassination of JFK.

The only thing I noticed about the audience at the World Trade Center in Dallas were their hats were like Jackie’s hat. The people that live in the area of that church also tend to dress alike. For a while they all wore khaki midi length skirts for the females and khaki pants for the males as if they all shopped at Old Navy.

I think JFK was sort of like a Jacob of the OT. The one who slept on a rock/stone for a pillow and dreamed about a ladder with angels ascending and descending and had a thorn in his side from wrestling with someone (an angel?) especially after going to Hawaii coming off the plane in Dallas. That is my impression and Jackie was Rachel but in the crazy kind of way? I don’t remember the whole story because I haven’t read it in a long time. I think a fallen angel had him killed using Rachel. I think it might be a nagging problem for the the USA and we ought to take it seriously eventually because I think it is important and should not be swept under the rug with the nonsense of the Warren Commission and all those book writers. Around that time was the supposed Second Vatican Counsel and the war against the Ten Commandments all of this after WWll.

He was seen with Billy Graham at a breakfast as far as I know and that may be the angel he wrestled with though he did not live through it as far as I can tell since he was assassinated.

Jackie Onassis went to work for Doubleday Publishing Company as an editor later on and edited The Warren Commission as well.

It was her weapon that killed JFK whether or not she knew what she was doing, I have no idea. She seemed like she was under some kind of mind control. I have no idea if the whole incident was a Roman Catholic Ruse because they are kind of well known for pulling this kind of stuff just to keep their power using Replacement theology but it did happen in our country though my family wasn’t in the country at the time and I was only a child then.

I think if we don’t take it seriously and ignore the possibility we might be in big trouble as a country and I think the world might also be subject to some major trouble because Jesus does say something about it in the fourth gospel: the Gospel of John. And it seems these days all over the world that we are all in troubled times. The reason Jesus mentions the son of man in the gospel of John when Nathaniel follows him is in reference to the fig tree and seeing whatever it was that Nathaniel did under the fig tree which made Nathaniel follow him and I wrote about in a post you might enjoy: 

The Fig Tree – Blessed are the Barren *

I went back to read this post about the fig tree and I remember writing other stuff in it but seems to have been edited or erased in parts. The point is just because someone “saw what you did” or “sees what you do “does not make them God. Nathaniel followed Jesus because Jesus told Nathaniel “I saw you under the fig tree” in the Gospel of John which I interpreted that Nathaniel might have poisoned the fig tree for another Jesus to impress his followers after another Jesus cursed the fig tree for not producing fruit out of season because he was HUNGRY for a fig off that particular fig tree which is ridiculous. If you compare the accounts of that incident in the gospels that tell it they don’t agree or support each others accounts and besides it’s pure stupidity imo but in the Gospel of John Jesus says angels that will rise and fall upon the son of man in reference to the other gospels accounts of the cursing of the fig tree. Then: John 1:51 and 52
Jesus answered and said unto him, Because I said unto thee, I saw thee under the fig tree, believest thou? thou shalt see greater things than these.
And he saith unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Hereafter ye shall see heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending upon the Son of man.

(50) Believest thou.—This is not necessarily a question, and a fuller sense is obtained by taking it as an assertion. (Comp. the same word in John 16:31;John 20:29.) On this evidence thou believest; the use of the faith-faculty strengthens it. Thou shalt see greater things than these.”

Blessed are those that have not seen, but yet believed anyway. It would help them if we knew what Jesus MEANT and said he saw under the fig tree to make Nathaniel believe. Some evidence is missing obviously. One, is that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed. Faith Faculty has been superceded and Thomas and Nathaniels account fails to strengthen the Jesus behind closed doors that scattered the sheep and actually strengthens the account at the Sea of Galilee.

People see a lot of things not necessarily in truth or with all the facts.

(Some times we don’t understand what it is that we see or hear.)

Tunnel vision.

Sometimes there is more to the story than meets the eye and because of fear or intimidation or because of deceivers and the deceived it’s hard to fathom or accept in its entirety especially if it doesn’t make sense. Who says you have to accept something in it’s entirety? A lot of things happen like a chain of events but some are linked and some are unrelated to the next link causing great problems to confound and to bind the wrong way to make people give up or surrender to evil.




The open mic sounds to me like Election fraud since the Bushes waited till now to use the “open mic” incident and the Bushes ought to be investigated for using it so late in the game and obviously it has something to do with Assange and his Wiki leaks a reaction of some kind to offset his information perhaps. I haven’t the foggiest idea about Wiki leaks but it does seem to be a coincidence and seems since it has taken so long for the Bushes to come clean about their tape they ought to have to be questioned in front of Congress about whether they knew about it and why the delay. They had to have known!

Is it a threat to someone else?

Whatever Assange has to show must be pretty important so he ought to leak it!

Remember the Hanging Chads in Florida

and then

Gore ran away with the spoon?

It Takes a Special Kind of Stupid to Be This Acquiescent to the State

Rush Limbaugh

Of course there are places like H.A.A.R.P. (which I challenge readers and you tubers  to thoroughly investigate it’s potential good and bad) and I guess Putin has some kind of Tectonic installations because he said if we get involved in the morass of Syria there will be a reaction tectonically. What will they think of next?

Is Trump gonna run away with the fork?

Said he didn’t like people that got caught, so does he like himself?

Did Bill Cosby take over Trump?

The ex said that Trump said something about this taking place 11 years ago and I read somewhere it happened in 1995. Is Trump talking about the same incident as the press? He also said that Trump ran for President before this election and I don’t recall that attempt.

If Trump is seriously sorry for his manly banter which my ex said males do between each other when with other males on a regular basis (like some people do about nigger jokes when they aren’t around and others listen and either do the same and retell them or remain uneasily silent) such as in locker rooms and at work with other males etc about women and the ex said females do it as well:

like telling a woman to wear saran wrap to please her husband and meet him at the door which when I heard that ridiculous idea I thought to myself

NO F……G WAY 

You can skip this portion and read below it b/c sometimes I diverge/digress a bit but it is Very important

It wasn’t a new problem. I had lived with “his sexual inadequacy” not impotency, for our entire marriage finding out after marriage he had a varicocele which I think was caused by some injury he received as a kid growing up (like the one I received after school one day when jumping over a hurdle on the track and not getting the other leg over that hurdle and I waddled all the way home b/c we did not have cell phones then so I couldn’t get a ride home and I waddled about 20 blocks maybe 10 blocks but felt like 20, it hurt very much but my injury healed) but the alternative: taking sex enhancer pills for his problem was dangerous for his health causing others to have hard ons for hours and heart attacks as well so I told him not to succumb to it but he could have had the varicocele fixed if he wanted to fix the problem but because of the varicocele which affects male desire in his brain he didn’t feel he needed to fix it and so it was a catch -22. He never did have it fixed. I learned to fill my time learning to play classical guitar and eventually porcelain art and portraits thanks to my mom and learned to paint with pastels and now metal art and inventing my inventions and other things as well” I think I was a very good wife and a good mother and so did my mom and I take her impression of me as a mother very seriously~I know now why my mom said and did some things which were her attempt to sort through many lies she had been told and it was not easy for her or anyone else. But when someone tells someones family to isolate me that should have been a clue- A BIG ONE – to our family in order for me to return to the fold and make my brother-in-law and his loving wife look above the fray and they were not above it in fact they were the fray: like whispering in my ear about my underwear after I got up from the table adjusting my clothing in the dark outside hoping none would notice that happened to hike up a little too far which happens but i don’t need my sister’s husband’s fixation on my ass every move I made. Did he whisper in his wife’s ear about her underwear when she adjusted them? I doubt it. He was hassling me because he is an ass). I watched his grandkids like a hawk by a river walk in the dark that same night to ensure their safety not b’c I wanted to but b/c I needed to and I did not want to but they were comfortable possibly too comfortable imo about watching and expected family help as well which is what family does for each other. The kids ran wild at the ages they were at and I didn’t want to have to dive into a rat infested dyed river at night to save them is another reason and was advised not to watch the kids by my other sister who wanted to party and I guess wanted to party hardy with me and thought that her oldest sister and husband ought to watch the kids more seriously in other words that she said to me since they were the grandparents and a few years later she called me Satan and the Devil and neither watched my kids when I was in the hospital nearly dying for 14 days. One had laundry to do  for her grown up kids and husband and the other did not offer. Both my sisters were involved either by trickery or naiveté in the BGEA a very tricky organization. Something going on betwixt them I was not aware of possibly. I had let my little sister live with me during her divorce for about two years (off and on) took over my daughters room and my sister was miserable but I did what I could and when I asked for help during my divorce she refused. Anyway that was before that river walk and my divorce was after. She exiled me from her home during the time they hospised my mom without telling me and a bit (a few months before) when threatening to hospice my mom w/out doctors care. Crazy stuff. And I got quite ill in the interim from the stress and the craziness they were exhibiting and because of a few e-mails I sent to hopefully straighten things out and obviously had the opposite effect because I think my older sister and my older sister’s husband were exacting revenge on my mom for money he lost on some Tuesday many years before and my mom had nothing to do with his mistake. She barely knew anything as much as I barely knew. I think that is the main reason especially after my sister said “money is no object” the last trip to see my mom as sisters and  when shopping for some flip-flops because she had a blister on her heel and spent approximately 2 hours before we were to see my mom at the hospital choosing them at one store but would not invest in a pulsock (measures pulse and oxygen) because money was obviously an object but she was the Executor of my mm’s estate and should have invested in the pulsoc for my younger sister but didn’t and said, ” what do I need one for?” but my little sister did buy one so she could be watchful for my mom since she lived within driving distance nearby and caught my mom a few times hunched over in her chair in the upper 70’s oxygen rate when visiting The ARC in San Antonio which is OUTRAGEOUS. 

Then went through a big rigmarole about dedicating an oxygen generator for my mom and the insurance provider in Dallas refused to provide one said the ARC after telling us they would dedicate one for my mom and going through a few tense phone calls and catching them lying about a woman who had fallen out of her chair and lay bleeding profusely on the floor in front of the nurses station a desk blocking their view as we entered the area and an ambulance arrived and she told them she needed to go to the bathroom which got her in trouble I think. Anyway it was revealing….why lie? I wrote about it in a post in the past but it was disgusting and there is much more involved such as theft and I think physical abuse and threatening behavior to patients to shut up at least by one nurse.

I believe my mom was murdered.

Her funeral brochure I received did some mocking as well and didn’t have some facts right and didn’t sound right to me in it’s tone. Sounded like someone didn’t like her over exaggerating etc. She did not need to be exaggerated.

It sounded like David Sherman, to me. Very condescending,

I think her death mattered to God and those responsible will regret it.

David Sherman was at the hospital I was told by the eldest sister when my mom died and while the hospice people interfered with the hospital and my mom died during their altercation about what treatment she should receive which is OUTRAGEOUS! I have no idea what time frame was involved in their dispute.

Hospices should not be allowed in hospitals at all.

Hospitals ought to test the people they hire as well and find out their mindset about suicide and assisted suicide and not hire them! If they do go for assisted suicide the hospital should have to advertise it on their doors, on their prescriptions, on every piece of paper they dole out, at their desks, and in every room, etc so the public can know what hospitals to avoid and see which hospitals succeed and see which ones end up destroyed by the hand of God.

The Hospice interfered and I guess it may have been David Sherman’s doing. My eldest when telling me about the death of my mom on the phone told me that she knew my mom would have wanted it that way or something like that and that is the last time I heard from her. I doubt it since

My mom told me she wanted to live to 105 to out live her grandmother White!

 So someone is lying and I doubt it was my mom.

I wasn’t trying to improve my sex life with “the husband”

but to explain our problems and only one of those problems was infrequent sex (two to four times a year for the most part) to this person and I never asked for advice again because she was obviously not on my side qnd because I was wary:  who would stoop so low? Not I~said ………. And saran would not have worked or helped but instead would be a joke I did not want to be a participant of or the brunt of for the marriage that went south for many other reasons (It would not have made him interested.) : Like not believing me when I needed to be believed in reference to what was occurring by a very fanatical business and the extent they would stoop and a fanatic brother-in-law and his wife’s responses and the things they were willing to do to me and to our family theirs and mine to make me the villain.

As ridiculous as another sibling bling bling saying that he and her husband have sex regularly almost everyday and then they end up in a divorce soon thereafter

though it does seem a little different then male banter IMO ¨˜)

which can’t be good for some males taking it seriously

and act upon it on unwary females

why not stand up for legal and safe abortion for females

knowing what is in man and displaying it in the open mic incident

and stand against hospising/murder/suicide for the elderly/infirmed

and hospising of the opposers of the RCC’s  and their revenge and their avenging angels

using women and girls – abortion & birth control as an excuse to kill their opposers

loud and clear!

Would someone deny aid cures and medicine for men, boys, and the females and babies born that are caught in the crossfire?

An unwanted pregnancy is like a red tide in the ocean. It grows so therefore it is some form of life but it is not wanted and kills other fish in the ocean if it is made to grow against the wishes of that ocean – a female. If you punish that ocean and those who helped to rid it of the red tide it will turn around and rend you

like hurricane/tsunami or WWlll etc.

SHALL YOU NOT KNOW IT?

I think Moses who represented God or someone who represents God leads his people through the Red Sea (which in the past I had heard that some people mostly those that did not believe in the God of Moses thought the Red Sea was only a shallow sea of reeds. Perhaps there is more than one Red Sea or different parts of the Red Sea and perhaps shallow people can’t see it but those with any depth do such as the protesters in Poland and many more people as well.) to safety in their hearts and minds who are being punished or are being threatened with jail time retroactively and impugned in various ways for having had an abortion and using it as an excuse to kill with the Hospice Dissing-Service families involved, their children and even their pets because we won WWll and the Papacy and it’s guardians obviously hate the results of that win (Israel) and hates common sense and I think hates females hence refusing female jobs or marriages in the Vatican besides housekeeping to help them to see IN TRUTH. And out of spite because TheTen Commandments prove God prefers families and parental rights over the priesthood for having not even mentioned priests in The Ten Commandments: Total rejection of priests which is a tough stance but obviously for good reason. If they won’t even take a chance on raising their own families because of the possibility of divorce or failure family wise why should anyone believe they care about other people’s families, they don’t- they care about money because usually there is a settlement that has to be made because of the possibility of a divorce. So they hate divorce yet they aren’t allowed to marry. How convenient. The Ten Commandments don’t mention the village either which is basically what the Vatican is a heavily gated/guarded village with a village mentality and The Ten Commandments doesn’t even mention the word “church” which is kind of interesting, isn’t it?

Ever wonder why there is no Red Sea ?

Gary’s dad (Pres. of Conoco Oil) was colorblind.

His wife Dottie Kircher helped him dress. he used to feed her sons steak for breakfast, I heard. He hated Jews and loved the Saudis because of his job. He was a very Christian man. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY HE HATED JEWS! I had heard he did something he was very ashamed of but never heard what it was. It must have been really bad.His own daughter changed her first name from Elizabeth to Jessica and I heard something happened to her in Connecticutt besides having to be protected at college by some bodyguards of some kind that were hired by the Kirchers (not cheap ones either) because of their stature and she was being stalked when she was in Ft. Worth attending college. (kind of like Kristen in New York being beaten up) A Pattern!~ I think it has to do with the movie my sister tried to insinuate I was the sister who ruined her relationship with her husband and in actuality it was Jessica Kircher, I think from what I heard anyway…. like in the movie: Atonement 

However I had my problems with him as well which I have been explicit about.

Whatever happened to Jessica happened before the marriage. The stalking in Ft. Worth happened after the marriage by a few years at least.

I was 14 years old when Gary married my sister and Beth was my age.

I think I was their scapegoat just in case.

And so was my mom.

Both mother-in-laws with the name Dot. What are the odds? Tootie was chosen because of my mom’s first name.

names

 Names were important to the RCC at least the name given at baptism but not sure why, but Pope Benedict XVll mentioned the importance of names. Of course, Roman Cath0lics baptize with sprinkles at or near birth and the rest of mankind doesn’t necessarily do their kind of baptism which is a great way to differentiate people. To set apart. The real from the copy because like O’reilly the Catholic hierarchy is watching out for U2! I think the premiss is based upon Replacement theology. He mentioned it while he was the pope having to do with marking like a dog marks it’s territory invisible to the naked eye to give preferential treatment, benefits, and other kinds of things. It’s called cheating.

Cat organ causes Charles fit of giggles

This you tube with the charmed couple I witnessed a long time ago about 10 years ago or so. They were visiting Pope Benedict XVI about his divorce and remarriage asking for some kind of permission from the RCC which is insane. What a dweeb. Gary Kircher reminds me of Prince Charles in his face. Stupid looking. They have the same expression. Like not all there. My dad said he was a dunce i.e. a dunderhead. I think the reason for the visit by his witch girlfriend and himself to the Papacy during the G-8 meeting in Aquilla is he wanted to be king and his mama knew he shouldn’t be a king (kind of like Mrs. Bush knew Jeb  Bush shouldn’t run for the office of President) because she had married a dunderhead and realized her misfortune. He had his own kids RIFD chipped. That’s not only stupid but cowardly anyway he had an experience (a conversion) like Paul did on his way to Damascus thinking he was relevant. He became islamic: A coward.

I have a good feeling way down deep inside

my family will have the last laugh!

 “I’ve Got A Feeling”  And I had a memory involving a new video cam and a video that my dad took one Christmas morning in Georgia. We kept disappearing and we reappeared

like magic, even the pets..One pet was called Napoleon.:) and Romeo.

Get my drift? Capiche? Understandez? Comprendez?

A very berry good sign.

I was 16 then and it was obviously a long time ago. 

Then the ski mask rapes in the neighborhood that were never solved around the same time period when I spilled the beans. They moved to a new area of town after living in the same neighborhood twice but two different houses. So it was a good thing Tootie got into the real-estate business.This occurred near the Scofield non denominational  church and at the time 1970’s when Dallas and the churches were meeting with the RCC to compromise their word, the bible.

Some kind of readying. 

Maybe it was Vatican lll

The Great Compromise

since 1963 was Vatican ll

Then the mega churches took over the small churches and caused problems within the smaller churches mostly with the elderly. People like Christopher Warren and his types got popular with intimidation. Bullies. There is a word for it some kind of transformation word a woman wrote about around that time Hegelianism (master/slave shit) something having to do with the President of Russia in San Francisco after the Berlin wall was torn down (Reagan) you know the guy with the birthmark on his forehead : Mikhail Gorbechev

Political correctness arose and fascism started making a comeback:

Then, 1993 Bill Clintons first term and Oslo Accord

Then came Chuck Hagel!

Then Mark Twain made a comeback again:

Good fences make good neighbors

and that old proverb:

 “The best laid schemes o’ mice an’ men / Gang aft agley”.

i.e.

The best laid schemes of mice and men / Often go awry.

Sort of a lesson and learning to walk! How old is this nation?

I think the USA is meant to be.

A gestate period. Perhaps it’s sign about abortion.

We are 238 years old as a nation since July 4th 1776

Gestation for human babies is 280 days.

34 weeks vs. 40 weeks

If insurance is a must perhaps babies should be insurable at 34 weeks instead of 46 weeks Give or take two weeks..

I do not know of course. But it’s a possibility. Makes sense to me.

We certainly did some good things like in WWll!

The enemy of freedom is very sneaky and we let our guard down.

I would rather have a good fence than the NSA or the Vatican

Why is the Black Sea called the Black Sea? Usually the water reflects the sky.

I think from what I read but it might not be true that the Meditteranean Sea means middle and not man made.

mare nostrum ((our sea) the Mediterranean to the ancient Romans)

Seas of Earth

The first time we met him he introduced us to the cheese Brie. He bought a whole wheel of it. This was before my sister and he married. I was 13 or 14 years of age. Eventually his son Gary owned the first cheese shop in Richardson, Texas. The Cheese Shoppe. It was a franchise, the first one was in Greenwich, Connecticut. And then another one at Preston Center, Dallas Texas and that turned into a deli eventually. I remember when the health department people came (they hassled him quite a bit in Dallas) and told him he had to have a drain so he made a fake one, drilled a hole in the cement and put a drain cover on it. LOL It passed inspection. We played Trivial Pursuit once with them in Dallas and at the time I wasn’t very smart. I had no geographic sense and answered the question regarding Saudi Arabia wrong and Mr. John Kircher, President of Conoco Oil was disgusted. He let me know it. Made me feel like the stupidest person in the world. I’m sure he affected his son the same way over time. I know my sister and he had to overcome their jealousy of Mark Kircher and his wife both doctors and Unitarians because Mr. John Kircher used them to make my sister and Gary jealous. Gary gave the jealousy lesson in the Jacuzzi one night to his daughter who was about 2 or 3 years of age. He had to carry her because she was just a tot. I have no idea if the doctors were any good. They earned the title but whether they upheld it in their work is another story. However, my sister had a son and I bet he did uphold it and his wife was also a doctor in the army.

I bet his grandparents (my dad and mom) made the difference.

They spent a lot of time with them especially on many Grandparent’s Days. I bet it was an uphill battle for my parents, but I hope it succeeded. We did not have Grand Parent days and I did not burden my parents nor did my little sister place that burden upon them. But the little my kids got what was important however my littlest doesn’t remember (probably very little) about her grandparents. You can only spread yourself out so thin and my older sister took full advantage of everyone. Must have been that trip around the world on the Conoco jet with the Kirchers an engagementish gesture though they were not engaged  that really screwed her up and those pearls in Hong 

Kong.

I think it was entrapment which is evil

on the Kircher trip

around the world

and mocking my dad.

Mr. Kircher was a very pompous person and so was Gary. Mr. Kircher, in his conversation, was very affected. Very pious. Reminded me of Uncle Ted’s wife…Mary, after she got rich.

Too much money is the root of piety, I think, depending on how they attain it via luck,  debauchery, or family inheritance and depending on the weakness of their spirit. Money is hard to balance. I don’t know for sure his shame but I know mine. I’m kind of hard on people but it is because they were hard on me and this is what I noticed.

There is always room for improvement no matter who you think you are

which is hope, I think.

She was only 20 years old or so on the trip. I heard most people don’t develop a frontal lobe till after at least the age 21. Highly unusual for someone to be left in a room alone with thousands of pearls, isn’t it? Kind of tempting. Besides her favorite gem was the sapphire. Probably would have been too obvious if the Kirchers left her in a room alone with thousands of sapphires in one way or another. For some reason she was not given a middle name but the Rattans gave her the nickname Tootie.

My dad brought a pearl for each daughter while he was over seas fighting in Viet nam on an R&R where he was able to buy it. I think I lost mine that I kept for years and years and during the move to the rent house it kind of got mixed up in the shuffle. I have two pearly looking things and have no idea if either is a real pearl.

My eldest daughter got into my things as a tot and ruined my first sewing machine by taking it apart (curious minded) and the parts were not available to replace because it was a cheap shit model bought at Montgomery Wards. Then caught her with my engagement ring at an older age a 1 carat at least diamond ring my mom gave me. The band was wearing thin so I stopped wearing it and then found my other daughter wearing it and now I can’t find it. This was after the divorce and the move. I bet the ex found it and hocked it like he did his wedding band way before the divorce came into existence by 15 years or so but part of the reason for the divorce a very small part.

It was her West Point Diamond ring.

Yesterday saw while sitting on the shitter some disposable razors that come in a pack of ten and I took one without asking thinking no big deal. My youngest daughter saw it on my desk and made me notice that I took it so I gave it back. Something to do with me calling her boyfriend scumbag fucker because he fucks her up. Hassling her about lying to him and usually he’s wrong. Crazy. He reads twitter months previous and gets worked up with jealousy.

Jealous Guy-John Lennon

Got killed on the streets of New York in front of his wife and I think because he expressed his popularity in jest and some religious people didn’t like it especially Billy Graham, an evangelical asshole thinking he did God a service. Blamed it on a guy who was possessed b/c his flesh was weak but his spirit was willing.)

She probably can’t remember if she lied or whether or not she did or not do whatever he imagines so it’s kind of unfair. Imagine?  She wanted to help him early on and told his mom while he was running around the neighborhood naked. He did help me untangle my daughter’s dog which I appreciated because he would have died otherwise but since that triangle ufo appeared near where he lived he’s gone nuts. They both saw it and she told me about it.

Do you see a correlation? How about this?

Yoko Ono Issues Rather Appropriate Response To Donald Trump’s Win

I’m not gonna listen to her response tonight but include because she was the one that lost her husband that day for no good reason, maybe later. I’m kind of full because

I ATE TOO MUCH TONIGHT

and for me it’s a no-no because of the condition I’m in. Anyway Trump is controversial as are these days and these nights.

Golda Meir asked Billy Graham if he was the man?

Billy Graham said he was not the man.

The picture I saw of Trump but only the back of his head (could have been anyone) signing a triangle on a real crazy looking chic’s chest before the election by about a week -kind of a forewarning but not sure of what or to whom. I think it was a triangle. She was kind of ugly so it didn’t make sense he would bother before the election mostly because of the expression on her face as if possessed.

This is a fucked up world because we are being fucked with by something very evil.

The devil and satan coming down seeking whom he may destroy which is in Revelation. Occurred on Obama’s Presidency. He mentioned something in space and teaching a lesson getting it out of the box to let it stretch it’s legs and having something to do with the future must not belong to those who insult the profit of Islam. (jealousy)

Next three months should be interesting.

Oh yea one of the things I received from my parents usually with magazines on top of it at the end of their bed is a carved chest:

a war chest

so I would try to get to get it together if I were you. I’m trying but it is very difficult.

Other things have happened since just to hassle me. Revelation is being fulfilled whether you believe it or not. There are the 7 trumpets contained in Revelation. I wonder what it means: Trump and the 7 trumpets of Revelation.

Still it’s an

interesting correlation.

My sister the last time I saw her said that General Cushing sought my nephew in Virginia for some reason and said he was a friend of my dad however I had never heard of him. Did he come to take credit or did he come to corrupt?

Cush is an interesting name. Cardinal Cush was the  Roman Catholic cardinal at the navy base (Annapolis) who got word when JFK died. Mission accomplished. What was the cardinal doing at a Navy base then? Coincidence?

Cardinal Cush officiated the wedding and funeral of JFK. In fact I think Cardinal Cush was responsible for Jackie Bouvier meeting Jack/John Kennedy. Well JFK inherited 100 million dollars so he was important.  

This is Roman Catholicism.

Does it deserve to remain?

The RCC uses people and spits them out.

One less egg to fry.

Which came first the chicken or the egg?

I think it was the chicken.

Did Cardinal Cush officiate JFK’s sisters weddings and funerals? Did they inherit 100 million dollars?

Well one sister of JFK had a lobotomy. A pre partial birth abortion before they knew about chemistry. Not sure why she had a lobotomy, but I can imagine. A Catholic family. What will they think of next?

Oh yea Gary’s dad was also a chemist. I forgot.

SNOWDEN DISCUSSES PRIVACY AND TRUMP PRESIDENCY

Needless to say I hope he gets to be with his family without punishment. He is not the only person who has had to contend with evil. There are a bunch of us. Mostly females.

It’s a matter of awareness. If you are aware you are banished. But not for long. The powers that are in power prefer Watter’s world but what happens when the water turns red again?

Should I stay or should I go

the clash

No, it’s gonna be a war ( a big one, I think) a very decisive one to end all wars. It may take a while.  It started on 9-11

 and wishful thinking in Snowden’s mindful dreams won’t come true. Solly Charrie. Good scholarly ideas but not feesable but the group ought to petition for his freedom:

wilt hey or won’t hey?

I did not vote in this election because of the rampant deception and because Pence reminded me of Mitt Romney alot and I don’t think Mormonism is an improvement of the Roman Catholic Church especially with the NSA in his backyard even if he had a black grandchild. Just another facet of the RCC.

Do you remember when Billy Graham/Franklin Graham conceded

Mormonism wasn’t a cult?

Do you really think A Republican Congress (The House and the Senate) and The White House will get to the bottom of Benghazi? Mitt Romney knew something about it (HOW?) at the debate with Obama before everyone else and I heard a phone call to Greta’s show from Trump and he knew some things, too! (HOW?) Will this pass as the elect? I know what Mormans do I’ve seen it and heard about it from Morman females and it’s a BONIFIDE CULT especially towards the female. Very similar to Islam. Any which way it won’t pass either, LOL. I’m not sure of their penchant for a Guillotines, they have their ways but not the right ways. How many versions do we need of pure unadulterated stupidity? We are getting closer to the truth by a nudge. We’ll see what he does and doesn’t. It’s a test from above.

 Israel is on their agenda already!

Who would have thunk?

What will this man dew?

Cardinal Richard James Cush/Cushing. He is called by both names: Cush and Cushing.

Annapolis is close to the Secret Service Headquarters which is also in Maryland.

The older brother of JFK Jackie Kennedy said he didn’t have imagination and he was killed on a mission during WWll even though she had not met him she knew him. She did not meet JFK till after WWll so how she knew about his older brother is beyond me.

The SEE – the Papacy hates the USA and Israel and it’s military (power) as do many others because quite a few have misused it in the recent past because of World Government that creates a lot of problems for everyone even themselves. 

Trump would be surprised by the outpouring of support he will receive even from Catholics who are victims themselves of a religion gone mad.

Show some courage!

While Trump did a good job on the 2nd debate and I appreciated his apology he still did not show courage so I won’t vote for either one till he exhibits the courage he needs to exhibit out loud. Those manly banters cause a lot of trouble for women and girls giving license to other males to abuse young girls and women, so I hope Trump stands up for the rights of females and the elderly and infirmed and walks like a real man instead of like an ape pissing on an opportunity to be a gentleman with common sense and stand up against the Neo-nazi World Order using hospicing to murder/suicide those that believe in the females right to choose and are against Rome’s right to choose for them to either get them impregnated early in life to ruin their lives and/or reputations and against Rome’s (the Vatican) diabolical plans to design the world their way which is the wrong way OBVIOUSLY OR THEY WOULD NOT HAVE attempted and thunk to CHANGE TIMES AND LAWS. Rome nor the Vatican can own female bodies nor be allowed to make decisions only the female and/or her parents and their families have that right to make as stated and inferred in The Ten Commandments. Until then you aren’t really any better than Bill Clinton, imo.

I guarantee if you are elected you will not succeed unless you stand upright

and you will fail miserably maybe for the first time in your life

and your legacy

will be written about as a fool and his money

and insurance won’t help you if you allow the hospice practice in our country to progress! It is quite possible if you do or don’t get elected and because you don’t stand up for female rights your own daughters and Melania might end up in jail for posing in magazines or for something in their past that you may not be aware of being out of the loop b/c you are a male if the Nazis New World Order is allowed to take hold of our country or when you travel abroad and insurance won’t help them or for mere mistaken identity. Leaders and their families often were not safe when certain religious entities decided those families were a distraction against their will, etc. (So you ought to stand instead of relying on your daddy’s investment in you and your good fortune to keep you afloat. Others might want your good fortune as well and take it out on your family depending on which way the wind blows up their ass. So you ought to stand up for truth’s sake.) There is a silent majority you may not realize that might support you if you stand up.

Bring up what is going on in Poland and the Hospice punishment in the USA because it is a war that is occurring in our country that politicians are ignoring on purpose because of fear. Don’t let them get away with it.

Isn’t it similar to what happened in Germany:scapegoating behind the scenes and none talking about it because of fear? But this time it’s those against a
New World Order designed by the Vatican and some of it’s daughters. It is quite eerie because no one is bringing it up and it needs to come out and be exposed.

I think the open mic incident was an earlier conversation in the past taped and revealed on the bus to Trump in private then on an open mic without his knowledge and was an attempt to blackmail and it did not work then it went out into the air to be heard by the public to intimidate and obviously embarrass the Trumps so there wasn’t much else he could do but do what he did. IMO But still really weird thing to do.

The whole thing was bizarre

and I can see why he said some things he said at the second debate about Hillary going to jail whether or not she had anything to do with it which seems to me Robert Deniro might be the antagonist because of his business in Dubai. Is that possible and because of what he said to Trump which was also really random?

Dubai might be the problem because they owe a lot of Americans a lot of money because of 9-11 and trying to turn everyone against each other and Obama since he is against the victims receiving Saudi money  may have been behind it too.


Bill Clinton said “I did not have sex with that woman.” I guess it depends on which woman he was talking about. Maybe we need to be more specific. Anyway I did not know that Trump was on his third wife I thought this was his second marriage. I wasn’t following his activities until he started this campaign against Hillary Clinton’s campaign vying for the job both want. I have no idea what a pussy bow is but I think Melania is a very pretty poised woman who I have no other information about except she speaks other languages fluently though I have not witnessed her talents and he is a lucky guy since she isn’t whacking him across his face yet. An open mic is dirty politics and would love to have heard what lead up to that conversation because it kind of went south very fast (was he reading a script?) because it did not make sense and seemed out of place and abnormal. Trailor talk or male banter usually doesn’t start out so stark, but nevertheless Trump needs to stand up for future generations of the gender that makes raising a child possible for men because children are a gift when given freely and thankfully and what it does sometimes to a female body, mind, emotions, etc can sometimes be a struggle and sometimes even a great sacrifice to that body, mind and emotions, etc., and should be held in high regard when given freely. I’m sure he may in private never live the “open mic” incident down but at the very least he apologized openly and hopefully she won’t take out her possible future insecurity and/or hostilities and possible aggessions later on other females and/or her children or theirs because of the harm male banter and a gang mentality of over prideful men, their peers, their friends, businesses and allies can inflict upon those other females and their families and careers obviously affected as well by it’s aftermath often have to abide making each generation devolve in righteous resentment a little more each hour of every succeeding day. I mean calling her blouse a “pussy bow” is an example of some kind of reaction that could have been avoided. It’s not like we haven’t seen many women wear them. At least Melania isn’t sporting a dish towel, a jihab, or a habit. I don’t know how long they have been married but I hope his daughters will allow her to raise his standards to be a better spouse without lowering her standards b/c each spouse has something special to add if and while they love each other,

but he still hasn’t mentioned what he needs to stand up about.

I think we are being gamed by everyone mentioned above except for the few female victims.

NICOLETTE LARSON – LOTTA LOVE

The Moroccan women fighting daily sexual harassment

MEDIA’S OUTRAGE SHOULD START WORKING ANY DAY NOW!

Never did go to any Billy Graham revivals, THANK GOD. Wasn’t interested! I doubt his sermons were interesting and you can bore people to death and I think he did a lot of it. The antithesis of the Ten Commandments which you can find when Saul/Paul talked/wrote

You can have it all and names off a bunch of other false gods!

And then talks about anathemas.

The Grace of Anathema Maranatha

Tersius I think affected his thinking like Mother Teresa has affected many people in a very bad way.

During our tiff this morning because a big box of my medicine disappeared last time I went to the hospital and the ex of course didn’t take it but my daughter was home and left while I was in the hospital and I suspected her of taking it to get back at me for something and she left her almighty makeup all of it here which is unusual though she swears up and down that she didn’t take it to her daddy on the phone. He had made an accusation about his whiskey missing he got for his birthday or for some other occasion and she swears she didn’t take it and she doesn’t drink whiskey as far as I know though her boyfriend and his friends drink a lot of whiskey.Before the medicine went missing after I tried to tell them where part of my money went and what I was trying to accomplish to make more money both jumped my ass about it and said basically some shitty things her following her dads lead because he did pay for her to go to a concert for a hundred dollars or more for an hour and half of live music the night before. Then later I explained what I had made because of my actions that they had chided me for while she was away and  he said well it’s not like you have a 145 thousand dollars in your account to make money. And I could not figure out what the heck he meant. Of course I don’t have 145 thousand dollars in my account. I have 22 dollars in my bank account but 145 thousand dollars was what the house we lived in that  he would not sell and he said was unsellable and went bankrupt on was worth (and possibly worked a deal with my older sister the real estate agent behind my back b/c obviously she is not nice) and still no matter what it was a strange thing to say and the look on his face after he said it was shock as if he couldn’t believe he had said it out loud, It was weird. Like he had been caught or something. Then he got up and started getting upset about his whiskey missing and went through his rant about it and it seemed like he was deflecting.. So I asked later what he meant but he said it was just an arbitrary amount he spoke about. I had organized my medicine and a huge box is missing of important medicine for me that she also uses when she has asthma attacks. As I left for the hospital we had an argument as well. She was the only one in the house unless someone else entered and her boyfriend picked her up. Normally she takes some of her makeup but not this time for some reason and she won’t call me back but only her dad. When I was at the hospital the doctor asked if I needed more of what I thought I had and I said no thinking it was where it should be and when I got home and looked it was gone so I called the hospital to explain and they would not give me the time of day and weren’t very nice about it. Not the doctor but the staff. I could not reach the doctor who offered. Anyway I was crying about it this morning and other things that are on my mind such as all the shit that has HAPPENED TO ME and those I love and he asked me what was wrong and I went through some of what was bugging me about the medicine and we argued and so I brought up about his mom and him starving her to death and he said he didn’t and I said the hospice you hired did and he said “who cares?”

He is crazy.

My daughter says things like that about stupid stuff but she is still a kid whereas he is an adult by many years and would say that about his mom. I don’t think she would appreciate his feelings for her. So no wonder we are having troubles with our daughter. She deserves better than him as a dad by a long shot. I hope he falls of his fucking ladder and dies soon or blows his sax too hard and has a lack of a heart attack. He’s a sick mother fucker.

When my beautiful cat went missing for 7 weeks years ago a person on a motorcycle passed me in traffic and was in front of me in traffic and had a same colored stuffed cat on the back of his motorcycle taunting me. So i have my reasons for my angsts, suspicions and my hatred. That is just one of my reasons but it was very evil thing to do and it was intentionally meant to unnerve me.

I WON’T SUCCUMB TO CULTISH TACTICS.

IT’S RIDICULOUS AND MOBBISH And VERY STUPID

DERANGED

and those that participate in this kind of bullshit will pay in a multitude of ways and means a million times more!~I think it is the neocatechumenal way and it’s gonna die a quick death in all the countries it invaded and so will those who use it.

 Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour’s house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour’s wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbor’s.

You can try to interpret this how ever you want but I know what it means and the reason for this commandment:

to condemn those who use this commandment

to abuse others in various ways

to lord over the unwary and to be needed

and those that use it aren’t needed

such as the BGEA AND THE RCC

who like to move the lines, change the measures, alter the times, lie to the nth degree, control the press, entrap people to use them and not for good but for their own pleasure (leisure) and that is how many are destroyed, and last but not least change the Ten Commandments which has got to be the most stupid move ever made.

Everyone knows people make mistakes, even God knows.

The Ten Commandments are our guide: to the truth!

And The Red Dagon gave him his power: whoever that may be but I have my suspicions! The one that changed the Ten Commandments has to be the Red Dragon to simplify the confusion of many prophets or soothsayers or wannabes, etc and that is the RCC though there may be more culprits involved like the Jesuits and the one that mocked them trying to replace the OT Ten Commandments to The Ten Commandments of climate something or other using places like HAARP because macro economic principles are mind boggling to them but micro managing everyone else’s lives and businesses their folly and screwing themselves in the process.

I’m not a prophet but I still do have common sense. I think my parents are to blame because they loved me.

I know it wasn’t the church because they DID NOT love me. 

I was obviously being watched and threatened. So my hopes for a Great America are mixed. Sometimes I think a complete overhaul needs to happen and I don’t think Hillary is that opportunity but instead the same kind of tactics and brutality having read many things that happened even to their friends and enemies during their reign of terror which I think involves the BGEA (the Billy Graham Evangelical Association and shill for the Roman Catholic Church, the Papacy and the Vatican) and in my opinion deserve what is heading their way by hook or by crook. This is what I mean by being watched as I wrote this paragraph:

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President Obama Meets with Billy Graham

PHOTO GALLERY: Billy Graham, Pastor to the Presidents

He has been a thorn in America’s side, a thorn to our unwary Presidents and their families,

and a thorn to the Republic for which it stands

(which one? I’m hoping it is still ours but if we play our cards right it will be ours and I believe it will be ours but seems like we go through a great many hoops sometimes)

and a Serious Threat to the wary and unwary US citizens

since WWll and to the World and to Israel, imo. 

He, his sons and daughters and their organizations have 

Caused A Great Amount of Harm.

I won’t vote

Why should I vote for Trump if he doesn’t support a woman’s right to choose about her own body in regards to birth control which includes abortion and stand up against the evil of hospice death occult? So I won’t vote for him nor will I vote for Hillary Clinton and if she wins I think it will be bad for the country but so is infringing on rights of woman. Not all women go the route of abortion and I support their decision and some entrap men and boys but the difference between abortion choice and hospice choice is humongous because there aren’t the same kind of enticements with abortion as there are with hospisng such as early inheritances, life insurance claims, revenge, interference of a doctors care and hospitals expertise demoting their talents in elderly care and disease cures subsequently shortening life spans each generation to the next generation so life spans will get shorter as they seem to have, punishment via the RCC or any majority group for not being a part of a majority, and a multitude of other things. Fetuses are not insured or allowed to have life insurance taken out on them and until insurance is willing to make fetuses of all ages insurable not just health but life insurance then it’s a Huge Double Standard. So I won’t vote for either until and unless he changes his tune and he will suffer if Clinton gets elected and businesses will suffer along with the economy, more than likely and corruption will sky rocket but fair is fair. Forced marriages will dramatically increase b/c American females are not ignorant and will try to entrap young boys and young men especially rich ones using drugs and alcohol if need be to accomplish their mission. Open borders will probably be enforced which I think borders are a significant safety measure against terrorism and crime and joblessness will increase but what’s good for the gander is is good for the geese and vice versa. We all will suffer. More than likely others won’t show up at the voting polls for the same reasons that would have and the House of Representatives will probably lose their majority, but too bad. Federal government power will expand exponentially because of population increases and poverty will not be overcome but Fair is fair. And we will probably be heading to Syria to melt the tongues in the mouths and melt the eyes in their eye sockets of our military and America will lose it’s armed forces and be the newest mother of all martyrs for the RCC Papacy’s lunacy and Sharia law will take hold and no more fashion shows, models, hollywood, concerts, swimsuits for females or sun bathing on a beach in fact females won’t be allowed to swim at the ocean., and you will no longer get to see beautiful females bending over at football games or working out b/c they won’t be allowed to even dance and then females in burkas will start a campaign to wear explosives on their bodies to spread their misery.

If a plane was carrying a nuke and could not make its intended target and would hurt the wrong people would you abort it or let it rip where ever it lands? Maybe not the perfect analogy but close enough because that is what an unwanted and unexpected pregnancy feels like to a female.

The boy that got me pregnant was a one night stand because I made it a one night stand after having been entered and it was my first time to have intercourse. He did not ask he just did. If he had asked “do you mind if I get you pregnant?” I would have said “Yes I do mind, No, thanks.” and there would have been no need for an abortion. PURE AND SIMPLE. There are a multitude of reasons safer and legal abortion is needed and it depends on whether or not the female and/or male involved want a child at that time. When I had the abortion I felt relieved. He never knew because I didn’t ask or tell him like he didn’t ask or tell me. I did not deserve to get pregnant anymore than any other person who gets pregnant when they aren’t PREPARED to get pregnant or aren’t prepared to drop everything and raise a child. Having kids is a big deal and when it’s not treated as a big deal usually it’s best not to. The first time I finally had a child it scared the heck out of me: I was married and 14 years later I had my first child and then a second child and I feel blessed for having my two girls even though the marriage didn’t work out because I was prepared mentally, married, and in the right circumstances at the time. Later those circumstances changed in many ways and we ended up in a divorce but I still love my girls.

If God was against safe and legal abortion then why doesn’t he punish those that do have an abortion by not allowing them to have children in the future and he didn’t do that to me but the Roman Catholic Church sure tried to punish me and my family because the RCC thinks they are god and they aren’t god obviously because I did have my girls irrespective of the RCC and then they tried using the hospice travesty to punish me and my parents and succeeded but they will pay for their unwanted interference and lose their church and  ALL their power. The RCC crossed the wrong line and the RCC was warned. My parents were not warned, nor was the rest of their family just like we were not warned at Pearl Harbor but we won the war. I will have my parents lives restored and their family because  of “I Am the resurrection.” Same with my sweet pets. I don’t know when exactly, but soon I think. We will win this war as well. One thing I think is interesting the people that are against safe and legal abortions often times aren’t given daughters to raise and I think they regress in some important ways because of their affinity.

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This looks like my older sister n her youth but my sister was not Jessica Leeds. She was Mary Tyler Moore. Just kidding but very similar in her personality.

Trump Accuser Says She ‘Jumped Out’ Of Her Skin During Debate

So my older sister was on a plane with Donald Trump and she never told me? Believe me if she had been on a plane with Donald Trump and knew it or knew him she would have told me.

We were at a library once together and there was a guy in between the book shelf units masturbating and we reported it to the clerk at the library. It shook her up because it was very weird. I however kind of had been through some pretty radical stuff so it wasn’t that scary but what I do remember is he rushed out of the library and he looked a bit different than he did when he was masturbating. While he was masturbating he was pale like he wasn’t in his right mind or something. When he rushed out b/c we caught him in the act and he knew it  and while we were reporting him as he rushed out he looked like a regular white collar working class type guy that you would never think would go to a library to masturbate. It happened quickly and he got away. (Probably a priest in everyday clothing i.e. in drag.) You just never know where those books have been¡ I sat on a plane with Charlton Heston but he didn’t grope me and he sat in first class and I sat somewhere else but not first class but it was fun to see him on board. Together my sister and I met a tight end of the Dallas Cowboys. I can’t remember his name but he did not grope us at the post office when their practice area was about to be moved. Just clicked with a little help from the ex who remembers us telling him about the encounter and it was Billy Joe Dupree. He did not have a mustache but he was tall, dark, and handsome is all I recall.  He just said hello. Very considerate and polite when we did not know his name and we asked and he told us so we could tell our families.

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Why someone would use a picture of my sister is beyond my comprehension.  

Makes no sense.

Some of what is in the article is taunting me I think. Family is different like my cousin groped me when I was a kid (and so was he) so I groped him back kind of hard as we were getting in the back seat of the car when my family visited his family. He never did it again. But the other stuff isn’t the same as my angsts I have written about already and being in a public place these women should immediately report it to the airlines. Not sure why anyone would want to haunt me but “consider the source.”

I have a post about the “Q source” on

Merangue’s Blog

which discusses the author of the Synoptic Gospels that the RCC says was the author.

I think the Grahams need some perfecting because they sure as darn are not a good influence! I’ve witnessed their ways and I am not impressed.

Oh yea, I found my medicine in my dad’s war chest and either it was a miracle or an oversight. Hard to say because things are so weird these days and my stress level is high because of the ex and his maniacal weirdness that can only be explained as spiritual ineptitude, pride and something that is hard to explain:catholicism and it’s coarse. I truly think it was an oversight but expecting some miracles because they do happen and have happened to me and the ones I expect someday soon are big ones and little ones and only God knows who and what those miracles are.

PROTESTANTS OF ALL PERSUASIONS PROTESTED THE RCC IN DIFFERENT WAYS AND YET THEY ARE STLL CATHOLICIZED INCLUDING ISLAM ACCEPTING OTHER FALSE PREMISES BECAUSE THE DEVIL AND SATAN ARE IN THE DETAILS. IT HAS TO DO WITH THE FALSE COVENANT IN THE NEW TESTAMENT WHICH I BELIEVE IT OCCURRED AT THE LAST SUPPER AND IF YOU COMPARE THE GOSPELS THREE OF THE 4 LAST SUPPERS ARE VERY SIMILAR AND Three of them PROPOSE THE COVENANT. IT’S KIND OF RIDICULOUS AND YOU CAN BLAME WHOEVER TOOK THE BOOKS AND COOKED THEM AND THAT HAPPENS TO HAVE OCCURRED IN ROME.

IF YOU CAN’T ACCEPT THAT THE MUSTARD SEED ISN’T THE SMALLEST OF SEEDS YOU HAVE A PROBLEM AND PHYSICAL EVIDENCE IS MEANINGLESS SO WHY BOTHER WITH ENLIGHTENMENT MIGHT AS WELL DEVOLVE BACK TO THE DINOSAUR PERIOD. UNLESS HE WAS TALKING ABOUT AN UNSEEABLE AND AN INVISIBLE MUSTARD SEED.

Which is more important The US Constitution or the Ten Commandments?

Who wrote the US Cockstitition?

Who signed it?

Were there any women involved?

Signing of the United States Constitution

in 1789 and yet we had a civil war in 1861 for Africans via Lincoln married to a catholic woman and now woman’s issues are on the table because of Catholicism gone even madder (islam) and someone using African Americans: Black lives matter issues and some seem contrived, some are not contrived. How about women black, tan, and white? How many african americans had abortions or did they have babies out of wedlock to make money off the federal government b/c of the fear of black men at the time and now they don’t want to give up easy money like food stamps and other federal type dependencies out of control but you had to remain unmarried becoming dependent upon the federal governments handouts. Then of course blaming fatherless families for rises in crime statistics  amongst african americans i.e. black on black crime. Definitely some shenanigans and charlatans using segments of society to keep women down and raise Catholicism/Sharia law etc. and a huge deficit in the job market and small business and promoting ignorance on every level.

I think the Ten Commandments won

and so did Jesus at the Sea of Galilee

in my estimation.

Everything.

Anyway here is a good question for the reader

“Whom do men say that I am?




Anywho,

For months my ex has been telling me he would give me  his computer when he replaces his computer and buys a new one which would of course be very helpful to me.

The other day he came in and asked if I would like a new one for my birthday and I said something like “sure” but with suspicion. He said i haven’t had a gift in years etc. So I said something like okay. He said he was gonna get a new one as well at the same time. Later I probed him about how and he said something like “just accept it don’t ask how.” in other words but the same meaning and I said okay, but later I probed some more and asked if he got a big job or something, etc He said “Don’t worry about it’s, it’s legal.” and I wasn’t even thinking about the obvious and probed some more and he said his brother let him know he was coming into some money that his mom had left to her sons. I was bowled over because right before within a few seconds of his admittance I had a thought in my head I would not accept this new computer over his mom’s dead body. I could not believe it and in the meanwhile a lap top of mine power cord stopped working the night before one of these probing conversations having been bitten through too many times by a certain cat. So I was in a kind of a state of shock and backed off to think about it and ponder my options.

Let me tell you something: my abortion was not legal

but abortion was legal in a few states at the time. I knew of a few girls, friends and family a little older than me who had had an abortion and that is how I heard about them. I wasn’t paying attention at the time about stuff like that because it was not pertinent to me as far as I knew b/c it just was not on my mind until I got pregnant. During that time after or before my friend whose dad was the head of the Grangers shared an LSD with me. Orange sunshine. I did not want a whole one because I was leery of the drug but she had done it before. So having a baby full term wasn’t a good idea at that time. I had an experience on one of their camping outings when I had a reaction to it which is called a flashback and saw skeletons around the campfire in their sleeping bags and I ran into the night into a light which actually turned out to be a tent with a light in it and scared everyone in the tent but we became friends for a short while and later they said they needed to tie me to a tree next time they took me camping and sometime or other they also taught me to repel which is using your left or right hand in front holding the rope to steady it and your body and the other hand behind your back holding the rope to control the speed and the direction you fall either with a wall or space..I preferred the wall because it was easier and I wasn’t that good at repelling. In any case I wasn’t sure which came first the LSD or the fertilized egg and either way I wasn’t sure it was a good idea to proceed near the time of that experience because I was still a stupid kid obviously: kind of like a fig tree not in season nor able to bear good fruit. Somehow I think that experience was found out and so I was granted a free abortion on an army base via a psychologist. But mom and dad didn’t know I had done LSD and I didn’t tell my mom and dad but I can tell my mom and my dad now that I never did it again which is the truth and believe it or not I know they can read about it because my mom told me so at a hospital without access to a computer in her way. And I hear my dad in his way with help from God for both of my parents. However during the time I was a stupid kid and afterwards we did some other drugs that were not hallucinogenics except for the one time in college with Brad Powell, his wife, and my brother when we did mescaline. I was kind of like a wild thing but not too wild yet wild enough to not be trustworthy at the time thanks to my friends and some family members and a few enemies that spiked my drink and raped me in college but they were arabian or muslim not sure b/c they did not exactly advertise it. I woke Deborah who was slumped on a bench and still dressed which was weird but in order to get us the hell out of there. The males did it in front of a window on a ledge to me and that was when I awoke (like it was for someone else to see.) It reminds me of the group of males standing around a consulate that had been captured who did not know how to swim that we saw on the news a while back. Deborah had short hair and I wondered if the arab guys were thinking she was a dyke which she wasn’t at the time or ever that I know of (she was my sister-in-law and a ballet dancer, oboe player very beautiful and only once said anything negative about Gaby her competitor calling her Gaby with a short a) who wanted to go to law school because she was smart but I don’t know if she ever did. She wanted my mom and dad to pay for it b/c her parents wouldn’t and they had a cabin in Ruidosa in any case their marriage did not work out having to do with sex denial and a menage trios that occurred before that, I think.) She was as neurotic as me and my sisters but I think we did not understand what we were up against at the time. I don’t know if she was raped and I did not ask.  Later it occurred to me those guys were teaching us some sort of arab lesson about lesbians. At first we accepted a ride from them but we had them drop us off because I was afraid of them. They all look alike to me so I would not have recognized them the moment we were dropped off and I didn’t want to but they were acting sheepish and seemed ashamed of themselves like they were under someone else’s spell because usually I would think rapists weren’t ashamed but they were looking down as I recall and very quiet while I observed them anyway (not reveling like you would think a group of rapists would act) and then we tried to find a bus shuttle stop and then we racked our brains to figure out a different way to go home. I think I was more alert having woken her up and having the sense to get out of their car asap. We did not talk about it later on, but the person that drove us home b/c we were without a car (Deborah and I) and b/c the shuttle buses stopped running at a certain time and we were without cell phones b/c there was no such thing at the time and we had no money (and our wits were gone for the most part because we had been spiked) was a jewish man within walking distance and a good hike that I remembered where he lived with the help of Deborah who knew him as well somehow. I don’t think I had ever been there so it was kind of a miracle. I don’t remember anyway. We were a bit frizzled on how to approach him for help while contemplating this dilemma we had faced and our shame and confusion at his front door so it took us a while to knock. We were hysterical in a few ways. (The place that spiked us was an arab bar down the street where I worked. We just went for a beer (Deborah’s idea) after work on my job and we accepted a free drink by the bartender who offered it via a table of gentlemen and ended up really screwed up.) He drove us home to our shitty little house we rented together. Mac Rattan came to see me when I lived there and we walked to the grocery store together to get groceries. Kind of weird. He kind of looked like this person in this picture but without a beard. Well can’t find it but he was in Damascus, but when I find the picture I’ll add it.

The Psychology of the 4 Menage Trois

at least the ones I’m fully aware of

Gary, my sister and me which was not by mutual consent because both me and my sister were asleep. I know I was asleep. Drinking involved.

Deborah, my brother, and Bob when in college on a gamble/dare and drinking and high which I heard about somehow which made their sex life miserable after that.

Bob, my brother, and Roseanne (my chemistry tutor) which happened after I left because I had a cold and felt like shit which I heard about via my brother the next day and because Roseanne was willing and I think in that order and high possibly drinking because they liked to dare each other for fun

and Bob and I kind of went our separate ways

and then

on a ledge in front of a window which was not consensual with drinking involved and obviously a drug

3 year old Malachi alone on a ledge and in danger at The Ark because the ledge had broken off and possibly spiritually trying to make me notice somehow probably a building code infraction causing an accident as if it had cratered or been blown away by something but no one was high except for my mom (not self inflicted) in a wheel chair talking to 3 gnomes by the tree near the pond and waterfall in the neighborhood below that we took her down into for a walk  b/c she said something like  

 from the Sound of Music!

pointing at the invisible gnomes and that was the visit when my mom kept pointing to her nose to me with her eyes very wide open about my companions: my brother, Gary, my older sister, and my little sister when we were back at the Ark in the hallway but did it I think 3 times

and then the ledge I created for computers later on actually before I created a cool ledge but never got it off the ground, so to speak.

And then my sister told me 3 was the number of perfection which she learned via her female retreats in North Carolina with the BGEA and I think the english woman across the street?

WEIRD 

i know there’s something to all this but it’s very weird.

Donovan – Mellow Yellow 2010

The abortion was done on an army base but with psychological testing beforehand to see if I was capable. I think that was why but I did not ask at the time being so young. I was, I think, impregnated on army soil by an army personnel. I had met him on a ranger’s outing where they do ranger training type stuff and my friend’s dad was in charge of the rangers on that base at the time is who brought me there. While there we got lost in some thick thicket of woods and took us a few hours to find our way out and then I think was when I met him. We went out and I don’t remember very much. I don’t even remember the ride going home only snippets of memory getting out of the car after the intercourse and looked like a big hill overlooking something, pain in the back seat, small part of the drive to wherever it was we went and I don’t know where. I thought I was on the left side of the car but I as not driving. Weird experience. I did not accept a date when he called again and a few months later saw his friend when I went in the golf shop, bar, dining area who smirked at me like he knew something. His last name was Tucker one of the older boys not the youngest who was my age. We were also busted on the same base for marijuana when a bunch of colonel’s kids went out to the ranger area to smoke some joints. I was the youngest person of about 8 kids and no one was holding and everything was on a blanket. It wasn’t mine. One of the kids didn’t show up and he was a son of the military police and obviously he told his dad or something or his dad had him set it up. He was supposed to have been there and usually was smoking with his friends. He was kind of a sorry person like his younger brother in that they had been affeminated by their dad who seemed like a bully. We did not really blame him because obviously he did not have a choice but he should have warned us. The rangers came in helicopters at night and put us in a row on our knees with rifles on us. Scared the shit out of us. Anyway it was quite a scene. All of the kids were colonel’s kids and this was at the time of the social experiment to allow black colonels to become generals via a quota system, you know, when Colin Powell got his chance to shine! A bit over done. My brother was there on his knees and told me not to say anything so I didn’t but no one asked me anything any way.

The Powell’s were there as well….Tracy and Brad Powell -my brother’s best friends at the time. Both kids of another colonel who lived down the street. Colonel Powell. Kind of coincidental. Colin Powell and the Powells. I guess Colonel Powell cried when we were busted for marijuana (we heard) though we were not charged….why and why did he cry?

Because it wasn’t about drugs it was about rank.

For some reason I felt like my dad blamed me but he didn’t say so. I just felt like he thought my brother had been led down the primrose path by me and he was four years older than me and it was my brother’s friends, not mine, not that I wasn’t misbehaving enough already. Same thing in Branson being an hour late (and it wasn’t my fault AT ALL. I wasn’t wearing a watch and I wasn’t in charge of the van, etc) and in Virginia during the trip to the theater (which was definitely not my fault and admitted to many years later) and watching a musical I thought was a good movie but my dad was sick at the time and weaker and I think affected by what attacked him in the hospital when Kristen had her baby (Malachi, not sure, but I think so who I yelled out to go back when at The Ark because he was about to get in trouble off of a ledge two or three stories high without family -his grandparents UNwatchful eyes while my mom was talking to some gnomes by the tree. Funny thing is that ledge had been broken off as if it had fallen or some kind of accident occurred there because it was damaged somehow and should have continued past the huge window (i think the cafeteria window but kind of reminded me of a window in front of a golf course type eating place but something happened there kind of like what you see en masse in Syria but this was after my dad had died the visit to see my mom….not sure about the ledge and whatever happened to it before or after my dad died.

which I think was a sign)

 when he had a TIA and whatever it was that blew down his front door off the hinges of his home that he built for no reason (the door event, that is).

My brother took two of his sisters to see some pretty rank movies a few times one about nazis abusing a jewish female captive and after the war they meet at a music theater and continue their sick relationship and cause each other pain for fun that he wanted us to see. Italian style, and a few other Italien movies at the time by some famous director and Swept Away, Affair in Paris (Marlon Brando-music was good) etc So what I tried to show the family was tame in comparison but I think I know why my dad acted funny was because of the pre movie before hand which was pretty rank for my dad. I could tell when eating hamburgers with my sister and her family at a restaurant with my dad and mom he was mulling over some things and had been very sick with bladder cancer and had been doing some type cancer chemo therapy and I could tell he was sorting things out and being attacked spiritually very acutely because it was Gary and Diane that got him to “accept Jesus into his heart” yada yada yada the BGEA conversion technique to destroy a good person and their relationships for evil (however there is God)  “suffer it to be so” kind a thing and most people do it to get some deranged pesky pests off their back and end up with a bigger one (the T-rex who can cause a greater amount of harm being so shallow, dense and vengeful) and because of who my sisters both succumbed to somehow through their husbands and friends. I think they also needed my dad’s help without realizing that was what they got and they need it. Takes a while to get a good representation or the whole picture and the lairs involved which are many. I have been at it for a while and barely scratched the surface, LOL I had no idea there could be so much of a falling out (discontent, controversy) over a mustard seed. It’s like inventing the wheel or discovering fire. It’s really amazing. I know this will sound really conceded but how has mankind made it thus far without me?   Just been winging it, huh? We are dealing with some nasty shit and I’m not just talking politics:

BILLY GRAHAM

who was attacking me

and many others as well including them then

but he’s BERRY tricky and has fooled a lot of people, even Presidents!

Does a leopard change his spots?

He’s the sifter like a sieve: The holy one. A thief and many other bad things.

Simon simon…..Perez who thought he could save the children at everyone else’s expense because the leopard changed his spots and other things.

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My dad didn’t cry

when we were busted but he was angry but not too terribly and soon after we moved to a different state and he retired. There are many worse things that can happen and I think he knew that. He had fought in two wars. He could paratroop with the best. I don’t think he merrily pushed people out the door. He was a leader.

He had perspective.

Both the Powell kids were with us that night Tracy and Brad Powell during the bust in fact I think it was their idea and their idea of location because they had been there before, I remember.  Both were very outdoorsy type people  and liked to hike, camp, etc  So he probably did not make general either I assumed unless…………..because because because. We were on the same base as the prisoner Capt. Callais of the Viet Nam War who murdered a bunch of people in Viet Nam (My Lai) and was under house arrest for trial in the army who kind of looked like Colin Powell but white. Very similar at least the pictures I saw a while back of Capt. Callais  but probably are in a state of change now.

Colin Powell isn’t very dark. He was sort of 

(O GAWD what’s the word?)

a compromise.

 Years and years later after Brad had some kids and a wife my brother went to his wife’s funeral and the way Brad acted toward him made my brother think he had murdered his wife on that bike trail when she had an accident and a spoke went through her kidney. Like kicking her off her bike on a big incline of some kind because that was the story but with out the kick.

A short time before the death of Brad’s wife my brother won a huge lawsuit against FedEx for employee harassment or something like that: Discrimination. So not sure why Brad treated my brother so badly and SNUBBED him at the funeral of his wife. My brother came to be a friend and to help him at his own expense. They had been best friends and went through a lot together so it was bewildering the way Brad acted, which would be to anyone in the same position.

Was it because he won the law suit against Fed Ex? Was it because Brad murdered his wife? Was it because of what happened before that night on a base in Georgia? Was something catching-up with Brad? 

Before she died my eldest sister befriended them and their kids in San Antonio. I don’t remember Brad’s wifes name but her daughter became friends with my eldest sister’s oldest daughter after I had spilled the beans (about Gary) to my sister. I don’t know why except maybe her hairdo but she reminded me of Peter Pan in a femal-ish way but a very quiet person. Both her and Brad and my brother contacted me in college before that when I was attending college and got me to do mescaline with them (which I had never done nor did again) and swam down the Perdanales River going down the waterfalls (and some camping as well another time) ruining my beautiful bathing suit. He was a photographer on the side.

Helicopters?

(Not just one but at least three with rifles)

Idi he shine?

Back to that awful night: The girl who brought me to the ranger danger area whose dad was in charge of the Rangers was sleeping regularly with her white math teacher and coach at a black high school in the black neighborhood we were bussed to during that social experiment who also provided marijuana to both of us. I was offered heroin on the campus of that school and asked if I wanted to go out by the same african american and I said something like “no thanks my parents would not appreciate it” or something like that partially because of race and the heroin aspect and everything else going on.

Ecc 3: To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;

Why does this verse not say “A time to murder?”Is there a difference between killing and murdering? Why does this verse not say “A time to conceive?” Is there difference between being born and conceiving? Why do we celebrate birthdays and not conceivedays? 

If I had known what would occur that night I probably would not have gone and if I had known ahead of time and told my parents they probably would not have let me go out that night. But that was then. There is such a thing as petting that used to be respected so pregnancy would not occur.

Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.
Obviously conception is meaning birth because it hurts naturally (remember Joan Rivers joke) and even when you have caesarian though not till a day later and since conception is not sex the moment your egg meets a sperm (dating) which can obviously without birth control can result in pregnancy.
 Now who conceives a bunch more than others??????? Those without birth control or strict Roman Catholiics there are other groups as well (in sociology terms) but they are  known for it. They used to say that about Jews breeding like rabbits etc so we have to be careful not to offend large families but it is conceivable that the RCC religion is causing others great harm when they tapse into countries threatening woman who have aborted retroactively with jail time influencing our election process way too much trying to pin candidates down on an issue that is mostly a woman’s issue a very private issue and contentious as well and fictionalized in many ways through tricks and something most people evolve or are evolving as they learn more and stirring up some zealots within government and churches to shame women for utilizing a right given to most of them by law out of need and common sense sociologically. In the past they banished women that were pregnant out of marriage now they’re doing the opposite and praising them its a bit insane and threatening other countries for not being the banished woman from the garden it’s hard to take:)
WHO STARTED THE SHAMING?…THE JESUIT POPE PIOUS FRANCES
BECAUSE HE IS A PIOUS MALE….HOW CONCEIVABLY CONVENIENT
AND THEN SAINTS MOTHER TERESA FOR SHABBY, VENGEFUL, SHALLOW PROPAGANDA AND
INTRODUCING A NEW WAY TO MURDER FOR MANY REASONS AND TO LORD OVER
THE MEDICAL FIELD

which is a historical inroad for a

Coup d’état

over other religions, states, and countries killing their enemies softly

without declaring war

because they would lose and they know it but they are sleazy beyond imagination

AND FOR THE RC PAPACY TO PROLONG EVERYONE’S AGONY.
What woman ate the forbidden fruit?
in regards to the Genesis 3:16 verse above
I don’t know about you but sex is not hard to do
except maybe when you don’t expect it
 or if you are a kid 
or if you don’t like or love who you are stuck with
or if someone cuts off your clitoris/penis
as some do in muslim countries which the RCC is somewhat responsible for 

indirectly

which may be conceivably a very convenient sneaky underhanded way to protect their mousy business and gain some assets of others at the same time though most of us don’t have gold teeth.

Why do we honor D-Day and not the days leading up to the day we landed on the shores of Normandy? Why don’t people christen a ship during it’s planning?

Notice the number of the verse above in Genesis! 3:16

What is the most popular verse of the gospels besides my ex’s favorite saying:

A thousand years is a day as a day is a thousand years.?

John 3:16

How do you pronounce GEN 3:16?

I’ll have to look it up in a paper leather bound version of the bible

to see if it is the same as on internet, but Very-Very interesting until then. If it is different I’ll let you know but if it is the same John 3:16 could be a mock of Gen:3-16. It’s a possibility or a Very BIG sign.

Dominic Grieve under pressure to explain CPS decision not to prosecute over gender selection abortion scandal

I’m against late term partial birth abortion because that is a birth and seems to me it’s a possibility that the idea was conceived by the Jesuits to protect the Vatican. There is no reason for late term partial birth abortion when you can have a baby born caesarian vs natural unless the woman is against scars and scar tissue or to impale a baby which is a vow made by those who are Jesuits to protect the Papacy, but it’s not a pap smear tactic it’s what they promise to do and since the Vatican is against abortion and birth control I would not put it past the Jesuits to do it and Pope Francis is a Jesuit. Is it only a mere coincidence? There’s a picture of a nun getting patted on the back by Pope Francis or getting kudos who was in those videos about babies brains being sucked out that we heard about during the time that the only female Republican candidate was still in the running for the nomination for the Presidency. It’s political folly to even use it as a way to get votes either in Clinton’s case or Trumps. This kind of folly might be why babies are attacked during their time of birth to deceive and it ought to be “off limits in a political forum.” just in case that is the reason for it occurring.

There are exceptions to every rule like someone living through an abortion as we heard from Trump and others if they are to be believed which I don’t know could be a presumption not based on facts but it’s fair game to include this particular exception:

Donald Trump, Here’s What It’s Really Like To Get A Late-Term Abortion

Just added the article above that I found in my bookmarks on my computer while looking and I guess some people have abortions in or near time of birth because they prefer having a male child such as in China or a female child because they are cute. Obviously world government is a fantasy because of the differing faiths and different beliefs ensconced in some societies. Since women are required to wear burkas or habits in some countries I hope we make it illegal to wear burkas and habits (which are all too similar) here in the USA. I heard about a woman who had 11 or more abortions and in my opinion she should have had those abortions and must have known something about herself or her husband or for health reasons. I never asked her reasons and only knew her for a spur of the moment wedding and reception I attended for my sister who told me about it. 

We did our duty for african americans happily at the time and we got fucked when we were in the military and after by the theocratic country/state that interferes in the affairs of men by using their malice of forethought to come up with the assisted suicide/murder incentives under the guise of the new enlightenment 

i.e. faith

Pope Benedict claimed faith was the new enlightenment meaning it was false and I suppose might hold other clues as to the false prophet

and blame women and their families who have had abortions or used birth control as their scapegoat and their social justice was an excuse and a reason for hospicing/MURDERING those that are the enemy of the false prophet

Is Pope Francis the False Prophet?

NO

But He Is

ASSISTING THE FALSE PROPHET

I have mentioned a few times about the Benedictine Order of Monte Cassino in Italy that was destroyed or heavily damaged by American armed forces during WWll because it was housing and hiding Nazis that Ian Paisley wrote about in his blog  European Institute of Protestant Studies  who has since died and is now referred to as an anti catholic- Evangelical  from Ireland who

looks like my uncle

(The Man From U.N.C.L.E)

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Growing up my uncle often reminded me of Victor Mature who played Samson in the movie Samson and Delilah, I think the secret weapon to Re-Catholicize Europe might have been Billy Graham. He started his Crusades in England. The Hearsts/Hursts  of Germany who owned the press swine press had the rest of the press puff Billy Graham in the USA! He made a pact to keep silent about each other to religious leaders in order to hold him unaccountable and to look squeaky clean and them as well.  The entrapper. Doesn’t the leopard represent Germany? Does a leopard change it’s spots? Another false covenant! Silence of the lambs but the people rose up eventually;) They didn’t make the pact for one thing and the covenant backfired. LOL Like the car ride to the theater I had with my family with the windows up without warning anyone and then in the theater.   SBD And none said C’est moi– The one bullet theory kind of got the ball rollin. And it started to stink and people started to notice using their sense of smell and eventually their ears and their eyes and developed a sense of awareness and intuition etc and then their hearts and their minds, etc.

which I have no idea if it’s true but have never noticed that tidbit of information before but things change conveniently on the internet. Hard to believe an evangelical is anti-catholic since the shill for Roman Catholicism was Billy Graham (BGEA) an evangelical. But since Franklin Graham was attacked by some in the business of some religions in the first term of the Obama Administration to be inclusive of Mormonism and not to call it a cult anymore anything is possible in order to unite the religions of the world to be a One World Religion. One of the things I think the people vowed to avenge (probably Jesuits) said was similar to what Obama said about teaching a lesson not to be forgotten but in this case was to the USA and that is what Obama said a while back about something in space and letting it stretch it’s legs after being let out of a box. So whatever was at Monte Cassino might have included something about the Prophet of Islam or Obama. Pope Benedict XVI had only a short space to be pope he said at the beginning of his pope-ship. He left a lot of clues. has in my option he knew he had only a short space to leave them. I think he was considered by the Roman Catholic CHurch a Judas for exposing their lies a few times and was replaced by a Jesuit Pope. I certainly got that clue when doing some research that the RCC did not like what Pope Benedict XVl did in some aspects. Pretty controversial stuff and took some guts to expose. Such as: Maybe the Jews aren’t responsible for the death of Jesus and other things .Pope Francis stole a necklace off a martyr hoping to gain courage that he told about early in his POPE career. NOt sure he was talking about Pope Benedict XVl or someone else I know but I think it has to do with Benghazi the infamous event that O’reilly the Jesuit who wrote a book called Killing Jesus because God suggested it never hardly ever reported about and seemed to avoid conspicuously and indubitably is involved somehow, IMO. 

My oldest sister flew on a plane to announce with me my peril to my parents (b/c she had had an abortion previously) and I had called her and lo and behold she sat next to a priest on the plane and she confessed something as if he didn’t already know.

Never happened again so obviously we were people of interest to the priest.

My ex did a book on tape for Gen. Powell about Gen. Powell doing sound effects later on after we were married many years later. I have no idea why. To noblize him?

My dad retired soon thereafter the marijuana raid because he was screwed by the army but he did not complain. He did not ever put down african americans that I had ever heard of in any way though one of his men was caught at the launderers getting his uniform pressed and told the person in front of the business and in front of someone we knew that my dad was a SON OF A BITCH. I have no idea of his race. We also had our Volks-wagon stolen by some young guy who went AWOL on that same base.

My dad wasn’t a SOB but he was a good colonel cared about training his men and would have been a great general but I was glad he was who he was. My dad. He never threw my abortion at me as a whipping tool and nor did my mom. (My ex does in his way.) We had some family issues and we worked through them when we were together after that except for one we didn’t know about till later.

 I told the ex I don’t need a new computer I’ll just take the one he promised for no reason many months before when he buys his new computer and then I left a site for him to peruse or examine on his computer behind a game screen he could not miss about Mother Teresa by Christopher Hitchens. Whether he read it or not I have no idea. Obviously testing me through trickery to incriminate me and to make me a party to what his family decided to do which was to starve their mom to death using a hospice in Michigan which he said was her wish not to go to an old folks home/nursing home that she had been employed by the likes of for many years. Kind of sleazy. 

Perhaps the answer to this dilemma is to improve old folks homes, nursing homes, senior living, etc. Instead of lowering our standards we could raise the standards of nursing homes, senior living, and old folks homes, and protect our service men, wives, and families better since they tried to protect us but it wouldn’t be Catholic if we did that. hmmmmm

my next post I think will be titled

Something About Vincent Bugliosi Bugs Me

besides his assertion that Oswald shot J. F. Kennedy. If only he had watched the Zapruder film he would have to know blood doesn’t spray straight up when a shot is fired from above.

Bugliosi should have been court marshaled by the army.

Maybe that will jog his memorial.

Branded themeBranded theme

Or how about this: Me Tarzan, you Jane!

(I can’t remember who of the close friends of my parents had painted a medium sized portrait in oil of Jackie Kennedy. Someone who was captivated, I think. I know it was a male. Maybe I will have a brainstorm of memory before I write this post.)

though I may change my mind b/c I’m not sure he is relevant for my purpose and

because I do that sometimes, LOL.

Evidently so does my ex because while talking about the women accusing Trump of groping them after he allowed some victims of Bill Clinton to speak and listening to a Fox analyst lie his ass off (Krauthammer) about the press not responsible for some of this stuff and after reading Michelle’s response to something about Trump via her husband Obama piling on against Trump I read an article that Trump never has run for political office and mentioned it to the ex-husband and he said, “Uh-uh (no), he never has.” and then he asked “Who said he did?”  and it seemed sincere and all I could say is “I don’t know.” LOL….He, the ex husband said that Donald Trump ran for President before this election cycle but to get into that strangeness is not worth it. Some battles are worth fighting and some aren’t. I think sometimes some people know not what they say, especially the press. Even Tom Hanks is calling Trump a gasbag but he has a movie coming out with a religious tone ….called something like Things Are Not What They Seem…I think that’s the name of it and probably on the level of The Da Vinci Code however I agree things aren’t what they seem.

‘Absolutely false,’ Trump defiantly responds to women’s groping allegations

Are they piling on and why didn’t we hear about this 8 months ago while there were 16 other Republican candidates? Did they forget? Why didn’t they come out when Donald Trump got divorced from Ivana for Ivana?

*Have you noticed how the Sea of Peter (Mediterranean Sea) is very land lock-ed as if were not as big once as it is now to separate some peoples. Have you ever wondered why only Spain and England sent out ships unto the west? Why didn’t Turkey or Italy or other great nations in history send ships westward besides thinking the earth was flat because it looked that way from their vantage point, I suppose. I think maps are being diverted like rivers in some places for some ungodly reason. I read that LBJ was a builder of dams, but where? Egypt? Why for monsieur?

The reason Hillary and others want open borders is b/c of the results of WWll (Israel) and her guru wants to undo it and it won’t happen.  Why?

Why do you think?


I think it is very unwise to have the nation’s capital on the East Coast especially these days  and because of commerce. “There asking for it.” to plagiarize Melania Trump’s exact words in her interview about the dirty politics going on. I think that’s what she said but I’m referring to the feds. I think it would be smart when the capital is moved to the center of the country that no press should be allowed except in each state for commerce sake sints there is no there there.

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I asked the ex today on the phone if he had seen the screen/you tube of Christopher Hitchens expose about Mother Teresa and about assisted suicide that I had left on his computer screen behind a game he likes to play called WOW a family favorite which wasn’t on wide screen resolution. He said “no, he didn’t see it.” There is no way he didn’t see it! More than likely he didn’t want to see it so he could remain in ignorance:

Aretha Franklin – Don’t Play That Song (You Lied) [1970]

Ahead of that conversation he came in before leaving to go to work and asked “do you feel okay?” and something else in regards to how I was feeling and reminded me of Gary mocking me and I said “Yea, I feel great.”  I didn’t really feel great but I didn’t feel bad either but he was mocking me in a weird sadistic way…not sure why and then came in with a twenty dollar bill. Some kind of game he’s play’in!

My daughter and her boyfriend were planning on coming to town soon a few days before my birthday but not necessarily for my birthday because it was not mentioned only was it mentioned in regards to the new computer the ex wanted me to accept and the complicity of the hospicing of his mom getting money from her later that his mom had acquired somehow which I think is pertinent in sum capacity though I don’t know why. He tried to deny he used a hospice when on the phone, but he did. He told me: the hospice personnel came to check her vitals daily because I guess the hospital people or where ever it was she was housed didn’t know how. Perhaps the hospice took charge over the others involved in her care HAVING SUM KIND OF PRIORITY or AUTHORITY and the ex was on target as far as how long it would take to starve her to death compared to his brother who thought it might take quite a bit longer AS IF HE HAD EXPERIENCE.

I had previously told him the things my daughter wanted to do when she visited that we had discussed on the phone if she could fit those activities in and found out the ex had to work on Saturday night and my other daughter had to work also that day earlier. So he decided and told me that he had to work that night and they could come to his gig and have dinner and he could bring something back home to me. I had said right before he made his decision that my daughter and her boyfriend and my other daughter and I could do those things without him then since he had to work and his response was for them to hang out with him without me because he had a gig that night. He knows I don’t enjoy watching him play his sax anymore but that was not why he said what he said. Because I persist in my beliefs and he does not like it. I was not trying to exclude him.

So I called her today before that phone call above to the ex and told her “you know what there is no way to do all the stuff she wanted to do and told her about her dad’s plan and I told her I would not be hanging out with them and about the schedules and that the distance and time it would take for her to get to town and back that it wasn’t worth it,” and she agreed.

aretha franklin do right woman , do right man

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She agreed not just because she couldn’t fit it all in (the things she wanted to do) but because she loves me and wanted to spend time with me

(but the ex obviously did not want her to spend time with me but to attend his gig to be his audience because it made him look more important than me in his little nugget of a brain like Gary my brother-in-law wanting my family to isolate me so I would come back to the fold which would make him and my oldest sister look good when some shit hit the fan. The ex enjoys insulting me and so did Gary in his ways which were many and it got old. I do try to play it straight and communicate but some people don’t and I have a right to respond in kind.)

I felt relieved.

I don’t think he liked me turning him down about a new computer, do you? There is a word sum call people like him and it starts with a “p” and ends with a “k” with three letters in between and my premonition is he isn’t gonna have one when all is said and done. LOL

In essence,

I foiled his plan that he had conceived

by witnessing to her about

what he said to me 

because I did not agree

and it did not sit well with me.

Too bad Jesus didn’t come as a female without knowledge and see how he would handle it. That’s why I think trust in our parents is our best bet which is in the Ten Commandments. With all the discrepancies in the gospels and the other books after

it’s kind of hard to trust Jesus. You learn a lot in families,

but you don’t learn very much at church. 

You would think God would have made sure there weren’t those discrepancies! Couldn’t God have corrected the gospels so there weren’t those discrepancies and yet he didn’t. Why?

Know what I mean?

Cursing a fig tree? What a waste.

I have my reservations about Jesus deservedly. There are only a few sincere statements included by Jesus towards the female. Why? Sin no more? How? Was the prostate/prostitute or adulterer able to earn a living? Did he know she had a degree in nursing? He wasn’t much of a psychologist and why not say it to those accusers but all he did was put a line in the dirt/sand so what did that mean? I have heard some weird ideas of what he wrote and nothing so far is believable other than a line. (Is it akin to the red line like Netanyahu has drawn a few times at the UN?)  like watching mother teresa say forgive to a bunch of people in India after a big deadly event. Forgive what? Sin no more. Easy for Jesus to say but lets say the woman had kids, no husband, no job, and no money, no talent because nobody gave her a chance (because she needed at least two years experience to get a job.) So the men left the scene. Big deal. Did they learn from it. Doesn’t appear that the male learned anything so far as I have witnessed.  Cursing a fig tree was supposed to teach males anything? The church from what I noticed is a COMPLETE FAILURE. Don’t touch me he told Mary (because she wasn’t clean enough or because he wasn’t really there or just a hologram or did she lie?) There were a few Marys in the gospels and supposedly she saw Jesus after Peter saw the empty tomb and he saw two cloths not one cloth (one for the head and one for the body) or before not sure but why did he not allow her to touch him when he allowed Thomas to touch him. Had he seen the father in-between visitations? It doesn’t say in our gospels whether he did or not. Doesn’t make sense. And then of course there is the Shroud of Turin which is one cloth and has since been used to make a hologram which may be the reason she was not allowed to touch Jesus because he was untouchable.) and yet he let Thomas touch him. Who cleaned him when he died….Thomas? And then Paul / Saul who hunted christians at first and infiltraited later after he had a vision/conversion on the way to Damascus like Prince Charles and Paul introduces his family in one of the books after the 4 main gospels and one of them is Mary and tells the world you can have it all…talking about gods.

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a sign for you all  man out there AND I DON’T MEAN JOY

You are not yet fifty and you have met Abraham? says someone to Jesus about a guy who supposedly died on the cross at the age of 33 or 36. “Is this knot the Carpenter’s son?” I don’t think they had anything other than Henna for coloring hair.

Woman what do I have to do with thee, he said to his mom in CANA where in the Old Testament there will be no Canaanites allowed in the New Jerusalem that comes down after revelation is through and in CANA he turns water into wine to get people drunk? Something weird about that discrepancy. Was his mom the caterer? Why would she care if the wedding guests ran out of wine? She was trying to prove something, but how sublime or was it a delay of some kind in Cana? Something there with that. Maybe at the time he was remarkable but people didn’t realize some of the things he did might have been tricks like spiking the water with a drug and purple dye and they lacked experience to know how those tricks could be achieved. Did he part the Red Sea….nope. That’s a tough miracle to beat.  I was gonna say follow but the hebrews did whether Moses was ahead I don’t know but he parted the Red Sea with the help of God. He did not throw his staff into the water as in the movie about Moses recently like Holy Grail type staff or like in the movie Brave Heart probably the same director. There are a few things that seemed believable and I have witnessed miracles but was it Jesus? He didn’t exactly sign the miracles I have seen. A few of them were tough to beat. What happened to Joseph? Never mentions Joseph who adopted him the one that did not put Mary away for being pregnant out of wedlock. Did Jesus not appreciate his adopted dad and went their separate ways? Tells a scribe or someone who followed him to let the dead bury the dead when his dad died. Sounds to me like he did not like his own dad to say that to another person about their dad who had died. Some Very big problems with the bible and Jesus besides the mustard seed problem of faith since it’s not the smallest of seed so why did he say it was?. Why did he only teach for 3 to 3-1/2 years. or does he teach in one half of tribulation? Why does he leave his family so they think he is lost? Very precocious. Is that godlike? Did he enjoy freaking out his parents. He could have said mom, dad, God told me to go over here and do some stuff so don’t worry. How hard would it have been to tell his parents? Wouldn’t God have wanted him to warn his parents so it must not have been God who was directing him as a kid and why? So he could be a show off doing God’s business??  

(Reminds me of another cousin of mine that my older sister ate poop with as a tot.)

It doesn’t make sense since we are supposed to honor our parents you tell them the truth…like saying: God told me to show off at the temple. Don’t ya think? Wouldn’t God have told Joseph and Mary since their own son didn’t and say don’t get mad, get glad?  

I think the Jesus that honors parents

to fulfill the law

wouldn’t do that to his parents, don’t you?

even as a kid.

Jesus does tell Peter to “feed my sheep” not starve them using a hospice as if he knew something way ahead of time. 2000 years ahead of time.

Obviously there were more than one Jesus. I think there were two Jesuses in the Gospel of John/Gen a fake one and a real one maybe or mixed up some information like in a card game of war and the loser threw up the cards like a 52 card pickup gospel wise to mix everyone up which appears to be the case. When Jesus died on the cross the temple curtain/veil (evil) a very thick curtain was torn in half from twain to twain. Obviously referring to Mark Twain and a distance in length and length of time as well from the time of Jesus, I think. Why was the veil torn when he was crucified. To show something about who was really running the temple: King Herod (O’reilly Mr. Jesuit) thinks it was the Jewish clerics but who occupied Jerusalem?: The Romans (RCC), and what sits supposedly on the mount? :The Dome of the Rock (Islam) and the courts were not who they seemed and Joseph of Ari-mathea was a just (as I am? Evangelical) sat on it and where was he from? Ari-stotle Onassis? Greece? How close is Greece/Germany to Rome? Also the holy books of the temple were stolen and taken to Rome (for the jews?) and the rulers at the time hired JOSEPHUS ben/ari (son of) Matthias (Matthew) adopted son of Flaviuses to rework the books (for the jewish clerics to blame themselves?) and for propaganda purposes. Matthew was a tax man and a follower of a false Jesus imo.

The Rising Sun  – Japan

Oreilly’s latest book The Rising Sun I guess about Japan. Best selling book out there because he gets to advertise it nightly. Japan, the Mother of all Martyrs for fascism in WWll attacking Pearl Harbor at the time and for the Neocatechumenal Way the next time. Do Neocats yen for pearls?

And a third of the waters were poisoned

by a tsunami because the Japanese Roman Catholics wanted a 5-year delay of the Neocatechumenal Way Why? Because of the rise in suicides. So a place like H.A.A.R.P. heated the atmosphere and the water like a microwave oven and caused tectonic troubles inducing an earthquake creating a tsunami (2011) which affected their nuclear plant producing a nuclear accident/disaster (like Bhopal) and Obama tweeted “Another was on it’s way.” Another what? Another shall gird thee and carry thee where thou would not….. another as in Billy Graham/Frankln Graham/the BGEA

to offer his assistance and insistence to minister

and to release the poison every few months

because they have no choice

(GET READY AMERICA said the DOD)

Rudolph But had to blame the female for pollution to make money on Climate Change/Global Warming

You mean it wasn’t microwave technology from H.A.A.R.P.?

It was those little women? Are you daft?

-No But he is.

What about the tsunami in the Indian ocean (2004) that altered the axis of the planet earth causing it to wobble about 7 years or so before that??? (not just physically but politically)

It was the little woman.

And the woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet colour, and decked with gold and precious stones and pearls, having a golden cup in her hand full of abominations and filthiness of her fornication:
it is the smallest sovereign state in the world by both area and population.

Dire Straits – Money For Nothing + lyrics


From Twain To Twain

Possibly referring to the saying “Never the twain shall meet?”


“Never the twain shall meet

Meaning

Two things which are so different as to have no opportunity to unite.

Origin

Twain derives from the Old English twegen, meaning two. The phrase never the twain shall meet was used by Rudyard Kipling, in his Barrack-room ballads, 1892:

“Oh, East is East, and West is West, and never the twain shall meet.”

There, Kipling is lamenting the gulf of understanding between the British and the inhabitants of the Indian subcontinent. It may well be that he coined the phrase – at least, I can’t find an earlier citation of it in print.”

Course it’s in one of the gospels (Gospel of Mark) “from twain to twain.” referring to the veil of the temple when Jesus was crucified:

The Holy of Holies and the Veil

Sounds a bit like one of the Pauls in this description and the same kind of convincing about faith. It’s very easy to get sucked into some of the explanations for the torn veil because of a morsel of truth within. Could also mean kangaroo court run by Paul and Jesus put him on notice in a big way because it was no small feat!.

4″thick “and that horses tied to each side could not pull it apart.”

The Thickness of the Temple Veil

“Tabernacle. The Holy of Holies was covered by a veil, and no one was allowed to enter except the High Priest, and even he could only enter once a year on Yom Kippur (the day of atonement), to offer the blood of sacrifice and incense before the mercy seat.”Anyway this article says the veil was Babylonian….need I say anything else? Maybe so: Whore of Babylon? scarlet and purple/cardinals and bishops/roman occupation that is probably why it rent in two from twain to twain. The same group/religion that changed the Ten Commandments? The least merciful …WWll.(6 million jews) (not in battle) their neighbors and fellow countrymen, women and children…..etc >>>>>>Poland>>>>and  now going after women who have had an abortion retroactively but it won’t stop there. It’s the beginning and it’s the end. Bowing down to Islam. It’s called fascism the schism of the world and it’s about vengeance and money, breaking every commandment as long as you let them without confrontation, the RCC wants to make our decisions for us, who fucks us, who gets married to who, who gets leniency/anullments and convenient miscarriages, indulgences, now wanting to sell ashes in catholic containers, hospicing the elderly and looking the other way and those they resent because of WWll and our military that made a difference then anyway, and the fascists loss of face, and getting caught with little boys and girls and money laundering, etc, i.e.. transfer of wealth or redistribution of wealth eventually to be in their money grubbing palms by hook or by crook, etc. Mostly because they have dumb rules about marriage and all the other things that screwed their minds and want us to go along and because of fear of Islam who they cozied up to and want us to bail them out so to speak, or else. A catch-22 but it doesn’t have to be this way which is the wrong way.

Don’t let them get away with it.

We don’t need their intel. It’s false intel. I think we are in WWlll without announcing it and we were attacked on 9-11 and kind of defended the wrong people somehow. Kuwait? I remember the press were involved and I think it was a hotel and some sort of attack and it might have been a Big Deception by the press. It seemed like it was deception even at the time. We started having hearings in Congress about the rape of women in Kuwait?

Using women as an excuse in Kuwait and then abortion in Poland as an excuse against women.

I sure don’t recall a bunch of Kuwait pregnancies.

Do you? The IraQ war was the veil.

We want to defend women after the fact but they and their families can’t defend themselves after the fact so they can be used some more?

Is that how it works with the RCC and Islam?

This way no one can win?

To be or not to be, that is the question.

To be, or not to be, that is the question: Whether ’tis Nobler in the mind to suffer. The Slings and Arrows of outrageous Fortune (a bunch of birds attacking you),

Or to take Arms against a Sea of troubles

(the Papacy)

 And by opposing end them: to die, to sleep.

Our country will be destroyed if we don’t win.

When did we become a bunch of losers?

When we were Romanced by Rome?

Iran and Iraq were at war. Something like that but it’s been quite a while. Who attacked us? It wasn’t Syria. Got off the track. Why? BAD INTEL. Dumb deals. One of the richest countries per capita is Saudi Arabia and below it is a country called Yemen and they are starving from what I saw in the news (in a civil war)

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“…..at least 10,000 people have been killed in fighting between Saudi-led Arab coalition and the Iran-allied Houthi movement.”

Severe malnutrition in Yemen

but I think with lots of help from Saudi Arabia who I think started the trouble in Syria with hired hands using our tax dollars probably laundered by the Vatican Jesuits (the mob). It was their citizens whether they trained in Afghanistan, Florida, or wherever the Saudis are responsible because the Saudis raised them and their discontent. Islam should not have freedom to worship in our country not after attacking the US, nor in Israel. They should not have mosques to further their plans.( The Dome of the Rock.) They should leave, imo. without diplomatic immunity. ET phone home. We don’t need their oil. I think the Jesuits of the RCC are involved. We have the right to take their oil after what they did to New York. We have been bleeding for a long time and haven’t stopped the bleeding and we have not been the same since then and our country will go to hell if we don’t handle it once and for all.

It was like we suffered decompression.

I think it’s called The Bends

to Islam.

Aladdin and the Seven Seas type deal and the veil

thick as thieves.

South Asia largest population of Hindu’s and largest muslim population in the world.

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Lots of references to Hindus (woman in teal/satin and only woman/wife dressed in color and there are ten not 8 wives but the one that interests me is the woman with the lampshade hat who looks from afar though I don’t know her body type very much like MLK’s niece like she did or didn’t want to be noticed but it’s an unusual hat.) at G8 meeting in L’Aquilla, Italy July 8-10th 2009. Don’t know the significance of painting in the background but I guarantee it has some meaning. Here is another picture of her standing next to Mayor of Rome Gianni Alemanno. She has a way of calming and comes on Fox news often for that purpose in the name of faith, I think. I often think: Is she for real? Or is she a puppet? Course it might not be her, lol. She Quells!

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Is her name Faith, I wonder not for joy?

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Power (n) of Oman, Isn’t he? The country next to Yemen below Saudi Arabia??????

Tell no man that he was Jesus the Christ……

Gianni Alemanno

Matthew 16:19-21King James Version (KJV)

19 And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.

20 Then charged he his disciples that they should tell no man that he was Jesus the Christ.

21 From that time forth began Jesus to shew unto his disciples, how that he must go unto Jerusalem, and suffer many things of the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and be raised again the third day.

Ale | Define Ale at Dictionary.com
http://www.dictionary.com/browse/ale
Old Saxon alo, Old Norse öl), perhaps from PIE root meaning “bitter” (cf. Latin alumen “alum”), or from PIE *alu-t “ale,” from root *alu-, which has connotations of “sorcery, magic, possession, intoxication.” The word was borrowed from Germanic into Lithuanian (alus) and Old Church Slavonic (olu).

Ale | Define Ale at Dictionary.com

Old Saxon alo, Old Norse öl), perhaps from PIE root meaning “bitter” (cf. Latin alumen “alum”), or from PIE *alu-t “ale,” from root *alu-, which has connotations of “sorcery, magic, possession, intoxication.” The word was borrowed from Germanic into Lithuanian (alus) and Old Church Slavonic (olu).

Remember the earthquake tsunami in the Indian Ocean?

Dec 26th, 2004

So severe it altered the earths axis physically and politically

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NASA Details Earthquake Effects on the Earth

Some sort of sign or signal

I survived the tornado Dec 26th, 2015

and Hwy 1 before that!

Eleven years difference: Interesting because of my theory about time in an earlier post on one of my blogs!

Twain as a Unit of length

twain =fathom/measure of water ….fathom =6 feet (about 1.8 meters)……. twain to twain =12 feet of water (3.6 meters) or meaning 6-2/to-6

Imperial fathom =2yards=6feet

fathom to understand

understand to understand/comprehend to understand/to penetrate a mystery of/discover the meaning of

How many gallons are in a fathom?

Noah’s Flood to Jesus  (or to Mark Twain?????)

green tree-Jesus-dry tree/sell ashes?


So what happened when Mark Twain came into existence because he sure couldn’t talk in the womb nor write books in there either in regards to Israel or Jerusalem? A while back quite a while back I read what he witnessed when he came to Palestine and it wasn’t complimentary about Palestine. He basically said it was a mess. I forget his description but it meant uninhabitable….illiterate…….slum which was before the Jews returned after WWll.

When the desert blooms was when Jesus was on his way supposedly and it bloomed. Which desert? Which Jesus returns? The destroyer or the redeemer? or both? Or many? I’m not trying to demean any particular group in Israel but it was what he wrote and what you do is up to each person. I don’t think digging tunnels to attack civilians is helpful. Telling lies at a peace table isn’t helpful but I do think something or someone has put a spell on you whoever you is. Fear can cause a lot of trouble, I think. Fear of the wrong things or Fear of the right things. It’s a tough dilemma.

Pope Benedict came out with some ZINGERS:

“Maybe it wasn’t the jews who were responsible for the death of Jesus.”

“Faith was the new enlightenment!”

“A World Government with Teeth” another one

and after that he retired quite drastically and dramatically in

A WHITE HELICOPTER?

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a sign?

How many Popes do that?

NOT-MANY

Was he one of the first Popes of the 101st Airborne paratroopers?

For the truth he really did

RATZING-THE-FEETZ-OF-THEM

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with some mighty Zingers

Then came Benghazi.

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This is supposed to be my dad. I recognize his mouth and chin which I loved in a physical way without desiring him incestually and other things too like his sense of humor: “Walter Root you handsome Brute,” he used to say in front of the mirror. It was funny. I have no idea if it’s real or not but it’s on the internet and it is scary stuff and has to do with Benghazi, obviously. I don’t understand what happened there except a lot of bad stuff and a cover up involving Leon Panetta, John Kerry, Obama, The US. State Department, The Vatican who funded other protests in the area and the Jesuit sidekick of the Jesuit Pope  Francis gave Susan Rice the excuse “a videotape”, and others involved. Pretty cruel to use against me.

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This is my dad ….a man’s man and a wonderful woman’s man and he was and is tough and loving.

So all of this is not easy cheesy for me. I believe he warned me about Obama Care first on TV when Obama Care started and may be why he looks like the picture above this one somehow at Benghazi. I took notice because I recognized him in his eyes on that occasion.

I did not understand the full implications of Obama Care then and because it grew like a bad seed. Nobody read it for one thing and were under some kind of spell. I knew something was very wrong about it besides the other signs I received and noticed over a period of time.

I did not know about the real threat of hospicing for quite a while.

I think I know how it passed. A gas, invisible and undetectable because I watched as Obama made a speech and at other press conferences but arriving late and put a spell on everyone using the gas via air ducts to prepare and condition his audience to make them compliable. I know it’s been done before in a far off place in another way to fight terrorists in a theater and with a different type gas. It was in the news way back when. That is how Obama plays….down and dirty. I think that’s why Congress applauded when an unarmed woman was shot and killed at the gates of the White House property by the Washington Park Police and Secret Service and they took her baby which was in her car. Remember when he was telling his workers (*Federal workers) to stick with him during the government shut down? She looked like my little sister in her youth same pose as a photo I remember but darker from that picture that was put on the internet somehow. Don’t know why it was used. Supposedly she was from Connecticut where my brother-in-law was raised as a teenager in Greenwich in their mansion. Kind of a strange thing to do. I kind of figured that we are dealing with a cult using cultish tactics to influence or to scare me as if I could do anything about it. Like the cat on the back of a motorcycle going down the HWY when my cat was missing. Reminds me of the Greta shows about missusing people or mysterious murders. Macabre style of intimidation. Since they were camping with the Grahams not literally I figure it has something to do with him and her getting shot 5 times in the leg and able to walk with her tongue on the side of her mouth in Caifornia terror attack at the airport and it must be something similar. I did that as a baby -chewed my tongue But I was still wearing diapers-  I did grow out of it eventually.

So bring it on- Seal

So let’s see the videotape involved in Benghazi excuse and the videos of babies brains being sucked out via partial birth abortions. Let’s see what you got. 

Anyway the deal is everything they do is a cover up that they are covering up. Everything.

An aside: Our government politicians have no understanding of what they are trying to cover up. They are pawns but they think they have the upper hand and they don’t, fooling themselves thinking they are fooling us. Worldwide problem imo. Even the elect will be fooled, if it were possible and it is possible. Right now they think they are in top of the situation with all their schisms and investigations but it keeps changing on them daily, hourly, minute by minute, and getting to be like a top spinning faster and faster..

My dad respected my mom and when referring to himself and her he said

Dorothy and I

When he named his home building business they named it

 Dorwalt Homes

but she was not on a pedestal and nor was he on a pedestal.

Equals

She helped his career He helped with the kids. She had a career too. She helped pay for college tuitions and horses, etc. Back and forth kind of relationship. Give and take.

The problem with those papers people often sign for no life-saving measures is the bar keeps changing and so do politics and religion. His bar was a high bar. While my mom was out of the room my siblings thought they knew what was best and I voiced my desire to give him every chance to live.

If my siblings were so sure of themselves why not discuss it in front of my mom, his wife? I know what my mom would have said but I did not realize what my si-blings were up to! I had never been through it before.

Bush was
president, then.

Soon after I witnessed Dr. Denham interrogate my mom, but I didn’t realize his intent. Asking her the date. When you are alone and don’t have a job you don’t worry about the date. Often I don’t know the date and that should not be a litmus question for people living alone. She couldn’t drive so it was not fair and he is an asshole and I hope he feels it in his asshole. He was unreachable by me even using his business card because why? The phone number had changed and he didn’t change his business card to reflect the change. That was when he was traveling back and forth to Virginia. He was only at the retirement center for retired vets and wives one night a week for three hours. Wednesday nights from 6-9:00 PM. They only had two doctors and he was one of them in San Antonio Texas at The ARC. The Army Retirement Center. I hope he gets to live there as a patient in his old age.

It’s not a good idea to trust anyone anymore.

Obama was president then.

Before all of this stuff occurred my brother took my mom and dad on a cruise to Egypt.

Then the insurance provider in Dallas denied my mom (by then she had been moved to Assisted Living at The Arc) a dedicated oxygen generator and my older sister and her husband Gary Kircher were in charge being the executor of my mom’s estate and they live in Dallas or they did at that time.

Then she was hospiced without my knowledge for two weeks and then my sister called me to tell me my mom had died while the hospice and the hospital argued about what treatment to give her. The hospice interfered and seemed to have power over the hospital.

My older sister said she knew my mom would not want to live like that and then she said she loved me and I haven’t seen or heard from her since. I did not go to the funeral, nor was I invited but my daughter did to honor my mom.

I begged her not to go because my family was on the edge and I feared for her life because of what David said to me on the last visit I had with my family: he said if I came to visit my little sister to not bring any friends …just my kids and it seemed a weird thing for a man to say. Most men aren’t that concerned and manipulative in regards to family visits. Not any of his money was spent on their home. He was using my sister. She met him on a dating service on the internet. Their guest room was in the garage that they added on and I was suspicious because of the possibility of carbon monoxide poisoning which sounds extremely paranoid but strange things had been happening and I know I have made some enemies in regards to faith and the mustard seed phenomenon having nixed the new enlightenment with some (I think) powerful evidence and posts. My older sister told me that he was at the hospital when my mom died and that my little sister was beside herself. He is also from Michigan. A lot of weird people are from there like my ex. Very Catholic neck of the Northern woods though they were born in the cities of Michigan.

Before my mom died my daughter read a book called Dorothy Must Die. It bothered me. My daughter loves to read and it was a popular book but I felt the power of suggestion in that title which I wrote about in an earlier post. My older sister’s mother in law was called Dorothy and Dottie for short. My mom’s niece was named Dorothy (Dottie) and she was killed on a Christian trip for the purpose of spreading the gospel in Asia and/or near or in Russia via a car wreck years before. Her mom was the woman that fell off a two story building and broke her neck pinning laundry out too dry on a line and previously her husband had tried to abort her baby by driving her down a rocky bumpy dirt road. She was 26 when she died. Her name was Lorene (like my grandmother a DAR member and my older sister) though they called her sister later when referring to her. It was very hard on the family. He took the kids and remarried. My little sister’s middle name is Dorothy and David her second husband told her son he was guarding my sister, jokingly but I was suspicious of him already. In their garage is a portrait of my dad on the wall in front of their addition to the house the guest room. Strange place to hang a portrait of my dad and a picture on another wall in the garage of David catching a ball in his baseball mitt. My older sister told my little sister that she dreamed about David on a bridge with him kissing him and my little sister was below watching when my little sister was married to her first husband David. My little sister’s first husband was David and her second husband was called David who resembled quite remarkably Obama’s DOD Chuck Hagel “How much wood does a Woodchuck wood if a Woodchuck could chuck wood” who said he did not question Obama’s motives and told America to “get ready America” and also resembled the Queen’s ring bearer at the Queens Diamond Jubilee 50th or 60th anniversary a few years back. To some he would be considered handsome, but not to me. The Queen’s family think they are the direct descendants of King David of the OT King David of the bible. My older sister kind of inspired some jealousy in my little sister and suspicion by her telling her her dream which was a bit strange especially because of her own husband’s penchant for sneaking up and the molestation of me when I was asleep and other weird things. When we hugged a few times as a family greeting he felt dead to me like a corpse.

Just a feeling I had plus he liked to rattle his wife, my little sister. They lived in a place called Bridalwood before they invested money from her divorce settlement on their country home.

When my daughter came back from the funeral she said my nieces and nephews did not blame me for not showing up but they did not know I wasn’t invited and that I had been banished from staying at my little sister’s house where they stayed and had been previously called Satan and the Devil because of some e-mails setting the story straight because of some strange e-mails threatening my mom at least I felt their threats by their insane reactions and actions. I tried to write some lawyers to help me and they did not help. One even said “it wasn’t his wheel.”

Anyway, my little sister who was not the executor of my mom’s estate socked away $35,000 in her savings account before the hospice deal and no telling what deal was made for the others in my family. I have no idea but I guarantee it was more than $35,000. When hospicing was first mentioned by my little sister I did not know what it was. When she discussed it it was to be at her country home so mom could see the deer and the lake in the canyon. Made it sound so nice. And then I found out there would be no doctor involved. And she whispered on the phone that it was free via Medicare or Medicaid because of Obama. Why did she whisper? I tried to tell her about traveling doctors and it didn’t gel because it wasn’t free and yet she socked away $35,000.00 in her savings account of my mom’s estate which my older sister was in charge of being the executor. My older sister, my older brother and I nixed the idea a little more than a few months before my older sister called to tell me of my mom’s death.  That’s why I got busy writing them and setting things straight because I felt some strange vibes and possibly revenge b/c my brother in law lost money on the stock market and the molestation crap. I don’t know how much but it was a lot and not just his own money while he worked for a Stock Broker Firm and tried to hide it for months which might have been housed in one of those towers that was destroyed on 9-11. His dad was President of Conoco Oil for quite a while. For some reason they blamed my mom and I was the one that when my uncle called about his money told him Gary lost it. It affected their life style quite a bit. They still were were well off and probably were on their tenth home. I had only ever owned one home but like Babs her friend said, “it is harder for those that had money to lose it than those that don’t.” It was surreal at the very least. Evil, because she had my mom hospiced without telling me two weeks before my mom died. What was I supposed to tell my uncle, my mom’s brother? I was brief and didn’t really know anything other than he was trying to make it back on the stock market……..That was all I knew and all that I said having to do with their loss. He called me I did not call him. My older sister and her husband and his birth family hob-nobbed with the Bushes because of the oil businesses they were in and went to the place to watch golfers once a year with the jet set at the Master’s Golf show and to their vacation spot the Bush Compound Kennebunkport, Maine.

During the September 11 attacks in 2001, there were 2,996 people killed and more than 6,000 others wounded. These immediate deaths included 265 on the four planes, 2,606 in the World Trade Center and in the surrounding area, and 125 at the Pentagon.

It was revenge and those towers well it is BERRY possible the terrorists with BOX CUTTERS were trying to hit the Stock Exchange and didn’t quite get there.

Do you see the slippery slope?

My niece watched on a rooftop in Brooklyn on 9-11 like my mom watched on a roof top when the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor.

Do you see a correlation?

Pandora’s box has been opened!

Leon Panetta knows a lot more than he is saying in regards to Benghazi. I know he does and if I were you……I’d get real busy like little bees to find out what it is he knows! Your lives may depend how you handle it regardless of the elect.

The way I look at it I would rather see the world destroyed then live the way I have to live or see the way my daughters have to cow tow to a bunch of shit boys.

Why should I cry for you: Sting

OUR NEW COUNTRY: WOMEN AND MINORITIES HIT HARDEST

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Eventually the feds will give up.

The Presidents, Perez, and other stuff 

I think making a deal with the devil isn’t smart like what I think occurred with Perez from the very little I know or think he said in regards to children vs what, and it sure as I can comprehend it, it didn’t work. What about the kid in Yemen? I think it has to do with abortion vs hospice either in secret talks or secret agreements. A swap like a hostage situation and you don’t make deals as I recall with blackmailers because they definitely aren’t to be trusted. And who benefits by a deal like exchanging people but the bible talks about buying and selling men’s souls I think gender inclusive regardless of race but I guarantee religion is involved. And if the past has any bearing the RCC stinks. BABEL- Pentacost – speaking in tongues -strange fires – feet of them/fetuses/crap-trickery- lies- doublexcrossing within families-in marriages – divorces, etc which the Book of Acts certainly demonstrates -all those catholic dogmas. And scarlet and purple (cardinals and bishops) all those other vivid clues in Revelation.

 I do not have a golden cup. LOL Not a big wine drinker. I might have had one wine this year. I don’t wear a string of pearls, etc. I don’t drink blood. I like gravy though on my turkey and mashed potatoes so I know I’m not the whore of Babylon. Nor is my mom but she could juggle! LOL…. a lot of things.She could play ping-pong without even moving and beat you. Very graceful at it. I wasn’t the only one that noticed even her grandson noticed she was talented, very quick even when she was quite old. My little sister’s son, Ben.

Obviously I may misunderstand some things if evidence is missing.

FORGIVE ME

but I don’t feel like being trite about the Great Deception.

Pope Francis: Priests Can Forgive Abortion

If Women Are ‘Contrite’

Do Roman Catholic priests represent God or the Pope?
Anyway the ex keeps persisting that I allow him to buy me a new computer and I keep persisting that he listen and watch Christopher Hitchens about Mother Teresa and he says he doesn’t care about Mother Teresa and never did. But of course that is not the point. It is what is being thrust upon us by evil in exchange for the right to a safe abortion for females which is not a bargain the difference being freedom for families to make decisions regarding their daughters and females the same without our parents having to be murdered for inheritance sake or females having to go to jail retroactively depending on your relationship with the RCC using the hospice deception and as an inroads for catholic priests/evangelical fruitcakes to control our lives which is basically making a deal with the devil which is a very bad deal. I think it kind of started with a judge that swore in LBJ on a plane after JFK was assassinated for a healthy inheritance. 100 million $. It’s a bad deal and one we don’t have to make. What we have to do is dethrone the Papacy and its henchmen/women.

There is difference between ignorance and willful ignorance, I think. Anyway I liked Assange’s contributions and in particular his message on Drudge today “Keep fighting” and it helped me to overcome some hideous feelings about the people in the pictures above wearing blue and white supporting Mother Teresa. I think Assange has helped America and the world to see some things we needed to see and like Snowden’s contributions  we need to be aware of the things our country does because this is our country and we affect other countries and the people of the United States. Many of our politicians have betrayed the US citizens and our armed forces in order to protect the Vatican’s interests which is the enemy to their own laypeople/parishioners and everyone else. imo. The Vatican protects the mafias and vice-versa and it’s interests. The Papacy should never have been allowed to return to power. I hope both of the candidates bring up the Hospice Crisis in their last debate because it may be their last chance to divulge the information which is very important for other people to understand the implications in the future giving Catholicism Papacy organization control of who marries who and other personal family choices basically making slaves, the bullshit excuses for the hospice practice, the hidden dangers and hidden temptations involved, but it would take courage and I don’t think either candidate possesses that kind of courage or one of them would have done so already, but perhaps the press is holding them back and maybe it isn’t really a live debate which would certainly be a prophetic twist.

What is the deal with the press,

seemingly trying to stump Trump? The last time was whether if he did not get the nomination would he change parties and they could not pin him down and then because of his I think genuine concern that the election is rigged the press asked if he doesn’t win the election will he

ACCEPT

the results which seems to coincide in timing with my ex telling me to just accept it i.e. a gift, a new computer before I probed him about how he was able to get the new computers and found out it was with his mom’s money that she left to her sons upon her death etc.

Winners don’t give in to petty demands: the silliness of the Press.

If we find out the press is lying or makes a mistake will they accept

an out of court settlement against them

for a billion dollars?

Trump was not pinned down it seems and why should he if he feels that the election is rigged and the Fox News Press Debate questioneer Chris Wallace probed him more about whether he will accept the results of the election outcome and Trump said, “I’ll keep you in suspense.” and then Fox anchors made a huge big deal about it after the debate which is really weird. Why should he accept the results of the election if he thinks the election is rigged? Another bizarre proclivity of those trying to stump Trump.

 I heard thunder

literally

but I don’t know the meaning!

I did not watch the whole derate but heard Trump say Hillary was nasty in regards to some answer she gave having nothing to do with sex or her husband Bill Clinton or women but I forget what it was in regards to and the press afterwards made a to-do about it after the debate but Chris Wallace didn’t ask anything about the groping news of late at least not the portion of the show that I watched so I think this debate was pre-taped and not live, but like I said I did not see the whole debate.

A far as whether the election is rigged

if Assange and Snowden can get private e-mails or NSA secure information or China can steal inventions etc then any one can rig the election and we should find a better voting apparatus or better voting procedures:  The old fashioned way might be the best way to go: hand written votes, hand signatures, with identification of course and proof of citizenship such as copies of birth certificates and drivers licenses. Use computers only to confirm the information and then have the votes notarized by a notary public to assert the authenticity of a vote. A big hassle but would give notaries some work to do and they would have to be equipped to bare responsibility for the votes they notarize. Generate some jobs at the same time. They could be paid by the hour by the states involved. I think with good workers with training could be done with proficiency and swiftly and be a great way to make extra money especially if we stagger election days a bit to make it profitable yet keep results under wraps till everything checks out as far as legitimacy and off of the news stations so they won’t influence voter turnout or announce the wrong results and fine them or imprison them if they try to influence the elections in any way and if they do it anyway don’t allow them to be involved in future debates, and take them off the air for 6 months or so in the meanwhile and sue the crap out of them to pay some national bills.

I asked the ex again the next morning if he watched the you tube by Christopher Hitchens about Muther Tersia (mother teresa) and he hadn’t and didn’t understand why he should listen to an atheist. I said,”they probably wouldn’t be atheists if it weren’t for (Roman) Catholicism.”(fucking up the world which was inferred and not said.)

He announced before he left this morning that he was going to get my power cord for my laptop. He’s being very congenial at the moment. I am going to continue to persist in him learning about the hospice crisis so that he may know it’s the wrong way. Then he gave me his old used computer because he bought a new one with the money he got from his brothers in Michigan and their mom Violet whom they starved using a hospice free from either Medicare or Medicaid via Obama Care. 

My daughter came in and asked me if I liked my new computer and I told her it’s not a new computer it’s a used computer and he owes me because I worked for many years for free (and he promised to give it to me when he got a new one way before he decided to hospice his mom which I did not say to her) And she said “it’s new to you” and from that standpoint it is new. I did not explain to her how he bought her a new computer because she would not understand, yet, the implications of what his family did. She barely gets a lot of things and to bog her down with the information to process it might hurt her relationship with either him or me and it’s not the right time for her to know. It’s hard enough with the divorce and living together for her to deal with his tricks which is what it is to gain favor and to try to make me look less than him. He’s a scoundrel.  I do think he will regret it eventually.

We don’t have sex, we live together. I don’t or rarely cook or clean house anymore because of my resentment for many things. He has told me he hates my guts and he seems to want me to be dependent on him and gets a lot of help his way to keep me down as much as he can. It’s weird. He must be being compensated somehow or he would not do it and it has to do with Catholicism.

Some kind of deal.

I do know he loves it when I lose and hates it when I win but you would never know it as an acquaintance. He whistled when I lost and he doesn’t go around whistling normally but he did then because he’s possessed and jealous when i win. or do something decent. I hope I win a billion times more than I lost to shut him up for good. My dad loved seeing women win especially my mom because it benefitted him as well when she succeeded and sure some he didn’t feel that way about. Something’ quirky about my ex besides the usual shit.  You think he get over it b/c I really haven’t caused his problems but when I saw one acquaintance give him the cold shoulder one day and his reaction was a bit much, not so he would know. One person who I doubt meant any harm and that was all it took for the ex to act ridiculous about it in quite a few ways. He could not handle a small rejection by one person on one particular moment. He became inexorably paranoid about it.  That is not normal, is it?

I think my ex’s behavior is a form of persecution and he was raised catholic so it’s conceivable it’s Catholic persecution put it together with all the things he has done it adds up with some help from other deceived religious/political groups that were spawned from Catholicism, possibly Islam since what I learned from Walter Veith and his series you can watch for free called Amazing Discoveries and many other titles or buy for listening on the road about their relationship and locations of their churches and worship centers, shrines and holy places in other countries, usually walking distance from each other and some similarities such as the faith/mustard seed debacle. He was catholic and learned some interesting stuff so he is very considerate of the Catholic mind set.

IMO

It probably has something to do with

the false covenant. 

Was a Covenant made with the press? Who made a covenant with the press if it is the case and does it have to do with JFK and his infamous speech directed to the press that was taped but not live?

The GRETA WHINE PRESS OF GOD?

After reading the gospels and before I got into the snag of comparing the gospel accounts I read the Book of Acts when a communal religious sect run by Peter wanting to put the fear of God in everyone and needing to because this group thrives off of society and desiring someone else’s land (Sapphira’s land) which is a sin of the Ten Commandments (to covet) with the help of that person’s husband (Ananias a double crosser) tricked her into lying to Peter about the value of the land and the price it was sold at (and his Holy Spirit Ananias) who must be related to Matthew the tax collector who knew what price the land was worth and how much the land sold for and in order to protect her husband’s lack of total trust in this insane Peter/Holy Spirit/Ananias (and having to do with the right not to testify against a spouse . I’m not sure if she isn’t allowed to testify against him or if it’s a choice) gets slain and taken out of the room by a bunch of feet in the Book of Acts it says “feet of them”: obviously referring to feetuses. abortion type fetuses:This story  has to do with the Evangelicals + Roman Catholic relationship and their compunction to steal from society freedom to not trust their insane ideology and their excuses and compunction to enable and entrap females (pregnancy out of wedlock or abortion and everything in between) to keep them enslaved which has to do with the false covenant and having nothing to do with morals but with covetousness using every trick in the book to rob the people of life to live unhindered by bunch of reprobates who think life starts in the womb (not really but just to deceive and because of the love of money in the wrong way because life in the womb is uninsurable and uninsured even by their standards) and not at the time of conception (birth) which is outside the womb when a child is born thinking they own a female’s womb and because this fanatical group of mostly fags who hate women like Ganswein of the RCC -the popes handler- who want to live off others and could care less about normal homosexuals who like females or babies that are born will stop at nothing to achieve slavery of everyone including homosexuals, females and unborn fetuses and babies born I was astonished by the gaul of these reprobates and knew something was wrong. (How many spermatozoids don’t make it to the egg? millions with I think different codes and combinations. And how many times does pregnancy not occur even without any type of birth control and/or with birth control so it’s a pointless breech of freedom to argue about conception in the womb until birth which is success if wanted and when desired by first the female and seconded by the male and because of the many things that can occur because of politics and religion either hindering health and many other hazards : such as hidden agendas) Over a period of time I did some heavy thinking and comparing to get the picture. Their covetous ways is why the RCC and the papacy and it’s credent’s (evangelicals) needs to die a quick death (dethrone them, divorce them, deceive them by telling them the truth which is an an anomaly to demystify them and destroy them and their nonsense, dethrone them, defy them, deter them, deride them, etc) to clear the water so that we can live life unhindered by their LUNACY! These two groups need to surrender to truth but I don’t think it will be easy for them to do and I  do think some thing occurs such as some army that God puts the thought of destroying them into their hearts does it for us pretty soon and I think a mountain falls upon them as well so they get help from God to get the job done.

You know I think it was Obama at the Stemmons Freeway sign when JFK was stabbed in the back before Jackie shot him. I think he was the african-american sitting on the curb when a remote control device was used and he probably clicked the button on that remote control device to eject a sharp device located in the trunk of the limousine which went in and out JFK’s back and neck and nicked JFK’s tie because bullets don’t go through ties, do they? It was at that location he was sitting when JFK’s tie was nicked. The exit wound of that particular wound fit the description of something going in and retracting back out the entry wound the same way it came in when JFK elbows went out and up.  Then Obama look alike got up and sauntered across the field while everyone else was running the other direction towards the Grassy knoll

at Dealey Plaza.

But like thunder I can’t understand except for the timing which was interesting, I don’t understand how it was possible for Obama to have been there and I sure don’t know why but it is evil that he was there or a facsimile which is possible since it looked like Michelle Obama at Benghazi and my sister in her youth-ishness as a Trump Basher, etc even though she is staunchly a Republican worked for them but a victim of the BGEA, I think, or a willing partner without her own will.  Some strange things going on. Anyway new stuff coming out about Hillary and some in the Democrat Primaries are kind of feeling the sting after Donald Trump evaded press harassment about acceptance of a loss even if because of fraud so it’s kind of funny. Why not another Democratic Primary and we could delay the election another three months or so.

I sure wouldn’t want to live in Washington DC!

Hillary said there is a 4 minute window of opportunity in regards to nukes in the hands of the US President, but I don’t believe her.

I watched the poker show on tv when a woman with a short leather jacket came up to challenge and watched an asian guy cheat and I yelled out in my home that he was cheating. It was his timing and was listening to something somehow. She lost all her money then after wards the show challenged his cheating and got him off the winners circle but it didn’t help. A little too little too late for that. ßø i was overly unimpressed by their reaction. He kind of looked like an alien in an unearthly and devilish way and like it was purposeful to put her down by everyone involved but look good at the same time by the company. i could tell he heard me and so did they. It was sickening. I enjoy poker but not that much anymore. My brother and I cheated once at poker in a casual atmosphere with my on and off b/f. We marked the cards. It was hysterical b/c we couldn’t see the marks well enough to be successful and still lost. It was kind of a serious joke. We had fun doing it though and I’m sure if my ex b/f knew he’d laugh about it too. He was not easily offended which was a plus and showed a good nature, I think because at the time it was harmless deviant behavior. We were trying to erase a debt we had with him and invited him over etc a total set up that went awry. He was the type that would understand b/c he was kind of that way a bit deviant in the things that he did on a regular basis. His dad I had heard used laughing gas so it was bound to have an affect on his son but what occurred on the poker challenge on tv was not good natured.

So the false covenant is against women, I think.

Not because of the poker-joke but because of all the blockades for women and the shaming etc by the church and it’s sch-peeples which is really harmful to females and their families using hospice to kill those that were born (their parents) and there is no comparison with abortion and I think God himself proves it and so does Jesus at the Sea of Galilee when he says Feed my sheep and subsequently it is self destructive to those schteeples in the end so his advise is sound advice and worth heeding and is a sign of an end as well. I don’t know if it means an end to this dispensational period but the timing is kind of evident as far as the two thousand year events/4000 year span so I think I know I have some sweet things to look forward to which keeps me going:

Family, Friends, and Pets the important things in life that we should treasure and if you do treasure those things try to heed the advice and if you have screwed up already

try to change.

Women have buying power that they need to wield no matter who is President. Don’t buy from big companies at Christmas buy from the little guy and he or she will appreciate it but try to buy from the little women as much as you can.

Try to buy way before Thanksgiving if you can and buy less. Try not to buy for men if you can. Keep it scanty. Buy them cheap underwear and shit they don’t want the wrong size and make them return it.

Discombobulate them any chance you get. Do them no harm unless you can do them gigantic harm but little by little drive them up a wall and see if they can repel. Stop being their door mats. I think Donald Trump’s wife has a big problem on her hands so she ought to reaccess how to train him. I think he is trying to train her or someone is at his expense. I kind of like how Mel was treated by his second to last female when she taped him. At first it made me mad but there was more to that story than meets the eye and after his movie about “What Women Want” I think he deserved it. They want the same rights as men and they deserve more than that because they are superior to most men who are cowards for the most part. He wouldn’t know what women want. They don’t want what happened in Poland recently having to fight for their human rights. Now when I think about the movie Braveheart he makes me sick and I wish the dad had thrown him in the grave. He props the pope and their henchmen. He misrepresented Jesus in his first movie and he misrepresented who the temple people were. When I went to the theater to see his movie Braveheart it was the first time I had been out in a long time and ended up in my car crying and had to leave the theater before half way through the movie because I took my baby and the woman ahead of me shamed me for bringing my baby who was asleep. I wasn’t the only one she just picked on me. She didn’t bother to pick on anyone else who had their babies at the theater and some were crying. My family threw popcorn at her during the movie.

Mel Gibson, I think, thinks he’s Jesus.

Have another vodka. Don’t go to see Mel Gibson movies if you can see the forest for the trees. Does Mel Gibson have the courage to scorn via film making the RCC for Mother Teresa’s discontribution and the popes sainting her devastation for attention and go against the Jesuits war against american heroes and their wives who have been treated terribly using the hospice disservice? How about making a movie based on Christopher Hitchens findings about the RCÇ and Mother Teresa and do some more research about their mercy cult. Investigate Bhopal. Investigate the RCC persecution going on and compare it to the persecutions before now. Do a thorough investigation of the false films shown by the people running for President about sucking out the brains of babies and be fair and compare some of the pictures on some of my sites to nuns in the RCC that wherein those films lying their asses off. Like the lady in the Michael Landon show on Little House on the Prairie and find out how that works as truthfulness about a very important issue and how does lying help anyone? Find out how many lives lost including babies because of the RCC invasion of the countries they laid waist while and after invading and via their economic depletion of natural resources and trickery etc. How about the effect of RCC on those countries vs before their infusion and incursions. Listen to Walter Veith and see if he’s telling the truth I dare ya. How about doing an expose movie about Billy and Franklin Graham? How about a movie about the Book of Acts or is too hard for you. How about an expose on the Jesuits in the past and present. It would be interesting to see someone try especially someone do it who is on their dime (RCC dime) but his bump won’t let him I’m sure. She is probably guarding him like Jackie guarded JFK with a lead right arm.

JFK assassination strange photo I can’t explain it? 2016 UPDATE

Show us your manhood.

He did a decent job on his Viet nam movie but lost his mojo along his mary way thinking with the wrong organ.

Reminds me of King Longshanks: “If we can’t get them out, we’ll breed them out.”

Hamish: “Some men are longer than others.”

His alter egos!

If he believes in God he should try to expose evil:

Hospice assisted murder/suicide is extreme evil and a devious occupation a great temptation to the unawares and naive usually caught or entrapped, in a bind, or in a state of despair that can be abused in a multitude of ways using the four m’s of sociopathic behavior gone ballistic:

manage, manipulate, maneuver, and minister

that even an atheist could notice.

I think most atheists are latent agnostics.

Those that are easily managed, manipulated, maneuvered and ministered can be just as dangerous to the unaware.

Jesus said: “Feed my sheep.”

If I lived in Poland I would be burning down the RCC house if they have one.

Talking Heads – “Burning Down The House”

In the west there used to be a common sense approach to land management which were control fires which protected good vegetation and forests from uncontrolled fires and unwanted underbrush, etc. They also used fires to quench fires out of control when water wasn’t available to extinguish a fire and make the fire change directions and it worked.

As far as Hillary’s weird jerky movements she is being haunted and some are helping because they can read and they can hear and they can see.  They’re learning like spies what they need to learn, I think.

As humans we don’t see some things that even a horse, a dog, or a cat can sense or see so the spirit world sees things as well.  Often nature reacts to things ahead of the event such as earthquakes and tornados. Like my sweet Romeo did the day of the tornado before it happened and during and then some assholes “laid hands” on him. Spirit world uses animals good and bad. In this case Romeo was a good boy. He sat at the window looking out the day of the tornado which was rare the way he did it. Then the tornado came and I was in the bathroom taking cover and in the darkness because the lights went out I saw him walking down the hall calmly right after the windows to that window had shattered, exploded because an 8 foot beam from someone else’s house tried to enter my house via the high winds. I don’t know if he was really in the hall because it was pitch black but it was what I saw. He was the sweetest cat in the world as far as I was concerned. He was a miracle cat because when he was lost for seven weeks 7 years before I got him back. A big amount of huge birds before I got him back descended on my neighborhood hunting for something. Hundreds of birds the size of condors. They flew low over the housetops of a small neighborhood of 110 homes. You could see their shadows on the rooftops as they glided over them. Huge birds. It lasted about an hour or two. We got in our car and people were stopping their cars to look at the amazing sight. We stopped too. I was worried about Romeo because I had not found him yet and it was about a few days before I found him from a tip from the woman with the bad advise about saran wrap whose daughter had seen him at school in the bus lane turnaround drain under a grove of 11 to 12 trees. So I went to look and he wasn’t there and went back near nighttime at dusk and there he was and he was starving. Liver damage. Got in my car after I retrieved him and my car wouldn’t start so I had to walk home with my cat covering his eyes and holding his feet. When I got him out of the drain he bit my nose he was so happy.  He lived for 7 years or so after that until some bad-ass people did something to him to kill him to hurt me and did other VILE things to my daughter who was her friend and even defended her against my accusation. I think it was Merella but I don’t know. She was a zorianastronist and an Islamic teen from Bosnia. Said her dad was a mechanic but he couldn’t fix her car. Then he was a truck driver. They were going to be rich she she said when they moved back to Slovenia, not Bosnia so I knew something was wrong with her and her family. She had fuck you tatooed on her tongue underneath. Very mixed up, but seemed gooey sweet. Told me I was a milf: Mother I’d like to fuck but so gooey sweet. I think she was a thief but at the time my daughters friend. It was a tough situation. She tried to attack my daughter in various ways later on and the ex defended her even when I said she was not allowed in my house he let her in while I was in the hospital before my daughter dropped their friendship. The vets had their fun mocking me I think they were evangelicals, but I don’t know for sure. I received Romeo back in a bag like a bag of kollaches/donuts after he had been put down and incinerated by the ex because of some white dots in his left lung. My medicine had been stolen for real. It happened a few times once for real and once not. It’s a game to make me look unreliable in my word or words. I have explained it before in the past posts but it was hard to take. There comes a point when you can’t keep taking their jabs and attacks.

Later on he hospiced his mom who was very old but not a good idea! Knew how long it would take for her to die. He doesn’t understand that it’s not wise because it becomes franchised against others who aren’t old or because they aren’t the right gender, religion, color, persuasion, etc. He still hasn’t watched the Christopher Hitches expose. He doesn’t want to. I want to watch the accusations against abortion because I want to know. But they won’t show them because it’s a lie and an excuse to hospice.It’s against the law so what is stopping them from showing their evidence? If they had evidence they would show it. It’s a power war. They want to control every aspect of our lives and handout what they think is worthy to whomever and be thanked for it. Wanting our gratefulness for their handouts as they constrict our freedom in every way. It’s sick. It’s the RCC way. They do it to their own as well. Like I said partial birth abortion is in the mind not the body. It’s to make people to forget and wealth redistribution. Kangaroo courts etc. Son of consolation type…..or to forget.

Book of Acts. Read it.

Many females have had abortions and are afraid b/c of the RCC and some of the ones that aren’t afraid standing against abortion have had abortions but have had their minds sucked vacuumed to forget.

The party will be over soon. For one thing Malachi lived. His grandparents weren’t watching out for him at that moment when he was supposed to be with us following through the neighborhood and somehow he went back to the dangerous ledge at The ARC about to look over the ledge high above a fountain/pond. Granted it’s not the Grand Canyon still he was very young about the age in the picture and the ledge was 3 stories high. High enough to kill him if he fell. I saved his life. I told him to go back from down below when I noticed. His dad was Levi, the extortionist. JK. Second because it’s bound to end because of God. Third Jesus said Feed my sheep! The personal stuff could be like a shadow…I don’t know. An example. I’m just telling the truth the best way I know how amid a huge deception going on. I kind of think all of this may have to do with the hospice seduction. Could be more to it than meets the eye or on the edge of a ledge at the ARC/Ark that had broken off somehow somewhere in Mosul? Could be both. Maybe the Ark is located there? Maybe all three.

I think it’s the first option meaning

the flood if hospicing continues,

possibly a warning……an omen.

Honor your parents (OT) and Feed my sheep (NT)

There is a ledge (a shelf) on the west coast of another continent that if it broke off the east coast of the USA would be affected by a tidal wave or something like that. I recall hearing about it but I don’t know the name of the shelf (continental shelf) but it would be cataclysmic if it happened. I’m sure there are other places like it. So something to think about. Perhaps including having to do with the threat of punishment, lies, and retribution regarding abortion using women’s issues as an excuse to promote suicide/murder using hospice etc. using the female and her family as a scapegoat. It would be really weird if it happened the day after Christmas

 or

 Perhaps the mountain that falls spoken about in Revelation who does the same and causes havoc.

I don’t know.

My mom was a writer but she did not teach me about writing. Obviously. She taught me art. She published a few things when it had to be published by others and not self published. She wrote a story about a boy that haunted a hotel,

But he was english.

It’s like the IRS charging penalties and compounding interest upon interest upon a debt

but even worse, of course:

It’s pure unadulterated evil.

A mayor or so ago I saw a press news picture on the internet of the back of the head of Trump (which could be anyone) writing with a felt tip pen, I think, the chest of some woman who looked kind of deceptive and I had a hard time swallowing it no matter how I looked at it. What a dumb thing to do as a candidate and yet all I could see was the back of his head and she looked very possessed. Why would anyone want a candidate to sign her chest? May not have been a signature but whatever it was it was weird. Looked like a triangle.

I always thought Trump owned the Trump Towers in New York

not a tower in New York,

But I wasn’t paying attention.

Very high ones “the twin towers” and now the Saudis have the something similar and beneath them is Yemen?

I thought Trump owned the Twin Towers.

1000 peanut butter sandwiches, eh?  Billy Graham launched his career earlier> Whose career? The Reverend who got the “Q”  “the tip”to make 1000 peanut butter sandwiches for fire fighters the night before the attack in New York. He launched his career based on the killing of a Jewish boy by a gang of kids in New York and took them under his wing.

I think there were 8 of them. I think the 8 were called “the gang of 8.”

Like the G-8?

I wonder what was in those planes besides 12 Saudis and travelers. What kind of cargo?

Pixie dust? Devil’s Breath?

Hit the Pentagon, too, but did not destroy it conveniently.

As far as Hillary goes sometimes humans go into shock and it takes years to understand or congeal (coalesce) and she did have an injury or tumor or something strange to delay and before she was to testify about Benghazi. I can’t judge what happened to her but I can judge what I saw was a kangaroo court attempt at not asking the right questions for 13 hours? Only a few attempted and they know who they are.

Check out Oanda forex Pictures and tell me something is wrong:

Ill show it soon. It’s called cheating when the 15 minute is ahead of the five minute by two or three minutes in the same minute! weird! not sure if it’s the company, another company competing, another country, or hacking if it is gender or/and religious persecution to be fair minded about it but i sort a prayed whoever is responsible lose their business. I think it’s the last two mentioned, for sure. I know between forex companies they try to steal potential clients via hacking. i don’t know how the companies hack the other but they do it for sure. Trying to make it hard on the female especially: It’s evil make no mistake about it and hopefully it will end very soon.

Would it help if we make the female vote worth a half a vote

to even things out for the male?  LOL

or should we move the male goal post 100 yards closer? LOL

I’m still not going to vote because it’s like voting for one or the other side of the same coin. Has any candidate mentioned the hospice practice? Nope. Though certainly both sides were benefitting off the partial birth abortion fantasy/deception financially  and instigated by Pope Francis and the Jesuits. And Elizabeth Warren is on her feet yelling about her feet. But in the meanwhile our government is gonna rape the military of bonuses received retroactively then they will hospice them.

Did you ever see a partial birth abortion and brains being sucked out of a skull? Why? Why would someone suck out a brain physically….makes no sense? To Shock and Awe?

Mincemete pie? Plum pie?

I never saw it and if they had it I think they would have shown it. There is such a thing as hidden cameras, that is, if they really really were occurring. These people have big bucks so they ought to be able to have the budget to buy a hidden camera to expose in truth the truth if it is the truth. Why no lawsuits? Why no court battles about it in our legal system.

Myth Buster: Why would anyone suck out a brain to harvest an organ

 I thought partial birth abortions were illegal!


Mind Rape

I think it is a spiritual mental sucking of the brain like when your memory is erased and not a physical sucking of the brain we are talking about when talking about partial birth abortion to protect the guilty and to keep some at a disadvantage in order to have the upper hand:

the rapists,

the molestors of their own kids,

and incest rapers and their accomplices using them

the thieves and liars

to silence those that figure it out.

That is evil to the core.

What say you O’reilly?

Is that how the Jesuits handle females

who complain or remember or try to sue males like you?

(I don’t know what she’s talking about-Susan Rice -UN ambassador because the future must not belong to those that insult the profit of Islam. Who is her husband? Pres or owner of some oil company-Shell? One of many women)

And many women were there beholding afar off, which followed Jesus from Galilee, ministering unto him:
(Because he was weak and they were willing.)

An out of court settlement?

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I noticed O’reilly kissing Japan’s ass recently at the beginning of his desire to sell us his version of history in regards to WWll and the Atom bomb.

Who enlisted Japan to attack the USA?

The Jesuits?

Kind of obvious, you have no shame!

Did he blush?

I know why the Japanese attacked! I figured it out!

How about those men on ships eating breakfast in Pearl Harbor?

Who is responsible for 9-11? The Jesuits?

How about those civilians going to work to their jobs?

Gonna write a book about King Abdulaziz next?

Is he dead yet?

Who is responsible for Benghazi? The Jesuits?

I don’t recall hardly any O’reilly shows about Benghazi. Which is odd.

Too close for comfort?

Stayed away from that subject as much as he could probably more than any other news program besides the local news stations. Why?

As if he was above it or it was beneath him to broach the subject. Deliberate aversion. Like the Grahams about the statement made by Obama at the UN regarding the future “the future must not belong to those that slander/insult the profit of Islam.”

Mighty interesting. He did the same thing! Some kind of alliance in the midst:

Jesuits, Evangelicals, Islam and the false prophet….hmmmmm. It mecca sense to me. Laura InGraham wouldn’t be allowed to remember weather she had an abortion or not because she LOVES and EXPECTS those POLITICAL Christmas presents for the Winepress way too much! Wonder what she will receive this year? Saw her on Fox slipping in her jab against a lot of good people very callously! Probably not her fault, she just doesn’t know any better, yet.

Stop Making Sense, Talking Heads

Heads up – You are crazy! I know you think you aren’t as most crazy people don’t realize it  but truly you are crazy. We are Watchin out for ya.

Now the RCC has found a new way to make money: ashes- a diversion of course to try to make us think of why and I’m not gonna waste my time trying to figure it out. Foreseeing a lot of ashes to cash in on. They’re up to something, and it has to do with abortion and the RCC’s merciless version of a god like the attempt in Poland to condemn the female,

the RCC alway are

but the Pope is off to Sweden to obfuscate the truth.

(“Notwithstanding all such claims, the official date for the start of World War II remainsSeptember 1, 1939, when Hitler invaded Poland.”)

and will take the wrong side again. It’s habritual.

You know, that day (the thousand years?) is very educatin’!

Why is it you never hear about males cutting themselves? Why is it you never hear about males with Bulimia? or Anorexia? On the other end of the spectrum in Muslim countries some tribes cut the Clitoris of the female, why not cut the glans and the frenulum the erogenous zones of the penis? Why has it taken so long for the invention: the contraception pill for the male? There is an underlying reason for these questions! One of the answers is expectations1

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Anne Boleyn, I think.

I wonder why!

Probably the same reasons for many many years the nursing field was mostly female. Males want the credit and want to be able to just in case discredit females if things go awry. Take John Kerry for instance…..

He didn’t want space between him and Hillary. WHY? What difference does it make?

That is not an endorsement, but I guess the answer to the last question is because she can handle it. Probably the only democrat that can handle it, the rest are a bunch of babies: Blaming the weather on the whether.

I’m still not opting. Why? Because I don’t want to be an enabler.

Neither the Dems nor the Reps are telling the truth and are still avoiding it like the plague.

MC Hammer – U Can’t Touch This

I’ve witnessed your sociological-sociopathic tricks and you fit the description of Josephuses personality to a partial point:the book of the dead and History of the Jews in a lot of ways rewriting history, startin’ shit, you tipped your hand. How did Fox news get it’s start: it wasn’t OJ Simpson BUT it was the (Hindenburg) cigar as I recall at least it is what Brit Humes said anyway. They needed something juicy. Balls rule of law?

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Related to Monica? signature in muslim? I guess it’s possible!

Who was the nun on your show with the black beret? Your mom? Pope Benedict wore one once as well once earlier in his career but whoever got into him sure made a difference. Amazing what a few truthful statements can dew.

Snowballin’.

Nothing wrong with listening to that good voice inside you, but hard to do in a religion gone mad and get away with it.

The Parable -Tale of Two Wolves

and sometimes we are dealing with packs of wolves not just two.

We do a disservice to our children when we shorten the lives of the elderly because it seems mete to do so. Those short times (moments) can be eternal to both the child and the grandparent or great grandparent. I think we should take the advice of Jesus at the Sea of Galilee even if the elderly are not in their right mind all of the time usually caused by a number of factors with sickness and health, pain management, diet, negligence, lack of exercise,  medication, and interference via insurance prohibitions and prices (even though I’m against it in regards to people because of the following insurance pitfalls protecting unskilled, untalented and negligent, and sometimes the vengeful over rewarding the ones that make a difference in the medical field), lack of enough skilled nurses, doctors, and staff and should try to improve it for the elderly and their “sanctuaries” for both reasons. Maybe we can extend the quality of life with some practice to living up to 900 years as in the past. Might be beneficial to our kids and their kids. Our kids are gonna grow old and certainly we don’t want some bogus religion gone off kilter determining their future. Might even improve the global weather conditions if we do it that way

since they were born

or begotten.

Begotten

To have born; brought forth.

My dad was born in Missoula, Montana

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Resembles Malachi the one on the ledge?

 His mother looked like the woman in San Bernadino, California who was shot and killed with her husband in a van after her husband shot a bunch of people in a meeting (I think he was fired) which was not Levi his dad and her husband. She left her baby with either his grandparent or hers. The picture where she is looking up as if looking at a camera at an airport with a man in a white cap and white hindu or muslim type garb which was in the news a while ago and in one of my posts on one of my blogs.  

I have no idea what it was about (San Bernadino) I do remember something abut money she returned or something, but I think the message I felt I got some how or another was about power of a river…..  

Which river I don’t know: Euprates, the Nile, or the Po, etc. In the olden days the powers that be diverted rivers like beavers to gain control. One prophecy is about the Euprates River drying up to make a way for the kings of the east. It did dry up around the time Pope Benedict was the pope.  The dams are kind of what I think may have started a lot of trouble in Egypt uncovering some temples that may have been better left under water, but the cat is out of the bag now! Maybe it was destiny. LBJ supposedly had something to do with building dams, I read. Jackie Kennedy Onassis received gifts from Egypt for her contributions and I guess her apartment in Manhattan overlooked a temple entry or something like that was housed in some building in Manhattan. I grew up watching movies like The Mummy so I kind of maybe sometimes have an over imagination besides the crap that as happened in the last ten years causing some acute problems and having ptsd. LOL but I don’t think there has ever been a time as this and though I sometimes see humor in some weird stuff I take it BERRY seriously too. Consolation may help temporarily but down the road may rear it’s ugly head and cause problems. And so you have the hospice just in case…a backup plan which  is not very nice and downright naughty. It will backfire.

I have no idea what it means as a prophecy about the Euphrates but I think it may be referring to the book of Kings in the OT or Chronicles some evil kings which may have to do with Saudi Arabia. I think they have numerous kings. I have no idea but since the terrorist attack on 9-11 with 12 Saudis carrying box cutters it’s kind of hard to overlook. Then add hospising to it as the latest threat to humanity and the excuses it’s hard to dismiss as mere coincidence on top of that the natural/unnatural disasters it would be stupid to sleep on it. Then the Book of Malachi in the bible and the Catholic writer Malachi Martin Wind Swept House etc and another Catholic Malachi which prophesied the last pope would be the pope in the Papacy now talking about Judgement.


Here is some IRONY

The ex brought home the new used car he got over his mom’s dead body with his daughter. She apologized to me about breaking my jewelry and will buy it again for me and said it was because I wished her boyfriend would die because she was talking suicide while her boyfriend was hassling her and the fake argument on the phone with the ex and boyfriend the other morning. And I apologized for feeling that way about him and said I over-reacted though I think

I said the part about wishing him to die after she broke my necklace

but no matter I don’t want him to die I truly want him out of her life because of the games between him the ex and her. So the three taught me a lesson though I was ill and on Prednizone and trying to make her not to take his shit he dishes out to her. Yet the ex starved his mom to death using hospice and still I don’t think has dared to watch the Christopher Hitchens you tube about murder suicide and Mother Teresa..I told her I was sorry but I don’t want her to marry him and I won’t be a witness for their marriage and she said she doesn’t want to marry him but he’s her boyfriend for now. And I told her no more suicide talk with him while he tears you down.

It was a set up though she doesn’t realize it and I realized it even more the extent of the ruse of the boyfriend and the ex.

Her friend killed my cat the ex did all the shit he has done and I had to apologize for wishing the death of her boyfriend .

I wish it now because he and the ex are IRONIC FUÇKERS Fucking with my daughter and me!

But when

I  apologized I meant it

and

I wish for the death and destruction of the Roman Catholic Religion and the Vatican

because the RCC is responsible for the death of my parents

with the New FASCIST Enlightenment:

The cult of Mother Tersa

I wish for the death of the cult of Mother Teresa and those involved in it’s business against the unwary unwitting victims which includes those who bought it via ignorance and being entrapped.

He is not the only one I want to die

I wish for the destruction and death of Phil Rodgers, my ex.

But before Phil Rodgers and Patrick Boner die I wish to see a broom and a mop up their asses.

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hay I would do if I werePresident?

Why my family?  Of course, it isn’t only my family but sometimes it feels like it having been isolated in so many ways. 

 Let the true God handle those that weren’t born which probably number in the gazillions if you count all the possibilities.

Follow me


Both sides of the coin know hospising is occurring so why aren’t they talking about it?

Is it how they enriched themselves? Drunken on the blood of saints?

I think it is!

If our litres won’t talk about it,

who will.

In the olden days before abortion and divorce were legalized women died with their husbands/ex husbands regardless if they liked each other by locking them in the room with his sarcophagus or putting them on a wood stack and set afire with him. They did it to their pets and servants as well. This is not going to happen to me or to to my daughters. However, I’m sure the RCC would be for it for the assets left behind. Isn’t that what the warehouse auction show where people bid on peoples junk left behind in their warehouses and their collections left behind are about? Rare collections. How else do they get a show together for that reason and call it entertainment. My ex loved the show. He liked Pro Wrestling as well. Of course like the poker show they have cheaters who know what’s already in the warehouses. Those shows did not exist until lately when

Obama took office and we were enlightened by Pope Benedict about a future world government with teeth. Whose teeth? Have you ever seen Billy Graham’s daughter smile? She is married to a dentist and I think his name is Peter.

She is deviant but consider the source.

The unstable ledge shelf on one continent may be causing some problems soon,

but consider the source!

The harm young RC prostheletites (Pope Francis dick suckers) cause to women/girls and their families about women’s issues which is none of their business is very upsetting  and I pray they feel it in their assholes or in their groins and in each others mouths every day of their lives until they get off the Jesuit/RCC dime. See how much semen they can swallow till they give up their tongues to the truth: your religion > the RCC >

is the whore of Babylon

until the purpose is fulfilled.

D.C. Council gives initial approval to a bill to let terminally ill patients end their lives

DID WE ELECT THIS COUNSEL

OR IS IT THE

NEW WORLD ORDERER?

The purpose is to show the nakedness of the RCC and deplete the RCC of everything except Bill O’reilly, imo.

GETTING INTERESTING. KIND OF TEMPTING GOD, IF YOU ASK ME.

 O’REILLY ASKED IF PENCE THINKS LORETTA LYNCH IS GUILTY BECAUSE SHE DOESN’T WANT TO INVESTIGATE CLINTON ON SOME INFRACTION. OF COURSE NOT. BUT O’REILLY’S CONSCIENCE IS DOING A FREUDIAN SLIP BECAUSE HE KNOWS HE IS GUILTY OF IGNORING BENGHAZI. IS LORETTA LYNCH AN EX HISTORY TEACHER Like Oreilly (B/C HE ISN’T THAT GOOD AT TEACHING) Now a PRESS MAGUA ” (“The Wily Fox”).? EVIDENCE IS PRETTY DARNED CLEAR ABOUT O’REILLY. INACTION SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS OVER A PERIOD OF HOW MANY YEARS? 4-5 YEARS

LUKE 13:31 and 32

:31 The same day there came certain of the Pharisees, saying unto him, Get thee out, and depart hence: for Herod will kill thee.

32 And he said unto them, Go ye, and tell that fox, Behold, I cast out devils, and I do cures to day and to morrow, and the third day I shall be perfected.

Zebrafish embryo ‘selfie’ takes top prize in microscopic photo contest

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not just that

EVERYONE LOSES

If we don’t.

Another kid committed suicide, hung himself. His mom did the same thing. It’s catching like a cold

like cell phones our nemesis,

a Kryptonite for humans somehow or another

“The established premise is that Superman and other Kryptonian characters are susceptible to its radiation, which created usage of the term in popular culture as a reference to an individual’s perceived weakness, irrespective of its nature,[1] similar to the term “Achilles’ heel.”

Irridium?

SAUDI ARABIA: BLACK STONE OF MECCA REVEALED TO BE A METEORITE

Seen a lot of bad shit happen and a lot of bad behavior and bad reactions too often and the common denominator was the cell phone and those that can’t seem to live without a cell phone for even a day:

Obama’s Apple.

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RCC Unions vs Free Market

RCC Unions vs Right to Work

in the State of Texas

Is Ted Cruz for RCC unions/illegal immigration in the State of Texas??

A labor union war goin’ on in Texas. My other brother in law has a temporary staff business that got to be quite successful. Right to work staffing business. Noticed lately that there are a lot of them now. The RCC wants to take them over by using cheaper labor by using illegal mexican labor then when they win the competition their prices will go yup because it’s the RCC unions against free market workplace. They are on Miller and Garland Road waiting every day for work. Gonna do the same to other business too if to is allowed to go on.

Not because they want open borders, not because the Dems want your vote…..

BUT

because the RCC uses unions

to devastate areas of interest to further the RCC’s legacy. the Papacy. Not scabs but marsh bleeders that’s why they get large crowds just to support the Popes balcony appearances: the union boss makes them, or else! How else would they know to show up at a particular time? Many of them live in little villages…Do they send out a tv guide for Pope appearances? Nope.

Will Ted Cruz do anything about the RCC union wars against right to work states? No he is probably is in Washington DC doing nothing about it and besides he supports the RCC papacy because it supports him via US tax revenue.

you know….male prostrates.

What do Senators do? Nothing, Didn’t Ted Cruz make some BIG campaign promises he did not keep if the senate had a republican majority? Why not? It was Bullshit.

The Constitutional wizard.

BORDER BLOWN OPEN
ILLEGALS FLOOD IN

FEDS HIDE NUMBERS
‘WORST WE’VE EVER SEEN’

Then the mexicans will go home.

Draining the swamp won’t work on the Southern border of Latin America. I don’t think it will work however, it might.

The best-laid plans of mice and men often go awry

I looked up conception in the bible online and this all that came up

Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.

So Boaz took Ruth, and she was his wife: and when he went in unto her, the Lordgave her conception, and she bare a son.

As for Ephraim, their glory shall fly away like a bird, from the birth, and from the womb, and from the conception.

Tribe of Ephraim – Wikipedia

According to the Hebrew Bible, the Tribe of Ephraim (Hebrew: אֶפְרַיִם / אֶפְרָיִם, Modern Efrayim, Tiberian ʾEp̄ráyim / ʾEp̄rā́yim; “double fruitfulness”) was one of the Tribes of Israel. The Tribe of Manasseh together with Ephraim also formed the House of Joseph.

Tiber – Wikipedia

The Tiber is the third-longest river in Italy, rising in the Apennine Mountains in Emilia-Romagna and flowing 406 kilometres (252 mi) through Umbria and Lazio,  …

Part of the coast of the Sea of Galillee was called Tiberius

The Tiber River of Rome

Do I know what it means?

No.

It’s like a riddle and I think we don’t get to get it until it is solved.


Personally the ex has been organizing the garage:  I can’t remember when he has ever cared. Throwing away junk like never before.  Usually when he cleans and organizes he has been up to no good in some weird way. Had an argument with my daughter’s boyfriend because she was talking about suicide because her drunk boyfriend hassles the shit out of her about the smallest of things. Anyway woke up to an exchange between the ex yelling at him on the phone. It’s a little too little too late. The reason for the heated exchange was he heard his daughter talk about suicide,,,,so he says….. yet he used a hospice on his mom because of something she said years ago about her desire to not live in an old folks home.

A new doctor gave me some magnesium and it felt exactly like the stuff they give a patient before a CAT scan . Freaked me out because of what happened the last time I had a CAT Scan I went into respiratory arrest and was totally out of it for three days with very little memory of it except for two things. Mike Castleberry and my daughter’s boyfriend’s wings (hair growth out of his cap.) They thought I had a reaction to the dye they inject and I found out it was not allergic to shrimp afterwards testing the hypothesis because usually those who have a reaction are allergic to shrimp for some reason though I do recall Mike Castleberry was allergic to shrimp. LOL

Anyway I think my reaction to the magnesium scared him or put him on notice.

He came in last night peeked his head in my bedroom to tell me DaBigNews to alert me of some investigation having to do with Hillary Clinton as if there wasn’t a lot going on with Hillary Clinton these days and as if he was helping me. He is so odd. He does this kind of stuff to obfuscate who he or what he is doing. I’ve seen it before and has become a habit when he is trying to cover up something he’s done.

I think he is afraid of something. He has been so so so nice lately which is really strange. He can’t help being an asshole in general as a matter of normalcy but definitely some behavior that goes along with being naughty somehow.

Strange but I think he wants to be on the winning side and will switch if it helps him playing both sides of the spectrum as my brother would say: Self preservation. I think he needs to settle down on an indian reservation somewhere in New Mexico.

Told me yesterday he wants to get me on Obama Care. LOL

uh oh.

 Two turtle doves alighted on the fence just now.

Then my daughter came in to screw with me asking how she looked in a shirt I bought her wearing my necklace and I said she looked pretty and at that moment was not aware of her game and noticed she was wearing my necklace and let her know I noticed. Then she asked if she could wear it and I asked her where she was going and she said to Patrick Boner her boyfriend near Forney and I said no and she tore it off and broke my necklace a really very pretty expensive necklace I had bought a long time ago before I was sick with poisoning. Taunting me.

Patrick Boner still hangs out with his friend Christian who killed his other friend or he would not have lied to the police about not knowing his family. He was with him when he died in the same car unbruised and unscratched and his friend was killed in the same car. I think they were not in the same car since his friend had to be peeled out of the car for 6 hours. Usually the passenger in the death seat is the one that dies. It was a drug/mob hit. Since he lied about it he obviously is involved in the murder of his friend. Patrick Boner hangs out with him and gets drunk with him and then mistreats my daughter and fucks her like a good little fucker mobster.

So her boyfriend is a SCUMBAG and so his she for loving him and will be a scumbag until she drops him like a piece of shit but he has her all screwed up thanks to the ex her dad and her boyfriend fuckers from hell.

When the parents told the police they knew Cristian, the police didn’t care and did nothing about it.

His display that morning on the phone was a an act! He bought her a car over his dead mom’s body starving her and is going to let her use it BUT not sign it over to her as punishment till he deems it proper because of how it looks.

Some kind of triangle between the ex the boyfriend and my daughter. He slept with her for months when she was young teen until I nixed it by shaming him and then he caused problems with me using his cell phone etc. as punishment and later had me arrested falsely and put me in jail using his daughters confusion because I think she was raped when she was in 9th grade and they covered it up and said she was a good girl after making us leave the room and raped her mind to forget when she was hospitalized bleeding from both ends her vagina and her anus and even the doctor thought she had a tubular pregnancy but the hospital covered it up. And the ex is involved. Did the ex rape my daughter? That is the question. Or did he JUST sell his daughter’s soul down the river for his own self preservation

like a good Roman Catholic boy fucker.

He is in for that October surprise though it may be late!

The ex says I was wrong for saying

I hope her boyfriend dies.

Guess what: I hope he dies.

It isn’t the only thing I hope for!

It’s coming!

By the way the necklace was bought from Stella and Dot.

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By the way when Abraham bound Jacob to sacrifice him and the God of Abraham sent an angel to stop the sacrifice? Remember that supposedly God said it never crossed his mind to do that to his son? It did cross his mind. If it crossed Abraham’s mind it crossed God’s mind so the God of Abraham lied.

John 8:58

Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Before Abraham was, I am.

Acts 7:2

And he said, Men, brethren, and fathers, hearken; The God of glory appeared unto our father Abraham, when he was in Mesopotamia, before he dwelt in Charran,

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Charon (mythology)

In Greek mythologyCharon or Kharon (/ˈkɛərɒn/ or /ˈkɛərən/Greek Χάρων) is the ferryman of Hades who carries souls of the newly deceased across the rivers Styx and Acheron that divided the world of the living from the world of the dead.

John 8 King James Version

43 Why do ye not understand my speech? even because ye cannot hear my word.

44 Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning, and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie, he speaketh of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.

45 And because I tell you the truth, ye believe me not.

John 8:15 Ye judge after the flesh; I judge no man.

I wonder was Oman Noman once? I noticed Mayor Gianni Alemanno has 14 women by his side. I saw him talking about conjuring in regards to taxi unions so I know he’s a mess and so is his son. First it was the gypsy…..girl…….murdered……cleaned up….was she raped before or after she died? I think it was his son……that did it.Fascists i.e .NazisTo conjure is to make up something like a lie and in this case many lies!

My daughter and I saw him in the eyes of a very crazy looking guy when we were in a restaurant together. He kept staring at me for no reason. I sure didn’t deserve it that day. We were in the process of cleaning and moving her into her apartment in Denton and took break to eat. He could’t seem to control himself …the guy that he possessed. Anyway I asked her to witness it for me and she turned around to look at him and turned back around real fast and she was totally freaked out by his stare at me. It scared her but I wanted someone to see what I saw. It was very dark what we witnessed and it was controlling this person.Then we started being stalked spiritually and it kept moving around in other people around us. At her college. Her friends, in my home, the ex., in businesses, in traffic, the cops, some hospital people, in government, and still doing it, etc. Sometimes quite often I see him in Obama.

Obama Gets Angry In Fayetteville, NC

(obama losing his cool)

It’s weird shit. He likes to whistle while he works his magic which is usually evil. There is a spirit world and a ghost world around us. He uses people unwitting people to prohibit us.

The last time I played tennis when I was healthier I fell because my flesh was weak (had  recent to that time had sepsis and a huge operation Peritoneal abscess near death for 14 days in ICU at Parkland. I was walking by the fence line between courts and the guy whistled to me eerily someone I didn’t know. He was trying to scare me. It was very weird and was very much like that movie with Denzel Washington where this maniac spirit/ghost traveled between bodies.

This was near the time my dog was shot and killed by a group of kids next door fighting over a girl and shots rang out hitting windows of neighbors and neighbors shooting back and I heard my dog Buck whelp. (None of them were charged and one was shot and released later.) Buck had a huge neck and little ears and his head was smaller than his HUGE neck so it was hard to walk him on a leash because the collar would come off over his head. Sweet dog, huge dog and sparkles in his eyes. Like a big black bear. If I let him in the house and I did not often because he was so hard to train, if he peed in the house it was like a lake. He was a male dog so lifting his leg was natural. He was part Australian shepherd and lab. Anyway, we checked on Buck and he acted fine, but later found out too late that he had been shot in his shoulder/elbow area and it got infected and he died, etc. Dogs hide pain. When he died he looked afraid and he seemed to fear my ex. I’m not sure fear is what it was, more like he recognized something. Something I saw in his eyes. Seemed to be letting me know my ex was involved. But a week or two later my eldest daughter and I saw Buck with another black lab while driving to the store. Two labs so we turned around to check it out and found only one lab (Buck disappeared) and took him home and found his owner a few days later. It was by the hospital this occurred which has been very helpful through thick and thin in keeping me alive even with some accidental or intentional mishandling of me medically and my other daughter who I believe was raped and other things. I felt my dads hand helping us at that time reassuring me and her when she was bleeding from both ends-she was only in 9th grade and she was also bullied at school by kids and called a whore and pushed around etc.

This stuff happened near the time Obama was dealing with the red dressed woman in Italy like a real gentleman walking her down the stairs so everyone could see how gentile he was and telling Lady to sit down. My other dog was named Lady, a German Shepherd. She used to hide dog treats from Buck. That’s what German Shepherds do: hide treats, like the Easter bunny. Pope Benedict was born on Easter. Kind of an interesting fact. My ex likes to play the gentleman game while trying to kill you in other ways. It’s a really good disguise. Of course I had the audacity of divorcing him “a catholic.” It’s inbred in them to be against divorce even if he hates your guts as he said “I want to bury you and you to bury me.” It’s been rough on my family but we do have help as well. I don’t understand it all but we keep on trying. My youngest is still very vulnerable to attacks because she has been through a lot but doesn’t know the extent of it and lashes out at me as if I caused it and I didn’t. Her dad trains her to lash out at me but he is very sneaky. He won’t let me teach her. Interferes, lords over us, tries to possess her especially when he was sleeping with her which was ridiculous. So I’m kind of in a pickle. But anyone who would starve their mom to death isn’t right in the head.

Remember what Jesus said at the Sea of Galilee? He said :Feed my sheep.

My eldest daughter witnessed Buck with me so it wasn’t just my imagination.

My ex witnessed the birds I talked about but he downplays it to the nth degree as a witness as if it happens frequently and it doesn’t (never seen it or heard of it before and I have been around) so he is in DANILE, but my daughter does not down play the miracle she witnessed. The ex wants to own his other daughter so he is trying to work his magic and it is hard on everyone. Yes my youngest is pretty screwed up and she has a right to be but I can’t let her get away with some things though her dad does. I do react like anyone else would when she breaks my necklace for no reason pushing my buttons but her dad and her boyfriend pushed her buttons a few days before so it is bound to come around to me.

Anyway we are in a great upheaval of some kind, a purge :The Great Deception caused by Roman Catholic Dog-ma/Mad-Og and it’s deceived partners in crime.

It will come to an end.

Since then she tried to convince me that I said I wanted him to die before she broke the necklace and she is mistaken. There was no reason for me to say it before as fate as the whole rigamarole that day. She distinctly remembers me saying it while she was putting on her makeup which she does frequently. Granted because she broke my necklace isn’t a good reason but the taunting is and she taunted me because if him and that I said he was a scumbag. He is a scumbag and so is her dad. It is the truth. Very similar to him taunting me in the powder room and she denies that he did….he never would have done it in front of her. So he got her to lie for him and the two males in her life a causing great harm to my daughter and I with to sees a broom up their asses very soon so she can be free of their torment and so I can be free of it as well. The two males in her life her boyfriend and her dad anre ying-yanging her to get to me and she doesn’t realize it. He called to speak to her on the house phone instead of on her cell phone because she wanted him to call her when he was going to go to bed after all of this shit. I answered woke up and took her the phone.. Why didn’t he call on  her cell phone?

Because he is taunting me, that’s why. After the broom is up their asses I still hope they die…I think they’re demonic fucks. Probablt has something to do with the triangular ufo both he and she witnessed near his home about a moth ago. But we ordered the necklace a different one that my ex had to pay for and my eldest daughter is gonna fix the other one and I will have two necklaces instead of one. I ordered “the legend” necklace by Stella and Dot.  Very nice looking necklace. It doesn’t pay to mess with me. He’s 3 hours late picking her up and was laughing about it. I have good reason to hope for the worst for him and the ex.

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I imagine more good things are in store for me and both my daughters soon.

You should read John 8 which I linked above.




Remember those carrot seeds Obama gave to the Pope?:




It was a Bribe and the RCC ate the apple.

Those were fertilized eggs/embryos of some of the children whose parents had abortions and those young girls that were raped and bullied in our public schools when the change to Core teaching was implemented in the public schools and the teachers and kids were crying all the time for  about a 3 month period approximately ADJUSTING– Just like in the book of Acts.

It’s catch -22 as well.

Sort of a triple cross!

I know when we took our daughter out of the Public Schools because of the bullying I met the friend who is a teacher twice 3 months apart and she said the same thing at the grocery store when I met her about the school program and the havoc it caused on both the kids and the teachers and it was diverted in the news on the starvation lunch program implemented by Michelle Obama as a cover up as weird as that is to obfuscate what was really going on. Core and starvation lunches. That is when the incursion occurred. It sure caused a stir though didn’t it? A starvation diet? The timing was suspicious. The pain attack my daughter had a couple days after her hospital visit is after abortion type pain I had the same thing after my abortion about the

same timing.

Core teaching/Bushes/Oil/hospice/Florida first case and only the family cared then you have Catholic war on partial birth abortion an anomaly because its illegal and no proof provided then you have starvation/lunches/Michelle Obama and killing vets the military kind using hospice/starvation$$$$. Gonna eat UR lunch because first they came for the gypsy girl and none understood….then the vets and their families…..then they came for the good doctors…..and then they came for the jews…then women who had abortions  then it will be the protestants. …..It’s a holocaust under the table using trickery

because there is no honor among thieves. 

Obama care was a cover up of the affects on population poisoning of the food chain because of the Japanese tsunami nuclear accident that wasn’t in toto an accident. The nuclear accident was the accident but not the weather that was on purpose but it back fired. Hence Obama Care. BGEA and Roman Catholic collusion.

What was the carrot for the RCC? Obama is Islamic what do you think was the carrot? Islam and the RCC both want to rule the world and obviously both can’t. Bribery.  Protection for a short time though the RCC think it will last longer…Dumb assumption, but who said popes are smart? 

Then comes Armegeddon.

This is what happens when IDIOTS try to make a one world religion or one world government. It’s impossible.

This is what happens when you pile on the woes of the world and blame the fairer sex whether you are a female  or a male:

You shouldn’t pick on females! Abortion did not cause the problems of the world:

Over population caused the problems 

competing to rule the world!

Braveheart:

If we can’t get them out:we’ll breed them out!

The ones that want to rule the world are the problem by prohibiting family planning thinking more is better.

Whose dogma is no contraception?

Supply and demand : Sociology Basics

Now the son of the Shill (Billy Graham Evangelical Assholes) for the RCC Franklin Graham is hitting the pavement for America to get ready.

Which God does he propose America should Accept.

Ur god or my God. 

He makes a lot of money on those shoe boxes and the businesses that profit from them to those over populated countries his dogma caused with his prehistoric errors at Christmas.

the T-Rex the Self serving SOB

It’s not his only loophole



I think Melania Trump will make a better First Lady than Bill Clinton if I had to choose between the two.

She certainly has been poised throughout the circus of this election through thick and thin

and she has some good ideas.

I hope she includes the grand parents and Great grandparents as part of her plan

for the kids and, of course, the parents.

Behind every great man is a great woman who has a grand vision

She may have that vision.

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She’s probably as pretty and trained to lead as I imagine Esther of the Old Testament was for a time as this so I think she might be a good direction for America.

But since the candidates failed to mention the hospice deal I ain’t voting.

I know both are aware!

No one mentioned the holocaust while it was occurring, either.

Shimon Perez – The Vatican’s President of Israel

Mentions some interesting things about the Jesuit connection to Shimon Perez, Mayor  Gianni Alemanno and the deal with the Vatican. Worth reading! Take note how the Vatican blames Christians for killing jews……not Roman Catholicism for the Holocaust. Semantics? Then inserts how the RCC saved some jews. Perez? So did Christians. Many Christians saved lives in WWll and lost their own lives doing it and some didn’t and I don’t think they were hailing Hitler but many Roman clergy did. Who blamed the jews for the death of Jesus and who nailed him to the cross?? Weren’t the culprits roman? Did the Vatican “a state” declare war on Hitler? No.Why? Because the Vatican is sleazy. Who collected the assets of the jews that were killed? Who laundered it?

Open the Vatican vaults and let’s see.

If you have nothing to hide and are truthful. Prove it: Lets see your veritas.

Does a spermatoid tail  of semen wiggle because it is living or because it is dead?

Who kissed the Pope’s (Benedict Xvl) ring early on? I saw a long line of Christian leaders of many Christian faiths in a reception line just to kiss his ring ring ring a bell?

Why didn’t the Pope kiss their rings?

I noticed a couple of clergy that didn’t though not sure who they were.

There is something TERRIBLY amuck with Roman Catholic Christianity to have done what occurred in Europe to the Jews which must be faith and the Jesus that lied about it…in chapter 4 of the gospel of John and all three Synoptic gospels. I guess the truth catches up eventually which it seems to have done.

The ex is finally watching the you tube Hell’s Angel about Mother Teresa

by Christopher Hitchens.

I wonder what affect it will have. The ex is pretty dense so it may take a while to sink in. I wonder why the same attempt hasn’t been accomplished in regards to partial birth abortions for all The Passion exploited? Just innuendo. No real evidence?

Synonyms for exploit

take advantage of


Billy Paul. Me And Mrs Jones. Original Video

What is in a name?
Great song from the 70s and will be the Partial subject of the new Post coming up!

And there’s more….sort of a part two of this post and sort of a knot

The root of all evil is not money

it’s jealousy.

My experience tells me that money, sex, and lies are the apparatuses to create jealousy.

Course there are a few different meanings to the word jealousy.

One is passionate. to have strong feelings for and I think that is what was meant in the Ten Commandents since God is spirit (I am a jealous God) however man (the RCC and Islam) uses it differently mostest to keep women down and rarely the other way around. The Whore of Babylon is a male institution.

Pope Francis says women will never be

Roman Catholic priests

Benevolence vs Benediction

I had an emotional breakdown today where I hated God. I’ve been dealing with abuse for a long time and that is what abuse does to a person. I yelled and screamed how much I hated God because a good God wouldn’t have created evil. I had a weird dream but I don’t believe dreams. The enemy sowed while I slept. When Jesus of the Synoptics said “only God is good”….he lied. In context he said “Why callest thou me good, only God is good. ” Even God said he created evil.


It’s a choice.

Just because you can create life doesn’t mean you are good.

Who created Hitler? Stalin?  Mao Ze dong? Pope Francis? Mother Teresa?

Just because a woman can have a baby when pregnant doesn’t mean it’s a good idea. Sometimes it’s better to have an abortion.

What matters is how you raise them when you decide to go full term.

The Son of man indeed goeth, as it is written of him: but woe to that man by whom the Son of man is betrayed! good were it for that man if he had never been born.
yadayadayada indeed
“Indeed” is a marker to me as a sign of deception. It doesn’t sound sane how it is used.
Here’s a link to the word “indeed” used many times in the bible.

Indeed

Probably “beware” would have been  a better translation at the beginning of the sentence but you can kind of see a personality in the ‘indeed statements’ like a friend of ours growing up “the 4 star General” actually he was a Maj. General I think who used to take credit for things he had nothing to do with and I’m trying to remember the phrase he used frequently but it got to be obnoxious: “As I said” or “that’s what I said” or “that’s what I say” or “as I say”something like that, you know what I mean?. Its been a while since I have been around Mr. Congo but it was inbred in his personality and the nasty habit of walking in on us while we were on the toilet. More than likely told his kids “Do as I say, not what I do” His daughter and my older sister were best friends. His wife was his slave and friend of my mom and he did not care for my mom because of her independent spirit which she was trying to help Jane his wife grasp and he did not like it. Jane looked like a dna sampler of Jackie Kennedy but a little less attractive, but very similar. They were stationed in France for a while and I think it screwed him up because he got lost in the Congo and if that wasn’t enough he morphed into Vincent Bugolosi who defended the single-bullet theory for the assassination of JFK and wrote the book about Charles Manson and the massacre of the very pregnant female star Sharon Tate and the murder of others. The book is called Helter Skelter. He supposedly won 104 cases of beer on the wall out of 105 cases, so no wonder. I think he got his reward: Jane, Nancy, Mac and John (schizophrenic son who thought he was Jesus when off his medication). Not a truthful person, in the least. A HUGE boaster. A hunter of doves. Took my dad hunting and dad did not enjoy it in the least because the sport is rigged and he plain ole did not enjoy it. Jackie Kennedy mentioned in one of her infamous interviews that she was a hunter when needed. He also seems to have morphed into being italian. He was not italian but he had a name similar to Ratzinger without the zinger but with a tan as in the wood that makes some furniture similar to bamboo but starts with an”R” and as in the tanner that Peter lived with in the Book of Acts when he fasted at a certain time like the followers of Islam fast and had his dream. Pope Benedict’s original name is Ratzinger. He actually was MIA in the Congo for quite a while and it was in the news papers. I have no idea why he was there in the first place (rubber? catholicism?) except that it was some kind of mission via the Army. Probably when something changed with him or when stationed in France but it is uncanny the resemblance of Jackie Kennedy and Jane and they were married earlier than the mission and the mission occurred around the same time as the Manson murders which is uncanny. His son wasn’t diagnosed with schizophrenia for at least 6-8 or so years later. He had polio or something like that as a child. His daughter was the person that called me when I left San Antonio early in the morning and advised me to talk to Lori or Gary about the molestation. I thought she was trying to help, little did I know. Funny because she lived in San Antonio and I don’t think should have been aware that I left my parent’s home without a word. I know she did not spend the night at my parent’s house because she had her own place. I guess their dad was a traitor. The cases were changed from the stated numbers 104 won out of 105 to 105 won out of 106 for some reason but I’m not gonna waste my time trying to figure out why it was changed. but when I heard it the first time on a interview he gave it peaked my interest even more besides his appearance and the sound of his voice which are near identical. The General is F.c.ed up.  Actually it has to do with the BGEA and their great journeys to make them forget so it may not be in toto his fault…just his weakness i.e. a partial birth abortion i.e. not quite born again or born again without a mind of their own to do the devil’s work i.e. to add credence to lies such as the single-bullet theory and having to do with the false covenant which he breaks and so it is not a good idea to stick with the false covenant maker because he screws you in the end. Online I saw a photo of one of his sons in Damascus of all places. What he was doing there I have no idea and wearing a beard but he looked like he was up to no good by his expression. Anyway I think the General fell for the psychotic delusional hallucinations of his son who thought he was Jesus.

I’m sure this verse above (Mark 14:21)  has been corrupted somehow. Probably said “this man” or “the man” instead of “that man.” Who took the Holy books and took them to Rome and who changed the Ten Commandments? Josephus son of Matthias took the books from the temple.
Son of the tax collector. Or Matthew was the son of Joseph?
Today Nov 16th 
Fox news is pandering the shit out of every protective barrier they think they have in the government. I’m sure it has to do with being Catholic and having Jesuits on your side who are agents of vile evil. After I said out loud “Pander, Pander, Pander” one of their contributors the beautiful woman and lawyer (Kimberly Guilfoyle) on The Five said “INDEED.: Believe it or not you are a conduit to evil when you said “Indeed.” Pandering to a particular hero at Pearl Harbor as well. LOL It is is pre citable. But I think though I don’t know when things start to unwind it’s gonna be quick. I would if I were you think about why you don’t criticize injustice when you should such as when your fellow man is attacked by those protective barriers you think will always be on your side. It can change (because of God) especially when the shit hits the fan in your neck of the woods. Skittles, cigarettes on the street, and other BIG examples! Could be a shelf on the other side of the ocean.

Good criticism might help to improve those barriers for the regular citizens struggling because of pandering by people like you, but fear and an outrageous salary make it difficult to see clearly that maybe you are a contributor to the demise of many decent people and that to those much is given, much is expected which means you have a bigger responsibility which you desert for the salary you receive. Though I know sometimes we don’t know what or why we sometimes say things we don’t really mean. Like my dad when I was in the hospital nearly dead said, “Fly right and fly straight.” and right afterwards apologized saying “I don’t know why I said that.” I had been attacked severely by some very insidious crap/evil. I knew what he meant: ‘Get well and quit causing trouble’, when he said it, but he didn’t at the time know what I had been through because he had been lied to so much. It hurt deeply and I tried to roll over but couldn’t (because I had a 14 inch two inch deep gash in my belly on heavy drugs and painkillers) to speak to him and at the time severely sick and emotionally upset plus infected with sepsis and I think it was on purpose. I believe I had been poisoned not just by the sepsis but by something else before that which put me in the hospital in the first place. The lies were unbearable: I was being followed and watched and harassed by a lot of bad deceived people even at real-estate school, entrapped, treated very unfairly, baited, humiliated, debased in a number of ways and sexually assaulted at the office in order to demean and squash me into nothing, to silence me, I think, because of my knowledge and future knowledge I eventually learned (because I’m not a prophet), and some that knew and enjoyed it for their measly reputations and for money knowing they lied a bunch even to my parents. I realize Catholics have been deceived as well by their clergy as many other faiths/religions also have been deceived:

Saw a book being sold at Hobby Lobby by Joel Olsteen I can’t remember the title but having to do with I Am, stealing my thunder, I guess, but on the other hand

Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery

Some times and some times not. Sometimes also meant to derail and to deceive but I did not read his book so I have no idea of his intent or the quality of the substance he is selling because it was not seen by me.

And truly it wasn’t my idea to begin with because the ideal came from the gospels.

(I know they have had some troubles come their way as well like his wife being arrested or questioned by the Secret Service on a plane a few years back during the election period with

Gov. Sarah Palin/Sen. McCain (H.A.A.R.P. territory) vs Obama/Biden)

but honestly i was never a fan of the Olsteens ! ! !

Charlatan comes to my mind when I see him.

My dad eventually I believe learned the truth the hard way and has helped me since and still is helping me and my mom, too.

The harassment and all the other bad stuff did not silence me. It had the opposite affect

especially when I experienced what happened

to my parents

via the

PAPAL BULL SHIT! 

When are you going to bring up the hospice problem?  The pros and cons? Truthfully.
Those you pander (many of the good honest ones) end up dead because of pandering the bad and more than likely pretty soon it will be the mob in toto you have to deal with and they won’t be kind but maybe not the mob you think you are protected by.

Top Ten Most Evil Dictators of All Time

(in order of kill count)

They’re all males except Mother Teresa (whose sex is questionable) whose legacy will probably be the worst unless we do something about it. Her last count was 105 countries and 500 parishes/convents  (By the way our land has been divided into parishes but we don’t know their division because it’s a secret. If there is a catholic church near you you are in or near a parish and who ever kissed the ring of the pope the land they minister in has probably been divided into parishes not to mention the under cover plain clothes men of the Jesuits and their parishes.) It’s grown since then and because of her sainthood it will grow substantially/exponentially if we don’t stop it. Last count by wikipedia is 123 countries and the world only has 196 countries…Do the math!

The liver wurst dictator of them all: The Roman Catholic Church over a very long period of the Papal Bull succession via succession.

I have a dream and that is the destruction of the Vatican, Mecca, Medina and The Dome of the Rock i.e. the end of Catholicism and Islam since their desire is to rule the world viciously.

Woe unto the inhabitants of the sea coast, the nation of the Cherethites! the word of the Lord is against you; O Canaan, the land of the Philistines, I will even destroy thee, that there shall be no inhabitant.
Notice it doesn’t say ocean coast it says sea coast. Maybe the 7 seas? Maybe the Mediterranean sea.
I have no idea who the Cherethites are but I bet it has to do with the cherubim.
Is that grim?
Punctuation was added later.
Anyway the benedictions won’t much matter.
I truly want the ex and Patrick Boner to die very soon UNNATURALLY!
Is that unreasonable?

The Pretenders – Thin Line Between Love And Hate

I wonder what the significance is of the use of carnations in the man’s lapel of his tuxedo Jacket when getting married…reincarnation belief? instead of resurrection? Circus soleil? Circus of the sun?

In the part I said you should read in the Gospel of John above Jesus says something about why can’t you understand what I say. He should have known why. Paul said the same thing about Jesus not understanding  what the people were saying so obviously Paul added to some of the gospel to undermine Jesus. Much of the Gospels men wrote and obviously did not write it correctly or added to it. But what Jesus said at the Sea of Galilee I think ends the matter: Feed my sheep: and 2000 years later we ware dealing with the hospice deal. Starvation as a tool to commit the hospice fraud I think the real Jesus knew and kind of let us know for now. Proved himself. And everyone seems to ignore his warning and seems like everyone is kind of desperate for a good President as if that will help but neither candidates, their spouses, VP candidates, congress, the people and our President won’t talk about it except Christopher Hitchens an atheist. Though maybe he was an atheist and he really isn’t an atheist now but has been characterized as an atheist for some reason like Jesus was characterized not able to understand what we say or us understand what he said except at the Sea of Galilee using silence to ignore what he said.

However Trump mentions often his desire to take better care of the military the vets and families. As far as twitter goes best to shut it down instead of legislating laws to control it which could be abused, misused, misunderstood, showing partiality depending on race, creed/religion, politics, color, gender, and class and expensive to implement.
A big headache.
I hate twitter and I never use it but the crap it causes is not worth keeping.

The bad far outweighs the good.

Atheism – Wikipedia

Atheism is, in the broadest sense, the absence of belief in the existence of deities. Less broadly,atheism is the rejection of belief that any deities exist. In an even narrower sense, atheism is specifically the position that there are no deities.

Atheism is contrasted with theism,[8][9] which, in its most general form, is the belief that at least one deity exists.[9][10][11]
So I guess it depends on what atheism is and which kind of atheist Chriseopher Hitchens was. Atheism seems to be a bit complex.
Maybe he was a theist.

He did a great expose about evil which needed to be seen, heard, and entered into the heart of man to prevent it’s acceptance.

Hopefully

Nancy Pelosi’s boob job

won’t get in the way!

Many are protesting the Trump win….

could cell phones be responsible? 





Maybe you will be better off if you give him a chance to get in office and flex his knowhow!

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Currency Market and Manufacturing

Does Trump have know how in the currency trading business? It’s a huge business, but if we started trading amongst ourselves instead of with foreigners their currencies might decline in value over a period of time and the currencies in each state might grow in value especially if each state had their own unique currency. If we manufactured our own money  in each state it would help to grow the currency of the United States into a stronger group of currencies and create jobs in manufacturing of currency in each state

 AS IF

WE ARE THE WORLD

And keep it honest!

Maybe Africa will follow suit?

It might work and someone ought to do a simulation of this GRAND IDEA and see if it strengthens the dollar from the bottom up.

Not sure in the short run if banking industry would like it but if it did strengthen the dollar in the long run they might like it

because I think it would strengthen the economy state wide and country wide

but you never know unless you try.





Anyway O’reilly characterized Hillary as progressive (snuck it in) to one of the Robertson kids (Willie Robertson). Phil Robertson and his kids I surmise voted for Trump as is their right as American citizens. But why is Hillary considered a progressive? Because she’s a democrat? How silly.

Now O’reilly has Colonel Oliver North and the documentary showing Japanese Americans who served in WWll. Some did. American Indians did as well:Code breakers? Black Americans also defended America! My mom defended a Japanese artist friend behind her back when she didn’t know some little white biddies were jealous of her talent and putting her down.  O’reilly has his own reasons for his getting cozy with Japan, doesn’t he? : Why didn’t O’reilly do some shows on Benghazi? I don’t think he devoted one show to the subject. He ought to write a book called Killing Americans?

Or how about the title

“Jesuits Murdering Americans?”

or

“Mother Teresa Murdering Americans”

“Papacy Loves to Murder Americans”

or

how about the title

“Jesuits Take a Vow to Impale Babies For the Papacy?”

i.e.

Partial birth abortions in the physical sense.

Qui

got us into the Vietnam War and which President got us out of the Vietnam War?

Was that progress?

Where is the Court of the Gentiles located? What religion?

Paris,France…..Notre Dame….Roman Catholic….Jesuit

Donald Trump warned by Nato chief that ‘going it alone is not an option’

So why did we attack Afganistan? Why not Saudi Arabia? What’s the criteria?

The 12 terrorists weren’t Afgans or Floridian citizens? The terrorists were Saudis with box cutters.

The Treaty of Brussels, signed on 17 March 1948 by Belgium, the Netherlands, Luxembourg, France, and the United Kingdom, is considered the precursor to the NATO agreement.

The 1948 Arab–Israeli War or the First Arab–Israeli War was fought between the State of Israel and a military coalition of Arab states, forming the second stage of the 1948 Palestine war.

There had been tension and conflict between the Arabs and the Jews, and between each of them and the British forces, ever since the 1917 Balfour Declaration and the 1920 creation of the British Mandate of Palestine. British policies dissatisfied both Arabs and Jews. The Arabs’ opposition developed into the 1936–1939 Arab revolt in Palestine, while the Jewish resistance developed into theJewish insurgency in Palestine (1944–1947). In 1947 these ongoing tensions erupted into civil war, following the 29 November 1947 adoption of the United Nations Partition Plan for Palestine which planned to divide Palestine into three areas: an Arab state, a Jewish state and the Special International Regime for the cities of Jerusalem and Bethlehem.

On 15 May 1948 the ongoing civil war transformed into an inter-state conflict between Israel and the Arab states, following the Israeli Declaration of Independence the previous day.

I wonder if there’s a connection?

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Babylon and Nato Headquarters

Isn’t this wild?

EU symbolism

This is confusion.

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Colosseum of Rome

PSyChe

What supposedly happened at the Roman Colosseum?

What was fed to the lions? I don’t think it was the Roman Catholics!

Probably a few, but the imagery is startling, isn’t it, and at least the Papacy admitted that Christians should not have attacked the Jews, LOL, especially in Roman Catholic territory: the world as we know it

(though we don’t know their division.)

Franklin Graham son of a Roman Catholic shill a few times in the recent past said,

“More Christians are gonna die.”

Insanity.

The ex mentioned George Soros a Hungarian Jew Philanthropist who spends lots of his money on migrants. Maybe like Hitler who was part Jewish he was taught to be self loathing of his heritage or because he fled. Just ten years ago a Pope (Pope Benedict XVl) admitted “Maybe it wasn’t the jews who killed Jesus”…no, it was probably O’reilly. And said Faith was the new enlightenment: You know, the mustard seed of faith that was not and is not nor ever will be the smallest of seeds.

How and why did we come to America?

I did this portrait one of my first attempts in oil pastel because I liked it. I liked the movie and I liked her portrayal. Peaked my interest in the religious stuff. In fact, I did it twice and probably will do it again in another media. Why? Well, while I did a great job on the picture I found that for me the oil pastel media wasn’t as forgiving as dry pastels and reminded me of crayons (kind of waxy) so dry pastels will be my next attempt or porcelain.

My mom had some little tiny plastic but very good looking figurines I used to love to play around with as a kid: the wives of Henry the Eighth. She must have bought them somewhere in England when we were stationed in England.

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I was looking up who the Catholic pope was at the time before The Golden Age and came across this interesting information:

Elizabeth 1 and the Catholic Church

My dad was Secretary to Gen.Westmoreland at the Pentagon and thought he was less than his stature (he was tall) and I think made him attractive as the Army Chief of Staff but not necessarily the best choice. It was coincidental to read about Earl Westmoreland in this article:

“Elizabeth faced a test of her authority in 1569 when the Revolt of the Earls took place. Thomas, Earl of Northumberland and Charles, Earl of Westmoreland led this. Both men swore loyalty to Elizabeth but were Catholics. It was initially feared that the whole of the North would rise up in support and Elizabeth made it clear that she did not have full confidence in the President of the North, the Earl of Sussex, to restore the Queen’s authority. In truth, this was no slur on Sussex as the government accepted that many men were willing to join the Earls:”

It was not Gen. Westmoreland that got us out of the jungle: It was Nixon.

He also exposed Billy Graham!

But Deep throat (the Press) got him for a break-in in at the headquarters of the some place because they did not like him for exposing Billy Graham as a shill for Roman Catholicism and a hater of Jews! Who puffed Billy Graham? Hearst (Hurst of Germany) and who owned the news paper organizations? Hearst The americans politico and the press couldn’t even figure out who killed JFK, a catholic, nor did they want to. Why? Santa’s Claws? Norstrums?

Propaganda won.

What did Obama say at his last press BLITZRIEG?

“The whole is more important than any one individual!”

Whose asshole? HIS?

There’s a whole lot of swollen blood vessels in the life of this asshole

The cult of Washington D.C.

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Does this offend you?

It’s on the internet and it’s a picture of the anatomy of a bad condition called hemorrhoids.. I think many people 2000 years ago were offended by a condition called leprosy because it was so contagious and was gross, I think. I don’t claim that God asked me to write the stuff I write unlike Bill O’reilly. He has it easy, and I don’t, not because of God but because O’reilly who is evil, IMO and helps this condition in Washington D.C. to get worse because he profits from it with his Papal Bull shit. Like the woman who had diverticulitis and eventually committed suicide because her doctors didn’t give her the right treatment telling her that her health problems were all in her head and that is where she shot herself. A Christian woman at about the age of 45.

Hemorrhoids are not evil in of themselves though it feels horrible when you have one. Everyone has probably had one or two hemorrhoids in their life. I don’t think hemorrhoids can kill you but they can de-BILL-itate the person who has them making life harder for everyone.

Is this whole more important than 

 the individual?

What whole is he talking about? Obama doesn’t say but it is probably some sort of ridiculous philosophy of “How much wood would a Woodchuck wood if a Woodchuck could chuck wood DOD Chuck Hagel/Hegel’s philosophy of ” I never questioned Obama’s motives.” even though it was his job to question his motives, but of course he was just a lackey.:

I don’t think shrimp have sphincter muscles so we devein them. I don’t think sea gulls have sphincter muscles either so be thankful you do.

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You can have them bleached these days and some rich babes do it before a wedding (heard about it in a movie)  but poop still emits from them so not sure it helps in the long run. If you have ever cleaned a stable stall you would know why I question the practice. Kind of looks like a fish puckering up. I think it’s because of the SPHINCTER Muscle if that isn’t a big anatomical hint.

 Gary my brother-in-law while in Germany ate so much sauerkraut and German food that when he pooped it was so big he had to stand up to finish his poop and it wouldn’t go down the toilet. I think they were sharing the bathroom so he had to go back and cut it in half to make it flush down the toilet. I think my sister, his wife, would call it “divide and conquer.” A Kircher family story. HIS CONTRIBUTION TO MANKIND. THINGS SOMETIMES HAPPEN FOR A REASON. I have no idea what hotel tool he used perhaps a knife but I doubt he used his own possessions to accomplish the deed.

Gary used to collect Roman and Nazi artifacts because they floated his boat.

So instead of learning about the fascism and where it emanated cut a country (in this case it was Germany) in half and get people to forget what occurred and complain about a wall instead.  There were guards on both sides, weren’t there?

Revelation reveals it.

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*******A Roman Catholic Trick*******

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Diversion at everyone else’s expense!!

I DON’T KNOW WHO DIVIDED JESUS’S RAIMENT INTO

THE 4 GOSPELS OF

MATTHEW, MARK, LUKE, AND JOHN

BUT IT WAS DONE WHILE HE WAS ON THE CROSS, I THINK. THE BIBLE SAYS SO.

Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots.
They said therefore among themselves, Let us not rend it, but cast lots for it, whose it shall be: that the scripture might be fulfilled, which saith, They parted my raiment among them, and for my vesture they did cast lots. These things therefore the soldiers did.
2 cloths?
Evangelicals and Jesuits? Mob and Jesuits? I don’t know but it is plausible one of these combinations are the meaning. There were 2 cloths in the tomb as well witnessed by Peter and told in the Gospel of John, I think. The reason I said Evangelicals (and a few other faiths like Pentacostals and including the RCC encourage speaking in tongues) is the Book of Acts (where it is written were speaking in tongues) when the apostles cast lots (drew straws) for a replacement for Judas who did what he must as written about in the Gospel of John.
I THINK THE SOLDIERS WERE ROMAN! I don’t think the SOLDIERS WERE OF A MILITARY as we think of military soldiers BUT OF THE ROMAN PRIESTHOOD.
RAIMENT AND VESTURE ARE THE SAME THING, AREN’T THEY? CLOTHING?
OR IS RaiNent
SOMETHING ELSE?

The last book of the bible Revelation (The Revealing) goes into a description of the Roman Catholic Clergy/Papacy by color and gems, trade products, and about spiritual stuff…7 mountains-7 deadly sins, etc. Selling souls….A woman drunk on the blood of saints…who else saints criminals……. who else honors saints at all? NUN

notice he left off the “s” on the end of the word – individual…….decepcion

He got us into a DEEPER financial septic hole and who profits by it?

The American People? The Middle Class?

No, someone else PROFITS and it isn’t the USA!

THE FALSE PROPHET PROFITS!

Doublespeak!

Hillary basically had the same philosophy and said so in her un-acceptance speech about the whole vs the individual.

Individuals not individual

Individuals make up a whole not individual.

It’s like saying a piece of pie isn’t as important as as the other pieces

or the pie hole is more important than the pie

or the pie is more important than the pie.

It’s meaningless and it’s silly. a cliche.

“a phrase or opinion that is overused and betrays a lack of original thought.”

In other words Washington DC, The Feds (i.e. THE VATICAN) are more important than the individual states that comprise the USA. No longer united, but one. So if Georgia grows cotton every state has to grow cotton even if you can’t because of the soil, the climate, or the terrain.

Obama to Trump: Time to get serious

…….”The German public has also rediscovered its affection for Obama. According to a poll by one German daily, Obama is now as popular in Germany as John F. Kennedy, whose “Berliner” speech — though it sounded to Germans like he was saying,

“I am a jelly donut”

— won him icon status in the country. The German media Thursday was full of nostalgic, even wistful reports on Obama’s tenure.”……..

“Ich bin ein Berliner” Speech (June 26, 1963)

John F. Kennedy

“Two thousand years ago the proudest boast was “civis Romanus sum.” Today, in the world of freedom, the proudest boast is “Ich bin ein Berliner.”

The Real Meaning of Ich Bin ein Berliner

Course we are not all free and Pride goeth before a fall!!

I think he meant it as it was said and  understood.

After reading the article about the meaning of what JFK said in Berlin and because of the last terrorist  attack in Germany Chancellor Merkel said something about hoping it was not caused by a Syrian it occurs to me Merkel has an itchy finger. Early in Obama’s administration she followed his advise which was austerity so I think I would not trust her at all. I remember her in charge of what was occurring in Greece whether or not they were sustainable.. What good is austerity? Does austerity build an economy? What was the point?  It is (Austerity) mentioned in the Gospel of Luke as said by Jesus something about ‘you knew I was an austere man etc’ in regards to talents and profit and I think this may be related to Obama/and his profit and since Obama took office he has been dying to get involved in Syria. (The Golan Heights) and using Alleppo as an excuse and tried to use the false story about the sarin gas attack in Syria. Then last but not least accusing Putin of voter fraud in our country. It’s kind of dicey but kind of interesting to say the least. I think financial austerity for a population is like a BAD wall to “teach them a lesson they will never forget” as Obama said about something in space needing to be let out of the box (Islamic- followers of Islam that walk around a box) and stretching it’s legs. Remember? Definitely a lot of connections and

Dark Sentences as described in the Book of Daniel of the OT, prophetically speaking but not understanding the vision but “let the reader understand.” because it was for a different time and possibly in our time MORE THAN LIKELY. Don’t read it, just sign it talking about Obama Care (Nancy Pelosi) etc very interesting!

Like I said no telling what or who made him say what he said and coming out the way it did in Berlin. I do know that he had at least one prayer breakfast with Billy Graham and I am not a fan of Billy Graham obviously but I also remember JFK saying “Let my people go.” at his inauguration speech, I think. Who was he talking about?

Catholics? (Germans? Communists? Fascists? Mexicans? Protestants?Americans?)

Remember:  Rev. Wilkerson? 1000 peanut butter sandwiches the night before the  destruction of the Twin Towers? 9-11?

Rev. Wilkerson was also an associate/underling of Billy Graham (a shill of Roman Catholicism.) and killed in a car wreck after a BERRY revealing blog post about the BGEA and Billy Graham within a week mostly talking about Billy Grahams devices/delicacies.

WHAT WOULD JFK THINK ABOUT HOSPICING: MURDER/SUICIDE AGAINST MY MOM

an army wife!

SHE WANTED TO LIVE TO 105. I know. She told me so.

WHAT ABOUT THE LOBOTOMY OF JFK’S SISTER?

(Speaking of walls: Did she want a lobotomy?)

What about Cuba?

Granted it was an island but wasn’t that kind of a wall?

Yes it was a barrier. A BLOCKADE imposed by JFK.

How about the Vatican Walls? Is it to keep people in or out?

And then there are the Walls of Benghazi

Shakin’ hands with JFK is BILL CLINTON

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Bill Clinton earned a Rhodes Scholarship to go to Oxford.  However, I indubitably doubt he earned it.

I don’t want to be impertinent but I think our nation became mired in many different worldly responsibilities because of JFK that have drained our country and hurt the middle-class mercilessly. He spoke about the mire at one of his last speeches about our involvement perhaps because we won WWll with our allies. Perhaps he wanted to educate us about Roman Catholicism and Islam and desiring to educate Catholics and others to see their masters for what they are Dishonest, Disloyal, Cruel, Merciless, Unappreciative, Users, Abusers, Criminals, The Whore of Babylon, etc and maybe why he said “Let my people go” speaking about Moses at his inauguration kind of like Moses said to the Pharaoh of Egypt 4000 years or so ago. His inauguration would have been in 1961 January or was it 1960?


JFK the 35th President of the USA was assassinated in 1963

which was 53 years ago.


*Somehow I think it’s related to my sister who recieved $35,000 in a savings account before my mom was hospiced without my knowledge at the appropriate time* and then the writer of the brochure about my mom pandered her and others about her contributions as if she earned it with some errors about my mom (a few hints) to warn me of something not quite right occurring (because someone fed the information to the writer of the funeral brochure and it sort of mocked my mom’s talents exaggerating-ly)

(my mom did not receive $ to raise her kids, take them to school, cook for them, care for them, make clothes for them, shop for them, read to them, teach them, train them, take them to the stables to ride their horses and get them through college and through law school; nobody paid her. She did these things and much more because they were her kids. ):

So what was the $35,000 for?

To silence? To bribe? To entice? For reputation? For Gary?????For David # 2??????

To cover up something?

I’m sure there was more involved, too.

such as hospising, I think.

Anyway 3 times 35 is 105 countries


 Mother Teresa boasted about 105 countries which were using her Sisters of Mercy Hospice besides India(one of the most over-populated countries in the world and turning Islamic as we speak. Remember the rice shipment to Syria from China came through India that may have poisoned people in Syria to look like sarin gas poisoning because painter’s masks cannot protect you from the sarin gas negligence, leaks, disasters, and/or sabotage and woman in nun’s clothing were dragging kids through “exposed areas”)

which really is 106 nations:


So why did she say 105 nations besides India?

Why not say 106 nations including India?

Or just say 106 nations?

She obviously meant something else, such as – a dig – a jab-an elbow-of some kind!

In any case, Mother Teresa’s Practice is insidious at best, and so is the Roman Catholic Church for sainting her/him or whatever Mother Teresa is depending on what is is and is pure evil.

ROBOTICS

and possibly the accident in Bhopal, India?

The cigarette burns in Janine’s hand and arm? Destroying pictures?

And possibly many other shocking things

when the rubber met the road.

I transcribed the CBS news Coverage of the JFK Assassination (The first few hours) a couple times because the first time through I learned a bunch of stuff and while learning and transcribing I came across a picture that looked like me. It was a picture of the sister in law of JFK Jr.s (Carolyn Bessette’s sister) who also supposedly died in the plant crash with them and it kind of peaked my interest. I only saw one picture once of her and it reminded me of a photo of me when I was 14 years old I had done in black and white. I thought it was kind of weird at the time. She wasn’t nearly as pretty as Carolyn and they didn’t even look related because of it. Carolyn was quite unusually beautiful and loved by the press, I think because of his stature and heredity and family ties and her beauty and I have no idea her background. Still I thought it was odd until I read about JFK’s older brother who died in WWll and there was a passenger with him when his plane and he were sabotaged as far as it appeared. I thought the person with him must have been a robot and then heard that Jackie Onassis said in one of her conversations or writings about JFK’s older brother that he lacked an imagination yet she could not have ever met him since he died before JFK and her met which was way after WWll when he died. One of the things I did notice about Carolyn in some photos that were supposed to be pictures taken without their knowledge she knew she was being photoed, but it looked like he didn’t know. A SET UP?

Morning Update: That’s Karma

Boy did I hit a nerve and all jell broke loose in my house between

the ex and my daughter and me.

Though I kept my cool pretty, IMO. I don’t think I need to explain.

I think everyone knows. Lots of information in the exchange.

I have to think about it a while to understand it fully. One thing I know and hopefully everyone else knows is the ex is an asshole.

Daniel 11:31

And arms shall stand on his part, and they shall pollute the sanctuary of strength, and shall take away the daily sacrifice, and they shall place the abomination that maketh desolate.
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hinduism: leading from behind?

Obama mentioned the abundance of ISIS, didn’t he? Abundance of arms?  Not the same thing as abundant living but an abomination of the idea.

The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it 
more abundantly.
India is known for selling their own body parts. Kidneys, etc. Pope Benedict Xvl refused to offer his own organs if he died. Some kind of hint, I think. Anyway the ex finds the strangest time to whistle and he looked kind of tense and defensive all at the same time after I did some writing. He still denies a problem with hospising and says he was never a fan of mother terse….what does being a fan have to do with the practice? It’s his line of thinking which isn’t very thoughtful and purposefully in denial I owner how long he has to keep denying.: Pope Benedict XVl was shown on Fox News with 19 new Cardinals which was supposed to be Pope Francis’s job but my dad had a fun tongue twister he liked to say:
He sells See shells down by the See shore 😉
 There might have been an alliance we did  not hear about in biblical times or perhaps this is a prophecy. Islam-Hinduism and the RCC like there is now not necessarily because of free will (might have been overrun via a coup) but the Gospel of John mentions strange dress of some people who were at the place where Jesus was taken when Peter denied Jesus 3 times, plus Hindus worship cows.


Placing the abomination that maketh desolate may be referring to The Hospise Practice in more countries than not (123 last count) and there are only about 20 or so more countries left to abominate and that may be a miscalculation. The internet says there are 195 countries in the world So by the internets calculation there are 72 more countries to go; I have no idea if the 123 countries with the Hospise Abomination is correct. Could be more. Part of the reason for the Hospise disservice is to cover up the H.A.A.R.P. type places and there are more like it and the damage caused  at Fukushima using Climate Comptrollers who manipulate weather and storms in order to make money off Gores imaginations which actually came from the Vatican to begin with: damage control/health damage of manmade accidents(IMO) like at Fukushima in Japan and Obama Care and FREE Hospise service using either Medicare or Medicade came after that in concert with each other. Get it? A coverup.


Adulterous Evil in 500 Roman Catholic convents, I think she was boasting about beautiful-ness which Christopher Hitchens documented in his Expose about Mother Teresa and her Practice and using abortion and contraception as an excuse to murder/suicide her victims!


Remember the 153 fish at the Sea of Galilee?

JFK also said something about a turkey that was interesting around Thanksgiving. He wanted the children to enjoy the turkey while it was still alive so gave it a short reprieve/postponement. And of course Turkey borders Syria and there is that area in Turkey where one of the Synoptic Jesuses says something about anyone threatening a brother is in danger of Raca (HELLFIRE and ETERNAL DAMNATION) having to do with a certain location between the two countries possibly Raqqa (and they do sound the same.) and Iraq is nearby.

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Now I wish I understood all things, but I don’t perhaps something will gel in it’s appropriate time. I know in the OT peoples tongues and eyeballs melt somewhere near or in Syria but Syria and many places have changed borders and even their names have changed. Takes 6 months to bury their armaments which makes me think that the disposable items are radioactive contamination because sarin gas does not melt tongues and eyeballs in a matter of seconds. Though Nukes do.

But the timing is interesting.

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A little side note and back to the cotton gin

Hence the civil war because cotton is worth less than other products and harder to farm and possibly because of the clothing market and cheap labor over seas etc hopefully someone with a good business sense can overcome the problem one way would be making cost of living cheaper in those areas but as nice by having a separate state by state value of the dollar somehow. Maybe a separate currency for each state but equal value over state lines somehow because we like our duds.  I guess it’s called subsidizing but hopefully in a creative way because we have to have cotton. I think a separate currency would be a creative way and trading between state currencies A USA  Forex market between state currencies instead of between countries of the world that like to screw us and each state could create their own currency which might  help decentralize our currency and de-centralize the banks and a tax break for certain products and tax hike for others. Decentalize the press as well which has overstepped its power. Cotton is a basic kind of like food. Instead of charging income tax against the earner the consumer could drive the market by consuming. Consumption tax might also help the situation beause we consume more cotton in products than we do cinnamon and can fluctuate the value via the amount we consume. It’s a toughie but there are some people that can figure it out (but not sure they are in Washington D.C and less lobbyists in the Federal government and more in the individuals: the states! divide them) OR perhaps both income tax and consumpton tax but less of one and more of the other depending on the products produced in each state. Might be more complex but it would create more jobs in the states instead of at the IRS and Treasury Department Federal level and less funneling to places that launder our taxes dollars and live in yachts on the Mediterranean Sea.

It might be a whole lotta fun!

I like the USA State Forex market idea between the states. Might pull our boot straps up a bit higher here and less overseas and make them appreciate us more and income tax that is collected could go back to what it was intended to be and that is towards defending our country which is is why voluntary income tax started in the first place and charge a big fee to defend others in the world depending on our interests and would probably be a deterrent for needless wars and less interference in other countries civil wars which they have a right to have depending on their own interior/inferior situations.

Plus: Absence makes the heart grow fonder.


Back on track:

But of course it doesn’t work the other way around:

If you are rich everyone has to be rich? I’m not rich.

If you are stranded in the middle of the ocean you aren’t gonna be waiting for the army to fetch ya or if you are stuck in a ravine in the mountains you sure won’t be expecting a boat to save you.

The deal with Westmoreland took on a life of it’s own in our family. My little sister married a man that was 6′ 6″ and very gregarious and generous to a fault. One of his sons was tall and he wanted him to play basketball because of his heighth but he was more artistic in some ways though he turned out to be good in the sport of basketball as well. His dad dissuaded him from expressing his artistic talent when my mom bought him a butcher paper roll and some media of some kind and his dad made a joke of it. His son also lacked structure not doing well in college so his parents put him into the military for a while and he failed miserably because they picked on him for being too tall. He had been on Ritalin for quite a while as a kid and had asthma. Obviously some evil shit was messing with him, which is too bad. God knows who and why. Their other son was like my dad shorter, but both kids were pretty cool as well as their step-siblings from his first marriage. He saved my eldest sister’s son from drowning and lost his own grand daughter who drowned at the same age. His biggest problem was his ‘good-ole-boy’ attitude towards women (how he was raised and peer pressure) which got him into trouble still I think his true love was my little sister and I think her true love was him they just weren’t in sync half the time and if things went wrong family wise it was always her fault. Sometimes their friends got in the way because of his generosity. People are naturally attracted to a winner and especially a prosperous winner and some of them weren’t good for him and some were and jealousy between women who married into the family who wanted to be the queen like Cheri the one that sang like an angel at church and had a very hot shot job at the church they attended. She spit chips out of her mouth when she talked and complained when their step son didn’t pay attention to her during a football game as she literally sucked his dick and complained to her in-laws. I heard about it from her in-law. Not like I was asking for information about her either. I hardly knew her and was not impressed. My sister’s husband chose her for his son and that is really weird but I think he was hood-winked by the church. I think she inserted herself and bolled him over because of his success which she did not help to build. They met at church of all places. He had been written up in a top ten or twenty businesses at the time: right to work temporary staffing type of business and obviously the union’s nemesis.

Ur do you think it was happenstance? I don’t think it was happenstance at all. 

It’s not like I asked my little sister:

Did Cheri suck Danny’s dick while he watched a football game on TV and then come in and complain to you and David because he didn’t pay attention to her?

I lived 6 hours away.)

She also had a tot about the same age as Juliette at the time, the one that drowned at her birthday party when she was 3 years old.

“The whole is more important than any one individual!” said Obama recently.

(Notice: Where is the “s” on the end of the word individual? ……deception

Is it?

I think they’re divorced now!

Ecclesiastes 3:1-3
To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;

 However, my little sister’s husband didn’t try to murder her or she him even after divorce or during though he short-changed her with the help of some dishonest good-ole-boy lawyers, his and hers. Obviously, they had trouble with competition from their kids and their sibling rivalry but that exists even if only married once.

Eric Clapton – Nobody Knows You When You’re Down & Out

My dad expressed himself in art for a short while and painted a painting of a farm which I own because the same brother-in-law made fun of it and so it wasn’t appreciated as much by his wife my younger sister and she gave it away to me. It is in my kitchen next to my mom’s painting in ceramic/porcelain of a rooster though it is not crowing. LOL. I think but not sure my dad was called a “grunt” in the army because he was shorter than 6 foot tall but very good at what he did. He was talented at engineering, constructing, gardening and making a heck of a great breakfast and lots of other things and he enjoyed himself in good fun ways. Loved to play golf, travel and see the world and made us appreciate it’s beauty even if he had to camp to see it and loved dolphins and loved my mom (not in the order written of course) and all of his kids and their kids and their kids…….

Psalm 32:10

Many sorrows 

shall be to the wicked: but he that trusteth in the Lord, mercy shall compass him about.

1 Timothy 6:10

For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows

migrants?

But money isn’t the root of all evil, is it?

Sometimes jealousy, stubbornness, pride, being a control freak, cowardice, piety, vengeance, deception, busy bodies corrupting themselves even more in the process, misunderstanding, ignorance and fear is a root of evil.

Remember the ass Jesus rode into Jerusalem when the Romans occupied Jerusalem?

My experience with migrants -a MILF-ing Bosnian Islamic female a self-proclaimed

Soroastrianist

who said her family was gonna be rich when they move back to Croatia not Bosnia. How? Whose dad, she said, was a mechanic but couldn’t fix minor troubles with her car and then she said he was a truck driver obviously lying her ass off about her dad and about her family. Whose  mom supposedly slit her own throat which is highly unlikely. Having her in or near my home  was not a good experience! She had Fuck you (FU) tattooed under

her pierced tongue

who I think killed my beautiful sweet cat, stole my medication, stranded my daughter after hours at a mall an hour away and other shitty things such as psycho harassment because she was a bitch from hell! Before her true colors came shining through I offered her help to learn jewelry making or art and friendship and for her mom via her and she killed my cat in return. She acted interested but never really wanted to do anything except bullshit, delay my daughter from getting a job or 6 months and try to corrupt my daughter and harass me and my daughter. My ex defended her even after I warned him about her and to not to allow her in the house anymore. Was she deceived? He did anyway when I was in the hospital

so why should I care about migrants or the ex? He could have cared less about Romeo. Said he hated my guts when I took him up on an offer to get him to the vet. Very odd behavior.

Did her dad serve in the armed forces for my country? NO!

Yet an albanian bitch called muther fucking teresa sainted by the Jesuit Pope Francis may have caused the death of my parents and lots of people under the guise of Roman Catholic ideals that actually have caused more harm than good for centuries!

If I had access to a nuke

the Papacy would never be able to rise again anywhere nor would want to.

Who needs their shit?

She was bad news. 

She moved to Colorado and hopefully will get stoned off her ass forever.

It would be best to keep her that way if you love your children and your pets

and don’t allow her in your home! Unworthy! Don’t hire her either.

I think she was hired to fuck with me BUT by whom?

If it was the ex he wouldn’t remember – a catholic symptom of convenience.

If it was someone else….God surely knows.

If I were President I would get radical. Next time the Pope or any one affiliated with the Vatican showed themselves in the USA I would quarter them and hang each quarter in the four corners of the city they were found as a warning. Same goes for Islamic clergy! For starters. LOL

Next: I would erect the Ten commandments the most closest to the one brought down the mountain by Moses (in English and Hebrew) at the UN and in every Federal Building, every Court House, and on every Military Base and every Police Station, at every Bank and Lending Institution, Airports, Every Port, Every Entry location to the USA, and for the Mexican Border with the USA (The Ten Commandments in English, Spanish, and Hebrew and whatever is appropriate to the population in the area) and at the entrance to every National Park or Federal Land and every National Monument or National Wonder, at every Post Office and every Press Building (for Newspaper, Internet or Television), in every School (Public or Private), and at every University and in every Hospital, Old Folks Home, Retirement Centers and in every Funeral Business and every Cemetary and Crematorium nationwide

and erect a beautiful one

in every city or town square.

 Then: I would take every religious tax deduction off the books and make the churches, shrines, holy places, and temples, clergy and their businesses to pay taxes retroactively by about

40 years

or make them tear down their churches and affiliated businesses forever but allow freedom to worship in their own homes.

No more child deduction on taxes. But for Catholic or Islam families should have to pay taxes retroactively over a two – 4 child limit the deductions retroactively for the last 40 years.

Churches, Temples, Shrines, Holy places and their affiliated businesses should have to pay an extra 10 percent tax retroactively for 40 years if they want to remain and penalties for those businesses not reported as affiliated to a religious cause.

(No  hijabs, habits, or religious wear including and especially Roman Catholic collars outside their own homes to incite or to prostheletize for Islam and Roman Catholicism except for on their weekly holy day on their way to their church or temple and back home again without detours. No more free or special parking for any clergy.)

This reason is important:

Why? Because those religions wanted to take over the world, that’s why, and the same goes for every religion and clergy that kissed the Pope’s ring at any time which was betrayal.

That’s what I would do!

Don’t scorn O’reilly

A no vote is kind of a 4th party proxy vote a

Somewhere Over the Rainbow-in between-vote

and it’s a powerful position:)

But thanks to Jesse Watters and his small world Watter’s World and a hireling of O’reilly Jesuitism he ridiculed some of the non-voters but the vast majority of non-voters in this last election weren’t stupid

Neither is GOD.

JESSE WATTERS THINKS CAMERA MEN SHOULD BE EMBEDDED IN THE MILITARY OPERATIONS IN IRAQ!  I THINK IT’S A BAD IDEA TO TIP OFF THE VATICAN AND ISIS!

WHAT SAY YOU O’REILLY? 

I believe there are two Isises:

IS and IS on opposite sides.

One to destroy the Vatican and one to stop it. God puts it into the hearts and minds of an army to destroy the Vatican and that might be one of the armies the bible is talking about

unless you don’t believe your bibles?

Oh, that’s right you are supposed to read the bible.

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I taut I saw a putty cat!

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Remember what Jesus said at the Sea of Galillee?

Three times.

Editing is advantageous for propaganda, ain’t it? The Carol Burnet interview.Now the press of Fox is saying Mexicans determined the election but like rubbing shoulders with the Japanese O’reilly’s Fox (LOL) is rubbing shoulders with O’reilly. I wonder why?

 I think O’reilly is gonna have tø figure it out soon. By the way how and when did Bill O’reilly get his start in the business of news entertainment? Wasn’t it when JFK was assassinated? I think so! I think I saw him and snapshotted him with Barbara Walters which you can see in my transcriptions by CBS of the assassination of JFK linked on Merangue’s Blog.

Sure are a lot of Kens these days.

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And Polls/pollsters don’t mean much either because of the no vote!

STAR IS BORN: Kellyanne Conway…

I think Kellyanne Conway had a lot to do with Trump’s success. Isn’t she Catholic?

Watched Fox news interview of Carol Burnette and they never once asked nor mentioned her daughter/son who overdosed though I thought she or he committed suicide, but says on internet it was an overdose which could be suicide but I could be thinking of Ed Asner or someone else in the comedy business. They talked about the great moments in her show and what she loved about it, etc. She mentioned  1Timothy 6:10 Conway. I was a Lucille Ball and Bob Hope fan especially when he did her hair with the bird cage in the movie Fancy Pants. By the way, it could have been edited as interviewer asks to the appropriate answer from a previous interview in the past, etc. Her show ran for 11 seasons starting in 1967 which would take it to 1977 or 1978. Her daughter or son died in 2002, which I thought was interesting though I thought her child died even earlier than that. Maybe she forgot to ask or forgot she had a daughter or son that died. That would be mighty deceptive.

The interviewer was Kelly of The Kelly File,

I think.

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So why is Fox News doing that?

Also today I almost solved a problem with my hammers. I found a locker room spacer shelf that my eldest daughter used in high school: a plastic coated wire stand that made my hammers organized. It wasn’t quite tall enough for a few hammers but they still were able to fit and even hang some of my metal-bowl formers and I thought it would be cool to have a multi-shelf plastic coated wire spacer shelves that you could stack for more hammers and metal formers. I kept hearing recently Trump say “Lock her up” I think in regards to Hillary Clinton and it seemed to be a good idea for my hammers which I found in the garage over my glass/water sander-grinder I used to keep water from spraying everywhere with a plastic trash bag taped to it. Whether he meant it that-a-way or not is debatable but it was like someone was talking through him (my mom, my dad or my daughter) maybe without him knowing it, but it worked for me. it was a positive kind of message compared to  Hillary’s type of communication on the same level. Hers is more negative in a demonic way. imo. Not sure why except maybe her values and/or her spiritual advisor in the past: Billy Graham/Mike Rogers of Michigan of the House and Ways Committee in the past who I think is under the same influence and both need to purge themselves which takes a lot of work to accomplish. I think both of them are possessed and both need to fight their demons. It can be done.

Sort of a realm to realm communication like in the game of WOW,

but soon I need a lot of money:) and a servant………and much more. Then I got the message to keep trying. So little by little i will keep trying but it’s hard without the people I loved. I want them back somehow, someday. It’s my hope because nobody wants my shit until things change dramatically, I’m sure and I don’t think it’s accidental.

A couple of days ago I got a message in my fortune cookie about a big amount of money is heading my way which would be fortunate. I ate both cookies so not sure if it was meant for me.

Trump will get wake-up call when he takes office, Obama says

screen-shot-2016-11-16-at-8-48-29-amIs it a bird, is it an eagle, or a sphinx? He definitely thinks way too much of himself (magnified himself in his heart so to speak.)

 Obama thinks he is the Pharaoh!

This snapshot of the picture which goes with the story above in the news of Obama threatening a wake up call for Trump when he takes office Jan. 20th. Seems like most Presidents have had wakeup calls pretty soon after taking office: Obama’s wake up call wasn’t against him, but against the people of the USA and it’s government and I think against the world as well not because he cares. This guy can talk to the extreme boring the crap out of everyone he preaches to but
he speaks and and he spoke in dark sentences as prophesied in the Book of Daniel
as I think I have proved quite a few times in my blog posts trying to reveal his motives.
His confidence is brimming over his own cup and I hope he drinks it up and chokes on it!

the best-laid plans of mice and men often go awry

He is MIGHTY jealous!

So weird because no one woke up my daughter this morning (I didn’t know what time she needed to be awoken because she didn’t tell me) and she’s gonna be late for work today and is upset but I hate her job because it’s beneath her and she is capable of so much but has been kept from it in many ways by a bunch of assholes.





Daniel 8:22-24

22 Now that being broken, whereas four stood up for it, four kingdoms shall stand up

out of the nation, but not in his power.

23 And in the latter time of their kingdom, when the transgressors are come to the full, a king of fierce countenance, and understanding dark sentences, shall stand up.

24 And his power shall be mighty, but not by his own power: and he shall destroy wonderfully, and shall prosper, and practise,

and shall destroy the mighty and the holy people.

Punctuation added later.

How do you destroy wonderfully? Hospice? a doctor?/practise and prospers possibly from fraud by continuing to get money from those vets that are dead and social security checks, and all the other government handouts from those that have died and worked all their lives? Is that possible.

I think it might be possible especially if you have your agents in the Federal government. If dead people can vote….it’s possible and then the Vatican launders it: those in the know.

Trump has a lot of work to do, I think.

A practical blood DNA test from a prick of the finger might be the answer to that dilemma like is done for diabetics. At the site State level would be computers to compare DNAs and blood type before check is sent. And then a newly coded test with DNA tester sent with the check for the next month and the same for other Federal checks and giveaways like food stamps and all the other Great Society type checks. Instead of skin in the game put blood in the game and a hair follicle because hair is already dead, but not the follicle. So have it as part of the test and maybe a spit sample where the person licks a stamp their choice and if all off three samples match they get a check. Would bring in much needed money to the post office as well because the stamp would had to be current. Three is the  number of perfection so my older sister told me so this might be the perfect anti-fraud anti-freebie test for federal programs but at the state and city level to save the vatican from having to launder american tax dollars. It would make it hard for those who try to defraud the american people and their government. The fraudulent would have to go to a lot of trouble to defraud and if a person is dead they are using they wouldn’t be able to handle the workload of getting those freebies. Ought to work for voting as well. And a President can make the rule about firing federal workers easier by making new rules (Call them hoops if you like) they have to adhere to and abide in order to get their checks whether they keep their job or not.

Trump is about to make life hard for government workers

I think Kellyanne Conway and/or Ann Coulter would be great choices for Press Secretary for Donald Trump;)

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She never minced her words that I know of and sometimes  even often times unpopular and a favorite of my dad!

My mom had a great appreciation for Ann Coulter as well, not because of what he said but because of what she said. LOL

At Thanksgiving we always had Mincemeat Pie.

A little bible humor just in case you are bible illiterate. when Jesus is at the well in Samaria and tells his disciples “I have meat you know not of”…….in the Gospel of John I think in Chapter 4





The ex said the dollar was at some sort of high (12 year) and I said “Do I care?”I never was a millionaire but a dollar fell into my lap from somewhere.

Noticed Trump’s son is called Barron. Cute little tyke.

I have a post called

The Fig Tree – Blessed are the Barren

One of the last things Jesus said at the Sea of Galilee was

Feed my lambs. Feed my lambs. Feed my sheep

WHen you put an animal down, put them to sleep, euthanize a pet or an animal the vet uses an intravenous anesthetic:

Animal euthanasia

WHAT IS TRUTH

Pontius Pilate

Why does hospise use starvation and hospice people to check vitals once a day to “wash their hands” of their devices? Let the people choose Barnabas over Jesus? Is it because the hospices don’t want to choose the exact time of death within 30 seconds usually hence removing themselves from the immediate murder/suicide of a human being in order to avoid responsibility “wash their hands” just in case they really are responsible or because it seems proper? Is that why? Is it because of some laws they’re skirting around to achieve the same result and “washing their hands” of the murder/suicide? “Pulling a Pontius Pilate of the whole affair” so that it rests in the hands of those that want to be rid of their family member at a rough time and usually inconvenient time and not rest in the hands of the Hospice people? Is that why? A Roman Catholic trick to blame the people and not the hospice, nor the religion, neither the Pope who sainted and condoned the process and sainted the creator of the process and to avoid law suits for the Roman Catholic Church? Is that the idea? To set family members against family members indiscreetly. Brother against brother etc. Is that the sick line of thinking of the RCC?

Is that the sport of the Hospice?

 I believe

The Abomination of Desolation

is not feeding his sheep

using Mother Teresa’s Hospice Dis-Service

lauded by the Papacy of Rome!

Daniel 8:25-27 

25 And through his policy also he shall cause craft to prosper in his hand; and he shall magnify himself in his heart, and by peace shall destroy many: he shall also stand up against the Prince of princes; but he shall be broken without hand.

26 And the vision of the evening and the morning which was told is true: wherefore shut thou up the vision; for it shall be for many days.

27 And I Daniel fainted, and was sick certain days; afterward I rose up, and did the king’s business; and I was astonished at the vision, but none understood it.

Punctuation added later.

I think craftiness was probably the right interpretation but could also be talking about witchcraft or both and I think Pentacost and speaking in tongues is kind of demonic not miraculous.What I have witnessed in this regard I don’t respect in the least. It’s a spectacle! Mocking the ignorant and taking advantage of stupidity and people that are supremely superstitious and why when you have Jesse Watters who can do the same. Some people truly are affected by evil and need help. Some people are more sensitive to things that can’t be seen by others spiritually in a bad way besides those with psychological problems and sometimes it’s caused by a chemical imbalance, trauma, diseases of the mind, abuse, drugs, sometimes drugs given without permission, mental illness, schizophrenia, drug imbalance, etc. Sometimes they actually see things going on others don’t see because of sensitivity or 6th sense and don’t know how to handle it. Remember the guy at the funeral of Nelson Mandela? He saw things others didn’t see which is not necessarily a bad thing but it depends. Then you have those who sense things in a good way that others can’t see but to make a spectacle of it isn’t good, imo such as Benny HInn, Robert Tilton, etc. Yeah Robert Tilton can be extremely funny to watch but also really sick so i would not recommend a steady diet of it. Some might say the same thing about my blogs (more than likely) but I don’t make people fall down (slay/sleigh them), I don’t make money writing. I try to show things I have witnessed so others might see what I see and I try to come up with some good ideas to help. Granted the idea of the four corners and quartering someone isn’t helpful but I have a sense of humor about things that have actually occurred in Rome that aren’t really funny and are a symptom of some very evil shenanigans involving the church and the mob. I want to alert people to the hospice travesty going on because you won’t notice it till someone close to you is involved and it may be too late by then to do anything about it when it happens to people you love ….it’s horrible. Let’s say the person you love the most is hurt by it then you will wish you had gotten involved sooner in having it exposed and eliminated for their sake and for your sake when you lose them because of it and then down the road when you aren’t around naturally and it happens to your children and their children. There’s a WHOLE LOT of psychological warfare going on as well having to do with a desire for a “one world Religion/Government with teeth” and it’s sick and evil and it has been used against me and my family that I grew up with and the one I have now and sometimes they don’t notice but I do and have learned to cope, to discern, and to fight evil. Not everything is evil, but how we react makes a difference. It’s occurring to all of us to mold our minds into a set of false beliefs. If you repeat something enough some people will succumb to evil such as “the whole is more important than any one individual,” which is bullshit! It’s nonsense. We took for granted false promises by policies via politics and religion led by some extremely evil people and some extremely deceived people (such as the Army retired) and did not realize the depth of it (evil) and I do now but most of my life I didn’t. We trusted way more than we should have trusted and it’s real easy to get in trouble when you are unaware and easily entrapped and then it can be too late especially when some people don’t remember what they do. Convenient as well for them and not so convenient for you. A convenient escape for the RCC  but God remembers and hasn’t forgotten what the RCC does and did and knows what they intend to do. That’s why God inspired John the revelator to write:

And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out ofher, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.
This last chapter of Revelation is pretty scary stuff which you should read which is linked:

Revelation 18

For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her,
and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies.
probably meaning temptations, lacy doilies on the heads of females….. young ones
very young ones like sushi easy picking and then make them forget
It ain’t me: Nobody waxed rich through me! Waxed is kind of a funny word such as the moon waxing and waning.
For her sins have reached unto heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities.
I remember my sins but conveniently the RCC forgot hers. Probably indulged herself!

Here is an example of delicacy:

Israel’s army warning the people in a building to vacate a particular building it’s gonna bomb because missiles have been detected coming from it (missiles being lobbed from it) and a RCC priest responds:

“Where would you have them go?”

My response would be:

How about Notre Dame or the Vatican;)

My daughter called me a CUNT again. Why?

Because she was wearing some of my clothing and didn’t ask.

Renewed her friendship with Carly the girl who cut the fringe on my purse and begrudgingly returned it after a year of borrowing it with a lighter  because she collects lighters and the lighter she left in the small purse for me said, You’re Fucking Crazy, lol., who gets disability from the Feds for deafness hearing problems and goes to college in Corpus Christi, and worked at a really well paid job delivering summons and things like that. A job usually paid by and involving the Masons. They take good care of their people and want to keep the drug business illegal. Marijuana? Because they control the drug business and are afraid of being limited and are afraid of

C-O-M-P-E-T-I-T-I-O-N

from the middle class they want to control.

and illegal arms are involved as well like the ones across the border.

The Mysteries of the Masons

I think JFKennedy was a mason, my guess because I think Billy Graham was a mason.

“The large”  he called it because of his accent, when he admitted on tape in his Oval office the killing of some Vietnamese leaders. Diem, I think and there were two of them, brothers and shortly afterwards JFK was assassinated and then his brother, and then later his son. Vicious circle. The Jesuits and the Masons. The reason is both corrupted cronies like those secrets to remain secret: Like eliminating people (vets and those that served our country because they don’t want to keep promises and want the money to go elsewhere to their people) using Hospice. Before they were killed the Diems had devoted their country Vietnam to MARY like some countries in the Balkans before all hell broke loose. Same thing happened in Haiti.

They are not a forgiving group and they use people like the Catholic Church. Billy Graham was a shill for Catholicism and JFK was Catholic. Very much like the Jesuits and on the same side.

How do I know?

A little birdie told me

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Japan had another earthquake.

(CNN) A tsunami advisory is in effect for Japan’s Fukushima and Miyagi Prefectures after a …

Last one March 11, 2011 which ceased great havoc.

Japan is a prefecture

and prefecture means “put in front.” Prefect is a Roman Magistrate which is explained on the internet and below.

Earthquake Off Fukushima, Japan, Triggers Tsunami

The reason, I think, is because I mentioned “delicacy” a few days ago having to do with a RCC priest in Israel as my example of the meaning of delicacy (which I admit might be a wrong meaning but it might be reicht —What’s wrong is reicht and what’s right is wrong) but some would say that sushi is a delicacy which I don’t think is the meaning in Revelation however I could be wong but someone possibly wants us to think that it is the meaning in a macabre kind of way….Maybe Greta might know, Franklin Graham’s side kick. I wonder what place similar to H.A.A.R.P. might have caused the earthquake or if it was a man-made earthquake/tsunami. Or perhaps someone wants to blame Putin. I highly doubt Japan caused it’s own earthquake so it doesn’t make sense Japan has anything to do with it but a meteor was spotted around the same time and around the same area. I wonder if it’s that thing in space Obama talked about earlier in his Presidency that needed to “stretch its legs and be let out of a box to teach them a lesson they will never forget”

his words but not necessarily in a prefect form or order.

Prefect (from the Latinpraefectus, substantive adjectival[1] form of praeficere: “put in front”, i.e., in charge) is a magisterial title of varying definition, but which, basically, refers to the leader of an administrative area.

“A prefect’s office, department, or area of control is called a prefecture, but in various post-Roman empire cases there is a prefect without a prefecture orvice versa. The words “prefect” and “prefecture” are also used, more or less conventionally, to render analogous words in other languages, especiallyRomance languages.”

The RCC and the Vatican do not like criticism! The tsunami in the Indian Ocean hit a place known for child pornography and was a child prostitution hub and the earthquake was one of the strongest earthquakes in history. The bible talks about a particular strong earthquake being historical because of it’s strength and damage so much so it affected the earth’s axis and not just physically. That is a mighty strong earthquake, which might have  been that sign (the Vatican was having similar problems in regards to child pornography/prostitution around the same time) in Indonesia which might be connected to the Vatican.

I also heard that Pope Francis was involved in child prostitution type stuff and I wonder if there is a connection. It of course could be rumor but it might not be rumor and could be connected to the Jesuits.

Perhaps nuclear power should be swapped for something less potent. It might be a warning of some kind the after affects are astonishing

Remember Chernobyl accident? 4/26/86

Remember Three mile Island accident? 3/28/79

Remember Fukushima accident? 3/11-3/14/2011

I wonder if Fox News would investigate the connection? Child prostitution and child pornography in the area of Indonesia, and the Jesuits including Pope Francis.

Indonesia is a part of ASEAN, is it not? Are they involved in child pornograhy and child prostitution?..Are they the kings spoken of in that prophecy that indulged themselves in those delicacies?

And are they the ten toes that want to burn the woman with fire to cover up?

Membership. 10 States ― Brunei Darussalam, CambodiaIndonesiaLaos,MalaysiaMyanmarPhilippinesSingaporeThailand, and Vietnam. 1 Observer – Papua New Guinea.May 9, 2016

Association of Southeast Asian Nations (ASEAN) 

Ten toes of what nation? CHINA? Is Saudi Arabia merely the stomach? Since the ten toes are Islamic seems to me the ten toes that are Islamic would be toes of Saudi Arabia which is islamic, but I don’t know of course, being only a mere human. Obama went there quite often, didn’t he?

I think these 10 nations states are islamic, aren’t they? They have a particular brand or mark, don’t they?

Maybe the ten nations are ten spiritual toes of a religion since they’re islamic.

Remember the plane that went at a very high altitude killing passengers that got lost but eventually found in the Indian Ocean? The pings, etc.

Trump Victory Threatens Alibaba’s American Dream

One thing I know down deep inside you do not want to deal with Jack Ma

in ant shape form or fashion and should be outlawed in the USA to deal with him.

Babylon -sounds like Babalon

MAGOG

The ex said he had read that Jack Ma was Magog when I bought it up this morning as a possibility (because of the revealing/revelation)….

Then why didn’t he tell me?????? 

I think it’s An Acronym

SOP = SEE/SEA of Peter in the Gospel of John when Jesus dipped his bread in sop

Pope Benedict XVl fell in his tub and broke his arm early in his career as the pope which I took note of at the time because George Bush said he saw God in his eyes (his reflection)  and kind of tipped me off that something was up besides a bunch of other things.

Magog =Ma of Gog or AM (as in Just as I am book by Billy Graham)

GOG = Ghost of Graham?  

MAGOG = AM GHOST OF GRAHAM ….Ghost of Graham Ma …..

“The Chinese e-commerce giant could be felled by Trump’s anti-China tough talk just as growth at home slows.”

So is China succumbing to the religion of Islam because of oil? I know they resisted the Roman catholic religion in favor of Chinese catholics a while back but perhaps both are

wong.

Disgusting to see the honored by Obama receiving medals of freedom

especially Bruce Springstein.

The Muffin Man- I åm, the Nothing man

Either way UR fucked!  Sorry…I really meant mucked. LOL

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Did you ever dew anything that wasn’t easy, popular, or profitable?

I can answer the question: NO

Bruce Springsteen adds Chicago book signing date

LULLING Because you stand and receive honors from Pure EVIL Gee I wonder not for joy is there a correlation between his book signing tour of his memoirs and being honored by Obama with a medal of freedom he did not earn?

Born on the Runs

Not the best of songs! Speak plainly and stand erect.

You should have not accepted the award, IMO. You should gave given it to Snowden, or Assange, or the victims of Clinton whom you probably voted for (What about Vince Foster? What about all the other people that were murdered? What about the people that were raped), and my dad and my mom but truly the medal isn’t worthy of these people. It’s a worthless medal and more than likely so are the memoirs of Bruce Springsteen. Probably on a par with Oreilly’s shit, I mean, O’reilly’s hits.

Hamilton actor defends speech to Mike Pence:

‘There’s nothing to apologize for’

The same lack of respect I feel for the idiot who at a play or musical gives advice to Pence before he has even taken the office of Vice President. Why not criticize Obama who did take office and abominated the Office of the Presidency and fucked over our freedom?
Misused the office – and while you’re at it do a thorough search of the person sitting by the sign the Stemmon’s Frwy sign during the assassination of JFK and then walks away across a field

away from The Grassy Knoll.

The actor’s courage reminded me of a scene from The Sound of Music but with a big thud:

So Long Farewell – YouTube

Von Trapp family sings in concert as a diversion to escape the Nazis

Politician Who Criticized Squirrels Gets Hospitalized By Squirrel

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Billy Graham and the Praying Mantis

Billy Graham and The Synoptic Dilemma: The Beast

Merangue’s Blog

some exceptional posts and some not, however I tried.

It’s so weird, but I get the feeling I’m being blamed for everything. All I did was try to tell about it in my blogs but I didn’t do everything that went wrong with the world, the world did, not me. I have attempted to show who is responsible and why as best as I can understand it.

 Kind of like watching Trump getting blamed for Obama’s policies and Obama’s mistakes. Trump hasn’t even taken office and is getting treated like Nixon after the break-in.

Who would do that? the BGEA?

I think those criticizing Trump are afraid, afraid of losing their cash cow

and afraid the sky is falling. Maybe they should be afraid.

As in the game show

What’s My Line? 

I’m gonna wait to see

The Secret weapon for Catholicizing Europe and the world is the devil.

Even their own bishop or a cardinal said the devil had entered the Vatican.

My daughter called me a cunt again today and today is Thanksgiving and said she hated me all because I said “I wonder why her business (a tanning business that she works for and now she looks like a pumpkin all the time lol which I do despise but part of her job) makes them go to McKinney at rush hour the worst time of day to go to UPTOWN they call McKinney for some reason now. The reason she has to go is because  of it’s uptown-ness. And the reason for calling me a cunt was because I did not respect her job. Poor thing being so young and messed up by her dad: The truth is her employer and employment doesn’t respect her. It’s kind of like the tanner in The Book of Acts. In the Book of Acts it talks about respect. You don’t tell someone to be somewhere at the height and breadth of rush hour 5:00. Ridiculous but they want her to jump through hoops though she does not realize it (because she is naive) why because I stated that the way to deal with those you can’t fire in the federal government the hanger honers is to make them jump through hoops to get paid to make sure they are really alive and working for the people of the USA and not for the VaticANN.

When I was young I was put on restriction for a month for staying out too late with my sorority watching the movie Night of the Living Dead at a drive in theater and didn’t tell my parents where I was. If I had called my mother a cunt for any reason under any circumstances my dad would have hit the ceiling and the roof.

Phil-lip  never ever punished her for calling me a cunt quite a few times and he had the opportunity but obviously it was his wish to turn her against me. He had control of her phone, and now her car, and now her car insurance and never tried to teach her because he liked her calling me a cunt even though he feigned he didn’t because if he really didn’t like it all he had to do was take her phone for a month even a week and he wouldn’t. He said he would think about it and that’s what he did, he thought about it.

Got a problem with those cell phones

the Bride of Obama.

There’s a reason for the bribe being the cell phone.

I wonder why they call them cell phones?

We had some words and I said “Thou shalt honor your parents” and that really upset her and the ex and I had some words as well. She said she didn’t believe in God at our dining room table with laundry on top and when she said it I saw a lot of hurt in her eyes and I asked the ex what did Jesus say at the Sea of Galilee? And he didn’t know what Jesus said at the Sea of Galilee even though I have told him before quite a few times and I said Jesus said: Feed my sheep feed my lambs feed my lambs, and basically the ex (Philip Roy Rodgers) said YADA-YADA-YADA not those exact words and in other words he made clear he doesn’t believe in anything and when he said the things he said I didn’t see hurt in his eyes I saw

a fucker and a half

I said:

you are why

she doesn’t believe in God.

Jesus said in the temple at the time “Before Abraham was I am”

but might have really meant

Before Abraham was I AM.

And I think the reply he received was: You met Abraham and you are not yet 50?

Interesting reply.

Everything my daughter says and does wrong is on his head because it’s his fault, not hers.

I told Phil that the dad is held responsible in the bible. He said he knew what the bible said. So I said, how come you didn’t know what Jesus said?

I said, “Then if you didn’t know what Jesus said how can you say you knew what the bible said?”

He said, “Just go play the game.” (meaning WOW)

Does he or doesn’t he know what the bible says? He says he does know what the bible says.

He knew what he did was wrong to his mom and he doesn’t care. He set a precedence:

Establish a usage, tradition, or standard to be followed in the future. For example, Heset a precedent by having the chaplain lead the academic procession. The word precedent here signifies a previous instance or legal decision upon which future instances are based, a usage dating from the early 1400s.

He said he wasn’t there when his mom was starved.: Purposefully because he wanted to go to the funeral and not see his mom before she died because it was PROPer and so he could say he wasn’t there.

He was there in ghost

He could have cared less except for what it looked like to others not what it was:

MURDER FOR HIRE even though it was free via ObamaCare and Medicare.

Who pays for Medicare?

He asked why did I care in regards to his mom a while back and I have explained it umpteen times.

 Why doesn’t he care? He is dense partially because of his upbringing and because he is catholic and thinks he doesn’t need to care. Why? Because they are in charge at the moment. She hung a picture of jesus in her house and had a big bible they were not allowed to touch. They learned a few cliches like “judge not lest you be judged” and “a day is a thousand years as a thousand years is a day” and they thrive very easily on those  cliches without a conscience and they do remember they just lie and act like they don’t remember and twist the truth and their lies.

What happens when they aren’t “in charge?”

I saw his mom and she didn’t look so good at least what I saw at Parkland Hospital a while back which I wrote about in an earlier post. She looked like a mindless chimpanzee and acted like one too. He didn’t see what I saw because he wasn’t there. It was before she died that I saw her at Parkland boasting about how she warned someone about an alarm which she did afterwards. Taking credit for nothing after the fact because she didn’t warn anyone I told you so kind of warning after and not before when it mattered. I saw the nurse roll her eyes and so did I while she talked to a nurse about a divorce of a marriage of 30 something years. She was a pain in the ass. Her name was Violet Lenore/a Rodgers. She was and still is a type of person one wants to ignore = an enigma. She never judged anyone or anything of course that’s not true and he never judged either which is not true. Only person that is not allowed to judge is me. INSANITY! And one wonders why I’m sick? She never did anything about those old folks homes she was employed in that she she didn’t want to be stuck in. She looked the other way and took her paychecks. Believe me she judged me and so did he. The Rod-gers just don’t like judgment of any kind when it’s the other way around.

He denied having a conversation with me in the car on the subject of a phone call with his brother about how long it takes to starve his mom and then said it took a week longer than what he told me in a conversation with me in the car about the conversation he had with his brother Brian Rodgers. So he does a lot of lying within seconds he lies again about a lie. It’s hard to deal with on a regular basis but definitely good enough reason for the divorce after the fact. And today he said he looked it up on the internet the amount of time it takes, but denies any responsibility because he wasn’t there. So he did have a conversation with me in the car that he denied having OBVIOUSLY.

TWISTED like Mother Teresa!

Arab social media ablaze with ‘Israel is burning’ posts celebrating fires

If I were Netanyahu I would send a message to the Dome of the Rock for them to move their shit and to vacate the premises and on the third day you will raze this temple: the Dome of the Rock and then lob a missile at it and watch it burn down. Clean it up and raise a temple as a statement to the world. Might take 3 years and then again 3 thousand years but just do it. I don’t think the world will be laughing then and I doubt your enemies: some arabs, some catholics and some palestinians will want to stay in Israel.

Might put the fear of God in them and certainly now is as good a time as any!

Another episode of lies

Friday Nov 25th at about 10 minutes to 2 a.m.

I came out for a snack late tonight and Phil asked, “Are you okay?” And  I said “why do you act like you care?”

“Because I do care,” he said.

I said “if you cared you wouldn’t have hurt my relationship with my daughter for her or for me.” Then I came back and said if you cared when my cat was sick and you said “Go ahead today if you think he needs to go to the vet go ahead and take him” and I said “I think he needs to go to the vet” and he said “I hate your guts.” “Is that caring? Why did you say that?” I screamed.. And he said he didn’t remember saying that and then said “this is why you and Br”….”This is why you and Bri”…..talking about my daughter and me. He is such a fucking liar. He remembers and this is why me and my daughter have trouble between us and trouble around us

because he is a fucking liar and a fucking lunatic.

He said something earlier about listening to our argument and that I called her a cunt too and I did after she called me one about her employment. That’s judging me. Like I have no right to react and therefore I’m a guilty as she is even though it came out of nowhere for no legitimate reason when she said it and the fact is: he is prompting her to attack me because he is a tanner in his spirit. There can be more than one. He probably got her the job somehow. A friend…

He slept with her for quite a while when she was 16 years of age! SICKO!

Then I went to the garage and screamed “You deserve to die! You deserve to have a broom up your ass! You deserve a gun in your ass and shot a million times! You deserve to burn in hell! You deserve to die tonight!

Because he does.

My brother told me he was a loser talking about Phil. He was right. I guess when you starve your mom whether she was able to communicate or in her right mind and set a precedence for the future of the elderly or the sick you lose your own mind as well. She deserves it too for asking her sons to starve her because she set a precedence for the Catholic Church and she is and was a Dumb Bitch. I kind of got the impression that it’s gonna get worse because there are a lot of ADULT catholics that think it’s okay because of Mother Teresa and the Pope. He has lied to my kids about the circumstances so they trust him, but he twisted and lied to them.

I’m upset at them because of the precedence she and her son’s set may have caused my mom’s death.

NUBBY A term of endearment because she loved the mystery of Roman Catholicism when you had to hear pig latin at mass which she didn’t understand and wouldn’t allow her sons to read the bible but put it on a table and would slap their hands if any one of them touched it.

It is called INSANITY. VERY STUPID! She hung a picture of Jesus in her bedroom or had one on her bureau the ones they sell at the Vatican or at Catholic stores. I hope in the afterlife she learns something more than what she refused to learn and BLATANTLY refused her sons to learn who were complicit in her death style of death which was conceived by EVIL as Jesus said feed my sheep . Was she his sheep? Maybe not, then but maybe later,

who knows. SHe should not have asked them to starve her in a spiritual way a confrontation of those words. FEED MY SHEEP but she didn’t know because she didn’t read it and like I said did not allow them (her stupid sons) to read it.

If she had read the bible she might know that. Perhaps she should read it now. I confess I haven’t read it all but I did compare and it helped me.

I hope I win this war and win my daughters back and my family and I hope Phil and his brothers die. I hope they end up in the lowest parts of hell with the Pope and Mother Teresa at least for a while to teach them like they taught me to hate them and their fucked up thinking.

 YUMMY!

I love my daughters and I despise those that have messed them up. My youngest has gone through way too much for her age and as far as i’m concerned she deserves a lot of love and help from God and so does my eldest daughter. They didn’t deserve what came their way because of Roman Catholicism and Evangelicalism of Billy Graham and via those that follow them some times unbeknownst to themselves the harm they cause. Obviously, someone  or someones are screwing with me and them or some of the pics on the news of parts of my family wouldn’t be there so it is psychological terrorism IMO which is hard to deal with and very harmful. The reason I write about it which seems like tattling is because it is all I can do in retaliation and what these people are doing is evil IMO and I’m trying to expose it and get down to the bottom of the shit going on. I know it has to do with those two faiths and Islam as well and who knows what other faiths are invalid because they can’t handle the fact that the fucking mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seeds as written about in the Synoptic Gospels. It’s ridiculous. I had no idea this would cause so much anarchy in high places especially Evangeliculls (Evil Angels cull)

Cull | Definition of Cull by Merriam-Webster

transitive verb. 1 : to select from a group : choose 2 : to reduce or control the size of (as a herd) by removal (as by hunting) of especially weaker animals; also : to hunt or kill (animals) as a means of population control.

Jihadi mum kisses tiny daughters, aged seven and nine, goodbye – then sends them off on suicide bomb mission

What is the difference between this jihadi mum in this article going to kill using suicide and hospice? The only difference is starvation vs blowing oneself up in a market.
The results are similar.

IT’S A SUICIDE MISSION.

She looks miserable which is part of the problem I think which makes some women resort to the action she is supposedly about to take (I think this is a propaganda film to entice others to do the same but I have no idea what is being said on the film but probably calling on other women to do the same thing) and the music is the same as the ones used while some freaks chopped off some heads or the other murders we have watched of one person being burned to death in a cage or very similar. This kind of music should be banned from the USA because it is mocking suicide and music. Its a degrading piece of music IMO.
Hospice may be responsible for these women and men that do what they do. It might be a direct result in a spiritual sense and that may be what Jesus in the Gospel of John was warning about. Same kind of spirit, in any case and especially if you use the logic if you aren’t for us you are against us in regards to terrorism which is similar to if you aren’t with us you are somewhere else. Makes absolutely no sense, but hospice is a form of terrorism and especially if you disect and discern Mother Teresa’s words in the video by Christopher Hitchens (of course it is kind of personal numbers she cited and could be a coincidence but I think not.).I think she/he (its’ hard to tell) is mocking in regards to those numbers she cited.
It is also said in similar words by Jesus of the Synoptic Gospels when the sons of thunder reported to Jesus what other people were doing in his name. anyway the chapter in Mark about the sons of thunder is quite Confucius. But the [art of doing things in his name is in another Synoptic gospel I think. Nevertheless if you put in sons of thunder in search of bible on line you get a chapter of some strange dialogue. How can satan cast out satan kind of stuff and IMO makes no sense either way whether you can or cannot. To me and isn’t a very good representation of Jesus. It’s like talking to a babbling brook. And maybe that’s the point seems to me, however I could be wrong.
The evil angels do it not because of inferiority but sometimes to control superiority
(superior human beings) for money, sex, and entertainment. 
Angels shall rise and fall upon the son of man like in the third reich. The rise and fall of Adolph Hitler-nazis and to mock Jesus of Nazareth, a jew.
Most evangelicals I have met were atrocious human beings and usually the male species of evangelicals are totally depraved! But the females pretty much are messed up because it’s a cult. I’ve seen their work and the damage they cause with their lies and all their tricks and the work they do with Roman Catholicism, the Papacy and the Vatican. Like the 300 club people. Sickos. Iowa caucus and others, laying of hands YUCK.. They need to be culled out of office, out of power, and out of those high places. They need to be fired!
The rule about Federal employees for some reason can’t be fired IS FUCKING BULLSHIT. Who says? Aren’t we the government the people?

Psychopaths are inferior! Sociopaths are inferior!

The reason psychopaths and sociopaths are or were in those high places is because nothing is beyond their imaginations to do in order to be in high places like the jesuits, like mother teresa, like adolph hitler, like the Pope and many others.

As far as transition being the excuse:

We have the military that can handle transition of power.

Our military is expected to do it in other countries, why not our country? Be good practice. We can’t have out federal government run by Federal employees unless they are willing to put their lives on the line for our country and our military does that and should be in charge of transition for new federal employees for our elected officials each time there is an election and a change in the elected official because it’s a transition of power.

We definitely need term limits for federal employees.

Then the elected officials can hire their own federal workers with people they trust. We don’t need jesuits as federal employees or any other RCC secret cults imbedded in our branches of government or press and the best way is for the elected to choose their own workers and far less:  we do not need an hourly update by the press taking up the elected officials time with the presses nonsense while some federal employee idiot is robbing our country and getting a job for life they don’t deserve.
Use the military who earn the right by service to protect us from our enemies.
Same goes for teachers who abuse our children also should be fired within a week if found guilty of abuse. It should never take six weeks to investigate teacher/student abuse. It should take a few days or fire the principal with someone who CAN handle the job. My daughter was in the hospital ER because of school abuse a few days later and 6 weeks was an insult and IMO an excuse to limit her capabilities and they really screwed her up and I will never forgive the public education system and teacher’s union for that abuse and if anything happens to her it will be on their heads that have to pay a huge price for their  abuse so help me God!
And while we are at to use the military to do a sweep and clean up of devices on a daily basis by a different squads each day from a different branch of military each week used to hear and /or see things other countries should not see and/or hear in our Government  This way it keeps our allies and our enemies (some of our allies are our enemies even in the press)

in limbo

and possibly there will be less testing of our Presidents

in the early days/weeks/months

of their service.

The press should not be allowed to take up so much time of our officials wasting their talents and American tax dollars and having been so untruthful in their reporting they haven’t earned the right to waste our time or the elected officials time for ratings reasons. It’s like a party or a hollywood event and that is not what government is for. There should be limits in time for each official that is elected for press time and may actually give other less press oriented officials more time in the spot light unless it is press of the state they are from (LOCAL NEWS) but nationally the press needs to be fair and less intrusive. Besides if the public is like Jesse Watter’s World portrays them then they don’t need to know as much as is put on television such as the news story of Black Lives Matters interrupting shopping for five hours is not a need to know kind of story. Maybe locally but nationally? A five minute story is all it was. It’s ridiculous to quibble about their interruption since it is their right to protest as long as they don’t hurt anyone or damage private property and stay on public property.
The shops and shoppers can handle 5 hours of interruption and 5 hours of no sales.

The Tea Party did it in the Boston Harbor and it was considered patriotic.

It is the right of the American people to protest on their land.

We don’t need a Secret Service to protect our President and family

….we need the military.

I think they can handle it far better

than the Secret Service handled protecting JFK.

We don’t need The Beast to drive the President in. It’s not a good impression.

Let each President pick out a new car for themselves as part of the President’s package at whatever car dealer they want to buy from or let him drive around in a military tank.

One more nail in the coffin for Roman Catholicism

and the Jesuits

!

Fidel Castro died. I’m sure some people are BERRY happy

about the death of a

miserable Jesuit.

From “Kill Bush” to #AssassinateTrump: The return of assassination fascination

The news provided about Castro and his relationship with the popes is as false as false can be and who provided the intimate details? Jesuit Lombardi Jesuit Pope Francis’s sidekick. And why if Castro was an enemy to Jesuit Roman Catholicism did Castro write this?:

“Rest in peace, indefatigable battler for friendship among the peoples, enemy of war and friend of the poor,” Castro wrote in a long message.

Lombardi gave the excuse about a video tape in regards to Benghazi, as well.

He knew what popes do and if he asked the question What do popes do? it was for propaganda and publicity. Good riddance.

A bird in the hand continues……

I asked the ex if he has heard from our daughter and he said her and her boyfriend were going shopping for a chair and for something else. I had said she owed me money earlier but not a lot of money :40 bucks or something because she keeps telling us she paid back her boyfriend back on the couple of times she got paid and bought an outfit as well. Then later I asked again if he had heard from our daughter a few minutes ago and he said  “no” and said that they went shopping for a chair, and then added as he went in the house “they aren’t spending a lot of money, but some.”  I immediately thought he’s lying. Too much information that wasn’t asked for and the way he added it was fishy. I suppose they could be shopping for a chair but something else is going on. It was nonsense what he added.

It’s possible he’s still reeling from our confrontation and feeling pussy-whipped from our confrontation so over doing his niceness, but why add that information. He and the drugstore pharmacist feel I should be on a daily steroid and that the hospital must not be doing a good job for not suggesting it he said after getting some medicine when the pharmacist made a suggestion to the ex. I went to the hospital today without his permission or his help and without telling him to get help from the hospital and he must have felt left out and now dissing the hospital which helped me. So I really don’t get it yet but I will eventually. I think he’s afraid I blew his cover because I said spiritually you are the tanner. He called me crazy. I said your grandmother was on steroids and bruised at the touch of her and he said she wasn’t on steroids. He said she was on cortisone for years because of arthritis or some condition and I said cortisone is a steroid. Prednisone, Cortisone are steroids. That’s how the medical field identifies things is with similar endings, beginnings, and middle syllables kind of like names: first names, middle names and last names etc which is why names were so important to Pope Benedict XVl because names have meanings and so does the order of the names also have meaning just like in medicine especially Romanish names. Not as much in African names like Latisha, and other original type names of recent history. There are quite a few examples but I’m tired and will think of some later.

Turkey Soup for the Soul

This morning the ex put the Turkey carcass in water for soup and I checked on it through the day as it boiled the meat off the bones in order to make a fantastic Turkey soup tonight; last year I made a phenomenal Turkey soup and threw it away because the ex was a shit about something important going on probably having to do with one of my daughters and his stupidity in raising kids which I wrote about in another post. Anyway I let it cool and tried to sift the bones and fat out but it was still too hot to deal with so waited and the ex came home and I asked if he would get the bones and fat of the Turkey broth and he said he would. I was sick today with some kind of crap and thought it would be best if he handled that part of the soup though I didn’t elaborate that part of the reason to him. He bought the groceries carrots, some dried beans, green onions, celery and the noodles to add to it when served. So I came into the kitchen later and he was at the sink with the sieve with meat in it and I asked,”Did you wash your hands?” and he said,  “Yes”. I said “Be sure to get the fat out too and there might be some very small bones so be sure to get them out as well.” and he said he would make sure to get the little tiny bones out. And then I asked “where did you put the broth?”

He didn’t keep the broth!

It went down the sink. I said, ” I can’t believe you did that.”

Then he realized what he had done. There’s more to the story thinking about trying to resurrect a broth by reboiling boiled meat and dry meat left overs and finally I said “forget it.” The meat will be emaciated and I doubt it will be as good if we do that. Gonna try making something else with the meat in the freezer at the moment. Thinking Canadian Cheese Soup might be good but what a stupid thing to do however it’s not the end of the world. I was thinking maybe he ate some paint chips when he was a child or sucked in too many paint fumes over the years. Something is wrong for sure.

For a short while I envisioned my hand holding a gun with my finger on the trigger next to my head, but I got over it however I really resent being kept down by the likes of him and his kind. I really do! The harm he and his allies have caused is not easily forgivable by me anyway. By easily i mean not for at least a thousand years and a lot of something I’m not sure he is capable of doing or learning during those years because of pride and jealousy, IMO. It isn’t easy to deal with his nonsense and the needless revenge. I would gladly give him away just to protect the people I loved and the animals I loved. However I love our daughters but he’s attempting to fuck them up as much as he and his kind can. I hate him for it. Not just the harm to them, but to the world as well. He still thinks he’s right about what he did to his mom because he wasn’t there and what the ramifications might have been and might be because of it. Not a very deep person but he must not have cared much about her and he knew her for many years. I wrote about what he said about her but at the moment I can’t remember but it was loveless. it is quite possible it was purposeful those ramifications on his part, his mom’s part, and their religions part. God knows.

Trump names K.T. McFarland as deputy national security adviser

To be truthful and to the point KT McFarland stinks.

I don’t believe she will be the final contender. She is a whiner. I doubt Trump would pick her. I don’t think she has ever been right in her opinions. Both my sisters would be a better choice. LOL Anybody in their right mind would not pick KT McFarland for anything. She is worthless unless you like stinging nettles rubbed on your skin. KT McFarland is like an annulment-meaningless.

My whole family growing up swam in the Mediterranean Sea as well but we were not Catholic, just regular people, then.

My older sister never got a middle name and I always thought it was weird being the first born. She did however get a nick name: Tootie

She was ashamed of her nick name. She got super weird when I called her by her nick name at her job, in real-estate. I never asked why she didn’t get a middle name even though I thought it was weird. You would have thought I had insulted her when using her nickname at work but it was WHAT we called her growing up and was a very hard habit to break at work when we worked together. She made a big deal about it at work when I would naturally call her Tootie and made me feel less than her younger sister and less than friend which we were once at least I acted like one when it counted, and I couldn’t understand her shame, then. It was part of the abuse a small part but a big part as well. It hurt. All of what occurred between her and me at the office hurt deeply. She loved to play her games. Now at her home last time I went every picture of me was gone among hundreds of family pictures on display. I got the message and many more.

Her favorite perfume was Chanel.

Tutti Frutti Ruddi 

Little Richard

When she lost one of her front teeth and I don’t remember how because it happened early in life ( I was 6 years younger) when we were a little older and would go into black lighted areas discos or at a house of someone’s frat party’s it would look kind of funny- her false tooth, but I tried to make her feel okay about it.  She made a big deal about mine. Not my front teeth but some others that were missing due to heredity and stress, but I always remember George Washington and it makes me feel better. She used to grind her teeth when she slept. Not sure why. Then when Gutfield mentioned one day about some one who was toothless as if they should be ashamed of their toothlessness I thought Political correctness sure is weird. Judging a person by their teeth like horses.

Today is a special holiday most of us including me didn’t know about announced on Fox News having to do with George Washington and Washington D.C. and some battle that made a difference. However I thought he lived at Mount Vernon, Virginia. The ceilings at the White House depict some things including George Washington but I never tried to figure it out. I  have done a lot of figuring out not all necessary correct but trying to understand how we got where we are and in the shape we are in which has been a painful experience for the most part but I won’t “just go away”, thanks though….I appreciate the advice however it is bad advice and in my opinion inspired by evilness way down deep inside but you would have to understand where it comes from to understand why people sometimes say the things they say and do and when they say it. I still think Ann Coulter would be a great press spokeswoman for the President: not naive, very truthful, and not a kiss ass type journalist (I caught the person at Fox I’m referring to once already. It wouldn’t be germane to do it again, but if you are interested check out some of my earlier political type posts and her freudian slip!) and Ann Coulter not Dana is a very amazing human being and I agree with my parents however she may best be who she is for a reason:

INDEPENDENT THINKER regardless of her political preference

so she will remain that way.

Neither one of my sisters were independent thinkers.

Today just now I asked the ex Phil Rodgers why he said what he said when Romeo was sick and make the offer and I took him up on it and told me I hate your guts and said he sort of remembers and it was because he was feeling broke and under pressure. And I asked why did  you make the offer? He didn’t answer that question. I guess he didn’t think I would take him up on the offer? And then I came back and asked him why did you do the mocking of me in the powder room and demonstrated it to him (when he looked like thumper pointing and laughing when Bambi slipped on the ice but much nastier) what he did and he denied it and said “Go away. Just go away.”

(He had his daughter lie for him about that episode. He’s a good daddy, isn’t he?)

and I said, “yea, you did.”

He did pay for treatment and having Romeo put down and incinerated. So he had the money and he wasn’t broke and he lied again and again and again. He sold his daughter down the river because he’s a Catholic Muther Fucker!

He deserves death as far as I’m concerned and he sure doesn’t deserve his daughters.

I do deserve my daughters.

She called today and we a nice conversation;)

As far as Jesus saying Forgive them Father they know not what they do.

Some of them do know what they do.

Phil,  the Ex very proudly and resolutely announced today that

Brian, Phil’s older brother, is coming to town to see the Cowboy’s game and Phil is gonna meet him at the game and then he flies back to Michigan. Not even going to stay the night which is HIGHLY UNUSUAL for Brian. He is not rich and normally likes to see the family….not me, of course. I think something is UP. He never does this normally,

Never Ever.

He worked for the union in the car building business in Michigan as “a know it all” there is a name for it but I don’t remember it where they fill in for someone if there is a no show and basically hang out making pretty good hourly wage and most of the time was on the phone and drinking booze. He is retired and never put his life on the line, just his mom, for the Catholic dogma of Mother Teresa. Brian was married three times and divorced three times – no annulment and it didn’t matter. Why? Because he’s catholic. Barely worked a day in his life.

He has my beach tent and I want it back. 

  He lived in North Carolina at the beach on Oak Island for a few years a while ago. BGEA territory where a prehistoric birds fly in and out of the area at certain time of the day and evening which resemble

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OSTEODONTORNIS’s

which resemble storks and pelicans with much bigger beaks but interesting to view.. We visited him there when Phil promised me everything on the ride home and signed his and date but I can’t find it anywhere and of course it was a lie.

Right after that Buck our dog died having been shot in the elbow of his front leg by our neighbors over an argument about the mistreatment of a female. People started shooting their guns from houses and from our neighbors back yard and driveway. The dog with sparkly eyes and looked like a black bear with a huge neck and little ears was shot in the crossfire. Might be an omen. I just don’t know. However he was seen by me and my daughter even after he had been cremated.

So Brian’s visit could be a sign. Maybe just a visit.

We’ll see.

 Anyway Brian was called a Utility man. I just remembered what they’re called. That is why american car manufacturing failed in Michigan. The Catholic union but he still makes his retirement pay regardless. A Payoff for fucking up American car manufacturing in Detroit. I doubt he realizes it though so in that sense they know not what they do. But a lot of people didn’t do so well and the greater michigan migration occurred and Detroit either went bankrupt or tried to go bankrupt during the first term of Obama.

Brian worked for General Motors and they had bailout in 2009 CASH FOR CLUNKERS TO BOOST THE ECONOMY AND IT DIDN’T WORK. IT WAS AN OBAMA SCAM!

Remember when Obama awarded Chrysler or some car company was awarded to Libyan President Gaddafi and then he was murdered after his visit to Rome? Near the time of the G-8 meeting or G-9 or G-11 with a lot of wives. Remember? Wonder what became of that bribe?

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Isn’t Benghazi in Libya?

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Says he was killed in Misrata

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Interesting to say the least.

Misrata is only a hop, a skip, and a jump away from Benghazi.

I think there is more than one ISIS going on.

One is to protect the Vatican and one isn’t.

Anyway,

we will see what happens down the road

how it all ends up,

the purpose,

and the

point.

Now the brother shall betray the brother to death, and the father the son; and children shall rise up against their parents, and shall cause them to be put to death.
Isn’t this what the hospice Dis-Service is doing

very deceptively?

The Vatican should pay the price and be destroyed

for their stinking creation!

As a country our next President should oust the hospice practice and not allow them in any hospital or on any of our land.

Obama eased it into our health system by allowing the Hospice to be free using Medicare or Medicaid.

The Vatican and Obama at the very least ought to be sued for their deception

to teach them a lesson they’ll never forget.

And while we are at it those papers that say no life saving attempts ought to be destroyed and never offered to be signed EVER at any hospital to any patient as well because they can be misinterpreted and misused depending on the doctor, nurse, staff , insurance business, family members, and outsiders interfering to sabotage some just to keep it (murder/suicide) at a far distance from hospitals, ERs, and ICUs. Most people don’t think about the possibilities deep enough to foresee certain situations and possible deceptions and often times offered when someone is weak, sick, or busy and often times because of misguided and misplaced trust even in our government for our protectors the military who served our country, their wives, and their families that we have learned about since 9-11 and it was a HUGE mistake:

Punishing them for their service is disgusting and outrageous.

I know when I was real sick a woman came in and offered me a test I had had a very bad reaction to in the same hospital which nearly killed me a month or so before. Luckily I was in my right mind to remember not to allow it but what if I hadn’t been aware at that moment, I might have died? No one in my family was there at the time. I think the woman knew by the way she offered it but I still denied her the opportunity and she reported to the doctor my resistance to it and the doctor came in and she remembered me and told me she remembered resuscitating me, but her assistant either didn’t know or possibly was trying to trick me. Only God knows. Even with computers we have learned we can’t trust even in elections and we certainly shouldn’t trust them in hospitals either. There is such a thing as computer hacking which Julian Assange and Eric Snowden have helped the USA to realize the depth of our vulnerabilities. Since some people are very forgetful for many reasons these days and especially since Obama took the office of the Presidency and since 9-11 it might be wise to nix the idea of those non-attempts at life saving for the welfare of our country as a whole, for the individuals, the families involved, and for the health industry because of the possibility of fraud and deception or plain stupidity which is prevalent these days as Jesse Watter’s demonstrates even in the medical field and it’s workforce depending on computers often to much. As a country we have been under a lot of stress and have been deceived by our allies and enemies and those even in our families who have been deceived as well and under a lot of pressure and if we react correctly to it it might save our country and our families in the long run if we “keep it simple stupid” and not get mired in a swamp of sorrows because of confusion or the fog of war (which I don’t think we started) but in retaliation because of our success in WWll which some in Rome made a vow to avenge in particular: the bombing of Monte Cassino when we were in war mode. Not sure what was housed in the place besides Nazis but whatever it was they were not pleased which

Ian Paisley wrote about on his blog:

European Institute of Protestant Studies 

It was a Benedictine Monastery but I think it was the Jesuits who made the vow and now Pope Francis calls Castro an atheist. Let’s be clear he was a Jesuit like the pope whether that makes him an atheist is because he was a Jesuit is debatable but we don’t need their shit!

If you read Ian Paisley’s studies you will always protest the religion of Roman Catholicism whether in your life or in your spirit after death. I certainly can attest to the after life help I have received. I’m a witness to that.

My daughter came home tonight because she has to work in the morning and alerted me that she had her tongue pierced and showed me. It’s swollen and she is on Ibupropen for the swelling and it’s gross. She is such a mess and I resent it. I told her it was stupid and dangerous. She said she won’t keep it for long.

So I woke up the FUCKIN EX and told him what she had done.

I went to the garage and he came in and admitted she told him about it the day he told me her and her boyfriend went shopping and did not tell me to let her tell me and she did just now and sleeked around about it like she’s one cool chick with a metal ball on the middle of her tongue. How ridiculous. She’s got problems. Rebelling obviously and showing off. Wearing a shirt that says pink on the back.

Ball’s Rule of Law:

“Nothing propinks like propinquity,” later dubbed the Ball Rule of Power.

And no diamonds aren’t forever especially blood diamonds nor is Ball’s Rule of Law. I lost mine and I’m still here. It was my engagement ring my mother gave me and it disappeared during the move. I’m engaged to my mom forever even though I lost the ring (or it was stolen or hocked.)  Phil hocked our silver my parents gave us when we married. He hocked it to a friend because his eldest brother leeched off of us for a year and another long stay till I kicked him out because he was trying to make it with my little sister and was stealing from us and while working for us getting paid and I wasn’t he worked like a slug and gave the silver back to me as a Christmas present a few years later and like I said it’s mine now.

The other day when we had words she threw in my face an affair I supposedly had at the office when I worked for my older sister who rolled with Dallas. I didn’t have an affair at the office with David. (Neither with my brother in laws named David) I came close at the office and I stopped myself and said to myself he wasn’t worth it. My daughter didn’t hear it from me! He lied again.The ex mislead her into thinking he had the right to throw me down on the floor like a wrestler which he learned in school slamming a person down from a standing position after I slapped him for not believing me I was being watched, followed, harassed, and had been sexually assaulted at the office by my brother-in-law with a fist near my face because fell on the floor when I slapped him. It surprised him, obviously. And then soon after I was in the hospital with peritoneal abccess and sepsis and nearly died at Parkland Hospital most of time incoherent being septic which poisons every organ even the skin and the brain and spread throughout my body when they made the incision  via the bloodstream which the doctors had to do to remove the puss which they vacuumed off all my organs  by getting them out and cleaning them and putting them back in as best they could and can you imagine trying to get the intestines in the right order? I was there 14 days and was told I was the sickest person in the ICU. He said I was there 10 days but I recall it was 14 days at least I believe it to be so. So why would he say it was ten days?

And then harassed again 6 weeks later when I went for a checkup by two people in the waiting room one with a big cane who nearly attacked me and said it was my fault her male friend was causing trouble in the waiting room bitching about the wait which was about 6 hours for all of us in the waiting room because of a shortage of doctors that day. I had never met them nor seen them in my life. They looked like they lived under a bridge. I was there for a check up still hurting tremendously with a 14 inch deep slice down to the organs in the middle of my torso. The ex was rubbing my back because I was still in pain and having to wait 6 hours. I was talking to two black men about prophecy and about Jesus which I think pissed them off. One was a preacher’s son and the other an older man. I had puss holes still and puss was still on my liver. Previously had cold-turkeyed off pain medication. I stood up and said “I don’t even know you” and then went to the lady at the front desk and told her I was being harassed and she knew he was a loud mouth because he was VERY loud and they called the police and escorted him out of the area and while I was still in the hallway alone because the husband was dumbfounded and didn’t help, nor assist, nor defend me he just sat in the waiting room dumbfounded while I went to the hallway outside the doorway of the waiting room for safety sake and I was afraid of the cane in her hands she had wielded against me and she was acting like a crazy loon and then the man being escorted out through the waiting room out into the hallway and out the other door of the hallway by the three police men or two said “he loved watching my back”  like a mother fucker.

Later my ex then husband tried to blame my fall on the dance floor at my nieces wedding for my injury for getting sick with Peritoneal abscess.. I was dancing with my brother and Phil was in the band playing for Kimberly’s first wedding reception and I had bought a skirt almost the night before but did not have time to hem it. It was a tiny bit too long and it was full skirt with lots of fluff. I fell backwards from stepping on the hem and it was funny. It did not hurt at all and it was not the reason I got sick. It was embarrassing but luckily I was with my brother and he didn’t care and laughed with me. We had fun the rest of the night except for some jabs from a daughter-in-law of my younger sister named Sheri/Cheri about something in my eye (a log I think she meant) but like I said I didn’t make it up I was told by my little sister what she had done in their home so that log 8×10 beam that tried to come in my window didn’t make it through during the tornado the day after Christmas because of my cat Romeo, my mom Dorothy, and God. He tried to remind me of the fall at the wedding reception later for some reason. Grasping at straws, perhaps? It did not hurt the next day or the next or the next so it was not that fall. It never hurt at all because of the fall at the wedding reception because I had a soft landing my fluffy skirt and my ass although at the time I was thin nearly a size 3 or 5 which for me is thin for me. I had been dieting of and on but I was also stressed to the MAX because of the crap and having change lot life symptoms. Big ones. My best size is 8-10.  Why would he try to convince me of this reason for getting sick? That’s the clincher!

I was punished for not having an affair and because I dared to tell the manager at the office of Virginia Cook Realtors Sheila Rice that Gary had sexually assaulted me at the office because he was jealous though I did not tell her he was jealous but I presume it now because of what he did with his little girl when she was a tot and took her to the jacuzzi in the back yard at night and announced to my mom and me and his VERY pregnant wife my older sister that he was gonna give her a jealousy lesson.

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Then after the office shit and when we had become friendly again because of the meeting my eldest sister in the car said to me that “David *the one at the office* married a woman that looked just like you” inferring me, but who knows she might have meant me as herself, LOL. She was the collector of roly polies (called pill bugs) and cut my brothers eyelashes shorter because she was jealous. When she was a kid she filled her purse with roly poles and emptied her purse and dumped them in the house.

I thought it was the strangest thing to say. You know? Mentally deranged or something. I didn’t ask if he had married or ask anything about him at all. She brought him up and I did not ask to see a picture either. Just didn’t occur to me. It was a sore subject as far as I was concerned, but not to her.

What a strange thing to say.

When my dad was about to go home to The ARC (The Army Residence Center/Community) and we were excited to know he was going to be okay and home with with mom that day and then my little sister called and told me someone at the hospital gave him a pill he couldn’t swallow and he asphyxiated on it while she was at his apartment getting it ready for him to return and I had to come back to San Antonio to watch him die. We didn’t know he was gonna die but it sounded bad and Diane suggested I come back to San Antonio and she picked me up at the airport and then we saw the dove dying in the grass near his window at the hospital. I don’t know how my brother got there in time living in California but he and my sisters chatted while my mom was out of the room about what was best and I said I want to give him every chance to live.

Then possibly the same night after her blurb about David’s wife we were hanging out at her house and she insisted me going with her to the movie store to rent a movie she had seen called Atonement with Keira Knightly and Gary went to bed. I guess he had seen it already. I think he was not happy at the idea of seeing the movie with us by the way he acted but since I hadn’t seen the movie I didn’t know why. But now knowing what I know, I think she was rubbing it in to him in a weird way. So I watched it and was not impressed. It was kind of a slow burn about a woman whose either sister-in-law or sister ruined her romance with her husband for a while by falsely accusing her husband of raping her. And then later she bought the movie after I think imagining herself as Keira Knightly and wanted family to watch it at my little sister’s home in the country near where my mom resided after my dad had died and on a family visit to see my mom. Everyone thankfully declined and we watched something else. Why would anyone want to see that movie twice? It’s not like the type of movie that you would want to see over and over again. 

I can’t remember David’s last name Scottish I think but could be wrong (the one at the office) but he bought homes and fixed them up (like Gary eventually did) and was in real-estate though not very good at real estate sales at all (like Gary). He was a bit weird which was why I think his forte wasn’t real-estate business and seemed pussy-whipped by some of the women in the office. He seemed afraid. My sister before I worked for her told me about David and I think she may have had the affair. I don’t know.of course but she lost a lot of weight for him. Told me that was why she lost the weight when I remarked how great she looked one day and noticed she had lost weight. Said that he suggested she lose weight and she did.

Strange shit.

I remember being in the coffee room and he stood by the coffee machine all tense and mute, breathing hard like Bill O’reilly does. He was pissed at me for something and I was like “what the fuck?” At this time I was suspecting lots of things because of strange behavior in the office and with Tootie and Gary. I knew some games were being played against me I just didn’t know the rules of the game or what the game was called or even how to play or even the possibility of their next play. I was on pins and needles on the job, at home, at their home, their daughter’s wedding etc. It was rough and mean spirited. David had a hard time communicating but when I went to the meeting with Sheila Rice to tell on Gary about his assault one of the last times I was at the office (there was an earlier meeting about Gary with my sister at Virginia Cook Realtors in a private meeting room) Sheila Rice told me that David had said I was with him in his car and that I had spilled my alcoholic drink in his car as proof I was with him in a car. I said “Yea I did not spill my drink and I was with him and it was alcohol and had had permission (given my husband at the time a heads up that I was going there to see David to try to find out what I could)) from my husband to seek him out that night for information (because they were hiding something involving real-estate for one – a fraudulent kind of thing I happened upon unwittingly in the files that I found that I didn’t realize was illegal until I went to school and learned what I had seen was illegal and I think the office knew I knew. I can’t remember it now what it was but it was one of their homes and involved my sister and her husband. It did not compare to the assault by Gary. I think it was one of their Disney homes a neighborhood they were in charge of sales for the company of certain areas, but not sure. It’s been a while.) DAVID DIDN’T KNOW THAT WAS WHY I WAS IN THE CAR WITH HIM (but he invited me into his car. I didn’t just appear in the passenger seat of his car) because I didn’t want to let on to him why I was there. I didn’t really care about it: the thing I found nor fully understood it but was trying to figure out why I was getting messed with. Almost like they (the company or Tootie and Gary…not sure and I was in the middle) were set up to go against me by my finding this information. BLACKMAIL I think. IT WAS UNREAL and then TO HAVE SHEILA RICE THROW THAT IN MY FACE AS IF IT PROVED SOMETHING. I SPILLED MY DRINK IN HIS CAR IS WHAT HE TOLD HER. (Hence we had an affair?) DAVID OBVIOUSLY WAS THERE AT VIRGINIA COOK REALTORS TO TRY TO SET ME UP FOR MY SISTER AND HER HUSBAND, GARY. WHAT DOES SPILLING A DRINK (WHICH DIDN’T HAPPEN) MEAN? WHAT WAS THE MEANING OF IT IN ESSENCE? I was dealing with some weirdos however Virginia Cook’s husband owner of the business in the past had been accused of something having to do with unwanted sex at work so they were on their toes getting ready to fuck up my life for my sister and her husband. I got a lot of threats and was followed and messed with at real estate school and other weird shit. It was very confusing to say the least to be followed and harassed by people in the business who I didn’t know and then they start mistreating me in other ways. When we were at their home Gary brushed tussled the hair on my kids foreheads and affectionately though he had never done it before and then came to me and used the upper palm of his hand to push my head degradingly

THE MOLESTER -THE SAE of SMU

but so no one else could see and then tried to talk my husband into loaning him a lawn mower and delivering it to him and I demanded that my husband not do that especially after what he did to my forehead and at the office, but he did it anyway.) Eventually I got very sick from it and from the family stuff. Paranoid to the nth degree but it was real. In a way I think their plans failed and went awry, but it still hurt immensely.

Thinking about it now it occurs to me I may have been dealing with Gary’s alter ego in David (the one at the office). It was that strange, the whole thing and the individual things that were like a huge mountain of shit. Kind of like the first meeting I had with Gary and Tootie which they set up and was at their home and she was in the kitchen making a lot of noise with the pots and pans instead of at the meeting dealing with their problems. They probably should have been at the second meeting with my brother, Diane, and me years later.

The similarities of David and Gary were kind of interesting but Gary was also good at advertising which I don’t think David was into that aspect of the business in real estate. He wasn’t unsuccessful just not unique. The thing about building homes or renovating them as far as Gary was concerned was a bit disconcerting in that he was famous for having loose screws. When he built his kids a swing set for Christmas my husband had to  tighten the screws for the safety of the kids and when he built an old fashioned car from a kit that he sold to our cousin he had some loose screws as well and when he had a deli at Preston Center and the Heath department came and hassled him about a drain he tricked them and made a hole with a grate on top but it was shallow and it didn’t drain because it was not a dtrain. it was a cover of a hole in cement. He had a habit of leaving electrical wires exposed in his own home with tots around. He was a VERY UNCAREFUL PERSON. WHEN following him in heavy traffic he liked to fuck with you changing lanes at the last minute hoping you would have an accident and he drank to much. And then his come-ons to other women in front if his wife and getting caught with his dick exposing it to the air I guess for family to notice.

He was somebody else’s accident waiting to happen.

I remember shopping with my sister for a diamond ring for my mom at a place I think it was called Sterlings on NW HWY by the over pass. I think it’s closed now and is a used book store. It was painstaking to shop with but I did and Walter refused to go in on it. I think he was tired of her ideas and wanted to get mom what he wanted to give mom. This was way before mom had everything she wanted. I have no idea who ended up with that diamond ring but I suspect two people: my sisters. It was a pretty hefty ring. A large empress style ring full of diamonds. It was quite impressive. My sister was always a very good bookkeeper in regards to what was owed her to the penny. But when it came time for an accounting of how the estate of my moms was questioned by my other brother-in-law David Sherman I was told by my little sister that Gary scribbled some amount without specifying expenditures on a scrap of paper. He was an accountant. LOL. Come to think of it David (the office of Virginia Cook “David” the one I did not have an affair with) had been an accountant as well. I guess accountants end up selling real estate. Like I said Christmas letters became one pagers double to triple spaced at some point when they used to be pages and pages long and single spaced. So something unusual happened. I don’t think Gary was supposed to be in charge of the estate. I think it was my older sister’s responsibility. MY DAD, BESIDES GETTING US A PEARL FOR EACH GIRL ALSO ON ANOTHER TOUR OF DUTY IN VIETNAM BOUGHT US EACH AN EMPRESS RING. MINE HAD LITTLE OPALS so that’s how I know the style because I was not a aficionado when it came to diamonds, pearls, styles of rings, etc. Anyway it was interesting that he did that for some reason: Could have something to do with war college. IDK. I think Tootie might have gotten one with sapphires because it was her favorite stone. We Obviously are in an information war of some kind these days other wise there wouldn’t be so much lying going on especially in the TV press and on the internet and I’m pretty sure the Intel we receive via our enemies and some of our “supposed” allies.

Not sure why of course but my dad was trying to say something to either me, my sisters or someone else and like I said he has helped me and so has my mom. Like a team.

Here are some pictures I found on the internet of family recently and a while back that I kept on my desktop. Now if there isn’t something strange going on then why the pictures?:

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This is my older sister Tootie holding my eldest daughter as a tot schmucking me. She never took care of my daughter. But my sister doesn’t look right in her demeanor, possessed or something.

The inference I get from this picture above

is she is holding my daughter hostage some how.

Her kids had every advantage in the world compared to mine so it’s a pretty shitty picture as far as I’m concerned. She wouldn’t even take care of my kids when I was severely ill. Didn’t offer. I baby sat her kids to help their marriage many times for them to go to hotels and on trips by themselves etc and she promised me she would help when I had kids. Gave Kimberly swimming lessons while she was too pregnant. I went all out for her. AN wouldn’t even look at my sketches of an invention I had at a place that wanted to patent it at my expense which was severely short on because it was a business but every part of it was patentable and there were many parts and replaceable parts which made it even more attractive. She refused to even look because she wanted to keep me down because she loved me!

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This is my older sister Tootie getting some treatment for breathing looking sideways schmucking me.

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Diane my little sister as a baby but now in a cage on someone’s apartment window somewhere getting some air way up high.  I guess they did that in the 1930’s.up north. In England they used to stick kids in their carriages on their front steps or porch to get air unattended and I guess in New York they stuck them out their apartment window.in a cage on the third floor. The last time I saw Diane in a picture as a baby was on the George Bush family memoirs documentary as their daughter who died very young. Anyway my little sister looked exactly like this a a baby but she was born a lot later. Not sure what this means but seems like a hostage situation and terrorism of some kind, maybe from family , the BGEA or OBAMA? I don’t know. We don’t talk anymore because she banished me from her home after a few Zingers but it was the truth.

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John Kircher my nephew kind of looks like he is in a science lab or chemistry lab. Looks like John but not necessarily John. His nose is different (not as pointy) and he did not wear his hair this way parted in the middle, his eyebrows did not meet in the middle and his mouth was a bit different but similar and his ears did not stick out as much. John is a doctor. General Cushing hunted John in Virginia my sister said on the last visit to  see my mom together and also said he was a friend of my dad which I had never heard of before and the only person I know called Cushing is a Cardinal of the Roman Catholic Church who assisted (I think) in the assassination (but from a distance in Annapolis) of JFK and officiated in his wedding and the funeral of JFK. A bit weird as well. I think he set up Jackie with JFK as a matter of fact in order that they might meet. Some weird stuff for sure. The other picture I saw of him was in a cheese shop so with a different background. I haven’t seen him in years so he might have matured in his looks and actually look like this person.

Another picture I saw of my older sister she was with my mom and my mom’s back was to me so I could not see her face but looked like her lying down and my sister had a bob hairdo and looked like she was rubbing her back or acting like a masseuse, but i don’t know where it went. I might have saved it in my mass of pictures I put in files on the computer and then again I might have thrown it out, not sure but I’m not gonna look for it and waste my time. Another picture I found was my sister who had been shot in California five times in the leg with a facsimile of Billy Graham but looking more like Errol Flynn in a heavy pale sweaty sort of way. Then she walks away chewing on her tongue which I documented on one of my posts. She looked eerily the same, but a little different. Lots of other examples so someone distributed some family pics for some strange reason.

So you can see I have been relentlessly attacked for a long time as well as my family that I grew up with and their families and my kids and that’s the tip of the iceberg. Many more examples. My brother, my other niece involved in a terrorist massacre in California, my other nephews and nieces, etc.

Tootie resented me and didn’t want reminders of me but wanted my work, my painting and I had already given her one, a really beautiful painting. When we were still talking she showed me note from her daughter who was the tot talking about the visit from the devil referring to me because I fought back their demented behavior towards me to silence me, demean me, berate me, abuse me and isolate me (It was Gary’s idea to isolate me, Diane, my little sister told me) which has been used as a weapon so I would come back to their fold their way and as a weapon against me by my daughter from time to time as if I deserved it because she doesn’t yet understand and has been lied to by the ex because I divorced him and obviously it was an insult to his integrity and theirs. I think Gary didn’t like our way, my brothers and my little sister’s way and my way when we met to quell our family problems but keeping it in our generation and forgiving each other for my parents sake and for the kid’s sakes and moving forward. Why?  Because it didn’t sit well with him for some reason when we had our meeting to resolve our issues at a hotel in Dallas. Gary questioned my brother as if he didn’t know what the meeting was about, my brother told me Gary was fishing for information when he stayed with the Kirchers in their home and came in from California for the meeting because he wanted our family to get along and wanted me and my parents to be un-estranged and he cried to me. It was unusual. Not like a woman but like my brother. His eyes watered up and swelled with emotion. My brother is a lawyer, a good lawyer winning a huge lawsuit against Federal Express and I don’t think Federal Express liked it. My brother ought to know what fishing is. I guess the meeting inferred guilt on their part and they didn’t like that. But the first meeting I had with Gary inferred guilt when he said he would start going to church so I don’t know why he couldn’t deal with the second meeting about him years later.

Then I got a divorce and things got much worse,

as if it was the first divorce in the world.

 Then my little sister was poisoned at a restaurant and nearly died in California and I was not there but I guess Tootie and Gary got sick as well but not nearly as sick as Diane who ended up in the hospital from SUSHI poisoning at a Chinese or Japanese restaurant and I heard about it weeks later from my little sister. No one told me for quire a while which I thought was strange. David Sherman wanted to sue the restaurant and my brother didn’t want him to sue because he knew the owners of the restaurant that they frequented who treated him like a king and considered them friends even though they were just clients and my sister Tootie said that my brother was “pitiful” is the word she used for my brother for those reasons. Sorry the word actually was “pathetic” not “pitiful.” Pretty much the same thing in context.

Nancy Pelosi’s Favorite Word

He told me at our meeting family doesn’t sue family. So not sure what Tootie was getting at because I had a right to sue for sexual harassment/assault and all the other things that occurred at the office, school and their home in retaliation against me.

I suppose family doesn’t sue restaurants either, LOL 

FAMILY CAN ONLY SUE FEDEX!

I’m glad I didn’t sue my family in the long run.

It was best. It was more of a mere thought than a real threat. Lots of things enter one’s mind in a situation like I was in. And my family wasn’t really the enemy in the long run. Confused, yes. We were all attacked, IME. Lots of misinformation and misunderstanding  and a few problematic issues and foibles that could have been better handled and overcome by everyone and forgiven had it been that easy but someoneS didn’t want us to overcome.  WHY? Someday I’ll figure it out “the reason.” I think it has to do with my findings when actually reading and comparing the gospels. The meeting with my brother in Dallas was about an hour and a half long and no way could I explain what had occurred in that amount of time and I could not foretell the future or know what was gonna happen. We tried, at least we tried to contain the shit

the three of us.

Way too much unwarranted and unbridled comeuppance. One letter I received VIA courrier or similar (I wasn’t paying attention about small things then) after the first meeting in the privacy of the meeting room (committee room with Tootie) at Virginia Cook Tootie (I think it was Tootie who wrote the letter, but I did not see her write it) said something to the affect/effect of

Where would you have them go?

Then my pay was docked two dollars an hour and I was sent on errands, demoted and degraded and other debasing things in various ways. Very strange way to handle it. (One of the errands I had to do while they were out of town was pick up John’s fish in a bottle at their home and take it to the office. So I did with my husband he was nearby in the area and we locked up really good and Phil set tyne alarm then they complained that their house had been broken into while they were gone and put me on the defensive. I don’t know what that was about but probably some kind of insurance scam. A while later their sliding glass door was replaced with french doors: I don’t know if it’s related, but seems like it might be.) 

She did not know how to handle Gary….was the meaning, possibly. And after a while then came the second meeting at the office with management of Virginia Cook.

He looked very nervous.

I guess he never thought I would do it.

They offered me the job in the first place at my home and the plan was:

I was to take over Gary’s work (he would train me, clerical and advertising) so he would go out and sell real estate and it was a never ending training on his part. I don’t know whose mind the idea was hatched in but I was lied to purposefully by someone from the beginning.

When I spent some of my HARD EARNED money to enroll in real-estate school it seemed to cause someone some problems. I nearly finished but ended up instead in a hospital ER.

The guy Kimberly married looked like a young Mark Fuhrman and acted a lot like Gary in he could cook. I don’t know where she met him. She was in love with someone else. A guy named Fred but he went into depression of some kind and I think rumors were abound at the private schools which affected their relationship, not sure of the reason, but they were attracted deeply to each other for years. The newly weds were given some land from the father-in-law on his side of the family and then he started going nuts shooting cats in their yard and she left him and divorced him. I don’t think she had it annulled though it was as deep of a relationship as Pope Francises relationship was to his unwilling  martyrs like the martyr he stole a necklace from while in repose hoping to gain courage and boasted about it. Her first husband came from a divorced family. His mother had married a bible theologian after her divorce from her husband who ended up killing his wife and committing suicide after the wedding and after giving them the land. A murder-suicide type deal. Then after the divorce she ended up with guy from St. Marks boys academy a close friend of Fred and they got married in Colorado which I did not witness (could not afford to go) and then they moved to New York City. It was a good divorce.

Somewhere in that time period the Kirchers went on a backpacking trip to the Ozarks and got lost in the Ozarks and ran into a bear in the Ozarks. This is what we were told and the kids separated from the parents to find a way back. Very STRANGE EXCUSE. Not an unusual thing with the Kirchers such as going to Mexico for a fun adventure late at night right over the border to a border town for a late dinner to practice speaking spanish with waiters at 11:00 till about 3 AM and walking around dark alleys etc. LOL It wasn’t worth it. Or looking for a toy  poodle around the border of Texas and Mexico to give to my mom as a gift for someone who had everything she needed? and a dog like in Lady and the Tramp for their other daughter (Tootie’s brain storms) who moved to Padre and met her husband at a bar after multiple weird things occurred like 9-11 and personal stuff. Wonder what happened to Lady, the Cocker Spaniel? Of course I had a dog named Lady, a German Shepherd but it seems related somehow –they are dogs. i think my sister kind of went over the hill and it definitely is because of the BGEA going to women’s retreats in North Carolina learning the number 3 is the number of perfection? She never thought of it  or expressed it before the trip!

I guess I wasn’t invited or if I was invited to this family trip or I couldn’t afford to come to California to go to the sushi restaurant. This was after the second meeting and before I kicked my sister out of my home when she had my mom with her to visit for whipping me over the head a bunch in the car with the palms of her hands after being at Tootie and Gary’s house and it was hard to keep my head up in the car driving while she did this but we were in an argument that went south. It was a nasty family feud and my dad had since died. My kids were in the back of the car too and remember it. Luckily we were in the neighborhood next to my neighborhood at the time so I didn’t run off the road but she was not reconcilable when we got home and breathing fire out her nose or steam. It wasn’t a good situation and I hated doing it but I did and I felt bad later about it but she hit me a bunch not super hard but hard enough to be a problem holding my head up over the steering wheel and I don’t know if I deserved it. She would probably say yes you deserved it  She was having a rough time with the divorce and near the end of the divorce. She was dealing with some rough mother fucking good ole boy lawyers, one who said he was a Christian and he screwed her over relentlessly and lied to her: hers and his. It was like both sides were on the same side against Diane and for David, her first husband.

So this was some kind of a turning point because she didn’t meet David Sherman till after the divorce was final as far as I knew and obviously I knew a lot and yet she was in California in a hospital with food poisoning with David Sherman her second husband who wanted to sue. 

Later, come to find out, they were against him, too.

David the first husband had a nervous breakdown during the divorce and lost his grandchild on her birthday party a week after her birthday. I saw him after the nervous breakdown and was helping Diane move her stuff and the three of us sat in their driveway of their home near Houston and we shared some wine and it got heated arguing between them so we left so he wouldn’t have to go to the hospital again. I think they loved each other but Cheri got in the way and she was after something besides his first son from his first marriage. She was a Christian woman and worked for the church and sang quite well but she was what you call a

GOLD DIGGER

She ruined their marriage

and their company which had gotten kudos in some magazines as a top something or other so it’s no wonder. Can’t trust a church that does this kind of stuff but the church does 

and she ruined her own marriage as well.

She was the one that told me I had something in my eye, not hello, how you doing, but you have something in your eye at the wedding rehearsal or wedding, but she was in a

pew-pew.

Diane had helped build his business and took care of kids on the side to make ends meet when they didn’t have a lot money and took care of his kids from his first marriage as well but it was not easy and started the apartment aspect of the business which became successful and he gave the kudos for it to his friend instead of DIANE.

He blew it but it was because he did not see the forest for the tree, I think and because she made a few mistakes he railed her but not thinking hey, he did, too.

They were out of sync sometimes because of outsiders horning in.

This happened, but much later:

A year after San Bernardino attack,

investigators still seek answers

Malik or Malachi?

Then strange things started happening that shouldn’t have I guess in retaliation. Our way wasn’t good enough for their reputations and sensibilities. And the shit started roll around into a big fucked up way. Our way was a good way but Gary didn’t like it, I guess, and Tootie didn’t like it and couldn’t stop dishing out stupid crap so I reacted as well. My eldest sister was quite possessive of the males in the family. She wanted to be queen in place of my mom. She expressed her dream that she dreamed of kissing David my little sister’s husband on a bridge with my little sister watching from below her kissing watching her kiss her husband and she told the dream she had to my little sister. So it’s obvious she has problems. My little sister was offended of course. Tootie played up to her husband in her way while after my operation and suffering PTSD I was having nightmares of my older sister’s husband Gary and his dick in my face because he had a dick fetish about his own dick at family gatherings and reunions showing it when he could get away with it (which Diane witnessed one time but never ever told anyone else as a witness for me but she tried in her own way to help against all odds attempting to establish a peace treaty at the meeting and told me he tried to play footsie with her at a restaurant under the table. He was attempting something though not sure of his methodology/ She didn’t tell me at the meeting but before either on the phone or something so she knew he had problems and I think she was walking on thin ice with some family trying to stay in a good spot.) not a fetish of other dicks, just his own and I was having nightmares of him and a few others in my family clicking their heels like Nazis.

Big difference.

I guess she was trying to come between my little sister and her family and both of her husbandS the one she divorced and the one she married because my older sister was possessive of the males in the family probably to make her feel better because of her husband’s problems which caused her problems because she didn’t really have too many problems until he abused her HIS WAY. I studied his problems and I know why he had those problems. His dad made him feel inferior a lot. He went through jobs like a hot potato and hadn’t found his niche or talent for a long time which a lot of people do. His dad was President of CONOCO OIL and didn’t respect Gary and showed it in many ways. He was too busy being PRESIDENT OF CONOCO OIL and a lush and drank a bunch, a jew hater, and thought he was superior to everyone, that’s why and he set his sons brother against brother in competition instead of training his second son the right way because he was too busy. Gary had talents and Tootie brought some of them out and he helped her to be successful but because of his problems his insecurities he loved keeping other females down like me so he could abuse me and abuse her by abusing me. She could sell real-estate and he couldn’t. It was her talent, not his but he advertised and she did not have time for that aspect of the business having to deal incessantly babying clients who were most of the time unreasonable and petty expecting way too much attention. Too bad about his dad. I don’t know how he was raised or what influenced him besides the Saudis.

And then she hospiced my mom without telling me.

HOW DO YOU RECONCILE WITH IT?

This is what she said on the phone to me:

Tootie told me mom had died.

She said “Mom would not have wanted to live that way.”

She said Diane is or was beside herself.

She said David was at the hospital when mom died and that mom had been hospiced for two weeks before.

She said the funeral people insisted she go to San Antonio in regards to the funeral arrangements.

 Then she said she loved me.

Never heard from her again

except I think in regards to the painting I had painted for my mom and she wanted something in exchange for it which was ridiculous. It was a gift to my mom that I had painted. I got it back but it took some doing and in the interim she got to say it wasn’t worth fighting about. I think it happened before my mom died and asked the ex since he was the one that got it back whether it was after or before my mom died and he can’t remember. After a few tries and trying to get me to accept her shenanigans I caught him on the way home on the phone and finally got it back. Anyway you can see how she attained her nick name Tootie. She was wheeler-dealer. Trying to sell something back to me I rightfully owned. The only thing I thought was comparable was a painting my mom did on a four-sided porcelain vase of the 4 seasons that I could see but I did not give it up either. I shouldn’t have to bargain that way. Here let me sell you something you made for something else she wanted. It was unreal. They put my mom and dad’s stuff in some warehouses in either San Antonio or near Diane and some of the stuff they brought to Dallas and I have not seen the warehouses but they would get together sometimes to go through their stuff and I guess Diane got tired of it after a while. IDK but got rid of a bunch of pictures and happened upon a letter from my brother to my dad about her lack of brain power and was deeply offended at my dad even though my dad didn’t write it. She told me about it. I tried to convince her that it might not necessarily have anything to do with dad. I think someone planted it there where she could get offended or hurt her feelings and possibly to do something else. I have no idea if it was an e-mail letter or hand written or typed but it sounded fishy.

It seemed like someone was trying to hurt our family and separate us in a myriad of ways. Turn us against each other etc. Doesn’t it?

Probably via the influence of the BGEA.

The only people that knew where the warehouses were

I think

was Diane, Tootie, Gary, and David.

The stuff written about my mom in the funeral brochure was mocking my mom and whoever wrote it didn’t know her very well or got some information wrong via whoever gave the person the information to cue me which must have been family I think that something wasn’t right and pandering Diane for her contribution, I’m sure for the money. It sounded like David the second husband of Diane the way he talked to his wife and others, like he was superior and he wasn’t. David was affected. Severely. You can almost hear him say what he wrote about my mom.  How much wood would a Woodchuck wood if a Woodchuck could chuck wood. DOD Chuck Hagel. Get Ready America. I never question Obama’s motives, the Ring bearer for Queen Elizabeth, etc.

Mr. Kiss Saudi Arabia’s

Ass

and Obama’s you know!

She met him online via a dating service. I wonder who tipped him off…THE VATICAN? NSA? Secret Service? FBI? The Press? CIA? BGEA? Divorce Lawyers? The Preacher?

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The Spy Who Loved Me and The Lyre’s Club

I guess we had some shady characters in our family and friends but the worst one was Meg “Do my boobs hang low, do they  wobble to and fro—- Meg York, the comedian who wasn’t funny. I had to hear that a lot when my sister lived with me and they would drink and it was her thing to shake her boobs and laugh at herself and what are you supposed to do when someone does this kind of stuff. You had to laugh, but it was hard and my little sister when drunk would kiss you hard on the cheek as well. It was not easy having her in my home and then when she married David I was not allowed to live in hers during my divorce or after for I might ruin her marriage, I guess? Something like that I think besides they were newly weds and she had some covering-up financially to do. The girlfriend who taught my little sister to lie a bunch at a young age and hung out with Chris Krusz as well who lied a bunch. Baptists. BGEAr’s. She hung out with Diane and I think she may have some responsibility for some things and a jealous one as well around when a lot of shit happened, I think. A disappointment to me. Had to do laundry when I was sick so she couldn’t take care of my kids. And my little sister did invest in the oxygen/pulse measure for my mom with her own money and she worked hard at the things she did do but she should have thrown out her new2nd husband to the wolverines to be with his kind and she should have helped me and we could have avoided some of these things that occurred to our family. Might have made a difference. I guess the letter was insightful and also inciteful but she can still try to do what she can wherever she is if she has learned anything.  We all can and we must.

My daughter told me I needed to work very hard, too.

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The timing of MEG is telling,

but it ain’t over till the FAT LADY sings.

And got to put up with Nancy Pelosi for a while too. How bad can it get?

Can it get any worse?

DID I HEAR BILL O’REILLY CALL PRESIDENT ELECT TRUMP HEROD?

Funny, because I called O’reilly Herod in this post or the last one. I think.

I wrote a bunch of what happened in regards to the funeral that I heard about via my daughter and over heard and some e-mails between my sister and I beforehand but the computers went offline auspiciously and I will add it later to his post.

Someone doesn’t like me very much.

May be why my sister didn’t have a middle name was because the name

 LORENE was good enough

or her middle name was Sapphira

and no one told me

and I never ever asked!

because of her Grandmother and her Aunt who were named  Lorene.

She didn’t need a middle name. That may be the point of her name.

but she had people at the office call her LORI.

Fun.: We Are Young ft. Janelle Monáe [OFFICIAL VIDEO]

By the way just in case you don’t know

DAR stands for

Daughters of the American Revolution.

Both my sisters who affiliated with the BGEA  *Billy Graham Evangelical Association and one with the Bushes threw away family pictures for some reason, hiding things. As I said my older sister got rid of anything with me in it but tried to keep a painting I painted of a famous painting on porcelain that she got from my mom’s stuff and i got it back with a bit of a struggle. Then she said it wasn’t worth it. The struggle. It took me months to paint the layers and was my best work which I gave to my mom because she was my teacher and protege and my mom.

IS IT

Psychological terror?

I don’t know, seems like it.

Brian my ex’s brother is the 4th child in his family and the black sheep I heard. The fIrst son is Joe, then the second is John, then Mark, then Brian and then the fifth son is Phil. Kind of like the gospels.

I know what a Utility person is in the mob. He cleans things up after murders and convenient accidents. Recently I overheard my ex talking to Brian on the phone and he whispered BARELY LIVABLE. Which peaked my interest. Because I’m kept. Not really living and in a sort of prison. We don’t have sex. Why am I here except I can’t and am not allowed to succeed, just allowed to survive and barely maintain. IF I was allowed to succeed I could be very successful and be all that I want to be and contribute so much more to my kids, but for some reason I’m not allowed to. I’m not dumb. I see I have been limited by others on purpose. I was even limited from walking my daughter’s dog. People made it clear like a cult afraid I was gonna take off or something. Afraid I might get healthy. Afraid I might get strong. And then the tornado came and tore some homes up and it seemed like it was aiming for my home but missed but I know one of those people that limited me their home did get destroyed because it was in front of their home that I was in a strange way attacked. It’s under a veil so others might not notice to keep me down. It has something to do with religions and my beliefs. Very weird but I think some are definitely possessed and do these things for someone else so others might not notice. Like the ex saying to meths is why you and Br this is why you and Bri talking about my daughter and me when he is lying his ass off about who is causing it….him. Letting her think I had an affair at Virginia Cook Realtors so he could lay with her and her not want to be with me as a mother and daughter. So he could manage her and manipulate her and so he could control her and punish her at the same time for being my daughter. She was very talented at design and clothing fashion and singing and he has not helped in any of those areas but she is only able to work at a tanning salon. She is also fantastic at makeup in an artistic way. My other daughter would be a fantastic teacher but is limited by her location and others. IT is purposeful and cruel. All three of us are being managed and kept down by cultish ways of others I guess to Catholicize us. He and Kirchers are in cahoots as far as I’m concerned. When I was getting a divorce we remained friends and still living together because i’m not allowed to progress.and my health with these tactics don’t help purposefully and I didn’t quite get the picture of their relationship. My sister would too loudly ask me if their was a chance etc so he could hear in the next room purposefully like she was on his side and playing up to him and he is a mere house painter/musician. This is weird.  But so she could manipulate him against me to assist her in making my life miserable but under a veil so others won’t notice. When the subject of my invention came up she reminded me of his mom. Stubborn and avenging yet it was before she had died and was 1000 miles away but in order to keep me down and un-encourage my desires and attempts in any way she could.  To not even look at the sketches of my invention was a BIG CLUE she had a big problem with me. IN essence as a team they’re The Borg. The BGEA. because of their affiliations and their friends and their faith or lack of. The night I came down with COPD we had been at the Kirchers house for a family gathering with cousins etc. I believe I was poisoned. My ex noticed way too much of what I put in my mouth and what I spit out. The COPD was to control me ad then my daughter got sick with pneumonia type illness that was going around and had the same symptoms exactly.= around the same time So I know it’s their way to use my health as a excuse for some reason and now it got worse and worse because no one I know could put up with the shenanigans and be healthy or want to be. Complain about my smoking as the full cause when in fact there is way more to it. The moment I start exercising or getting some kind thing going I’m attacked. The moment I start excelling in some way I’m attacked in weird ways that is hard to explain. When I was silent about my success in something i was doing okay but the moment I mentioned my success I was attacked full throttle. I notice and it is spiritual. It’s the Catholic, Islamic Evangelical way. The thing is when we keep the other down we hurt everyone. IF you allow people to excel in what they are talented in it comes back around and helps others. Not a trickle down theory more like more than thriving theory, but it isn’t allowed. So when one destroys me they destroy themselves kind of deal. I consider myself to be generous person. If I had been allowed to excel I would benefitted those around me so much even the person I divorced because I have a heart and know it helps my kids and feel I owe him some help because he is their dad but it is not allowed and resentment builds of course. I think that is how society falls. Kingdoms fail and how America is destroyed from within and the world dies but because we are so worldy so will the world. When we go down so will the world. IF we separate ourselves form the world and build up ourselves first then we can help the world otherwise the world is doomed because of us but the world won’t LETTUCE via the press and Secret Service etc. because of jealousy.

I noticed on Fox after that charade with the baseball cards I think Trump isn’t allowed to choose from society the best choices but is being limited by the press of who he may choose from a certain pool of people they deem worthy who probably aren’t to keep him down and under their control as if they are the SECRET SERVICE which is roman catholic for the most part (at least they think anyway that they will get to limit him) whether he does or not

we shall see.

But if you read revelation you might think twice

about those trumpets.

Revelation and the bible (because it is (everchanging) and isn’t set in stone) as I have proved and has lots of meanings and variations like music I believe that a lot of it is prophecy and a lot of parts are false but what is set in stone are

the Ten Commandments

and we ought to try to take them seriously and take the suggestion I offered for our survival for our kids and our parents and theirs.

I believe there are three that go down in to the pit of hell and they want to take as many as possible with them but they fool themselves I hope and I think, LOL: I could be wrong if these three choose to change their ways but pride is hard to overcome especially for these three entities mentioned in the bible.  

‘Thousands’ of mysterious jelly-like creatures wash up on Southern California beach

I think this is a fail-safe attempt so none shall escape I think the shores of California have been breached by a bunch of dinosaur eggs.

The false prophet (ISLAM). OBAMA is the Destroyer IMO but lacks the power he thinks he has because he is not in his right mind though he likes to feign he is and feign he is in control and some believe him but he isn’t, and a couple of others including Roman Catholicism and I think Evangelicalism and the Grahams think he is in control and isn’t,(REMEMBER WHEN OBAMA RAN THE FIRST TIME AND A CAMERA AFFECTED HIS EYES AND HE WENT INTO A BASKET BALL PLAYERS MODE OF COMMUNICATION. HE COULDN’T THINK. SO SOMEONE IS CONTROLLING HIM, IMO. COULD BE THE BGEA SINCE HE MET HIM IN NORTH CAROLINA AT HIS HOME. The BGEA HAS AFFECTED ALL OF OUYR PRESIDENTS EXCEPT TRUMAN FOR A LONG TIME and EISENHOWER because they did help to win WWll) and other false religious but aren’t mentioned so much because they meld into the other three via Romes bi-ways. Like India (hinduism) is pretty much taken over by Islam etc. because they are false however God does use animals because they are his creation but not the way Hindus believe. You don’t worship a cow or a cricket. REMEMBER HOW POTUS WAS RELIED UPON SO MUCH BY OBAMA AND I THINK POTUS IS THE SECRET SERVICE WHO GIVE THE PRESIDENTS TALKING POINTS +AND DAILY BRIEFINGS I THINK. SECRET SERVICE HEADQUARTERS IS IN MARYLAND. WHY  not VIRGINIA?…I THINK IT’S SYMBOLIC AND LOCATION LOCATION LOCATION – WHAT’S IN A NAME?  BUT WE ALSO HAVE THE NSA in UTAH WHICH COULD BE HELPING AGAINST THE SECRET SERVICE>< I DON’T KNOW.

I guess Snowden is watching them. Maybe black hawks?  So everyone is watching something. Make’s one paranoid.

So take heart and heed.

TVS HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH IT, NOR DO COMPUTERS, NEITHER CELL PHONES, AND NOT EVEN GPS;)

WELL, I WAS A RADIO

(you can read about it in my TRANSCRIBED CBS REPORTS ABOUT THE ASSASSINATION OF JFK LINKED ON MERANGUE’S BLOG.

The medicine I was prescribed in the hospital called for some cough syrup that had codeine  in it but the ex got something different and says they don’t have what was prescribed at Walmart so he got me something else and swears by his word that they don’t have what the doctor prescribed. HE CAME IN TODAY AND GAVE ME SOME OF THE MEDICINE HE REPLACED THE PRESCRIPTED MEDICINE WITH SOMETHING ELSE JUST TRYING TO HELP.

Anyway I asked the ex when was the next Cowboys game and he said next Sunday. Today is Sunday so in 7 days will be the next Cowboy’s game and I asked who they were playing and he didn’t know then added he wasn’t going to that game but was going to the game on the 26th of December as a treat from Brian the Utility man now retired and then Brian is gonna fly out that same day without staying in Dallas even for a night.

VERY BERRY UNUSUAL.

I asked him why he whispered “Barely Livable” on the phone and he remembered he had said it about month or so ago and he said he was talking about our daughter to Brian on the phone but she wasn’t there at the time so why whisper while he was talking to Brian. And when I asked him about it when he said it he didn’t say anything. He didn’t think I would hear and I did. He is lying.

Came in a tiny while ago to defend himself about the pre scripted medicine vs the stuff I got and that he gave me and was very upset. I said why are you so sweaty and pale ( he was kind of freaking out) and he said because he hadn’t eaten. Very shaken up. Defensive and shaken up. And then he calmed down and later told me all about the convenience store managers and how they got their business. Remembers a lot of things and knows a lot of things but he can’t remember mocking me in the powder room,,,,,yet.

The next Cowboys game is December 1st with the Vikings not on a Sunday but in the middle to beginning of the week and the game on the 26 of December is with the Detroit Lions I guess. Brian is a fan of Detroit’s team and obviously a fan of the Dallas Cowboys and wants to see the Detroit Lions beat the Cowboys.

Anyway, I think things are coming to a collision soon of some kind. I don’t know why and I don’t know when but soon I think.

Norah Jones – Don’t Know Why

Even the picture above of Anne Boleyn’s eyes remind me of my niece Kimberly but her eyes were really blue with a hint of green.

A lot of morphing goin’ on. THEY DO IT TO HILLARY A LOT. I think it has to do with the Wine Press of God which is drunk or they would be truthful and mocking back in Revelation SOMEONE WHO THINKS THEY ARE GOD who own the the press and who puffed Billy Graham etc. because of jealousy. The Hursts/Hearsts and the man standing behind 

Pope Benedict Xvl who is I think a relative of the Hursts.

Ganswine ie pigs wine or with swine depending on what language. I think their fate is a prophecy written about in the gospels of 2 mad men near the sea who Jesus puts their madness into some swine that run off a cliff into the sea. I could be wrong. But seems probable or possible it was a prophecy. Let’s hope so. I watched Fox News and two blond women with cards of politicians (like base ball cards) and a big board placing them with some kind of sticky stuff probably velcro placing these faces on the board for different jobs under the Trump presidency the possibilities of Trump picks and it was INSANE. I had never seen anything like in my life or for any other election. I bet we end up with a totally different team then prophesied by Fox News or chosen using the power of suggestion by Fox news. It makes american politics a joke by their intense pressure to influence. If it was not a prophecy then we need to hire some Ghost busters and some exorcists sent to Fox News and other news outlets to get rid of the Jesuit/evangelical and Masonry, Opus Dei and other secret religious fanatical spirits out of the press people so they can do their work unhindered.

Haven’t noticed Greta Van Susterne on Fox News lately at all. I wonder why!  Did she get sexually assaulted at Fox news like all the other women? Will she publish a book in less than a week about it? Like KT McFarland did about the terrorist brother’s family life who set off bombs in their crab steamers at the Boston Marathon? Or like Kelly of the Kelly File? I’m not discounting their accounts I’m taken aback by them and the others as well that have kind of disappeared. A few of my favorites.

By the way I love my sisters and brother and parents and their families and mine. I use them as examples because I think we were chosen as examples. How else am I supposed to relate without them and the experience with them. I think we will be victorious in the end and we had big problems each of us and as a whole but we also had a lot going for us each of us and as a whole but I still have to work some things out and so do they.

we all do.

I’m sure they have their perspectives as well from their standpoints. It isn’t as if we weren’t messed with quite a bit and still are being essex with but it won’t help you to mess with us anymore.

I expect more attacks because it has been written in the internet news to expect more attacks,

but expect them back as well.

Had a weird tiff the other day the ex and his daughter: My dad never used the f… word that I ever heard so not sure why he said what he said to my daughter because he implied in a few ways somethings that aren’t true in any case I don’t know where I learned  the f… word but it wasn’t from my parents, that’s for sure!

I think it was the movie Woodstock.

To me the F … word signifies deep frustration.

Rarely Seen Photos from Woodstock

My first concert was Aqualung with Jethro Tull: never heard of him before that night, but it was a good concert. Didn’t go to many concerts, but the ones I went to were pretty good. I thought I would add this blurb about Aqualung but truly didn’t know that was the concept of Aqualung: at the time till just now:

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Aqualung
Studio album by Jethro Tull
Aqualung is the fourth studio album by the rock band Jethro Tull. Released in 1971, Aqualung, despite the band’s disagreement, is regarded as a concept album featuring a central theme of “the distinction between religion and God”.
I float quite well on my back for some reason. It’s weird, and the ex has floaters in his eyes.

Latest glitch of attacks is the garage door glitching and the switch is broken said the ex (he replace it a few months back) however you can still open and close the garage door????? but there is a leak I think because I smelled propane and I shouldn’t sell it in my garage. The lines to the propane the ex checked with leak detector he said and seems to be okay but he thinks maybe its the bottle itself because he admitted he smelled it once I nagged him to check it, but when I asked him to check it in the first place he was not happy about it. Big hassle yet it is called safety. Like he didn’t want to check it or that I caught it ahead of time. He said he comes in the other door now so he won’t have to open the garage door because of the weather and to keep it warm for me in the garage because he’s a gentleman and it’s proper. The other glitch: I have some gall stones causing me some trouble. The gall bladder sits close to the liver and the last place they found pus was on my liver when I went for a 6 week checkup when the couple blamed me for their wait after the huge operation years ago. So maybe I have been dealing with a bad gall bladder for years and years, and didn’t know it. UNUNUNUNUNUNUNCAREFUL!

To be precise I think he has a death wish for me but he doesn’t want anyone to know so I’m telling everyone, instead.

The ex Set up a new propane tank just in case and rechecked the lines and connection. Went into the garage later by a couple of hours and it reeked of propane when I opened the inside door. Went back a few minutes later it was gone. Went back a few minutes later it reeked again. Here is what propane does to the human:

What are some side effects of inhaling propane?

QUICK ANSWER

Propane inhalation may create symptoms such as coughing, nausea, dizziness, nervousness, vomiting, increased heart rate, weakness, fever and lightheadedness, according to MedlinePlus. Higher levels of propane exposure can lead to convulsions, loss of consciousness, limb pain and numbness. It is important to seek medical attention after being exposed to propane.

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FULL ANSWER

Propane inhalation is dangerous because the gas overcomes the presence of oxygen in the lungs and strains or completely inhibits a person’s ability to breathe correctly, notes MedlinePlus. A person who inhales propane gas must be moved to fresh air as soon as possible, and the individual’s symptoms should be monitored for improvement. If no changes occur, emergency medical attention must be sought immediately.

Oxygen therapy is likely to be administered in a hospital while the patient’s vital signs are watched carefully, and medical staff may elect to pull blood work to measure the extent of the patient’s poisoning. Immediate medical attention is likely to save a patient, but waiting too long to call 911 can result in stroke, coma or death. MedlinePlus explains that propane is equally as harmful if ingested, in which case it helps to supply milk or water to a patient until medical help arrives. However, this is not advisable for patients who are having difficulty swallowing.

 

Propane Basics 

And I have felt tingles in my limbs, recently.

So I called the Fire Department.

They came and said fertilizer and propane smell the same. Did I have any fertilizer and I said no. Then they checked my equipment with a gas/propane detector and figured out it was the connector/o-ring which was faulty to the propane tank yet the liquid leak detector did not work or bubble up. So we opened the garage with the garage door opener switch and for some reason it worked. They told me to leave the garage door open for a while. Took my name and number for their records. So have to replace the o-ring and connector to the tank and possibly invest in a propane detector and someday escape the ex.

Too many times, too many excuses, too many attempts.!

He didn’t want to open the garage door so entered through the other door in the back yard through the gate through the other gate to the door in the back to keep me warm. 😉 A gentleman and because it’s proper in his estimation. The other night when I went to emergency I thought I was going to convulse and felt like there was a belt around my ribs and had a hard time breathing and felt nauseous and pulse rate was very high as well : The symptoms of propane poisoning. But the ex says it’s COPD. And my gall stones found in my gall bladder aren’t the reason either for my health problems the ex staunchly believes: It’s COPD.

I think I would rather be cold. lol.

He’s a real Muther Fucker! sorry! I called the ex and he gave his excuses as usual as to why all of a sudden he enters the back door instead. It’s the switch he said at first now some other INANE excuse.

Last year he set a fire in the fireplace to keep me warm that put me in the hospital which I wrote about in another post. That time it was buildup of some wood resin buildup up in the chimney that caused problems in the fire place that hadn’t been used in 5 years or so.

He had a friend who used to come to his studio to record his music…kind of a rich guy name Bob Phillips/Philips  and he tried to get his son to start a chimney sweep business but it didn’t work out the one that told me to get a jeep when looking at some other very nice car I liked, always offering help and never giving it (one of those kinds). I offended his wife when bringing up my findings at the time many years ago about some biblical stuff. “Never talk about politics and /or religion” was the saying I use to hear often and that is all anyone does these days is talk about politics as if it is a religion which it is.

Smoked up the house. He went outside to see why the smoke was billowing out the chimney and I had to tell him to call the fire department. He hadn’t put a fire in the fireplace for years and I tripped on the wood in the garage by the inside door to the house that day which was kind of a warning he was planning a fire in the fire place though I didn’t know his intent but he told me then the reason for him having a fire in the fire place  was a spur of the moment idea to have a fire in the fireplace that night yet the firewood wasn’t spur of the moment idea.

It was planned.

He’s a Fucking Liar

As Gretchen Carlson of Fox news once said

Whatcha gonna do about it?

I think I’ll just keep doing what I’m doing!

Seems to be working;)

AND

I plan to start painting again in both porcelain and pastels because it’s my best talent though I will continue in jewelry and back into playing guitar for fun eventually and there are some great ideas I have been given to paint: fictional characters of actresses that I like. I prefer my paintings to the old masters because they did not seem to appreciate women in the very least in their portraitures of women, especially women, which I find interesting because the old masters seemed to overcome their handicap when it came to young men and I think I have a better idea of what women want and so did my mom who taught me to paint. Gonna try to drink more tea and less coffee with creamer and hopefully stand up straight with shoulders back when all is said and done.

a hint from my dad about a year ago. Cough, cough

Don’t tell anyone: When I was SUPER DUPER SICK the smell of coffee was nauseating. There must be a good reason for that reaction.

I’m gonna try to rise and shine more and cuss a little less because less is more.

He just said I’m so fucked up quite a few times just now during our last confrontation about the switch and is going to replace the valve he bought a few years ago to the Propane tank. He says it’s worthless to try to explain anything to me anymore. Is someone cueing him?

Who is fucked up? me or him?

Why is he so concerned about buying a new valve and doesn’t want me to waste my money on it? This is kind of a mystery to me.

Another thing he fixed a few years ago was the thing that held up the garage door contraption over my head and if it fell would have killed me called the l-bar or t-bar or something like that because somehow it was broken off cracked or cut through on purpose more the likely my Knight and Shining Armour and somehow he noticed it so he saved my life then as well. What is he getting out of this deal he has made? Time? An allowance like my sisters received? Money? a Cover? Found out it will cost him 50 dollars and I asked “are you gonna get me one?” and he is gonna get me one. LOL. He wants to do this and has to do that? Talk about conflicted. Am I an ace in the hole? What the f…? I can’t figure out why he is getting except my daughters and he doesn’t treat them very well. There must be money somewhere hidden that he is hiding. Got to be something like that going on. Sort of a “just in case” yet he wants to kill me because he “hates my guts.” Or is he a traitor to whoever he works for? A double agent? Something berry, berry wrong with this picture.

He is sort of frantically looking for the valve …..for some reason. lol. To prove himself?

It dozen make sense.

He found one and ordered it promptly but I think he is in for a surprise as in a

dis-appointment in his expectations of what he thinks he will gain from me.

He desperately seemed to want to drive me to the bank to deposit my pay check the other night and I let him but I thought it was weird because he never did before and then it occurred to me later it was a sign to someone though I don’t know who of his assumption he has the upper hand. We’ll see. It gets old dealing with his games. Disgusting.

Life Expectancy In U.S. Drops For First Time In Decades, Report Finds

I guess insurance and assurance to vets and their spouses didn’t help?

OR was it on purpose? That is not a good indication of the leadership in our country including Nancy Pelosi. Don’t read just sign it. She should be held accountable for her FUCKED UP contribution to the vets, spouses, and their families to shorten their lives and IMO She is an agent for another government and an UNAMERICAN WITCH and very stupid and might have to answer to God, I HOPE. Why did she say Don’t read it just sign it? What did she know? What did she do to get people to sign a bad deal? WHo hired her to get it signed into law? Why did she and a few others freak out about medical devices?

There ought to be an investigation of Nancy Pelosi.

Did Leon Panetta have anything to do with it?

By the way: the great evil of this generation is the hospice in our country, ignore it at your own risk but lots of competition such as isis which mostly is a diversion. As far as not getting involved in regime changing what is the difference when fighting isis? Isn’t it interference in the internal affairs of other countries manifest destinations? I have heard so much propaganda in regards to isis in a country that attacked us on 9-11 certainly makes me suspicious of why there is so much propaganda about isis and not saudi arabia (a place famous for beheading it’s own citizens without a fair trial and many other human right abuses), when before WWll we rarely heard about 6 million jews being slaughtered and currently so little mention of hospice (different style of slaughter-starvation) in our own country. 

Kind of a parallel.

Don’t forget what Jesus said at the Sea of Galilee!

I think it was a gigantic sign of something big.

 Do those countries have the right to manifest destination (which usually is a sign of great dissatisfaction) as we thought we did? 

Why do The Trump Thank You Tour audiences seem so unengaged in what he is saying like watching Al Gore sitting behind during a Clinton Speech and his speech seems a bit slow almost a slur like a bad reel to reel tape or something.

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Knew I would get attacked again (I was warned but I never know in which way it comes) because I mentioned the OLD CROONER Bob Phillips in my post. So he must be reading it and he must be worried. He should be and I hope he sticks the jeep up his own ass and the chimney sweep business up his own nostrils as well and stick those billboards up in every other crevice of his body. Nobody likes your schmaltzy renditions and not even Phil likes recording you. It bores him to tears and that’s why you have to wake him up once in a while because it’s sickeningly decomposed. He only does it for money and in this case money is the root of Boll Weevil! As my daughter would say: Go away. Nobody likes you. You are about as interesting as Terry Thomas which isn’t interesting! The ex said over the years of knowing and working for Bob Phillips he has earned about 1/4 of a million dollars. I would say the amount he’s earned is an exaggeration.

I hope males take notice to what happens to them as well so you should stand up for females because the entity that is against females isn’t pro male. Males are only a tool to be used against females and vice versa.

Study: Half of people “remember” events that never happened

God knows!

I recall what that Cuban said named Rubio when running for President I thought was interesting but I can’t recall exactly how he said what he said but something similar to:

How does hurting me help you?

Except he might have actually said “attacking”

How does attacking me help you?

 GREG GUTFIELD SAID ON FOX NEWS ‘WHEN YOU SEE AN ELDERLY PERSON GET MUGGED, YOU KNOW THAT IT IS WRONG’ NOT AN EXACT QUOTE BUT THAT IS WHAT HOSPICE IS MUGGING THE  ELDERLY AND IT IS WRONG, BUT NOT JUST MUGGING THEM FOR THEIR PURSE, BUT FOR THEIR LIFE (AND A TRAGEDY FOR THEIR CHILDREN AND THEIR CHILDREN). SOME MAY WANT IT LIKE MY MOTHER-IN LAW (HER SON SAID) BUT SOME DON’T AND THEY DON’T ALWAYS GET A CHOICE BECAUSE OF THOSE THAT WANTED IT THOUGH PROBABLY NOT IN THEIR RIGHT MIND. IF YOU ABUSE THE ELDERLY IT IS LIKELY THEY WILL WANT IT TO RELIEVE THEIR PAIN AND SUFFERING AND THAT IS NOT RIGHT WHICH IS MUGGING THE ELDERLY TO DESIRE DEATH INSTEAD OF GETTING HELP AND RELIEF FROM THE ABUSE WHICH SOMETIMES IS PSYCHOLOGICAL WHICH IS VERY DANGEROUS AND OF COURSE PHYSICAL ABUSE AND TORTURE BY NOT GIVING THEM THE RIGHT TREATMENT PURPOSEFULLY.

WHICH IS SICKENING:

NOTICED OBAMA AWARDING SOME KIND OF MEDICAL ADVANCES IN RESEARCH IN BEAU BIDEN’S NAME SAKE. A TOKEN OF NOTHINGNESS EXCEPT SOME TEARS.

TOO BAD HE DIDN’T DO IT BEFORE BEAU BIDEN DIED! HE HAD 8 YEARS TO DO IT AND BEAU BIDEN DIED ABOUT A YEAR OR TWO AGO.

MOCKING IN OBAMA’S WAY?

Obama has been wanting a war with Syria for a long time IN MY OPINION

BECAUSE OF THE

GOLAN HEIGHTS

which was gained during a war they did not cause and since has been a great wall for ISRAEL against attack and even angels have guarded it and the enemies of Israel knows it and were witnesses to that fact. NOW THE DEMS WANT A WAR WITH RUSSIA because they lost the election and trying to blame the election results on PUTIN which is ridiculous. JOHN KERRY SAID HE DID NOT WANT ANY SPACE BETWEEN HIM AND HILLARY WHEN IT CAME TO HIS JOB AND HER JOB AS SECRETARY OF STATE (DEPARTMENT) AND IN REGARDS TO BENGHAZI (40 or so witnesses flown to Germany and disappeared) AND RECENTLY HAVING HAD AN ACCIDENT ON HIS BIKE IN

PARIS.

WAS HILLARY THERE?

THIS HAS TO DO WITH THE JESUITS (POPE FRANCIS IS JESUIT) THE NEXUS BETWEEN ISLAM AND ROMAN CATHOLICISM THEIR ROYAL GUARD

THIS IS CHRISTMAS:

DID SO AND SO GET ME A BUNCH OF GIFTS BECAUSE IF SO I NEED TO GO TO WALMART AND GET A BUNCH MORE STUFF?

CRAFT shall PROSPER IN HIS TIME?

HEINZ?

Cursed be the man that maketh any graven or molten image, an abomination unto the Lord, the work of the hands of the craftsman, and putteth it in a secret place. And all the people shall answer and say,

Amen.

And through his policy also he shall cause craft to prosper in his hand; and he shall magnify himself in his heart,

and by peace shall destroy many:

he shall also stand up against the Prince of princes; but he shall be broken without hand.
And the voice of harpers, and musicians, and of pipers, and trumpeters, shall be heard no more at all in thee; and no craftsman, of whatsoever craft he be, shall be found any more in thee; and the sound of a millstone shall be heard no more at all in thee;

Russia challenges US to prove campaign hacking claims or shut up

There are princes and there are Princes and there is one prince who was spoken about in the gosp-els

In Roman Catholicism:

Popes, Bishops, and Cardinals

are considered to be princes as well

Hereafter I will not talk much with you: for the prince of this world cometh, and hath nothing in me.

John 16:11

Of judgment, because the prince of this world is judged.

Which none of the princeof this world knew: for had they known it,

they would not have crucified the Lord of glory.

Wherein in time past ye walked according to the course of this world, according to the prince of the power of the air, the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience:

Here’s a zinger

Who was hired by the Vatican to help with their child abuse reputation, money (and USA tax) laundering abuse accusations, and alleged child prostitution abuses by the present Jesuit pope (Francis PIMPING) who got Obama elected without a legit birth certificate?

T’WAS KISSINGER

Who or what does he owe his allegiance to?

The Jesuits or is he a BGEA member?

(A woman was killed for the information she found about Obama’s illegitimate birth documents in a plane crash over water and it was in the news in the past during his first term.)

Now Obama is whining about Russia’s input into our election process by hacking?

If Putin did help we owe him a thank you.

For the love of money

I think CITEX (CITIZENS EXCHANGE (vs FOREX) will work wonders for the economy of the states and strengthen the US dollar and do more for this country than nukes. I think we should just keep the ones we have working, updated, fast and pristine because I think we have enough to destroy the world and that’s what matters. However there is a place/business called CITEX so I guess SEX would be a great name i.e. State Exchange of currencies designed and manufactured in each state but I’m sure there are other ideas. such as: USEX, USAEX (USA exchange), FREX (freedom exchange) , CAPEX (CAPITAList EXCHANGE), INDEX (Independence Exchange), SEPEX (Separatists Exchange), etc.

However, there is such a thing as imminent domain and our economics is in imminent danger of devaluation and CITEX would work wonders as the name, one, because you would have to be a citizen of the USA to trade the state currencies and two it would be good economics as nice as FOREX since it is one of the biggest markets in the world as in

BIG

and make our own states more in charge of the value of the dollar instead of the world currencies and products driving the dollar up or down.

We would be the masters of our own value.

and increase manufacturing and production jobs and creative jobs (design that could change every few years) with citizens of the USA and increase the desire to be legal citizens.

AN OBVIOUS ADVANTAGE

if we could make it a tax break for those that exchange and a surcharge to an exchange in order to pay off the national debt by a penny per trade (Hannity’s idea or was it Herman Cain for paying off the national debt via taxes?) And another penny for elderly care military vets and civilians. We could put up billboards showing the decrease in the national debt based on trading currency of the states of the USA.

Could also create another market of the different state currencies like stamp collecting for a certain year and value by the date reimbursed and the state and then of course by the design like fine art and/or by the artist, famous, or infamous, or unknown. Could have something timely and historical and special to each state on the bills created (state flower, resource, bird, person, building etc, )

It could be quite a market if it was held to higher standards than FOREX and remained honest unlike the foreign exchange then others might want to trade CITEX because of it’s values and want citizenship and get involved.

Companies or people could compete for business as an agent of CITEX but the states could oversee their compliance to laws of each state. Ir would create a lot of jobs but the agents or those in the businesses of currency trading would have to be fireable so there is turn over depending on their performance and based on customer satisfaction and create an incentive to preform well and deal fairly with customers could be a healthy retirement fund.

Did Jesus say feed my embryos?

Did Jesus say feed my fetus?

But Book of Acts talks about the feet of them carrying out Saphirra and her husband for lying to their holy spirit about the cost of their land (tax collectors and possibly a communal mindset) and I don’t think Jesus and the Book of Acts go together very well. They don’t walk the same walk. Certainly if he knew 2000 years ahead of time that hospice would starve their patients he knew about abortion too so if you want to blame the disintegration and degradation in the world or the impending end of the world, or the upending of the world as Obama has desecrated as much as possible and tried to get us in precarious situations possibly acting as a catalyst since he got in office etc to blame it on one or the other I think I would be very suspicious of hospice since it was the last thing Jesus said and obviously a warning was

Feed my sheep, etc.

and because Muther Teresa used abortion as an excuse

and because she was sainted recently confusing many people

which seems to be the catholic modus operandi in world affairs and personal ones as well

knowing money and inheritances might affect ones decisions

not to mention bad blood as in the hindu belief in what goes around comes around: payback i.e.  KARMA which is usually best left to God and not the churches and it’s cronies and many that are deceived.

Silence is deafening from the right and the left and the middle in regards to Hospice but certainly loud when it comes to abortion rights of women girls and their families.

I wonder why?

If Trump tries to disable abortion clinics service to women and girls

he will probably rue the day he was born.

(Nothing wrong with improving the clinics making them abide by the laws, making them safer, and keeping them honest and offering other services or choices and education, etc.) I did get a reaction and was sent a dream via the internet. LOL so I won’t repeat it, because it was a dream and nothing more.

Anyway my daughter ran over some concrete blocks in the road that I think kids might have set in the road and  because of the fog after a tiff we had because I told her her tan wasn’t pretty and looked like she had dark orange brown up to her boobs and the rest was a different color and that it looked weird but she said she doesn’t care. I said I do care because it looked weird and we had words and she left and got a flat tire going shopping again at Walmart.  SHe went a weird way which is the way to her friends house MERELLA’s/MIRELLA’s house. The ex saved her and called the police and he chided them about the neighborhood she was in and the p0lice chided him back about the neighborhood saying because some white girl was beat up by some black girls it makes it a bad neighborhood and in my opinion acting dumb and weird about the road blocks as if they put them there because i heard the woman on the phone was giggling, and the ex is fixing her tire today. The road is a road I had nightmares about in the past about some people I recognized who took me to a creek in their van and killed me with the help of the people that drove me there my sister and brother-in-law. This was after my big operation when I suffered ptsd and i think I still do in some ways because of the mass deception going on in our country and in the world and fake news doesn’t help me.) She and I argued again because I told her the truth again about her tan. Just because you work at a tanning salon doesn’t or shouldn’t mean you should have to look like a billboard for tanning all the different shades at once. I would have said it to her but she kept fighting me with other unkind things like it’s better than my skin, etc. She says that is why we don’t get along. She has only worked there a month or so so what’s the other excuses? She loves her daddy who lies to her about me  having an affair with the guy at the office which we never touched each other and about her because he doesn’t care about her multi tan or what happened to her in the past. (he was sleeping with her to gain control for quite a while in my parents bunk bed now in his bedroom on the bottom and I curtailed the practice as I have related in my blogs. Real men don’t do that with their teen age daughter who had been bullied at school and went through some strange things that should not have happened to her but she doesn’t know the half of it.) Bleeding from both ends afterwards and made the doctor that saw her suspicious of ectopic pregnancy. Anyway her boyfriend the one that gets jealous all the time often anyway says he will throw down half with my ex if he buys her all new tires. An empty offer of course. (The ex says it’s her shocks that need fixing and I think the boyfriend knows it as well. Mechanics are known for cheating women when husbands die, and unawares, etc. It happened to my ex mother-in-law and she was married to a mechanic.

The road my daughter took was the way to get to Mirella’s house where she lived with her parents and another friend of theirs who lived nearby who was a heroin addict but she said thats how she goes to Walmart which is redundant since you have to do a lot of extra driving to get there that way. So I know something ain’t right and she happened to get on a road with concrete slabs in the middle and got a flat and wanted four new tires. She got the Christmas sweater ( I guess at Walmart) but she had just gotten back from Walmart (she told me) where she had bought makeup and was showing me before the argument ensued. The ex said she was at ULTA which may be true but she said Walmart. So some strange stuff going on.

REMEMBER MERELLA’S  dad supposedly was a mechanic from BOSNIA WHO WAS GONNA BE RICH AND LIVE IN CROATIA WHO DIDN’T FIX HER CAR!) SHE WAS WEARING A JACKET OF HERS AND I SAID SHE SHOULDN’T BUT THE EX DOESN’T CARE BECAUSE MERELLA/MIRELLA IS SUPPOSEDLY IN COLORADO. He sure cared when we had a huge to do at the front of our house and upset my daughter who was shaken up by the harassment (while the ex was at his mother’s funeral that he cared so much for) and me and we saw her friends car on another road nearby hiding that they parked away from our house to harass us were at the house while we were out together which the ex hates because we usually have a good time and we did until then and he took MIrellas phone call and was on her side for a while.

It was weird.

This boyfriend she has who wanted to throw down for some new tires is the one that had a huge argument over the phone with the ex one morning about nonsense because it was a charade in the first place to make her daddy feel like a man and appear to be a good daddy. The ex is resisting at this time the offer but enjoying it at the same time because it’s about the money she earns he earns they earn, etc. He loves the charade and the lies because he gets to control using lies.

It’s his craft.

It’s the boyfriends craft as well, obviously.

You know what is said about craft in the bible. It doesn’t bode well for those that use it to fuck over females. I hope you are listening and reading this so you might try not to fuck over my daughter because both my mom and dad loved her and they will eat you up if you do fuck her over and you will be a nub.

The ex said not everything is a conspiracy. And I said no, nothing is a conspiracy,

chiding him back off course!

IT took him many months to confess that he said something he denied saying when My cat was sick. Why would he deny he said it. What was holding him back? Was he ashamed? Or did I catch him at a weak state of mind when he finally told the truth. Took months to get the truth. I want to get to the truth about the powder room taunt ASAP. Why would he taunt me? IT WAS EVIL! He got her to witness against me and she wasn’t even there or he would not have taunted me the way he did. I don’t know how he does it but it’s his craft of some kind and it is evil. His excuse  was “I would never do that.” I know  he wouldn’t do that in front of his daughter however he would get her to lie for him tricking her somehow.

Will it help in the long run his lies? I don’t think so. In the long run I think I will win her back. I hate her job. I think it’s a stupid business with stupid people running it and ruining her taunting me I believe. I love her and don’t want her to look weird and ruin her skin over time and I told her if she loves the lies then lick it up if you love it.

I don’t think fake news will help anyone in the end! 

I think I will win in the long run for trying to find the truth and trying to relate it as best I can under severe circumstances we find ourselves in and I do falter, who doesn’t?

Sometimes prophecy is layered: littlest to littler to little.

What say you O’reilly?

I don’t think the ex is gonna be happy when he pays his dues in the end.

I think he and many others are gonna be sorry sons of bitches in the end.

Now the ex said that my mom told me I was one messed up kid and he said I used it a bunch against my mom. I don’t truly remember her saying it and

I KNOW I DIDN’T USE IT AGAINST HER.

If she said it it was a the height of the deception against me at the office. I know she knows the truth now because she gave a few tips to me after death and before her death that she knew and Diane would ‘t send it even though she promised to send it because she taped it.

$35,000 is a lot of money but it is like water and so are cars. A bribe.

I borrowed  money from my mom for a car and wasn’t able to pay it back but they sold her car in San Antonio beause my brother suggested it said my older sister and I think they gave it to my niece because they offered me the car but I didn’t have five kids so I said let my niece have it (KRISTEN THEIR daughter) but what I didn’t know is it might have been part of a will I never saw and I know my dad had a will, but they weren’t gonna abide by it anyway so. They didn’t say at the time it might have been part of a will and I was trying to amend/heal with family at the time because of what my brother said at the meeting at the hotel about my parents and me. I think they tricked me to make me look bad which is not unusual for my sister, her husband, and the ex because I made him an ex when I divorced him and his fragile ego couldn ‘t handle it because he is a FRUMP. I wanted the car to stay at San Antonio in the lot where she was residing at The ARC because and for family visiting my mom and I said so to my sister but I guess my brother didn’t think about that aspect but he was not in charge of her estate and I don’t know if he really said it. It was related to me by my older sister. And somehow she kind of mentioned Kristen and I thought well I only have two kids and it was meant for a slew of kids in the back and she had a slew of kids. Her pride. She was the jacuzzi kid whether anything happened or not it was specifically meant for me and my mom to react to because it had to be on the day she visited them not any other day of the year for Gary to make some kind of point. The molester of a female in her sleep taking his 2 or 3 year old kid out for a jealousy lesson in a jacuzzi at night alone. What was the point ….I don’t know. How do you discern an insane asshole’s intent and his bitch on wheels who was there when it occurred and saw my mom mom’s eyes get real big and mine too but mine are smaller so. I didn’t know what to do. It was his wife’s duty to handle it. I did my part when I told her the truth and she attacked me instead for years and years. I handled my ex sleeping with his daughter in my mom and dad’s bunk bed however months later I ended up in jail overnight falsely arrested because of it, BUT I STILL CURTAILED THE PRACTICE!

I did it quite nicely at the time but he wouldn’t let it go. Packing up everything on the top bunk as if he slept on top a week or so later so it looked differently. Now it’s got boxes again because he thinks he is winning. I did it nicely and he was not nice about it so I wrote about it. And that is what happens when I am attacked. I write about it now.

He said I used what my mom said “That I was a messed up kid” for years against my mom and he is lying about everything but who would believe a person who starved their mom to death to buy a car for his daughter. I didn’t use it against her ever and I don’t know what he is talking about, but he must know something I’m unaware of using

his craft which will end him soon.

I loved my mom and I understood her questions though it was hard the main questions was why did I go to work for them and the reason I needed money and they asked me to work for them in my home and told me their plan and I was hoping they were on the level and they were NOT on the level but it took a while to find out their games. The other was why didn’t I scream when he molested me and if you looked in your older sister’s face asleep less than a foot away being molested by her husband you wouldn’t scream either, but you would have had to have been there to understand why but you were there for the jacuzzi dilemma and you didn’t scream and neither did I. I expected Tootie to react more but she did notice your eyes and mine and she did nothing except

she did hospice you

without telling me

FOR TWO WEEKS before you died!

THAT IS EVIL! THERE IS NO OTHER WAY TO LOOK AT IT. IT WAS EVIL.

I don’t believe him on anything. And he also hospiced his mom. Seems to be an alliance of some sort having to do with the hospice and against you and me and dad as well. Its pretty thick stuff and a lot of lies and a lot of silence.

He tried to get me involved in the death of his mom by hospice by offering me a new computer to play wow on with his moms money on her death and I declined because many months before and maybe even a few years before he offered me his old computer when he got a new one and I accepted that gift. He did not have to offer it way before his major mistake (starving his mom to death) but he did and I took the older model and he gave a new one to his daughter and a car. BRIBERY but she doesn’t understand the significance of the bribe and that it is against her as well as if making her a party to his CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY.

SHE IS UNAWARE OF MANY THINGS BECAUSE SHE IS NAIVE.

He doesn’t sleep with her in the bunk bed but whether he is in another way. I don’t know.

LET’S PUT IT THIS WAY: HE SOLD HER DOWN THE RIVER

and I DIDN’T SELL HER DOWN THE RIVER but I AM WRITING ABOUT IT BECAUSE SOME DAY SHE WILL KNOW HE IS A PIMP: A PIMPLE ON THE ASS OF OBAMA AND HIS SHENANIGANS AND A PIMPLE ON THE ASS OF POPE FRANCIS AND A PIMPLE ON THE ASS OF BILLY GRAHAM and his son.

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Anyway I hope the ex dies ASAP because he’s a liar

and a thief.

I hope it’s this year. But if not this year the beginning of next year.

 So go ahead Patrick Boner and throw down with PHIL RODGERS my ex

I DARE YA.

warning: YOU WILL LOSE EVERYTHING IF YOU DO.

Time is a ticking, and the truth is kicking back.

I SURVIVED THE TORNADO THE DAY AFER CHRISTMAS . I THINK IT WAS MEANT FOR ME.

LUCKILY I HAD ANGELS PROTECTING ME, QUITE A FEW.

NOT A SCRATCH ON ME.

I also know I have witnesses to the taunt by my ex in the powder room because they corrected me when I said bathroom.

My daughter was not there when he taunted me, but he used her as his witness against me. He said he would never do that but he did but not in front of her because he would not have done it in front of her. Like I said he would sell her down the river and has sold her down the river to keep alive I guess. It is his responsibility to be truthful as an example for her. She has been assaulted severely by him and his friends/allies and I believe forgiven for her part. IN my heart she is my baby and I Love her but I won’t take abuse from her and will react as well and I will wear him down to nothing (a nub) because he deserves nothing for his part.

Nubbie was his mom’s nickname.:)

Not sure of the spelling may have been Nubby but she had a club thumb like her fifth son, and she was short and stubby, very stubborn (though she did have a few good talents and a few good assets, the ex liked them ALOT) the ex and if you could see what I saw and heard at Parkland you would not want to throw down with the ex. His mom did not look too good. She looked like a dumb ass and everyone I could tell thought so that was there.

He actually he didn’t care and he obviously didn’t care. She was as she said he said was good for having babies and that’s all folks and like her

so shall be the CLUB OF ROME.

A NUB.

And that includes Patrick.

And guess what: my mom and dad are helping to make it that way

and so are others in my family

who still care because we were chosen for some reason

TO ATTAIN SOME GREAT RESULTS and we will!

 

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I Am That I Am (The Sign) -Revised *

I AM THAT I AM (Part two)

The Mother of Jesus Christ: SHALOM!

I Am the True Vine

THE PARABLE OF FAITH – PART ONE

What is the smallest seed in the world?

The Parable of Faith – Part two

Pope Benedict XVI and the Mustard Tree

Parable of the Mustard Seed Part 4

The mustard in the Bible versus the Quran (1)

 

Merangue’s Blog

Here is a weird coincidence like a loop of ten years:

The first the morning of a trip to Michigan by plane to visit family of the ex my husband at the time and an Indian man from the country of INDIA ran into him and into our car and totaled the car in the fog speeding and blamed Phil for the accident. I have no idea I wasn’t there. Phil said he ran a red light or something. Bhopal comes to mind…the hospice that he partook of with his mom. ANyway it was a lousy trip in every way as were all the trip to see his family. THe women stay home and talk with his mom and sew while the males go out in the wilderness and fish. I usually went with the boys and it still sucked.

Ten years later I was in hospital waiting room for 6 week visit and two people attacked me one a woman with a cain and blamed me for her husband or male friends nastiness. He was nasty with a nasty beard which I wrote about a few times. She was nasty too. (I had never met her.) That was about ten years ago.

I think time is subjective and I believe we have been under the Obama Administration for almost ten years and wrote about it in a few other posts.

I wonder what the next ten years are gonna be like

if there is going to be ten more years with Trump.

After eating a Mcdonald’s hamburger the ex bought I asked him the circumstances of when my mom said “I was one messed up kid” and he said at the time I was arguing with my sister Tootie about the office stuff way back when and it was nasty business, then. My mom was being fed a bunch of shit from the Kirchers (mostly my sister) and I knew it. And I said but you said I used it against my mom for years and years and he denied saying that he said that I used it against my mom for years and he said it and used it mercilessly against me today. AND HE LIED HIS FUCKING ASS OFF AGAIN. This is the kind of stuff that makes one sick and he doesn’t care. Before that trying to set up a movie to watch Star Trek as if I would watch it with him and I declined and said I’m gonna go to bed and I didn’t. IS THAT WRONG? I went to bed for a second and decided to probe his stupidity.

I can’t wait for his end- for him to disappear into hell forever for what he has done and I can’t wait till his daughters don’t care one iota about him. It will feel really good to know he is dead and gone for good hanging with his mom and his fucking friends in hell and hopefully suffering his ass off. 7 times 70 times what he has done to me and my family and for that length of time. I want him to be Mother Teresa’s mistress forever in hell so his ass looks like the ass in the picture above with hemorrhoids out the kazoo forever. That may be a bit rough but he deserves it.

He thinks God doesn’t hear.

Even people that have died hear and see. My mom sent me a message of something that was gonna happen in the future and it was a false arrest and going to the bail bonds and the sign was on the wall at the bonds place that she sent me. They see things ahead of time…..if God is willing and He was for me and she let me know it.  Phil thought I should be grateful for him paying the bonds (WHAT A FUCKER, he really is I don’t minimize it he is  evil and the things he has done. PURE UNADULTERATED EVIL and he will pay for it.) and it was his debt to pay and so are mine his debts to pay and much more. His kids and what he has done to them are his debts and anything they have done wrong because of his shit he will pay for it. Believe me he is fooling himself if he doesn’t think what he does isn’t seen or heard. IT IS and he is gonna shit.

I asked my daughter tonight where she got her makeup the day before and she now says it was Target. LOL. I started to pick up some empty bags in front of her on the table from stores and she got kind of nervous and asked what I was doing which normally she doesn’t and I said I am picking up things and the bags were empty so what’s the beef? She gave me a hateful look. The ex before that started bitching about how she is spending her money. She has only gotten two decent paychecks in her life and he’s bitching. IT does take time to learn to manage money and it’s the holidays CHristmas or what ever the hell you want to call it even though it’s not the day Jesus was born though it might be the day one of the Grahams was born. Who knows. I don’t know and it doesn’t seem to matter because it ain’t about Jesus anyway until it was included in the winter solstice celebration to get people to go nuts for about a month or two and sometimes three. It’s about Santa and his reindeer and Rudolph  (german name with the name of HESS for one of those guys that experimented on Jews) the red nosed reindeer. You think Jesus would have used that name for a reindeer of his? but SATAN would.

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Looks like HIllary’s cousin, sort of, perhaps her uncle. Probably plucked a little like rudolph was plucked to be the head reindeer. Wa cocaine popular then?

Jesus did say feed my sheep he did not say use rudolph as his lead reindeer.

I guess the ex isn ‘t gonna get her four new tires because of one flat tire? LOL

The ex câme in and complained about the bill at the convenience store and I said hey I didn’t want to go out for two or three days so I bought three pack of cigarettes and he said he had no cash now and I said Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to him. He was very upset. DId you buy me A christmas present and he said did you buy me one and I said no and I said are you gonna make dinner and he said No, you are. I said not unless I get paid. I said you owe me a lot and he did not deny it. BECAUSE HE KNOWS HE DOES. He spilled the beans a while back about 145 thousand dollars which is about the price of our home it’s worth when we bought it and he went bankrupt but somehow got a kickback which might be what the 35 thousand dollars was about and where it came from to my sister DIANE to get her out of some kind of trouble and to go along with the hospice his deal but he doesn’t remember and I said it’s in one of my blogs what you said. He said are you writing about me in your blogs? and I said yes. He said he is gonna have me put away. He is gonna sue me. I said it’s the truth. He said he is gonna call his lawyer. WE SHALL SEE and perhaps he shall see his demise when he does those things he threatened me with just now.

AND I DO HAVE A RIGHT TO EXPRESS IT IN MY BLOGS IF I WANT TO SINCE IT IS TRUE.

It’s called freedom of speech.

He thought I had erased my blogs and did, but I got them back again.

Earlier he said the weather is like the day after christmas last year and seemed to think another kind of storm was on it’s way which I thought was kind of a strange thing to say.

I think it started just now.

He’s gonna have to be berry berry nice if he wants Dreamy spaghetti. ANd I think I will have him sign an affidavit before I make it, if I make it. He is on the phone to his eldest daughter outside and I went and told him to have her call me. I don’t know why he went outside to talk but he is upset but trying to be cool acting. He needed reassurance and laid his love on thick to her just now more than ever. BUT HE DOES NOT LOVE HER> THIS I KNOW OR HE WOULD HAVE BEEN A BETTER PERSON TO HER MOTHER AND HIS OTHER DAUGHTER AND HE WOULD HAVE BEEN FAIRER TO BOTH KIDS> HE CARES ABOUT HIMSELF AND HIMSELF ALONE BUT HAS TO PUT ON HIS ACT FOR SOME REASON> HE IS GUILTY OF MURDERING HIS MOTHER>He is a teensy weeny bit afraid AND HE SHOULD BE AFRAID A LOT MORE.

I’m a witness because that is all I can do the best I can. I may be one messed up kid but who isn’t in this world and my mom knows that now. I know she does.

I felt her hand on my shoulder a few moths before she supposedly was hospiced and I know she loves me still (or she wouldn’t have done that) like I love her and someday SOON we will be together doing things we like to do together with my dad and my girls where awe want to be and hopefully the ex will be eating shit for the rest of his life!

Anyway I caught the big line in Star trek when a  vulcan says “father” to another vulcan we all know named Spock but older and he says “I am not Our Father.” GET IT?

“Space the final frontier to go where no man has gone before.”

Salute No Man *  An Holy Kiss *   Tell No Man *

By the way I don’t prostelytize either. I let my blogs speak for themselves and who reads it reads it if they want to or if they accidentally hit on my blog because of my tags. I don’t force it down anyone’s throat because it is deep stuff and some of it is personal and I wouldn’t want to cause trouble. IT IS MY RIGHT!

(LET THE READER UNDERSTAND.)

 Matthew 24:15

Berean Study Bible
So when you see standing in the holy place ‘the abomination of desolation,’ described by the prophet Daniel (let the reader understand),

If he wants to go to court…..Grrrrrreeeeaaaattttt

finally get some answers perhaps that might incriminate him so severely he ends up in jail   or prison for a long long long time and see how he likes it and whoever else is involved.)

P    L    E    A    S    E

Seal – Bring It On + lyrics

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If you don’t, GOD WILL.

THE WORLD REALLY BLEW IT AGAINST MY FAMILY. WE MAY NOT HAVE BEEN THE BEST BUT WE HAD SOMETHING DEEP INSIDE US>MY MOM AND DAD

and then we had Mr. John Kircher (President of Conoco Oil)

who hated jews influenced by the Saudis of course and taught his son some bad stuff

who screwed up my sister and everyone else down the line and he considered himself to be a christian and the eldest son Mark the brunette short doctor and his tall brunette wife also a doctor he used as a jealousy tool against his other son and his wife who were unitarians living in Colorado. There is a method to his madness. I wrote about some of it already. He is the source of their madness. Coincidentally his wife was named by the same name as my mom: DOROTHY. They called her DOTTIE though she looked a lot like my aunt Mary who married Uncle Ted. The Kirchers had a potato farm in Maine I think to go to just in case things went awry. Leaving my poor sister alone with trays full of pearls in Hong Kong? Talk about evil tempting her. I think it was Hong Kong on their trip around the world  before they were even married or engaged. It’s called entrapment, Mr. Kircher and you and yours are guilty as sin.  And do you know where Abraham camped in between Mecca and Medina of Saudi Arabia around the time of great destruction of Sodom and Gommorah was known as the land of sin before his name was changed to ABRAM for believing in God (fearing God) and yet we have not found those destruction sites because it hasn’t happened yet but I think at the pace of what we are witnessing in that part of the world, it will happen. Isn’t that wild? Really and so much is occurring in that area of the world these days and most of all GREAT DECEPTION. Saudis attacking syrians (hired guns) and Yemenis. You have all the other shit as well going on with Iran etc. Anyway I think the OT takes a long time to happen. The test was if they could find a certain number of decent people at both cities and as it happens they don’t have that certain amount of people that are decent. Abraham chisels down the number and it wasn’t or ISN’T small enough. Probably is bad news for Paris and it’s hopes of being the ETERNAL CITY. Anyway you can read about it in the OT. but it makes sense when you realize how unkind they are to their own people and force them at least once in a life time to walk around a stone (a meteor) in the same direction while starving themselves (fasting) WEARING WHITE which is not necessarily a good thing because it causes mind numbness and bad spiritual intervention and blindness like walking in a snow storm besides being a FALSE RELIGION of a FALSE PROPHET and wearing white as if they are clean mostly ISLAMIC males looking into a  box with a metal vagina with a crab inside the lips of the metal vagina which you have to admit  is crazy kind of like those that bow wow to them (like in the movie series Game of Thrones and those are the whites that are the living dead only they wear white and aren’t white and since it is a false religion it’s pretentious to say the least since they support terrorism and flew planes into NEW YORK City buildings killing innocent people going to work one day on 9-11 as if they had attacked Saudi Arabia. Didn’t like the profit they made the year before on their oil? Did they ever pay the families? or was it to protect Rome, their brothers in arms?) like Peter had who was visited in the Book of Acts who lived with the tanner. Perhaps it happened already but I don’t think so I think we get to witness it. Or if it did happen we get to witness it again. I don’t know but it is mind boggling. Let’s just say it is possible especially since we had a President named Abraham Lincoln since then but he was married to Mary (not Sarah) a catholic woman who I think shot him at the theater kind of like Jackie shot her husband in Dallas. She said what can I do? They blamed it on some other guy but I think it was her or why didn’t he kill her too? Usually a person who assassinates tries to kill the witness and no attempt was made on her life kind of like Jackie.

Que Sera, Sera – Doris Day

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Maybe it’s a time loop of a fulfillment of the living bible. Perhaps we will see the truth about it in any case and not the myth about it. Some proof.

Perhaps the past is ours to see.

Mr President of Conoco Oil used his second son and his wife my sister for his end which I hope was painful for him in his rear end. We didn’t know how to deal with his son who he created and obviously he used that against us. Certainly he didn’t either and certainly jealousy didn’t work and all the other snooty crap he used. The great president of Conoco oil. BFD

He paid them $250, 000 year for what? To baby sit his problem?

He was very very ashamed of something he did in the past which I heard from my sister though she didn’t tell me what it was and I did not ask.

I wonder what that was! Kind of wished I had asked, but I wasn’t interested:

I thought he was snob. A sloshed snob.

BY THE WAY

Was terrorism a problem in the USA when abortion was legalized

or when hospice was accepted silently?

The ex doesn’t see a correlation between terrorism being unleashed against the USA and hospice dis-service. I offered the news that life expectancy is shorter than it has been in many many years, do you see a correlation with that news? And he doesn’t, and I said if two people out of our two families was hospiced shortening their life what about one person in every family of the USA being hospiced what affect would that have on the life expectancy rate of the people of the USA? Probably a lot, huh? And it could not have happened without the help of OBAMA CARE offering Hospice free through MEDICARE OR MEDICAID to get it in gear. I asked the ex if it is possible that hospice might be misused against the elderly or the sick having to do with inheritance (and or benefits funneled elsewhere VA benefits…to the vatican perhaps or federal vaticanized catholicized employees who can’t be fired??) and he agreed it’s possible though I did not include the paragraphed part.

Just heard the weather channel advertise that Christmas

is the holiest holiday of the year…why?

Is winter holy?

I think sudden destruction is coming to the vatican soon by God’s hand. It is written about in Revelation and this hospice deal may be the BIG reason for it.

My prediction is it will happen on Christmas Day!

I’m not a prophet, but it does seem appropriate and symbolic. But I’m not sure properness is important to God since the world is sooooooo upside down these days but perhaps 9-19 is the day it occurs because to some properness is soooooooo important to make a point of some kind. In any case to me it makes sense but may be not to others. I’m sorry for my eruptions feelings wise because of what happened to my mom. I want to find blame and I think the blame LIES WITH ROMAN CATHOLICISM, THE POPE, MOTHER TERESA AND THE BGEA, AND THEIR DECEPTIONS MOST OF ALL. The people who succumbed to the practice of hospice were tricked IMO based on some very evil entities using very evil tactics (entrapment is the biggie, forgetfulness caused by a number of factors using a number of ways to control people which unless you have 20-20 vision of the future you have no idea how you got to a certain point in order to make bad decisions) who want to Catholicise the world incorporate a one world government and a one world religion, etc

ie. the building of Babylon which will be destroyed.

The ‘pagan’ story of a pre-Christian X’mas

Why not call December 25th what it is Winter solstice day and give presents etc based on that alone? Not because it is holy because it isn’t but because it is tradition based on planets and the sun etc. I don’t know why it is pagan except

when December 25th became holy

it became pagan

because of the clergy who made it holy

and it wasn’t even the day when Jesus was born

so it’s stupid because it makes no sense.

Some of this article is myth too especially about the resurrection to nullify Jesus in the Gospel of John who resurrected Lazarus AFTER FOUR DAYS and pissed off a lot of Romans and He was not Mithra.

My parents were special to God. I know they believed in truth. They practiced truth as they knew it most of the time. By most I mean almost all of the time but they were not perfect beings but nearly perfect and perfect enough. I know God doesn’t appreciate what happened to them and I think the world will find out how special they were

when Roman Catholic-ness is no more like the dinosaur.

It’s not like we can’t create some fun holidays like Peter Pan day and Sleeping Beauty day Snow White day and all the others and not consider them holy but just fun days.

We could have a Foghorn Leghorn day just for fun for the kids and not call it holy. Bugs Bunny day, Tweetie Bird day, Porkie the Pig day, Woody Woodpecker day, etc

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Is Martin Luther King day pagan? Is Independence day pagan even though at this time we aren’t independent but hopefully edging our way to independence? Is Memorial day pagan? They were not holy-ized by the clergy hence they are not pagan.

The Last Supper is important comparing the Last Supper in the Gospel of John to the Last suppers in the other gospels.

HE said eat this bread and drink this wine in remembrance of Him, I think anyway. He didn’t say he was transfigured in the cracker or as the cracker or in the wine or as the wine. No it was Billy Graham who is the cracker, I think. When he said I AM the bread of life he was referring to God and the Ten Commandments which keep us rooted. That is my opinion, and many disagree but without them I think we will digress into dinosaurs and we don’t want to regress as we have via hospice by shortening the life span of humans. We want to do the opposite and use birth control (which includes abortion) so that clergy don’t feel the nexus to cull us using it as an excuse to cull those they fear who have intelligence beyond the dinosaur and cull those that understand young females have rights to control their own bodies when invaded by an enemy seed smaller than the mustard seed. Believe me if the clergy were female they would do the same thing but in Roman Catholicism they don’t allow females to be clergy still having a dinosaur intelligence. And there are women and girls who don’t think shotgun marriages are good and don’t want to entrap men too young or inexperienced or to marry a stranger and that should be appreciated as a quality of high repute but dinosaur religion says the opposite  however there are women and girls taught especially in those dinosaur religions who do like to entrap men and boys for selfish reasons usually stature and money and pride themselves on their swollen stomachs that entrap just like there are boys and men who marry women for money however their sin of covetousness for power and ease traveling around the world complaining about his travail of traveling which he likes to do and achieve nothing and get paid well is not as easily noticed because boys and men don’t get pregnant but a good example is

JOHN KERRY.

We are not all the same and never will be the same.

Most of the time religion is a way to keep women down and religion should not be used that way. SO they elevate one woman named Mary and Elizabeth the cousin and devaluate all others in all the ways they can and some women fall for it like my mother in law. IT isn’t as if we need to populate the earth anymore than we have but the problem is we have overpopulated the earth with stupidity and we need to educate instead. However Roman Catholicism thrive on stupidity and so we have a big problem and it is Roman Catholicism and the popes business of telling us stupid things. We can’t all be in the real-estate bushiness or the insurance business.And most of all we can’t all work for the federal government. The Federal government was created  for the defense of our country against stupidity. It has turned into something else because of lack of real oversight of the funds being funneled to everywhere else to keep Roman Catholicism in power and it needs to stop because we will never evolve if we don’t.

Has Pope Francis admitted yet that the smallest of seed is not the mustard seed.

I rest my case.

Will Queen Elizabeth admit the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seed?

I married I thought for love but it didn’t work out because it was not love it was something else which I cannot explain but I had two kids I love regardless. I divorced and was severely punished because he happened to be Catholic though not practicing but deep inside he was catholic and a virgin even though he really wasn’t. It is in his head that he is but he isn’t. He hospiced his mom which I am against even if she wanted it because it is a BAD PRACTICE and elevates Roman Catholic DOGMA which loves dependence and thrives on it and so does ISLAM.

There was slavery for a long time in our country and the way out was a civil war and eventually  benefits via government and there was fear of the black man and his retribution for that slavery and mistreatment for a long time which I think is a lot less these days but since black men weren’t employed very well the black race was taught to take advantage of government benefits for the children which was offered via the federal government. So they had children out of wedlock but at the same time became dependent on the federal government. It wasn’t all their fault but it was the way it was then hence making the federal government huge. Look at what is going on with the Boka Haram. Africans selling africans kidnapping young girls and impregnating young girls too young and it was wrong to do to those young girls but they do it because they are still in the dinosaur age. So we have to correct that kind of thinking in our country to eventually achieve independence for both black and white people smaller government and accept that the mustard seed is not the smallest of seed for one thing because it is true.

Obama isn’t black he is muslim/He is not Christian he is Islamic so he isn’t and didn’t help because he believes in Mohammad the false prophet and loves dependency and loves Michelle because she is his Mary.

In India when the rubber met the road Indians in India were selling their own body parts for money because they were not counted as important as other human beings and in  a way farming themselves and their children by the rich people in other countries and their own and because of overpopulation in India and because they did not have birth control and it was not allowed because of dinosaur religions such as Islam, Hinduism, and Roman Catholicism who bought and sold those body parts. I think that is what happened so they could us it as an excuse to cull parts of populations in our country and others using Hospice against those who desire and fought for independence (for the female and for males who appreciate women with talents and don’t expect them to be barefoot and pregnant which is not their cup of tea) from those dinosaur religions and their small brains.

WInter and summer and spring and fall are creations of God the creator but it doesn’t mean we can’t celebrate the seasons as long as we realize it isn’t holy except that God created it and the world as well. The sun is a star in the solar system that God created but it isn’t God but he set it there to light the earth and he set the moon to reflect the sun at night. But they are an aspect of God in that he created them.

When the Gospel of John says I am the light of the world he didn’t mean he was the sun. He meant God was a spiritual light of the world. Truth is the light of the world in a spiritual sense. The Sun is physical light. Whether one likes to admit it or not the mustard isn’t the smallest of seed and it is a truth that it is not the smallest of seed but it takes time for dinosaurs to understand truth but eventually they will have to accept it and I’m sure that truth will be self evident somehow via the mustard seed which will turn on the dinosaur and the dinosaurs will extinct themselves..

The ex thinks it was September when Jesus was born which happens to be the month he was born. LOL I’m gonna find out why he thinks it was September eventually but don’t want to rush or overload him. LOL Might raise his suspicions. We are having hamburgers instead of Dreamy Spaghetti which he is fixing. LOL

I don’t know why it makes any difference whether Jesus was born of a virgin or not.

The month of September is the month of two different star signs. ONe is the one with the balance sign and the other a virgin. Libra and Virgo

MY eldest sister was a Libra and so was my dad’s sign. My husbands now my ex is a virgo.

He knew before we married I had had an abortion. All three knew.

My sister was a lousy judge of character because of who she married. She showed off pictures to my cousin of Gary dancing on a stable naked at a frat party. He was proud of his dick. It happened to be pretty big so big when he showed it to me at the condo obviously been stroking himself to make it large and posed for me NOT BECAUSE I ASKED HIM TO We were at a family gathering at the beach with his kids and other family all around and I walked out to have a cigarette to the porch balcony. Before that moment Kristen wanted me not to smoke, their second child (the Jacuzzi kid) and kind of made a point to make a point of it and I chided her back about it and then I looked to my left as I was walking to the balcony and there was her dad standing in their bedroom naked taunting me stroking his dick proudly at the foot of his bed with the shower running in the bathroom to his right in his bedroom. Not sure where my sister was but I think she was in the dining area  of the condo behind me because she heard what I said to Kristen and was mad at me. My parents were there as well because it upset my mom who cried on that balcony later because of the tiff which grew into a very cold few hours of tension. One because I dared talk back to a 6 year old or whatever age she was at the time and I had no right to do that to my sister’s kid which was the daughter of the annointed. Funny the timing of that incident. Like Kristen didn’t want me to see her dad that way, but I did. I think he had the shower running as a cover for his actions just in case his wife walked by. LOL Perhaps Kristen knew or sensed it somehow a 6th sense or something. It was the start of the time of the politically correctness and smoking was the reason for the politically correct, I guess. I did not mind going to the balcony. Eventually balconies weren’t allowed for smoking when I last visited my little sister even though she smoked a joint out on the balcony which is smoking though her husband was unaware she did smoke pot with her family. Later in that visit my little sister warmed up and said it was okay to smoke on the balcony after I said “you smoked a joint on the balcony” as her second husband who had said goodbye that morning and I thought had already gone down the stairs to the garage and left to go to work. I don’t think he had a real job site but probably working at their storage places of my parents things (I surmise now). Why because he lived off my sisters divorce settlement from her first husband and didn’t pay anything for their house they shared though they were adding a room to their house at the time that was in the garage so that may have been where he was a going to work. They also built a pool and it happened to be the kind of soil that was hard as rock so cost them more to have their pool and jacuzzi built. I have no idea because we didn’t really know each other and I didn’t visit his work or know what he was doing. I never saw his office except for the one at the house but he was a suspicious guy in my estimation in every way. I did not attend their wedding when they got hitched I started to go but halfway there we turned around because I did not want to see family at the time because of the shit that happened between us. Anyway she said something like “Fuck you” under her breath.to me when I said the above about the spot cooking on the balcony because she sensed he heard it and I said “same to you.”

She knew Gary and I had troubles in the past. They had bedrooms and my brother got one and my sister and Gary got one and she let me have the blow up mattress Gary brought and wanted to set it up in the between the kitchen and living room of her country home on the floor in front of the door to the balcony and I said NO thanks and had it set up in the dining room next to the dining room table with chairs around as a kind of barrier. It was bit of a squeeze but felt safe to me so I could sleep without worrying about Gary or being in the center of the main area everyone was using.  This was the weekend my older sister brought the cd of the movie Atonement which we had previously watched in the past that at her own home and she obviously bought and brought to the family reunion to see my mom when my mom was still alive to show others. It is the most depressing film of a most depressing subject. NOt a very good movie and one that I think the world could have lived without.

Obviously he was drinking at that frat party. I don’ know who took this picture or how my sister got it unless she was at the frat party. I never saw the picture. She never showed it to me but she showed it to my cousin KAY who told me about it years later after my operation when she visited me at my temporary home. The fraternity Gary was in was SAE at SMU. He was a rich kid and my sister anointed him when she met him so he would remember her by pouring beer on his head at a frat party that happened to occur in a barn. It could have been a frat sorority party but she wasn’t good enough to be in a sorority for some reason. Not sure why probably because of  her grades yet she was smart. She suffered mononucleosis in the first few semesters at college. When I say smart she had an aptitude for some things and not for others. She could be very stupid often about things and smart about others things. Like watching a movie she would ask what it meant throughout the movie and you would have to explain things to her. LOL.

One of the nights at my little sister’s country home for a  visit we were gonna watch tv or play some game I entered the living room and everyone was around sitting in the chairs. There was a couch and a love seat and a chair around a table in front of the tv. Tootie my older sister was in the chair. Everyone else sat on the couch and Gary was on the love seat. There was one seat left and that was next to Gary on the love seat. So I sat there with my back to Gary. Finally Tootie called him over to sit beneath her to rub his neck because I guess she caught the message. It was weird the whole arrangement. So I had the love seat to myself and could relax. I could have sat on the floor but didn’t. I had 14 inch scar on my belly and it made it hard to get up from the floor so I often didn’t sit on the floor. Nobody else did at the time. The person that needed the bedroom was me. But the reason Walt got the bedroom my little sister told me ahead of time was because he was in a wheel chair. Yet when we picked him up at the airport he was fine and was not in a wheel chair. He looked healthy. I drove up with Gary and Tootie in their car to get to my sister’s house. By the time we arrived I was exhausted from packing and getting ready for the trip ( I HATE PACKING) plus when going on trips with my sister usually I have to arrive at their home early and wait for a few hours for them to finish packing because she had problem with timing. She usually wasn’t ready which I did not mind too much. I was kind of used to it since it happened most of the time when taking trips with them or her because most of thee trips we did as sisters with the kids without the husbands often anyway. SO we picked up Walter at the airport to go to my sisters since we were on the way and the airport was on the way. IN the meanwhile my older sister made a huge deal of buying me an E-cig in Austin Texas and it was Sunday that day so it wasn’t easy finding a place to buy it and spent a few hours doing it which made the trip much longer.

When I hugged my brother at the airport I leaked urinary wise. IT was embarrassing but I was worn out and not very healthy. I’m kind of delicate now. I can only handle so much. On the trip she tried to get me to eat her car snack chickpeas mush which I don’t like called hummus. It’s like eating wet cardboard as far as I’m concerned.  Luckily when I had my urinary accident it didn’t show through my jeans or whatever I was wearing at the time but I had to get the rest room to urinate the rest of what was left in my bladder. LOL. My brother look hale and strong as could be but he got the bedroom and was not in a wheel chair and was perfectly fine. He brought a book with him that he pondered often in the living room for all to see about God being a particle which he offered to get me as a gift if I would read it if he sent it and I said fine sure I’ll read it but he never sent it because he obviously didn’t intend to send it because it was just BS, I guess. I don’t know why we even had the conversation about it. He could have read it in the bedroom without family around but it was important to sit on the couch in the living room reading a book in front of us I guess. He would read it and then think about it what he read so I guess its was kind of a deep book but I think he might have been able to concentrate better in his bedroom that he was given because he was an invalid but not really. That was when I tried to get my family to watch a you-tube of the people involved in the school shooting in Conneticutt of some kids and teachers by a student that looked like my ex in a funny way. My brother told me not to go there. He warned me and said, Don’t go there, ….!  I went ahead and showed it to my sister Tootie and her husband Gary. He smirked about it like he knew about it already and knew the whole thing was a hoax and my older sister said she didn’t buy it about the parent laughing before he got to the podium to talk about his departed daughter who was killed at the school and started crying about it like it was an audition. My other sister Diane was looking up a recipe on the computer. My sister Diane when she lived with me had taken my recipes to put on a computer and I have never seen them since. SO maybe that was what she was looking up on her computer what she had taken from me and put on computer but then again she may have been on the internet looking up a recipe of some kind. But she never watched the video I was trying to show because she was too busy and she kind of looked like the wife of the guy at the podium not in beauty wise but what she did with her hands to her eyes stretching her lids to see which is what Diane did as a kid when we finally figured out she had sight problems as a kid which when married she eventually had Lazer surgery and saw too much like every little flaw on your face. She loved to squeeze blackheads. At family gatherings she would get in your face and squeeze a blackhead either on my dad’s back  or face or my face and then go eat chips and dip with the family. LOL

I don’t think she washed her hands. She had fake nails which did the trick but it was a little irritating however we let her do her work. But I then watch her eat dip and it was usually kind of messy. But that was Diane and we loved her even so. I have a couple of places that seem to attract blackheads. One above my lip and somewhere else I don’t really care anyway because I don’t see it often. The one above my lip though is kind of a reoccurring blackhead for some reason. When Fox put on a story about a woman who had unplugged her husband’s kayak so that he drowned in the lake Erie she had a sore on her upper lip about the time I squeezed a blackhead in that area and it bled and made a sore just like the girl pictured in the picture on Fox new of a woman who had done that to her husband. SOund gross but they didn’t call me Rosanne Rosanna Dana for nothin’.The girl looked like the famous actress but I can’t remember her name. Diane had planned to buy some kayaks for the lake house in the country that they lived in and DIane put away 35 thousand dollars in her savings account of my mom’s estate before she died but Diane was not in charge of the estate. Tootie was in charge of the estate because daddy made her the executor of my mom’s estate however it might have also been in my brother’s care as well I have no idea. It might have been a shared duty and he let my sister do it. They were the eldest of the kids. But Diane kind of used my mom for quite a while in her divorce after my dad died. Somehow I think she used my parents money to help her during the divorce, I don’t know.  Probably my mom allowed it because my mom loved her and wanted her to get what she deserved during a very hard deceptive divorce. I took care of Diane for a couple years and let her live with my family (she used my daughters bedroom) and eventually she didn’t like it and was able to get her rv to live in part of the time in front of my house because use needed privacy. It was not easy for her or for us. I tried to help her as much as I could and she decided my house needed a laundry room in the living room taking some of the garage to do it and had it built during her divorce and then bought the ex a shed a nice shed because my art room was in the garage  I guess to give me more space. I don’t know . I don’t know how she got the money to do it but it was a mistake. It was not what the house needed. She was trying to help or she was doing something that I don’t understand exactly her motive. She did like to do laundry and didn’t like the arrangement. Previously when I had my operation she told me she promised she would stay and take care of my kids while I was in the hospital and didn’t because she had to do laundry. Her husband called her to come home to do laundry for their family of grown up boys. So it has to do with that somehow. Pretty weird stuff. It was a mistake because when I divorced the husband of mine he went bankrupt and refused to sell the house because he said it wouldn’t sell. But someone bought it because someone lives in it now. My other sister had promised to baby sit my kids every time I baby sat her kids and she did it once during my life using her kids to do it. I baby sat a bunch for hers and did the swim lessons for the eldest daughter while my sister was pregnant and couldn’t and when Gary and her wanted a vacation alone or wanted to go to a hotel for a break from the kids etc. she didn’t offer to take care of my kids while I was in the hospital because I was in the hospital because of her and her husband. She was offended when she visited me in the hospital when I kicked her hands off my foot when she rubbed it but I was on morphine at the time. But I was deeply hurt also by how I was treated by her and her husband. She was hurt when I did that to her in front of my mom. I was high as a kite. However I think I meant it. I kicked his hands off of me when he molested me in my sleep years before with my sister’s sleeping face a foot away and I did not scream. He was on the side of the hide-a-bed lying on the floor where I was with his hand on my body with his wife next to me in bed and that was because she arranged it that way that night. He was supposed to be in their bedroom where the bathroom was between the living room and the bedroom. I guess he got out of bed to do his mischief years ago.

Later after that trip my older sister called and told me she had hospiced my mom for two weeks before she died because she knew mom would not want to live that way and told me she loved me (not my mom my sister) But she did not tell me she was going to hospice my mom. We had said no to my little sister when she suggested it at her home because for me anyway lack of a doctor’s care and i don’t know the  reasons molder sister and my older brother said no but they did. I guess she changed her mind? SHE DID GREAT EVIL TO ME AND MY MOM. She was in charge of my mom’s estate and it was somewhere in Dallas that the insurance provider (my sister) refused to provide an oxygen generator dedicated for my mom specifically at The ARC. That is what they (the ARC people) told me on the phone and during that time I was trying to get one from a guy who rebuilds them which my ex gave me the number and I was sick at the time and could not drive it up and told my sister the details of the guy who rebuilds them and tried to get one going and then I got bombarded with her shit about mother’s day when I was in the hospital (in the town I live in) and other crap which is in some emails that got nasty and told her to DO it herself because she is the executor though I didn’t say that part but she was the executor. She had her hospiced instead without telling me. I don’t know what happened to her but she really fucked up. And David, Diane’s second husband was there at the hospital where my mom was at the time and I think he unplugged my mom because she died when the hospice and the hospital were in a dispute about how to or what to do for my mom and that is when she died is what my sister said to me on the phone the last time I talked to her.

WHAT A SISTER.

That tape that my little sister had of the things my mom said during a visit to the hospital my sister never sent to me even though she promised because my mom said she knew. She knew what I had been doing I think she meant my writing about it and to keep doing it and she also said others knew as well. She did not have a computer at that time.

She said something to diane about her blond hair which was not really bond but highlighted. And then she grabbed my other sister’s chin (the eldest) and said

“Can you beat that?”

When my dad died and we went to the viewing the morgue had tucked my dad’s chin into his neck and it looked odd. His chin was very handsome and one his attributes physically besides all the other physical attributes as you can tell in the picture I provided. He was a wonderful dad and we had a wonderful life with him and my mom. He had a wonderful way with kids and they all loved him except for a childhood friend who said he looked like a bull dog. He was painting the outside of our home after a tour of duty in Vietnam at the time. Not sure which one but I think it was when he worked for the Pentagon a Secretary to Gen. Westmoreland. You should have seen her mom. She looked like a news anchor woman but not as redone. She was not a pretty site but at the time I didn’t react. She had two teenaged daughters and I think a son. Both pretty. The mom seemed harried, you know what I mean? I thought it was a strange thing to say. I thought he was handsome and obviously he was. My mom thought so, anyway.

I don’t think she can beat that.

And like I said I felt my mom’s hand on my shoulder a while before she was hospiced.

SPIRITUALLY.

I don’t know what she meant but at one time she was giving me some signs about my siblings and Gary. I don’t know what she meant but she pointed to her nose a few times. That was when she was at the ARC as if they were not who they were. And they sure did act kind of funny. Exaggerations of themselves. Not only that my moms legs were looking bad like something wasn’t right with the blood in her legs and she smelled like formaldehyde. That was the visit when Gary and Walter were there. The second to the last visit I had with her when she made the signals to her nose. I think that was when we took her to the neighborhood below in the wheelchair and Kristen’s kid was on the ledge that looked like it had broken off somehow (an accident or something not normal) outside the huge window of the ARC. Three stories high was about the length of the distance from the ground to the ledge and it was a dangerous ledge with no barrier when my misspoke to three gnomes at the bottom of the tree she was sitting near by the little pond. Of course I didn’t see them myself but heard her talking to them and then saw Malachi on the ledge and shewed him back (yelling at him to go back) because he was being curious and had trapsed back by himself to look over the ledge like boys do with out anyone noticing and alone as far as I could tell and was in a dangerous spot. He was supposed to be with us below and wasn’t. His grandparents were supposed to be watching over him (baby sitting him) and weren’t. And I think that was the same weekend Gary whispered to me and commented to me about my underwear after dinner on the river after I got up from the table and when Diane said don’t watch Kristen’s kids it’s Tootie’s job or something like that because she wanted to party (I think that was why) and I said I can’t, they are Kristen’s kids. David her second husband was there. That was the second to the last visit when Walter was taken to his sons home who lived in Austin at the time.

Before that there was a visit that included Gaby and her son there for one visit and without her on another the one we stayed at a hotel on the river and one we stayed at Diane’s house on the lake. When at the hotel Gaby said something to me about money kind of resentfully and I think because I had heard they were not living well for some reason: gambling I think and living above their office. PRobably because my ex filed bankruptcy and didn’t sell the house and walt wanted his money back even though the contract said on the sale of the house he would get the money back yet the ex didn’t sell it, he says anyway. So how did Walt get the money if the ex didn’t sell the house? They were there to collect some money, not just a visit to my mom. I sure didn’t have any money. I think that was when some issues not told to me going on in regards to inheritance yet my mom was still alive. Walter treated me to a meal…. It was on him for some reason. No one told me what was going on but some strange stuff and Gaby hugged Kristen’s kids at the pool on top of the hotel and mothered the kids a bunch like she used to like to do.

What kind of a sister would have their mom hospiced without telling her sister?

A sociopath?

I think so.

Like I said they seemed to be less of who they used to be somehow except for a few qualities and Diane protected Walter from me in a conversation about God (HE WAS READING A BOOK ABOUT GOD) so it was appropriate. And he acted like he needed protection from me for some reason. HE IS A FUCKING LAWYER and a hard ass one as well and he did not need protection from me. HE had in the past been a district attorney for the Air Force. HE won a lawsuit with FED EX. He did not need protection from me by my little twat sister. It was weird. He reminded me of Pope Benedict when someone harassed him about child molestation that I saw in the past. It was really weird. Walt was dropped off to meet his son and wife that weekend at a restaurant and that was the last time I saw my brother. And then later I saw a picture of Walt’s son with a pig and an inner tube on the news from a flood of some kind or an accident on a cruise ship. Something like that.  I think I have that picture in my blogs on one of my posts I decided to include. Like I said my sister told me he was in a wheel chair and he wasn’t in a wheel chair. That was the same weekend I noticed on my sister’s wall when I went to their house to get a ride to my sisters home in the country by the lake a porcelain picture that I had given my mom that I had painted. IT was unreal. I finally got it back. She tried to trade it for something I had and I said no IT’S MINE. I painted it.Then she said it wasn’t worth fighting over even though she did squabble about for a few weeks. Why the fuck would I trade something of mine for something I painted. She wanted something mom painted and I still have it of the seasons and I love it.

To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:

It was the only thing I had that was worth what that painting was worth and I wasn’t about to give it up. Got the ex to pick it up but it took some doing because he saw her point before she decided it wasn’t worth fighting over. INSANITY. Obviously in thick with each other. It was ridiculous.

I remember one time at her home when she said loudly on purpose is there any chance between the two of you. She wanted Phil to overhear and he did and I said: NO.

That is the kind of sister she was: FUCKED.

She dreamt about David ( Diane’s husband at the time) on a bridge while Diane watched her kiss him. That’s FUCKED up. And she related it to Diane, as well. No wonder Diane said don’t watch the kids, let Tootie do it.

I was the middle kid and so was my brother., I was the middle daughter and it was not easy. They competed about men, pools, face lifts, boob jobs, houses. It was weird. It was hard to balance their outdoing each other.

Gary and what Gary did deeply affected my sister and she wanted all the boys to love her so she played some weird games for their devotion even my dad. She wanted the men and the boys. Strange stuff. Ill never forget the look on Kim’s face when he leaned over tickling her too much when she got up from the couch in a hurry and our eyes met. I knew and she knew I knew and I knew she knew. You know what I mean? It was a tough situation to be in. I  will never forget how John reacted when Gary grabbed my thigh in the car. I doubt he will ever forget how I reacted. LOL. I jumped out of the car and played some kind of stupid joke just to stop it while my sister was talking to client in the house we were parked in front of. John didn’t want to see and I didn’t want him to see at the time. He was nervous. I wanted to spare his feelings. But no one spared mine except when they told my daughter that they did not blame me for not coming to my mom’s funeral that I had not been invited to. I didn’t want to go anyway and I didn’t want my daughter to go but she wanted to honor my mom but I felt it was dangerous for her to go there because of David, my sister’s second husband who was at the hospital when my mom died and he didn’t give a shit about her.

What he cared about was Diane being on time for him have dinner on my mom’s dime. Rattled her nerves because we were late because my sister was taking care of some details (she was in to details) and lingered and made us later than what we were which was late for dinner at my parents favorite restaurant The Olive Garden. But when we arrived he acted cool about it but my littles sister was frantic and then the computer in her car got us lost so we had to turn around etc which made us even later. I think this was the time I tried to show my sister my invention sketches and she did not want to see them. NOT INTERESTED ONE IOTA even though it was at a patent business and accepted as patentable in mall the way it could be every part of it, which was a lot of parts.

They hung my dads picture the one in this blog post in front of the room they built in the garage. The one I was afraid might be used to poison people (carbon monoxide type poison) and as if Diane was the root of David. Had a picture of David in the garage catching a baseball in a mitt.

As far as I’m concerned he’s a dead man. A corpse. Nothing more. He had no personality and when you hugged the guy in greeting etc it was like hugging a corpse. COLD Reminded me of the ring bearer for the jubilee of the queen and DOD How much wood would  a woodchuck wood if a woodchuck could chuck wood Chuck Hagel. NOTHING THERE. BLAH.

When my little sister was in a car accident he tweeted to her friends that his dear wife had an accident. Later found out she was unconscious from that accident from her. He is a dick from fucking hell. He didn’t use her name. She was his possession till he can suck her dry. Not sure how many more months or years she gets her divorce settlement money but he will probably be around about as long as that or until it looks good to go and can get on a dating service online to find another chick to suck off of: Like John Kerry but smaller fish but more fish. One of his ex wives has already died. There will be more. A user and fucker and I think he will find out soon enough he is barking up the wrong tree and  I’m sure he will beg for mercy but he doesn’t deserve it ad I don’t think he will get it.

I saw him by my house recently fixing his shed by the fence and he wanted to be noticed while I was in my garage. It wasn’t a very nice shed and seemed kind of funny his devotion to the shed by the fence. I said something to him from the garage and he acted like he didn’t know I was there but I knew he knew by the way he acted. It was so silly stretching his neck around like he didn’t know. He thinks he is really something and I find him to be a dud. It was not my imagination. I closed the garage door. I don’t know the rules but the game is dumb. I have no idea why he would be next door except our of curiosity maybe because he lives a long way away. Maybe he got a new job: mending sheds.

Where is Robert Frost when you need him?

Mom said she wanted to live to 105 years of age to out live her Grandmother White. I know because she told me and of course she wanted to live nicely but it’s hard when those want to hurt you are in charge of you like at the ARC. Dr. Denham won’t get mercy from me given the chance. He played with my mom’s mind and I guarantee she had sharper mind than he will. I could tell by the way it was written the brochure for my mom ‘s funeral was written by David. I felt the personality and saw the mistakes. He’s a stupid person ad boy did he lay it on thick about my little sister as if she earned that $35,ooo.00 for him. MY mom took care of her for free. He wanted Diane to take care of him. SO he could take care of her for a while until he does’t need her and gets new a cupcake.

But the life expectancy has been lowered because of Obama and his friends and the RCC and all their shenanigans.

You can’t much of anything good happened on Obama’s watch and I don’t think MIchelle should have hope because she doesn’t deserve it. She certainly had the opportunity to be a great woman and she blew it.

I asked the ex earlier tonight about his big night out with his brother which was supposed to be on the 27th to see the Cowboy game. The ex said it no longer is gonna happen because Brian when he first proposed the idea to Phil thought the tickets were affordable and a day later they went up to $5000 and he can’t afford that high a price and then overnight tickets flying one way were outrageous at this time of year so their night out now isn’t gonna happen. Then he brought up that Bob Phillips buys tickets to the Cowboys games and resells them for a bunch of money and that is one of his business tricks. I don’t know what one has to do with the other but he brought Bob Phillips (Mr Jeep) into this game night for some reason and when he told me that the game night out with his brother which was gonna be on his brother’s dime was off he had a smirk on his face. Like it’s a trick of some kind. He sure was proud when he first announced it a few weeks ago. I wonder why he didn’t tell me earlier that it was off. HMMMMMM

The fact is I hate him. I really do. I can’t wait for his shit to be over with forever. There are no words for how I feel about the things he has done and lied about. I think he’s a piece of FUCK SHIT.

I didn’t used to talk like this but that is how I feel and righteously so. When he blurted out something about 140 thousand dollars a while back or 145 thousand dollars I knew something really fishy happened in regards to the house we owned. And then everything else that has occurred in my opinion he deserves a bullet between the eyes but I don’t do that kind of thing obviously. In my heart that is how I feel about him. I don’t like that I feel that way but its hard to take when the ex says I should be grateful for the ex paying the bail bondsmen for my arrest which was a false arrest caused by the ex and his shit lies etc and his friends. He is crazy.

Anyway I prayed today because of how I feel and asked for some truth because so many things are not right and don’t make sense obviously and are a coverup. I started thinking about the money changers when Jesus threw the tables around etc and the tables may represent the money launderers like at the Vatican. The mob. After the Gospel of John we have the Book of Acts using mob tactics and scare tactics on the people and before the Book of Acts Jesus says the prince of this world comes and hath nothing in me and he is warning about the mob and it’s leader and leaders I think. I think the Jesuits are the mob. (Cuba’s past leader was a Jesuit and the pope’s right hand man Lombardi is a Jesuit and so is the pope himself Pope Francis a jesuit)

When my daughter ran over concrete blocks in the middle of the road it was as if someone was trying to prove what goes around comes around crap (which at the time I was thinking serves her right because of our argument but it doesn’t of course because she could have been hurt) and it could have been a disaster luckily it was only a flat tire but someone could have been hurt in the fog because sometimes things go awry and I think the police were involved in more than the phone call by the ex which he said they were kind of humored by it and the reaction to the call showing up to handle the scene of the accident/prank they mocked him saying it was a bad neighborhood because some black girls recently had beaten up a white girl for no reason (just for being there) which makes it a bad neighborhood no matter what color but obviously it was a race type crime. I think they police may have put the cement blocks in the road in the first place. Obviously not all police would do that but some might.

MONEY LAUNDERING is not a small thing. It is covering up a crime of some sort usually a big crime if the RCC is involved and the Roman Catholic Church had some hefty accusations against them in terms of money laundering and child abuse but the mob protects them. It needs to be handled and by handled I mean it needs to be put down. The RCC has a very bad history of abuse in the past and should not be tolerated and Kissinger who was hired by the Vatican to make it look good ought to be investigated and interrogated by some really good lawyers to get to the bottom of what might be occurring and have occurred which might have affected/hurt a lot of decent people. Kissinger ought to be investigated for his part by having Obama elected as well. He had a lot to do with how the election turned out and mentored Obama as I recall and we got fucked as a country. Kissinger ought to be interrogated about the Birth certificate coverup. A woman was killed because of the information she had about Obama’s birth. We need to really buckle down and find out what is going on and clean up the Federal government of a bunch of hirelings of the Vatican because they are FUCKING UP our country and FUCKING UP FOREIGN POLICY causing a great upheaval we might be able to avoid but we can’t let the Vatican get away with it ever again. I believe the Vatican has poisoned religious leaders in the past and done so many things that should put them behind bars or in front of a firing squad for being traitors to the USA however I’m not necessarily for death penalty but in away we are at war with the VATICAN and it’s mob all over the world.

Hospice is part of that war a big part of that war because it is an attack A COWARDLY ATTACK on our people made to look like mercy and it is NOT MERCIFUL. IT IS TRICKERY. An eye for an eye would be to cull the RCC’s followers however it would be evil to do that since they are deceived to begin with and even if they weren’t deceived it isn’t the right way to handle it IMO. But the RCC THE VATICAN should go to prison for using the hospice to kill people they don’t like who are against their religion which is witchcraft which is the HOSPICE. Every hospice in our country should be halted, shut down, and investigated each and every victim of it should be investigated for the people who took part in it and where the money went because of hospice and because usually it involves money and I doubt there isn’t a great big profit in it for the church of Rome via laundering of money and businesses.

If we do that we might win the war on terrorism because

I BELIEVE 

TERRORISM AND HOSPICE

 go hand in hand.

TIMING of both IS A SIGN THAT BOTH GO HAND IN HAND

especially now that we know the mustard seed is not the smallest of seed:

It’s the male sperm that fits that description!

BUT THE RCC WON’T ADMIT THE TRUTH

The RCC IS GUILTY

BEYOND A REASONBLE DOUBT

because the RCC SAINTED

Mother Teresa!

Planned Parenthood has nothing to do with hospice except as a RCC diversion!

Just as the pill has nothing to do with Hospice, but a diversion.

Just as the IUD has nothing to do with Hospice, but a diversion.

Just as condoms have nothing to do with Hospice, but a diversion.

Just as vaginal rings have nothing to do with Hospice, but a diversion.

Just as birth control sponges have nothing to do with Hospice , but a diversion

etc etc etc

 The Hospice is RCC GENOCIDE of the born.

EVERY BIRTH CONTROL method used by anyone is

abortion of the unborn.

THERE IS A HUGE DIFFERENCE

between hospice murder/suicide and birth control.

POPE FRANCIS SHOULD BE TRIED FOR CRIMES AGAINST HUMANITY!

We do not need to replace OBama Care we need to ABOLISH OBAMA CARE

unless we should replace NEGRO slavery back again

which is doable!

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Think about it the worst years in the last 60 years was caused by Obama and his blackness which is a farce but blacks bought it and took those phones he used as a bribe and turned our country upside down that with this phones that  he used as a bribe for a vote. He got in office and fucked up our country, fucked up race relations because I feel worse about them then I used to (how could I not?), and I guarantee most blacks are not better off and most whites are worse off as well however the choices were not good either way because of McCain who IMO is a traitor to our country who is not a hero I’m sorry he has a weird arm, but honestly I don’t know how he achieved that injury but I don’t believe a word he says about it. I believed Sen. Inouye because he was a hero because he was believable and acted like it and I doubt would be playing a game on his telephone during a hearing about Benghazi and I think he was a real boy. McCain was a weak POW and he lost a friend recently who knew it. I believe he was silenced during the Obama Administration like a lot of people. Everyone has a breaking point so I don’t want to judge him on his, but he had plenty of time to work it out. Basically he was and is a plant. It is possible since Vietnam he has been consistently acting as a double agent against America’s interests and making a good chunk of change doing it. Part of the problem is the deception which is institutionalized in our government because it is inundated with RCC influence via federal employees that can’t be fired very easily and almost impossible to rid ourselves of and they control the elected official to a great degree and they used every means possible including mind controlling type tactics and other ways as well. I have watched McCain use his blinking eyes as a ploy to gain favor like he would to his mama as a child and he is not fit for the job of Senator on that basis alone because he has a HUGE problem…..weakness, weakness, weakness and hasn’t grown up to be real boy yet. You have to admit blaming the one bullet theory for the assassination of JFK proves it about our government being absolutely astonishingly stupid and our government expects us to go along with their stupidity because they say so. I believe McCain was later in his career used by Obama who got control of him in the Senate (whether they voted the same or not is not applicable to this pretty damned good theory of mine) BUT remember what he did during the Benghazi questioning of Hillary he was playing games on his cell phone and third he supported the Muslim Brotherhood in Egypt and other places that caused great harm to those countries and their relationship changed with Israel and ROME because of it and the reason McCain chose Sarah Palin as a running mate was not because she is amicable, cute, and smart but because she was the Governor of Alaska where H.A.A.R.P. is located. She had a visit with Franklin Graham at a certain time during that era. YOU SHOULD INVESTIGATE HAARP TO THE GREATEST EXTENT YOU CAN TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IT DOES AND HOW IT CAN BE USED BY THE WRONG Type Personalities. THE MAN THAT INVENTED THE TECHNIQUE USED IN H.A.A.R.P. EVEN SAID SO. THAT IS WHO YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO IN REGARDS TO H.A.A.R.P. IT WAS EVEN PROPHESIED IN SOME ARCHEOLOGY FOUND IN ISRAEL WHICH I WROTE ABOUT HAVING TO DO WITH THE JOSEPHUS AND OTHERS personalities.

Josephus and His Footprints

which talks about YODFAT.

To think people in biblical times knew about H.A.A.R.P. and recorded it by etching with an awl on a stone memorial in Israel bout H.A.A.R.P. and yet we didn’t have it till kind of recently within the lat 50 years anyway. What does it mean? Go figure. I guess a testament of some kind? in the post above i assumed it meant Nero however I think the harp might have a double meaning and maybe a triple meaning. RENO. NERO (known for playing a harp while Rome burned, I think.) Possibly more but the monument (a small one) pictures a small tree which the mustard plant turns into when it grows and some other symbols like a crab (that you see in the metal lips of the monument at Mecca wherever it is the religion of Islam circles around a meteor (black stone) wearing white. An then a scarab which I think represents Barack Obama. Scarab jewelry often carried poison and some of the bugs were poisonous. Obama has acted like poison creating rifts when there weren’t but then we never seem to get much truthful reporting. A picture of him recently on a a ball and chain. Did Barack Obama pose for the picture? Anyway some strange premonitions/prophecies/clues which involve Italy/Naples) and Mount Vesuvius a volcano. If H.A.A.R.P. can create oceanic storms, earthquakes, tsunamis can it help start volcanic activity? The post above that I linked I wrote a long time ago and includes lots of links to other apologists and history buffs. I think the stone etched monument at Yodfat also refers to a pyramid which many pyramids are located in Egypt and Benghazi (Libya) hadn’t occurred as far as I know when I wrote the post which is near Egypt and the Muslim Brotherhood coup hadn’t occurred either at the time which our country I think was involved somehow. Pyramid is also a scheme used in businesses and Reagan’s idea of economics. It’s still an interesting post and can be appended. So lots to think about and basically was trying to discern pictology/pictogram of whoever etched the stone in a dire situation at the time.

McCAIN was never gonna win.

HIS STATE WAS WHERE ONE OF THE VERY FIRST TERRORIST ATTACKS OCCURRED in the Obama thug terms in regards to arms for sale or something because it was never fully investigated though it should have been. A DISTRICT ATTORNEY WAS MURDERED AS WELL who was doing some important investigation that was the one that involved MR. ASPARAGUS, “DON’T GO THERE” MR. ERIC HOLDER. SOME SUSPICIOUS FIRES as well and other crimes against humanity.  A lot of this started when Fox News began. THE OJ SIMPSON CASE. It was okay for a black man to almost behead a white woman because she HAD been married to him.

IT IS NOT OKAY

GOT IT!

IS IT OKAY TO BEHEAD MICHELLE OBAMA because she has no hope? WHY NOT?

She deserves it more than OJ Simpson’s EX wife for her part. She deserves it for a lot of stuff I think she may be involved in besides THE GREAT DECEPTION.

FOX NEWS GOT IT’S START WITH THE BILL CLINTON affair at least that is what one of it’s pundits said in a documentary about Fox News by Fox News and it might have been

A BIG CHARADE

for Fox News to control quite a bit of information and O’REILLY who by the way is a fan of the JESUITS ( I believe he is a Jesuit) and their god (the Jesuit one) told him to write books about Killing JESUS, JFK, AND ALL SORTS OF PEOPLE WHO WERE assassinated or murdered before their time and those books are bestsellers because he gets to advertise his crap 7 days a week which is a no brainer. Anyone could have a best seller on those terms.

WHY HASN’T HE WRITTEN A BOOK ABOUT KILLING AMERICANS HOSPICE STYLE?

I KNOW HE KNOWS.

(HIS RELIGION ELEVATES THEIR TECHNIQUES AND THE CREATORS OF THEM.)

Too Close To Home? LIke the Benghazi event he steered clear of news wise there are reasons for his ignorance

*(HE DIDN’T WANT TO GET NEAR THE SUBJECTS  BECAUSE HE IS DEEP WITHIN IT.)

WHY HASN’T his god mentioned it to him? BECAUSE his god IS NOT GOD.

How about a book called KILLING JOHN LENNON?

You would have to include some things that might incriminate the BGEA and that would not be good for O’REILLY, would it since the BGEA IS a close relative?

Cinnabon’s Carrie Fisher tweet sparks backlash

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Very sorry to hear about Princess Leia of Star Wars, Carrie Fisher. I liked her acting. She was fun and light (with some hues like my mom) in her way. Her mom I believe was Debbie Reynolds a favorite of my dad. Loved her character in How the West Was Won and I think she played in The Unsinkable Molly Brown. Hopefully she is okay. I have a hard time believing the news anymore whether she is dead or alive but read she had a heart attack and it should have been survivable if we had better doctors. Sixty is kind of young to die. I know we still have some good doctors but we used to have many more before Obama Care and would have even more if we ditched health insurance (only insurance on medical equipment should be enough of a weight on their shoulders besides paying back their college tuitions and college loans which are outrageous. Since when does a text book cost of $150 to $300 or more and even used ones. That is ridiculous. Who publishes the text books? DOUBLE DAY Publishing? Is it Catholic? Education should never be as expensive as it is these days at State colleges. The whole point of State colleges was to be MUCH cheaper than private education. Now it’s like buying a condo but you don’t get to reap any benefits later by selling it or using it because of all the silly requirements that have nothing to do with the majors and minors kids major and minor in. That was supposed to happen in HIGH SCHOOL but I guess High School did a Michelle Obama con when they go high we go low etc and then everyone ends up selling insurance and real estate. Could put a penny or more towards HIGHER education as well if we did some currency trading between the states instead of between countries that want to do us in with terrorism (ISLAM) and hospice (Catholicism) and are competing with us to rule the world though we gave up expansionism (but maybe we should rethink it for all the illegals pushed and shoved and expelled into our country) all together and prices would go down and doctors could still live above everyone else if they could devote their time to their talent and to their patients instead of having to limit time with them and having to devote more time to paper work and lots of legal pit falls and stupid laws limiting their healing powers and devote more time with the many employees who can’t seem to get through the paperwork/internet work either without soaking the doctor’s business like most employees tend to do since it’s not their business. Like the IRS. OVERLOAD. I guarantee those employees would love to make money with their talents if they had any. Most do but they can’t exercise them because of the high prices of everything. What a place the USA could be if everyone was a able to relax and do their talents and sell them and buy them and learn them without hindrance from the Federal Government which was created for military protection of our country and trade protection of our country and

NOT to LORD OVER US….like the Vatican

(the whole point of why we are the USA in the first place because of their folly and abuse)

and to not load us down with BULLSHIT to keep the Vatican afloat.

DID PRINCESS LEIA HAVE INSURANCE? DID IT HELP?

CARRIE FISHER DEAD IN LA

‘Star Wars’ Actress Carrie Fisher Dies at 60

Anyway I think I figured out what my mom was telling me in her way pointing to her nose ABOUT THEM when we visited her at The ARC. Either she was telling me my siblings were lying or they were puppets (Nazis) or both. That’s my mom! She didn’t do it to them and she didn’t tell them about a flower that she picked would kill her when I picked it with her. I was a kid then. I think she was trying to tell them that we love each other and they were there, too.

Maybe they were actually the gnomes by the tree because they sure acted weird even for them during the visit. I knew them pretty well once and they were not the same in the right way when we visited my mom. Like bad copies. My brother really was not himself— afraid of me and needing my little sister to defend him against me. It was so unreal. My brother never needed his little sister to protect him from me his other little sister. It was ridiculous. He loved arguments because he could intimidate you down because he was a lawyer and good one. Not that he loved arguments but he won them easily by intimidation and some of those brains he had left in his head. He used to bully me as a kid. He used to pump my stomach to make me put me out of breath or put his hands on my shoulders and a knee in my back to make me get on my knees just for fun even as adults. It was rough house more than bullying but a bit of both, but he was a lot of fun and we used to explore together a bunch in the woods or forests and on trips, etc and my brother never came on to me. My mom taught him well….too bad about Dottie Kircher, eh? However he blew bubbles out his nose when he  drank 7-up that he shook and tried a few times to sell me to Taco Bell.

These mall fights and very dangerous brawls as Obama would say of the hawaiians on the beach brawling are not just caused by people being traumatized such a Dr Dolittle of Fox news would have you believe and opined about ptsd as an excuse for their activity by this administration and it’s tactics using the psychology of the Mayor of Chicago Rahm Emmanuel and all the punishment they have had to take because of this administration’s penchant to punish them to teach a lesson they will never forget and teach them about austerity are also caused by cell phones. I know Fox would love to institutionalize everyone who has mental disorders (illness) due to stress but that would be most of us in the USA since Obama came to town and since Fox News took over the airwaves with many fake stories like the sarin gas one in Syria hoping to get involved in a war in Syria or get involved in the Ukraine and go to war with Russia all for the needs of the Vatican and Islam. Something about cell phones is triggering these events (small insignificant riots with thug people  who do get hurt for no reason. It would help when Fox reports these riots obviously with films of them if we could know the reason for the riots, not that they just occurred. Are they rioting because of the prices? IS it black on white crime? Is it because someone prompted them to riot like Obama prompted the UN Security Counsel to vote against Israel building apartments in their country?

Should Barack Obama and Michelle be able to buy or sell a home  or live in a home anywhere in any country if they won’t allow the Israelis to build homes and apartments? I would not sell them a home or allow them in my home not because of their race but because of their BS and dark sentences as written about in the Book of Daniel. THE OBAMAs STINK to high heaven because they are EVIL to the max. They should be arrested and thrown in prison IMO for what they have done in the USA and in the world. ) that is why they were used as a bribe in the first place to get kids addicted to it’s power but there is an ingredient in them causing this to their bodies and minds. Like Superman who couldn’t handle kryptonite I’m sure there are things that humans can’t handle as well. Like the poison in the movie Silkwood with Cher and Meryl Streep. I’m sure there are elements that might affect peoples personalities. Does Uranium have an effect on kids? Could be what’s in the food chain due to tsunamis that cause nuclear accidents in Japan or a mixture of the two. Most of our family arguments since the divorce (we still live together) have been about cell phones and one of the things the ex won’t compromise on is THE CELL PHONE. It is his power over my daughter. Kids are not likely to give them up but a good parent would make them give it up for a while when they act badly but not the ex. It is also a fast communication to set up events quickly and if they had to stand next to a phone for hours in their homes to communicate I doubt they would and there would be lots less of these kind of events.

LOGIC. TRY USING IT!

I admit I have ptsd but I don’t go out and riot . Yes I say things on my blog about putting holes between peoples eyes but I don’t do it and I don’t ask anyone to do it except God, LOL and of course he won’t and I know that. It’s my frustration over murder in the 1st degree: the hospice and other things being used against the population for the enemy.

IF

Trump cares about the kids and adults and americans I hope he curtails whatever it is affecting kids and adults which has to do with Cell phones.

Who produces them? Who manufactures them? What are the ingredients? How does it affect the air waves? Does it use or affect barometric pressure and other things that might be able to cause heart attacks or raise blood pressure? Just recently the star of Star wars her side kick in the movies of Star Wars (Harrison Ford) said something that may have caused a reaction by some sick individual or sick form of deviation (OBAMA or perhaps robotic) with a cell phone power knowing what might cause health issues to maximize levels of some kind on a human body may have caused her demise on an airplane which may cause other crashes as well. Some mechanic terror possibly but should not be overlooked. What is H.A.A.R.P. a good and a bad kind of technology and so is the cell phone, I think. Who would have thought men would use microwaves to heat the atmosphere to cause weather phenomena for bad results? But it does. It can also help create good weather as well but depends on who is using it and their intent. It can cause droughts it and it can cause hurricanes as well. NASTY ONES. But not nasty enough that Michelle OBAMA wouldn’t send her heart out to the victims and go to Hawaii for a vacation using the death of Senator Inouye as an excuse to V_A_C_A_T_I_O_N and spend oodles of american tax dollars at her disposal during a catastrophe to demonstrate her devotion. (The Black Madonna that cries tears of blood from stone statues married to the founder of Islam. Mr. Fuck Up the world Barack Obama) Sen. Inouye just happened to be the Senator of Hawaii who died when the hurricane hit New Jersey and her infamous vacation was needed. It can cause earthquakes which can trigger tsunamis…NASTY ONES. So why not cell phones to cause NASTY things as well to individuals. Wouldn’t that be apropos of Obama to have connived with the enemy of the USA or perhaps a friend of the USA in dire straits?

OBAMA is in Japan now and they are capitulating about never being a world power  etc something like that. DIDN’t that happen already after WWll? So why is Obama trying to take credit for it now? Did he build those treaties? Because he sure didn’t build trust, that’s why. Because he is UNTRUSTWORTHY ISLAMIC FASCIST. A LIAR AND A THIEF. PROBABLY A MURDERER IN THE GRAND SCALE and loves to mock even the JAPANESE who he tweeted another was on the way when that earthquake caused a tsunami that badly affected the nuclear site called Fukushima. Was he talking about an earthquake? Was he talking about Franklin Graham/Billy Graham who went to the area afterwards to offer condolences? Was he talking about another microwave blast from HAARP? IF he has anything to do with the tsunami he ought to have to eat some plutonium and Michelle should have to eat him afterwards.

I’m sorry. OBAMA is in Pearl Harbor  a little late for condolences since it is  not the day Japan attacked the USA but it is my brother’s birthday so Obama is mocking because we are his enemy. OBAMA is going down town…..I understand sometimes his dark sentences and his dark meanings and he is one fucked up prince and sometimes I don’t understand his dark sentences because he is fucking nuts and he won’t be happy where he is going soon. OBAMA is gonna be hung by that ball and chain he sits on. He is doing it to himself and God will let him. It’s much more enjoyable to watch him hang himself. 

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 What will Obama do when he is falling and there is no end to the fall. When Mecca and Medina are gone. No Vatican to lean on? What will Obama do what will he grab?  

a straw?

We should throw down a cell phone and Michelles’ hope to him as he falls to his long long long depths of despair in the descent to the deepest part of hell which should take quite a while because it is tall and everlasting.

As he is falling I could cup my hands to a cup and string and yell down

YOU GOT THE WRONG GUY! LOL

Because that will be what happens.

Just because Obama doesn’t believe is not matter to me.

But this time it will be for good and there will be no more chances for Obama and he will have to watch and

he will beg for a drop of water to cool his tongue

and no one will hear him.

What did you say? I can’t hear you. What is he babbling about? Why does his skin bleed? Why is his skin full of cracks and pus?

What, what, what? Sorry, we can’t help you if we don’t know what you mean.

I don’t know what you mean?

TRY SPEAKING PLAINLY. OH HE CAN’T, THAT’S RIGHT

because he speaks in dark sentences and and and and is a lunatic

and the mother of conjunctivitis in speech about nothing

and

Because he blew it

and

Because none will CARE!

 


Happy Birthday Walt. I love you. My chum. LOL


 

Our friend that gave up his studio business to my ex (husband at the time) both of his parents died of brain cancer and he worked under a cell tower many hours a day and night and he started going nuts which is why he gave up his business. They saw apparitions (not good ones) in the same building quite a few times by quite a few people. I didn’t see them but it was a creepy place late at night but I also hang out there either. Besides cell phones cause over communication about stupid stuff which can cause insensitivity in communications (they used to say the same thing about e-mails) and if someone were to HACK conversations they could cause a lot of trouble, couldn’t they? And if people can hack our government they can hack cell phones. Funny thing is the ex did the story of Colin Powell sound effects for a book on tape and isn’t he the one that lied about weapons in IRAQ that we never found?

And don’t forget

At Benghazi the main picture is of a man with a cell phone in his mouth dragging another man and the cell phone passwords of the State Department were compromised as well we found out later to coordinate some attacks as a cover up besides airlifting by the State Department of a bunch of witnesses to Germany by Sen. Kerry the future Secretary of State  to replace HIllary and the witnesses were never heard from again. Debriefed and silenced.

THERE IS A CONNNECTION.

I DON’T USE A CELL PHONE!
Israel intensifies battle with U.S. over U.N. resolution on settlements

If you believe there are signs in the heavens and the stars

believe there are signs on earth as well.

It was a sign.

HEED IT for the protection of the USA and it’s citizens

and it’s government as well otherwise you won’t have a job for long.

Probably why Hillary went to a private server was to do her witchcraft in private because nothing is safe in our government and both Julian Assange and Eric Snowden proved it.

What do ya want?

God to standup and tell ya it is compromising our safety?

Would you believe it then?

By the way what does keep the faith mean? Keep the trust?

Do you trust the Vatican? Do you trust Islam? Do you trust Hinduism?

Do you trust the BGEA? Do you trust Baptists?

Or does it mean keep the religion?

Keep the mustard seed?

Why do people say it and why do people say Amen? When they say it do they know what it means? I hear people say it bunch especially on Fox News yet I don’t think they understand what it means. They just say it in accordance with each other as if in agreement on a particular subject of the moment. The people also said it in Babylon honoring a statue. I think anyway but it’s in the bible quite a few times when the people say it during idol/icon worshipping. Why is it then when it is said in the bible?

When you find a truth such as the mustard seed not being the smallest of seed even of the plant world: DO the people on Fox news say it then? OR do they ignore the truth?

Would the Fox pundits say it in regards to murder suicide which they ignore? or do the Fox pundits say it in their heads? Do the Fox pundits say it about the JFK one bullet theory?  ON Meringue’s Blog I wrote about it a few times and you might find it interesting.

Has Fox moved a mountain yet with the faith of a mustard seed? Not with the way the mustard seed is a derivative of some weaponry chemical and so forth but with their minds and their trust. Did the Fox news pundits ay it in regards to the false reports about sarin gas poisoning in Syria? I think Sarin gas is made with mustard. How about in WWl when mustard gas poisoned quite a few people: did the Fox News pundits say it then?

I don’t think the people on Fox could move a mountain of lint with their minds.

So what good is faith of a mustard seed?

I DONT EVEN THINK THE FOX NEWS ANCHORS AND PUNDITS COULD MOVE A MUSTARD SEED WITH THEIR MINDS OR THEIR FAITH.

THEY DON’T CALL THEM ANCHORS FOR NOTHING.

ANKH

Dictionary of Symbols, Liungman

cover picture

[ankh]The ancient Egyptian staff sign or god staff ankh, which is also believed to be the hieroglyph used to symbolize reproduction and sexual union. According to other sources [ankh] means life and zest for life. The best summary of its meaning is future lifelife after death.

Hathor, who was both the goddess of the zest for life and the goddess of death, carried [ankh] and gave life with it. This contradictory character in many ways corresponds to the Venus goddess Inanna, Ischtar, Astarte, and Aphrodite. For a derivation of the relation between [ankh][star] and [copper], see [petacle-circumscried], in Group 29.

The hieroglyph [ankh] is sometimes called the key of the Nile. The symbol is associated with Imkotep (living aroung 3000 B.C.), physician for the pharaoh’s family. Long after his death Imkotep was made the god of medicine of healing in Egypt. That is why this symbol is used as the logotype for a multinational pharmaceutical manufacturer.

BUT NOT ONE FOX ANCHOR EVER USED BIRTH CONTROL, OR DID THEY? PRACTICING UNLIFE? HOW MANY KIDS DO THESE PEOPLE HAVE. I THINK HANNITY ONLY HAS TWO KIDS. THAT’S HARD TO DO WITHOUT BIRTH CONTROL OR UNLIFE. OR DO THE NEWS ANCHORS WIVES HAVE DEEP THROATS?

Could Phil Robertson and his three sons of Duck Dynasty and their wives move a mustard seed from here to there with their combined faith?

Have they even tried?

The guy in Parkland Hospital when I went for the 6 week checkup years ago and his girl friend with the cane came at me threatening me and blaming me for his outbursts looked like Phil Robertson of Duck Dynasty. His woman didn’t look too good and she was blond. At the time I had never even heard of Duck Dynasty or Phil Robertson. The police had to escort him out of the waiting room.because he was so crude mouthing off to the people that were sick and had waited 6 hours very patiently (and those that were working in the area) and the guy said to me in the hallway as he walked out with two or three (I can’t remember) police who didn’t touch him or hand cuff him like they did to me for nothing in the recent past,

anyway he said

“I love watching your back.”

Something like it. PRETTY WEIRD! Very similar in looks if not spot on.

He was very angry.

Catholics cannot be both democratic and catholic! Either they divide the Vatican into two halves and let the Syrians refugees have one state of the Vatican or forget it.

When I was a young kid about 7 years of age I made our little bronze statue (I think it was the thinker) but now I have a different one but looks similar. I made it move by thinking about it. I stared and stared at it and it moved and it scared me and I ran out of the house. About the same time of life I saw a man behind our house with a dog and knapsack in England. A hobo and he was watching our home? Possibly watching over our home, not sure. Both my little sister and I saw him in the woods. We also flew around in our bedrooms like Tinker Bell and Peter Pan and I ain’t lying. We did it because we believed we could do it. 

You can make a mark on the wall disappear if you look at it long enough. PSYCHOLOGY 101.

Later in life I learned to lift myself out of my body by how I laid. But I chose not to after a while because I felt it was dangerous and I wanted to keep my body not because it was desirable or anything just because I thought what if I can’t find a way back to my body. I didn’t travel far but I could hover over myself. I could read minds at one time but decided I didn’t want to read minds because it sucked. CONFUSING. Anyway I kind of already knew for instance what my ex was thinking and it wasn’t good in regards to me. But what I heard him think was worse. He said I would never leave and eventually he will find out he’s wrong but he has a lot of help so I have to overcome a lot. I WILL. He has many friends and I have zero friends as far as I know. My family was hijacked by my sister’s lies about me but I think I will eventually win them over with the truth even her but it’s gonna take a whole lot of truth to do it. She used to be pretty cool until she got into being a snot. Lori Sparks kind of influenced her and she is not what she appears to be. The first time I saw her she wasn’t that nice looking. She isn’t that great now but a change a happened in her looks overnight. My little sister felt the same way in fact she brought it up first. She was not a fan of Lori Sparks and she didn’t have much interaction with her either so I don’t know how she knew. Kind of like the blond woman with I love watching your back Phil Robertson sure doesn’t look like his brunette wife as represented on their show on the past unless one is a spiritual emanation of the same person. But the two were together in the physicians waiting room. (not h9is wife on their show but the blond woman with the cane and him.

When Michelle says “when they go high we go low” she means the FOREX currency market;) She meant to say when they buy we sell and when they sell we buy. That is why we need to do trading between the states and not ISLAM or RCC countries. Why?
Because they want to do us in that’s why and because many of them say

Death to America and they mean it.

Isn’t that right MICHELLE?

Michelle is against the people and empowerment of people and in thick with evil. I think because she is evil.

The Obama’s must be trading with AMERICAN TAX DOLLARS AT THEIR DISPOSAL and probably has a lot of agents doing her work at the FOREX BUSINESSES. There is a legal term for that kind of business. I think it’s HIGHLY ILLEGAL and could land you in jail where you belong. It’s collusion of some kind and I think I will have to look it up. I’m not a lawyer but there are some really good ones out there that would love to have your hide. Of course I could care less about your hide cause I know where you are headed and it’s SUPER DUPER LOW to the point your hide will look like a cockroach that has lived inside a wall for years.

I think it is called manipulating the market or price fixing which I don’t think is allowed in Forex Trading, however I don’t really know for sure because I am a mere peon.

Market manipulation

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Market manipulation is a deliberate attempt to interfere with the free and fair operation of the market and create artificial, false or misleading appearances with respect to the price of, or market for, a securitycommodity or currency. Market manipulation is prohibited in most countries, in particular, it is prohibited in the United States under Section 9(a)(2)[1] of the Securities Exchange Act of 1934, in Australia under Section 1041A of the Corporations Act 2001, and in Israel under Section 54(a) of the securities act of 1968. The Act defines market manipulation as transactions which create an artificial price or maintain an artificial price for a tradeable security. Market manipulation is also prohibited forwholesale electricity markets under Section 222 of the Federal Power Act[2] and wholesale natural gas markets under Section 4A of the Natural Gas Act.[3]

Significant new provisions on insider trading and market manipulation

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…..”You can be sent to a federal prison for up to 20 years if you are convicted of illegal insider trading.”…….

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Jim Carrey wants to be with Debbie Reynolds, I think, at least that is what Huffington Post is inferring:

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If Debbie Reynolds has died which I heard last night via the ex I hope she is with her daughter in heaven.

VIDEO: John Kerry sticks his tongue out dozens of times during anti-Israel speech

It isn’t because he needs to whet his lips that he has a real bad habit of licking his lips, it’s because he is lying and he is under someone else’s power. Probably Islam and their metal lips the one with the crab in it.

I examined thoroughly the CBS news translations of the JFK assassination and a lot of people lied and they wet their lips a lot especially on camera may have something to do with the lights back then but something was definitely weird about it as if they were drugged….Dragon’s breath? Devils breath? the plant inside the plant at the table of JFL’s last breakfast when Jackie licked at the plants at the table. It’s a drug found in SOuth America. They look like having plants probably like or similar to  or having to do with the Hanging Gardens of Babylon a wonder of the world.

I believe it is an ingredient in the cracker people eat at church made by nuns at least in the past. Big business too when you consider how large the Catholic church is and the other faiths that use the same crackers. The transubstantiation cracker. The eucharist. The effects last for a while more than a day about a half a week but I guess it depends on how much a person receives or gets. A blasphemous attempt to degrade and defile the meaning when Jesus said “I am the bread of life.”

JFK and Jackie took a trip during his administration to the country that produces the plant which can make someone a slave in lots of ways. Columbia that is how they get slaves to work a day for a dollar etc in many places. Probably the Palestinians eat it too.

It’s a sea sickness drug i.e. a SEE sickness drug because the RCC is sick. Not only does it make slaves but they also don’t remember quite a bit of what they do and makes sense when you think about it: “They know not what they do” But this is what Devil’s breath does it makes slaves of the population and boy can it cause trouble. My older sister had a very bad memory and she wasn’t stupid. She didn’t even remember one of our brother in law’s good deed of saving her son from drowning in their pool in front f everyone but it was quiet he slipped in and none heard but my brother-in -law the first David my little sister was married to. She married another David later. I had to remind her on the phone because she was gonna call him when his grandchild died so she could console him. Of course after he saved her son her son had an earache and we were out of town so he cried the whole night and kept David awake and he had a tantrum on the floor of his bedroom pounding the floor with his hands because he didn’t get rest (my older sister complained about it to me.) There wasn’t anything she could do to stop her son from crying because he was in pain and earaches are very painful sometimes. I guess he had water on the eardrum. Maybe if he had it dried out with alcohol solution it might have helped but we were on a family gathering out of town at my little sister’s home and so I don’t now if she used that kind of medicine or had any with her and probably didn’t think about it till her son was in pain. Can’t think of everything. I guess my brother-in-law the first David needed to go to work the next morning and was acting out his frustration or something . But reminding him of his deed was better than nothing. It was something to hold onto. Better than “Keep the faith” or what most people say when someone dies: “I ‘m so sorry for your loss” and they are of course but it’s not very helpful. At the time of the tragedy of his grand daughter my little sister and he were in a divorce. Had she been there maybe their grand daughter would not have died, but she wasn’t. Sherry (CHERI) the daughter in law married to my little sisters step son the one that said something about something in my eye at a wedding of one of my nieces as a greeting her daughter was about the same age and she was competitive with my little sister and other females. Her daughter was called Faith. They ended up divorced. They  had a very successful business too. Anyway I guess the mother of the child that died probably was waylaid by some detail about the birthday party inside perhaps purposefully and I heard that one of my little sister’s sons found her in the pool drowned. I cannot imagine this day. The grand daughter was really sweet and darling though I never met her I painted a picture of her on porcelain for my sister to give to her mother from the picture they provided for the brochure of the funeral that my sister brought me. I didn’t sign it. I rarely sign my art because I don’t really sell it much and none buy  it from me for some reason. I think it’s spiritual. My sister didn’t tell them I painted it either for some reason. I don’t know why. I think it’s weird. She paid a hundred dollars later for it later on. To her a porcelain painting or any art should be dirt cheap because she doesn’t have the talent but she can cook okay (i’m a better cook) and she can clean and do laundry quite well she does those best). She asked me when we lived together during her divorce “Can’t you multi-task?” when I was on the phone with someone. I couldn’t believe it. She was in my home, not hers but she was going through some crap as well so it was a blunder you might say. She wanted me to pay attention to her and it isn’t easy when on the phone to someone when someone else is talking to me on the phone and as she is walking by yakking and I didn’t react quickly enough. It isn’t easy to multi task it while on the phone depending on who you are talking to unless doing my own thing plus I was still in pretty bad shape physically. She is the one that drove her RV and almost took down a ATM machine. Once she ruined my paintings she stored on the expansion part of her RV when she unexpanded the RV and didn’t tell me for months about it. She was gonna sell my art acting as an agent of course she crunched my art instead, I finally found out. And twice she drove her new white pearly truck/van out her garage with the trunk open and nearly took her trunk off her new car, once when she was stoned (when my brother visited) and another time soon after when she wasn’t stoned when it was just the two sisters and I who were visiting my mom in the hospital which is when David said don’t bring my kids friends if we visited again. I remember when I tried to make money by selling jeans under her pyramid she said she invited 300 then 500 people and sent invitations via e-mail when she lived in Bridalwood Estates in Texas: (The story changed in a matter of a couple of days) to a jeans selling party and one person showed up. I had to take those jeans back to the seller folded after setting them on a tables and in sizes etc and I was physically hurting and she complained about my laziness. I had a 14  inch long scar and 3 inches deep on my abdomen. And then when she got involved with a neighborhood sale (like a garage sale) and she said my mosaic mirror that I made and was selling was the reason customers weren’t coming to her home for the sale I was driving customers away with my mosaic. She was hanging out with her neighborhood snooty friend who for some reason didn’t like me (never met her) and I guess was taking a cue from her. So when they moved their chairs to the sidewalk I said that is was why the customers weren’t coming to her home. Why would a mosaic affect the customers? You know that’s kind of a strange thing to say. She did the same thing as far as multi-tasking goes when we visited my mom at the Arc when we saw a woman on the floor bleeding out her nose looked dead but she was in shock (knocked the wind out of herself during the fall.(I had to alert the staff and the nurses because no one was attending her because they had not noticed A WOMAN ON THE FLOOR BLEEDING OUT HER NOSE IN A PUDDLE OF BLOOD IN THEIR ESTABLISHMENT in front of their station. I think they were in a meeting!) or something and blood all over the floor and my little sister said “pay attention to mom” and I did but I wanted to know what was going on at this place for a woman to be found in a puddle of blood as we entered the waiting room from the hall so I did both. (Weird thing is what the cockatiels did when my sisters were in the bathroom. I hung out by the cage and tweeted at them and they tweeted back and they were cute and then when we left the ARC after all this shit occurred one cockatiel was on one side of the cage in the corner on the bottom and the other was on the other side of the cage in the corner on the bottom as if they knew something was wrong. The birds looks shell shocked. Animals react to earthquakes before earthquakes often. Recently a bunch of birds fell from the sky. They did it once around some Bill Clinton travels ( I forget the occasion but it involved BIll Clinton), thousands of birds died. there is a place in India between some mountain and it happens enough to be a phenomena of repute.)  I watched the ambulance come and help the woman and watched another woman that looked like my Aunt Patsy swabbing up the blood off the carpet with a towel with her feet and listened to what the woman who had fallen said which was “I need to got o the bathroom” and I guess she didn’t remember she couldn’t walk and at this time in Texas there are laws as to how someone is constricted because of abuse in the past like duct tape type constriction abuse like they did in the past in mental wards but there is such thing as a safety bar on a chair or things like that that are not constricting or dangerous like we do for toddlers in their chairs or walkers. I believe these kind of falls cause a lot of health problems for the elderly such as UTI’s and other type illnesses which would save lots of money in the long run and lots of lives as well. When I told my sister in front of my mom that the woman reminded me of Aunt Patsy my mom said from her wheel chair defiantly “Thank you” because she saw the same thing and felt the same way. A nurse did some funny shit too while I was there stroking my mom’s hand the one with arthritis while she took a oxygen reading we asked for as if to tell my mom to shut up but you had to have a keen sense of stuff like that to notice. I noticed. She didn’t want to be bothered. The woman like Aunt Patsy had befriended my little sister and organized my mom’s things in her room and many of my mother’s things disappeared (even things my sister had just bought) and there was nothing my little sister could do about it when she complained to the Arc. They did not care. What they cared about was when my sister bought a hummingbird feeder for my mom to watch out the window because the siblings and I had refused the hospice idea she wanted at the time I first heard about it was what type of hanger it hung on. So she was trying to make my mom happy and out of the 35,000 dollars bought her hummingbird feeder. The ARC wanted it to be a shepherd’s hook and they suggested it. DUH. It had to be hook of some kind. But when one looks out a window with blinds it can be blinding so I am not sure of their intent because they sucked in regards to the elderly. My little sister in an e-mail mentioned my mom seeing in a picture she sent of my mom’s eyes shut. THIS IS THE PICTURE SHE SENT TO ME:

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Does she look like she is seeing well? HER EYES ARE CLOSED.

MY DAD LOVED MY MOM DEEPLY and there will be hell to pay for those who fucked with her I guarantee it with God’s help I assure you! And I’m doing my best to tell them too. She deserved better by a mile. I know God loves her too.

This was what I was receiving from my little sister who I think was being controlled possibly by her second husband David who was there when my mom died hospice style in the hospital arguing about her treatment. He wanted to know what was left in the account of the estate. He wanted to sue when my sister was poisoned in California. He didn’t put money in to their home in the country just my sister’s divorce settlement money and I think he wrote the brochure mocking my mom though you had to know my mom to understand it was mocking her talents and my dad.. He didn’t want me to bring my daughter’s friends if we came to visit when I was still allowed to visit a very weird kind of condition and he did it as I was leaving from a visit. I hadn’t even mentioned it and husbands don’t pay attention to details but he was. I think some of the e-mails I received from my sister were from him acting as her. Called his wife after an accident His dear wife forgetting to tell her friends she had been knocked unconscious, which is more than a mere accident it’s serious. I found out later from her. He was fucking with us and her and had the audacity to joke about guarding her other son.

It was strange kind of e-mail and I was worried she was up to something wicked. Not sure why though. She also said if I wasn’t nice to her she would not send any more pictures and she didn’t.  She was at one time good about putting eye drops in my mom’s eyes but it is like she went nuts or something but I don’t think it was without a lot of pressure and intervention. I think someone was making her go nuts. My older sister’s daughter the Jacuzzi kid visited my mom with some friends and had an argument with a nurse at the hospital about putting in eye drops in front of my little sister and I guess didn’t want to do it herself because she had a slew of kids with her, but she also was a nurse and she could have done it for her grandmother, couldn’t she? And then my sister started including in her e-mails black hearts in regards to my older sister’s daughter the Jacuzzi kid and calling her an angel (an angel/nurse who didn’t want to put eye drops in my mother’s eyes, her grandmother’s eyes.) Weird shit. The ARC of San Antonio (The Army Retirement Community) didn’t care ABOUT MY MOM’S THINGS MISSING And yet they cared about what kind of hook for bird feeder they did not want to provide my mom with an oxygen generator and said that the insurance provider in Dallas refused. That is what they told me. They had oxygen generators but just a few. I think it was sold to some Catholic Organization possibly. In order to get into the community you had to sell your home.) My little sister found my mom during one of her visits at 77 percent oxygen level when she was in wheel hair hunched over which is what you do when you can’t breath. The nurses didn’t notice. Nor did the staff. The doctor was only there 3 hours a week on Wednesday night for all those patients in his care, Dr. Denham. He didn’t even keep his business card up to date with a working phone number in order to be not reached. because I tried and eventually got a hold of him and he said he would fix it, big deal. My mom’s executor of her estate was my older sister and I think her husband denied the oxygen generator for my mom. Don’t know of course if Gary is responsible for the denial but his kid is in the insurance business. I do know he was the one the second David (my sisters second husband) asked about the state of the estate and Gary sent a scribbled number on a scrap paper even though he is or was an accountant and not the executor and it did not come from my sister so he was taking charge of my mom and my sister who suffered from a very holy bad memory then though she did tell me her son was visited by someone who said they knew my dad that I had never heard of who happened to have the same name as Cardinal Cushing or Cush but was a general which in RCC terms is what a cardinal is: a general because the RCC is an army a legion and so when you see them in Israel at a certain place which has happened already the bible says for the people of Judaea to run for the mountains of God which is a prophecy about the RCC and it’s visits to Israel in other words but that is the meaning. I don’t know where Judeae is? I think that is the spelling of it. Judah, not sure. When the RCC came to Israel in 2005 I think it was a sign something to do with the precipice of something bad. When Pope Benedict’s group came and visited the Dome of the Rock for the first time ever for a pope in history supposedly they came with a big mac truck carrying something huge and blocked the roads to transport it (I think it was an alter but I don’t know. Could be a tunnel digger, could have been the Ara of Pacis of Paris to lob off peoples heads who don’t worship the image? I don’t know and they never said what it was which is ODD. could have been weapons, a nuclear weapon, we had one disappear for a while could be machinery of some kind, and dope lots of it who knows but we never did find out what it was) and this was about the same time that Notre Dame was showcasing the Shroud of Turin and a 3-dimensional computer generated image of the person on the shroud ( i can’t remember the term for it) i.e. I think the image of the beast because for one thing Peter mentioned that he saw two cloths in the cave not one: one for the head and one for the body. So the Shroud of Turin is a death cloth of someone else and besides Turin is in Turkey not Israel but since pollen was found on the traveling cloth for money  it was said to be from Israel because of pollen even though this cloth has made it’s rounds and how hard is it to pick up pollen anyway? My car does it all the time and I bet some of it is from Israel since the deserts did blossom but it was assumed it was Jesus. Could have been the devil too. No one knows. Could have been Santa Claus on the cloth.

The painting of my sister’s first husband’s granddaughter took me weeks to accomplish and I think I did it twice once on pastel and once on porcelain. My sister wanted to see her ex and I guess wanted them (him and the family she loved to think she found an artist and paid lots of money for it or something. When I found out she didn’t tell them I had painted it I thought it was a strange thing to do. Made no sense except for what I surmise. I think they were all mad at me because of my accusations against Gary Kircher at the time. Gang mentality which is COMMON.) The last time my little sister’s husband the first David saw his grand daughter alive he sat with her I guess she was on a swing set swinging and he had to go cook for the guests for her third birthday party a week after her birthday. I do not know what transpired between them (the conversation) but that is what my little sister told me.

If you don’t think the RCC uses DEVIL’s Breath  or something similar in the federal government infested with some sickos you are stupid. You can blow it in the face of someone and they are your slave and they forget and are willing to give away their money in their bank accounts basically sticking themselves up.  It can be used in the air ducts as well for speeches and press conferences to tame the the questions and I guarantee Obama uses it. How do you think Obama Care got through Congress and the Supreme Court with out reading it? Devil’s Breath or something similar. It was thousands and thousands of pages long and constantly growing by leaps and bounds. The press people never ask good questions of him because they are his slaves. The scope or depth of their questions is like the difference between having a platonic relationship and a very deep relationship. It’s like the difference between 1 plus 1 =2 , not 3 or 2 plus 2 = 4 , not 5  like Core teaching has tried to teach our kids that it’s okay if you say three or five for the answers to those math questions because of course if you add one more you will get to the wrong answer kind of logic or if you subtract one you will get to the right answer which is insane and no wonder we are having troubles all over the country and the world to keep the Vatican afloat.

BY THE WAY THE RCC/VATICAN AND ISLAM LOSE BY THE HAND OF GOD

WHEN IT MATTERS MOST and both deserve it. I don’t have any idea of God’s timing but I think it is soon because of the signs.

Both the RCC and Islam are a disservice to our country and to the world and both have high hopes of taking over the world but it is not their world. The RCC and Islam did not create the world In other words both did not build it. Obama thinks he built it and deserves to punish people. What a bad sport he is. Isn’t he? That is not the job of the presidency to punish, is it. Talking about punishing so they won’t forget, kind of funny wording isn’t it? they never mean what they say and say what they mean because Barack and Michelle Obama are liars through an through.

And by the way God thinks that the prophet of Islam does not belong in the future and no matter what Barack and Michelle Obama or the RCC do it’s gonna be that way.

More to come and I think it is gonna be Obama who gets punished long term kind of punishment for his disservice to the world and our country.

I remember the word I forgot of the Shroud 0f Turin (I think there are a few)  that was in Notre Dame of Jerusalem (a catholic building run by catholics)  with a 3-D  a HOLOGRAHAM of the Shroud of Turin, which could lead to false worship of an image because that is what it is a image. It talks about an image that speaks in the bible and people being forced to worship the image (of the beast)! So it alarmed me that it was made into a hologram and used as a tourist attraction when I first heard about it.

In one or two of the Synoptic Gospels after Jesus was crucified a bunch of people have or meet a manifestation of Jesus who they think is Jesus and it says “they wondered not for joy” which could be what they saw was a hologram.

One of the prophecies in the bible is the whole world will wonder after the beast. So it made sense it might be a hologram and of course it was the RCC that is pursuing it (for money making reasons) and using it in a Catholic building (Notre Dame) and nothing is beyond their imagination to do to others such as threaten them with death if they don’t worship an image and since they sainted Mother Teresa which you have read about above  not to mention The Court of the Gentiles at Notre Dame in Paris which is also prophetic. a lot of prophecy being fulfilled in a short period of time even if it is self fulfilling prophecy which is indicative of the times we are in and then of course Obama didn’t help saying the future must not belong to those that insult the prophet/profit of Islam which might be the image? I don’t know but he has been in every way bad news.

Some idiot was on Fox News saying John Bolton ought to be SOS or some high office and said he could sue you for plagiarism.  What was he talking about?

John Bolton couldn’t tie his own shoes. I doubt he would know in what order to tie them?

Anyway in regards to my sister not being interested in my invention on the last visit to see my mom that was at a patent business and she wouldn’t even look at my sketches: I went to almost every recital of her kids at ballet yearly and watched videos of the same with them at their home.  I baby sat a bunch. I went to some of the plays her daughter was in. I looked at thousands of photos over the years with her that she took and she would not look at my sketches that I brought for her to see. I was a good sister and I was a good friend. Gosh she might have made a ton of money if she had looked and invested in it, but we will never know. I bet God knows the possibilities because I think he may have been the inspiration for the invention, possibly where many good ideas come from. It wasn’t about him but it was a cool and inventive idea. If that is true then I would not be too proud for not even being interested enough to even look.

“SECRETARIAT” Greatest Race Horse of All Time – Kentucky Derby Preakness Belmont Stakes 1973 Video

How about that?

Back to holograms: During the visit to Berlin by JFK when he made his speech ABOUT THE BERLIN WALL I think it was I noticed a lot of people acting funny in the film and wearing sunglasses. I guess they might have been Secret Service people or some other type people like that, maybe CIA of his entourage, etc I got the feeling it was SOMETHING OTHER THAN WHAT IT WAS REPRESENTED TO BE. Same thing in Dallas at the Love Field airport plus all the hand signals by Jackie were weird as if she had beamed down from the Star Ship Enterprise which is on film on some of the videos included in the transcriptions of the CBS News Coverage of the Assassination of JFK and some stuff before and afterwards which you can find on my blog Merangue’s Blog. You can make holograms and here is a video about making and using smart phones to make holograms:

DIY How To Make 3D Hologram Projector for your phone

These days people have meetings with holograms.

When on the last trip with my eldest sister at Love Field Airport I got the feeling the airport people were trying to separate us by the things they did and also at the airport near my little sister the same in fact I couldn’t take a gift on the plane from my youngest. They took it. Some kind of cream or something. But the airport people tried to separate us (my eldest sister and me) there as well and then on the plane we did not sit together but near each other across the aisle from each other and she was between two guys and I was in-between a woman and a guy and I noticed the person to my left had his cell phone directed at me.  I could see it in my peripheral vision and I noticed everyone drank from water bottles. EVERYONE. No alcohol no soft drinks except for me on the part of the plane we were on which was the back part of the plane. It was a weird experience like they were not really customers but something else. That was the last trip to see my mom with my sisters.

If they had that technology  (holograms) in 1962 or 1963 can you imagine what they have now and why?

Noticed JFK twisting his button on his jacket too. Seemed like a signal of some kind. She did a lot of licking like John Kerry does when he lies. I think that is what it means could be possession of some kind but a weird habit and seems like some kind of either spiritual or mind control.

I have seen aircraft in one spot far in the distance and in less than a second without noise above me and that was quite a while ago. The flights above my home shining in between the houses that lit up my bedroom. That was weird. I don’t know if we were hypnotized. I don’t know. My husband (now ex) remembers it too except nothing happened that we know of but not too long after that I think it was I became pregnant after 14 years of marriage without birth control, except for rubbers sometimes but I thought it was interesting the timing. It was like someone or some thing turned on a light on our world but only our house for some reason. Totally quiet, too. My brother-in -law (of my ex) lived with us at the time in the bedroom next to us. He is dead now but he noticed something happened as well, yet nothing happened. Possibly a time lapse of some kind so we would not remember. the lights were so bright on the side of the house it was like when I was in Georgia and a bunch of men with rifles/arms and in helicopter busted us. It was that bright. No one was holding and only joints on the blanket but to be busted in such a fine fashion was really wild. I guess they were rangers. My dad retired soon after and we moved.

Heard on Fox News today a man explaining Trump’s economic policy and suggesting very suggestively that it should not be monetarily but fiscally achieved and mentioned not manufacturing more money and I thought he must be reacting to the idea of states trading between states currency wise. He was against the Federal Government producing more money because it has failed in the past ….in every possible way it has failed but I don’t think manufacturing money in each state has been tried or trading between the states has been tried and it’s about time we try it. Obviously under pressure to say what he said and I think the idea threatens some people’s lifestyle and their golden cups. But in the long run it would good for those people too because debts would be paid and businesses would blossom which doesn’t hurt anyone when everyone is doing well. It must have to do with lording over the masses is more important to a few than progress and prosperity for all but would rather have prosperity for few and control and I don’t think that kind of micro-management lasts and everyone fails.

What are you afraid of? Success? Independence?

Forex the Foreign currency exchange is one of the most fluid and biggest markets in the world but we are facing most countries that don’t like us and use it to punish the USA. If we had our own currency market between the states (keeping it honest) and manufactured currency in each state changing it yearly or bi-yearly or every four years manufacturing would increase, increase jobs in each state for all kinds of people and opportunities for many people who trade (but they have to be CITIZENS of the USA) we could strengthen the dollar and the states without bad influence of the world that say DEATH TO AMERICA and countries that hope for those same kind of sentiments or are their allies and it is hard to recognize who they are and this way we don’t have worry about it at least in the national currency market between the states and reduce a lot of risk. Because if you lose at least it goes to a citizen of the USA and increases opportunity in the USA instead of to a foreign country and it’s hidden desires or whatever floats their boat that hate us. I think we should trade amongst ourselves to lift ourselves and become GREAT again. There will always be a FOREX between the countries but there is nothing wrong with strengthening ourselves, is there? Have we forgotten that the USA matters too? It might even be more advantageous than imagined. It might empower our country more than ever and make Forex a thing of the past because of our good fortune and people will desire our currency more than theirs. We could improve the currency trading business in ways we never thought of the more we concentrate on our country by at least trying a state currency exchange. Our states are quite diverse so it would make quite an interesting business opportunity and might surpass expectations. I bet there will be many more kinds of indicators as well which could lead to many other opportunities. I think it would be a STUPENDOUS opportunity for TRUMP to make America Great in an exceptional way and expedite his ideas exponentially and even some ideas of others such Bernie Sanders idea about college and higher education and others. It might even fund research for a better energy source that is free or at least clean and instead we could worry about and improve the cost of living and increase the quality and length of life by 800 years or more like it was once instead of working fiscally without a hope in the world we could work monetarily and achieve some great stuff.

I don’t think anything or anyone will last or come out of this place (State of disgrace) if we don’t recognize that Hospice is Evil and obviously intended to be evil from the start. And still no one talks about it or admits it is going on. How do you correct it if you don’t admit it is happening?

Obama: I won’t leave on Jan 20

Is he daft? In the O-Zone? Delirious? I think so. I really do.

The Screwtape Letters

What is Obama’s fetish with the number 18 in his attempt to bog down the USA with a bunch of new laws on his way out of office? There has to be some kind of meaning behind his madness, or did he just pick a number in mid air to enumerate about? Must have something to do with the number 17 of the number 153 which has to do with 153 fish that were dragged in by the people on the boat and the things Jesus said at the Sea of Galilee to Peter after Jesus was resurrected about Feeding his sheep.

I think Obama is sending a message about an area code if you divide 18 into 3853 you get the area code of 214. What do you think? I wonder to whom has he sent this message?

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Dallas
214, 469, and 972 are the North American telephone area codes for DallasTexas and most of the eastern portion of the Metroplex. The main area code, 214, was one of the original area codes established in October 1947.
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“The beast” had a wound of the sword and did live.The only person in the bible of the New Testament is the people that arrested Jesus in the Garden the leader of the group I think had his ear lopped off by Peter with a sword and Jesus put it back on. And then the New Testament mentions a sword when Luke (the doctor) and Paul are together on an island (either Malta or one nearby) when the people thought he was God by some trickery of some kind having to do with fire.when a snake comes out of the fire and bites him and he lives. Malchus was the one in the garden that had his ear cut off. Malta is directly north of Libya and directly south of Italy. A strategic place because of it’s location and I think a lot of bad stuff might have occurred there because of its location. I think some captive jews drowned because of ship wreck in the area that were being taken somewhere in the area kind of like what happened at Benghazi witnesses taken and no one knows what happened to them. Luke the doctor had some power because Paul used him and vice versa. I’m not sure Luke wasn’t a demon. Paul had a conversion which he lied about three times on the away to Damascus. His name originally was Saul. Changed it to Paul and acted like a pope traveling around infiltrating peoples in different places because I don’t think he was on their side but acted like he was because it’s easier than confronting them head on and that was what the conversion was about like laundering money to make evil look good. Mal means basin french, doesn’t it? Treacherous. Mal-ignant etc.

Roman Catholicizing believers.

Old Testament might have some references to it but I don’t know.

The Vatican also had a wound of the sword when Napoleon banished the pope to an island and then something happened in WWll with Mussolini of Italy and the Vatican and brought it back to life: an agreement of some kind, an alliance of some kind, and I think it has to do with The BGEA who misled people. Deceived them. The sword is depicted on some flags in the arab world and Islamic countries as well. Wound of the sword can mean many things some literal and some not.

A woman represents a church and she rides the beast. The RCC is the woman who rides the beast. Takes advantage, gets a free ride (clergy), etc. is the Whore of Babylon using all kinds of methods to make little roman catholics using babies to enumerate themselves and using abortion/birth control to punish others which is using babies when you do the things Jesuits are willing to do to make birth control and abortion evil and illegal if possible because the RCC wants to control the market. Buying and trading men’s souls. The RCC have a few break aways but the RCC doesn’t care who the church uses even roman catholics because they are brainwashed in other words laundered (indulged) nor does the RCC have values in their ways to control the market. The RCC makes it up as they go. Whatever works for them. They really aren’t a church but a political atrocity dressed as a lamb.

Wolves in sheep’s clothing.as far as the clergy are concerned like the radical Islam around the black stone of Mecca. They fool themselves fasting and looking at some metal lips with a crustacean inside.

“Crustaceans form a large, diverse arthropod taxon which includes such familiar animals as crabs, lobsters, crayfish, shrimp, krill, woodlice and barnacles.”

The Cretaceous Period

“Joseph, a Levite, born in Cyprus, whom the apostles called Barnabas (son of encouragement), sold a field he owned, brought the money, and turned it over to the apostles.” (Acts 4:36f). This is the first mention we have of Barnabas.”

I think he was married to Sapphira and tricked her because I think it was her land but he married her and used her and tricked her, etc (So Roman Catholic)

and I think

the apostles were not the disciples.

Lousy imitations. LICE.

“His new name fits what we know of his actions. When Saul (or Paul) came to Jerusalem after his conversion, most of the Christians there wanted nothing to do with him. They had known him as a persecutor and an enemy of the Church. But Barnabas was willing to give him a second chance. He looked him up, spoke with him, and brought him to see the other Christians, vouching for him. Later, Paul and Barnabas went on a missionary journey together, taking Mark with them. Part way, Mark turned back and went home. When Paul and Barnabas were about to set out on another such journey, Barnabas proposed to take Mark along, and Paul was against it, saying that Mark had shown himself undependable. Barnabas wanted to give Mark a second chance, and so he and Mark went off on one journey, while Paul took Silas and went on another. Apparently Mark responded well to the trust given him by the “son of encouragement,” since we find that Paul later speaks of him as a valuable assistant (2 Tim 4:11; see also Col 4:10 and Phil 24).”

and later Mark stops working.

Faith sucks! Fatah sucks!

“It is derived from the words Inna fatah-na laka fat-han mubina of the very first verse. … But those who had true faith in Allah and His Messenger were least bothered”

The best part of life for me was my family growing up. We didn’t go to church…rarely and until I got converted (Episcopalian, very much like catholicism) things were good. We believed in God and believed in Jesus via Hollywood and trusted our parents like The Ten Commandments say to honor your parents: Now the church is trying to kill our parents and did kill mine through treachery and by the treachery of the sainted Mother Teresa’s and her/his influence. Shit started happening when we got religion. Bad shit. The Episcopalian church was struck by lightening and burned down soon after investing in a new organ that we lived near. Wasn’t very pretty sounding either. I think it’s like the bagpipes. I think the bagpipes sound better than an organ. I have rarely heard it play well and yet they use organs at church…..WHY?

What made the churches think an organ

was gonna make the church sound or look good?

take off on Marco Rubio’s words in this blog post which I may have written a bit differently (by memory) but here is what he said to Jeb Bush when on stage during the debates:

“someone has convinced you that attacking me is going to help you.”

(The reason I’m explaining it is for those who don’t understand what I’m saying in my posts or those who don’t understand movies sometimes. LOL)

Anyway the lightning didn’t like it!

Jeb Bush gives Marco Rubio his moment to shine after debate attack fizzles out

As far as the organ:

I guess because it plays all sorts of instrument sounds but a bad rendition of those instruments and none I have heard know how to play the organ.

The other anomaly though I believe in freedom was the man that took over the church as the new reverend and he was gay. I think. He swished down the aisle and it was my first glimpse of homosexuality although I had friends that were soft for guys and hard for girls and I know they didn’t cause the lightning. I don’t know if they were bonafied lesbians or bonafied homo-sexuals they had tendencies and probably were or eventually were homosexuals and lesbians. Not like I watch people making it in their homes or want to watch even straight people making it. I think the bedroom should be private and between two people however at the least between consenting adults. Often whores of both sexes while doing it of their own free will often are still held back in other ways causing their demise. If they were allowed to work etc they probably wouldn’t be involved in prostitution which you can blame often on politics and religion and often times because they have to take care of children out of wedlock, a vicious circle. I don’t like the idea of orgies like you see in some movies but it isn’t like it’s not a reality and I don’t much care for reality shows but the show I’m talking about is a great show series Game of Thrones but I think they could have left a little more to the imagination. I never spoke to this particular clergy man at the church that burned down and would not recognize him but I noticed and pretty much only saw the back side of him. LOL. I usually left church early with my brother because we would feel faint or sick which was real and not imagined. It happened even with the clergy before him so I don’t think lightning struck because of clergyman. Could be he only had tendencies as well. Could have been totally a freak accident by the elements,

but could have been sign.

I think it was the new organ. That was around 1970 or 1969?

I wonder not for joy what happened in those three years having to do with the churches?

Probably has something to do with an ecumenical idea of the faith orgy headed by Rome. It was about the time that stuff was being expressed a bunch and there were meetings of the clergy from all kinds of religions/faiths with Roman Catholic clergy leading the way as if it was politically correct and gonna solve problems of the world and it didn’t solve anything in fact it’s worse and it exacerbated the problems like Obama does when he talks about human rights and doesn’t mean a word he is saying and if he did then why did he wait till the last month in office to introduce his newest laws? Only someone deranged would do what he has done which kind of schlepped his gentleman act in his first year in office in Rome.

When right is wrong and wrong is right.

It was also around the time my older sister married her husband Gary which I think was 1971 and possibly the churchfire occurred then. I add 14 when the fire occurred and my eldest was married when I was 14. It was the same year in accordance to my age not in accordance to the years as we know them. I will look it up in my records and other records I have kept to be use about the coincidence. I didn’t throw away pictures of my sisters though I don’t have a million. The only picture lately that I threw away was a picture of the ex on a gig with the expression of Leon Panetta standing in front of a picture of a white horse in one of my blogs. I think he was denoting one of the four horsemen in bible prophecy in kind of a demonic way with his teeth clenched. I don’t know where the picture was taken. I think the four horsemen prophecy is in the Zechariah and it is kind of interesting. ON his part it might have been a signal to others and using the media to do it without saying a word.

Anyway 153 divided by 17 is nine. I have no idea what it means. But on one of my posts there is a link to some yeas of the meaning of 153 fish and it has to do with the number 17 and I associated it with the asteroid 153Hilda and whether I succeeded I don’t know but it was what I was thinking around then. He was the one that said faith was the new enlightenment and it seems that there is a chapter in the Gospel of John having to do with the New Enlightenment when Nichodemas (a member of Paul’s family like Tersa I think) and Jesus meet in private though it wasn’t really private and he really wasn’t a secret follower because it is written about in the bible however Roman Catholics don’t read the bible so in a way it was a private meeting and in a way he was a secret follower. That chapter also describes the wind as if faith was associated with the wind.

153 Hail Mary’s and 153 Hilda

Pope Benedict XVI and 153 Great Fish

As far as the Benghazi witnesses that disappeared after going to Germany. I think they were taken to France from there or to a French colony or territory.

I’ll explain in my next post;) I just learned something and I will share what I learned . I had to really think hard to understand what I think I understand.


I wonder why Jeb Bush’es mom said he shouldn’t run for office? Mom’s usually know what’s best for their child and she probably saw something unworthy in him as a person. Usually a mom would not suggest her son not to vie for an office so easily at his fingertips. I wonder if that is why he wasn’t so nice to that patient who he allowed to be put to death by starvation in Florida when he was Governor. Same term when 9-11 occurred as well,. I wonder if they aren’t related somehow. The Saudi terrorists in the planes were trained to fly airplanes in Florida when he was Governor. What are the odds George Bush would be reading a book to school children at the time it occurred. The Secret Service usually sets up the schedule for the President and makes daily suggestions:talking points etc. Seems connected to the Texas School Book Depository debacle when JFK was assassinated in a weird way doesn’t it and more than likely the Secret Service were involved in the assassination of JFK so why wouldn’t they be involved in 9-11?

Should he be held liable for ingratiating terrorists in the state he governed???

What are the odds terrorists trained in the same state as one Bush who is governing the state and then an attack on a few places in the USA and somehow was able to abort the obvious plan of the terrorists of hitting the White House where his brother and sister-in-law lived and reigned. Why not the Pentagon, or New York? Why was the White House so lucky? I think his mom was suspicious and probably heard things we didn’t hear from his lips and saw his reactions to current events at the time that might have alarmed her.

Mrs. Bush should have been more specific. She had a responsibility to be more informative for the sake of her family and for the sake of the nation. She certainly had the chance being a former first lady. What stopped her? In my estimation she isn’t half person my mom is. 

And we know that the Roman Catholic Church by sainting Mother Teresa had a stake in what Jeb Bush did or didn’t dew. Maybe he knew the woman intimately that was put to death against her families wishes at the time. That’s a lot of bad spiritual guidance and goes against George Bushes satiate whoever isn’t with us is against us. Where was Jeb Bush when these terrorists were being trained in Florida? What was he doing. I think the Saudi terrorists had been trained not to land their planes and trained for about 6 weeks or more. That’s a long long long time to go unnoticed by the President’s brother. DId they have diplomatic immunity? Who provides those kind perks? Secret Service? The State Department? Were the terrorists tricked into thinking they would get to hit the White House and then shot down by who? 


I will never forget that you tube with Donald Rumsfeld (Defense Secretary). It really hit home like a home run! 

Remember that you-tube? Heartbreaking. 

I was impressed and I think anyone with any sense would be impressed by his courage. I think he knew what he was saying but he couched it in a way to be heard. I think he made some enemies but he did what he could. It must have been very hard to find out what he realized and been sort of a party to it without realizing it which is even harder to take but evil is very sneaky and good at lying.

The Secret Service freaked behind him when he said what he said. It was about who shot down the plane on 9-11. I have included it in some of my posts on my blogs. I have a bunch of blogs most of which can be found on Merangue’s Blog which links many posts and sites of interest.  


As far as the insurance scam why does insurance go up when you have to use it? Doesn’t make sense unless it’s a scam, which it is. Or is this practice preferential depending on who you are? Punishing a client for using it. Does the congress have to pay for insurance or does the populace pay for theirs? Does their insurance go up when they have to use it? I think if they had to pay for their own insurance they would be concerned that may be health insurance is  BAD DEAL and even for property which often people don’t use their insurance for property claims because they don’t want it to increase, so why have it in the first place? It’s Illogical. Like paying off the mob by having it and fear of the mob when you need it. Some times insurance gets bought out by bad groups of people I imagine and then you are screwed when your need comes like what happened at The ARC n San Antonio. It was bought out by someone with a bone to pick, I think.  I think that is how the Vatican mob works when they want to mess with someone or two and I imagine since the Vatican is the money launderer if it isn’t done with our USA tax dollars via the federal workers that are hard to fire funneling it their way. The plants (federal workers) of the Vatican are the spine of the Federal Government. The ones that Obama said during the shut down to stick with him like a good cult leader would. I would imagine Jim Jones said something similar to his followers and then it was too late. IF we are in the times I think we are in it might be an even worse situation.

What was in the Kool Aid at Jonestown?
A parrot, one of the only survivors of Jonestown, looks down at dead bodies at the compound of the People’s Temple cult, Nov. 18, 1978, in Jonestown, Guyana after over 900 members of the cult, led by Reverend Jim Jones, died from drinking cyanide-laced KoolAid.

Jonestown Massacre Anniversary

said the same to his followers and then it was too late. IF we are in the times I think we are in it might be an even worse situation.


Back to insurance free zones


One way to get to a non insurance medical field (except for equipment) would be to employ the doctors in the military until you can cut out the middle guy which is the insurance people. Like cutting out the priest between man and God. It needs to be done. Prices will go down, the insurance people will find other means of employment and use their talents etc. It will be a big adjustment but a good adjustment in the long run because only the good doctors will be able to stay in business because insurance won’t be able to cover (as in cover-up) the bad ones making business tougher on the good doctors and their won’t be insurance fraud because their won’t be insurance. Take a lot of guts to do by Trump but hopefully he has some courage to do what is right for the USA. But as far as getting there the military could be the way to get it done in the interim.We are at war after all with those that want to do our country in including the health care and that’s a big part of it in and using and abusing the people of the USA with an insurance scam by Obama and others. Usually the first place to do do us in was the field of medicine which is not unusual. The way to get us back on track is the military but the military has some cleaning up to do as well. While at war maybe free health care is the way to go using the military until we can be health insurance free. Might take a couple of years but would be worth it in the short and long run to have the best healthcare in the world and at good competitive prices without a bunch of paperwork and sludge. In the mean while the health insurance people too will receive free health care until the insurance business is done (for their stress). Perhaps they too will get an education or become some kind of health care worker or work out their talents what ever they may be. When I say health insurance I mean dental as well because it is amazing how many health issues come from what we eat and our teeth. It will make a GIGANTIC DIFFERENCE if Trump has the best interests of the USA in mind.
Sounds like I’m for socialized medicine but I’m not I’m for choice but I think since we are at war with terrorism we might have a couple of years to gather our senses back again and protect freedom for doctors and nurses but the insurance is hurting the good ones and helping the bad and that is not good. We need to protect the good ones and the ones that have had way too many insurance claims against them should have to be dealt with and find another business to get in. The good doctors need protection from the bad ones in the business or the ones riding on their coattails. It isn’t a fair business because of the insurance business and we have lost our edge in medicine because of insurance and fraud and making a mess of things in the medical field.  I think socialized medicine is the step towards a free market system in medicine without insurance hassles because that is what it is. ONE BIG FUCKING HASSLE for the patients, for the doctors, for the nurses, for everyone. LOL.
Every large city should have a county hospital once this new type of medical field is established or while it is being established for those who can’t afford the prices even if they are much lower like Parkland Hospital in Texas that also educates doctors and nurses.
Obviously there are some health business striving and when they don’t have to worry about insurance they will grow and can remain in the free market but some aren’t and if insurance is out of the picture they might be able to strive to make it and eventually grow.
Insurance stunts the free market in health care and business in general.
Business will flourish if they don’t have to worry about health insurance and other kinds of employment will rise naturally in it’s place like cpas and book keepers (for payments on the care given using payment books would help (instead of and envelope with the same information every few weeks and save a lot of paperwork and think of all the trees it would save) in the range of what a person earns could design it to a percentage of  their income so it is affordable (it may take longer but it might actually get paid that way), etc of course it helps if someone usable to make money doing what they are good at and not prevented from it like I have been bemuses of my beliefs..
So it would be kind of a half and half socialism and free market and eventually totally a free market when everyone is employed. There is no excuse for the unemployment rates going on these days and the high prices.
Macy’s is going to let off 10,000 employees.
Big business is not immune to a bad economy and bad leadership.
I bet if they had layaway they wouldn’t be letting off 10,000 employees.
For a short while I thought layaway would be good for health care but come to think of it it could be misused like the hospice but in retail it would be advantageous to business because I used to love it and I know others did too and bought more because of layaway as well.
If the USA allows hospice murder suicide to continue there will be no USA. If the media and the government don’t discuss it in the media and in government to the people the media and the government will be the first to suffer the consequences financially, mentally, physically and spiritually. I HOPE. Many citizens don’t get it yet or understand until they go through it themselves in their families but most people can’t even reach our leaders because the way our government is set up and it has to do with the federal workers i.e. plants of the Vatican and limiting letters to government officials to 50-200 words doesn’t cut it besides the fact that I guarantee most elected officials don’t read their mail but have others do it and those others are hiding pertinent information because of their religion and preference. Not everything involved can be put in a nutshell. Obviously our country is not progressing in the right direction if people aren’t living as long as they did in the last generation and the generations before that and you cannot blame smokers for that breech of conduct by our government. My mom didn’t smoke. My ex’s mom didn’t smoke! Both were hospiced. Yes they were old but they should have lived longer and lved better during their old age. the ex’s mom the day she died during her hospicing was at an oxygen level of 71. My mom before she was hospiced was found out by my sister who visited who saw her hunched over in her wheel chair to have had an oxygen rate of 77 and she had to get the nurse to take the reading. It should have been obvious to the nurses on staff at The ARC in San Antonio so there needs to be better overseeing of the places that care for the elderly and it should be  investigated but who do you call or write to when you can’t even reach the elected officials and when you do get through you get a form letter as as a response as if they didn’t read it but what they send out to those that write.
That’s fraud.

I HOPE THE FIRST THING TRUMP DOES IS OUTLAW HOSPICE.

If he doesn’t I will know he is a fraud.

What is a generation in biblical terms? I think it is 40 years. Somewhere in the bible it said that sin would be punished on the third and fourth generations. (that;s what my niece told me anyway) I don’t believe it. But if it is true then when abortion was legalized in the 70s it is a little early for punishment hence it’s not true. I think it is immediate in some ways. I don’t think God is slow as molasses. Hospice is more recent and the sainthood of it even more recent and look at the world now. Not looking good. I think murder suicide i.e. Hospice is the reason for many of the ills going on in it’s time. Let’s hope Trump is reasonable and does the right thing. I think God knows the plight of females and he cares and is lenient for their plight when it comes to abortion since it is their body until it isn’t their body. That is what birth is about. Otherwise birthdays would be 9 months earlier but we can’t be sure when a person is conceived until we have signs such as what is sold over the counter type contraptions and sometimes they don’t give the right results or throwing up etc. not having a period for a couple of months etc. still not knowing the date of conception and sometimes the person involved. Birth is the birthday. But some would have us believe that Santa is God and so they often believe that conception is birth and it isn’t just like Santa isn’t God or Jesus.  Beides abortion in many forms has been going on for centuries if you read some of my posts you will see what the priests of the temple did to women caught in a trap. They had to lick the dust of the floor of the temple which s ridiculous and if their belly swelled they were guilty. Does that sound reasonable? Which temple? Probably a catholic one since it is a catholic pope that sainted mother Teresa it makes sense it was a catholic idea. Did they make the priests lick the dust of the temple?

It’s written about in the bible.

The priests will be licking it pretty soon if not already because Jesus warned them at the Sea of Galillee via Peter.

PS: The ex I found out has been letting our short haired dog in the house on winter nights in the utility room which is about a 4’x 4′  area for her to sleep. This is the first year he has ever done that for her. We used to get hay for the dog houses for the outdoor dogs to stay warm and I suggested it for the dog this year before the cold fronts start coming in and he told me of his new charade but nevertheless it is good for her. Something has gotten to him either by something or someone spiritually. My cousin’s wife told me a story about their pet being left out in the sleet in it’s dog run by mistake as far as I know (Texas weather is unpredictable for the most part) and how the dog got stuck to the cement by it’s paws and died. Not a story I would be proud to share but she found humor in it. In any case something is affecting the ex because it is the first time he has cared which is emblematic of his attitude towards the fairer sex including me but if you read about Nebuchadnezzar in the OT you might think twice how you treat animals and people.

I remember when my first daughter had a fish she got from the fair and it died and she wanted to throw it in the toilet with her dad (a first experience) and then when it was flushed down the toilet it hit her hard and she was affected by it which was a relief that she cared. She was about three years old at the time. Pets and animals (God’s creatures) teach us about a lot of things good and bad that is why it’s good to have pets if they are trained not to kill a kid like we sometimes read about in the news but it was progress for the ex at his oldish age to have made and finally risen to but doesn’t mean I will never leave.

When I was a lot younger and had my first real boyfriend who had a sweet beautiful dog that he loved. My older sister who attended the same college but had already graduated and married from the college (SMU) for some reason we kidnapped his dog from the back of his truck while he was in his either fraternity house or a fraternity house and left his dog on the back of his truck. (It was her idea) I don’t know how she knew about his dog or that it was on the back of his truck while he was inside the frat house at SMU but she did and we did kidnap his dog in jest and returned his dog within a couple of hours. Not too long after that his dog was poisoned (I was still in high school and sick with mononucleosis in my senior year of High school at the time and he was pretty sad about it and I wasn’t very understanding of his sadness at the time even though I loved animals/pets.) I never put the two together with all the things that have happened to me and to my family (poisoning-wise) – I do now and I have some VERY BIG reservations what that was all about. When he got married 5 years after or so I had already gotten married I wasn’t invited but my eldest sister made a big issue of me going to his wedding (she was invited) and I did want to see his wedding because it mattered and it was a pretty ceremony with classical guitar playing etc but I still felt uncomfortable however I did invite him to mine and I was glad I went to his. We broke up for a number of reasons one was the threesome I heard about and another time when family got in between us early on. I was quite young though barely out of high school so it was understandable. It was kind of a confrontation between her husband and my boyfriend in the bathroom both acting kind of tough and I didn’t like it one bit how they acted toward each other in the small bathroom they kind of exchanged some gestures and I don’t think he liked me making him leave their apartment in Houston and as it turned out my brother-in-law became my thorn (cross to bear) soon after in Dallas. Talk about a set up. wow. My boyfriend was best friends with my brother for a long time (in fact we met at my brother’s first wedding) and we still dated off and on for quite a while as friends but closer than friends. Looking back it’s kind of eye-opening. He died of aids after his brother died of the same disease. Both were hemophiliacs and neither deserved their diseases. At the time the blood supply was contaminated and the blood products that hemophiliacs used as well. I think the Roman Catholic church was involved in the contamination of the blood supply. Elizabeth Dole was in charge of the blood supply as well at the time in the USA via the Red Cross. I think the Red Cross is run by the Vatican. (Rachel blood drives at school?) Remember Rachel of the bible written about in the OT? (She had an affinity for some strange ways to attract men using plants and the power of the plant like Devils Breath.) They have or did have a Red Cross site (establishment) on Vatican grounds. The second to the last time I saw him we talked about her role in the possible contamination of the blood supply and I think she was also living in Florida at the time. (not sure about that possibility.) He was looking into how it happened because obviously it concerned him. He was sort of investigating it. This was when we organized a gathering at my eldest sister’s home in Dallas for a poker game and I met his wife (a nurse) and the gathering was because my brother wanted to see him on his visit to Dallas when they were still on friendly terms. My brother’s wife (a roman catholic) resented my ex-boyfriend because supposedly he made a pass at her however she liked attention from her husband in weird ways (and my brother fell for it because he loved her and love is blind for another reason and because sometimes he is an idiot and other things good and bad) and she may have overreacted I DON’T KNOW FOR SURE because I wasn’t there at the time it occurred. He wasn’t the type to do that however he did a few things out of nature for him in his life in his youth so it is a possibility and so did we all including my brother’s wife. During that poker game my brother’s arm started to bleed for no reason while we sat around the table playing poker and it scared everyone because my ex-boyfriend had aids. It could have been a bug bite or a puncture of some kind with out notice (his wife was a nurse), but IT WAS STRANGE. SOmeone could have brushed by him on one of our breaks and gave him a puncture of some kind which is my suspicion because I know  my brother doesn’t do what roman catholics sometimes do which is bleed out of their mouths when they eat a transformed cracker (eucharist) because life is in the blood they presume. My eldest sister and her husband were not into card games or poker but into the stock market at the time I think which is similar in a way. Sometime afterwards my ex boyfriend’s brother died. I found out via the news on TV and was shocked by it. He was a social worker. Then later I found out my former boyfriend died as well a while after his brother died. It’s connected somehow. I do think it would have been better to communicate about these kind of things but people tend not to communicate very well and if we were better at communicating many things would not be so mysterious and we might find out who really is the enemy of mankind. I think I know and have pretty well made it known in my blogs. Politics and Religion (the RCC and it’s daughters and sons and Islam and it’s daughters and sons) is responsible for many problems we have and they better get their shit together and start doing good instead of lining their own pockets, everyman for himself kind of politics and religion because in my estimation it’s coming down to the wire.

In Revelation there are 7 Trumpets.

When Jesus said to Peter at the Sea of Galilee “Do you love me more than these?” after the crew (disciples) on the boat brought in 153 fish in their nets to the shore it’s hard to know if he meant the fish or the other disciples because in another gospel of the NT Jesus gets Peter to fish for some tax money that he gets out of the fish that Peter catches. So Jesus may have been talking about tax money as well and asking Peter if he loved him more than tax loopholes, tax rebates, tax refunds, taxes in general, tax revenue, money laundered from american tax dollars, taxes funneled to causes that make one look respectable and taxes and it’s uses. So much of the gospels revolve around taxes and proceeds from real estate and the circumstances involved. But note what I keep reminding of in this post one of the last things he said was Feed my sheep, feed my lambs, feed my lambs because he wasn’t into fasting and he wasn’t into hospice and it was sign for everyone, not just Peter!

So I hope Trump thinks about the overtaxation of the people of the USA and follows it’s entrails to the Vatican and Islam and the damage done.

Neil Young – Needle and the Damage Done

If luck be a lady?

Years later after married and after my first child was born we lived at the time next door to a guy who owned a german shepherd dog I really liked named lucky. I ended up with one of their pups and named her Lady. One of the pups died and I think it was poisoned by a plant I set on the side porch. I found out the plant was poisonous when I went to the vet and he told me every part of the house plant I bought was poisonous and it was sold as a house plant. That should be illegal CONGRESS. Plants like that should not be sold in the USA and in order to won a poisonous plant you should have to have a license to owns poisonous plant and be registered etc. Like certain snakes aren’t allowed in the USA same thing should apply for poisonous plants. I think the puppy died and I was suspicious and asked the vet about the plant but I had set it on the side porch getting ready to throw it out and a puppy I think next door may have gotten to it (I don’t know how it died but I kind figured it might have died by my plant but I don’t’ know for sure) I ended up with Lady as our family dog for many years the offspring of Lucky. I think it was Lucky that died. It was confusing in that neighborhood and the bad stuff that went on.The same neighborhood we saw the lights and some other weird stuff and my cats were run over by the ex one while some people were selling Jesus door to door and my cat was scared of them. Not his fault but it was hard for me. I loved those cats and then when I had my baby at ten days of age my husband’s cat was dying and I called him and he wouldn’t come home from the gig to help me and the cat. I had to watch it die with a ten day old baby in my arms, my first child. I was post partum at the time for sure. It was a weird neighborhood. The guy next door to my neighbor used to walk around throwing a bat in the air and catching it. He had a plate in his head somehow or another. HE used to bring me food in a paper bag and it smelled like moth balls and I accepted his gift and then threw it away. Never let him in my house either because he was a kind of insane. He went out in traffic tried to direct it LOL. The guy across the street from him used to have a German Shepard as well and he cleaned his yard of poop with his bare hands. LOL And then there were others like the guy who moved in to the neighbors house who was a peeping tom I caught peeping at me through my side door window and at the time was painting apiculture for him of his him and his future wigeon porcelain. We ended up bartering for a bunch of shit and then a family of gypsies moved in after that. Their son would just walk into our house and start conversing and on the other side we had some mexicans living there after our friends moved out and their son stole my kids toys and stuck them in the trees out front and broke the window to do it and put his younger brother through the window to steal from us. They had us over for dinner before that and their very young son about 6 years old tried to strangle my daughter. On nights like New Year’s Eve and the Fourth of July people actually shot guns in the air and I used to have a pan around to protect us from falling bullets but I don’t think I would have been fast enough. At the time we had my daughter in a non-denomination church called Scofield church for her schooling and had to give it up because it’s prices soared after a few years and lot of people left. They didn’t give a shit about the truth. They were in it for the money. Then when my other brother-in-law asked us to deal with his tenants a street away who were also gypsies when we went to talk to them the husband had his arm over his wife’s shoulder and his hand cupped around his wife’s boob while we talked at the doorway. It was kind of uncomfortable and weird to say the least and humorous in a way but not at the same time. She had big boobs. They knew the rental laws and knew they had the upper hand for about a month. They were Russian I think though did not speak with an accent. Their kids names were russian. It was how they survived taking advantage of the loopholes they had learned in living while renting. So when we moved it was a big deal to me to live in a better neighborhood and that is when we bought the house (my first and last to ever own so far) my ex loved and found and said was his dream home and because he made such a big deal about it and because they had a neighborhood pool which I liked even though it was run down I thought it would be fun for the kids and then the neighborhood turned on itself and tried to get rid of the pool they had for many years that their kids enjoyed for many years because of insurance fears and got rid of the pool (and the neighborhood didn’t like me, I guess) and it was part of the deal when buying the house and I got screwed, but when we bought the home I got my brother to help out with the down payment and then when we moved my ex said it wouldn’t sell and nobody would buy it and he went bankrupt instead and fucked over my brother and me. Why? Because I divorced him. He wanted to bury me he said and me to bury him and when he said that I knew I did the right thing. What he said is not exactly normal, is it? It’s not something you say to someone you supposedly love, lol. He obviously was using me and my family. Not sure of the extent yet but it’s huge and has to do with Roman Catholicism. My mom at one of the visits with my little sister and me when we sang the song from South Pacific (You’ve got to have a dream) and animated it as well to her she said, ” I don’t mean to be mean but a voice inside my head said

you should leave.”

It was pretty cute and we had a good laugh at the time but I wasn’t prepared to leave, yet.

Yeah, so when I get the chance I’ll be leaving! It will happen, it’s a matter of when, not how. That is gonna be taken care of by God.

Someday when the people get the chance they should fire Paul Ryan a schmuck from hell and probably holds a lot of responsibility for the funneling of tax dollars to the wrong place and because he is a hemorrhoid on the ass of anything over and above him. He’s a user and abuser of women and their rights over their own minds and bodies and I hold him responsible for the fucked up state of our government and it’s people. He would sell his mother, wife, daughters down the river if it helped him stay in office. It isn’t because of abortion asshole it’s because of hospice that you find yourself in a pickled state of mind.

Paul Ryan, you better make it safe for women and girls before you defund Planned Parenthood. I suggest you try that first and if you do defund Planned Parenthood and one girl gets pregnant before she is prepared to be a mother you will be responsible for her and all the others that follow and whatever happens to them will be on your head and shoulders to bear before God! If they have an illegal abortion and die or are murdered it will rest on your soul for your stupidity and for your pride and nobody will buy your soul.

It won’t be fun for you anymore.

But go ahead and try it. I and many others will probably be thrilled with the results;)

Know what I mean?

The Republicans made promises 4 years ago and didn’t keep them

IN OTHER WORDS

THEY LIED!

SURE AS HELL BETTER DO A BETTER JOB OR SOME REPUBLICANS AND DEMOCRATS

AND THE PRESS MAY END UP LIKE

KING LOUIS XVlll and his wife.

IT’S GETTING THAT DESPERATE AND THAT DIRE

Things happen in cycles and it may be near that cycle.

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His luck seems to be running out!

An airport in Florida was attacked but I’m not gonna add the story in my post.

Shepperd Smith, the right thing to do would be to take my advice:

stop the hospice practice (murder-suicide)

and

Defund the Vatican

immediately for making it kosher..

Anyway today a neighbor (a man and woman) on one side of our house called the city on us about no shelter for our pets and there is a dog house in the back for the dogs and even though both dogs were inside the house when she called and before by a few hours. I hope she gets fucked in the ass by a hamster. LOL She has a boyfriend and I’m sure he would suffice but this time I hope it’s a porcupine.

An old gay rumor.

It wasn’t a nice rumor and our neighbor isn’t nice and I don’t like being hassled for nothing. I have a right to express my disgust in my blogs and I have a write to tell the truth in my blogs but some people can’t handle the truth.:

The mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seeds. Get over it.

Here is a nice way of saying the above: I hope he and she gets pursued by a hamster (porcupine) in their rectums and both rodents feel threatened the moment both rodents pass through his and her anuses.

Is referring think the verse following 

“There is a way that seemeth right unto men, but leads to death”

is about Hospice

OBVIOUSLY!

Notice it says men not women and blaming abortion as the excuse is another clue!~

The Roman Catholic “Church” takes away
one of God’s Ten Commandments

What is weird is the pronouns used Thou vs You vs Ye and Roman Catholicism seems to have chosen You because it excludes THEM.

The why no one talks about it? To wield as a political chip/sword against women/men when needed (in the future) to quell the masses who gain understanding about faith like what occurred in Poland recently and because many like to decide who to cull for personal, political and monetary gain including real estate, land, possessions of others i.e.

COVETOUSNOUS

and

EMINENT DOMAIN:

Faith being like the wind: ever-changing direction depending on who is in charge: Nazis, Communists, Democrats, Republicans, AnaBaptists, Baptists, Roman Catholics, Gorelics = Capitalists, Islamists, Muslim Brotherhood, Jesuits, Masons, Mormons, Conceptualists, Isises, Evangelicals most of whom are

CONTROL FREAKS

etc to cull political and religious segments of society who are sensible who believe in family planning for personal reasons by the families involved who believe in being

PERSONALLY RESPONSIBLE.

But

17 According to all these words and according to all this vision, so Nathan spoke to David

and he was probably lying about the vision.

God’s Covenant with David

Obviously a false vision because it did not last which means it was a false covenant. Why would God need a house when the earth is his footstool? Cedar (House of cedar) may be referring to Lebanon.

“Labin is a town in Istria, Croatia, with a town population of 6,893 and 11,642 in the greater municipality.

la·bi·um
ˈlābēəm/
noun
noun: labium; plural noun: labia
  1. 1.
    ENTOMOLOGY
    a fused mouthpart that forms the floor of the mouth of an insect.
  2. 2.
    BOTANY
    the lower lip of the flower of a plant of the mint family.
Origin
late 16th century (in the general sense ‘lip, liplike structure’): from Latin, ‘lip’; related to labrum.
la·bi·a
ˈlābēə/
noun
  1. 1.
    ANATOMY
    the inner and outer folds of the vulva, at either side of the vagina.
  2. 2.
    plural form of labium.”
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    I think all of these connections in language and locations serve to show us
    the old adage
    “Contracts are meant to be broken” especially based on another’s vision!
    A covenant was broken with David but he still hasn’t figured it out. Like peace treaties that go warty. Trust but verify kind of trust. Why didn’t God give David the vision if the covenant was with David at least to verify the vision of Nathan?
    David didn’t have a brain?

    Rush Imitates Citizen McCain

    I did not join so I could not watch the video in this article by Rush Limbaugh but conjunctivitis of the pronoun “I” is often Obama’s faux pas!

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    I think Sheba i.e. Bathsheba is SHIVA. Things change like language to veil kind of like rumors change like the birthday game my mom had the kids play at my older sister’s birthday party when you tell a secret or a sentence (write it down) and whisper into the ear of another person next to you and they whisper it into the ear of the next person and on down the line (without the written version) and then you see what comes out of the last person in the line and check how well it matches with the first persons version who came up with the idea/thought/sentence/secret in the first place.

    Obama Reminds America That He Has No Plans To Go Away

    Pope Benedict XVl said a similar thing when he was retired. He said something like: he would still be around. I don’t think anyone will remember much of what Obama has said when he leaves office because he is kind of wordy.

    My parents are still around in deed and in spirit and have helped me a bunch and the last message which was as recent as yesterday was to

    Keep my eye on the prize which I will do

    as much as I can;) 

    It is hard these days because of the rampant deceptions and other kind of weird things like a look my ex gave me this morning as if I should be dead. (A double take kind of look.) I read him pretty well and I don’t need to listen to him to understand his meaning.

    I have some big dreams.

    Have had a vision

    actually quite a few of them,

    and I think they are good.

    I like to take breaks from time to time and I’m waiting to see what Trump actually does do when he takes office in a political sense protection-wise for our country. I think freaking out about his intentions (which I think are good) as so many have isn’t helpful. He seems to be quite the controversy like I have never seen and wondering what has everyone’s goat? Afraid of change? I did the same for Obama and was willing to give him the benefit of doubt and he let EVERYONE down IN MY OPINION starting with how he handled Benghazi. Then was when I knew something was VERY VERY VERY wrong with Obama. Then promoting austerity for people in some countries (and the leaders going along with austerity for the people was eye-opening) which did not help the people in those countries and realized he had bad intentions and then his UN speech about his prophet/profit. It went from bad to worse and imo race relations is the worst I have ever seen and I think he helped to make them worse by his rhetoric and double-speak. I think he will be remembered only as the worst president we have ever experienced

    and and and

    he could-a- been-a-contender.

    Where was Sasha during his legacy speech?

    Probably had better things to do, don’t ya think?

    Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye compass sea and land to make one proselyte, and when he is made, ye make him twofold more the childofhell than yourselves.

     

    Anyway the President may be a powerful position in the world but his allegiance should not be to the world but to the USA and for the citizens of the USA

    first and foremost

    which is not an easy task when many of them are allied with the enemy of the USA which imo is Roman Catholicism (Harry Reid for example who served as the Senate Majority Leader in 2007 -2014 causing mischief for the Vatican and for Obama) and Islam partly because both had the GAUL to saint Mother Teresa even if some of them say it isn’t so, to rifle (pro -lifers who don’t really give a shit but use it as an excuse an empale below with asterisk) to hospice the elderly to gain the assets of the elderly to gain favor with their daughters because if they did give a shit about life,

    it is so.

    Covetousness is one of the reasons and another is INCEST

    having sex with their daughters and some of it is very rough on those daughters (causing humongous confusion) and everyone else related

    and I don it think it will fly.

     

    Drain the swamp!

    God can handle the rest.

    *my ex having sex in a tub with a slut after some other guys who did the same and he called her a fat slut not realizing he was a slut as well in his town which he grew up in and I asked what if she got pregnant would you have married her and he said no she would have had an abortion. Th9is is Catholic thinking even though he says he isn’t pro catholic or pro mother teresa or pro-abortion counting on abortion to protect him yet condemning abortion and those that have abortions and robbing females late in life basically exploiting females (and his own mother hospicing her via starvation because his brothers did the same under bad advice…his advice though he did not attend to it knowing his mom was being starved to death he says upon her wishes yet she could not talk but took out her feeding tube. WHen I had my operational Parkland in the emergency room before the operation the nurse was trying to ram a tube up my nose and i think it  was for feeding. It was so painful. the first time she did it without spraying  the inside of my nose. I refused it because of the pain. THen she sprayed something up my nose and it wasn’t enough to subdue the pain and I refused again because it still hurt terribly. Finally the doctors suggested putting me out so I wouldn’t feel it and I accepted the tube up my nose before the operation and I would imagine she might have refused the tube because of the pain. It is excruciating pain to have something rammed up your nose and I was already in excruciating pain in my abdomen. Perhaps if his mom had been given something to put her to sleep temporarily like you would before an operation she might have accepted the feeding tube so I question his motive and his version about her refusal to accept the feeding tube. She could not talk. She might not have been able to handle the pain (I couldn’t handle it) but if she had been handled differently she might have accepted the tube in her nose. Some people are insensitive to the feelings and/or oppression of others and I would put my ex in that category. (A while back when my pulse rate went up to 145 he said MIND OVER MATTER and went to bed.) Some nurses are the the same way and so are some doctors. There were a few nurses at the same hospital (Parkland) who had me take CAT scans without the proper preparation which meant the results were automatically null and avoid and I would need another CAT scan soon after to get results. The reason for their stupidity was because it was on their schedule (that’s what the nurse told me) and she did not give me the drink I needed or the dye I needed before the CAT scan might have been because they ERRED in the first place by not giving it to me because they either forgot or they intended for me to have a multitude of CAT scans that were null and void  in order for me to lose my hair and eyelashes a few months down the road which in a spiritual sense might be the real reason. ONE OR THE OTHER! There are some nurses and there are some doctors who enjoy the pain of others because they are sadistic and get in the business for those reasons to inflict pain on others. What other business can you get away with inflicting pain on others and get paid for it? Dentistry? ELDERLY CENTERS? WHY DO YOU THINK CLINTON SAID “I FEEL YOUR PAIN” AND I THINK EVEN OBAMA SAID THE SAME THING. THEY GET OFF ON THE PAIN OF OTHERS! DIDN’T MICHELLE OBAMA SAY HER HEART WENT OUT TO THE VICTIMS OF THE HURRICANE IN NEW JERSEY and she soon went to HAWAII FOR A V.A.C.A.T.I.O.N using the death of Sen. INOUYE as an excuse. Think about Nazi Germany and the pain some doctors and some nurses inflicted upon some people they did not respect or they considered to be rodents. IT HAPPENED! The Holocaust. IT IS DOCUMENTED. And some people actually take scissors to people’s eyelashes out of jealousy like my sister did to my brother out of jealousy when she was a child.

    Some people get hardened and have hardness of heart a well.

    PREDICTED IN THE BIBLE AS WELL.

    Tucker Carlson who replaced Megan Kelly recently brought up Mother Teresa as if she is a saint the other night in a discussion about something or other. WHY does he think she is a saint? Because the POPE gave her the title? SURE ARE A LOT OF MEN REPLACING WOMEN ON THE JOB. SURE ARE A LOT OF WOMEN BEING ATTACKED ON THE JOB SEXUALLY AND IN OTHER WAYS: WHY? JEALOUSY? MEN FEELING INADEQUATE AROUND WOMEN of nobler character or just PLAIN SMARTER.

    I think Tucker Carlson was in a discussion about black people watching some kinds of movies and not reacting like others would. And on another show on Fox (The Five) they discussed movies and how some people can’t handle certain horror movies and some can or some enjoy them. I don’t enjoy horror movies myself and prefer adventures and epics. Some people like horror movies but I don’t think it is relevant to the reason why some people are sadistic. My ex doesn’t watch horror movies. I think it goes way deeper. I don’t think anyone can attest to what black people enjoy movie wise because i don’t think it has been surveyed correctly (polled) and i don’t trust surveys (polls) anyway. It’s like associating watermelons to black people yet white people love watermelons as well. IT’S NONSENSE and often people lie on surveys and polls! Especially political surveys (polls) because they have been proven to be in error. (Mitt Romney was predicted to win and possibly because of those tactics, didn’t)  I never get those phone calls and often I think those are meant to influence an election’s outcome and should not be used and a

    BIG WASTE OF MONEY

    AND

    IT IS MEDDLING IN ELECTIONS.

    Yes, my ex’s mom was old but he could have visited his mom and talked her into keeping the feeding tube (or being put under temporarily to have it put in her nose down her throat) which might be an alteration of the truth about the feeding tube. She could have had intraveneous feeding until she might have been able to talk or a miracle may have occurred etc and waited to see her dead instead because he says it was proper) on both spectrums young and old which is covetousness to the extreme and basically getting their cake and eating it too. This is catholic fucked up thinking and then the money he received he spent on his daughter to buy her a new computer and a car to gain favor with his daughter and against his ex and he lied to my daughter about an affair to make her not care much for me and to cause friction between us and to confuse her when he was sleeping with her in the same bed after our divorce which I curtailed in my way (I was very nice about it) and he had me falsely arrested soon after. He didn’t say anything about raping a female in a tub when she was in high school to my daughter when she was RIFLED and then said I should be grateful he paid the bail. IMO he is twisted and deserves punishment and SEVERLY INADEQUATE. THE MISSING LINK, so to speak.

    He said he fell out of her vagina as some sort of reason or excuse that she deserved what she got when he is a little catholic prick and had sex with a female in a compromising position after a bunch of other guys had sex with her and while she was drunk at the same party which in my opinion makes him a gang raper as well. Does he pay her rent or help her for the harm he caused to her mind and body?  HE DID NOT HAVE TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF HER (because others did i.e. PEER PRESSURE?) AND COULD HAVE INSTEAD HELPED HER which is similar to Bill Cosby drugging women to have sex. I see no difference between the two. My ex is making excuses for not being nobler at a young age and succumbing to peer pressure which is  a weakness. I think it is a Catholic problem and a problem of the faith and of many faiths. CULTIC type pressure. Same goes for it takes a village to raise a child is a cultic mindset which is VERY CATHOLIC. Less friction at the expense of others. We have all dealt with peer pressure and some people learn and some deliberately don’t because they are in an advantageous position if they don’t. Besides the fact most Catholics don’t know what is between the leather bounds of a bible because most catholics are taught not to read the bible but to have faith in the bible which is IDOLATRY of a book, isn’t it relying on the priesthood to determine the meaning which is the whole point of why the real Jesus came was to be the intermediary to God between man, women, and God instead of the priesthood who made it a business instead. Same goes for health insurance and a doctor. Health insurance is like the priesthood of faiths and has corroded the health care business in MANY WAYS instead of the opposite hence a shorter life span and ridiculous costs of drugs and care and politics and religion have made the health care business a wreck with ridiculous rules to make up the difference the doctors lose money wise because of the priesthood of insurance providers. A vicious circle. There are good doctors and good nurses but they gets screwed as well by the bad doctors and bad nurses who are in the business for insurance purposes to keep it afloat at the expense of the good doctors and good nurses. Like unions who cause great harm to businesses and to many type services such as the police: Protecting the bad over the good and I think it is religiously motivated by the 2 biggest cults in the world: Catholicism and Islam, both of whom want to rule the world and it ain’t their world to rule and I don’t think it will fly because of GOD. A one world government and a one world religion ain’t gonna fly either.

    HAS IT?

    What were the main things the real Jesus did do.

    He told the truth, he fed people food which he was able to multiply, and he healed them. He did not try to break them or divide them.

    I think the field of medicine is more than a business but a calling and insurance is screwing up their business and affecting their calling (to heal) in a bad way and rewarding the bad doctors and bad nurses over the good in many ways and tends to be the first place an enemy of a nation or an enemy of the people attacks just like in Germany during the Holocaust.

    My suggestion to Trump is do the opposite of what Mother Teresa did and build more hospitals that also teach medicine to doctors and nurses and staff like Parkland Hospital (positive infrastructure for economics besides building and improving our bridges, roads, and highways) and scrap Obama Care and discard the idea of mandatory insurance of any kind in health care for businesses and individuals which is called

    freedom.

    Medical and health care inflation will fall which will help everyone.

    I think things will work out naturally in the middle of those two ideas if implemented.

    If not,

    many will succumb to death needlessly

    and will be on the heads

    of those in

    charge

    whoever they are.

    SS?

    Unbind the teaching field by discarding the union for teachers and schools and CORE TEACHING which protects bad teachers  and stupid logic like 5 plus 2 can equal 4 crap over the good because different locations have different needs depending on the economy and limitations of those locations such as the predominant race of the area and their limitations and go back to the right to work ideal which is free competition which should reward the greater denominator instead of the lowest denominator and help entice the lower denominator desires to do better with the chance to attain their goal. A fluid economy is better than a stagnant economy. Teaching should be a calling and a business aspect of teaching should not stunted by unoriginal thought and style. It needs freedom to explore and blossom the teachers and the students unhindered by a bunch of newts.

    As far as Chicago is concerned

    (Why doesn’t President Barack Obama and his wife move back to Chicago?)

    -Get Rahm Emanuel to sit before Congress with C-Span type coverage for the public  and explain why the city he governed (with whoever is the governor of the state of Illinois) has the problems it has with demographics with maps explaining gun ownership and gun ownership laws and crime statistics and health care provisions (access) and education provisions (access) and analyzed by a few sociologists. Try to enlist the help of Former Mayor Guilliani and his approach to crime and joblessness to help Rahm Emanuel (because it might not be Rahm Emanuel’s fault) and threaten military intervention with severe curfews (to cripple criminal activity) for some areas in Chicago if things don’t dramatically improve quickly. Threaten to de-unionize the police force if it is the problem like during the Prohibition of alcohol and police mob ties. Set a standard to achieve. Chicago is a city under siege like New York on 9-11 and it ought to be scrutinized and just because planes didn’t strike a couple of towers killing thousands of people needlessly (in a matter of a few minutes) doesn’t mean it is not sadistically being attacked by the enemy of America and a ploy of the enemy to freedom and of American ideals to cause havoc in Chicago on the heels of Detroit.

    What is in the water and what is in the wind:

    Secret followers?

    There ought to be a new cabinet seat for helping mayors of besieged cities and their counties and Mayor Rudy Guilliani ought to be in the seat (a good example) since it is our cities that are being attacked in the war on terrorism which actually is mob-related.

    Figure out what the main drug being transported to Chicago is and it’s effects: Is it Meth? What are the liquor laws in those areas (distance from schools, alcohol-related traffic fatalities/crashes and causes, prostitution stats, economic blunders, etc) and legalize marijuana to unbind the kids (black, white and hsipanic) from the mob to help cut ties to the mob with the kids and young adults of all races, religions, and genders.

    I get the feeling that some races would have us believe race relations are more important than gender equality and since there are females in all races making up at least half or more of those races I think gender equality is more important and could lead to some GREAT CHANGES in the races since females have a tendency to be more calm in some situations and smarter in some aspects than the male Equalizers  depending on the individual characteristics/personalities/talents of both the female and the male.

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    When mommie isn’t happy,

    no one is happy

    in a family!

    Most crime is gender-related and males seem to be the worst offenders when it comes to violent crime. Just giving credit where credit is due. Keeping the female down is not helping the cause of the problems in the races and might be having the opposite affect.

    NEWT IS A NEWT.

    President Putin of Russia says that talking is not a crime so I bet Madonna is relieved.  Whew, that was close.

    Does she look dangerous? Has she ever blown up anything but Newt wants to indict her for threatening the White House. Thank God he was never elected for the Presidency of the USA. As far as Russian aggression goes I remember JFK said something about Kruschev which struck me kind of weird about how he didn’t yell and have a tantrum when we actually have pictures of Kruschev and film of Kruschev having a tantrum with a shoe threatening the USA about something. Like two different realities going on which in those days was kind of what was happening. Phantom ships starting wars written about but silenced at the same time by the powers that be at the time, etc.

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    Newt was chastised for his divorce/affair and he is striking back at Madonna for her frustrations at Washington DC which all of us have experienced lately. Confusion is the result of a very bad and destructive presidency in the past caused by fear for the most part which is the tool of a master terrorist. Does Madonna look dangerous?  Ever hear of the Stolkholm syndrome? Anyway Russia’s leader Putin says, “Talking is not a crime.”

    Extremely Poisonous Newt!

    Our government and it’s people are experiencing the syndrome, hence the pre-Trump inauguration and pre-Trump did anything protests. Seemed like an American freakout but at least it was not violent and they were not afraid to protest.

    I guess Rahm Emanuel turned down an offer he had to refuse

    from Trump

    who offered his help because of the crime rate and asked Rahm Emanuel, What do you have to lose? On the show The Five one of the panelists (a new one) brought up some statistics about the crime rate and they were horrendous statistics and Obama’s right hand man on The Five (Juan Williams because he always defends him which I think is racially biased however kind of natural for groups on this earth …we all do it and it is part of sociology and important to be able to talk about it. People tend to hang out with people like themselves. which is what you call a disclaimer in advertising) admitted it was black on black crime and black neighborhoods are for the most part the ones that are experiencing this crime and so were the police who seem to be in the crosshairs of the criminals like in the days of the Prohibition when mobs infiltrated and decimated many on the police force though he did not say all that but I have a pretty good ideas and he also said I don’t think troops on the ground in Chicago will help, but of course you need other kinds of intervention to make it successful which is: legalizing marijuana, employing some severe curfews, de-unionizing the police force in Chicago which don’t seem to be doing a very good job of protecting the individual policemen and women who are being killed in the line of duty and off duty as well not to mention corrupted in various ways mob style hence not much an insurance for them , and getting Rudy Guilliani in there or someone like him to help with the joblessness giving hope to some of the people in those neighborhoods who want it. Too bad a mayor can turn down help and before too long will probably be begging for it but in the meanwhile others will perish. Rahm Emanuel needs to be reigned in and questioned before Congress for refusing help or be responsible for the deaths/corruption of Chicago’s finest and for the crime rate and joblessness that seems to have grown exponentially since the Obama Administration began: Remember one of those victims was a 14 year old girl who coincidentally was at the White House previously in the choir/band that sang/played for the President and the First Lady (the Obamas) at some political cult affair. I think she caught his eye and Michelle noticed.

    The Future—And I’m Talking, Like, 35,000 Years In The Future—Is Still Bright – a funny from the Onion

    The following picture from 2000 Space Odyssey

    speaks a thousand words, doesn’t it

    or is it a day?

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    An OMINOUS SIGN: The future must not belong to those who slander the prophet/profit of Islam- Obama 2012 at the United Nations to a stunned crowd of enthusiasts!

     

    There’s that number ….amount $35,000 that was distributed or a payoff to some in my family that I mentioned before in this post and quite few times in others for silence, I think. Is this a coincidence? I don’t think so. Black hearts was the icon used in my sisters e-mails during some tumultuous emails about my mom and some family issues that had not been resolved and never will be unless they want to resolve it. We tried a few times but the attempts didn’t gel and it would have been so easy too. The Pharaoh of Egypt had a hard time accepting truth to the point of decimating his own army and starting up again when he left the land of UR.

    Transfer of power are like when Moses staff which turned into a serpent consumed the other staff before him. When JFK was transported to Bethesda (Bethsaida) in a coffin his staff were at the airport with the press/secret service/priests gathered as if being consumed by the incoming VP to President LBJ. Is Ur in the land of Og? There are the Ural Mountains in Russia (They are notably associated with the boundary between Europe and Asia.) and then there are the Inaugural pledges each President makes.

    Rahm Emanuel probably is afraid to lose his other thumb

    that

    or he is afraid of Nancy Pelosi’s motherly love.

    NOTHING GOOD HAPPENED DURING THE OBAMA ADMINISTRATION

    TO ANYONE IN THIS WORLD because of Obama

    however there were some remarkable people

    that

    did remarkable things in spite of OBAMA’s intent like those that told as best they could what was occurring at the NSA and what was hidden by the

    heads

    of the THE STATE DEPARTMENT.

    (I will give my impressions about the transfer of power in my next post.)

    WHY bitch about Madonna’s verbage and not be outraged at the UNARMED woman killed at the gates of the White House by the SECRET SERVICE AND THE PARK POLICE AND APPLAUDED BY THE CONGRESS FOR THEIR EVIL DEED? WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON? Madonna the mysonginist has a right to think and express her thoughts (she’s an artist) but to take her seriously before she acts upon it which she won’t and not take seriously the crime and murder of an unarmed woman killed with a baby in her car ON FILM SHOWN BY FOX NEWS who I think was leaving the WHITE HOUSE CULT of Obama during the government shutdown is astonishingly INSANE. WHERE WAS THE OUTRAGE? Where is it now?

    Some do unremarkable things as well like the lady that ran into my car while my ex was driving it and totaled the passenger door just now. I lent him my car because his spark plugs were causing trouble in his car and it happened after I wrote this addition to my post. She was old and on her way to get some physical therapy and she wasn’t thinking is what the ex said on the phone to me just now. HOW CONSIDERATE OF HIM giving her so much leeway …..wish it was physical leeway.  He thought she was gonna stop and she didn’t stop so he’s gonna get some duct tape for the window and her insurance is gonna pay for the wreck she caused and she admitted freely it was her fault to her insurance company. Ever hear of defensive driving? He had all this time to think about what she was gonna do and he didn’t avoid it.  He said he slowed down. Perhaps he should have sped up.

    Seems kind of like a “put on” i.e. “a manufactured accident”

    for “the purpose”

    under the sun, nothing new.

    Liability

    Liability insurance obviously leads to manufactured accidents for scam purposes and/or many other purposes so I ‘m not sure it’s wise to force people to buy into it because it is a temptation. IF our government is able to produce weather storms and ocean storms such as tsunamis they can produce liability claims via those storms which I think is happening in part to support Global Warming/Climate Change  agenda of the Vatican and it’s a chunk of change and is costing our country a lot of money but making a few rich off their insanity.

    I believe less accidents would occur

    if people did not have to carry liability insurance.

    We might have to employ more police DEDICATED for traffic purposes (intelligent ones) to come to the scene of the accident LIKE THEY USED TO DO and check identification address of the people involved, determine fault with evidence such as witnesses and physical evidence and cameras footage which should be improved on the roads at every signal light and stop sign to be used in traffic court for the payback of costs, and pay back of Physical and mental anguish, hospital costs, car replacement costs, damage costs etc. This might also help with illegal alien identification, drug trafficking, driving while intoxicated or medicated, etc and be a part of the highway department? And let the DEDICATED TRAFFIC lawyers haggle out the fault and the fair payback in court or settle out of court because the longer the wait in time the more the cost of mental and physical anguish, and inconvenience cost not to mention court dues and lawyer fees depending on who wins or loses.

    Neil Young – Needle and the Damage Done

    *Also the cell phone industry ought to pay for some of the cost of traffic accidents and the other aspects of accidents caused by cell phone activity during an accident.* Just like bars and places that served alcohol had to help out when we cared about drunk driving. Or like tobacco companies had to comply as well because of their liability for selling cancerous sticks to get addicted on. Would be very helpful to sell non addictive cigarettes to make up for it. Might be a good cause for Melania Trump along with her twitter desires for a Greater America to get involved in the cell phone responsibility for accidents which I think are worthy to improve upon since I’m pretty sure cell phone conversations and tweets might be responsible for road rage and over emotional driving and un-nessassary problems that could be settled on the side of the road or at one’s residence. (Not to mention a great way to track people you wish to cause harm to via accidents or to threaten people with close calls. THe cell phone is a great tool but also a tool that can be misused by those that misuse tools.) I’ve witnessed the damage done via cell phones and twitter and it is shocking and needs to be reigned in in many ways just like patent theft which is as destructive to our growth and sustenance as a country. If another country can affect out voting privilege and if our computers can be hacked as Assange and Snowden proved and others so can twitter accounts be misused by those that like to cause trouble in relationships and communications acting as another person for cults and for political purposes and for the mob and might help to lower the amount of teenage suicides which is very contagious and especially because of twitter: Idle words. If cell hone usage can cause brain cancer, bad posture, or bad eyesight i’m sure it can do a lot of other bad things not recognized as of yet.

    Do we have to carry liability insurance

    in regards to sexual harassment on the job?

    Why not….. if we have to have accidental liability.

    Can you imagine the amount of sexual harassment claims which would ensue

    if we did have to carry sexual harassment liability?

    How about accidental pregnancy insurance? Accidental Herpes Insurance?

    I tripped on my rug insurance?

    Everyone would be doing it!

    Insurance makes it easy-sleazy to have accidents and you have to make it a huge hassle and less people will have accidents or will eat the cost to avoid the hassle, IMO.

    However it might hurt the Hertz rent-a-car industry which seems to be the beneficiary of traffic accidents.

    Speaking of Hertz

    Trump ought to reconsider his list of terrorist nations and add Herzogovena, Croatia, Serbia and Bosnia to the list to not be as lenient on their citizens entering our country that are sent to our country to cause trouble for the RCC and RADICAL ISLAM. They may look innocent but first-hand knowledge: they aren’t. They don’t do it for their religion…they do their dirty deeds for money after being radicalized and those countries are prophesied in the bible as a signal BEWARE kind of signs (the bear with three ribs I think) and it was during the Clintonian years we got involved with those countries and others where he left men behind: Yemen

    And if Mexico doesn’t want to pay for the wall

     because fences make good neighbors

    then we should not trade with Mexico

    including tourism

    and we shouldn’t anyway when Mexico is famous for arresting and detaining americans in prisons for nothing without representation AND ABUSING THEM.

    We shouldn’t share our medical inventions, health care, or doctors, either!

    If they don’t want to be a good neighbors

    we should consider them bad neighbors

    and treat them that way. 

    We should reconsider expanding the USA and then we would only need to worry about a very short border the distance equivalent to the distance between Washington DC to Virginia and consider our options regarding the Panama Canal and I bet Mexicans might learn to respect the USA and so will the rest of the world.

    IE

    MULTIPLYING our country and our bread.

    Mexico knows it’s responsibility in the rise of the crime rate in America and the destruction of many kids and should be on bended knees begging for forgiveness.

    If they don’t pay for the wall Mexico will pay in another way and it will be far worse and higher price but worth the fight.

    The Mexican border is our weakness and the Panama Canal was our strength. 

    The governments of Mexico and Central America are the weakness of Mexico to it’s peoples who have been mistreated are their weakness and our strength.

    How come we never see Mexican guards across the Rio Grand trying to keep the very unhappy people that cross over to the UNITED STATES? They don’t want those people that’s why. They want our people though at the borders areas usually on paved areas where they rifle through their shit and press false charges and keep their shit, like thieves. How come we rarely see United States citizens trying to cross over illegally via the Rio Grand into Mexico? Most of the Mexican people and Central Americans would be far happier being a part of the USA. But they would not dare say it in Mexico or Latin America because they probably would be beheaded if they did.

    Problem is the amount of corruption but our military is far superior to theirs and to the mob if we clean it up a bit of traitors but they tend to prove themselves during warfare.

    Sometimes war is worth it if it changes the horizons for the future for good natured peoples not bent on torture but nearing the fulfillment of those dreams in each of us. Mexico has been a thorn and was compliant allowing a bunch of people to invade the USA and didn’t warn us and on their way some were also killed and raped AND BEHEADED such as A BUNCH OF STUDENTS and used it FOR THE RCC’s and RADICAL ISLAMS GOALS to make them afraid and tax our limits constantly testing our weakness which is our border which is too long and wide and it needn’t be that way.

    Mexico doesn’t give a shit about America and if paid the right money would go along with the RCC and Radical Islam’s feelings for us such as:

    Death to America and americans and some of our leaders in the past to cause troubles because both love corruption, mayhem, and confusion to profit from it

    and love the subjugation of women

    because of their weaknesses as boys

    dressed like men in their fashion.

    I don’t think there is any other way to deal with the mob

    than to go to war against the mob and it’s leaders.

    Legalizing marijuana if grown in the USA will put a HUGE crimp in their business and  cut off for the most part their connection to young adults and teens. It’s stupid to use Marijuana as a reason not to fight the mob.

    If it’s the gate way drug so then take the gateway. Everyone knows most marijuana is pretty harmless compared to alcohol except for the fact it is supposedly the gateway drug! (and driving under the influence of most drugs and all alcohol should be controlled. The sun if you sit out tanning can make you drunk and can cause traffic mishaps. Too much of anything can have bad results.) Logic tells me then take the gateway drug and control of it. If wine were the gateway alcohol to hard liquor and hard liquor was considered evil (which it can be) take Mel Gibson for example:

    Oscar nominations 2017: Mel Gibson’s comeback is for real

    then you control the wine to distance people like Mel GIbson from hard liquor. You upgrade the wine and degrade the hard liquor with punishments so that Mel will want to drink wine instead and upgrade places that serve wine vs hard liquor so Mel will want to go to places that serve wine vs going to places that serve hard liquor.

    (I like liquor sometimes but it can be tricky and so can wine and beer be tricky I was just using it as an example.)

    I believe war is a necessary evil sometimes for defensive purposes.

    BLAME IT ON JIMMY CARTER.

    He gave away our pearl (The Panama Canal) and as far as I can tell it has not improved the prospects of people near the area since many are coming to America for a better life and usually it isn’t and has made them more vulnerable to the mob and to radical Islam via Catholicism (IMO) but contracts were made to be broken and obviously so were covenants made to be broken so why do we delay?

    When Latin Americans and Mexicans come over in droves as they often have I’m sure it’s pretty easy for a Radical Islamic Terrorists to hide within their ranks because of skin color so radical Islamic Terrorists are more likely to make friends with people that are or have the same kind of looks and the Vatican’s introduction of politically correctness has made it hard to distinguish the difference. SO for Mexico not to make a huge offer of money towards a wall for a good fence then they must obviously intend to favor Radical Islamic pressure over American pressure hence they are colluding but maybe under pressure of the Vatican and Radical Islam which use each other. IF you watch Walter Veith’s tapes you will see they are in collusion. Not the regular people under them but the leaders because they don’t know how to handle each other other than be stupid together. We can’t let the Vatican and their stupidity and Radial Islam win or we will look like a mass grave with our skulls over in one pile and skeletons in another because of skin color. If they behead and hang their own people with out lawyers and judges involved they are definitely gonna kill for skin color, gender, religious or political reasons etc. And it is happening in Mexico students killed in mass graves. So something has to be done because they are our neighbor and cross over our borders in droves. Did anyone ask the Radical Islamic people why they ran planes into buildings in New York and why they were Saudis? I have never heard a good excuse yet for their terrorism only that we went afterwards and invaded Afghanistan and Iraq for revenge. Makes absolutely no sense.

    (Bad enough using false sarin gas reports when I think in reality The President Assad was too white for Obama’s sensitivity to color plus he was dying to get his hands on it himself, I think.)

    The argument for giving away the Panama Canal was intercontinental ballistic type nuclear weaponry kind of made it inadequate but there are plenty of other reasons to take back the canal such as RADICAL Islamic Terrorism and pretty soon Iran will be in the top five nuclear family but they use pows civilians in innocent activities as their blackmail and we need the Panama Canal for that reason the very reason I think we gave it away. IF we control it we have a great deterrence the swampy area in between Central America and South America and the canal and instead we can concentrate on other entries into the USA (airports and ports) and since Mexico doesn’t want to participate in fighting the mob or RADICAL ISLAMIC terrorism and help us to control the border they are asking for a change of scenery. IN my opinion they have been colluding with the enemy of the USA but then so have some our Senators and Congress but hopefully we can vote them out. Why would anyone have supported the Muslim Brotherhood or funded them except under the mis-direction and mis-intel of the Vatican?

    The Vatican has made it clear they don’t want borders and they don’t mean book stores. They want borderless countries (if they control them) which is all well and good but not reasonable since they don’t and can’t without our help and they turn on their friends on a whim. They kill their own popes and other people’s popes and I doubt Iran will go along with the idea, or many parts of Asia, or Africa or most places so why be stupid supporting their pipe dreams. We can always return the canal after the threat of Radical Islamic Terror is put to rest but we should ask for it back at least temporarily and see if the Panamanians are for terrorism or against or will work with us and not against the USA.

    I doubt Santa Anna will help fight Islamic terrorism?

    My guess is he would join their ranks.

    Would Geraldo Rivera? LOL

    He’s probably memorizing the Koran as we speak.

    Borderless countries is like no walls between bedrooms. It’s like the kid next door to us a gypsy kid walking into your living room one morning conversing without knocking or your male cousin visiting without calling beforehand as you are about to take a bath and hanging out on your front porch to wait till you are done bathing and for no particular reason as if my time is their time. What an uncomfortable bath that was too. I made it last a long time as well.but It’s obnoxious, thick-headed, and maddening. It’ rude and especially if  you don’t know the people and don’t know if they would like to cut your throat or strangle your daughter or rape her or take your keys and drive away with your car. That is what borderless countries mean in my estimation. It’s unreasonable and RISKY.  It makes our country have to post guards and dogs on the border because a river ain’t a good enough deterrence because the illegals want a better life that Mexico is not providing for their own people and causes americans to have to pay for extra deterrence some of which are being put at risk of being killed and have been killed in the past and it should be paid for by Mexico. SO Mexico doesn’t have a leg to send on in my opinion and if they aren’t willing to pay for it we should think about whether we want them as neighbors at all.

    Mexico is predominantly Catholic and I don’t particularly agree with their concepts about life or how they treat life. I don’t buy that the fetus as being more important than my mom or the elderly. I see how Mexicans treat life. NOT VERY WELL. I think it is because of their catholic upbringing. I do not think catholics have a better record in regards to honoring life but the opposite. Most of the babies suffocated in cars because of the heat is caused by Mexicans that I have witnessed in the news. Doesn’t the RCC teach them that it is dangerous? Most people wouldn’t leave their dog in 100 degree weather with the windows up. Doesn’t the RCC teach them that it is cruel to do to a dog and you should not do it to your baby,?> No, because they don’t give a shit. Most children killed before getting to the stage of adult life probably are catholic. ‘Would  you let your 8 year old kid sell cigarettes at 4 in the morning on a dark street at night with couples making out in the alleys nearby and bars around? This is what Mexico is like near the border. Doesn’t the Mexican government care about their precious Mexican children? Don’t Catholics care about those catholic kids selling cigarettes on the street in the wee hours?

    Pro lifers ought to adopt these Mexican kids instead of guilting responsible females for having an abortion. Most of these kids are gonna end up dead or messed up because of politics and religion, disease, joblessness, drugs and gangs, the mob, and stupidity and also causing the deaths of others. Most of these kids are born out of wedlock and the others maybe part of a huge family so what does it matter if you lose a few to gangs and thugs. I do not think catholics respect life anymore than any other religion but they respect numbers.

    Read the story in the Old Testament about David when he counted his people and find out what happened to them: Many died.

    I think David was Catholic.

    The bigger they are the harder they fall but that’s not why. There is a lot of knowledge in the Old Testament.

    But catholics don’t read their bibles and many offshoots of catholicism those faiths don’t read the Old Testament as if it isn’t important because of the New Testament.

    A baby cannot give you wisdom in time of war. A baby cannot provide food for the family. A baby cannot keep a job. A baby cannot defend you. They are fun and they are precious when born if you want one and in the right circumstances etc  and are a huge responsibility to be taken seriously and when it is appropriate but they are not more important than the elderly who do have wisdom and experience. They do not take precedence in my opinion. IF catholics want to reproduce like rabbits that is fine but don’t expect others to take your shit because we don’t believe in the same things you do. Besides if catholic faith is superior why are catholic countries always trying to invade the USA because of lack of coherence on the part of the religion in their country and politics in their countries.

    Why are catholics countries predominantly POOR.

    My ideas for Sanctuary Cities

    The first place Trump should clean up illegals is sanctuary cities such as where the crime against Kate occurred. The alleged killer of Kate was rewarded and given drugs in a trash bin near by when Kate and her dad (probably an incestuous dad met alone:where was his wife? ) on a pier and she was shot with a gun found under a bench that just happened to be there. I think or have a suspicion the man who shot Kate was set up by the cops or the dad or both. Too many variables that sound like a set up of an angry dad. Anyway take those illegals and figure out their criminality records which I doubt Mexico keeps any and test the illegals in various ways without water boarding them. Sleep deprivation works fine for torture and is enough to get the job done especially if you have plenty of time to do it but you can figure out with lie detector tests if they are lying or are sociopaths in which case those tests are useless and try to gain information enough to vet the illegals properly and if they pass they stay and get legalized through the process taking pictures and profiling them and make them (since they came in illegally) report to their bail bond person (that those that want to protect them are willing to pay) once a day until they are legal to keep track of illegals. Make those that want to protect illegals house them as well in their own homes or apartments nearby their friend who will take personal charge of them to teach them the American Way on their dime or by donations from the BGEA or other religious faiths involved. Doesn’t that sound fair? And those that don’t pass and you don’t want to keep because of their bad records or criminality send to Mexico City via airplane in shackles or by bus so you can put a bunch of undesired illegals on it with guards at the expense of those that want to protect them (private and religious donations, not tax funded) and hand them over to the Mexico City police. Send each with a shoe box filled with presents from the BGEA and a picture of Franklin Graham with an address and phone number of Franklin Graham to thank him as a testimony unto him inside the shoeboxes (the left over shoe boxes probably still sitting on a shelf in a warehouse somewhere.)  Send a tamale from a trash pile and photos of them on the trash pile in peril about to eat the tamale on film to the government officials in Mexico City like Franklin Graham and Greta used to get donations for those shoe boxes.

    Since Mexico is  not a good neighbor they should pay for the whole she-bang. People have died defending our borders because of Mexico’s laissez-faire attitude about their citizens and other citizens coming through their country into our country. Citizens have died because of Mexico’s laissez-faire attitude about our citizens rights and not securing their side of the border. The cost of having illegals is immeasurable and the cost of having to find them and vet them etc is unmeasurable. Mexico should pay for the wall and everything else having to do with their citizens intrusion illegally such as pain and suffering of our citizens who have been affected by their criminal activity and the trouble they have caused to our country. The jobs they have taken is immeasurable.  They have used their citizens and Latin America’s citizens for the RCC to serve them to cause trouble in the USA. MEXICO SHOULD PAY AND a 20% tariff is way too small. BEST NOT TO TRADE WITH A BAD NEIGHBOR or how will they learn to be good ones if they don’t feel the pain. AMERICANS HAVE DIED because of Mexico and it’s lousy leadership and HUGE PRIDE and it’s collusion with the POPE and the Vatican’s agenda without warning the USA and for RADICAL ISLAM against the USA and against their own citizens and for the mob against US citizens and their own citizens. THEY HAVE ACTED AS OUR ENEMY in times of CRISIS and should not be forgiven easily for it. They have made their problems our problems and shirked their responsibility in essence they have insulted us.

    Insults aside they owe us a lot

    and

    In fact we should take their oil

    and their land for encroaching on ours.

    Does that sound fair?

    Did they warn us of possible terrorists crossing through their country into ours using their citizens and Latin American citizens??? Why not?
    I think they must have made a deal with someone without telling us and now the tables have turned. Who might that be? IRAN? While Iran may be close to having nuclear power do they have the intercontinental missile power to get their nuclear weapons power over a long distance to attack the USA using Mexico and the Panama canal instead? It ought to be investigated and definitely NOT IGNORED because it sure would be coincidental and as I said I do usually take coincidences seriously and that would be a BIG ONE. And it seems related somehow to the history we have experienced.

    It would fit a pattern.

    WIth Saudi Arabia, Iran could attempt to deliver mass destruction so as not to have to compete with Mexico and kill two birds (Mexico and the USA) with one stone across an ocean because Obama doesn’t want a future with those who insult their prophet/profit and Iran seems like it might want the same and I KNOW SAUDI ARABIA would be in agreement. We ought to be wary of those countries and Mexico’s vulnerabilities with way too much pride.

    Greta Van Susterne would probably be a great person to head up the

    Tamale Sanctuary City Relief.

    I’m pretty sure she knows where those warehouses are located with the left over shoe boxes.

    Oh yea and get the alleged killer of Kate a good lawyer like Dershowitz

    on the tax payer’s dime.

    I do think 4 years is a long wait to be legalized and shows ineptitude on the part of our government in charge of legalizing aliens but I think it has to do with the election process. I think it should be a shorter process and lenient as far as knowing things or paying taxes even full fledged americans born and bred in the USA don’t know or do. I think illegal aliens just should not be allowed to vote for a long long time like women and blacks had to wait to prove their ability to make good decisions and to prove they did not relocate to affect our way of life for a foreign government or foreign interest.  Make them wait 18 years to vote. It is a privilege to vote and should be considered a right for those that want to vote and are citizenized. (I didn’t vote because of all the lies in the news media.) Treat them like a baby that needs to turn of age. Most women and most blacks that were held back from voting should have been allowed to vote since they were citizens blacks against their will and women mistreated because of gender inequality which is a misnomer if Presidents are supposed to defend the constitution both blacks and females must not have been included in the constitution from the beginning (without saying so) which in my opinion makes the constitution not worth it’s salt, a bit dated, a contradiction of freedom, and should be considered a dereliction of white male effeminacy like the popes instruction to leave women out of the priesthood although I am against the priesthood anyway. Basically the constitution was written by a bunch WASPS or white men and for white men only and the constitution should be rescinded based on that reason alone because it is only an extension of Roman Catholic dogma gone wild. We should defend the Ten Commandments and that is what the President should have to swear upon since it is a worthy legal commandment and might help in regards to foreign affairs not get us embroiled in wars that are unnecessary and for political purposes instead of for the purpose of the defense of the USA and it’s citizenry. The whole point the USA was established was to get away from foreign influence and have freedom but males who keep women down and slave masters of races seem to have arrived on the shores of America in time for the RE-writing of the Constitution, hence the Constitution should be revamped to include blacks and women and other races as important in stature as WASPs and the effeminate fags of the RCC who in my opinion are ineffectual in many ways and on our shores have proven to be a very bad and deadly influence and should be removed

    like the stone before Lazarus

    to and for improving our country in a myriad of ways

    because of it’s previous

    HARDNESS OF HEART AND PLAIN OLE STUPIDITY

    and frontally lobotomized in a spiritual and intellectual sense

    by foreign influence to degrade the USA

    and upgrade the status of a tumble weed compared to an elm or an oak tree

    a cypress or a laurel and the many other trees that grow in various ways.

    Revelation 9:7-9

    And the shapes of the locusts were like unto horses prepared unto battle; and on their heads were as it were crowns like gold, and their faces were as the faces of men.

    And they had hair as the hair of women, and their teeth were as the teeth of lions.

    And they had breastplates, as it were breastplates of iron; and the sound of their wings was as the sound of chariots of many horses running to battle.

    Citizens are more than potential tax revenue. They contribute more than most politicians to the welfare of our country in ways no one notices and they are the ones that create business opportunities for themselves and others if allowed to save and invest in themselves and others, but our politicians because of the RCC influence and federal worker mentalities have made it very difficult for the average citizen and if that isn’t rectified there won’t be a federal government for long and everyone will be spouting off like Madonna and some will actually accomplish it and probably will be wearing habits or haijabs, prayer shawls, mini skirts, maxi skirts and pleated skirts, saris and turbans, and doilies on their heads!

    The politicians and the press will be wearing ashes on their heads, weeping, begging for their lives and begging for mercy:). 

    SO DO TRY!

    There are 318.9 million citizens out here in the USA since 2014 and that’s a whole lotta people > as compared to 2.8 million people working for the government. I have never seen a stampede at a soccer game but even those can be harrowing. I don’t think John the Baptist could eat them all even if he tried real hard.

    Elton John – Burn Down The Mission – 1970 – YouTube

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    AND WILL BE THE DOWNFALL OF OUR COUNTRY

    pretty soon if we don’t straighten up their shitty little brains

    and stop them from fucking with everyone!

    If someone rewrote parts of the bible I’m sure it can be possible the same happened

    to the US constitution.

    Without the Ten Commandments we have nothing to hold us up in trying times and will go down with everyone else who is going down who don’t believe in God who in my opinion was a defender of females on the same stature and level with males and their children and their children’s children that were born

    and all of their ancestry in tumultuous times   ….

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    “The Lord tells me he can get me out of this mess,

    but he’s pretty sure you’re fucked.”

    Humans are not meant to be RCC lemmings:

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    This is a room full of lemmings with a LEMMING on the floor on a persian rug. It could be a roman rug but it is silly. He is not in a garden about to be arrested by a mob: he is lying on a rug being propped by the mob because he is willing to bow wow to the mob  and is an insult to anyone with a brain.


    I watched once when a woman had a baby in her cart at the grocery store and he was an active kid and stood up while his ADULT (over 21) female baby sitter was looking at the things on the shelf and he was not seat belted which scared me from a far because he was so active and she wasn’t paying attention and I heard a huge thud more like a huge crack and he had fallen on his head on cement. IT was horrible. I didn’t see it I heard it. I have no idea if he was her baby or she was his nanny. I think she was from India but she could have been from Mexico because she wasn’t wearing a sari or what ever many indian women wear. She hushed the kid from his crying and he did not look like her race. He looked white. I’ll bet he had a brain injury from the fall it was that hard but babies are very bouncy as well however this one didn’t bounce. I  imagine he had a huge bump later on but I have no idea because he wasn’t my kid. I had a hard time trusting babysitting after that and before for a number of other reasons. I think I had my parents baby sit once or twice for me because I didn’t feel comfortable leaving my child with someone else even my parents even though i trusted them more than most people do their parents plus they lived 5 hours away but i could have used a few nights out to relax but I never  felt too comfortable. My kids were precious to me once I had them. I think most american women who have had abortions in their past have more respect for life and their own children’s heads and child safety than this woman did for this young tot. We are a different culture in america than some other country nearby and we have to remember even though we are kind of a melting pot of many cultures

    ours is a better culture.

    You don’t see Americans  fleeing to Mexico to escape poverty by crossing the Rio Grand, do ya? It is self evident their culture is inferior on that basis alone. IF Catholicism is so great why do Mexicans flee their country?

    I think from what I heard Kelly Anne Conway one of Trump’s biggest fans say about the preciousness of life ‘because she is Catholic and/or a pro-lifer’ ought to take charge and find homes for these precious Catholic mexican kids in Mexico for starters since it is their heritage and then if not successful find out why. What is the problem? It might help relations if we had a better understanding of their heritage and their Catholiicist ideals and why it isn’t working out for the most part.


    Obviously, I often gag (NOT LITERALLY) when I hear a catholic praise their own respect for the preciousness of life because of their religion and because of what Catholicism has done to life. HOSPICE for one and the many other crimes against humanity in their history but they never, ever admit to or even acknowledge. Purposeful FOLLY and IGNORANCE. False PRIDE. I Find it gross to the max though I like Kelly Anne Conway’s personality and contribution to the political field but when I heard her talk about the preciousness of life it was sickening. IF Catholics would admit to the evils of hospice and the evils of the past caused because of Catholicism I might trust catholics a little more than I do. I don’t trust them whatsoever because they don’t admit or tell the truth or acknowledge the evils their religion is responsible for but are very talented at the delicacies spoken about in revelation. Maybe Kelly Anne Conway ought to read it and see if she doesn’t fit that description Lot of catholics fit that description and ought to take step back and learn history of the catholic monstrosity and it’s ill affect on societies all over the world in the present and in the past. And then be smart and clever enough to ask why? It would really help the world if catholics did that. It would help them as well. It is worth doing and not schmaltzing everyone with schmaltzy platitudes. It would be far greater thing to do and have a better ending than what is in Revelation for the religion, it’s property, and it’s followers. Anyway Ian Paisley has a site I mentioned earlier in this post with a picture of him which might help if you go to his site and read about Catholicism from a Protestants point of view and understanding, and then listen or read Walter Veith’s (who was raised Catholic) contributions and his studies instead of leaning on numbers as if that makes you greater.


    WE DON’T NEED THEIR CORRUPTION or ours and it will be the undoing of AMERICA if we don’t contain their inroads to weaken and destroy us little by little.


    Anyway this woman that damaged my car was in an SUV on the phone and the cell phone had nothing to do with it.

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    His cell phone was in the passenger seat of my car while he drove it.

    Insurance sellers use fear just like terrorists!

    A lady commentator on Fox News said something like if less people buy Obama Care or health care insurance because they are healthy people prices will go up for others but she failed to say health care prices will drop. One is a short term response and the better is the long term response. Catholics use guilt attempting to guilt the healthy people if they don’t buy insurance when in reality they are doing everyone a favor but patience is a virtue few have especially terrorists and catholics. I think patience is one of the virtues of the 7 mountains on which the woman in Revelation sits (i could be wrong) but I think the RCC and Mother Teresa thought the virtue was patients. I imagine Pope Francis the same since he sainted her recently but have you seen who he hangs out with:Jesuit Priest Frederico Lombardi who looks as smart as Bret Baird of Fox News who believed some Syrian women telling him that women smothered and strangled themselves under blankets while in captivity in order not to be raped by ISIS. Incidentally he wrote a book about Eisenhower, can you imagine? He is part of the flood. His interviews of the writers involved in Benghazi proved his ineptitude or naivety and more than likely his deceptive mind. IT was shameful how he handled those writers but he got to write a book himself. Timing is coincidental, isn’t it? I don’t think commentators should write history books or biographies at least in this case but it will be because of the popularity of Fox news a best seller being advertised incest-antly. He probably would if he could write a book about the many reasons why the one bullet theory of the JFK assassination is true when it’s ridiculous. Vincent Bugalosi wrote about it as well and he wrote a bunch of books probably during his stay in the Congo when he got lost as a military POW. Probably his reward. A lot of people made a lot of money selling lies. I doubt he wrote it but was used as a front.

    Catholics don’t judge yet they have the Court of the Gentiles and Popes who tell others what is morally right and wrong and their flock repeat it to a point of well let’s say it would be like living with Bill O’reilly 24 hours a day twisting the truth into a huge ball of bullshit. My dad said O’reilly was a blowhard which is kind of funny considering a recollection that stood out to me about O’reilly in the last few years about some subject he was wading in was like spitting in the wind.

    He kind of threatened my future a few days back about where I live and how close I am to the hospital etc in a veiled threat that sounded oooohhhh sooooooo considerate. It was strange but I caught it and I did not confront him about it (because he would have lied his ass off {or would not remember because it came from someone else’s consciousness while in a state of Catholic bliss} if I did plus I wanted to think about it and put it in a proper perspective) but he will see not everything is gonna go the way he thinks it will. I think he was feeling some kind of threat, but not by me, of exposure not that I haven’t done my level best to expose his nature even in this post but it was a long extenuated (and excruciating in a way) post. Plus I feel it fair to give Trump a chance like I did Obama. It was remarkable that he became President and I think by my estimation because of quite a few people who were brave enough to fight a corrupt government on both sides of the aisle and of many corrupt religions and beliefs infiltrated by those that like to do harm,

    enjoy doing harm,

    and profit

    from doing harm!

    I am against his kind of solutions. I am against hospice/murder-suicide using abortion as an excuse and Medicaid or Medicare for the tool to ease the implementation of Mother Teresa’s murder suicide cult solution for the Roman Catholic Church and as a threat to the elderly and the sick and non catholics…a very real and dangerous  threat to the armed forces and their families and basically a soft terrorist CULTISH tool to control the masses and everything that isn’t them or doesn’t want to be controlled by them to make it seem legit and moral when it is IMMORAL and to make HOSPICE not look CATHOLIC which it is and to veil their death traps such as retirement homes for the military. KInd of how they schmucked Global warming into Gore’s fiendish hands a payoff for those hanging chads in FLORIDA and the people that lose are the people and then remind them how they fucked us over in so many ways by trying to sell us gold from albequirkey using a Catholic dickhead to remind us of our debt to the world. THE WORLD OWES US and the RCC OWES THEM. If everyone saw a bunch of nuns in the hospitals or retirement centers the hair on their necks and backs and everywhere else would electrify so they hide behind their appeasements such as the Federal Government and their Great Society ideas of LBJ to take care of the less fortunate and instead take care of South and Latin Americans that come across the border illegally and not protect those americans that fought in wars, not protect their wives when they get older and are at their mercy, and not keeping the promises that were promised to them and their families that gave up their parent for a few years of their lives for the protection of other countries mostly in Europe because of Catholic agendas and to cover up Catholic ideas such as GLOBAL WARMING AND CLIMATE CHANGE and those that profit by the sky is falling tactics giving them a veil to cause havoc and destruction using places like HAARP. Why are Catholic Nations so corrupt? BECAUSE THEY ARE CATHOLIC IS WHY. The RCC is run by the MOB and the JESUITS etc. The RCC divided the Ten Commandments is a sure sign something is deeply wrong with Catholicism from the get go. The RCC actually enforced not reading the bible to it’s prisoners: Catholics, in the past for a very very long time and enforcing ignorance while they tweaked the bible and their empire to their liking like history books written by ex history teachers who are in the press basically rewriting history to veil their evil deeds so the RCC doesn’t stink.

    Military families do not live high on the hog while serving in the forces and yes they do travel sometimes not always to where they want to go such as Vietnam, etc and sometimes travel/tour by camping instead of staying in hotels and plush casinos traveling by car (volkswagons and station wagons) eating sandwiches on the way like swiss cheese or pimento sandwiches. My elder siblings went to college at SMU not because of the military and my dad risking his life for his men and women under him because of politics and the french colonies (religion) and for his country but because of real-estate and my mom’s work ethics, talent, and energy in real-estate otherwise my elder siblings would not have gone to SMU and I wish they hadn’t gone to SMU a methodist university for the rich mostly. My dad loved my mom’s contributions for their kids and in my opinion only one of them made GOOD use of their education in a positive way winning a lawsuit against Federal Express for their prejudices and was punished for it later IMO. The Feds and their companies espouse one thing and do another later when no one is watching.

    SMU’s proverb: It is harder for a wealthy person to lose money than a poor person.

     

    Some good things did happen because of God but this small accident involving my car was not one of them.

    Anyway some catholics I knew in the past were serving my needs when I was hospitalized not all necessarily happy about it but they did not recognize me at the same time but I recognized them. I did not say anything to them but it was kind of a sign to me and not manufactured by me. The reason I say not happy about it to some it might have been beneath them to have to do the things they were doing compared to what they were doing when I knew them in the past as far as stature and rank. I wonder why. But let me repeat it was a miracle, a sign, it was truly needed and appreciated. I felt my dad had something to do with it or my mom or both and God knowing I would notice because he was a special person in my youth.

    One of the miracles was when my daughter and I were driving to school before she ended up in ER because of school bullying by classmates and teachers (she was in the passenger seat) a truck was sure to hit us and it seemed to not be able to hit us. Like it was a ghost car. It was a miracle and not a dent on the car or her. At the speed he was going it would have killed her. it poked like it was at her ear and yet she was okay. And i didn’t hear screeching either and I don’t think she did either. I have had miracles but some intentional harm done to my family and me as well and some intentional good done for us as well in spite of the intentional harm but not because of OBAMA but remain anonymous because some of it was good and some bad testing in weird ways (lack of faith I don’t know) and because:

    To err is human!

    Or when my other daughter and I saw our dog who had been shot and killed hanging out with a similar dog at night and we stopped for that dog because of Buck and he disappeared and we found the owner for the other dog. That was a miracle and it wasn’t only me that witnessed it.

    Don’t spark plugs affect the timing of a car?

    Some say timing is everything but this accident is certainly coincidental and I generally don’t believe in coincidences. Anyway he found out he has to replace the whole part for the spark plugs not just the spark plugs to his car in the meanwhile. The spark plugs have a warranty but does the part have a warranty? Seems kind of protectionistic of faulty spark plugs, like a trick of some kind. I think it will cost him in the long run. And as it turned out one thing led to another in the engine.The part is $55 (three wires and a plastic connector. Probably worth a dollar but when in need it’s worth a lot more.) His insurance agent told him to tell her insurance company that I need my car for work so that I will get a replacement while it’s being worked on which would be a lie but I said don’t lie about it just tell them you are using my car and need a car for work yourself until he gets his fixed. I need my car regardless where I work or if I work for many reasons such as because of all the things that can happen in this world like accidents and i guess the point is or possibly has something to do with accidental insurance coverage which is a conundrum because I fear a rise in accidents but it’s important however health insurance is different. Anyway saw my car and the door is totaled yet the paint stuck on well as if made with rubber or something. Like it was a soft landing into the passenger car door and the paint remained more like it melted the car door. Not as bad as I thought since the paint at this time is not chipped but you can’t see through duct tape. It’s so constricting. The point is I think he could have avoided the accident.

    The other night he gave me a paring knife that was in the drawers with the other kitchen knives because it wasn’t sharp (it was rusty) and I said “why don’t you sharpen it? ” and he gave some excuse but isn’t that what can openers do? They sharpen knives. I have a sharpener but was not intended for kitchen knives but for other tools such as leather tools and engraving tools. His mom I think bought or gave us the paring knife a long time ago, as I recall.

    So now I have a rusty paring knife in my workshop: for what? I don’t know.

    I write some of this to protect myself because he isn’t in his right mind in my opinion  and has ulterior motives and does things under someone’s direction who is not for me or in favor of me or my opinions. He certainly has no respect for the content of my posts but says I’m prolific . I don’t think he is right about that besides he doesn’t read them a far as I can tell. LOL.

    Is it my imagination or does Senator Bill Cassidy of Louisiana favor the last governor of Louisiana as well and seems to be an offshoot of Billy Graham and one guy I have posted on one of my blog posts on one of my blogs of a scientist at NASA. A clone or something trying to escape these things we are experiencing, I think.

    My next post is gonna be about those thoughts we think and where they come from as well as about the transfer of power we think we have and some interesting coincidences such as the band that played at the inauguration, etc but I don’t have the time for it right now but in a few days or so when the dust settles because it’s interesting and I think important.

    We ought to teach our kids in our schools about the Holocaust INTENSELY so they will know the signs of bad leadership like OBAMA and we ought to teach our kids about Obama and his dark sentences so they can learn to interpret ominous language (mocking language) and learn to be against it and we ought to teach our kids the history of the Papacy and their legacy which is quite evil poisoning people, killing leaders, lying to the people, sending false intel, infiltrating other religions to quell the truth, money laundering for the mob and for themselves, child abuse, female abuse, replacement theology (the Ten Commandments for one HUGE example sf tracy the his the inference between the  different Ten Commandments and why the differences) and many other sins and signs they like and thrive on so that we don’t repeat history as often people tend to do. Seems to me every country that goes catholic turns into a mess or turns into a banana republic. How many times do we have to see the same thing over and over again before we realize their game which is evil. IT should be a requirement for high schoolers and college students to remain vigilant against an evil empire. Political correctness is one of the tools of the RCC calling evil good and good evil. I think there are many good catholics not because they are catholic but because they see the skullduggery of the RCC and it’s allies and do something about it. I think many are compromised and confused by the RCC games and if they were taught how to fight it, to reject it, it would help them not to be used as pawns of the RCC’s goals and cultish practices in order to keep power which they abuse. We should teach kids in our schools about cults in general and their tactics so they can survive and live abundantly and help others to live abundantly in truth instead of joining the mob, etc. other religons as well so we might understand their perspective. We should have comparative studies of religions and comparative studies of the gospels and comparative studies of the the Old Testament and it’s books and compare them to historical events and h historical accounts of these events, using the arts, technology, and archeology, and most importantly personal experience. WHAT DIFFERENTIATES THEM FROM THE OTHER RELIGIONS TO MAKE THEM THINK THEY HAVE A RIGHT TO RULE THE WORLD. We could find out why the RCC and Islam think they are worthy to rule the world. Everyone might learn something if we didn’t consider it rude since we are all affected by it anyway it seems foolish not to talk about it. Compare and bring in personal experiences to the discussion and it might help us to avoid genocides. We should teach them about Jonestown, Guyana and other religious cults big and small and help the kids have a chance to be individuals and cultivate their talents instead of joining the force of evil such as the insurance business which is a lie. Many with insurance got stewed and screwed because they did NOT believe AND CHOSE THE FAITH OF the RCC and it’s lies WITHOUT RESEARCH. Someone needs to teach Tucker Carlson about Mother Teresa and I hope he reads this post because a theist really did some work (Christopher Hitchens) cited above that puts her into the light to see her evil and malicious intent. Her Hospice and Obama’s seduction of Hospice is a death cult. Just because someone watches horror films does not make them evil and because someone doesn’t watch horror films doesn’t make them good. The difference between reality and fiction. The reality is the practice of Hospice is evil and meant to do evil to some people under the guise of good works and since no one talks about it that ought to be a big sign something is wrong and since Hospice is offered free via one of the human services (medicare or medicaid via Obama) but without doctors care to the elderly and sick should be a big sign of evil intent. Why would anyone offer medical care without doctor’s care? To demote the calling of doctors? To give less than excellent care in retaliation for the demotion of priests? I think so. 

    I have heard it is rude to talk about politics and religion and that is all anyone ever does is talk about politics. It’s time to start talking about religion to understand it’s influence on politics. Why doesn’t Paul Ryan talk about hospice? Why doesn’t anyone in Congress talk about hospice yet it is on the books legally so it had to have been discussed somewhere by someone in Congress.

    Why did Congress applaud when the Washington Park Police and Secret Service shot a woman to death outside the grounds of the White House by the gates of the White House while she had a baby in her car during the government shutdown when Obama was telling the federal workers to stick with him? Why doesn’t the press investigate more about that crime? Why doesn’t the press find out why Obama was telling the Federal workers to stick with him? Are the press afraid of being outed about their (the federal workers) allegiance to Rome (plants) and the Papacy???

    Who vexed them? Were they drugged?

    Why doesn’t the press divide Obama’s language a little deeper? Ask him what he meant at the UN when he said “the future must not belong to those that insult the prophet of Islam.”

    Ask him why he gave the Medal of Honor to Joseph Biden. To mock him? To shut him up? What did Joseph Biden do to earn the medal of honor? At this rate everyone in congress, the press, the democrats the republicans and libertarians, the CIA, the Secret Service, the FBI, The Treasury, the DOD, and all other federal government entities could be awarded the medal of honor.

    The one thing he did do was repeat what was inside his head which was

    GET A SHOTGUN

    and that thought came from someone other than himself, I think during the time when many kids especially females were being attacked in the USA. RIFLED.

    That is about the only thing I would give credit to Joseph Biden in an honorable way was to THAT particular outburst. Someone was talking in his ear spiritually.

    And I sure wouldn’t give Michelle Obama the benefit of doubt when she said “when they go low, we go high” (and vice-versa)….did she say road? No, and she did not mean road either. She meant manipulating the foreign currency market of whoever it was she was referring to when she said the word “they”! The lady with the pretty cat eyes on Fox News of the show called OUTNUMBERED should know that, but she doesn’t know that, does she?

    I would imagine she and her ilk might have affected the stock market one fateful Tuesday in October way back when!

    BUT

    Can you beat that?

    Pooling money isn’t Godly , it’s atypical of sociopaths who are HELL BENT and screwing with the citizenry

    az the Obamas

    were

    famous for.

    Another sending her heart to the victims of the hurricane in New Jersey as she steps on to a plane to go to Hawaii on vacation spending a bunch of tax dollars  using the untimely death of Senator Inouye as an excuse to go to a half day at the most inconvenience of meeting with and grieving with the people that care about him.

    PPPPUUUURRRRRRFFFEEECCCTTTT

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    And the winepress was trodden without the city, and blood came out of the winepress, even unto the horse bridles, by the space of a thousand and six hundred furlongs.

    And the city lieth foursquare, and the length is as large as the breadth: and he measured the city with the reed, twelve thousand furlongs. The length and the breadth and the height of it are equal.

     I think the space of a thousand and six hundred furlongs is referring to the address of the White House. I think the other number  is   referring to the Vatican.
    And notice the reference to foursquare!
    It might be referring to blood pressure and the carnage of the Obama administration. Probably both blood pressure and real blood of real saints
    and excluding Mother Teresa!
    I did not write Revelation….I’m just trying to help understand the meaning.

    He who speaks the truth should have one foot in the stirrup. WE DO.


    The ex did not tell me about this experience about the bathtub fat slut (I don’t think anyway) before we were married. There is no female in the world that would want to be treated the way he treated that high school girl in Michigan that he raped with his friends.

    COWARDS and USERS OF FEMALES: MY EX IS A PIMP who is a VIRGIN at the same time or thinks he is (a Virgo) a virgin when actually he is the SLUT and this is Catholicism.

    I can’t wait to see him and the Vatican pay up!

    Last night I reminded him of what Jesus said “Feed my sheep”: and Phil-LIP Roy Rodgers, my ex replied: “Feed my ass.” So I’m hoping someone does: perhaps someone could feed his ass and could start off with hamsters and after some porcupines who feel threatened which anyone would if they had to deal with his imbecile brain, his faith, and stick some mustard seeds up his ass with a mop at the same time which ought to rile those rodents in his ass.

    He obviously was proud of what he did

    or I would not have heard about it

    out of his own

    LIPS.

    DID HE BLUSH?

    The other subject not talked about by the press besides Hospice is Incest one of the most prevalent violations to females and families. People rarely talk about INCEST but they don’t mind talking about abortion which only females are capable of doing because they are females. Usually INCEST is father to daughter but it is a subject not broached by males and often not by females but usually that means it is something only males can do.I know it happens the other way around as well because my sister told me about her daughter but she had been through a very hard tragedy involving her daughter so I don’t consider that to be on the same level as regular Incest of a daughter by a dad and the problems that ensue because of it. Plus I don’t trust the information anymore because it came outs of my sister’s mouth and she had a problem with lying plus she had reasons to be against her step-daughter because of the divorce and all the other junk in between. Usually INCEST by a father or dad to a daughter is not a result of a tragedy but is the tragedy. However in my ex’s case his was not a sexual sin I think but a control type attempt because of pride and competing. His problems are not the norm in any case in just about any way, shape, or form. He is an anomaly. A liar through and through and he was raised catholic. Catholics often talk about guilt as if they are ridden with guilt as if it is a Catholic trait. I think the reason is silence. Why silence? Because they might have to climb the stairs of the Vatican whipping themselves to a bloody pulp like I think Martin Luther did. I could be mixed up with some other catholics in the past that are famous for self-inflicted torture because of their faith. I don’t think it can be a very good faith/religion if that is the case.

    The assholes don’t want to hear about the seed that is a million times smaller than the mustard seed: the human seed called semen. It wasn’t Jesus of the Gospel of John that brought up the lie about the mustard seed, it was the other three gospels THE GOSPELS OF MATTHEW, MARK, AND LUKE and those gospels were amiss in regards to the mustard seed and so were those gospels amiss about the covenant at the last supper? PROBABLY. MORE THAN LIKELY. CHANCES ARE THOSE GOSPELS CONTAIN A FALSE COVENANT at the last supper. WHO WAS THE COVENANT MADE WITH SINCE JESUS HAD NOT BEEN CRUCIFIED YET.

    Reminds me of Trump and the marches against him as president before he has had a chance to be the President and probably were manufactured the catholic way. Just like the audiences from the balcony of the vatican and the pope’s residence when he comes out to wave and there happens to be millions of people beneath him cheering at him.

    Union Pressure.

    And who did Trump meet with at the White House?

    A bunch of Union Leaders.

    Anyway there are 7 trumpets in Revelation what ever that means but it ought to be a relief to regular Catholics from their sorrows and guilt and a threat to those Union leaders and the papacy all at the same time a relief especially if they don’t stay in the Catholic Church of Rome and don’t partake of her sins which are many compared to the amount of sins I have sinned and compared to the amount most people have sinned personally so in comparison it is a relief at least temporarily. That ought to help. The whole scene at the White House with the union leaders might have been manufactured like so much going on these days especially manufactured stories by the winepress of God

    drunk I surmise.

    This administration should be interesting however sometimes you can overdo worrying about it. I don’t think Trump is nearly as evil as Obama and what Obama did to our country and others but Trump definitely may be more of a threat in a

    biblical-sign-kind-of-way to the status quo.

    I certainly don’t want to go through another 8 years of Obama/Pope Francis and the Vatican/The Press/Our Congress shit. Too much to witness while going through personal stuff. Invasive and corrupting. I got enough problems without theirs yet they affect us all and keeping up with the mess and deception is difficult but if you don’t try to change it or be involved how much worse can it get. TRUMP SAID HE WAS GONNA STOP THE CARNAGE. NOT SURE WHAT HE MEANY BUT I HOPE HE TOSSES OUT THE HOSPICES AND THE LAWS THAT MAKE IT AVAILABLE OR EASY TO MISUSE FOR PROFIT, VENDETTA, OR ENTRAPMENT DEVICES OF ANY KIND BECAUSE IT IS A TEMPTATION FOR SOME AND I THINK BY ENDORSING THOSE LAWS PUTS WHO EVER IS IN CHARGE AT A GREAT RISK OD PARTAKING OF THE SINS OF THE RCC AND PUTTING HIS OWN FAMILY AND HIS ACHIEVEMENTS AT RISK.…..My daughter told me that I have more influence in the world than I realize but sometimes I do realize it however probably not in the permanent sense because something crops up like the enemy sowing seeds while I slept. So it’s a daily fight and Jesus said don’t worry about tomorrow there are enough troubles today probably in aramaic language of the past but it resonates today. So I’m gonna try to handle it: the infusion, the confusion and the many lies and deception on a daily basis like a diary because otherwise I’ll forget some things I think are important but on the other hand it is hard to decipher between false reports and true ones. Usually both very shallow if press related. Anyway heard or saw or was conveyed via Trump the idea of “the breath of life” from a conception point of view it helps me fight in my quest for truth about abortion that it’s okay because Jesus said I am the way the truth and the life (obviously the breath of life i egyptian terms but life in the earthly terms): the Jesus that made sense in his speech the one that said at the Sea of Galilee after he rose from the dead or after he was crucified: Feed his sheep and that makes sense as well especially in this day and age after the sainting of Mother Teresa by the RCC and the collision of faiths vs belief. SO keep your faith (Religion) if you think it will help until you believe, I guess.

    I’m sure the idea of me keeping a diary on my blog with my revelations about some of the guts of the bible and current events including personal ones is not good news to some but I feel I have to and helps me therapeutically in some ways and I think is my calling, theologically and personally because of what I have experienced and seen and because I kind of fell into learning some things whether true or not because all I have to go on is what is written or filmed that I happen to see or hear and the common sense my parents taught me which I appreciate in a big way or I don’t think I could have managed to survive the onslaught and the things I personally am living through. Not to mention but I will because it has been detrimental to me their involvement (even though they have died) in my life and the signs they give me which are not plenty, but enough and luckily I TRUST THEM which incest can make someone not trust them that is how important INCEST is. I can write about everything because it’s like Noah’s flood and most are not applicable each day since most are false reports.  I recall in the bible whoever caused the flood regrets it. Could be a spiritual regret and a  physical flood one a prophecy and one a fact.) However that could have been added to the bible which I have a feeling it was added to the bible but may be a future prophetic regret of whomever causes it. We shall see eventually through the mists of spiritual, intellectual, emotional and physical warfare.

    Back to the bible:.

    Whoever it was made the covenant with

    the apostates

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    (the apostles)

    and he breaks the covenant as well because it was a false covenant

    to begin with.

    Whats that rule? Never end a sentence with a preposition. Or is it a rule of thumb?

    A CLUB OF ROME KIND OF THUMB!

    Heard a few days ago that Mary Tyler Moore died and will be part of the second page of this post when written sufficiently to post. Seemed like a death of convenience or a death of an indulgence in a way having to do with my mom when she held my sister’s chin and said “Can you beat that?”  I’ll explain later on page two of this blog post or the next post I plan to write.

    My main site with many and most of my posts linked about a lot of stuff almost in order that you might enjoy:

    Merangue’s Blog

    The ex has changed his story about the slut in the tub. Now he was 17 at the time and she invited him up to her apartment and wanted to do it in her tub and she was willing and he was the only one at the apartment but that is not what he told me before and he has a knack for lying ( a VERY big Kmack for lying.) Replacement sin now? I asked why he didn’t do it in her bed in the apartment and he said because she wanted to do it in the tub. Does that make any sense? What a schmuck. This is why Revelation occurs because Catholicism most catholics won’t deal with their church because they are fucked for the most part. God has to and does put it into the heart of an army to do it. This is why it never improves and stays as bad and worsens as it does and is a scourge upon the earth. He was hanging out with a drug dealer a best friend at the time whose parents owned a porn theater (most people into porn theaters usually are mob related, but perhaps he was only CATHOLIC) and I guarantee he was there along with other guys who were there. I don’t know that this guy named Chuck was there but I know he told me he was one of many guys in her that night. He claims no responsibility for fucking her in the tub, OBVIOUSLY. Why did he say he fell out of her because she had been screwed by a bunch of guys before him not on another night…..The NIGHT it occurred. One good thing though is he admitted he is not against the birth control method of abortion (as a last resort) for females….

    he never was,

    but it’s tough dealing with the political/religious  CULT pressure every four fuckin’ years. Just about every guy put in the same circumstances as many females were and are put into  IN THIS WORLD would do the same. Making some GREAT strides regardless of a bunch of assholes mucking things up for everyone else.

    I think politics and religion are very fickled causing neurosis of many people in society and they need to grow up. Most of the time the press has been complicit to both problems and need to instead of wading dig deeper and seek the truth but not sure they are given the license to do that and are dependent on big salaries which is how the mob works. Get them kind of locked in via salary and they invest in their big houses and other high priced luxeries etc and then when they get smart and see the picture they have to give it up which is hard to do or accept unwanted sexual advances or other various mob shit. Very sneaky. A Limo for Watter’s World. Isn’t that an abomination of journalism to demonstrate ignorance of the population they should instead be enlightening or educating? Mocking. What did he exchange for his soul? His daughter? Because you know he is exchanging his soul for his future daughters and generations and selling them down the river if he has any daughters by not doing something more sustainable, worthy, positive, helpful, truthful, redeeming, etc. and will take the blame for it with God unless he comes out of her as the pleading is in Revelation but not the kind of pleading the pope ascribes to. It’s their job to teach and they get paid well and have schlepped it for pure entertainment and we already have Hollywood who seem to do a better job of educating in much more ENTERTAINING WAY than the news. I guess it’s much easier to mock than to teach but it isn’t positive and it isn’t helpful though it may be funny. I could put to shame Jesse SQUATTER about his own religion and I guarantee I know more about it than he does. I could trip him up on every turn and make him look like an idiot easily using multiple choice questions giving him the answer in one of them and he still wouldn’t know the answer. I could have the correct answers in three of the four answers and he would still pick the wrong answer and even could have the correct answer in four of the four answers and he still wouldn’t get it. I thought about making an anachronistic puzzle for him with the message at the end Do us a favor and go suck-up O’reillys ass and don’t leave till he is satisfied! He isn’t as smart as he thinks he is but he does often look possessed. The only time my dad ever was able to spank me is when I said what I say when I see Jesse Watters show and it’s purpose and he did it before the whole neighborhood. Fox has a few good ones but the good ones don’t last for some reason. Sexual discrimination and harassment on the job seems to be their own petard, funny because isn’t that how they got their start….Bill Clinton and Monica Lewinski? They aren’t the only network screwing the people. All of them are. I guess they don’t like to swim or can’t swim like they expect us to do. They expect Christmas Presents as Laura InGraham mentioned one day during the debates. That is what most of them care about. I don’t think they are gonna get them this year but something better hopefully though it may not seem like it at first.

    The Fox contributor says the last place we want confusion is in Europe. KRAUTHAMMER is his name.

    WHO STARTED THE ONE WORLD ORDER IDEA?

    I don’t think it was the USA. IT WAS THE EUROPE i.e. The EUROPEAN UNION? REMEMBER?

    I’m pretty positive it had to do with the Vatican to begin with like Global warming to Benghazi and everything else in-between and under the sun. I can’t wait to see it’s demise forever. IT WILL BE RELIEF and the world will be better place without their BS. They don’t want to come out of her but I bet they end up falling out of her like the ex did the woman in the tub and like a tapeworm does when there is no room available at the inn.

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    Looks like a coral necklace but this is a tapeworm and I think the RCC is basically a vessel harboring many tapeworms. If you have ever owned a pet more than like lily you have seen little parts of the tapeworm falling out the ass of your pet.

    Anyway  there was a huge tapeworm march at the white House.

    Before that on Fox News on the morning show  the blonds were

    SQUEALING

    about a baby at the White House and showed a clipping of a baby at the White House and said something like I can’t remember exactly what they said but it was like

    “It can’t get any better than that”

    because I suppose it was supposed to be the President’s baby and Melania’s baby yet their son is not a baby. Maybe they have another baby in their home I have no idea.

    A few years ago these same people were hoping to bomb the shit out of Syria’s President Bashar Assad’s home who did have a baby yet they claim to be pro life.

    Is his house not white enough?

    The Vatican, Rome and Al Mukalla, Yemen

    Both have white houses!

    So I guess it depends on

    what nationality, religion, class, color, political party

    the baby is

    whether they are pro life

    or not.


    DC’S MARCH FOR LIFE HIGHLIGHTS GAINS BY ABORTION OPPONENTS…

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    Looks like a valentine!

    THE SYRIAN REFUGEES

    The Rolling Stones – Beast Of Burden – Live OFFICIAL

    Today instead of blonds on the Fox Morning show they are now brunettes. They have been blonds for a few years and today they are brunettes.

    HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE a few days ago I had injured myself my ribs which aggravated a previous injury I had on my ribs. I had been feeling some pain on the other side of my ribs because of the gall stones/gall bladder and this other injury took over that pain on the other side. The assistant to the doctor said there was nothing showing up on any signals of tests they gave me but that rib injuries even muscles and the things that are around the ribs can be as painful as a fib fracture and on a scale of 1 to 10 I was in the 9’1/2 pain level because of the injury that got worse instead of better for few days.The first time I had an injury on my ribs I was in a row with my daughter a long while back and something from behind me threw me or pushed me into the ballet bar ( a controlled push) and a few days later I had to walk to the hospital because of the pain. I think someone must have had my car that day either my daughter or my ex. I know it wasn’t my daughter who caused the injury because she was next to me and on the other side so that I could see her and too far a way for her to have done it. She would have had arms the length of a dining room table if it was her and no one else was there . It was something else and it was invisible/transparent and powerful and it hurt. She wouldn’t talk about it afterwards and I think it upset her (like she knew something I knew but was unbelievable) but I don’t know if she remembers or not and I don’t want to upset her now. Someone tripped me in my hallway a few years before that to trip me in this same house which affected my hand when I fell. Made it very difficult to play guitar for a long time splinting my fingers up in between luckily it was my left hand. I did not trip on myself as i did at the wedding on my dress. I know the difference I was tripped up by someone I could not see. A prank. I had to see the doctor and ended up with an assistant who looked an awful lot like Tsarnaev’s brother who also helped with asthma by telling me to take shallow breaths to inhale the nebulizer stuff which is not what you do You take in normal breaths and deep breaths to get the full affect.

    This time the pain in my ribs was competing with the gall bladder pain and won. During the time I was there I told the ex I might need some baby sitting on me for the night and he wasn’t willing to give up his $100 gig to do it and he is only a sax player. I love saxophones but a band can do without a sax for a night. He wouldn’t do it for his cat that died many years ago either when my baby was 10 days old after a Ceasarian birth and I had to watch the cat die, his cat. It was hard. Very hard and I resented it DEEPLY. I don’t think he made much then a $50 dollar night maybe, possibly free. I don’t now but they could have lived without his melody for a night.

    He refused to help out and I said wish my eldest daughter was nearby because she would have been helpful and my other daughter is having her own issues health wise actually both are but she is younger and not as sympathetic yet. It takes time but she is sympathetic just not what I needed as much but turned out she has helped me anyway. He suggest calling my older sister. NO thanks. Why did he suggest the person who I have explained in this and other posts has been pretty hard on me in a lot of ways because of pride. Well Gary wanted to isolate me during the heighth and breadth of our family problems until I came back to the fold, HIS FOLD to make him look respectable and as if I’m off my rocker and he caused much grief to me and others. Why would my ex suggest my older sister? The same reason she too loudly so that he could overhear said “is there any chance between you and Phil (remarriage) after our divorce?

    And I replied “NO.”

    She was supposed to be on my side not his but she exposed herself by exposing me during her kiss up to Phil moment.

    She is like that so she can take credit where credit is not due. Calling David during my little sister’s divorce to console him and calling me for information. A goody two shoes interfering in other people’s business.

    He went off to his gig and actually I’m doing okay for now. Talk about a family conspiracy. Screw that. She is gonna have to come to terms with her problems and so is her husband and between them and others and until then I’m off limits to her and him regardless if it was his idea at the time. Strange thing for a molester to say but I guarantee it peaked my parents interest (was in the back of their heads and probably discussed between my mom and dad but kept from my sister and her husband and the rest of the family, I can’t say for sure because we didn’t discuss it we wanted to do what my brother thought would be a good idea and move forward and forgive for the sake of the family and keep it within our generation but my sister wasn’t willing or wasn’t aware of the idea put forth ) IF it was revealed to them by my other sister who he said it to and then told me over the phone. Should have peaked my brothers interest when we had our meeting and before that Gary was fishing for the reason my brother came to town by plane for a meeting with me and so much so that my brother told me about it at the meeting. He’s a lawyer and he caught what Gary was up to and my little sister was at the meeting. Why Gary would think he was smarter than my brother, I cannot fathom. He has his talents, but not brainy ones. My dad said he was A dunce head  (something similar) and he was right. I don’t know when it was said and over something minor i’m sure but the fact is he is a dunce head but we put up with his diminished brain capacity for other reasons not having anything to do with money, but because he was my sister’s husband and she loved him and they had some really great kids and not because of Gary or his parents but because of my sister and her parents. HE did have  great sense of humor and wasn’t a total loser but he had some deep seated problems spiritually and physically and in my opinion was not brought up correctly enough and should have enjoyed the influence of my parents which i think he did but had little respect for brunettes for some reason. Diane told us she saw him at White Rock lake with a blond driving around in his Lincoln Continental. Probably a suite mate that modeled? or someone he worked with.

    His wife was a brunette and kind of bossed him around quite a bit and for good reason. He needed it to some extent but not facing his problem and our problem created a BIG MESS.  Maybe Ted Bundy got under his skin. His Jacuzzi daughter was a brunette, his mom was a brunette, his sister who changed her name was a brunette, his fling with jeanine the palm reader whom he got caught with by my sister late at night in their deli was a brunette, his brother and his doctor’s wife were brunettes whom he was made to be jealous of by his dad were brunettes, and my mom naturally was a brunette.Not sure if it was Ted Bundy who only hated brunettes or only attacked brunettes because I’m not a criminologist but I know there have been some strange criminals that attacked only brunette women feeling inferior to them for some reason or hatred for them. And of course there have been criminals who attacked prostitutes only and there have been criminals who only attacked blonds and there have been some other type exclusive type crimes we ignore such as religion, politics, because of political/religious correctness gone wild. Gary was naturally blond and German with brown eyes. But whose counting? German descent though and proud of it and collected Nazi and Roman crap. Like I said his dad was colorblind. Gary and our family were dealing with demonic forces he did not control IS MY OPINION and didn’t know it. I knew it and was trying to the best I knew how and I was not experienced with demons but I had no choice.

    It’s not like he said as I was lying ASLEEP next to my sister in their hide-a-bed, “Do you mind if I feel you up and down while you lie next to my wife your sister in the middle of the night?”

    I did not know how to handle it and I was 6 years younger than her and 7 years younger than him and in their 1st apartment on Lover’s Lane. My mom had warned me about incest as far as uncles are concerned but not this kind of situation. My uncles were not why but because of what she had learned I suppose but she did not prepare me for this kind of situation. Who would have thunk? It wasn’t as if I hadn’t had experience but nothing like this. I don’t wake up that easily and usually in a fog especially after drinking. The next morning was weird as we went to breakfast and I had to watch him as we ate to see if he knew what he did. It was bewildering and I was in a state of shock. It felt like while watching him as you do when having had an accident during the accident those few seconds seem like a long time before you hit what ever you hit. It was surreal. He acted totally unaware which was indicative of what I was dealing with. Of course he was aware. I cried at my parents home between the cement wall and the brick wall of the house on the side of the house in the driveway. I had visited a friend I attended French class with who I helped because he had trouble learning french because of the rule “Because that’s the way it is” rule. He listened but could have cared less. Looked kind of like Sting but shrimpier The kind that have to be pared which is hard to do. I was hoping for some help in return but the answer was before me that I had learned on my own and I take the credit for it not the excuse a catholic tradition. Don’t know anyone that would do that though right under her nose. So Gary did not have much respect for her from the start. I guess my so-called friend helped me in HIS FASHION : The cowardly way i.e. A vatican worm. Help him he’s falling like a chunk of white wiggly stuff.

     I believe it has to do with the BGEA as well since my little sister and her friends were christianized his way and later in life my eldest sister was dealing with the BGEA going on women’s retreats to North Carolina via the english lady

    CATER CORNER  (LIKE A BISHOP in The Game of CHESS)

    (My sister favored Elizabeth Lane the new and first woman bishop of sue church in England as you can see in the picture above and the pictures of Elizabeth Lane so take heed because it isn’t my sister but someone that looks like her, I think.)

    across the street and the white haired lady angel who befriended them when my sister had her misfortune that turned into a small fortune by settling out of court with the hospital when the German doctor snipped her URETER in an operation to cure her allergy to corn products which caused some problems for her and others and he caught his surgical mistake luckily in the NICK OF TIME or she would have died and the operation was after all on a Friday the day you should not get an operation (I think it was a Friday.) This was after Gary lost money on the stock market. The white haired woman who favored Billy Graham’s daughter an awful lot who hung out with her in the hospital (I had never met her before) told her so because of the doctor’s schedules is a day when they tend to be the most tired. I knew or had met most of her friends and she was not one of them. We hung out together a bunch and knew the people at their schools excluding one where John went to school. I knew of most of her friends from college and in-between as well. So this woman was an exception to the rule and a little too good to be true from the experience I had with them most of our time together which was a long time.

     This is how insurance can be scammed.

    Not sure which came first the urine bag or the boob job, the face lifts and the new nose because of a deviated septum to look eerily similar to my little sister’s nose which I guess Gary liked besides enjoying her feet and legs to play footsie with under the table as the family dined together at restaurants usually involving a lot of beer drinking. Diane told me. Diane was naturally brunette as well but as a child a blond and later as an adult because of the things David liked. Big boobs and blonds. We were dealing with some nuts the size of coconuts. Competing about everything including husbands, plastic surgeries, pools, houses, money, etc.. mostly because of my oldest sisters needs and insecurities because Gary was messing with her and her sisters and her kids. Dreaming of her husband on a bridge with my sister below watching. I was between the two and so was my mom. My eldest sister competed with even my mom for me and my mom won because she was trustworthy and was a good mom and because she didn’t use her kids to gain favor with the ELITES and I don’t need another mom. I liked the one I had. 

     Gary OBVIOUSLY knew why my brother was there at the meeting he set up with me. (I did not set it up) so Gary feigned his curiosity for his wife’s sake or someone else’s sake. Talk about an immense amount of bullshit excluding my observations, of course. Diane got credit for keeping touch with me when I was isolated and isolated myself but I did keep in touch with Diane – my in to the family – because sometimes she would listen and I would find out things.  A bird in the hand and I was hers. My brother gave her all the credit but not me. I didn’t have to stay in touch. I wanted to. He gave her the credit so that we could have the infamous meeting and I didn’t have to go to the meeting. I went because I cared. I loved my family even with our problems because they weren’t as big as Tootie made them if she would have only faced them instead of blaming everyone else for them and trying to inflict pain on those dealing with their problems in her shitty little ways but I think she was confused and had forgotten many things such as David the first one saving her son from drowning which after some time became a signal to me of her UNSTABLE condition. It’s not like it was her fault. It was his fault.

    When I was born my dad asked my mom about the size and shape of my nose and was relieved for some reason. I always thought that was a weird story though I didn’t think about it much but now I know. Weird as that sounds, it’s true. One of our wonderful Xhristmas days with my parents they got my eldest the Queen of Diamonds doll and gave me a Chatty Cathy doll. LOL. Showing some knowledge of the future. You pull a string with a ring on it and she says things like: Hi. I’m chatty Cathy. I love you. I can’t remember what she said it’s been so long but she did not last long. I was and in a way am still hard on things. I was during that time hard of hearing. I used to listen to a few records they had and would sing along with Mitch Miller and the few others by sitting next to the speaker. I Dream of Jeanie with the Light Brown Hair or It’s Three O’clock in the Morning, etc.  I took after my dad in someways because he also was hard of hearing. He tended to slam kitchen cabinets which I liked because I knew he was in the kitchen cooking a great breakfast. He wasn’t sneaky like my ex who sets the door so you can’t hear it and you never know what he’s up to and I know my dad wasn’t into poisoning people as I don’t know that about my ex. Silence is golden catholic dogma he took too well. Cleanliness is next to godliness and he isn’t that organized or clean but thinks he is though he lives next to me. I TRY TO BE ORGANIZED but have stopped mopping the floor and other things out of resentment for the most part. I will not act as a maid anymore. I contribute enough to mankind and I don’t have to. Some don’t like it (like the mob) but it is necessary for mankind that I do dew. I don’t want them to be ignorant of what might be ahead or the things behind and in the present because it is important people get the picture.

    What’s odd in my case dealing with my ex and my rib cage is the car wreck recently and the car not being available when I went to the hospital the first time for some reason for my ribs probably having to do with accidental insurance and the miracle with my daughter in the passengers side of my car to diminish it perhaps? Some kind of skullduggery going on like the replacement sin of being in a tub because the lady wanted to do it in a tub instead of her bed vs a gang rape a a young lady obviously drugged and drunk. Replacement skullduggery the essence of Roman Catholicism and the BGEA (The Billy Graham Evangelical Association that sprung up in England but was the tool of Roman Catholicism to Catholicize EUROPE.) the shill of Roman Catholicism. A controlled kind of car wreck when he had all those thoughts and couldn’t avoid an old woman in her SUV with a cell phone, and the availability of my car the first time I had an injury of my rib cage when I had to walk to the hospital in a great deal of pain.

    The southern border isn’t the only border we should be concerned about. There is a verse in the bible about someone sitting as God in the north on the sides of the north who wants to be God. We have seen a lot of desolation in the North in the middle. I guess it depends on whose perspective and vantage point it was said at the time it was written.

    I have little planting experience as far as trees, flowers, and fruits, but I tried my hand at tulips on a hill in front of my hand at it and it made a difference which way you planted the seed of the tulip called a bulb. One way the tulip came out of the dirt and breathed the air and sunlight and the rain and the other way the tulips never came out of the dirt. Very much like Catholicism. Remember Peter and how he died supposedly? Upside down.

    A lookalike Bob Phillips/Mark Jaco both crooners and Mark Jaco was a known Mason. I was told that he joined their secret society and funny I didn’t realize till l now how similar they were in looks. Perhaps father and son, not sure for sure. He was on the Greg Gutfeld show today and boasted about his position of being pro-life and against abortion rights for women talking about selling baby body parts to get a Lamborghini (a car). I wish he had been more specific about who did that and it might be believable. But it isn’t. People have been buying organs from live people who were born in India who sell their body parts because they aren’t as rich as Bob Phillips. Does he complain about them? I guess it just depends on location, location, location.

    How come people like him can never be specific. UPSIDE DOWN.

    And boy I found out how tricky hospice is

    using Obama Care and medicare/caid

    to sleaze it in for free without doctor’s care

    akin to abortions preformed in the back alley

    or in a warehouse somewhere

    performed by the mob without doctors care

    called REPRO-duction RIGHTS

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    Valentine’s Day Massacre

    In the Age of Reason which hoping we are near there I will offer my advice to my country and it’s leaders and citizens a briefly as I can because I have done so previously in my other post in parts:

    People making less than $25,000.00 should not have to file income tax even though it is supposed to be voluntary in the first place because it is substandard existence but enough if they don’ pay taxes to invest in their talents wisely because while they aren’t paying income tax they will be paying consumption tax so they have to make wise decisions buying and saving for their goals in business which takes practice. You don’t learn it overnight. Government should not be in the business of creating business but protecting it. Federal government should be in the business mainly of protecting the interests business wise of a all classes of people and protection physically from the enemy of those goals and of the country itself and I guarantee crime rate will go down in all types of peoples located in the USA which will save a bunch of money in many ways health wise, business wise, crime wise, court system wise, psychologically wise, mentally wise, physically wise, and I think we would be a much kinder yet stronger nation, and an industrious nation with a lot of talent, and innovative thinking and producing and a much more interesting country with much more freedom than we have now and a lot more fun for everyone.  A lot of crime is a result of frustration and I think even terrorism is a result of frustration not being able to have a chance at living, experiencing, and growing and jealousy ensues because of it which is one of the commandments not to succumb to it but if you have no chance how can you not where the evils of politics and religion tend to concentrate their evil on regular mankind and should do the opposite creating roadblocks just to be on top and the below can occur:.

    As far as demons go we should fight them together to be more successful because they are OUR demons since they affect US whether the individual person is the perpetrator or the victim because often times the victim becomes the perpetrator and the perpetrator becomes the victim.

    EARLIER during the Obama Administration I NOTICED DOJ what’s his face (Eric Holder) and a demon or maybe the DOJ was the demon splitting apart and the other person was Iran’s past President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad while DOJ Eric Holder was bowing-wowing to Obama and so this person who wants to travel from Iran to meet his family can’t because of Trump’s latest travel restriction and now a Bush appointed judge is fighting it and has a temporary win against Trump who is trying to protect our country and Iran is an enemy of the US, obviously. Dem’s like Pelosi are excited for their deluded justice but then she was the one that said don’t read it sign it in regards to ObamaCare and so she is a real mother fucker  (hospice kind of mother fucker) as far as I’m concerned and she should be sent to Iran (in his place for her beliefs) and given the same kind of mercy. Ahmadinejad wants to reunite with his family in the USA.  Just kidding, but he really does look like him so I don’t know if it is him but he has aged quite a bit if it is him and could have sent his family ahead of him for their safety (seeing the forest for the trees), I don’t know. So this is a play by Obama (not just the Dems) and I know it will not succeed in the end but the woman who is acting as his family was on TV (Fox) pleading his case looks like the same woman who pleaded for the raping of the women in the small country called Kuwait by Iraq (for Iran) after we had been attacked on 9-11 by Saudis and confused our country in to going to other places to fight but in any case seemed to bewitch our leaders at the time and the press like Bret Baier and the Syrian women claiming to have avoided rape by smothering themselves under their blankets and if you believe them…. And she is doing it again. Looks similar anyway and may not be her and then again it could be her

    but something SCREWY is up. During war and pre-war people lie quite a bit, especially the enemy.

    I can’t help think of the Screwtape Letters by C. S. Lewis.

    Obama being the Screwtape worm!

    The 5 Biggest Controversies of Eric Holder’s Term

    as Attorney General

    Mahmoud Ahmadinejhad was a believer in bible prophecy (The Four Horsemen prophecy in particular) so I would look at his case very closely and consider him for those reasons but on the other hand it could be a delusion. Not mine of course because I didn’t air it on the news I am just reacting to the news. Perhaps he is smelling the roses or the coffee and understands that Iran is in a very precarious spot biblically speaking: Pushing the envelope so to speak and maybe looking for an escape or freedom from what he thinks may occur but if he does get in to the USA he should be watched carefully to the maximum: Followed. Wired. Trailed. Interrogated, DEBRIEFED, etc., but he could be useful if it is him being a past president of IRAN. We know Eric Holder was involved in some real doozies having to do with Mexico/Arizona during the beginning of the Obama Administration (gun running?) or drug running but may have to do with the controversy Fast and Furious. Some people were killed in a mass murder including district attourney who was investigating some things and reducing a female Jewish Senator Gabrielle Giffords to slavery to be a mascot for OBAMA AND HER HUSBAND for disarming America and so her husband could parade her around to inflict mass guilt for crimes involving the right to own a gun and gun ownership (the right to protect oneself) kind of like Fox News does about abortion even though Tucker Carlson doesn’t believe in that kind of thing, etc.

    (Of course on Fox News they showed the guy from Iran greeting

    huffing

    his female relative at the airport and he looks different and is par for the course with Fox News, but one thing I thought was interesting is Fox News said that the fellow from Iran had to pay through the roof for his ticket. So what made the price of the ticket change? Lots of people making lots of money on these political struggles which makes me

    REALLY SUSPICIOUS

    besides the obvious deceptions involved which by the way isn’t me but television/press news playing games of some kind – deception type games

    but for who is the question?)

     I wonder how Nancy Pelosi would feel about Trump’s travel ban if she were swapped in

    Mahoumad Ahmadinejhad’s place?

    GIVE ME YOUR TIRED ARGUMENTS …

    Perhaps internment camps for Iranian Americans is a better idea like what happened to Japanese Americans during World War ll but Japan was on the wrong side obviously and we won the war. It wasn’t fair but then neither was suicide dive bombing ships with americans aboard in the ocean fair. I think the Japanese americans interned had a longer life than those americans killed by the Japanese during their raids or killed at Pearl Harbor. They don’t have to be cruel internment camps. We can still be a kinder gentler nation with borders.

    I SURE don’t remember Hollywood (madonna) being outraged when travel to and from Israel was not permitted for a short while and isolated during the Obama Administration. FEAR? I didn’t hear a peep as a matter a fact which makes me think this gang mentality type protests. IT’s easier and you get a lot of attention

    and fame for an old has been,  

    I guess public masturbation isn’t cutting it? She is still possessed and suffering from Copenhagen Syndrome and probably something we don’t know such as some kind investment. I guarantee it isn’t from the goodness of her heart. Thank God you weren’t around during World War ll. Some in Hollywood really do good things and have good ideas but I don’t think madonna is one of them. I don’t think she sees the forest for the trees YET.

    Obama recently mocked the USA for it’s contribution during WWll as if the USA caused it’s allegiance to the RCC but it was necessary at the time and it also helped educate us about a lot of things and a lot of things since then as well. Seeing is believing often times. It takes time to understand who is behind the shit that goes on in this world and come to the realization that the RCC is causing a lot of trouble and very adept at it via trickery and many other fascist ways to control mankind and womankind and their uteruses because they think they own them (in the pat abortions were run by the mob done in warehouses or in an alley to protect the me/boys involved who were probably priests in drag and themselves and a few others and women and young girls died because of it and their human fetus as well The others that didn’t have an abortion gave the RCC an excuse to run orphanages to keep the RCC in business and hold over peoples head and get donations etc. and the females often were ostracized and of course the RCC is not against blackmail. Personal decisions and a relationship with God without their interference is not allowed otherwise they would be null and void like the RCC should be. The people that keep it in business are the mob and the ignorant who like to watch a pope kiss a plastic, ceramic, or porcelain doll. Ostracizing happens when you are no longer needed in the RCC. The RCC ostracizes many catholics as well-gang/mob mentality. WOuldn’t even take responsibility for their own mistakes of their own clergy and their abuse of children and money laundering and retaliate big time as the RCC has done recently because they like to rob and steal so they may pitter about doing nothing like the assistant and secretary to the last Pope: George Ganswein and his boys the heart throb of many catholic men and women.)  because they have had plenty of practice. The RCC is against freedom of every kind and madonna needs to get on the right side of this dilemma we face. I hope madonna does some reading suggested in this post and learns so she doesn’t repeat her mistakes. We can’t do it appeasing their allies. Kissing ass doesn’t work anymore.

    When is madonna gonna speak up for those hospiced for inheritance and other things having nothing to do with health or the well being of the patient? Mostly having to do with the RCC’s idea of ruling the world and Catholicizing the world. Does that not offend you?

    What if someone came to the Super Bowl and gassed the crowd to death because the someone didn’t think football was a catholic sport unlike soccer or because football is an American sport/pass-time

    (same goes for baseball)!

    Remember Munich Germany? Just in case you forgot the PLO (Palestinian Liberation Organization killed a bunch of Jewish wrestlers at the Olympics in 1972

    BRUTALLY MURDERED IN COLD BLOOD

    Not to be un-politically correct but did the PLO ever apologize  for their insanity and aren’t the Palestinians mainly RADICAL Catholics and Islamics? I know that the leader of the PLO Yassar Arafat was married to a french catholic woman and it didn’t seem to temper him. I have to put that preference (radical) before those groups in order not to offend every political correct person living on the planet (Fox news and their fans and every other news organization i.e. the press). Were the wrestlers that were murdered in Munich radical jews?

    When Hitler attended the Olympics in Berlin in 1936 it was a political statement. What makes anyone think that the sport football is immune? How would you feel if Soros LOL or someone like him (with his catholic-sized-reputation) gave away free tickets to all those refugees from all those countries that were originally banned for travel by Trump for national security sake? Would you feel safe going to the game or entertaining for the game at half-time? There is a fine line of freedom vs security but since Obama’s administration it seems we need to lean a bit to the right for a while till we figure out what is happening and what OBSMA might have done in secret (like Benghazi and Fast and Furious) in order to feel secure in our freedoms and pastimes. I guarantee there is going to be heightened security at the game why not our borders and our other entries (flights) into the USA? 9-11 was accomplished with airplanes!

    Is the judged that DEFIED (like the pope) the ban by President Trump willing to put his own reputation, career, pension, family (children) and his own life and his freedom (meaning he goes to prison) on the line in lieu of any victims of any refugee from those countries who happens to also be a terrorist who commits a heinous crime because of politics and/or religion?

    Is Pope Francis willing to put his life in lieu of any victims? How about madonna?

    and did not blame George Soros unlike the protestors who said he paid them to riot on campuses lately on Fox News which seems highly unlikely they would admit he paid them if they wanted to get paid or paid again. To some college is a pastime especially teachers who get in for life being afraid of competition. To some Fox News is a pastime especially the anchors.

    Gonna just ignore it? Or is it because it’s an RCC mother of invention that you ignore hospice a ROMAN catholic sport i.e. a bad sport. NOT LIKE COMPUTERS CAN’T BE HACKED AS ERIC ASSANGE PROVED AND DOCTORS AND NURSES tend to rely on computers for their information on a patient which needs to be rethought. TURNAROUND COULD BE CONSIDERED FAIR PLAY. INSTEAD OF NON-CATHOLICS BEING HOSPICED USING ABORTION AS AN EXCUSE TO KILL USING HOSPICE FOR NOT BEING CATHOLIC….. THE EFFECT IN THE END COULD BE CATHOLICS MIGHT BE THE TARGET VIA COMPUTER HACKING FOR THEIR OVER-ZEALOUS  JUDGEMENT AND IN RETALIATION putting catholic skin in the game of life AND DEATH….. or Evangelicals, Baptists, Presbyterians, Unitarians, Protestants of all faiths, Islamics, THE PRESS, Jesuits, Masons, Fundamentalists, Atheists, Liberal or Conservative judges depending on the wind, gays or lesbians, Hollywood has-beens,

    Bishops, Cardinals, Priests, and even NUNS, ETC.

    EVER THINK OF THAT POSSIBILITY?

    Perhaps we should talk about the perils of hospice!

    Anyway I think I created a job niche in the health field called a “transcriber.”  because of the possibility of this kind of threat and it might be a wise addition to the job market creating many jobs and saving lots of lives and insuring some truthfulness in the health field.) Gosh typewriters might make a comeback.

    Anyway it wasn’t a ban forever but a temporary ban.There are people that have given up their home, friends,  and families temporarily for freedom’s sake named in this post and others living in foreign countries etc but when dealing with some bad hombres it makes sense to be extra careful especially on the heels of the Obama Administration.

    I figured out the significance besides the other things I have figured out in the past about the number 153 having to do with the fish that were caught in the Sea of Galilee and I think another significant point is Jesus was saying he was more powerful than Peter or Josephus who took 3 steps forward and two steps backwards (something like that) and Jesus at the Sea of Galilee was saying

    I AM more powerful than you in a gentle way

    But Drudge Report thinks Tom Brady is the Greatest and I guess calling it an Epic win because the game went in to overtime? How silly can you get obviously reacting to my post about Jesus at the Sea of Galilee which is kind of interesting. It was a good match!

    Giving a whole new meaning to those that say allah ‘akbar i.e.. allah (barak?) and I wouldn’t test Him if I were you.

    Great ain’t GREATER.

    By the way why is gasoline .05 cents per gallon in Iraq and .15 cents per gallon in Venezuela and USA citizens are paying on average $2.00 per gallon?

    Seems to me Iraq and Venezuela could better afford refuges from all the countries that Trump tried to temporarily ban coming into the USA since their gasoline is SOOOOOO cheap but then probably pay their citizens slave labor rates in comparison to the USA. I don’t think world government is working because there is definitely some disparities in prices and lots of price gouging the USA who seem to be paying for everything in this world. Definitely how the RICH GET RICHER yet I think will be their undoing. Hopefully Trump will figure out what is best for the USA, but too bad about the gouging of the refugee situation. So every refugee in the world wants to live in the USA because of slave labor elsewhere? It definitely must involve some agent or ingredient that is world wide in every country causing the problem and I think I know who it is: THE RCC. WHY? BECAUSE THE RCC DOESN’T LIKE FREEDOM and want to decide for us what is good and what is bad even though they are the most corrupt religion/government in the world. We all know the CIVIL war wasn’t about slavery, right? Definitely not about INDEPENDENCE either. IT WAS ABOUT THE RCC.

    THAT IS MY OPINION!

     

    Tucker Carlson had an interview with a man who seemed belligerent and wanted to guilt the USA into receiving Syrian refugees in a desperate fashion and yet he couldn’t answer the question put forth by Tucker Carlson about how many refugees of the 60 million out there should we the USA be responsible for and he would not answer th equestions assuming he thinks we should take them all and that’s stupid and a foolish idea. I wonder what group he is associated with or if he is just a bleeding heart which he did not seem to be a person who gave a shit about people at all but more of someone who wants to overload the USA. I would investigatee his motives .Seems like a vatican hooligan who wants to destroy the USA with the refugees it made by it’s politics, religion, and intel and possibly made promises he could not keep with some group of people. He seemed unreasonable at most and really an ass at best. The Vatican ought to be taking in the Syrian refugees since they made them into refugees.MIght lead to some interesting information why he cares.

    Trump fired the acting A.G and I think she deserved it for not speaking to him about her intentions to defy his wishes before she did what she did which was undermine him for Obama like she is suffering from the Copenhagen Syndrome for Obama. Seems to be on top of things which is a good sign of his presidency. Honestly she should have spoken to him first instead of playing games with him and testing his resolve. He might have been able to reason with her and convince her to do otherwise and she might still have her job. Too bad. She might have convinced him of the legality of her reservations by being up front with him but instead she betrayed him in a way so I think he did the right thing. You can call that quarterbacking but what is the protocol to the President but to be upfront about what is at hand instead she may have muddied the waters in the whole department. And obviously if her reservations were convincing I think she would have advised him ahead of time. Obstructionist and not a good employee under the current administration.

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    Atlas of the world

    Why should the United states worry about he refugees on the other side of the world when we have to deal with the refugees from Latin America, South America and Mexico.

    What??? Republicans Say They Don’t Have Enough Power to Repeal Obamacare?

    RUSH: The minute this thing was implemented we knew there was gonna be overwhelming fear of actually repealing it, ’cause it’s taking away. That’s Santa Claus going back down the chimney on December 27th and taking everything back to the North Pole, in their minds, and they don’t want to be that Santa Claus.”

    And the press love Santa as Laura InGraham proved in some statements during the debates wanting Trump to make promises and pandering (Christmas presents) to them.

     

    Seems to me the other side of the world ought to be dealing with the refugees on the their side of the world where they are in proximity to and since more than likely they are responsible for those refugees being refugees and should have  considered that before they interfered in the affairs of Syria and all the other countries they interfered with. Perhaps Brussels should take in a bunch of refugees from Syria since that kind of where a lot of stuff has progressed and the Vatican should take in refugees where the shit originated but want us to do it for them thus causing problems for their enemy: the USA, the example of Independence and Freedom which the RCC hates and Israel. When we take in their messes we are like a people who encourages an alcoholic and give them all the more reason to keep drinking hence the reference in the Book of Acts during their spell talking in tongues i.e. drunk at Pentacost when John the disciple walked away and in Revelation of a Woman (religion) drunk on the blood of the saints. My dad went to al-anon for the families of an alcoholic and took the kids a few times to learn how to deal with our family angst and learned to leave the house when things got hairy and in the long run it helped my mom who was acting out her anger because of being abandoned as child (at 14 years of age) by her dad and anger at being kept down as often women have been in the past and present and the other things she was angry about which was often righteous anger IMO but she was not catholic. My dad would usually go to the theater and watch a few movies. Her problems were caused indirectly by Roman Catholicism in many ways (my mom was one of seven children abandoned by her dad who married a rich childless woman) and by their lies. She didn’t over-drink daily or even weekly or monthly but when she drank sometimes it was like she was allergic to the alcohol (she could get drunk on one drink) and other times not but when she was allergic or pissed off and drank it was like a

    reckoning. 

    My tea drinking aunt did not understand my mom and resented her drinking because she was a tea totaler christian. My mom introduced my aunt to her husband of many years and she dropped her fiancé a week or so before they were married to marry my uncle. She was an only child after her brother died at war. She was not an appreciator of other females especially if they were pretty for some reason. Had two sons. She liked to control the men in the family, my uncle’s brothers. She was not all she was cracked up to be and had her flaws as well. She was my God mother so obviously she wasn’t all bad and had good points. She wasn’t nice about my other uncle who drank the youngest of my mom’s family growing up. He drank often. SHE DID NOT APPRECIATE HIM UNTIL HE CAME INTO A LOT OF MONEY VIA HIS THIRD WIFE’S LAND then they were best friends. He could do no wrong. She was the one that never (I MEAN NEVER) called me until my family was at extreme odds because of the office situation and Gary and I knew she was up to no good. I did not take the call. My older sister and her were at odds about some things that were left by my grandmother and an elephant my dad brought back from his visit to Hong Kong during one of his tours of duty during the Vietnam war. I didn’t really care about the elephant, nor the china in dispute but my sister made a big deal about involving me and it was very uncomfortable to go through. I couldn’t figure out why she cared about it but I didn’t ask. I should have said you know I don’t really care about the china or the elephant but she was breathing fire so I didn’t ask. Something was going on between them and using me. I have stubbed my toe on the elephant many times till I put it in a place I wouldn’t stub my toe such as in a corner surrounded by walls and furniture. I picked my own china when I got married and it was good enough called Kutani Crane. Never used it in all my life because we did not entertain after a few bad experiences with musicians (friends of the ex.) coo9king all day hors d’oeuvres and no one showing up or not eating if they did show up, etc. Real classy people. I’m talking about really tasty stuff too. (Kind of like planning a vacation to Colorado and ending up on an Apache mesa with some apaches in New Mexico out in the middle of nowhere and with their huge family because my ex’s friend from MIchigan wanted in on the vacation with his apache wife only to ruin our vacation. His sister-in laws flirting with the husband at the time my ex catching grasshoppers for him like nin-com-poops  while he fished a pond and extending their bodily invitation thrusting their lower body parts at him and he loved it so I stayed in the tent for a few days until I had to shit in the woods. LOL. That was fun worrying about a bear approaching and that day I pooped like a bear. The vacation is one I will never forget though the sites were pretty to see. I wanted to see Colorado and we never got there) and I think my older sister was trying to prove something to my dad (impress him) to get him to want to make her the executor to their estate if he died and he did. Not sure if that is why but she was very calculating and I think made some problems between me and my aunt. Spent quite a few hours picking out a diamond ring for my mom with her at Sterlings and I think she ended up with it after my mom died so I think she was kind of thinking ahead hence the QUEEN OF DIAMONDS DOLL christmas gift when she was kid. She loved spending OPM yet money was no object FOR HER (getting $250,000.00 a year for nothing) finding those flip-flops for two hours or so during a visit to see my mom however time was an object and she cold have found them faster I think and she did not want to see my invention and seemed to resent my bringing it up.. My aunt was the one that said “Beauty is as beauty does” because of a picture of me on their counter in their living room that was brought up in conversation during a family gathering and later in life her beauty faded. She was absolutely astonishingly beautiful when she was younger. Sort of a DELILAH. The picture of me was taken by a amateur photographer the one that said I dated him when I didn’t. It was a photo session my mom set up with him and he also took pictures at my wedding and was paid a nominal fee. My mom suggested I date him but I wasn’t interested. He did not float my boat so to speak and he was a friend of my little sister and we did not hit it off. (My mom could sense he was smart and gonna be successful I think but it wasn’t in the cards. She liked to match up people because she was good at it often but not in my case.) But that is still not a date. NOT LIKE HE EVER ASKED ME OUT because he was afraid, possibly. I was older and wiser so it probably scared him. Made his wife jealous of me for years. She was also jealous and so was my little sister of each other having to do with the friendship 0f her husband to my little sister before they knew each other and because her father-in-law really liked my younger sister for her personality and beauty. IT GOT STRANGE and because his wife was a twit. Kind of fowl. She probably started out okay and got worse as time went on. On my 40th birthday party with family a surprise birthday she was commenting about my shorter legs (to her husband, the amateur photographer and in the oil business) than hers and I over heard it. She was sitting next to me whispering too loudly to her husband about my legs… “See her legs are shorter than mine”…. She did not realize that she had a short waist that was not attractive as mine was though no onger because of THE OPERATION. That’s debatable because beauty is in the eye of the beholder but it was ridiculous and she started it or rather her husband started it. Her husband was in the oil business and SUPPOSEDLY found oil in a fracking kind of way or some other way that was a new kind of way of finding oil and his last name was KRUZ sounded like TED CRUZ . I used to really like her even though I caught her jealousy and helped her often times when the church and the schools put down her kids for being different and made her feel like a lousy mom. Reassured her often because she was being bullied by the schools and the church. I think the schools and the church wanted her to drug her kids with RITALIN so they would not have to teach them or control them. The easy way out…drug em. There was nothing wrong with her kids. Maybe too brainy but other than that they were normal (she was a good attentive mom) and her mother-in-law used to put her down a lot because she was jealous. Some kind of strange mother son thing. Sons can do no wrong only other females, like my mother-in-law who was catholic. It was always the ex-wife’s fault and not her son’s faults and a few of those sons were very faulty. Her mother-in-law was an atheist. When the tornado came she would not check up on me dealing without electricity in freezing weather and some big health problems though I lived nearby (within a few miles) because her husband threatened her he would not help her if she got a flat tire doing it even though she offered to help to begin with. I could have lived without knowing or the offer but had to go through the crap for their fun I guess and then the ex got freaked out that night and had the police check on me and had to deal with their nonsense at the time while the lady cop was giggling about it behind the wall by my front door so I KNEW it was a deception of some kind and they were trying to pin me down whether the ex lied to them and I had no idea because I wasn’t on the phone, he was. Weird shit. Honestly can it get any weirder than a cop giggling and another one trying to get me to say the ex was lying. I thought it was absurd. But that wasn’t the only experience I had that was absurd and it has to do with my beliefs and their faiths. It’s like during WWll when some assholes fed their prisoners only bread trying to prove you can’t live on bread alone. Taking things too literally and making a point using peoples lives in jeopardy to do it. SICK but nazis were very sick and their fascism was  unbearable and the sickness grew. How else do you explain the annihilation of 60 million jews and many russians and many americans and many japanese. I wonder what the politically correct people would call fascism today? It’s growing. Anyway it seems the Catholic church is always somehow involved which makes one think the vatican and the RCC are the cause. It’s elementary, my dear watson!

    I had some good experiences with cops as well and same goes with my family I write about but these things stick out like a sore thumb so I write about these instances and I think it has to do with the revelation that the mustard seed isn’t the smallest of seeds which is like finding out the earth isn’t flat. It is amazing the lengths people will go to to fight the truth because they based their morality on a lie and it came back to bite them.

    MY MOM WOULD HAVE DONE IT ANYWAY and my dad would not have threatened my mom and would have been with her to help (he probably would have driven and so would have her own dad) but she was afraid of her husband to the point of holding back from her own siblings who could have used her help monetarily for some things. (Her husband was what you call a HUGE WINE DRINKING MIZER and a liar.)  Then my cat was KILLED because I suggested somethings about my cat during the tornado which was true. Can’t handle the truth kind of mentality. My mom tried to help a few women be independent more than they were and tried to help her friend who was married to a a General because she was so subservient and he did not like my mom for that reason and was taken with Jackie Kennedy and was the one that ended up in the Congo lost as an MIA and wrote quite a few books about the Manson clan and a book about the one bullet theory giving it more weight than it should have had and winning 104 then 105 cases as a lawyer. It changed and someone added one for the sake of numbers I guess it sounded better than 104. As I said my mom wanted to live to 105 and that is why it changed (his wins) in the synopsis of his life on line. Must have become a lawyer during his CONGO experience and I think never woke up or was on an adventure like the kind that Franklin Graham proposed and deceiving is not past his

    WHATEVER IT TAKES kind of faith bequeathed to him by his dad Billy Graham including the death of Rev. Wilkerson and many others.

    It was disappointing to say the least how my cousin didn’t help after the tornado however I SURVIVED. She got kind of weird after that and wrote something to me about her husband LOVING ME TO DEATH which I thought was extremely weird. WE STOPPED COMMUNICATING since. Course it could have been written by someone else and be a deception of some kind. I have no idea. But if she did write it it was probably because of what I write and have shared but the only way to explain is to be honest as I can and write what is my experience before, since, and during the OBAMA ADMINISTRATION FULL OF DECEPTION and SELF DELUSIONs of OBAMA. ANYONE CAN SEE by his behavior he was not right in the head. Same goes for the people around him. Anyway she hasn’t tried to communicate since either and must be going through some things like deception.

    How else can anyone write their experience and explain what I have found out through study and pursuing the truth and show some strange stuff having to do with false religion and false faith going on?  I can’t write a narrative about made up stuff or about someone else’s experience unless I know it because it would be redundant, useless, and SUPREMELY and EXTREMELY UNBELIEVABLE amid the deception we are experiencing in this world.

    If your mom was hospiced without your permission 2 weeks before she died you would be trying to understand this sick world and the circumstances surrounding it and the cause as to why it is a sick world

    that is

    if you love your mom.

    Like I said earlier I think her spirit moved on before the hospice experience she had because I felt her hand on my shoulder before I found out she was hospiced so the malpractice of hospice missed anyway so why partake of the sins of the RCC which one of them is the malpractice of hospice and instead let’s talk about it so others won’t partake helping them to leave the RCC and it’s insanity to stay in business when it shouldn’t. As one bright girl said “It’s not about race” though Obama tried to make you think it was about race every chance he could get.

    If you found some reasons for the sickness of the world you would want to expose those causes because it’s important and affects all of us. It is detrimental to know who is the enemy of mankind and womenkind and their uteruses.

    Mad World – Gary Jules

    Jesus said many would be offended and many are offended but I think it’s better to be aware than not and since there is a book in the bible called REVELATION and ought not to be ignored since many are in the Roman Catholic Church spoken about being destroyed in Revelation and gives some instructions to leave it. One of the last visits I had with my mom she said a voice insider her told her you should leave:

    She said,

    “I don’t mean to be mean, but a voice inside my head said

    you should leave.”

    My mom’s family were an amazing family. Donated money every month to their mom when they grew up and had jobs and lots of other nice things to take care of her and still loved and respected their dad though saw him very little. Her sister was killed ‘probably’ by her husband at 26 years of age falling off a two story building hanging laundry from the rooftop and she had two tots. Broke her neck. They found bleach in her system during the autopsy but none of them suspected foul play.

    I did. Why?

    Because I heard the story about her husband from my mom about the time before he was her husband (I THINK it was before he was her husband but could have been while she was married to him. I did’t ask at the time because I wasn’t extremely interested at the time not ever having met my mother’s sister nor understanding the significance of the exploitation by her husband of his wife’s body. I was young and naive but thankful I was told or I could not relate it to today’s controversies and the RCC’s and other religious bodies moral interpretude having to do with miscarriage vs abortion vs planned parenthood vs the mob and the RCC  vs hospice) and how he drove her down a bumpy dirt road when she was pregnant to cause a miscarriage though I don’t know the results that’s pretty catholic if you ask me. He moved to Georgia soon after with the kids and remarried. She was very close to her older sister and it hurt her a lot. They called her Sister. She kept in touch via letters to the kids as much as she could. If her sister was allowed at the time to have abortion legally my mom would have enjoyed her sister for a lifetime. Her sister might have remarried or married someone else

    who appreciated her and her uterus.

    Questions for Tucker Carlson:

    Is your wife’s uterus valuable to you or to me?

    Are all humans that die not intrinsically valuable? Which has nothing to do with abortion or hospice. Hitler was valuable to Catholicism, was he not? Hitler was not valuable to Jews, was he?

    Fox news is valuable to Catholics, is it not?

    Is your salary valuable to you or to me?

    The Pope is intrinsically valuable to the mob and to Roman Catholics, is he not?

    Is the Pope intrinsically valuable to me? NO

    Is the wall valuable to Mexico? Is the wall valuable to Trump?

    Is the destruction of the Vatican in Revelation intrinsically valuable to you or to me?

    ~It is VALUABLE to me~

    Is the destruction of the Vatican in Revelation intrinsically valuable to God?

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Judge Not, That You Be Not Judged


In my opinion so-called “Christians” are hurting their belief, by denying the truth.

The truth is there are many contradictions in the bible.

To say there are no contradictions in the bible is ridiculous!

You can’t explain away some of the contradictions with new meanings. It is no wonder so many people get turned off by the religions that profess Christian faith. I came across an atheists site about the contradictions in the bible and thought wow he has nailed some of the ones I have tried to nail. At least he has the boldness to say the obvious. But he is wrong about being an atheist.

What’s the difference?

The difference is there are reasons for the inconsistencies and the contradictions.

The reasons are that there was a concerted effort to include lies in the bible.

No doubt about it.

The conspiracy was to twist the truth and make lies and to try to make Jesus Christ bear it.

The problem is not Jesus Christ

….the problem is the church!

The whole point of having lies in the bible was to degrade the truth and why “Christians” defend lies is beyond me. Why not instead of finding excuses for the discrepancies,

tackle them with honesty.

The truth can stand and let the lies fall.

God can handle it!

It’s like when the Pope and all Popes consider themselves infallible. Come on. We all know they are very fallible! It’s their nature to fall as they all have so far. By denying there are problems in the bible is like saying the Pope is infallible.

If you take a different look at the bible (critically) and not blindly embrace everything,

because Peter says we should, is like the blind leading the blind.

2Peter 3:15-16

15And account that the longsuffering of our Lord is salvation; even as our beloved brother Paul also according to the wisdom given unto him hath written unto you;16As also in all his epistles, speaking in them of these things; in which are some things hard to be understood, which they that are unlearned and unstable wrest, as they do also the other scriptures, unto their own destruction.

The Stone Which the Builders Rejected-PART 1


Peter was only a man! Paul was only a man!

I highly doubt Peter knew what would be included and not included in the “scriptures.”  In fact, Peter (of the book of Acts) did not really know scripture very well as I will show because he misquoted it unless scripture (OT) has been “doctored” to make him seem like he misquoted.

Here is what Jesus told Peter on the third visit to his disciples at the Sea of Galilee:

John 21:18
Verily, verily, I say unto
thee, When thou wast young, thou girdest thyself, and walkedst whither thou wouldest: but when thou shalt be old, thou shalt stretch forth thy hands, and anothershallgirdthee, and carry thee whither thou wouldest not.

I think Jesus meant that Paul was the ‘another’!

John 21:21-23

21Peter seeing him saith to Jesus, Lord, and what shall this man do? 22Jesus saith unto him, If I will that he tarry till I come, what is that to thee? follow thou me. 23Then went this saying abroad among the brethren, that that disciple should not die: yet Jesus said not unto him, He shall not die; but, If I will that he tarry till I come, what is that to thee?

follow thou me.

I don’t believe that Peter in  the verses of 2Peter 3:15-16

was the same Peter that was the disciple of the true Jesus Christ!

Just like the synoptic gospels used the name of Jesus Christ for ‘their  purpose,

I believe that they also used the name of Peter for ‘their purpose!

And their purpose was to deceive!

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It’s crazy and does a disservice to God, His Son, to the truth,

to ignore the contradictions.

Since they are there maybe they should be analyzed!

Instead most people are afraid to question….which is stupid.

Most priests and pastors just hop over the contradictions,

because they are afraid

which is even more stupid.

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What happens when God asks you, did you defend the truth about Me,

or did you defend the lies about Me?

Are you going to know what to say?

We hurt ourselves, prospective believers, the integrity of truth by denying these contradictions and/or making excuses for them.

It is a dishonest gain in the name of “Christianity”. and makes us liars!

I wish I could find a you-tube video I watched of a Muslim man asking legitimate questions of some Christian men about Jesus Christ. It was humorous in a way, because the Muslim man was very animated and excitedly interested.

Basically, the Christian man responded ‘because it is in the bible and the bible is inerrant.’

The meaning of inerrant is accurate and free from any error. 

What was sad about the video was that the Muslim man was sincere in his questions and the Christian man that gave his ‘pat’ answer

was so self-deceived,

and so he deceived a potential believer.

If I run across that you-tube I will re-edit this post and include it.  I hope I find it.

It was priceless!

No wonder people like Benny Hinn and all those others (I wont list any more because it is endless) we have seen over the years get so much attention. If we did not allow the lies and distortions leeway, people like Benny Hinn would not even try to be associated with Christianity. But we paved the road wide so anything can pass by not discerning the difference between truth and lies.

Billy Graham’s fatwa for his ministry is “By Any and All Means,” Yet Billy Graham doesn’t seem to have carried out his ministry very well, although successful by worldly measures because it is big and lots of money flows through his ministry. He is like the government and uses his made up lies to maintain his ministry. He has been outed many times for his allegiance and they are the ones that have helped him to grow by puffing his ministry via the press but not in the advancement of the truth but for what ever political junk that comes down the pike using religion to attract those contributions is what he uses to build his business, because that is what it is, a business.

Right now it is the devastation that occurred in Haiti, because of it’s location which seems to attract many devastating hurricanes. He is attracted to those kind of devastated areas because it is a great platform for him to plead for donations from those that are in a better spot. He plugs and highlights a few good areas and a few fortunate survivors to show his success.

I watched a show asking for money for some kids who were searching for food or treasure on a junk pile who could at any moment be hurt by the debris collapsing and eating rotten or poisonous food so said the commentator. And it occurred to me why in the world was I watching this if it was that dangerous why were the photographers filming it when they should have been helping and protecting the kids and keeping them from eating rotten food. But that was not the purpose of the film. The purpose of the film was to gain donations.That is poison. It’s sickening to me how these ministries use other peoples misfortune to build their own buisnesses and that is who Billy Graham is. They love devastation! Without devastation where would their business be? So that is why I believe if they can create devastation to build and maintain their ministry………….they will………. in the name of Jesus. If they have access to a weapon that can create devastation without being caught or blamed they will use it as I believe that they have already done deceiving themselves that it is the right way to make Christians of heathens or whatever they think is not christian. Of course they are out of touch with reality because it is not all right. It is down right evil. Not only that, deceiving themselves is a pretty good indication that they are not really on the right track in their own beliefs if they have resort to such measures. Obviously, they are only fulfilling their own personal desires for their own personal pleasures.

When Japan had their devastating tsunami was when the Roman Catholic Japanese were waivering on the acceptance of the Neocatechumenal Way. They had sort of a trial run on this way and the rate of suicide had risen quite a bit. The priests were apprehensive about the Neocats and the Pope was forcing this ministry upon them. I believe somehow this tsunami was created using HAARP or some other weapon that can create weather patterns using microwave heat to affect the atmosphere and ocean activity. President Obama was president then and I believe he knew it was going to occur because he and the Vatican work together (as Benghazi demonstrated) and sent Billy Graham and others to push their ministries upon these people. Not for their good, but for their own purposes and I’m sure it has to do with the industry in Japan competing with the Vatican controlled industries and power in that part of the world which is a project that the Vatican has openly stated and the same for Europe and the US and of course Africa and the Middle east. Basically the world.

I believe the same thing happened in New Jersey and New York with the hurricane Sandy for a political shadow to cover his mistakes using Susan Rice and others and being caught in their lies about Benghazi before the election they created a storm. Manhattan has the third largest jewish population in the world and I’m sure that helped locate a good place to cause destruction and since Israel and Washington, Benjamin Netanyahu and Obama, don’t see eye to eye, so to speak, it was Obama’s first choice, I’m sure.

They use Gore to blame these more than normal devastating ocean activities on global warming and make a business of it. The initial idea of global warming was birthed in the Vatican. Obviously they had the weapon first and found and excuse to to cover it’s use. It is perfect, because you cause devastation whenever it helps you to take attention away from bad politics and then blame it on some thing no one can control except them and all the while hiding the true cause. Everyone makes money that is involved but the people suffer and do it in the name of Jesus or God deceiving themselves that it is for the good of the people when they don’t even understand who God or Jesus is themselves because they teach nonsense about them so they must not know. Whoever influences this deception knows but the rest are like lemmings going along to get along and catching leftovers like the Democrats and some Republicans did with Hillary Clinton in the hearings.  The countless pork inside the bills is a good example. Sandy had it’s pork. That’s how they make their extra money on the side and build up businesses they are involved in.

Hannity of Fox News had a fantastic show about a month ago in December about the pork in many bills and I believe that some of those reoccurring pork avenues are leads to money being used to arm the enemies of Israel which are many and to weaken Israel whenever possible and to test Israel’s defense and resolve and to gauge their own standards of weaponry, etc.

Replacement theology.

Roman Catholicism hierarchy believe they are the chosen ones or they want to displace the chosen ones with themselves. They want to unite all the religions to wage war with God and the Jews. That is why I know that the christianity we know today is pretty screwed up. You can’t mix Voodoo and Christianity although they do in Haiti. You can’t mix Buddhism and Christianity. You can’t mix Hinduism and Christianity. Nor can you mix Islam with Christianity. Although the synoptic gospels did a pretty good job of it.

What would help Roman Catholics the most is if they would read their bibles on their own……discern truth from lies……don’t rely on priests to tell ya the truth because a good many of them really don’t know but what they were taught which evidently was a lot of lies if they think they can mix religions together.

Of course part of Roman Catholicism is VOODOO. Such as transubstantiation.

They can’t understand the meaning of bread so they make the bread into Jesus by VOODOOING IT.

Obviously you can’t make a wafer into God, LOL

You can’t make water holy by VOODOO either. LOL

You can’t mix the Gospel of John with the Synoptic Gospels. You can, however, compare them to the Gospel of John and gain a lot of understanding and go back and read the Old Testament and figure out who and which Jesus is the real McCoy.

Perfect case in point:

Matthew 7:1

Judge not, that ye be not judged.

John 7:24

Judge not according to the appearance, but judge righteous judgment.

Me 1:1

Think not, that you be not thought

IT’S RIDICULOUS!

What Matthew’s quote in IT’s essence is saying, is don’t think.

It is totally meaningless!

(However it certainly works to gain a great deal of $$$$$ for most of Christianity today under the stewardship of Roman Catholicism and Evangelicalism etc.)

But it is not true!

While John’s quote is to say to have righteous judgement.

There is a big difference between the two!

I Am That I Am (The Sign) -Revised *

I AM THAT I AM (Part two)

I Am the True Vine


(If you like these articles there are many more at Homepage and New and Revised Articles)

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